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6211987 No.6211987 [Reply] [Original]

how to get past existential depression?

>> No.6211991

Try listening to epic music

>> No.6211992

>>6211987
Suicide.

>> No.6211994

>>6211987
Smoke cocaine

>> No.6212001

The Greeks

>> No.6212004

Realize that life has no meaning or value, and thus is not worth fretting over.

>> No.6212013

>>6211987
Why is this depressing you?

>> No.6212026

>>6211987
By imagining Sisyphus happy.

>> No.6212029

>>6212004
yep this, roll your own meaning

>> No.6212037

>>6212013
it's hard to explain. i don't find existing a self-conscious being particularly valuable

>> No.6212099

acceptance
live life as it fit
nothing deserve to be sad
drug is not a suitable solution
just watch The Mask 1994
i'm high as duck

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>>6212037

>> No.6212121

>>6212108
>#YOLO

>> No.6212125
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6212125

As someone who has suffered from existential depression for years, all I can say is, find meaning in the meaningless, embrace fully the pit that envelopes us all. It is only once you can see the beauty in both sides of an argument that you can see clearly.

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>>6212108
2deep4me

>> No.6212129

>>6212037
What value do you need?
You have this life, sure there's no defined goals, but you are free to make them up as you go along.
Value as in Shakespeare? Meh, who needs it? You can have short term value to others, say, in a family unit. Owing emotional or financial support and all that, but since you have just the one life, treat yourself right primarily. You are your own value.

>> No.6212130

How does one reach the point at which one is so sick that existence ceases to justify itself?

Forget all notions of radical freedom or creating your own meaning. Simply experiencing one point of existence, in grasping the temporal flows of change and the eternal laws that drive temporal modalities should be enough. Existence needs no justification.

>> No.6212136

>>6212125
>embrace fully the pit that envelopes us all
But it's a globe.

>> No.6212139

>>6212130
No *transcendent* justification.

>> No.6212163

">>6212136" I'm gonna need some evidence before I believe that.

>> No.6212171

>>6212129
it's not that everything is meaningless, if there were a definite purpose or goal for life then I think that would be even worse, to be constrained by that. and i'm aware that any 'value' is transient. part of it is being a part of a huge society and culture full of 'madmen' that doesn't face the absurdities. all we need is distractions. i almost feel like ANY pursuit is, at it's root, an attempt to limit consciousness, to turn your back to the void. and all of my attempts to sublimate this despair, in a career, relationships, in art, religion, writing, or pleasure, are overlaid with this pessimistic outlook that consciousness itself is a tragedy.

>> No.6212212

>>6212171
How are turning our back to the void? We grow in it.
>...are overlaid with this pessimistic outlook that consciousness itself is a tragedy.
It's pessimistic to think "consciousness" requires stewing about the futility of life 24/7. It's there. Now; enjoy.

Epicurus, etc.

>> No.6212234

create your own way of life so the problem cant even arise or avoid the problem submerging yourself in a purely physical enjoyment until your body starts wrecking.

>> No.6212263

>>6211987

"Kierkegaard solved this problem before existentialism began (which is ironic being as how he's widely considered as the definitive proto-existentialist).

God (and by default therefore, meaning) is exactly the lack of God in the universe. That is the form, understanding the content therein is more or less enlightenment. And that's the real problem of the disease called existentialism. It turns out to be practical, clinical, psychotherapeutic. In order to escape existential descent, you must become enlightened. Full stop. In order to evade the fall after the precipice, you must grow wings.

And that is why existentialism and nihilism are mental illnesses rather than proper philosophical positions. Even the most secular academic versions of either are just the contemplation of suicide, starring into the body of the drop from the edge."
- Anonymous

>> No.6212299

>>6212263
Why would you ever save that anons quote?

>> No.6212350

>>6212037
Then do something you enjoy. Biking is hella fun.

>> No.6212364

>>6211987
Go outside. Put yourself in situations where you have to interact with new people. Be part of a group larger than yourself.

This is a cliche but at this point in my life I am confident the only cure for existential angst and dread is togetherness and love. At the end of the day nothing matters except for what you have done to enable yourself to experience these two things.

>> No.6212371

Try psychedelic drugs.
Listen to lots of music.
Visit your local art gallery.
Read some GOAT literature.
Learn a new language.
Go travelling.

5-HTP is good for helping to overcome depression.

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>>6211987

>> No.6212382

>>6212350
I love you, /lit/ motorcycle guy

>> No.6212385

>>6211987

Therapy, anti-depressants, change.

>> No.6212395

>>6212299
Because I know it bothers you.

