/sci/ - Science & Math

>>11312252
>4chan is the most conscious structure in the universe
OP here

can I become fucking rich if I become a mathematic working on quantitative analysis?

>>5827393

I come to you scince to be psycological analyzed by you, I don't want /adv/ bullshit I am studying scinces (to make you know I am not a noob). I am 18 and I have been in love with the same girl since I was 16. One day a friend of mine told me: "mary" loves you and then I convinced myself to love her, so I could be happy with her. Actually Mary didn't love me but I was in love 788689/10. Then she started with a boy and I stopped speaking with her. But several months later they broke up and we became friends again. We were much time together althought she knew I love her. She invited me to her house to sleep and those things. Now I will tell you the things that happen to me:
-I dream with her every night, sometimes she betrays me or I am sad because she doesn't love me while she laughes.
-Attracted to her smell to the point of feeling her at 5meters, I smelt her feet when she let me or having a bone when I smell her.
-Can fap 20 times a day thinking in her and only in 15 seconds If I think in she.
-Feeling jealous althought if she speaks with a girl and feeling stressed when she's going to eat with a friend and thinking it will make she doesn't need me because she has many friends.
-Having suicidal idealization when somebody tell me: she won't never love you. My thoughts are: I shoot myself near her and she hugs me (I cry when I think it)
-Go with people only to be near she. I value people on how importans are for her. If a friend of her argue with her, I stop having her as a friend, I only matter strategical capacity of every person.
Well, so tell me, what illness do I have? how can I cure?

>>5122326
>tfw when people would actually watch this


>Implying I'm not taking it to Hollywood right now

>>4524841
>economy
>chess

gtfo