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Why are you sad?

>> No.7186258
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7186258

it's STILL raining

>> No.7186265

>>7186250
I'm not since I found Christ.

28 And why take ye thought for raiment? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin:

29 And yet I say unto you, That even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.

30 Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you, O ye of little faith?

>> No.7186266

no purpose, no friends, no sense of self, no love, no motivation, no awareness

>> No.7186267

>>7186250
Inability to assert my ego for others for myself. :(

>> No.7186274

>>7186265
You took a wrong turn somewhere, bud.

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>>7186266
Rare Pepes are always out there to live for.

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>>7186279
agree

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>>7186250
Don't be sad, OP. All there is is Will.

Just be happy that things aren't so bad. Curl up with a blanky and just read.

>> No.7186290

>>7186265
Ah I remember when I was 19!

>> No.7186291

I just fingered my friend's 28 year old sister and if he finds out it's likely that he'll stop considering me his friend.

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>>7186291
reeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>> No.7186307

>>7186291
did she pass the smell test what's the next step

>> No.7186314

>>7186250
im just bored

>> No.7186315

>>7186291
Did you put your fish fingers in his face

>> No.7186323

>>7186250
I'm not! And I'm intelligent too! Unbelievable right!!

>> No.7186327

>>7186291
might as well take it to the next level at least youll get more over a failed friendship.

>> No.7186328

>>7186250
I've never slept with a woman.

>> No.7186329

>>7186323
Are you also nihilistic, with a wicked sense of humor?

>> No.7186330

>>7186328
It is and it isn't overrated

>> No.7186337

>>7186330
see this is a big mystery to me. I'm a virgin, and I used to think that getting a gf would make me happy. but apparently it doesn't. so what's the fucking point?

>> No.7186338

>>7186328
not worth getting sad over m8, it's just another boring thing to do after the first time

>> No.7186340

I'm not exactly sure why

>> No.7186343

>>7186337
>I'm a virgin,
Well, I think I know what is the point you're missing

>> No.7186347

>>7186337
being a virgin is humiliating and makes social interaction hard considering all talk seems to verge towards people discussing sex, relationships and so on for 'normal' people and i have nothing to contribute.

Also having a gf probably would make you happy for a while

>> No.7186349

>>7186337
It feels p good.

And it's emotionally powerful if you do it with someone you care about. I lost mine to someone I really cared about, so it was nice even though the sex itself sucked. If the exact mechanics of my first sexual experience happened with some random girl I would probably have a very different perspective of it.

>> No.7186350

>>7186329
Nihilism is bullshit. Objectivity is collective subjectivity externalised and I'm in tune with my gut which means values exist in one ontological status or other.
But humour yeah.

>> No.7186354

>>7186250
...because one day the donkey's will evolve out of being used for labour and we'll all have to go to work. I live in Libya.

>> No.7186359

>>7186265
Think not thou canst sigh a sigh,
And thy Maker is not by:
Think not thou canst weep a tear,
And thy Maker is not near.
I'm an atheist and a sad one
>>7186266
this and the fact that everyone is stupid in my University and resent great art for political reason or do not read at all.
>>7186328
also this

>> No.7186362

>>7186337
it depends on why you are getting a gf, if you are doing it just feel part of the group of 'those who have a gf' then it will not make you happy. If you are doing it to share life experiences with someone and also share intimate time with them it will probably make you happier, at the very least more content.

This good quote from 'The Sleepwalkers' by Hermann Broch gives a good view on it.

"Love meant to take refuge from one's own world in another's"

>> No.7186370

>>7186337
It's about the experience of losing yourself in another person. Also blowjobs.

>> No.7186373

>>7186370
>It's about the experience of losing yourself in another person.
Well said

>> No.7186376

>>7186370
> Also blowjobs
Well said

>> No.7186380

>>7186373
>>7186376
>Well said
well said

>> No.7186384

Low dopamine receptor density.