>> No.6212400

>>6212374
wat

>> No.6212413

>>6212400
;^)

>> No.6212433

>>6211987
wanting to

>> No.6212435

>>6212400
Imagination.

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>>6212374
>>6212400

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>>6212435
I love you Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ.

>> No.6212519

>>6212435
U r da butter 4 my toast <3

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>>6212519
She/He is mine.

>> No.6213144

>>6212456
I understood the other one but I feel like I'm missing something on this one.

>> No.6213157

>>6213144
Life is a stage?

>> No.6213158

>>6212456
this kafkaesque shit is making me uncomfortable tbh

>> No.6213160

>>6211987
dont, just read la chute already or kierky or something

>> No.6213161

Hedonism is fun.

>> No.6213168

>>6212171
beaudrillard han

>> No.6213172

>>6213157
That's... way too shallow.

>> No.6213179

>>6211987
You can't get past it. Existential depression is the selective pressure agent in post-cognitive evolution. Anyone with a mind fit to negate its own affirmation is a threat to the survival of the spirit. You must hold-up in respect for the delusions of others who will suffer without you. Take anti-depressants in the meanwhile.

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>>6211987
Drink some ayahuasca.

>> No.6213204

>>6213179
>muh Geist

>> No.6213215

I've been depressed so much that I no longer feel bad.

Sort of like one builds up a resistance to drugs, and they have to ingest more and more to feel an effect, I just no longer feel depressed most of the time.

Although I'm not sure if the emptiness I feel is preferable to feeling morose.

>> No.6213217

>>6213179
>>6213204
Is that quote from something?

>> No.6213219

Just stop overestimating your thoughts. You do not know anything. You're dumb. You're awfully dumb. Just embrace your foolishness, and stop believing your dumb irrational thoughts of superiority which are just justifications of your own steadfast foolishness. "I am dumb, therefore I must convince myself that there is no point in life so that I can deny my dumbness". But no, still dumb.

>> No.6213224

>>6213215
I've been depressed for so long that I no longer feel bad. I just feel a general sense of irremediability. And It's terrible. No, that's not the answer.

>> No.6213225

I guarantee you whatever distress you're feeling doesn't come from philosophical questions. You're intellectualizing an emotional problem that stems from somewhere more personal in your life.

>> No.6213256

>abooboo you're just feeling sad, eat some pills :<
Welcome to /lit/

But seriously, read The Conspiracy Against the Human Race

>> No.6213273

>>6213256
>read The Conspiracy Against the Human Race

Great book, and I'm glad I read it, but I can't exactly say it made things better. If anything it might have made things worse.

>> No.6213280

>>6211987
Go out and do things.

You cannot think yourself out of an existential funk, you can only work out of it.

>> No.6213286

>>6213280
This. Get a job and move out OP

>> No.6213292

>>6211987
You don't. Enjoy the ride :3c

>> No.6213300

>>6212350
I did that when i was depressed. Riding for life.

>> No.6213317

What I find fantastically agitating is that I cannot with absolute certainty determine whether an event is sheer coencidence/chance or has a pourpose, a meaning, some thing that was meant to be. Take for example the situation I am in currently. I've never suffered from existential depression, ever, until just recently, just tonight in fact due to the objections to my theistic world view. I've struggled between nihilism(the undeniable conclusion if you accept atheism) and theism. Having my theistic views and footing taken out from under me I feel hopeless, I feel existentially depressed, and have ben for hours leading up until now. BUT WHAT A COINCIDENCE! that tonight of all nights, the night I log into 4chan of all places, and visit the /lit/ board which i have never visited prior, that I would find a thread dealing with existential depression. I am uphauld and inclined to believe that this was not an act of chance, that this moment was Meant to be, this moment has importance, this thread has true meaning to my life(as silly as that may sound), that something transcendent is trying to make me realize something. But struck down and in denial at the same time that this could have Ben completely due to chance, the variables or so great and the chances are so low that for it to be true this was a coencidence is so irrational to accept. Yet here I am stuck in a position of confusion, agitation, and hopelessness. What can I do to make my self accept one of the two possibilities? That either the things we witness that seem like they have importance are just fantastical shows of sheer accident. Or the consistent and layerd amount of seemingly accidents are important, they are means used by something transcendent to communicate with us subjective beings. Please /lit/ elaborate

>> No.6213332

>>6213317
No events were ever meant to be. You happened to click on the literature board, read a thread about theism, and convinced yourself that this chain of events was meant to happen, because it comforts you in some way.

I think you should consider carefully what you are actually feeling when you say you are suffering from "existential depression".

>> No.6213476

>>6211987
Become religious/spiritual.

