/sci/ - Science & Math

>>16023431
I subbed to 1 then 2 then 10 then 20 math youtubers. Then I read an Academia math paper or math essay every day (Great Books). My library filled up like the Math Sorceror. I have not been able to keep on my personal discovery autodidact crusade as my standard of living plummetted and I became an old man's asswipe water boy where I once stood tall as a big institution suit. I venerate Ramanujan-kun who made big advances in squalor because I now live in squalor and struggle to keep enough energy at the end of the day of my wage slaving and bureacratic babble to attempt any deeper inroads to my math curiousity if it isnt entirely waned.