>> No.7186390

>>7186250
I have brain damage. I just can't think. I don't really have any memories of my past. I remember some outlines but otherwise there's just nothing. I don't remember my past and I don't know my future, so I'm just on this perpetual island. Any thoughts I can muster slip through my fingers like sand.

I don't really feel like a person, I feel like the imprint of one. All I've done since I was 14 was shitpost on 4chan and I want it to be over. I don't want to go outside, I don't want to go inside. Wherever I am or whatever I'm doing I want to be somewhere else only to be disappointed by it as soon as I get there.

Happiness for me is in the anticipation and idea of the thing than the thing itself. I'm the imprint of a person but I'm not a person. I'd even argue that I'm not as alive as the average person. I'm just sort of here until I won't be anymore, and I'm simultaneously scared and relieved that that's the case. Nothing is going to get better. All I have is this island and the fourth of a person that could've been here.

>> No.7186395

>>7186250
I didn't say hi to the 9/10 qt that kept eye fucking me when I went out to lunch :(

>> No.7186397

>>7186390
>I have brain damage
How? How old were you?

>> No.7186398

>>7186250
I have a feeling whatever I do in life will be utterly pointless or ends in failure

>>7186265
>post on a thread just to tell everyone about how much of a christian you are
What a faggot

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>>7186250
massive anxiety(obsessively worrying about random bullshit),feeling suicidal and the fact that no one really takes me seriously because the mask I wear in public is a dumb,funny,easygoing guy not some depressed,anxious fag who takes himself and everything seriously.

I feel like I'm just wheeled out for laughs and no one tries to connect.

>> No.7186405

>>7186398
lit is a Christian board

>> No.7186406

>>7186362
ok. that's cool. I'm looking for the latter. another life, or (to put it in crit theory terms), a close & positive encounter with "otherness" & "difference"

>> No.7186407

>>7186395
regret is truly the worst shit, especially when you were held back by bullshit neuroses

iktfb

there is this girl i have talked to a few times and am fairly certain she likes me enough to go out sometime but i am a fucking bitch and can't do it

>> No.7186409

>>7186405
>lit is a Christian board
>lit
newfag plz go

>> No.7186412

>>7186405
I'm sorry to say that our Christian-Communist haven is being soiled by these chaste atheist-fascists.

>> No.7186422

>>7186409
I've been here for years

>> No.7186424

i have a headache and my life is pointless

>> No.7186425

>>7186370
>It's about the experience of losing yourself in another person.

OP can I change my answer?

>> No.7186426

>>7186397
I got knocked out cold when I was a kid. 2, 3, 5, and around 9. The first two were by falling, the fifth was from my dad choking me out and nine was by some piece of shit named Connor who hit me in the face with a shovel.

>> No.7186427

>>7186407
this tbh I had a chance 3 or 4 times to get a girlfriend
now I'm not sure I even want one. I mean not to have one, but to acquire one, to talk to people. I'd rather not have one if I don't have to go through the whole thing.

>> No.7186429

>>7186407
before Johnny Knoxville does stunts, he says "fuck it". It's about not thinking more than it is about thinking.

The ambiguity is much more painful than her saying no

>> No.7186430

>>7186398
>>post on a thread just to tell everyone about how much of a christian you are
>What a faggot
ikr jesus
Talk about wanting to press away insecurities obviously multiplied by the religion itslef.

>> No.7186436

>>7186426
God damn dude that sucks and that's not fair. I wish you all the best, sincerely, and I hope you find your way.

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>>7186290
So you heard about r9k from Reddit and decided to lurk around other boards that might fit you?

>> No.7186441

>>7186426
My condolences.

>> No.7186445

>>7186350
>Objectivity is collective subjectivity externalised and I'm in tune with my gut which means values exist in one ontological status or other.
What does this have to do with Nihilism?

>> No.7186447 [DELETED] 

>>7186436
Thanks man, I appreciate it. Cheers

>> No.7186450

>>7186438
Look ma I still believe int he sky fairy,-- Am I right?

