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>>5133573
Me too bro

>that feel when you're schizoid and exhibit the same behaviors.

I exercise, eat well, sleep (sparodically,) and read quite often. The only thing is I got stuck on the wrong side of the country and now I work as a fucking fruniture mover. Like >>5133211, I'm surrounded by idiots who can't spell things like "stuffed," "shade," "toiletries" ect. All I do every day is unskilled physical labor and imagine the things I will do.

Being a schizoid, I internalize everything and can't into emotions other than anger and sadness, so I'm on guessing that I'm depressed. Happiness eludes me, almost mockingly at times. Laughter- what is this? I just know I seem cold and brooding and it's driving me crazy. Emulating emotions to appear normal doesn't change my internal state but it helps when dealing with others.

Anyways, your best bet is to probably just consider what's best in your life and focus on that. Being content with what you have is good for combating depression.