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What is /lit/ addicted to?

>Alcohol reporting in early

>> No.8373327

hentai

>> No.8373352

>drinking alchohol
>smoking
fucking plebs l m a o

>> No.8373354

The internet
Masturbation, but I'm working to stop that

>> No.8373371
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8373371

weed
laziness

>> No.8373378

Weed
Some days I hate myself

>> No.8373386

>>8373354
Same here, but I haven't made much progress sadly.

>> No.8373392

>>8373303
My routine.

I must run 2 miles everyday when i wake up.
I must maintain my workout and writing schedule or else... I don't know? Sickness? Anxiety attacks?

>> No.8373399

Fanfiction and videogames

>> No.8373452

Hypnosis. Don't ask.

>> No.8373513

>>8373392
I envy you so much

>> No.8373523

>>8373303
youtube videos like nerdwriter1, every frame a painting, etc. Also comic books
I really need to stop
Suggestions?

>> No.8373604

Sugar
Rimworld

>> No.8373609

Black n' milds, steel reserve, and the philosophy of Julius Evola.

>> No.8373611

eating tons of low-calorie food

>> No.8373697

who /dipsomania/ here? two months in between binges here

>> No.8373703

>>8373303
we're all addicted to shite op, just some addictions are better than others.
>social media browsing
trying to tone it down gradually

>> No.8373718

Coffee.

>> No.8373725

Chinese fantasy martial arts novels with protagonists genociding whole cities with Qi magic and raping bitches left and right.
I'm not even kidding.

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snus.

also coffee, weed, alcohol, amphetamines, and ketamine

>> No.8373736

>>8373523
Every frame of painting puts up a video like every 2 months? Not really that big of an addiction problem

>> No.8373741

>>8373733

>rape flavored snus

But why?

>> No.8373743

>>8373725
Whar work do you consider to be the high point of this literary movement?

>> No.8373749

relatively tasty food/drink (I start to feel quite unsatisfied with none, but my standards aren't very high - completely basic homemade food works)
Internet maybe, though I haven't tried to use it less. That said, if I ever did try, it'd only apply it to websites like 4chan. No reason to deny the convenience for finding info, buying certain things or reaching my friends/family.

>> No.8373755

>>8373741
notice the accent on the é, pleb? it's just french for "shredded". it's flavored with juniper and lavender. you would probably die if you ever tried it though.

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>>8373743
So far?
God of Slaughter

There's also Martial God Asura, Against the Gods.

Transcending The Nine Heavens has an MC creating a Nazi SS unit in a world of cold weapons and spirit magic.

Basically, take Dragon Balls, put in a ruthless and intelligent MC instead of Goku, and have him going around flying and releasing his planet obliterating techniques and exploding shit into clouds of blood and bits of meat and bones, and mix up some Lord of the Rings into that. That's Xianxia/Qihuan/Xuanhuan and such.

And enjoy all the feminists bitching about how you shouldn't read Chinese novels because some women are treated badly, kek.

Final note: Always write a glossary of characters as you are reading, or google a glossary for what you are reading.

>> No.8373820

>>8373815
thanx

>> No.8373841

>>8373820
Here's some help so you don't lose your head reading Chinese novels:
1. Most novels have sects, think of worlds run by martial sects, while only mortals are rules by kingdoms and governments. Usually you cease being part of the secular world when you start cultivating (assuming you have talent to break the 1st threshold).
2. There are usually multiple realms to a Universe. Mortal Realm where you cultivate up to a certain level, then you ascend to the Spirit Realm because the Mortal Realm can't contain your power at a certain stage and you get promoted by the Heavens basically, and then the Immortal Realm or such. (though usually it's only the Mortal > Immortal Realm without the Spirit Realm, but you get the point). The upper realm is usually made totally out of Immortals, with magic beasts, demons, devils there too. Completely chaotic places.
3. Cultivation. You amass the energy of the world and your body converts it into your own (Qi). Think of Dragon Balls with the power levels. Because this is Chinese literature, cultivation has a lot to do with meridians and dantian (core). Think of that Naruto chakra shit. Chakra is Qi.
Each cultivation stage brings something new or has requirements.
Final goals of cultivation: Getting to the stage you become an immortal, and ascension.
4. Because this is Chinese literature, expect a lot of yin yang shit and elements. Think elemental magic in video games.
5. Because this is Chinese literature, you have "professions" just like magic professions in video games. Those professions are "Daos". A Dao is the law of Heavens. Dao of Sword, Dao of Spear, Dao of various fires, Dao of Alchemy, there's like 3000 Daos or something, can't remember.
6. In cultivation there are evil and "righteous" paths. Evil and righteous sects. Depends on how they are cultivating. Always at war.