>> No.6213480

>>6211987
Graduate high school

>> No.6213481

>>6211987
Love something more than yourself

>> No.6213486

>>6213317
sometimes people find things that correlate to other things. There's a lot of things and sometimes they're similar.

>> No.6213496

https://vimeo.com/104193227

>> No.6213502

>>6212374
>>6212435
man in a Meaningless world, creates his own meaning.
In a way, this Meaning that we create for ourselves can create great despair if what in reality contradicts our meaning.
But we have a radical freedom to change our own meaning. A prison is only a cage if you make it one.

>> No.6213509

why are fuckers always trying to 'get over' feeling bad

you're finally having an accurate response to your situation and the first thing you think of doing is putting the blinders back on

you're weak, and you'll never join me in the ranks of the great empaths of our epoch

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>>6213509

>> No.6213529

>>6213509
Who the hell does this faggot think he is?

>> No.6213540

>>6213509
I actually agree with this. So many threads on /lit/ dedicated to 'getting over' existential horror. It's like you finally see things as they are so you freak the fuck out and want to 'go back', per se, instead of bearing witness or dying a martyr.

He's right, humans are unflinchingly weak.

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>>6213502
Which is what I got from The Stranger.

>>6213540
I prefer it.
I want more life, in fact.

>>6213523
It's a trilby.

>> No.6213572

activate the pineal gland

>> No.6213575

>>6213567
>I prefer it.
>I want more life, in fact.

That's only because you're not intelligent enough to understand it.

>> No.6213583

>>6213572
Fantastic delusions are still delusions.

>> No.6213587

I fear I will one day inevitably kill myself out of existential depression. I'm not convinced of it, it's not set in stone that I will do this, it's just a lingering sense that my end will come with suicide, no matter how much I manage to raise myself from it. No matter how deep I go. No matter how strongly I connect to the planet around me. I will falter.

>> No.6213599

>>6213587
Suicide is a top-tier death. Only the true master of his own will can achieve it.

>> No.6213607

>>6213583
I realize more than you give me credit for. Your bent is just wrong-headed.

I faced my first crisis some years ago, my personal death hit me, but I bounced back with an improved perspective on life. Recently I got hit with a second crisis. This was my having to face the idea that I'd see the death of my own species. I might miss it, but I may very well see an early death due to it.
So what else is new. I grew up in the shadow of nuclear war in an apocalyptic Christian household. I bounced back. My mission in life is a doomed one. But my head is right. It's a doomed mission because all the wrong-headed people like yourself. Our doom is a self fulfilling prophecy. I shed a tear for you all, but it's with a knowing smile.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPdBfBq-gkA

>> No.6213612

>>6213599
Skydiving on acid at age 110

>> No.6213617

>>6213612
"once more round the hamster wheel!"

no thanks, gimme a tight rope and a short rope

>> No.6213624

>>6213607
>the end of life
>a bad thing

KEKING ALL THE WAY TO THE BANK. HELLO LITTLE DNA MOLECULE, HOW ARE YOU ENJOYING CONTROLLING YOUR PUPPET?

>> No.6213625

>>6212385
don't do that.

>> No.6213639

>>6213624
Oh I want an end to my life. Eternity sounds horrifying. I just want more than this.
Which is why I try to take in all the arts and history I can. Why i read.

>> No.6213643

>>6213625
le defense against change face

>> No.6213645

>>6213639
do you ever look outside your window and see a spider liquefying the insides of a bug while it's alive then sucking them out of gaping holes in its exoskeleton and think about how that's been happening for longer than you can comprehend and the amount of suffering in the universe temporarily overwhelms you and it feels like your brain is being dipped in acid and then your biological defense mechanisms kick in and tell you it's all good now go cum in a vagina? but all you can think about is the spiders and the tapeworms and the 10th floor is starting to look mighty friendly?

>> No.6213654

>>6213645
you sound like the type of person who tells people about his triggers

>> No.6213657

>>6213643
>medicine can help dealing with existential issues
It can't. It will only make you sleep, fat, or it will make you sick for real. I wasn't clinically depressed (bipolar) before taking some.
>therapy isn't a fraud at all
They only want you to sit on their couch every week. The purpose of a psychanalyst isn't to help you, but to make you feel like you have problems that require you come back to him/her. The only effective therapy is self-analyzing paranoia to the point where you analyze your own conscience and what words it uses, when, to dismantle it so you can be free. This is one of the points of psychedelics : making your conscience silent and weak, because you throw up if you keep listening to this bitch.

>> No.6213659

>>6213654
you sound like a monosyllabic mouth-breather who is on the wrong board

>> No.6213661

>>6213639
>Eternity sounds horrifying.

Why?

