/sci/ - Science & Math

>>4001612
I have no clue. Which criteria should I take? The internet is full of opposing opinions. So now I went on wikipedia (English) and out of the 5 criteria I do not fit into the 3rd. But this is my personal, subjective opinion.

>>4001618
>Can you describe how you feel or what your 'symptoms" are?
That's a very difficult question. I actually feel like my inner values/aims/interests/moods are changing quite rapidly. And makes me feel stressed. Additionally I am a depressed person by default. There is the occasional (or omnipresent?) and somehow "intense" (its not the right word, but I can't think of a better one) feeling of emptiness and some sort of restlessness.
>Do you have anxiety, depression, feelings of voidness, fear of embarrassment or, on the contrary, the need to feel superior?
How do you define anxiety? English is not my 1st language- but I assume it is some sort of "fear". I am not a fearsome person- but I worry a lot about a lot of useless things. depression, voidness: yes. Absolutely. Fear of embarrassment: yes (who doesn't? Strangely enough: whenever I am taking something, I fear that I can drop it. Strange, huh).
>Do you have aggressive fantasies, paranoid ideas or suicidal thoughts?
Aggressive fantasies: nope. Paranoid ideas? Only a few. I think a healthy amount. Suicidal thoughts? Always. At least when I have time to think.

>All of these are related to NPD and BPD.
Oh.

Ok... this is one step forward. So feeling empty and depressed is a mental illness? Wow.

But I am not satisfied. This information says me nothing. It doesn't even differs from depression.
Furthermore I am still interested in the meaning of "psychoneurotic depressive reaction" and "undifferentiated schizophrenia".

Because I am absolutely positive that I have no schizophrenia. I am not insane.

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