/sci/ - Science & Math

post yfw they blow up and die.

tfw almost becoming an electrical engineering but realized i don't have the personality / actually like electrical engineering. I worked hard as hell to learn something that i don't even like. I wanted to study architecture but my parents didn't let me (and how it was them paying for my accounts i thought i should do something that would give me $$$ freedom) . Because i was always introverted as shit an liked to play with lego i thought i had the personality for the profession, but the true is that i don't see myself as a engineering (i also don't know what match my personality). The only think i like about engineering is that it doesnt have the bullshit that the other professions have. Here you actually have to work and learn things. I saw my friends who studied law, design, economics and so on and they where slackers as fuck, i really dislike that.
Let me get straight to the point, sorry for prolonging. How can i find something that i will feel that i "belong" / "was born to do". I really expect to fall in love with something, work hard and excel at it. Am i fucked for having spent so much time learning something that i don't actually feel pursuing? What can i do? Please help this desperate annon