/sci/ - Science & Math

>>8425664
Suck the D, bud. For all you know you're already my useful idiot, and my slave.

Here, have some cuteness. I, personally, am experiencing cuteness overload. And this is all I'm going to talk about.

>>8416621
This is very close to becoming a Grimes thread.

OP here.

I became aroused and masturbated, then sure enough, it happened again. Three things I notice:
-Balancing in the dark is difficult. Not markedly so, and tactile sensation still exists, but requires effort.
-I feel as though my working memory is crippled or absent. I begin writing sentences but lack wider awareness of context, and lose what I'm saying midway because I just can't remember what I'm trying to say and how to connect things.
-My left side feels strange. Not weak. Not numb. Just strange. This is not an unfamiliar feeling with the limbs, I have a scoliosis of the spine and a sciatic nerve that is screwed up on and off (though it seems to lack a truly fixed deficit). It's possible this is all of a vascular basis, in the brain. Considering some of the other stuff I've experienced throughout my life, this would be unsurprising.

I also feel something that's almost ego death. Similar to how I remember smoking weed being. It always separated me from the stream of my thoughts and I was rendered only a watcher. I couldn't interface. In this case I feel like that, but also, there's not much to interface with and not much to be doing the interfacing.

Fuck it. I'm tired anyway, and I'll just cook food and go to sleep. It will be reversed in ~12 hours. It's possible consumption of chocolate potentiates this, but I've also experienced it without. The orgasm was ultimately "okay". Underwhelming, as I've said, but again it's hardly the main attraction and only a finale in function, but not form. As I write this I can't seem to figure if it was actually worth it.

It's strange anons. It's all very strange.

>>8406664
This thread has been repurposed. It is now a Grimes thread.

Post only Grimes.

>>8402308
>FUCK off
I can't help but laugh at your psychological discomfort.
>muh free will
>muh capacity to make choices rather than simply experience series of mechanical steps involved in their making
hahahahahahaha