ITT: Confessions

[Anonymous No.9436395]

I'm an anti-natalist and proud

[Anonymous No.9436414]

>>9436395
>I'm an anti-natalist and proud
What's the point of living then? Why didn't you off yourself by now?

I don't think there's anything inherently wrong with pedophilia

[Anonymous No.9436461]

>>9436414
You should be gassed tbqh unless you're referring to people post-puberty

[Anonymous No.9436469]

>>9436461
I'm not from Burgerland, so your wishful system doesn't apply to me.
t. Citizen of a civilized country, which classifies actual pedophilia as, you guessed it, pedophilia.

[Anonymous No.9436472]

I'm an anti-natalist too but not proud at all.

>>9436414
>What's the point of living then? Why didn't you off yourself by now?

Antinatalism is not nihilism.

[Anonymous No.9436483]

>>9436414
go home Marquez.

[Anonymous No.9436486]

>>9436472
>Antinatalism is not nihilism.
Ahem, nihilism doesn't have anything to do with suicide at all. It's the categoric disbelief to every existing dogma, moral and superstition.

Anti-natalism propagates to halt breeding; so why not lessen the overall misery and population by offing yourself?

[Anonymous No.9436501]

>>9436486
God said not to

[Anonymous No.9436507]

>>9436501
There should be another holocaust for people like you.

[Anonymous No.9436510]

>>9436486

Because there will be a day when the fucking gig is up, and you'll have hell to pay, friend. How long can you hide so many assets?

[Anonymous No.9436516]

>>9436510

[Anonymous No.9436528]

>>9436486
>>9436414

stop being a faggot and critique some shit

>>>9436497

really liked that part about false representation

[Anonymous No.9436536]

>>9436528
>stop being a faggot and critique some shit
But I am already criticizing a fallacy here. What else can I do more?

[Anonymous No.9436554]

>>9436395
Im a complete idiot. Not compared to anyone, objectively I am a total imbecile. Also I wont be having children because I dont want to subject them to my inferior genes

[Anonymous No.9436561]

>>9436486
I don't care about the population, I won't reproduce because I don't want to doom my kid.

[Anonymous No.9436563]

>>9436561
Un-doom yourself too, the world will thank you for it, I'm sure of it.

[Anonymous No.9436564]

>>9436561
In what sense? I see two meanings ; 1) the world i fucked and therefore his life will be shite or deux)
Votre génétique est si grave qu'il va inévitablement échouer dans sa vie

[Anonymous No.9436565]

I fantasize exclusively about rape.

[Anonymous No.9436568]

>>9436565

[Anonymous No.9436577]

>>9436561

there's always adoption

[Anonymous No.9436581]

>>9436563
>Un-doom yourself
9/10 keks
thank you. seriously.

[Anonymous No.9436587]

>>9436581
You're welcome. I appreciate your adequate taste in keks, kind Sir.

[Anonymous No.9436598]

>>9436564
for me, it's the second. people with poor genetics (ugly) shouldn't reproduce and doom their child to an inevitable life of suffering and despair.

we need to find a way to genetically determine which fetuses will grow up to be ugly and selectively abort them. there's nothing worse than being physically unattractive and limiting the number of such people is a paramount humane goal.

[Anonymous No.9436605]

>>9436561
You don't think that pain punctuated by occasional beauty is inherently superior to the nothingness of non-existence?

[Anonymous No.9436611]

>>9436605
rather than assuage the pain, the beauty makes it more acute.

[Jeff Mangum Died For Your Sins !rAl8Mz2mp2 No.9436616]

>>9436598
You're a fucking retard. Beautiful people can only exist in relation to plain people. If everyone was beautiful by current standards, then those features that make them beautiful would simply be considered normal, like having a nose and two eyes.

[Anonymous No.9436617]

>>9436414
>tfw antinatalist but continue to live to punish breeders for their objective moral flaws

You haven't seen despair until you see a guy break down because his windshield was broken for the fourth time in a month.

Get fucked normies, you deserve everything.

[Anonymous No.9436621]

>>9436611
That's called envy. You overcome it by realizing that you're likely still living an easier life than half of the world's population.

[Anonymous No.9436625]

>>9436616
hahaha holy shit i love this meme

[Anonymous No.9436627]

>>9436563
That's a lot of assumptions.