>> No.8373847

>>8373841
>>8373815
Oh and i forgot to add.
There is a novel that starts out slowly but gets awesome around 100 chapters in.
Renegade Immortal (Xian Ni), which is best read on Wuxiaworld.
It's a special one in that the MC takes up an evil cultivation path.
He rips the souls of enemies, consumes their blood and refines flesh and bones, and is basically a Sith lord in that world. He also has a mentor teaching him and constantly following him, who is basically Satan.

>> No.8373850

>>8373847
Do you use novelupdates to keep track of novels?

>> No.8373877

>>8373303
sugar and coffee.

>> No.8373907

>>8373850
No.
I use RSS feeds to get updated as soon as a site has put up a new article or chapter.
Use novelupdates only to find new stuff or new translation sites.

>> No.8373935

Diphendramine.

>> No.8373939

Killing.

>> No.8373944

Weed, psychologically
Cigarettes, physiologically

>> No.8374019

failure

>> No.8374025

>>8373733
How do you find ketamine? Do you know a veterinarian or something?

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8374043

I stopped being a drunk and became an ascetic instead.

>rise at 5am
>take long walks
>single meal a day
>drink only water
>celibate
>live in neat wholesome poverty in little room
>meditate daily

Feels good to be free from normie needs, lads.

>> No.8374049

>>8374025
Im a dog. Aren't you?

>> No.8374059

Cigarettes & alcohol but I'm just starting day two of quitting alcohol.

>> No.8374061

I am addicted to the internet, but I suppose that's because I don't really have any other options of things that are mentally stimulating besides reading books. I used to drink a lot of coffee, but I switched to decaf only years ago. Fortunately I have been blessed with high intellect, and I haven't partaken in things such as drugs and alcohol. If I could somehow live forever then I would gladly take that opportunity.

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>>8374043
I do the same, except i
>never sleep
>take long crusades
>drink the blood of heretics at the end of each battle
>celibate because no living being can accommodate me
>live in wholesome poverty with my battle-brothers, with nothing but my armor and my weapons for belongings
>worship the God Emperor every day

Feels good to be exterminating heresy, lads.

>> No.8374064

>>8374043
Why not be a Catholic monk and replace humming to yourself with scholarship, studying scripture, translating, and writing?

>> No.8374065

Heroin

>> No.8374067

Literature :^D

>> No.8374075

>>8373303
Tea and buying books.

>> No.8374079

Since I started rolling my own I smoke a few cigarettes a week, so I can't say I'm addicted to that. But 2 years ago I started my obsession with the worst vice...

>Gardening
>You grow your own vegetables and it feels so rewarding, but it needs a lot of care and love
>tfw both mom and grandma let you use their garden so you have 2 garden to take care of

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>>8374064
I'm not capable of sincere faith so I try my own little secular quietist approach to peace of mind.

I do admire monastic and eremetic ways of living though, just can't into it.

>> No.8374097

I think I'm on the verge of a heart attack from my alcoholism

>> No.8374107

Cunt.

>> No.8374108

Guess I'm the first coke fiend

>> No.8374129

Hydraulic press videos.

