/sci/ - Science & Math

I've always wanted be be far more intelligent than I likely am. Partly it's due to vanity, but I also want to be able to access the higher level interpretations of art and reality that a greater intellect could provide. It always bothers me that someone smarter than I would be able to have a fuller appreciation of beauty, and perhaps a more complete set of interpretations. I'm very jealous. I think I've proven thusfar in my life that I'm a midwit at best, and even worse, a self aware midwit. What could be worse?