/sci/ - Science & Math

>grad program I want requires linear algebra and calculus
>have literally no time to take these classes or learn them

I want to cry
I entered math from a really weird unconventional path and despite planning to thesis In it I don't qualify for most stem masters

What do I even do

>>9645382
>>9648405
>tfw I'm always the underachiever or average scorer despite the fact I put in so much work
>even my favorite professor knows I put in the most work but still don't see results
>thinks I may have a mental disability
>tfw fell in love with a discipline I have zero aptitude for (pure Math)

Why does it hurt so much?

>when you realize you could have studied something that's not only easier but more employable

What did I just waste my youth on?

>>9571712

>biomimetic model complexes

>>9506184
I wish I was a biology major.

Why did I fuck my life up so hard

I don't like stuff that's like "follow this formula" "memorize these facts" " do these drills" because it's boring
It's why I failed out of chemistry and botany and failed out of computer science because it felt so limiting

What kind of thing would I enjoy to study ?