>> No.8374133

>>8374108
/fa/ detected

>> No.8374145

>>8373354
This

>> No.8374162

>>8374145
This

>> No.8374180

>>8374108
coke is lowkey the most patrician drug for /lit/izens

>> No.8374211

>>8374067
You burn books and snort the knowledge? Me too :^D

>> No.8374230

>>8373303
>Nicotine
Patchfag reporting in, tried cold turkey, went back to smoking. Fuck vapes, I'm not gay. I've been on it all summer, started at 21 mg now I'm on 7 mg, usually smoke less than a cigarette a day if I smoke at all.
>Weed
Just a habit really, I run out all the time and it sucks but nbd. So idk definitely not an addiction but I really like to smoke a good amount every day. Spend way too much money on it though.
>Vyvanse
Been taking it for about 5 years now, so I'm dependent on it because I've grown used to it. I am not a fiendy piece of shit when I'm not on it though, I'm just sluggish and eat a lot.
>Opiates
Currently taking a break, but I went ham recently, snorting dope and roxies a few days a week for a few weeks. Started feeling serious mental fiend (still got it desu but distance helps) and felt a little shitty a day or two after the last time I did it, so I chilled out. I love opiates though. I can see myself being a dope fiend desu.

>> No.8374262

>>8374043
>Feels good to be on welfare, lads.

>> No.8374283

>>8374180

Are you retarded? Coke is a crutch for hacks, no good prose has ever come out from coke snorting.

>> No.8374288

Weed, but I'm currently starting to get bored by it while enjoying sobriety much more.

Developing your sobriety to be the only drug you ever need to experience a full life is the true Patrician objective.

>> No.8374290

>>8374283
>civilization and its discontents

fuckn pleb

>> No.8374310

>>8374290

>Fucking Freud
>having even a decent prose

I admit you made me chuckle with that

>> No.8374328

buying used books from the dollar bin at a few stores in my city. I find myself going at least twice a week to look and I usually buy things I normally wouldn't pay 4 or 5 dollars for. I have 2 copies of certain books now and I tell myself I'll give them to someone as a gift, but who wants a used book as a gift ( I would lol )

>> No.8374336

>>8374283
Sherlock Holmes was written on a constant dose of cocaine. And while Freud didn't have good prose, he still was a prodigious writer.

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>>8374043
How can you support this lifestyle financially? Living on savings?

>> No.8374374

>>8373513
Not him but, its not impossible for you to start exercising routinely, sure its not easy but with some discipline you can establish such habits.

>> No.8374392

I don't get addicted to anything, I've never come across any substance or behavior I can't stop on a dime. Even porn and 4chan.

>> No.8374410

I'm sure by a psychologist's definition I'm addicted to weed. Also coffee but I'm OK with that. Junk food as well, but I see that more as a bad habit.

>>8373354
This too, but this one kills me the most. Tbh internet porn has had a huge negative effect on me and I would recommend any and everyone to stay away from it. I'm 25 now and didn't get hooked until later in life so I pity kids who had laptops/smart phones since they were little and grew up on it. But perhaps the early exposure has given them better mechanisms against its harms, I donno.

>> No.8374422

>>8373609
You actually drink steel reserve on a regular basis? I occasionally get a can or two when I'm broke and want to drink but that shit is straight up pisswater.

>> No.8374424

>>8373303
Just nictotine now, but I used to be addicted to opioid painkillers and alcohol. I hardly post anymore since I cleaned up. Feels good mang.

>> No.8374442

>>8374043
>""""wholesome"""" poverty
Maximum overcuck.

>> No.8374450

>>8374025
keta is everywhere my friend

>> No.8374451

>>8374442

>plebeianism overload

>> No.8374457

>>8373303
Energy drinks (God sleep problems and it gets me through the day, I don't drink coffee)

Cigarettes

Crown Royal on the rocks

Weed occasionally if I feel like rewarding myself. Only problem is I cant write when im high.

>> No.8374470

>>8374422
If you don't have money and want to get drunk, it does a good job because of the high ABV.

>> No.8374476

Drugs are degenerate and self-indulgent and NOT /lit/


I used to drink heavily, smoke weed errday, and regularly experiment with coke, opiates, and amphetamines though. Also ket whenever I had the opportunity (which wasn't often)

>> No.8374478

>>8373733
>>8374025
>>8374450
ketamine is a suburban trash drug, the drug equivalent of getting a gauge in your ear or listening to Story of the Year

>> No.8374494

>>8374470
I know but it's fucking disgusting. Even something like old crow is better as far as cheap shit goes.