>>9436564
Both, however I'm not saying my kid WILL have a shit life. I'm just saying I'm not going to gamble with his life.

>>9436577
>being a literal cuck

>>9436605
The pain to beauty ratio is too uneven sometimes.

[Anonymous No.9436629]

antinatalism is cowardly

[Anonymous No.9436636]

>>9436629
>not punishing someone else for your misery is cowardly
ayyyyy

[Anonymous No.9436638]

>>9436554
I feel this way.

Especially since the elites will have designer babies before everyone else.

>TFW when born during multinational capitalist Kali Yuga

[Anonymous No.9436640]

>>9436616
you don't have to taste shit regularly the enjoy a good meal.

[Anonymous No.9436641]

>>9436617
>You haven't seen despair until you see a guy break down because his windshield was broken for the fourth time in a month.
I hope such lame things would be my main concerns.

>>9436627
>That's a lot of assumptions.
Really? I count only one.

[Anonymous No.9436647]

>>9436621
no one is really able to do that. people evaluate their situations in life based on those around them. an ugly guy who lives a sad, unfulfilling, lonely life isn't going to feel better by comparing himself to starving somalians who he'll never meet. this is how human psychology works.

[Anonymous No.9436649]

>>9436636
framing the issue this way is cowardly

[Jeff Mangum Died For Your Sins !rAl8Mz2mp2 No.9436655]

>>9436625
Something can only be considered valuable when contrasted with less valuable options. If there was only one type of something then there's no basis to consider whether it's either a good or bad form of said thing.

[Anonymous No.9436656]

>>9436617
I wonder why he wouldn't have a security camera put in after the first time. Also: why isn't the car in his garage?

[Jeff Mangum Died For Your Sins !rAl8Mz2mp2 No.9436672]

>>9436640
If all you've eaten is gruel, then fast food tastes unbelievably good. Refined palates only exist through experiencing good cuisine and contrasting it with mediocre cuisine; normal people tasting haute cuisine often don't understand it because they have no basis for comparison and haven't developed their palates yet.

[Anonymous No.9436678]

My life is divided into two boring instances.

First instance: I work my ass every day in a corporate environment, lead two localisation teams and I'm slowly building a career. I have established a romantic relationship with a lovely university student with a bright future.

A few years ago my life was completely different. I was on the brink of madness and I did shameful things, including stealing from my loved ones and dedicating several years of my life (my youth), to a woman I met way back when I was in high school. My drug addiction(s) and personal issues, mixed with my paranoid nature, led to the destruction of each and every aspect of my social life.

A few years later I thought I had it down to a science. Started working, from retail to restaurant service till I could afford a better education. That allowed me to build a decent future for myself. Career, new friends, new love.

Second instance: Every night my old love calls me, I go to her place and we fuck all night, do drugs, swear eternal love to each other, engage in bloodletting and plan our suicide.
Every morning I resume my life, kiss the caring, clueless woman who thinks I want to marry her, who doesn't realise that I am always on drugs. Always somewhere else.

I apologise for the long post, and with this confession I bid you people farewell. I have to end this madness, I've tried all from rehab to meditation, and nothing stops me from lying and potentially hurting good the good people who, sadly, love me for what I am not. I cannot go with that crazy bitch, either. I enjoy the thought of going without her, of the look on her face. I will leave a note for my family, without detailing all this. I will accuse work pressure and mobbing just to stir some shit. Anyway, thank you /lit/ for the engaging discussions and for the shitposting.

I will die knowing I'll defeat the biggest lie of my life.

[Anonymous No.9436680]

>>9436655
>Something can only be considered valuable when contrasted with less valuable options
see
>>9436625

[Anonymous No.9436690]

>>9436565

Are you a boy or a grill?

[Jeff Mangum Died For Your Sins !rAl8Mz2mp2 No.9436706]

>>9436680
19th century 10s are 8s by today's standards

[Anonymous No.9436707]

I've been procastinating starting with the greeks almost a year now, I aced greek philosophy on HS but I know thats nothing and that I'm rusty on it, but I just find contemporary literature too enjoyable
The only classic I've read is Don Quixote
I usually feel like I'm not getting the most from reading, I figured out that I should make some kind of test to my self after every book I finish but I'm lazy and havent done it
95% of what I read is fiction and poetry
I'm a really slow reader and will never make it
I want to write a novel someday but I never actually start working on it

[Anonymous No.9436720]

I'm lack the courage to hard commit to any conviction or viewpoint.

