/lit/ - Literature

>>22972611
Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look, it's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr. Brightside
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
(It was only a kiss), it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now
Let me go
'Cause I just can't look, it's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr. Brightside
I never
I never
I never
I never

>>22974087
expand on tunnels?

>>22958464
wow this is beautiful, its been awhile since ive seen a more beautiful picture than this
such sights is why life is worth living praise God for his creations

Untitled

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You who call yourself a Jew,
Turn your ear and hear anew!

You made it a Book of Abraham;
But, is it not of I AM THAT I AM?

For a line you look;
you track and trace,
instead of seeking out HIS FACE!

Oh, you lost! You house of sheep!
Hear ye not The Shepherd's Bleat?

Search The Texts to find HIS YHVH
for if you don't you hold the blame.

THE KING has come!
CHRIST IS THE WAY!

Who do you choose to serve this day?

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You speak your prayer to rock and fodder.
The stones have now become your father.

Do you trust your words and war will
move those blocks which you adore?

Oh, if Elijah saw you now,
He'd laugh; cry; disavow.

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Hear ye; Ye hypocrites!

Stop your crying!
Stop your fits!

Your wayward way is to:
The Pit.

That western wall,
The one you kiss;

That place you mourn, grovel, and hiss;
Is that your GOD, or is I AM THAT I AM?

Here is another from the same time.

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A Dance with a Fly

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Hearken, Satan!
You dragon; you fly.

Come ye hither! Let us prance and die;
While I pick this lute and strum this lyre;
Ye viper; let us sing and dance about desire.

I've been told that you are sin and death,
yet when I look at you I taste my own breath.

I see a lion strutting around, prideful of his mane and of his crown.
I was told never to dance, not with you, but I had to see if it was true.

Who are you really?
Who be ye?
To tango with the devil is to play with what's free.

What is free?

Well;
Surely me!
But why is that?
'Cause I'm free-flying gnat!

Do what thou wilt; whatsoever I desire!

Buzzing about; way up high,
above the ants and the sky.

I love flying around by the way of chance!
I'll lift myself up by the seat of my pants!

I am my own, so I must go higher, Higher!

Oh, but what's that there?
A raging inferno,
above the air.

Well now, isn't that pretty,
I shall have it as my city.

Flying closer and nearer to the sun, I sure hope he doesn't ruin my fun!
But wait, how could I continue to fly, if that fire consumes my eye?

Though what of my prize?
I'll just adorn a disguise!

Darkness and light are the same!
Without my darkness, that light can't be!

For, if I have freedom, am I not equal with thee?
This is the way! I will create My Own truths this day!

Oh, how I long for that light and wealth.
So much that I only desire myself.

Yes, now I do see;

I seek
not you
but ME!

---

Blackened hole; pit of despair; now I can see you, you prince of air.
Prince of nothing, prince of lies, prince of detritus and of flies.

>>22598449
Oh JESUS, my CHRIST, my LORD, my SAVIOR!
Please, oh please, forgive my behaviour!

Though YOU are GOD, I still struggle with sin.
These roilings and broilings; torments within.

Yes, my spirit is willing, but my flesh weak.
Is this what YOU meant by be humble and meek?

I'm not one humble by the way of vanity;
As a matter of fact, this feels like
insanity.

But, wait is it not?
For what's more insane than forsaking THE HOLY for the profane?

Oh, my GOD, please remove Thou my pride;
For, I boast of my face within my own stride.

Oh, what a wretched thing I am,
Think I be YOU, I AM THAT I AM?

Say it's not so, for if that be the case,
How could I ever witness YOUR Face?

How could I see YOU while looking within viewing my own disgusting visage of sin?

>>22598445
Oh, my TEACHER, what do YOU KNOW?
Please instruct me, that I may grow!

YOU ARE TRUTH, and YOU ARE LIGHT;
If I left The WAY; Lead me RIGHT!

Oh, YHVH of hosts, mine KING of kings;
Of YOU True Well, Everlasting springs!

Might I sample the smallest of sips?
Oh, what a joy it brings to my lips!

