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Ah yes... I had been squatting in that abandoned house after being homeless for a long time. When the cops showed up, I did not open the door for them. Then they sent SWAT to knock the whole house over. These charges from this police violence were not indicted. Pretty good picture too. If they do this to me for another ten years, what will I look then? Extreme chronic stress that Helene signs her name to as "harm-free care" is really fucking up my body, and it will send me to an early grave if nothing changes. Stress is just unhealthy all around, and this team of stalkers is keep my cortisol levels UP!!!! You can see how badly just these two years affected my body. Hopefully I will kill them before they kill me.

That's the crux of it where we are now: I've got killing on my mind but the people who've had their eyes closed for these last few years, apparently, want more love and tenderness and mercy and PC religiosity in my rhetoric which they only hear through the surveillance that I absolutely FORBID! I'm not so loaded with that positive stuff right now that it's making it into my monologue. My promise is that I will do all of that stuff with the people who make it into the remnant, but everyone who knows they aren't going to make into the remnant is going to say, "No we turned him evil! He is evil now and his love doesn't endure forever, and actually he was evil along and we just knew it better than you did and that's why we've been doing all this plain heresy because he know better and only trust ourselves." What they did is make me very angry, and that's the main thing on mind lately, and I don't plan to ever get over it. When I'm done killing them, I will do all those nice things and say all those kind words on the ground where I watched them die.

...somewhere in memeland...
History will show that I'm rubber and he's glue
Whatever AIDS he tried to give me fucked his own shit up
fucked it up bad