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>>10025798
The hardest step will be for you to forgive yourself for your failings, because the rut you are in is entirely your own fault. After you have forgiven yourself, you will find that it is easier to give yourself another chance at life.
What has worked for me was realising that suffering is a good thing, it is proof of God's love (I read Gravity and Grace, by Simone Weil, and after that I delved deeper into Christianity and platonism), that I needed to be meek/humble to move forward. Or maybe I'm just deluding myself. But my feeling better and working to fix my life now is a fact, and I find it very difficult to ascribe it to anything else, as nothing else had worked prior (including drugs).