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> be me

> 12 years old and moved to florida after living in desolate state my whole life

> I'm new kid in class who keeps his face in a book

> when his face isn't in a book he starts trouble and is constantly yelled at by teacher

> molested and beat a lot growing up by abusive stepfather

> teacher keeps making me do projects with other kids

> feels singled out

> teacher tells me since I can't behave I need to start eating lunch with him at school library

> feels like a leper

> we have lunch every day and talk about books

> he tells me about classic authors I should start reading

> kindles life long interest in literature

> on last day of school he gives me a hug

> i start crying and he seems confused but pats my back

> recently, after digging up old emotions I look him up on facebook

> find memorial pages

> suicide on his birthday

> tfw i have to pretend im okay these past few days

> tfw I can only tell this story to /lit/

> tfw I can't thank him

>> No.9206599

Lol you got molested by some pervy man. Not even your mum. Mega kek

>> No.9206604

Go to his grave, speak to him for a few hours, leave a gift (perhaps the book he recommended) and reconcile yourself.

All will be well.

>> No.9206606

>>9206599

yeah

he was a mechanic for a major appliance company. my mom had 5 kids and no money. we have a strained relationship to say the least.

>> No.9206610

>>9206595
>get molested
>at school yearn for the affection of an older male teacher

freud was right

>> No.9206614

>>9206610


there could be some truth to that. I'm straight but have always sought the affection of older males.

>> No.9206632

>>9206604

i worry about having a break down in public. Large bearded many bawling for hours might cause concern.

>> No.9207334

BEST post in a while.

>> No.9207419

>>9206632
>Large bearded man
Fat Neckbeard. Ftfy.

>> No.9207652

Fuck.

>> No.9207678

>>9206632
Not at the cemetary. If there ever was an appropriate place, that is it.

>> No.9209242

Am I surrounded by a bunch of emotionally stunted molests here?

>> No.9209278

> tfw i can only tell this story to /lit/

You could write a book, anon. Please consider that.

>> No.9209302

>>9206610
Oh, no! Anon needed a competent adult to look after him as a child. Most certainly a homosexual.

>> No.9209761

>>9209242

fuck off

>> No.9209905

>>9206595
Im sorry dude.
That's awful.

>> No.9209919

>>9206595
{{{{{{{HUGGGZZZ}}}}}}}

>> No.9210084

>>9206614
>sought the affection of older males
I don't get the whole need for father figure since me and my dad get along great
but these phrases just creep me out

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9210091

>>9209278
>someone on /lit/ accomplishing something

>> No.9210105

>>9207678
yeah no one's gonna think that crying at a cemetery is out of place

>> No.9210484

>>9210084


> creepy

15 year old confirmed

>> No.9211055

>>9209905

thank you for caring.

>> No.9212111

9/10

>> No.9213401

>>9206595
Fuck man that's rough, what I would suggest is just keep reading and honor his memory in that way, and hopefully one day you too can pass down the joy of literature to another young person