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I'm going to off myself in exactly 2 weeks (my 25th birthday). Since I'm a slow reader, I only have time for one last book, preferably not too long.

What's the perfect book to close off your life?

Hard-mode: No "my diary desu."

Pic unrelated.

>> No.9315189

Spinoza's Ethics, accept no other answers

>> No.9315190

>tfw no qt gf

>> No.9315202
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9315202

Read Meditations friend.

>> No.9315210
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9315210

this, and become an anarchist instead

>> No.9315215

Structure and interpretation of computer programs

>> No.9315216

>>9315202
Do not read meditations. That shit is trite and can be, will only make you kill yourself sooner.

>> No.9315222

You're not going to do shit, you only wrote this shit to fish for (you)s on a slow ass board. Go fuck yourself, nigger

>> No.9315227

>>9315186
MY

>> No.9315228

>>9315202
OP here. Already done. One of my favourite books of all time. Didn't too much to change my outlook on life, though.

>> No.9315232

>>9315210
What ggod would it do me? I've only got a short amount to live. I won't waste it by "becoming an anarchist."

>> No.9315235

>>9315222
I'll provide proof. I'm gonna post pics of my suicide on /b/. You're welcome to join in watching.

>> No.9315253

How to get a slim girl with thick ankles?

>> No.9315255

>>9315186
>pic unrelated
>implying you are not going to kill yourself because you will never bang a woman even close to pic related
Anyways, Dante's Commedia or whatever

>> No.9315271

>>9315255
The whole commedia in 2 weeks? Kek.

Also, that's precisely the reason I'm going to kill myself. One of many others.

>> No.9315322

>>9315215
this unironically, if you bother to work on the problems

Since you're going to off yourself can i have some of your stuff.
Also have you considered making a huge stupid purchase with the money you have, or doing something different that you've never before instead of just reading during your last two weeks.

>> No.9315334

>>9315322
Sure. I can send you some of my books or something. No problem at all. Do you have kik?

>> No.9315342

>>9315271
Is not that long, brainlet.

>> No.9315353

>unironically killing yourself
>being this gay
kys yourself faggot

>> No.9315362

>>9315186

Read Fear and Trembling.

>> No.9315374

The Bible

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>>9315334
>>9315322
woah how about you stay up tonight and look at the stars and contemplate the fact that you may never get to see cool things again. there is no guarantee of things to come. why not runaway and find a new place to be you? smoke something or do drugs. tell me anon, you'll love yourself for me bc I love you. I bet you like pizza.

or if you're really decided on this, listen to pic related.

if not, listen to pic related.

it runs for an hour and six minutes, but it's honestly the best album to come out like ever.

again I love you go run or something man. I doubt you've tried everything, you just might lack motivation to do the things you love? maybe you don't think you are good enough? scared of getting old?

at least wait until 27 bc meme

also go tell a girl she looks really pretty today

also I love you and your mom does too?? she loves her baby!

>> No.9315382

>>9315375
obligatory post

>> No.9315391

Take a fucking assload of DMT and go on a spirit adventure through alternate universes over the course of several millennia before you do it.

>> No.9315398

>>9315382
I actually care though desu, unlike these whores clouded in anonymity

>> No.9315400

>>9315375
What a faggy post, and mount eerie is the only the microphones album worth a shit.
If OP really wants to kill himself he should do it
>i-it can always get better
>maybe tomorrow things will start going great!
"no"
Sometimes people are just fucked

>> No.9315403

>>9315391
also definitely this

>>9315382
also I just want to ensure first anon doesn't get any of the loot

>> No.9315409

>>9315398
I care too, but I know I can't save OP and I know he hates these stories.

>> No.9315411

>>9315400
:(
now i want to die

>> No.9315417

>>9315409
I do know this, mostly I just want him to feel zozzly

>> No.9315418
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9315418

>>9315186
East of Eden - John Steinbeck

>> No.9315425

>>9315391
The psychedelic illuision sooner or later wears off and OP will just feel like shit because the only thing that gave him some kind of hope and new perspective turned out to be fake and gay like anything else on this life, either embrace it or off yourself.

>> No.9315432

>>9315375
Dude, I don't wanna work 24/7 and then get home to basically just kill time. If this is all there is to life I'm like: "Nah, think I'll pass."

