/sci/ - Science & Math

>>12410090
No.

>do bad in an intro to Java course
>have complete programming existential crisis
>major in math because failed out computer science
>try to learn programming from c to lisp to haskell to python
>can't
>so mentally fucked that seeing a blank text editor or ide causes panic attack
>reading that same introductory drivel on how to make an if statement or what an integer is just reinforces self hate
>graduate math
>go to grad school
>try to avoid it but I'm expected to pick up minor programming for a masters
>talk with advisor tell him I really can't do this
>he says if course I can because :
>programming
>is
>literally
>math
>and I have such an intense interest in algebra and computer science theory
>take the class
>fail it
>fail it every year
>can't graduate have to stay longer
>talk with advisor
>he's confused but says they're willing to waive it considering all my other work in math
>graduate with math masters
>GPA is shit though
>enter massive depression that affects math skills
>don't do phd
>just live at home as a neet loser