>> No.7186460

>>7186265

>ever since I subscribe to ideology X, I feel happy 100% of the time

Why do people keep posting this type of nonsense?

Let me tell you a little secret, no one is happy 100% of the time. There are times in everyone's life when they are extremely sad and depressed. In fact, this is a good thing. If dramatic events occurred and you just stayed as happy as always, people would probably wonder whether you needed psychological help

In your dumb little post, you've shown that you're either a liar, or mentally ill

>> No.7186462

>>7186450
>lel spaghetti monster
>Christians blown the fuck out

>> No.7186466

>>7186436
>>7186441
Thank you both, I really appreciate it.

>> No.7186469

>>7186460
23 The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.

2 He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters.

3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me.

5 Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over.

6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord for ever.

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>>7186250
>>7186250
A lot of my sadness comes from a seed of self hate that has been buried very deep within me, and has not been wrenched out. I am never content, or happy with myself. It is very easy to remain sad when glancing into a mirror ruins a good mood.
Lately, I've been hoping that God will come into my life somehow, but I can't see him. I'm epileptic and I have a torn muscle in my shoulder which I don't have the means to repair surgically. I'm getting slowly addicted to painkillers. Don't take painkillers, you'll realize how sad you really are when you're sober.

>> No.7186490

>>7186469

Again, you can keep spouting this shit, but it won't save you from uncertainty in life, which everyone, including you, will have to face up to.

If you assert that now that you've read the Bible, life will be some kind of happy la la land, you'll be in for a very unpleasant surprise

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>>7186250

>1.because people get paid a lot of money for making shitty youtube videos

>2.because women write YA novels that make a lot of money

>3. because im poor and hate those people that make shitty youtube videos and YA novels


How do I look past all this horrible and time we live in and just create? Even though bullshit like that will be infinitely liked more than anything with actual meaning and depth?

>> No.7186492

>>7186466
If it makes you feel any better it sounds like your troubles, which mind you everybody experiences, are only multiplied because from your psyche you receive fewer impetus to actions based on experience of past, some might even be glad to have such fewer directions from the psyche though of coarse I say that without actually comprehending it fully without any actual experience of it. All that being said, exercise (among many other things) relieves the spirit, so to speak, it does wonders for distraction from any potential inactivity of psyche input. Good luck bud. I need it to.

>> No.7186505

>>7186490
22 The light of the body is the eye: if therefore thine eye be single, thy whole body shall be full of light.

23 But if thine eye be evil, thy whole body shall be full of darkness. If therefore the light that is in thee be darkness, how great is that darkness!

>> No.7186507

>>7186337
I have a girlfriend. I'm also unfulfilled, becoming addicted to painkillers, and was in a much better state of mind as a single man. Having a gf is a nice status symbol and can be helpful when you sink into sadness, but ultimately it is overrated, expensive, and develops into an emotional crush. Feeling sad and going to her to feel better is the equivalent of giving a man so that he may eat for a day. Training yourself to defeat your emotional pain is to train yourself how to fish so that you may eat everyday.

>> No.7186525

I am severely, severely addicted to porn. To the point it feel like what i imagine heroin addicts feel like when they are not on heroin is the same as i feel when not watching porn

>> No.7186533

>>7186525
I'm not necessarily advocating that yourbrainonporn shit but I believe that free and easily accessible internet porn is a massive hidden social danger in our society. I believe it is FAR more harmful than the general public believes

>> No.7186539

i simply failed
i followed my dreams, did my best, and it didn't work out. i put it all out there and unequivocally was found lacking. i am not as clever as i thought i was, nor am i even clever enough to manage to fake it. if i look at it objectively, i was deluded and this isn't depression talking, this is simply the fact of the matter. some people simple fail. so i failed at achieving anything meaningful in my life in terms of creating art or doing anything i find remotely fulfilling; but i also failed romantically.
i found one person who i connected with, and did everything i could, and they left me, because i was lacking. they're not to blame, i genuinely was lacking. and no one has got close to me since, and i wouldn't even want to try any more
so basically now i live a grey hopeless life that is endlessly humiliating until i'm allowed to die