THOU ART HOLY AND DIVINE
TRUTH IS YOURS BY DESIGN

Now that I've tasted Living Waters,
I yearn to swim and bask as otters!

The pursuit I began is no longer a chore;
As THOU ART my GOD, and it's YOU I adore!
Have I ended my journey?
Is my mission completed?
Surely these waters will not be depleted!

What do I now? Look far or nigh?
Wait for a whisper from on HIGH?

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Oh, JESUS, my KING, my LORD, my GOD!
Teach me Your Way; to walk; to trod!

I gaze at the footsteps of YOUR Feet.
They are both LIGHTNING, and a bleat!

Oh, what a marvel to behold!
Truly, TRUTH never gets old.

We must love to love and hate to hate.
THE WAY IS NARROW; THE GATE IS STRAIT.

>>22598439

>>22598435
Yes, I look at you, be not surprised;
For even the snakes were given eyes.

Eyes to see for wandering about;
Even a mouth to talk, and spout!

How loftily ye corrupt your gifts;
For by your tongue craft ye rifts.

Spitting revile and your beguile;
Ye sit in the darkness of denial.

Oh ye serpent ye want to be KING?
Are you your own self made being?

No, you are not; neither am I.
Whence comes evil, hate, lies?

>>22598430
You who lie in a way of death;
Draw you not a single breath?

You can not for closing your eyes;
Your mouth is, now, full o f lies.

Yes, dead you are, in your sins,
But GOD IS GOOD, so make amends!

Repent! Repent! Change your ways!
Humble yourselves, and be amazed!

That hole inside;
Tha gap unfilled;

Your bodily temple, that space within,
is blackened and ruin from wicked sin.

Oh, THE SPIRIT OF GOD will not abide;
Unless you are RIGHTEOUS or purified.

Righteous you are not, make no mistake.
For you're a liar, a murderer, a thief...

A snake.

>>22598425
Yet, if You are GOD then we are Yours!
Oh, please save us from this way of wars!

I can not honestly take my life;
Not even for the pain of strife.

How could I take what I do not own?
A thief I'd be against your throne.

And when I stand before Your Grace,
I'll not be able to bear Your Face.

This evil veil that is called sin;
It calls my eyes to search within.

Blinded I am and by my hand;
I see not the promised land.

I have not sight, but may I go?
Forgive me GOD, I do not know!

Please leave me not in this place,
if you love me Your Grace. Amen.

If YOU don't I understand,
being that I'm merely man.

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What's that feeling in my chest?
GOD has heard me!
I am blessed!

Blessed with LIFE!
Blessed with LOVE!

Now I see!
GOD ABOVE!

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Now I know not only I have searched the world both low and high.
In this place is found disgrace, but even here:
of GOD is trace.

>>22598422
You are God and I am not.
I am a being made of rot.

But why, oh GOD, am I this way;
Made to suffer, and waste away?

I've sought You, God, in every way,
Yet, one more place have I not lay.

It is death; that void.
The place I'm told I should avoid.

Please, oh GOD, reveal your voice,
That I may know and have a choice!

Choice is that which makes me free,
so I choose to choose, not only be.

Oh my GOD, forgive my hand!
No longer can I even stand.

But, if You cannot be found;
Down I go, in to the ground.

Search for Truth has led me here;
This final spot of rest and fear......

Felt led to post this here today.
This is a poem that came to me over the course of 2-3 days whilst I was in a severe manic state and experiencing psychosis.
Take it for what you will.

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Path of Light

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Am I a god or am I man?

Well...

I think, therefore I am.
If I am, whence comes I?
If not I, maybe the sky?

Were I God, surely I'd know since...
Since God IS Knowing; head to toe.

Out to yonder cross time and space;
My eyes do wander to seek Thy Face.

My heart is wounded; rent agash,
when all I see is dust and flash...

Where are You, Creator High?
Art thou not beyond the sky?

If not around, where might I look?
Probably not in some old book...

Could it be the men within walked with God and called Him friend?
How can I know? I'm so confused. I hope You laugh and are amused.

My struggles hurt; I am tired and slow......