>> No.6213664

You are an appendage to your germplasm. Every one of us is a slave to our genes. If any kind of moral or emotional appeal can be made on the basis of common decency and empathy, it is this: don't have children. Those of you who have been to the bottom and back, or are maybe still there, know the depths of the human condition. Choosing to bring someone else into existence without having consulted said person is perhaps one of the most immoral things you can do. So the only recourse is to have enough respect for your children to not have them in the first place.

>> No.6213674

>>6211987
roll dubs

>> No.6213676

>>6213657
this guy knows what's up. my parents are trying to get me to take meds while i try and get them to read zapffe. there's so much distance between us, i think it's irreparable

>tfw plebeian happy parents

>> No.6213677

>>6213645
>...a spider liquefying the insides of a bug while it's alive then sucking them out of gaping holes in its exoskeleton and think about how that's been happening for longer than you can comprehend...
I can comprehend that, yes. And I eat meat too.
It's a game of give and take. Much suffering. We could have done better, but there are those wrong-headed folks who think the status quo is so great they'll defend it to the death and lie to all of us and themselves.
Changing it, fixing it, is my mission. Why skip out early on this fabulous adventure?

...Do you have kids?

>> No.6213678

>>6213639
answer me
>>6213645

what are you doing that makes that one bugs death worthwhile, let alone the millenia of death that stretches out before our arrival

>> No.6213684

>>6213676
Keep in mind they want you to take some because they're worried about you and probably don't know what to do to help you. But meds have more chances to take you away from them (both mentally and physically) than anything.

>> No.6213685

>>6213567
I know it's called a trilby. I'm using the campus library computer, so I don't have my folder of reaction images. I just downloaded the gif when I posted it.

>> No.6213692

>>6213684
oh i definitely know what their intention is, it's just trying to explain that i don't feel the way i feel for no good reason is difficult because they do not read and aren't versed in philosophy. they think people who feel sad have a disease.

>> No.6213698

>>6213677
you're deluded. it can't be fixed. it can only be stopped. read zapffe

>> No.6213704

>>6213692
What are you gonna do?

>> No.6213709

>>6213704
kill myself in the next year or so

>> No.6213710

>>6213661
Where's your head at?

Imagine you are immortal. You see all your friends and family die. Further, you see your species die off. You wander around the global catastrophe, name the roaches you befriend. In your madness you try to make paper so you can write that novel... Carve out a home someplace. Then the meteor hits. You get caught in some lava, eventually dig your way out. Try to drown yourself a few times, but you're always washing up on shore. FINALLY the sun goes nova. Death, you say, bring it on. But no. You end up spinning around in the cold vacuum. Forever.

>> No.6213713

the solution is buddhism

No, i'm not kidding

>> No.6213714

>>6213709
but that's selfish
is there anything that can't let you live?

>> No.6213734

>>6213714
is it? they brought me here without asking me, is it wrong that i leave without asking them? why should i suffer for indeterminate years on their behalf? everyone has an inalienable right to their own life

and no, there is nothing that exists or could possibly exist that would make me ok with being here. we as a species are doing nothing and will continue to do nothing until we die out.

>> No.6213739

>>6213710
I, the idle deity in the eternal wait, would be still of want a minute more 'till departure all, than to be cursed with mortality's flash.

>> No.6213740

>>6213698
I'm not actually. I did mention it's a doomed mission. And that's sad
But you're delusional. You don't need to stop it. Death comes to us anyway, individual and species wide. But like any parent I wanted them to live on, just a bit more. Just colonize the solar system at least. It could have happened.

>>6213692
>they think people who feel sad have a disease
It's definitely wrong-headed. Chemically and philosophically. I wish I could help.

>> No.6213751

>>6213317
You're probably the messiah.

>> No.6213752

>>6213740
>Death comes to us anyway, individual and species wide.
Hello 20th century.

>> No.6213756

>>6213740
>Just colonize the solar system at least.

why? what's the point

in all honesty i don't think you know what suffering really is. you seem like an outsider looking in on suffering as opposed to someone who has actually been there in the thick of it.

>> No.6213757

>>6213714
>killing yourself is selfish

There's nothing more selfish than forcing someone to stick around who truly doesn't want to. Nobody asked to be here.

>> No.6213758

>>6213734
it's only a matter of point of view.

>> No.6213760

>>6213740
haha it's genuinely depressing to see someone caught in the throes of their programming like this. you'd go on suffering forever if the universe would let you. you're a broken machine.

>> No.6213766

>>6213756
>in all honesty i don't think you know what suffering really is. you seem like an outsider looking in on suffering as opposed to someone who has actually been there in the thick of it.