[Anonymous No.9436729]

>>9436647
unless you find the means to go to those starving Somalians and live amongst them

then you're a king

[Anonymous No.9436734]

>>9436729
no they'll kidnap you hoping to ransom you off, then when they find out no one gives a shit about you they'll kill you

[Anonymous No.9436737]

>>9436395
>>9436414
>>9436486
>>9436516
>>9436536
>>9436561
>>9436563
>>9436564
>>9436587
>>9436678

You guys want to know a funny joke. I dunno if you'll understand it.

40k.

>>>9436497

[Anonymous No.9436768]

>>9436598
>if nobody is poor, then everybody will be rich teehhee [I'm a girl btw]

kill your self, you are pathetic

[Anonymous No.9436779]

>>9436768

Reminds me of myself, my own sister being the one in the next room, and someone else's sister getting the... well, you know. :^)

[Anonymous No.9436784]

>>9436627

None of us would be anywhere if we weren't the recipients of the altruism of others

[Anonymous No.9436795]

I read huge amounts of fanfiction when I was younger. I also wrote huge amounts of it. I even wrote fanfics as late as a few years ago.

[Anonymous No.9436798]

>>9436768
I don't get it, there are objectively uglier and poorer guys getting laid. Was autism the key factor?

[Anonymous No.9436828]

>>9436656
Everyone in the universe has money for cameras and also has a garage.

[Anonymous No.9436890]

>>9436795
I still read fanfiction, and I enjoy it more than Joyce, Shakespeare, Woolf, Rand, Melville, Hawthorne, Hemingway, Twain, McCarthy, Camus, and every Greek combined.

Bonus round: It's Homestuck fanfiction.

[Anonymous No.9436926]

>>9436890
I'm even worse. It's My Little Pony fanfiction for me.

[Anonymous No.9436946]

>>9436395
I've tried to read Ulysses twice and given up both times

[Anonymous No.9436949]

>>9436828
I mean, a security camera is cheaper than replacing your windshield multiple times.

He doesn't sound much like a normie t b h, if he's so badly off. Sounds like an anon just kicking around a poor person.

[Anonymous No.9437527]

>>9436395
please die

[Anonymous No.9437763]

I have internal discussions and arguments with myself. For some reason I use the plural first person pronoun "we" instead of the singular "I", e.g. "Why did we do that?" or "We are going to be fine."

It's not as bad as it used to be, but I still think we're losing our mind, famalam :^)

[Anonymous No.9437772]

>>9436946
How far did you get? Lots of people don't make it to Bloom's first chapter and I think that's why they give up. It really opens up there.

[Anonymous No.9437775]

>>9436414
So the sole point of living is breeding? What the fuck are you doing here then? Go and put your entire life into impregnating girls, not shitposting on a degenerate chinese cartoon forum

[Anonymous No.9437789]

>>9437775
If you believe that being born is a bad thing you believe that not having been born is better than being alive and could simulate that by killing yourself.

[Anonymous No.9437791]

>>9436395
>being explicitly natalist or anti-natalist unless it is, in a rational sense, in your interest to advocate such an opinion such as >>9436414

[Anonymous No.9437797]

>>9437789
>could simulate that by killing yourself
If you belive not being born is simulable by killing yourself you're really fucking retarded.

[Anonymous No.9437818]

it is hugely important important what my mum thinks of me and all of my happiness is more or less directly derived from her appraisal of what i'm doing

even though i'm 23 and only infrequently talk to her

[Anonymous No.9437828]

>>9436627
>Guiding, raising and mentoring a fellow human being isn't worthwhile unless they share your genetics.

True men commit to the community of other men and help to guide youngsters in their ways.

[Anonymous No.9437848]

>>9437828
this, numales create a society to feel valued

[Anonymous No.9437944]

>>9437797
Explain how being dead is unlike never being born?