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>>7186539

>> No.7186545

>>7186533
yeh, it's gotten to the point where i know i'm harming my family, wasting my life and doing a lot of damage to my brain -i can barely string a coherent thought and my ability to visualise is gone- and i continue to do it

>> No.7186553

>>7186545
>fapping yourself stupid

cheers for the kek m8

>> No.7186556

>>7186505

Keep spouting. You'll be thinking of me when you're in deep shit and your Bible has no answer for you

>> No.7186557

I've always thought I was a sort of kafka or dostoevsky but I'm slowly realizing I'm just a sappy weak tosltoy

>> No.7186559

>>7186539
Jesus man... I'm sorry. How old are you? How can you be so sure that nothing is to be done?

>> No.7186568

>>7186525
>To the point it feel like what i imagine heroin addicts feel like when they are not on heroin is the same as i feel when not watching porn

I doubt it m8. Heroin withdrawal is one of the most painful physical experiences one can endure.

>> No.7186574

>>7186539
don't you die on me

http://mohamedrabeea.com/books/book1_10558.pdf

>> No.7186575

>>7186559
i'm in my 30s now. i feel like i've naively put myself out there enough and it's more painful to do that and fail every time than it is to just stay home and numb it with alcohol and wait out the remaining years of my life

>> No.7186576

>>7186250
I have no life.

It has taken its toll, and it is progressing beyond being depressed. I'm losing my mind.

>> No.7186578

>>7186539
What were your dreams?

>> No.7186579

>>7186556
Seriously bud you're spooked to hell. Just look at this fantasy you've constructed from a couple of Bible quotes.

>> No.7186584

>>7186539

boo hoo pity party

it's only failure if you give up

>> No.7186586

>>7186584
well i have given up, so it is failure. your appraisal of me is correct
>>7186578
eh, i don't feel like getting that specific

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>>7186586
there's at least one person reading this thread who knows exactly how u feel bro

>> No.7186600

>>7186553
lel

>> No.7186607

someday a real rain will come

>> No.7186623
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7186623

I'm not really sad. I'm just numb and go through life unconsciously.

Go to work, come home and shitpost/read for a bit and then sleep and repeat.

>> No.7186640

>>7186607
yeah this fucking fake rain all the time is bullshit

>> No.7186647

>>7186623
Shut the fuck up and write a book if you have any worth if not just shut the fuck up. Or instigate riots, but shut the fuck up.

>> No.7186649

>>7186250
i miss my friends

>> No.7186654

>>7186250
I'm sad because I have been coming to terms with the loss of my previous world view.

>> No.7186657

>>7186647
Shut the fuck up

>> No.7186665

>>7186250
my best friend cut me off

>> No.7186672

>>7186654
This is stupid. You do not lament the loss of a previous worldview but the loss of the possibilities of that worldview. The worldview itself having been succeeded by your current one implies it is superior, in your perspective that is, granted you are a logical being that is.

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>>7186250
Lost interest in anime which was my only hobby, /a/ used to be my main board and now I just feel lost without all my friendos I used to shitpost with.

I'm trying to fix this by getting into literature and exercise/lifting but honestly I feel like complete shit.

Also, I seem to developed anxiety recently and sometimes it gets so fucking bad it manifests physically and my eye fucks up(everything blurs and my vision has TV-static in it,) and I sweat buckets. I wouldn't even mind if it was only social anxiety because I just worry about random,innocuous shit for no reason. Not to mention no one gives 2 fucks about me and I'm a fat,ugly fuck but it hurts to get reminders.

>> No.7186691

>>7186665
I'm guessing you deserved it but you don't see it that way because you're selfish and unlovable.

yes?

>> No.7186738

>>7186684
Anxiety sucks man
Just remember to take slow deep breaths and try to control your mind
Obviously this is easier said than done

Fight hard to not run from situations that make you anxious

>> No.7186742

>>7186691
i am in a lot of pain

>> No.7186748

>>7186665
Cut you off from what?

