/sci/ - Science & Math

>>12229694
Good post.

Do you recognize the stupid animal you are? I recognize the stupid animal I am. I recognize that no matter how hard I try to fight against the influence of nature, I will never be more than a stupid animal. I will be forever guilty of involuntary narcissistic self-preservation.

But what about you? How self-aware are you? How capable are you of facing your own thoughts/feelings?


I am just a gigantic faggot forever on the outside looking in. But on that same note, I made it out of the crab bucket real early. I did it behind closed doors to ensure I wouldn't get dragged back into the bucket. Wanna know what I've found? It's fucking cold out there. It's cold, it's harsh, it's unforgiving. It's scary. It's miserable. There is no value out there. All the value is in the bucket of crabs.

I can't stop crying. I can't stop the oscillating fan of depression from blowing on me. I try so fucking hard to be a good person, but there is so much fucking narcissistic self-preservation to sift through. I recognize I can do good things, but I can never be a good person.


So what about you? How is your life experience going? Could you possibly share anything of value in my faggoty thread? Not anything of value to me or anyone else. Post something of value to you. Or don't. Maybe this thread should be pruned/deleted.

>>9930122

I am quite fond of this post as well.