>> No.8374527

Unnecessary drama

>married
>relationship with wife is fantastic
>met another girl
>get along with her in every way
>we both admit feelings for each other
>she tells me she doesn't want to be a homewrecker
>I can't be just friends with her
>I end the friendship

Kill me /lit/

>> No.8374552

Tea, masturbating and self-pity.

Title of my memoir desu

>> No.8374559

>>8374552
It'll be a new York daily news bestseller, I'm sure.

>> No.8374584

>>8373303
Caffeine, nicotine, pornography and junk food.

I'm a soft slug of a man dependent upon those for immediate gratification.

I think I'm in the beginnings of a drink problem too, it's hard to tell given that both my parents are alcoholics so I've got a fairly warped sense of what's normal.

Was into amphetamines for a bit a few months ago but ended up flushing them during a bad comedown.

>> No.8374595

Porn and potentially tobacco.

>> No.8374600

Alchohol and energy drinks

>> No.8374617

My addiction is researching random things that peak my interest.

My family is full of alcoholics and heavy smokers so I've never wanted to follow my family in those vices. My mother and brother followed my example and they quit. Asfor my dad I doubt he'll live past 60

>> No.8374621

>wake up and check phone instantly
>feed myself until I need to lie down twice a day
>have a girlfriend but need to be talking to at least 3/4 different girls at a time because I'm insecure about being lonely
>fantasize about writing the perfect novel/poem all day even though I only write about a page a week
>fantasize about a healthy diet/running daily/fixing sleep schedule

I would still be smoking weed all day every day if it didn't give me panic attacks now. Sometimes buy Xanax just so I can enjoy smoking weed again. Slowly these things eat away at me but I'm just waiting around for them to hurt so bad that it forces a transformation. Hedonism is overrated.

>> No.8374628

>>8373935
seriously? you get fucked up on DPH regularly? how are you still sane?

>> No.8374632

I'm addicted to chasing tail.

>> No.8374636

>>8374617
>peak

It's pique, friend. Just a friendly correction.

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>>8374636
OH MAI GOD YOU FUCKING SEXIST MISOGYNIST PIG, I DON'T NEED YOU MANSPLAINING AND CORRECTING ME WITH YOUR TOXIC PROBLEMATIC ATTITUDE. CHECK YOUR GRAMMAR PRIVILEGE YOU FUCKING WHITE MALE.

>> No.8374647

Physical activity. I moved to a new town with no gym last year and instewd of lifting I've started running. I run 3 miles 5 days a week and 5 miles once a week. I've lost a lot of muscle mass due to not lifting but I can't afford anything beyond dumbells so I've starting working with those.

I used to think I was addicted to anime but then I realized I'm nothing comparred to most anime fans.

I used to drink alot of arizona teas because I was part of a vaporwave clique in school that drank them unironicly and I got hooked instantly. I've broke that but my parents still think I drink them so they bring me one when they visit.

I masturbate maybe 4 times a week. I used to do it everyday but now that I have a roomate I have to be sneaky about it

>> No.8374649

>>8374636
Thanks for the correction

>> No.8374652

Cigarettes, chicory coffee and Adderall in the morning and scotch and cheap cigars with the occasional barbituate at night.

>> No.8374657

Fifa 16

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sleep, coffee, fuck films

>> No.8374676

>>8374061
>Fortunately I have been blessed with high intellect, and I haven't partaken in things such as drugs and alcohol

ok mate

http://www.annalsofepidemiology.org/article/S1047-2797(12)00170-6/abstract

http://jech.bmj.com/content/early/2011/10/28/jech-2011-200252.abstract

>> No.8374682

I drink a lot of coffee, but there's also days I don't at all, so I guess I'm not addicted to that? Caffeine doesn't really seem to have an effect on me, could be that.

Sloth

Porn

>> No.8374690

Porn
Weed
Tobacco

Im high and probably am about to jerk off lmao

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ciggys
alcohol I guess
coffee
isolation

>> No.8374724

>>8373303
I browse chans and drink. I heard /lit/ is anti /pol/ so I've been sitting in the back seat watching this spectacle. Lmao do you guys realise how big of losers you are? holy shit. At least you stick to your board. hahahaha... faggots.