Of course she doesn't know what true suffering is because she's never experienced it. She's

1) a female
2) a tripfag
3) and a pseudo-intellectual

whoring for attention on an online Cambodian photo bazaar. The worst day of her life was probably when that jackass at Starbucks made her McMochafrappacino incorrectly.

>> No.6213768

>>6213756
I was going to go on about living in that better anarchistic world, but cut it short.
Why do you bring up a "point" with me? Why do the grandparents want the grand kids to go to college etc. I love you all, damnit.

>>6213757
I wouldn't force anyone in either direction, but don't use that bullshit line "I didn't ask to be born"

>> No.6213769

>>6213757
If he has 2 living parents then the odds are against him, killing himself will ruin 2 lives, while continuing to live only ruins 1. If he only has 1 parent, it's even, and he should be allowed to kill himself.

>> No.6213771

>>6213760
Said the broken machine.

>> No.6213773

You do that. You get past it. Just get over it who cares like really who gives a shit.

>> No.6213774

[
>>6213760
Said the broken machine.
]

>> No.6213775

>>6213768
Elaborate why it's bullshit.

>>6213769
My whole point was that no parent truly cares about their children just by virtue of the fact that they became parents. If people took a moment to consider the feelings of other people, perhaps they wouldn't jump into parenthood so readily. People don't have children for the sake of the child, they have them because they want to see a little version of them running around and it gives them an ego boost to look at what they made. There is of course an evolutionary reason for this and all you're doing is romanticizing your biological programming, much like the delusional tripfaggot upthread.

>> No.6213778

>>6213768
i ask for a point because in order to achieve your goal of colonising the solar system an extraordinary amount of suffering is going to have to take place, so you at least better have a good reason. but you don't, because you can't. there is no reason for any of us to be here doing anything. there is a very good reason for us to stop.

>> No.6213784

>>6213768
and furthermore, you don't love anything. you have no idea what love is. if you did we wouldn't even be having this conversation

>> No.6213789

>>6213773
I care

>> No.6213790

>>6213784
>and furthermore, your parents don't love you. you've never been loved by your parents so you have no idea. if your parents did love you we wouldn't even be having this conversation.

>> No.6213800

>>6213775
It's true people bring children into the world for selfish reasons, and often in hard times. They do it for various reasons, but you do not exist till after a certain point. and even then its not fully formed. How are they to know you'll have a chemical imbalance?

>>6213778
>>6213784
So now space exploration means suffering, and love is only known to those who want mass extinction. You are not clued in, anon. You are running on fumes and putting yourself in a world of hurt. I really wish I could send the feelings I have for you to try on.

>> No.6213802

>>6213790
no parents love their children, if they did their children wouldn't exist

>> No.6213805

>>6213800
>How are they to know you'll have a chemical imbalance?

They don't, which is why they should think long and hard before potentially dooming someone to a hopeless existence. Any decent human being would have the self-control to opt out.

>> No.6213806

>How are they to know you'll have a chemical imbalance?

>there's a 'correct' state of chemical balance in the brain

fuck, you're stupid


>>6213800
>So now space exploration means suffering

yes. how could you possibly not know this? anything we do will involve suffering.

>and love is only known to those who want mass extinction

correct

>> No.6213809

Why are you spastic faggots having a conversation with butters, she's legitimately out of her mind

>> No.6213811

>>6213805
And even more despicable is when people like the anon upthread accuse you of being selfish for considering suicide because god forbid you cause the two people who brought you here without your consent a little bit of emotional trauma before they eventually forget about you - and the immense pain that caused you to do such a thing - and get on with their lives.

>> No.6213813

>>6213800
>You are running on fumes

Don't know about the other guy but I have an inordinate amount of drive now that I see things as they are. I do way more to prevent suffering than I used to. You don't know why you want to colonise the fucking solar system, you don't even know why you are alive. You're just doing stuff because you're here, it's pathetic. You'll come around, though. The only difference between optimists and pessimists is time.

>> No.6213821

>>6211987
You're just bored

>> No.6213825

>>6213778
the key is to stop caring about other people's suffering, and just focus on making yourself feel good

these ideas wont matter to yyou, for example if you are nodding on opiates

really, why care about others and their suffering? it is not your problem

>> No.6213828

>>6213825
that's what everyone is doing already, that's why the world is a terrible place. we are trying to cure it. i don't mind having a life of suffering if I can save others from the same

>> No.6213830

>>6213821
Probably just this. Too much time to think might lead to existential depression.

>> No.6213832

>>6211987
> tfw no gf
> mebbe I should commit le suicide
Do it, faggit.

