/sci/ - Science & Math

I don't know what to do sci/?

There are 10^28> possible atoms that you will experience in life. Out of that you have like (10^28)! arrangements. Not even counting quantum entanglement.

With some many possibilities, how can you make the correct sequence of moves. I'm facing tough decisions that I can't handle. I'm in a strange loop and my family around me are stupid.

I've tried to supress all emotions and be logical. However, I done things that aren't logical. The only thing I can think of is to shut myself away from everyone.

I'm thinking of just forgetting family and just focusing on maths. The situation is amplifying this. I reason that I won't be able to do jack shit if I care about such mundane things. Look at Perelman he lives in a dingy flat, yet I worry about what going to happen to my niece as my sister is a alcholic and it be extremely dangerous living with her. Yet my family lie and cover for her. Driving me crazy.

The only solution I think is to ignore it and focus on maths. How you know you made the correct decisions, where the possibilities in life are incalculable.

Going to be forever alone.

The thing is which annoys me is that everyone is shallow. Especially women. They say one thing, however unless you are an idiot you can really tell what they are thinking.

The thing is that most women only care about looks. They would want stuff on top like personality or money, but it's all fucking looks.

I can read people like an open book. My only gift is being able to read people.

I'm opting out of this stupid stuff. Going to distance myself from family and friends. Everyone is stupid and shallow. How am I meant to rise above my primitive nature if I'm with others who are shallow as hell.

Pissed as hell. Going to do a Perelman. I'v already gave up masturbation for week. Not talking to family know more, moving back to uni apartment soon.

Only thing that is worthwhile in life is Maths.

ITT OCD is great

Be an average dumbfag during college. However, I failed that through me into analysing everything in my life as I got like FFF in A levels.

Repeat them, get AAA in Mathematics, Further Maths and Psychology. Now going to get a first and looking to get a PhD at a top uni for Algebraic geometry.

>>2802157

What a fucking loser that posts on 4chan sci.

The only reason I'm here as I don't have the will power to study more than 7 hours of the algebraic crap I'm doing.

Yet why the fuck are you here? Wasting your fucking time.

You killed off your creativity for what? To post on fucking 4chan and be an average dumb fag. Your dad did you wrong. Look at the fucking pathetic fuck you are now. Are you happy with mediocre>?

Sci/ I'm finally ready to crush my emotions.

I'm a second year undergrad Maths student at university.

Can't progress any further and the only way forward I think is this.

I suppose you can blame House, Sherlock Holmes and Star trek. However, I view logic and deduction over emotions and see them as a burden. Today this is going to change through.

Everything is now going to based on logic and deduction like Sherlock Holmes.

Yeah, so sci/ I'm going to become the next great Mathematician. To do this I need to get rid off irrationality in me and then replace it with Sherlock Holmes like deduction.

Pic related the best tv show ever.