/sci/ - Science & Math

In 4 hours I have an (online) exam on Physical Chemistry: Raman and Rotational-vibrational spectroscopy.

I am on my first year PhD. I know nothing, I feel like shit and I will drop out because I will fail. I will have to leave my country to seek a job elsewhere.
I briefly considered having someone on fiverr do it for me, that's how desperate i felt.

If this thread is up in 6 hours I will post an update. I hope you find more success in your life.

>fell for the PhD in physics meme
>a slave to my PIs desires
>investigating abstract shit only 0.001% of the globe understands
>15.000 a year (UK)
>9.000 alone is rent
>will have to spend the rest of my career moving from postdoc to postdoc every three years
>will never have a stable relationship
>will always be a rentcuck
>never own a house
>making and leaving friends behind all day
>at least will have publications in magazines which 1 out of a million people read

academia was a mistake.