/sci/ - Science & Math

I feel like shit all the time and it's probably got more than a little to do with the fact that I'm being compared to everyone else all the time. Half these people seem to spend every waking moment grinding shit like bugmen and the other half give me shit for not being a networking sociopath that sees every human interaction as a leverage opportunity. I can't really escape it though because I'm in a shitty postdoc that will implode soon and I need a job to live. Worked like a dog for a decade to get here and have little to show for it. The only thing that's clear is that it is not enough nor will it ever be. I hope a nuclear armageddon resets everything or whatever.