/sci/ - Science & Math

ideal bf

>taller
>a little older
>much smarter
>always a lot of fun to talk to and be around
>top-tier qt
>likes some things I like, but not everything
>more socially outgoing
>likes parties
>likes to cuddle
>fit and very attractive
>really sweet person
>studies something niche and interesting (in STEM)
>won't come into my life out of nowhere
>won't be so nice to me for no reason
>won't open up to me so quickly
>won't be the only person I feel like I can really talk to
>won't seem so amazing in every possible way
>won't sweet-talk and caress and hold me like that if he doesn't actually care
>won't start to completely ignore me without telling me what I did wrong
>won't break off all contact and leave before I get the nerve to explain the stupid feelings I have for him
>won't take so fucking long to get over
>won't make me feel this crushing emptiness inside every time I remember I will never get the chance to be in his arms just one more time


Wherever you are, I hope you found someone better.
A girl, maybe.