/sci/ - Science & Math

Chronic persisting emotional exhaustion, depression kinda, low energy, got no motivation cause of how i feel to do basic shit in my life like brushing my teeth and proper hygiene. I believe i have ADD at this point, observations by my behaviour in many forms from my long time friends. I don't want side effects to be that horrible, so much so that it affects long term lifespan and health in noticeable ways. I'm failing to feel like a healthy male should normally feel guys. I'm obese and started smoking last month a few cigs a day to feel better and i have a goysloppish life if you can give advice on that, i buy canned drinks from stores often when i find myself outside and energizants which just don't work and other garbage. To find a possible cause i'm willing to give out more detail of my life if you guys need. I want the recipe of meds i should start taking to feel good. Kinda like steroids way of things im taking this about but i don't give a fuck, it must be worth it. Will amphetamines do the job? i'm 18 here.