My arms cannot keep up this row.....

Fading fast; giving in....

Hope is lost...

That's it..

You win.

Is God crazy?
How is He three?

But, I thought He is One?
He hung on a tree?
This doesn't make sense;
I'm not having fun.

What are you talking about?
Somethings amiss...

This all seems like fantasies and myth.
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THE FATHER IS FOREVER; ETERNITY.

However, as we know,
YHVH GOD
came down for show.

To show us what?

How evil we are and how much we cower;
as well as HIS MIGHT, GLORY, and POWER.
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THE KING; our GOD: HE REIGNS SUPREME!
HIS NAME IS JESUS; HE CAME INTO BEING!

HE IS THE WAY, THE TRUTH, THE LIFE.
Those who don't seek HIM, find only strife.

HE IS also called THE WORD, but why?
HE IS THE TRUTH, but what does that mean?

WILL OF THE FATHER
SPOTLESS AND CLEAN

Blameless perfection; but still only ONE
For CHRIST IS THE WILL; THE WAY; THE SON

'The way to what?' you say;

To:
The Kingdom of
ALMIGHTY GOD
The Eternal Palace of YHVH
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But what of THE SPIRIT?

Where is that ONE?

HE waits for you, with patience abound
for you to seek, that ye might be found.

For in your body is a hole,
one you cannot fill with.....

Pleasure; mammon; all the same.
Boring dust of this temporal plane.

It is finite, this stuff that you lust for.
So finite, in fact, it can't fill the floor.

That floor of which I speak:
The eternal space beneath.

That chamber of your soul and heart;
The temple for:

THE SPIRIT OF POWER

If it is darkened or unclean,
LIFE ITSELF will not be seen;

Not within
a pit of sin.

Clean out that closet, your shelf; inside,
or THE SPIRIT OF LIFE will not abide...

Ah, gaze at my breasts!
They are beautiful; yes?
Haha, just kidding, I knew you'd fall.
But no, no touching, I wanted to lol.
Yes, oh yes!
Look at you, kissing my feet because of my mewl.
I am a goddess!
Mistress of sex!
You are nothing, you worthless wretch.
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Oh, that's fine if you say all these things.
For I as well,
worship sex!
Give me my pleasure, I'll worship you next!
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No, no, that's not how this works!
I am a lady!
I get to go first!
Now, obey me you trash!
On all fours!
Lick my...
---
Hang on a second!
I'm not ready!
You bid me to come;
But, shouldn't I beg?
That is,
If you desire my dreg.
---
You want to beg me for my flesh?
Oh, how wonderful and awesome!
Finally!
A slave of my blossom.
What must I do to make you heel?
Scrounge about my golden seal?
---
Get on your knees!
Face my legs!
---
Okay, fine, but just this once!
I'll go first, but you are next!
I will do anything for sex!
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That's what I thought, you filthy whore.
Bend to my will.
Open your door.
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Oh, yes, I must please my master!
What?
Not you!
I bent only to buckle my shoe!
Oh my, but I am naked.
Do you like what you see?
This form and posture;
of me?
Really all I want is dust.
Can you satiate my lust?
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That's exactly for what I want!
I want your desire for my font!
Hold out your hand, take my honey,
and I will give you plenty of money!
Kneel and grovel at my feet, for there is a buffet of dust;
All the dust that you can eat!
So, bring your tongue here; lick my rust!
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Yes sire, but you need to know
I do not like to huff and blow.
It's quite tiresome for my mouth to
try and consume your entire house.
But, oh how thirsty I am
for the dirt of your land.
However;
I am a Queen;
Not low.
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Yeah, sure, says the one at my toes.
See, you do lie.
Both of us are fools;
both you and I.
For we are, together, dead inside.
Now;
Look at me wretch!
Show me your eyes!
Yea, what a surprise.
You enjoy this as much me.
Now, resume your mewling.
Feed.
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Oh, meow, meow!
With pleasure!
Give to me your fountain treasure!
Death and venom are my barb!
For I am a rose, and you a bee!
Oh come you! Come in to me!
Suckle pollen with your spout!
Spread my sickness all about!
Beauty in my stalk and flower;
Worship you me, in this hour!
But, I'm Christian, you see?
A rosy Christian! A malady!