>> No.7186753

>>7186748
communication

>> No.7186756

>>7186748
Themselves, as you probably know, a person forms their self trough others, especially so for long friendships, the friendship ending means a person loses a segment of themselves, of their self.

>> No.7186779

>>7186756
It could've been drugs or money or something

>> No.7186790

>>7186258
East coast? DC has sucked for over a week.

>> No.7186799
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I don't know whether to commit to extreme scheduled hard work while cutting internet time wasting out of my life or an unscheduled do what I feel routine. I feel like the first one is being cucked by capitalism and the second a licence to wage my time on there internet like i do now. I feel like I have potential. I feel like I can learn the skills that will let me catch opportunities.

The only people I talk to, lit, are a bunch of spook believing idol worshippers.

Despite being fit and confident about every aspect of myself except maybe my face (which tends towards thuggish ugly, I think / hope) I have no idea how to get sex / dates from girls my age. I've done loads of prostitutes but I want normal sex. I have no friends, no social circle etc. I've seen mountains of advice saying approaching girls IRL is what le alfofa as le fuark guys do, and mountains of other advice saying that it's bs.

>> No.7186800

>>7186779
idk maybe
didnt even tell me why
just told me to go away

>> No.7186801

>>7186800
lol, i'm sorry bro, really

>> No.7186806

>>7186799
the road is made by walking anon

if you have no idea how to do something and it is not fatal, just do it

>> No.7186822

>>7186672
Superior in the truth sense but not superior in the emotional sense, at least not immediately. I can change that, and am doing so, but it's a slow process that will doubtless receive several setbacks.

>> No.7186839

>>7186347
Being a virgin is humiliating if you let it be humiliating. Sex feels no different from masturbation unless you're with someone you're in love with, so believe me when I say you're not missing out. This histrionic fixation on getting laid that people on this website have is so peculiar. Literally no one in the real world cares when someone lost their virginity.

Stop giving a shit about sex and it will happen. Try talking to girls and being honest to them about your feelings. You'll be rejected eventually but there are worse things than that.

Just get off fucking 4chan. Go to class and talk to people. It isn't hard. The only thing in your way is yourself, and the attitudes and self-pity you've picked up from here.

>> No.7186843

>>7186801
thanks anon

miss you myshkolnokov

wherever you are

>> No.7186859

>>7186839
>Literally no one in the real world cares when someone lost their virginity.

Yes they do, every young person cares about it. Half the drinking games people play at uni have to do with sex, talking about sex, telling secrets and so on and being a virgin and having it be known is something that gets laughed at. simple as that. No it's not the end of the world but when the conversation is always centred on sex and girls with the majority of people you talk to it just becomes unenjoyable to talk to them. simple as that

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I'm sad because at age 24 I've been left by two wives.
My cat died. My pet rats died.
My family doesn't speak to me.
I was recently fired from my job of eight years.
And I just bounced my rent check.

However, I just bought the Tale of Genji translated by Seidensticker I found in a used bookstore so it all balances out.

>> No.7186872

I want to become a saint but don't know if I can change

>> No.7186879

>>7186872

Read Blake and Kierkegaard.

>> No.7186885

>>7186872
Sainthood by definition is something that can never be achieve as you're alive (and therefore finite and sinful).

>> No.7186901

>>7186445
Nihilism asserts objective values as phony. So it is said God is dead. No such thing as morality or meaningfulness on the only relevant level - objectively. But with objectivity seen as collective subjectivity externalised, objectivity hardly transcends over and beyond subjectivity in terms of what is true. Objectivity essentially means it is more conventional than subjectivity. It's the same kind of reasoning that promotes democracy over aristocracy. Collective consensus, in other words, represents the average opinion. I don't find this standard of authority permissive so I won't bow beneath consensus and consequently won't pan out a nihilist. I see value inherently in my experiences in the form of extremely real gut-feelings. The sole fact that they are subjectively meaningful renders me and nihilism an impossible relationship.

