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Has anybody tried Adderall while being depressed? I don't want to make it too long but basically I've been struggling with depression for so many time and going to college having depression is almost impossible, I can barely leave my bed, when I do I can barely leave my home (I also have a really bad anxiety issue), I almost never go to any kind of classes, sitting to study is almost impossible and when I do I find really hard to do it for more than half an hour cause my self harming thoughs are unbearable, and I basically stopped going to uni cause I felt so ashamed of going for two weeks and then stopping everything. Now I'm trying to study for an exam but as I said I find so hard to concentrate, and when I try to concentrate I usually end up crying cause my stupid mind starts thinking in horrible things. I never took Adderall, I always thought it will be bad for my head that it's kinda like cheating. But at this point of my life I would accept everything. I know I don't have ADHD but maybe it could also help depressed people to concentrate. I would really appreciate if someone could share it experience.