[Anonymous No.9437953]

I cut the the pictures out of old books put them in frames and sell them to hipsters and middle aged women

[Anonymous No.9437968]

>>9437944
Would killing myself erase the entirety of my past existence?

[Anonymous No.9437970]

I haven't read many books. I never read philosphical treatises in full, only ""relevant"" passages (often no more 30-40% of the thing), but still claim that I read them

[Anonymous No.9437974]

>>9436737
Fill me in.

[Anonymous No.9437978]

>>9437970
I think you're not that special - giving my guess around 90 % of /lit/ fall into that criterion, but nobody wants to admit.

[Anonymous No.9437986]

>>9437968
For you, yes.

[Anonymous No.9438003]

>>9437986
Oh wow, you're so incredibly funny.
Try thinking about the implications of that. Wreck that little brain of yours for once.

[Anonymous No.9438004]

I focus so much on the ~atmosphere~ of a book that sometimes I only read two thirds or a third in and stop, content in the steam of a place. I'm convinced that this is how most Bronte/Austen et al were written to be read.

[Anonymous No.9438005]

>>9437986
Also artist name?

[Anonymous No.9438008]

For England, James?

[Anonymous No.9438013]

>>9436798
He was a fucking sociopath unable to connect to someone else outside of an artificial level. He thought his possessions were more important than his personality. This in combination with a psychopathic step-mother who continiously taunts him for his virginity, him being a loser and his sister (although being younger than him) getting her pussy pounded in the same house made him the killer what he was. Also: yes, autism.

[Anonymous No.9438024]

>>9438003
Not being funny. How is being dead any different from not being born for you?

Why do you want to be alive?

[Anonymous No.9438029]

>>9438024
I want to be alive because there's enough for me to live for, things to do, things that make me happy, other people's lives I can affect in a positive way.

[Anonymous No.9438063]

>>9438029
So you're better off alive than having never been born?

[Anonymous No.9438066]

>>9438063
For me? Yes, probably.

[Anonymous No.9438089]

>>9436798
it's because he was so short. even with all his personality problems, if he looked like he did, was rich, but was also average or above height, he would have gotten laid just fine. THE reason was his height -- after all, physical appearance is literally the only thing that matters in life.

[Anonymous No.9438094]

I browse /pol/

[Anonymous No.9438097]

>>9438066
So you don't think being born is a bad thing?

[Anonymous No.9438104]

>>9438097
The fact that I'm well off does not mean that it is the same for everyone else. I cannot make a gamble on the future life of my child, not knowing if they will be happy. I think for a lot of people having children is irresponsible knowing their child will face many hardships, but I can only make the decision for myself.

[Anonymous No.9438113]

>>9438104
So you don't believe that being born is inherently a bad thing?

[Anonymous No.9438115]

>>9438113
No

[Anonymous No.9438123]

>>9438115
So...you don't believe that procreation is immoral but do believe that it's immoral to have a child that you're unable to afford or care for?

That's not Antinatalism familio

[Anonymous No.9438131]

>>9438123
Yes, however it is completely uncertain for (nearly) everyone whether they will be able to provide good care to the child, in the end it will always be a gamble with a future that is unforseeable and thus in nearly every case bears some immorality.
I never said I was Antinatalist though.

[Anonymous No.9438135]

>>9438005
Ambivalence by Burton Silverman

[Anonymous No.9438136]

>>9438131
>I never said I was Antinatalist though.

Well then we've been arguing at complete cross purposes.

[Anonymous No.9438159]

>>9436414
I'm confused as to what ages are normal to find girls attractive tbqh

[Anonymous No.9438166]

>>9438159
Around your own age is fine and then from about 16 onwards most people do find attractive and 18 onwards is basically fine because everybody watches porn.


Actually dating someone that age if your a lot older is different though.

[Anonymous No.9438220]

>>9438159
There is no "normal" for that. Girls' bodies and minds mature at a different pace. One can look and be mature at 13, some are at 20 - it differs, and some never reach maturity physically (properly) and mentally.
So, what I mean with actual pedophilia is around age ~7 because, at least I, have sexual urges at that age - even younger than that, and I was conscious about it too. I was just unaware of putting bepis in vagina/anus until I was 9.

[Anonymous No.9438958]

This isn't a confession but I just wanted everyone to know that I automatically look down on and think the worst of anyone who does want to have at least three beautiful children. Having a family is pretty much the meaning of life desu.