My mom loves me, but she'd get over it eventually. She still got my bro and sis.

Tried sport and it didn't do jack shit. It's a hassle honestly.

If I'd tell a girl she's pretty I'd get a restraining order, so nah.

Believe me, bruh. I tried everything. I even went to a mental institution. It's hopeless.

C'mon post your kik. Do you want my stuff or not? xD

>> No.9315436

>>9315375
This anon has the right ideas. Why not just accept the fact that you'll die and have some fun before you do. Least you could do is become an alcoholic/ drug addict. Killing yourself is boring.

>> No.9315446

>>9315417
> zozzly
"did you mean: sozzly?"
sozzly is an Adjective, but unfortunately we do not have the definition for this word yet

>> No.9315453

>>9315432
>xD
Why wait until your birthday?

>> No.9315459

>>9315432
why don't you go to a forest and try to be with yourself for a few weeks, maybe the hermit life is for you

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>>9315432
fair enough <3
i hope you go peacefully but at same hope you decide not to in the coming days! and i can't do that to you, friend, enjoy those things!

if you decide to jump off a bridge duct tape headphones to your ears!

>>9315436
ty yes see

>> No.9315471

>>9315459
!!!

>>9315446
zozzles man!

>> No.9315480

>>9315432
That wasn't me man, and I was kidding about your stuff unless you happen to be a /g/entooman
If you can though, it would be cool if you could donate your books to a to a library and your things to an organization that helps less privileged people. Get yourself a motorcycle too while you're at it.

my kik is ayemang btw

>> No.9315487

BURN THAT DESIRE TO DIE AND USE IT AS A FUEL FOR YOUR JOURNEY.

CONQUER EARTH OR SPIT DOWN ITS THROAT. OR DON'T DO ANYTHING AT ALL.

YOU WANT TO BE NUMB IN THE VOID? THERE WILL BE AN ETERNITY OF YOU NOT EXPERIENCING ANYTHING. YOU CAN REST THEN. NOW YOU HAVE BUT FEW YEARS. MAYBE YOU WILL ENJOY THEM, MAYBE NOT. BUT TO THROW AWAY THAT CHANCE WHICH STANDS IN OPPOSITION TO THE NEVERENDING DARKNESS

IS THE DEEPEST FOOLISHNESS.

IF YOU'RE TIRED AND DON'T WANT TO CONTINUE, AT LEAST TRY TO FIGHT.
(I want to die too, my birthday is on 5th next month.)

>> No.9315488

The Stranger by Camus. Short and relevant to your situation.

>> No.9315489

>>9315453
So I can read one last book. Also, it seemed like the best time to do it, honestly.

>>9315459
Sounds boring.

>>9315466
Thank you, you're so kind :)
I've actually decided to do it by hanging but the bridge was a nice idea.

>> No.9315494

>>9315425
Well yeah, but man if it isn't fucking cool while it's happening.

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9315500

On the shortness of life by Seneca. Brief essay.

http://tim.blog/2009/04/24/on-the-shortness-of-life-an-introduction-to-seneca/

Also

http://tim.blog/2015/05/06/how-to-commit-suicide/

>> No.9315505

>>9315418
yeah, my fav book family.

>> No.9315508

>>9315489
always will be your friend, anon. godspeed.

>>9315487
>>9315487

>> No.9315509

>>9315471
> zozzles man!
at last I truly see

>> No.9315512

>>9315375
I can't tell if people posting shit like this are being serious anymore. Thanks 4chan.

>> No.9315519

>>9315186
Notes from the Underground

>> No.9315521

>>9315480
Thanks. Sent you a message.

>> No.9315541

>>9315500
Didn't Seneca commit sudoku because he felt like a useless old fart?

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>>9315453

>> No.9315553

>>9315541
What about it? I'd assume stoics were ok with suicide given Ebintetus' >muh smoky room bullshit

>> No.9315567
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9315567

>>9315186
This will give you courage to continue living.

>> No.9315584

Get some money together and fuck the hottest escorts you can find.

>> No.9315603

the art of war - Sunzi

>> No.9315612

>>9315512
sounds like an out of touch normie from reddit desu

>> No.9315632

>>9315186
read Proust's In Search of Lost Time
you'll never finish it, so you'll never get a chance to kys
ebin troll

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>>9315375
>also go tell a girl she looks really pretty today
Why? You just look like a creep if you do.