>> No.6213833

>>6213830
>Too much time to think might lead to existential depression.

lol what does that say about being happy

>> No.6213835

>>6213832
back to /b/, pal

>> No.6213837

>>6213833
Thinking isn't inherently good, therefore do whatever pleases you best

>> No.6213838

>>6213480
kek

>> No.6213839

>>6213837
pleasing yourself isn't inherently good

>> No.6213842

>>6213802
And you lecture on love.
>>6213806
You're deranged. Go and die already.

>>6213813
>You'll come around, though. The only difference between optimists and pessimists is time.
You've never heard "why does one climb a mountain?: Because it's there"?
You're thinking of death way too early in life. Go strive for nirvana or something. I swear all you are some weak willed Christian fools.

>>6213825
Oddly enough, I care. I just have to accept their deaths.
The poverty they live through I want fixed, but these deranged people don't want to lift a finger to help. "Oh it's impossible! Its too hard! It wont work! I can't" Weak. Weak excuses.

>> No.6213844

>>6213839
Epicurus, m80

>> No.6213845
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>>6213839
You're right, but in a world where nothing is inherently good or bad why do anything other than what you perceive to be good?

>> No.6213846

>>6212037
that's because you are not currently having a valuable experience

so find a way to make your present experience valuable and worthwhile. eg, druhs, sex, music, could be anything you enjoy doing. putting your attention on your negative thoughts isn't a valuable experience, so either create positive thoughts (imagine a happy scenario and put your attention on that) or find something in your sensory experience tat feels good, and yo don't want it to go away, and put your attention/awareness on that. you are currently creating negative thought experiences and focusing your attention on them, which will make your experience seem like you want it to go away, but you mus realizing that YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF THESE THOUGHTS AND IN ACTUAL FACT YOU ARE ALWAYS ALREADY 'WILLING' THEIR CREATION. So create positive thought experiences, or find something in your sensory experience that's worthwhile, and shift your awareness from your negative thoughts, onto that. so now your experience will be valable

>> No.6213849

>>6213845
because i'll torture your ass 2 death if you don't stop making people suffer

>> No.6213853

>>6213842
'haha, you're fuckin insane butters, you crazy slut"

"NO UUUU! YOU'RE ALL DERANGED LEL DEATH TO ALL HUMANS, BUILD SPACESHIPS FROM THEIR BONES JUST CAUSE LOLOOOL"

>> No.6213856

>>6213845
What he perceives to be good is depressing people online in hopes of getting them to commit suicide.

>>6213849
English, please.

>> No.6213859

>>6213853
You're losing it. Maybe you need sleep.

>> No.6213863

>>6213856
you know, for a stirnerist your mind is 100% enveloped in sp00ks. it's quite interesting. i can't even count the number of naturalist fallacies and argumentum ad populums you've made in this thread. your arguments more or less boil down to "hey look at this social norm anon isn't cohering too lol"

>> No.6213876

>>6213856
>What he perceives to be good is depressing people online in hopes of getting them to commit suicide.

You're really getting indignant about that after you literally just told someone to "Go and die already" not ten posts ago? Your Cluster B female hysteria is boring and played out.

Instead of trying to understand the suffering of others you'd rather enforce your worldview onto them. This idea that you are entitled to make other people's choices for them - complete and utter disregard for anyone's feelings but your own - is why we are all here right now debating the merits of suicide instead of happily never having been born. On top of that you would call them cowards for considering another option, albeit a final one. You don't care about anyone but yourself.

>> No.6213883

>>6213317
that's not existential depression

>a couple hours of abloo bloo god might not exist and also coincedences therefore transcendent being is sending you messages sounds more like the symptoms of schitzophrenia to me

>> No.6213890

>>6213863
I live as I do because it pleases me.

>>6213876
>Instead of trying to understand the suffering of others
He's (you?) has made it pretty fucking clear. There's a brick wall of self impotence erected there and no one is allowed to talk him out of it. Is he for real even? Is it just a troll? It's sad in either case, and I can do nothing. My example does worse than nothing. It offends his ego that I should live happily yet in knowing of all the shit the world continues in.

>This idea that you are entitled to make other people's choices for them
Now you're making shit up.
>You don't care about anyone but yourself.
Why didn't you thank me for telling you to go and die?

Go and sleep.
/thread

>> No.6213892

>>6213863
>implying a Stirnerist has to appeal to egoism in all arguments
Why would a Stirernist be spooked from appeal-to-spook just because they don't personally believe in them?

