/sci/ - Science & Math

okay so i spent the past hour or two doing autism tests online and i think i might actually have autism. i'm 26.
it's a bit odd because i want to be social and have people like me and have friends, but i find it hard to do so. i'm often mean to people and i don't communicate well, despite having good intentions.
is there fucking anything to be done about autism? can i fix myself through training and effort or is it like being retarded and i'm fucked forever?
online consensus is like, "autism acceptance" and "there is no cure". i don't want to be fucking autistic.