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>>8374724

k

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>>8374724
k

>> No.8374800

Cigarettes and opiates—but to fend off from physical addiction I take benzos here and there and smoke pot near nightly (though I havent in about 10 days).

I'm 22 and my Dad just drug tested me and found: BENZ, OPI, OXY, and THC. Not happy, but wherever they want to throw money at to send me will be ;)

>> No.8374802

>>8374724
You must be a pretty cool guy ;)

>> No.8374809

Tobacco
Internet
Various hobbies I get cyclically addicted to
Cookies

>> No.8374811

>>8374527
You did the right thing.

>>8373303
Adderall, coffee, porn

I can't afford adderall anymore so I'll have to quit. Last time I quit I could hardly stay awake for the first week.

What's better cheap happiness or exalted suffering?

>> No.8374822

>>8374724

Why do I know this anon has got no friends irl?

>> No.8374828

>>8374811
The right thing is shit man.

Haven't slept properly for a month over this girl.

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>>8374043

>Asceticism

>> No.8374847

>>8374494
My go-to for cheap alcohol when I'm broke is four loko
Like 3$ for one and the new gold ones are 14%

>> No.8374849

Cigarettes

Running

I tell myself they cancel each other out.

>> No.8374855

Ecstasy, sometimes.
Not a real addiction but at one point I found it hard to have fun going out without dropping some

Otherwise, nicotine and caffeine, all day everyday

>> No.8374857

>>8374840

This pic is hands down my favourite /lit/ meme.

>> No.8374869

>>8374847
dude just get a 40

>> No.8374874

>>8374811
adderall how get

>> No.8374883

>>8374828
Yeah I know dude. I still can't stop thinking about my roommate 2 years later. I could have had her and the worst part is that I was dating a hog that ended up cheating on me anyway.

Maybe you made the wrong decision

>> No.8374903

>>8374874
Well I was on depression meds but never stayed on them because they all gave me anorgasmia. So then the doc did an ADHD test and said I have adhd and gave them to me. But i think it's understood that it's for depression.

>> No.8374908

>>8374883
That's shitty man - where's your roommate at now?

She told me she isn't willing to do anything behind my wife's back, and she can't let herself get hurt by having an affair.

Cutting her off is the only thing I could do. I mean, whoever wants to be just friends?

>> No.8374929

>>8374903

When I was on Sertraline, I really had to work for an orgasm.

Used to give myself headaches and blackouts from the rise in blood pressure thanks to moving my arm so fast.

>> No.8374933

>>8374903
>Well I was on depression meds but never stayed on them because they all gave me anorgasmia.

When I took an SSRI I had the same thing but when I stopped them cold turkey after three years my orgasms were so intense I would nearly pass out.

>> No.8374950

Staring blankly at the ceiling from bed thinking. Its actually started beconing a problem. I spend so much time like that.
Also I constantly have to remind myself to stop thinking about one of my exs. Its been a year now and more girls have followed but nothing can replace her.

>> No.8374969

>>8373392
Same. I think the sad thing is that I'm almost scared to finish the thing I'm working on at the moment as it'l a huge whole in my life.

>> No.8374979

>>8374478
Nah it's not

>> No.8375011

>>8373452
*asks*

>> No.8375025

>>8374950
You're in good company; Kafka spent hours a day lying in bed thinking.

>> No.8375133

>>8374647
How do you drink arizona tea ironically ?

>> No.8375153

amphetamines

if it was good enough for sartre it's good enough for me.

also the internet and social media

>> No.8375158

>>8373733
Are you Scandinavian?

>> No.8375164

>>8373303

Alcohol and porn

I'm doing no fap. I've gone a week so far. It's fucking difficult, I never realized
how bad I was.

Alcohol though, in the last three days I've drank 26 500ml cans of stout and a good bit of whiskey so yeah, that's not going great

>> No.8375165

>>8375025
I don't consider developing a fetish for turk people good in any way shape or form.
Jokes aside, did he ever said anything about this anywhere? Why did he do it? How did it helped/hurted him.

