/sci/ - Science & Math

How can I escape a materialistic worldview? Ever since I learned of materialist philosophy, I have been certain that there is no life, there is no consciousness, and "I" am simply a trapped observer in a mechanical meat-body. "I" do not exist, and I cannot do anything, change any action, or make any choice.

I am certain of these things, so I can't actually change my mind. But I am aware that I can trick or fool myself.

How do I thusly coax myself into a snafu?