/sci/ - Science & Math

>tfw listening to Rachmaninoff's 2nd Piano Concerto as I am reading this

IQ is a meme, by the way.

OP, I have been dealing with your exact dilemma. There is something (I hypothesize) that bothers you deep down. Something nagging you at the core of your existence. Something that you've always wanted to do but never could find the time/motivation/etc. My advice is to find out what that is... it will take a long time (can't say I've exactly found it myself, but I can say I feel as if I am coming closer to it). It will be tough, grueling, and complicated. But once you find it, or at least found a path towards it... life's bullshit will become a lot more tolerable. Cheers.