>> No.7186903

>>7186885
*achieved

>> No.7186907

I'm really epileptic and it sucks. I can't sleep for seizures. I can't drive for seizures. Everything cannot happen because seizures.

>> No.7186910

>>7186907

What about medication? I have seizure disorder and I manage okay. Have you considered Klonopin?

>> No.7186912

>>7186907
>I can't sleep for seizures.

You wake up in the middle of the night becaue seizures? That's awful.

>> No.7186916

cuz let's be real, life kinda sucks

you work and work and suffer and if you're lucky, maybe you'll have some fleeting happiness

>> No.7186920

>>7186885
Feeble definition

>> No.7186921

The prospect of me working a 9 to 5 and stressing about real world shit for the rest of my life with none of the perks of living like a normal person (such as an SO and a vibrant social life) kinda just makes me wanna bow out tbqh

>> No.7186925

>>7186250
My lit degree got me nowhere...

>> No.7186926

>>7186921

My opinion on bowing out has always been this: If you're willing to do something that drastic, why not go do something incredible? Empty your bank account and go to Japan so you can sweet-talk some kawaii honeys. Run away to New Mexico and work as an extra on all the movies they film out there. Drive to the Google headquarters and demand a job.

Also, on top of all this, there are plenty of PRN jobs that you can do that bypass the 9-5 thing and, anyway, I find that the daily work schedule gives some sort of structure to my otherwise aimless adult life. Maybe you will, too!

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>>7186859
>Yes they do, every young person cares about it

No, literally no one cares. I have experience in this realm. I don't just whine about not getting laid on /r9k/. I talk to girls. They have no expectations of having good sex. Women have sex to be close to someone. Most men who have sex regularly are in it for themselves, and couldn't find a clitoris if their lives depended on it.

Once you get out of high school, nobody even talks about sex like that. No one laughs about it. No one thinks less of someone for not having it. If you're attractive and nice, women might even use that as an excuse to fuck you. That's what happened to me.

Guys are obviously different about sex. It's neurotic for us, and our neurotic behavior is self-reinforcing. We have sex for the orgasm, and focus on that during the process. When we talk to each other about it, we make shit up. If you've talked to a guy about sex, I guarantee half of his stories were flat out lies. The solution is obviously just not to talk to other men about it, unless you know they don't treat it as an obsession. Insisting on sex, rather than personal intimacy and love, prevents you from forming the relationships that you're really seeking out in the first place.

Self-pity will get you nowhere. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and take steps to improve who you are. Women aren't ignoring you, you're just scared.

>> No.7186941

>>7186491
Perhaps stop looking for meaning? Meaning is an abstract idea that someone made up. Meaning only exists for physical objects (Why is the chair over there? I pushed it.). Looking for meaning is like an addiction, it's turtles all the way down.

>> No.7186944

>>7186916
Life does not suck until you say so. Change your attitude change your life.

>> No.7186950
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The internet has become far too important to me and I worry constantly about my shit breaking and not being able to go on 4chan.
I always feel lethargic,sleepy and anxious.

I wish someone would fucking put me out of my misery.

>> No.7186963

>>7186944
yeah man, i'm sure the chinese sweatshop workers working 70 hour weeks for a dollar an hour just need to convince themselves that they're happy and it'll magically happen

>> No.7186981

>>7186936
You keep telling me how I am and how girls are as if you have some clear knowledge of girls that little old me can't fathom. I've talked to girls, I already told you about uni and how it's worked so I don't know why you keep ignoring the facts i'm telling you. It's not self pity because i haven't said 'i can't' 'i'm unfuckable' or anything close to that I've just told you what happens. So when you say 'No one cares' after high school that doesn't quite work as I've literally experienced them caring after high school.

As for your bollocks about people not caring about virginity there are even studies which show that people care the general consensus being guys see it as something shameful to get rid of and girls seeing it as a gift and something to give to someone worthwhile. People care about it, I honestly don't know what world you're living in if you think that no one does.