>> No.9315687

>>9315653
only if you're a nu-male

>> No.9315705

>>9315189
Ironic. That's the book that almost convinced me to kms, or at least gave a big bump up to my depression.

>> No.9315707

>>9315687
What happens to non-numalea then?

>> No.9315711

>>9315707
conversation, or the very least a thank you
a nu-male wouldn't approach the woman in the first place

>> No.9315757

>>9315711
What kind of conversation?

>> No.9315774

>>9315757
what ever you or her make it to be

>> No.9315789

>>9315186
You won't do it.

>> No.9315842

Don't read.

Watch.

Movie list before you go:

Sicario
Mr. Six
13 Assassins
Samsara
Sonatine
Come and See
Waltz with Bashir


movie site for you to go to:

fmovies.se

>> No.9315850

>>9315186
Steppenwolf. It's about a guy giving himself an age limit before he kills himself. You seem pleb enough to be able to enjoy Hesse at face value.

>> No.9315931

>>9315186

If you have parents there is no way that they will get over your death.


Just out of curiosity, what's your ennegram type? If you haven't done it before just Google ennegram personality test and take it.

>> No.9315938

>>9315186
Why do you want to read a book? It's not like you'll retain the memory for eternity.

>> No.9315944

>>9315931
Why do you want him to take that bs test?
You are right about the parents thing tho
They are the only reason why I havent an heroed yet

>> No.9315945

>>9315375
You seem like a chill dude anon

>> No.9315960

>>9315653

Why would looking like a creep matter? The adrenaline rush of putting yourself in an awkward situation is fun anywas.


If the OP is going to end it, he should at least attempt living life to the fullest to make sure he at least gets the most out of life. If the OP has 60 years left, he may as well try put all of the interesting experiences that he would have or should have experienced into his last 2 weeks.

>> No.9315961

>>9315432
>she'd get over it eventually
You don't.

Have you ever broken an arm? There's a sharp pain. It dulls. Give it enough time and you can carry on whole conversations without really thinking about your arm. But you are thinking about it. You can still feel the ache.

I know you're not serious I just wanted to say this.
>>9315453
Genius

>> No.9315969

>>9315186
Stoner by John Williams. You want the pain to end, not your life.

>> No.9315971

read "the stranger"

>> No.9315974

>>9315494
Thats true, I really like psychedelics but I don't think it would be responsable to take them now since I'm aware of my fucked up shitty brain

>> No.9315979

>>9315653
it will make him want to kill himself sooner

>> No.9315993

Ulysses

>> No.9315994

>>9315375

you seem like you'd be dope to hang out with OP. I agree on working being stupid as shit, you should be a revolutionary instead and try and change society. Worst case scenario is you die anyway

>> No.9316012

>>9315994
>change society
You would have to kill everyone with an iq lower than 110 so your shitty utopia had at least a chance of becoming anything else than some brain fart

>> No.9316040

OP https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=LIFtdlEHnLY

I can't give the exact time stamp because I'm on my phone, but check out the guy around the 35 minute mark. He lives homeless and lives a work free life, and gets fairly decent food. Maybe that's up your alley? Though depending on what country you live I'm the homeless life may not be feasible.

Op what do you think would change your mind to make you think that life is worth living? It doesn't even to be something that's logically possible, I just wanna know, what YOU want

>> No.9316046

>>9316012

Y not just make laws strict reguarding reproduction ?

>> No.9316107

>>9315186
myth of sisyphus by camus

>> No.9316118

>>9316046
>implying anyone cares about laws
People do whatever they want.

>> No.9316126

>>9315842
Thank you anon

>> No.9316133

Find a qt like in the OP pic that will let you lick her feet. It's been proven to cure depression.

>> No.9316184

>>9316040
Having someone to love and be loved by would be nice. Also, exceeding career-wise.

>> No.9316336

>>9315334
Lol kik? Are you a trap?

>> No.9316351

>>9315432
You're just rationalizing everything to get to the conclusion you want. Not that you're wrong, I feel the same way about most of that stuff too sometimes. But from other perspectives you sound like an idiot. You're just projecting your mood onto your thoughts instead of the other way around. It's weak minded.

>> No.9316356

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