>> No.8375169

>>8375164
I dont understand how you can have a problem with porn. I mean you just jerk whenever you are alone and aroused by some idea. How can it become a problem?

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>>8374410
>But perhaps the early exposure has given them better mechanisms against its harms, I donno.
it hasn't. i'm 19 and i've been watching weird shit since i was 11 or 12. i've had 3 sexual encounters with women and 2 of them resulted in me chickening out, getting very nervous, and then feeling very sad.

>> No.8375189

Vaping i buy two 30 ml bottles a week. 6mg trying to quit my nicotine addiction. Recovering alcohol I have 19 months now without booze. Addiction is a terrible disease. PS Infinite Jest led me too AA

>> No.8375191

>>8375169

Just like anything which involves your Dopaminergic Reward System can become a problem if you leave it unchecked.

>> No.8375207

>>8375133
rectally

>> No.8375216

>>8375169

It has killed any interest in a sex life and my actively pursuing women. I don't ever get struck by real loneliness, so I'm content to just sit in the dark by myself wanking all day, that's not good. I'm talking 20+ times a week.

it has given me performance anxiety about sex, I've never had ED but I have had delayed ejaculation, which also keeps me from finding a partner

It has caused me to keep getting into stranger fetishes just to get off

it has just made me feel like shit

I wouldn't say it's ruining my life but it's negatively impacting it


http://www.yourbrainonporn.com/

>> No.8375254

>>8375011
I've been into hypnosis since I was little. I hang around some of the internet communities and I finally stumbled across someone both talented and sinister enough to get me hooked. It's unbearable but I keep going back to her.

>> No.8375347

>>8373733
>Not lössnus
Cut youre self

>> No.8375353

>>8375254
>It's unbearable but I keep going back to her.

???

Please expand this m8, this is getting intriguing enough to be written as a short story

>> No.8375383

>>8375353

Have you ever been hypnotized before?

>> No.8375388

>>8374628

Are we talking about the same thing? Basically benadryl, right?

I take either two or three a day to help me sleep and I enjoy the drowzy feeling I get. If I don't take it, I get withdrawals. I am trying to wean myself off it. When I am going through something bad I would take eight or ten.

The muscle shakes were unbearable.

>> No.8375399

>>8375383

Nope, but I've seen it done to other people. It looked like they kinda wanted to be hypnotized though, like it was a "self-imposed trance" suggested by someone trying to impose dominace. But ofc this is pure conjecture.

>> No.8375441

>>8375399

Trance is a state of mind independent of hypnosis. There's certainly a degree of having to consent to hypnosis initially, but that doesn't mean a clever hypnotist can't lead you where they want you to go... Or maybe pick up on hidden desires.

If I'm being honest, this is something I've always wanted to experience, a hypnotist having deep, lasting control over me. It's new and thrilling and terrifying. It's a high I've chased for years and I've finally found it in her words.

The first time we met, she asked me if I was scared. I was - she had me in such a vulnerable place, and I hadn't even expected it. But then she asked if I wanted to stop. I didn't. I don't. I can't get her off my mind and I just want it more.

She asked if I'd ever been addicted to anything. I think I am now.

>> No.8375458

Z-drugs and benzos.

Just don't get started.

>> No.8375479

i spend too much time on 4chan, i spend too much money on alcohol, and i kicked my porn addiction but then pururin went back online and im relapsing.

>>8375216
its not that hard to resensitize yourself. i quit porn cold turkey for like 6 months and was feeling pretty normal. then summer and pururin came so im back in the hole but at least im sticking mostly to vanilla shit. i think the novelty will wear off soon but instead of going deeper im just gonna stop again.

>>8374129
love those

>>8374847
*vomit emoji*
malt liquor guy is right.

>>8374809
>Various hobbies I get cyclically addicted to
okay this is me

>> No.8375501
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8375501

>>8373303
loose women, alcohol, and combining the two.

it sucks, and it's awesome at the same time

>> No.8375516

>>8375501
you put the alkey-haul in the slags? good move tbqh.

>> No.8375532

>>8374063
kek

>> No.8375540

>>8375189
I managed to quit smoking via vaping. Well, I still occasionally buy a pack of cigarillos when I'm going out but thats a small deal (it happens less than monthly).

