/sci/ - Science & Math

>entering 3rd year
>still dont have a skill I can right down other than, "can have 4 hour fap sessions," and, "play vidya for 16h a day."

NEET who hasn't used his brain for over 5 years.

Is it realistic for me to get back to like a high level understanding of maths and chemistry without my taking courses or anything? I have mental health issues that stop me from working or interacting socially but I want to work on my intelligence again so I don't feel bad for squandering my mental potential.

>>10187007

Got 11 subjects to prepare. 5th sem exam starts form 13th dec ends on 31st dec

Most of them are backlogs from previous semesters. If I can't clear all 11 subjects this time, I won't be able to complete my graduation in time. \\Think I am gonna die.

I'm going to ask here quickly because /adv/ isn't much help.

As a neet loser for 5 years how do I get back into learning about science, math (and more) without a structured environment in place? I am autistic and have difficulty knowing where to start or how to navigate resources without structure.

Issue is I also have very bad mental health that makes taking actual courses not really viable.