/sci/ - Science & Math

>>16090502
Really? I mean the sads are something I deal with on and off but even when I feel fine it's like this. Is it really just depression? If so that's a colossal weight off my chest. I'm so tired of being an idiot.


>>16090508
I've been on amphetamines for so long that I don't even know who I would be without them. My tolerance has gotten so high that back when I had adderall I was taking 60mg XR a day with 15mg instant if I needed to be up past 10:00. On the days where I don't take it I just want to lie in bed and eat all day. I'm barely even human. If the "real" me is so worthless should I really try to stop?
Also I thought amphetamines are a neurotropic. Shouldn't that help with this instead of harm it? And why is it happening so suddenly despite years of use?
(Not being hostile, you're the expert. I just want to understand)

>This is her old tank. She has a much bigger one now.