Gotta hand it to the nanny state tho, them not allowing e-liquids to be sold here basically made me quite vaping. I just ended up stopping suddenly when I once misestimated the amount of liquid I had and ended up having none (it'd taken a week or two to get some delivered). Now I've thrown/given away my e-cig stuff and probably won't buy another.

>> No.8375553

>>8373303
Videogame commentaries, masturbation, and the internet.

Beginning to crave weed and alcohol a bit more than usual though. When I touch it I go ham, almost involuntarily.

>> No.8375557

>>8374647
>vaporwave clique
what the fuck

>> No.8375595

I can see myself succumbing to debilitating job-and-flat-losing alcoholism in relatively short order.

>> No.8375612

>>8375441

Isnt this just a form of one will dominating the other? You can just ask her to fuck you with a strap-on, I think you would enjoy it even more, not even kidding mate

>> No.8375655

Nitrous and ether

>> No.8375660

>>8375612

If you don't get it, then you don't get it. Sex toys are fun but having your deepest fantasy fulfilled is something else entirely. What could be more intimate than giving someone the keys to your mind? Also, you can do both of those things together.

>> No.8376069

>>8374262
Yes.
>>8374363
Welfare.
>>8374442
Good provider boy.

>> No.8376198

Addicted to the internet

>> No.8376252

I feel like strong, lasting addictions usually form if you've been using since you were a kid/teenager. For example, I've had brief periods of addiction to weed and adderall, but I never used either in childhood so I was able to shake them off. Porn and the internet, on the other hand, I grew up with, so I feel like my life has molded around them to the point where they're just a part of my daily routine.

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>>8375655
>nitrous
kek who gets addicted to that weak shit?

>> No.8376267

>>8376259
Nitrous is actually very acutely addictive so users tend to go on periodic binges if it's available. Ever had a medical tank of it handy?

>> No.8376270

>>8376259

Nitrous is incredibly euphoric, there's a reason they call it hippy crack.

>> No.8376271

Lithium

>> No.8376274

Coffee
Weed
Sleeping in until the day is almost over
4chan
Since I'm just an 18yo fag waiting to go to college I've been indulging in all 4 instead of having a normal social life this summer and my own apathetic response to it all is worrysome.

>> No.8376302

>>8376274

Don't get too used to it expecting it all to magically get better at College, m8

>> No.8376309

>>8373303
Alcohol. I'm starting to need it to write.

>> No.8376324

>>8376274
>to college I've been indulging in all 4 instead of having a normal social life this summer and my own ap
yeah act like it's just your normal fucking routine to go and have a social life if you want to, fucking retarded faggot. kill yourself.

>> No.8376355

Alcohol.
I had a temporary addiction to sleeping pills, but I stopped taking them because my mom has a new hiding place.

>> No.8376369

>>8376302
I'm not. That's the worst part.

I always felt like working hard through High School would leave me feeling prepared and disciplined enough to take on University. Now I'm about to go to the top school in my state (one of the best in the nation) and I have never felt less competent, capable, or sure of myself. I haven't even been able to find a job despite months of looking around and applying, and I've been stuck working shitty minimum wage retail. Even though I was on the top of the pile in High School I've felt totally useless in any competitive situations and can't help but sense that I am going to die on at least one level of existence trying to make it through college with a degree and any prospects for a career. I feel like I'm sitting on the edge of a cliff waiting to jump into an abyss. I want to go to my friends for guidance but all most of them do is smoke weed and sit around playing guitar, and the fact that they have no aspirations to attend college makes them unsympathetic towards my anxiousness

>>8376324
Believe it or not, but being newly graduated leaves most people with an array of friends/acquaintances to spend time with before parting paths in the fall. I wouldn't expect your troglodytic mind to understand this but it is possible to not go out as much as you'd like to for reasons other than social ineptitude, such as financial restraints, logistical issues, or scheduling conflicts. Not everyone who browses 4chan spends all their time in their parents basement hiding from the sun.

>> No.8376382

Alcohol, I like to feel the poetics working through, and I sometimes stay up all night just to pass out a 8:00 in the morning