/sci/ - Science & Math

I went to a moderately sized highschool in a farm town, was never forced by parents into doing anything at all, had some fun experiences, and ultimately was consumed by playing EVE online for 4+ years until I got my shit together during senior year.

I never focused on school at all since there was neither any motive for getting good grades (until later when I decided on a dream career that required going to university) nor was the material in most classes much more than rote. Despite this, I always got A's in math & science. I did AP chem & calc AB in school and ended up self-studying both AP physics C exams; all of which I got a 5 on. I know it's a babby-tier achievement when graded by /sci/'s standards, but I felt really good about coming in late to the ballgame and still showing up the tryhards and outdoing them in a lot of ways.

Other than that, I did tennis and was well acquainted with a fair number of cute chicks, but had no gf. Looking back, I also think it was unfortunate that not a single school club or organization devoted to math, science, or engineering, but there was a huge emphasis on track, a shitty football team, and a farmers' association.

And, as with most public schools, plenty of fighting and drug use that I was lucky to have avoided under particular circumstances. Overall a 4/10 experience, would travel back in time and foster myself.

>tfw no life

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>tfw no large moon

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Why the fuck do I have to talk to them? Why can't they ever talk to me? I see them talking all the time to anyone who gives them even a moment of fucking attention, but NEVER to me.
I'm smart, I'm funny, I'm graciously polite, I don't look bad, (and no i'm not imagining it, these are compliments i've gotten from others countless times before) but no girl EVER talks to me and always have to initiate conversation with them if I ever care to.
Yet every single other girl talks forever to other dumb guys. All I can do is say "fuck women" until a single one of them actually starts a fucking conversation with me because I'm not playing this fucking game anymore.

Humans are machines that run on feels.

>tfw Earth keeps throwing stuff at you.