/sci/ - Science & Math

>sophomore in Oregon State
>Failing multiple college classes
>Taking 18 out of 19 credits because my major required me to be taking Ochem, Vector Calc, Chemical Engineering and Physics in the same term
>Have absolutely no motivation to succeed
>Tutors/TAs seem completely disconnected from the teachers, help on homework largely consists of 'I'm not sure what he's asking" or "I really don't know"
>My calc teacher makes the lecture 80% about where the 'thing' we're learning comes from and how it's derived, rather than focusing about the 'thing' itself and examples on how to solve it
>my physics teacher takes 40 minutes to describe a single problem conceptually, and then proceeds to spend the last 10 quickly darting through how to actually solve it
>Cannot for the life of me do well on a single exam
>I'm so lost in some classes that I have to motivate myself to go to them, only to leave feeling like I've retained/understood absolutely nothing
>Halfway through the term, making 'grade recovery' nearly impossible without literally perfecting the final exams
>Feel like there's all these forces just trying to get me to fail and that I do not have the strength or energy to keep trying
>Haven't told my parents
>I just want to fucking change my major already

Guys, why are the pictures in black and white? I don't know a lot about what would restrict our images in such a way, but shouldn't we be able to take color photos on the surface of mars in 2012?