>> No.6213895

shit thread

>> No.6213914

>>6213890
you really are fuckin' dumb

>> No.6213920

>>6213828
saving others from suffering makes you feel good

like I said, why care about suffering that you do not experience? why is there somehow a connection between others suffering and then *therefore* it must be prevented

there is no necessary cinnection between the two.

others suffer immensly, but this does not bother me, I have my own sffering to deal with, and other people/the world is not my responsibility. I'm free to do what I want

>> No.6213927

become aware that life is nothing over and above what you are experiencing

>> No.6213964

>>6213920
this is why i'm killing myself. have fun living in a world with things like this person

>> No.6214005

>>6213713
This is one of the few reasonable answers here. Instead of wallowing in self pity like most the people here it's probably best you do what this guy says.

>> No.6214022

>>6213645
I had a similar experience but a completely different reaction. It was 4am in the morning and my friend and I are drinking a couple of lazy coronas as we're talking about life, coming down from a very long LSD trip. and I take him to my garage to show him my pet praying mantis, only to notice that its hollowed carcass was lying on the floor of the bug catcher and the crickets that were its food were crawling around over it like it didnt exist.

What I took from it was a very visceral understanding of social Darwinism. The strong live and the weak die, but the crickets found a way to become the new strong, and so the once proud mantis, king of the insects was nothing but a fucking carpet for these lowly crickets...

So man, fuck being a pussy ass bitch, take responsibility for yourself... You can't change the hand you're dealt with, but you can sure as hell play your cards the best you can.

>> No.6214029

>>6214005
there's like 10 individual people espousing buddhist principles ITT then the rest saying the world is sunshine and rainbows. learn how to fucking read faggot

>> No.6214041

>>6214022
stick your naturalist fallacy up your urethra you mongoloid. i hope someone eats you alive

>> No.6214047

>>6214022
>/b/-tier platitudes draped in pseudo-machoism 'man up bruh' ideology
>keeps a praying mantis as a pet

literally kill yourself

>> No.6214050

>>6211987
smite your spooks

>> No.6214053

>>6214022
Why are there people this retarded on my /lit/?

>> No.6214054

>>6213895
Guess which post was mine, Hallica :3

>> No.6214058

either do whatever the fuck you want, as in fuck girls and do drugs and sings songs. anything that makes you feel.

or devote your life to science, if mere joy is below you.

>> No.6214060

>>6214058
>science

lmao. i meant to say philosophy, OP

>> No.6214062

>>6214047
>literally kill yourself
I wont, because I dont want to, if you would like to feel free.
>>6214041
oh, now the truth is a fallacy for some reason? Is "the strong live and the weak die" not correct? Are we to sit there and constantly mollycoddle people who literally CREATE problems in their own minds because they think too much and live too little? Being brooding and ruminating doesn't make you smart, it makes you insufferable.

>>6214053
Excellent come back, my man.

>> No.6214076

>>6214062
go to back to /b/ lol you're out of your depth here my child

>> No.6214078

>>6214062
>all these spooks

You're a cutie. Tell about your life, who you are and what you believe.

>> No.6214085

>>6214062
>the truth

you've got to be kidding me lmao. what board did you migrate from?

>> No.6214097

>>6214062
>Is "the strong live and the weak die" not correct?

No. Unless you define strength as ignorance and weakness as intellectual honesty.

>> No.6214117

>>6212435
>ideology
ftfy

>> No.6214120

>>6211987
Read Hegel you absolute troglodyte.

And don't read him thinking he's going to cure your weakness, when you can understand him you'll stop being stupid enough to say shit like this.

>> No.6214126

Hi existential crisis people

Quick question, is this correct usage of semi colon?

Give it a try; you might enjoy it!

Thanks

>> No.6214136

>>6214126
there is no correct usage welcome to post-modernism faggot

>> No.6214138

do what you like and like what you do

>> No.6214155

>>6211987
Do you have any love, hates or passions?
Do you derive enjoyment from anything?
If you answer no to all then that is true existential-nihilistic depression. If there is a yes then you can derive meaning out of those things if you try.

>> No.6214159

>>6213713
I agree.
It is quite a well established end point for existential despair in the West, I dont know why this does not get pointed out more often.
Just look at hermann Hesse's writings.

>> No.6214162

>>6214076
>>6214085
haha, yes! Being condescending without offering an actual response, my absolute favourite kind of discussion!

>>6214097
What you define as "intellectual honesty" is what I was referring to as those who create problems that aren't there by ruminating due to their lack of actually living and try to feel enlightened and intelligent simply to cover the fact that their supposed depth and critical insight is really just a front for their toxic life philosophy born from leading mediocre existences that never exist outside of their comfort zone.