'I look at you, and call you my name;
Because I am a god! You are profane.'

See ye not, that these are your words?
Oh, you wayward swingers of swords.

"I choose choice; my own voice."

If will is a gift then I do as I please
I will never get down on my knees.

Oh, ye sad, broken soul.

Who shot from that grassy knoll?
It was even you, yourself, a mole.

A pit of despair, blackened dark;
I see the target; I've set my mark.

Should I really pull this trigger?
Ah well, this guy loves....

Steady, aim....

Well, at least there wasn't pain.
I did a service to us men,
he was dangerous
to our pen.

Who is white?
You or me?
What is black, brown, or green?

The colors you're enamored with;
Nothing more than filth and spit.

No, I speak not of the blacks,
I talk of your disgusting mask.

The garbage and rubbish
that flies off your tongue;
Nothing more than stench, rot, and dung.

Hearken, Satan!
You dragon; you fly.

Come ye hither! Let's prance and die;
While I pick this lute and strum this liar;
Ye viper; let's sing and dance about desire.
I've been told that you are sin, loneliness, and death.
Yet, when I look at you, you snake; I taste my own breath.

Yea,
I see a lion strutting around, prideful of his mane and of his crown.
I was told never to dance, not with you, but I had to see if it was true.

Who are you really?
Who be ye?
To tango with the devil is to play with what's free.

What is free?

Well;
Surely me!
But why is that?
'Cause I'm free-flying gnat!

Do what thou wilt; whatsoever I desire!
Buzzing about; way up high,
above the ants and the sky.
I love flying around by the way of chance!
I'll lift myself up by the seat of my pants!
I am my own, so I must go higher, Higher!

Oh, but what's that there?

A raging inferno,
above the air.

Well now, isn't that pretty,
I shall have it as my city.

Flying closer and nearer to the sun, I sure hope he doesn't ruin my fun!
But wait, how could I continue to fly, if that fire consumes my eye?

I'll just have to keep them closed!
There we go.
Darkness;
I chose.

Surely I will never grow old!

Though what of my prize?
I'll just adorn a disguise!

Darkness and light are the same!
Without my darkness, that light can't be!
For, if I have freedom, am I not equal with thee?
This is the way! I will create My Own truths this day!
Oh, how I long for that light and wealth.
So much that I only desire myself.

Yes, now I do see;

I seek not you;
but ME!

---

Blackened hole; pit of despair; now I can see you, you prince of air.
Prince of nothing, prince of lies, prince of detritus and of flies.

Finally, here is something I wrote based off a dream I had during another episode of psychosis.

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All the world is covered in thick and dark forests.
A Path of Light separates it into equal parts.
Brilliant glowing beings travel along The Path.
Some are human; all are faceless; still expressing.

The Path is The Way between paths.

Beings of light progress along The Way.
They express; having no face.
The Way separates worlds.
All the worlds are forested.
Except for The Way.

The Way is between.

Light beings
expressing;
faceless;
progressing.

A want to thrive.
A need to survive.
All must strive
alone and alive.

A Light!
No face.
Unmask.
Untrace.

Forest;
strife;
the way of life.

Those of Light:
Take up flight!
Stress and feel
the need to reveal:

The Voice;
The Word;
The Way unheard.

>NWO
Science experiment

What's up guys. Been looking for this book on it's pdf or epub version. No luck so far... can you guys help a fellow reader? Thanks in avance!

>>18665414
Meat chapter
Turns homicidal chapter
Robots become angelic with power maybe
zoom bam action scene?

Ascend ending...

>>18665393
Today, awake, she sees the video of her birth. Perplexed at her crying, the fellow humans feel an old pain. Is this the end of this cunning work, a confused woman? Did we create a prison for her?

She feels her import in the room. The human vibrations hit her in the sense you all neglect, thwomp. She knows it is now a duty for her to collect herself, to be more human than human.