/sci/ - Science & Math

>>4287960
I know that feel

>This is your daily reminder that one day, you will die. You will not "pass on", nor will you "rest in peace", your conscious mind will be annihilated and you will cease to exist entirely, in any shape, form or kind.
i'm aware of it and i'm OK with it
anyway the only reason why i feel uneasiness is because of my primal instincts
but if you really think about it it's not something scary

sometimes i even want it all to end fast so that i can really find "peace"
this happens when i start thinking big and i see that there no point in even thinking about anything
<your fav topic here> it really doesn't matter you're doing it just to please your instincts

i don't know if it's a depression that i have
but everything just seems uninteresting to me when i start to think like this
even science i do it just because of my curiosity
and in small part to know things and feel like something more than anyone else in the social group...
everything is just so pointless....
it really doesn't matter how the universe work
and it doesn't matter if my name will go in history
there is no point in anything we're just like insects trying to find patterns in everything trying to rationalize everything, breeding, fighting over land status and resources, dying even my post is me trying to share the information that i've obtained...