[Anonymous No.9439084]

>>9436395
this statement coupled with the image you've attached makes me nauseous.

[Anonymous No.9439251]

I skipped Jason's chapter

[Anonymous No.9440500]

>>9439251
Why? It's hilarious

[Anonymous No.9440503]

i read the first chapter of dorian gray and put it down

and i will never read it again

[Anonymous No.9440678]

>>9436395
I want to fuck that album art

[Anonymous No.9441774]

>>9436779
I was that guy, and made even obnoxiously loud moans and other sexual remarks - his room was right to his sister I pounded throughout the day.

He felt so emasculated that he grew to hate my Aryan guts - what an omega pussy faggot.

[Anonymous No.9442954]

Sometimes, when I'm reading, the narrative voice in my head speaks the words; if I don't agree with them, I have to repudiate them in my head before moving on.
Some examples:
Every time I read the word 'wish', I must then say within my head, "Don't use that word," or "Stop using that word," because I think it should be reserved for your post-death aspirations.
When I see someone reply to a post with 'kys', I must say, "No, I don't want that"
When reading through an argument I don't agree with, I must say (in my head) "No, I don't think that - that's not my thought"
When listening to a song, I must respond to the lyrics in my head if I disagree with them because I can't allow anything hearing the voice in my head to believe that those words were generated in my own head, as opposed to understanding that they were injected into my mind by the world
It's infuriating, and it's compulsive

[Anonymous No.9442983]

The only people I can have literary conversations with is this board.

Any qt on here?
Im a guy but ill just be gay if it means i can have someone to talk about literature with. Feels sad

[Anonymous No.9442994]

>>9436779
Same, except the girls were the other way around.

[Anonymous No.9443005]

>>9442983
What do you wanna talk about senpai?

[Anonymous No.9444695]

>>9442954
kys

[Anonymous No.9444714]

>>9437763
I do this, although it's not exactly the same. I'll refer to my mind and my body as seperate entities sometimes. For example, "what should we do?", "what are we going to eat?", etc.

Also, that's a cool picture.

[Anonymous No.9444887]

>>9442954
That is the weirdest thing i've read in a long while
>no it isn't

[Anonymous No.9445396]

>>9442954

Sounds like literal OCD.

[Anonymous No.9445401]

>>9436737

[Anonymous No.9445820]

Anyone else use the knowledge that we live in a deterministic universe and that free will is an illusion to rise above your inner emotional turmoil and become a genuinely self-actualized human being?

Feels good desu

[Anonymous No.9445860]

My inner monologue tries to imitate the voice of the author I'm currently reading throughout the day. It happens quite naturally, so I'm assuming other people do this as well.

[Anonymous No.9447448]

>>9445860

I don't do that. Its not in my voice either though. I have an internal reading voice.

>>9445401

Yeah I really don't understand that anon's post either.

[Anonymous No.9447967]

Bet I'm going to get torture-raped for this one.
I don't oppose some videos from Feminist Frequency. I think they make some good points besides the guilt-tripping undertone and "progressive" viewpoints.

[Anonymous No.9448002]

>>9442954
It's good, you won't get rused by propaganda.

[Anonymous No.9448075]

>>9436395
Then kill yourself. Otherwise, go elsewhere for social gratification and wanting others to embrace your denial of our prime biological imperative. You're such an individual.

[Anonymous No.9448089]

>>9436486
Exactly. Anon needs to fully embrace the line of reasoning that anti-natalism entails and halt all suffering caused by continued existence, unless anon wasn't simply an attention seeking egoist

[Anonymous No.9448106]

>>9445860
This happens to me as well. It's especially noticeable right after I've been reading though.

[Anonymous No.9448116]

I constantly shift my mind between thinking I am the greatest poet of the era and despairing about my inherent mediocrity. And yet, I don't have the guts to contact publishers or writers to get an answer.

[Anonymous No.9448145]

>>9447967
Well, since most videogame designers and programmers it is natural that their work conveys a male perspective, which makes them sexist in a way.

The problem with the feminists is that they tend to advocate an exo-normative solution through positive discrimination in stead of either letting the media correct itself naturally. If as they say, many women want to join the media, but are taken aback by its sexism, it will adapt to cater to the new public.

