/sci/ - Science & Math

i wanted to be a doctor once, or even just successful in university. i used to be a dean's list student, but my constant anxiety has caught up to me. currently i can get by being a B student without doing any studying and with only doing poor quality work, but it won't last long. i just want to drop out and live in my parents' basement.

university is too stressful. everyone seems to be much happier than i am. i never made friends in university and i never will. why cant i just die in my sleep