Also there are plenty of girls who seem like they want to get off, it's not just about 'being close' and it has to do with status a lot as well. Whereas guys will tend to fuck anyone that looks good.

Also, if you imagine that the general consensus is that most girls would react the exact same to a self confessed 20-30 year old virgin as they would to a guy who's fucked 100 girls as they would to a guy who's been in a string of solid relationships you're living in lala land. Girls care about your sexual past and it makes sense that they would. It gives an indication of what you're like. The same way they care about your job. Of course it's not all they care about but they care and it's not a bad thing, I'm not on Le Elliot Rodger streak of doom, this is just how things are.

>> No.7187007

>>7186981
It sounds to me like you're a child in high school. That or you associate with imbeciles who still think like children. Either way, grow the fuck up.

>> No.7187013

>>7186981
You should date girls anyways, just don't bring up your virginity until you find one you're really getting along with.

The thing girls find unattractive about virgin guys is they fear him becoming a clingy fuck, they're going to hurt his feelings if they leave him in the future etc.

If you're just trying to pop your cherry in a fling than that shits hard.

>> No.7187031

>>7186250
>ctrl+f

girl: 19
sex: 19

Hmm. . .

>> No.7187056

>>7187013
Good advice, the problem now is not really in getting girls but that I am depressed, the prospect of sex doesn't excite me. When I'm with girls I can kind of put on a 'charismatic guy' persona which tends to work but I am always distant because of big trust issues and because I feel like a fake because i have to mask the fact that i'm intensely depressed when i'm with them, if i did what came naturally i'd just say nothing and ignore them which is what i've now come to do.

First step is to stop being depressed... somehow

>> No.7187073

>>7187056
Feel you bruh. Depressed myself. I find going out and getting shit done despite myself helps immensely. Guess girls can come later for you; right now you'd probably only attract beta chicks who aren't seeking anything valuable/serious.

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>>7186250
She loves another

>> No.7187122

>>7187111

Do you realise you wrote a short story that beats out Hemingway's "For Sale: Baby Shoes, Never Worn"?

>> No.7187125

Right now because I asked her to come over, she said she was too tired, but she actually went to some party

>> No.7187130

>>7187122
damn

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>>7187122
no one appreciates my neo-post-hemingway
thanks anon

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>>7187125
Later tonight/in the morning after:

>and then i told him i was too tired!

>> No.7187145

t1d1.tumblr.com

>> No.7187155

I'm ashamed that I'm basically a drop out and I have cut off pretty much all contact with my old friends because I can't bear explaining/lying about my situation.

>> No.7187164

>>7187155
damn are u me

it's worse when they all ended up going to elite universities

>> No.7187166

>>7186912
Multiple times. And I can't get to sleep in the first place because seizure every 10-15 minutes, awake again.

Seizure clusters have so far lasted up to 8 months, and I'm getting real sick of chronic sleep deprivation.

>>7186910
Klonopin? Doesn't work. Clobazam? Doesn't work, makes me aggressive. Diazepam? Doesn't work, makes me aggressive. Lamictal? Doesn't work, nausea. Epilim? Doesn't work, nausea. Keppra? Doesn't work, nausea. Tegretol, doesn't work, nausea. Topamax, doesn't work. Nupentin, doesn't work. I'm on a combo of Tegretol, Nupentin and Topamax at the moment, and I get like 10% less seizures.

Drug-resistant epilepsy is the worst.

>> No.7187181

>>7187137
>>7187137
>with naked women
Probably with naked guys

>> No.7187182

>>7187155
>>7187164

in exactly the same position

>> No.7187197

>>7187181
Please, that picture was taken by the man who gets as much pussy as he wants and all the girls want him

>anon: H-hey, would you like to go out tonight? I have a fun night all planned and ready!
>her: no, sorry i'm too tired. goodnight!

>other guy: wanna get fucked up by some drugs and my cock?
>her: omg yes yes yes