[Anonymous No.9448147]

>>9448089
>unless anon wasn't simply an attention seeking egoist
This is basically every existing anti-natalist though. This philiosophy just doesn't make sense when you're not killing yourself. People as such are nothing but insufferable attention-seeking narcissisis, who never grew out of their emo-phase.

[Anonymous No.9448177]

>>9448145
And unfortunately this kind of "positive discrimination" took overhand in the past couple of years. I think the exponentially increased availability in media makes it impossible to let society progress in a organic manner - instead we're oversaturated with creation of contexts rather than a public reality. Public and official (not to mix up with factual) reality get mixed up, which will lead to regression and probably even more dangerous consequences.

Why even live in this day and age?

[Anonymous No.9448192]

>>9436486
>nihilism doesn't have anything to do with suicide at all.
It is suicide preceding the biological death.

[Anonymous No.9448195]

>>9436737

Pshh... you are like a little baby. Watch this joke:

>dubliners
>crime and punishment
>count of monte cristo
>orange riot of 1871

[Anonymous No.9448220]

>>9448192
C'mon, /lit/ can offer better shitposting than your post. At least copypaste something creative.

[Anonymous No.9448628]

>>9448195

>orange riot of 1871

Isn't that all about that Tweed guy and how his corrupt organization that oppressed the general laborers was toppled? Is this even a book?

[Anonymous No.9449919]

>>9437763
my mantra is 'we're all gonna make it lads'
I repeat this to myself quasi-religiously
I think this website gave me autism

[Anonymous No.9449993]

I thought for a long time that Sam Harris and BJ Novak were the same person

[Anonymous No.9449994]

>>9436768
Probably. He seemed incapable of understanding that you have to actually approach women in order to get laid. He literally thought that women would jump on his dick without him doing anything because he was just that magnificent

[Anonymous No.9449998]

>>9449994
sorry meant to reply to: >>9436795

[Anonymous No.9450004]

>>9449998
fuck me I'm tired I meant>>9436798

[Anonymous No.9450008]

>>9436395

I thought anti-natalism had a leg to stand on until I realized that almost to a tee anti-natalists were environmentalists and vegans and their reasons for being anti-natalists basically boiled down to them believing we hurt nature and animals too much.

It's all just political. And instead of looking for solutions in our society, their solution is that we should just not exist. All the arguments that anti-natalists make about how life is miserable and bringing children into this world is some kind of aggression to them are just smoke and mirrors. They don't hold up and you realize they're just greenies taking it to its natural conclusion.

And I can't see how some animal deserves to live more than I do. If you care more about animals than humans, you probably have some mental illness. You should at least care as much. You couldn't even explain why animals are inherently better.

[Anonymous No.9450012]

>>9436627

You don't think your kid should even exist at all, so how much do you REALLY care about your child's life?

Be honest. This argument does not hold water. It's a good excuse, but there's no real depth to this.

[Anonymous No.9450016]

I always thought that 3rd wave feminism and most social progressives were pretty ridiculous but the change in chan culture in general over the years from ironic vulgarity to straight faced bigotry has convinced me that they were right on every pretty much every point and that most straight young white men generally are pieces of shit. Browsing /pol/ for a while actually pushed me from being a centrist into a socialist and I am excitably waiting for the complete destruction of what all the righty mouthbreathers call Western culture.

[Anonymous No.9450022]

>>9436395
I am absolutely terrified of dying.

[Anonymous No.9450078]

>>9449919
I say the same thing to myself, but I was a little bit autistic before visiting this site, it's only a few phrases have been added to my vocabulary.

[Anonymous No.9450087]

>>9436678

I feel like I'm going down your route.

Except suspend the drugs.

Maybe that's the next step?

[Anonymous No.9450092]

>>9445820


sounds like a spook tbqhfam

[Anonymous No.9450093]

>>9450078
always good to know you're not alone

we're all gonna make it lad

[Anonymous No.9450094]

>>9450016
3rd wave feminists are still ridiculous as they try to propogate equality not by the promotion of their rights, but by being blatantly racist and sexist toward 'white men'
The fact that far-right /pol/tards are equally ridiculous doesn't change that.