>>6214078
I believe life has no meaning. This is not a bad or a good thing, its just a thing. No matter how you try and intellectualize or rationalize your beliefs, positive or negative they are still just stories that you tell yourself. All humans will weave themselves fiction of some degree, because there is no delusion or truth, ergo existnetial depression is illogical and inefficient, though I understand in the same way some people can't have a beer without having 20, some people can't think about this heavy stuff without being brought down by it. These are those that I define as weak, those doomed by their own inferior inner working mechanisms. They aren't sensitive or heroes, they aren't enlightened, they are merely delusional fools in the worst way. Give me a 'dumb' person with a zeal for life than some hopeless "intellectual" that is really just addicted to introspection.

>> No.6214174

>>6214162
dude, seriously, go back to /b/ people with your severely malnourished intellect. you are not welcome among the patricians of /lit/. i can tell by your tenuous grasp of the language that you do not even read

>> No.6214180

>>6214174
Just because English is my second language doesn't weaken the content of my argument. You can be as eloquent as you want but I haven't heard you or anyone attempt to argue with me with any sense of substance.

>> No.6214185

>>6214162
8/10 trolling, you'll get many bites. i love the sardonic way you captured the essence of an anti-intellectual retard fumbling his way through a philosophical discussion, akin to a blind man navigating a maze

>> No.6214189

>>6214180
Don't even bother man

>> No.6214190

>>6214162
>What you define as "intellectual honesty" is what I was referring to as those who create problems that aren't there by ruminating due to their lack of actually living and try to feel enlightened and intelligent simply to cover the fact that their supposed depth and critical insight is really just a front for their toxic life philosophy born from leading mediocre existences that never exist outside of their comfort zone.

>this borderline insane level of projection

>> No.6214194

>>6214185
>akin

Wanker.

>> No.6214219

>>6214180
>Just because English is my second language doesn't weaken the content of my argument.

Sure it does. When you can't accurately convey your point it weakens your argument. Your whole post is a fucking mess. An amalgamation of various pre-programmed, embittered responses to what I can only assume are ideologies with which you've had trouble acclimating in the past.

>What you define as "intellectual honesty" is what I was referring to as those who create problems that aren't there

You need to clarify what you mean here. If someone's value system clashes with their perception of reality that is a problem; it's not synthetic, they aren't lying- there is a divide between their ideals and the world. This same divide is what is causing you to argue against these people now, the divide between your values and theirs.

>their lack of actually living

What is 'actual living'? Arbitrary things that you label authentic or useful? I'm afraid you need to be much clearer with your terms or it's impossible to respond. The rest of this sentence runs on with various ad hom accusations regarding the motivation behind supporting an ideology rather than any attempt to address the ideology itself (which I am convinced you do not understand fully or perhaps even partially).

>I believe life has no meaning. This is not a bad or a good thing, its just a thing.

That's fine, few here would argue for an objective meaning to life. People are putting forward their subjective interpretations of life and defending them with reason.

>because there is no delusion or truth

You contradict yourself in two ways here: firstly arguing for an 'incorrect' way to interpret reality and secondly by claiming those you are denigrating are, in fact 'delusional fools'.

>give me a 'dumb' person with a zeal for life than some hopeless "intellectual" that is really just addicted to introspection.

Finally, we arrive at the reason you're in this discussion: you are attempting to defend your feelings of life as a positive in the face of those would reject this interpretation from a moral standing.

The fact that you're genuinely preaching against introspection alone is enough for me to doubt the sincerity of your beliefs. You willingly admit to be ignorant about the basis of your own beliefs while simultaneously deriding those who have searched themselves and their value system for a cohesive and agreeable way to look at existence. In short, you shoot yourself in the foot yet again.

>> No.6214237

>>6214219
Aspie detected.

And op, to cure existential depression, quit viewing yourself as some highly gifted person suffering from their highly seld aware self.

>> No.6214247

>>6214237
lol did you really think we wouldn't know it was you posting with your unique brand of butchered english? i am not surprised your only response to a thorough and precise accord of your idiocy is an insult. your beliefs are fuckin' shallow, matey. do some introspection some time.

>> No.6214258

>>6214247
huh? I think you have me mistaken for someone else. I'm just some other idiot to lazy to spellcheck who cringes at your comments. /lit/ really is filled with some of the most delusional psuedo intelects on 4chan

>> No.6214260

>mfw this thread

Eh, you can't really discuss depression online, no matter the community. The funny(yet obviously tragic) paradox of that phenomenon is that everyone feels so wounded by having been depressed before that they become offensive towards the subject and everyone mentioning it due to so much fear and anxiety regarding it

Maybe half a percent of people out there that got/are getting past their depression can say anything constructive about it without losing their mind and suddenly getting all miserably ignited inside, and therefore offensive on the outside

Not like I'm in that 0.5% OP, I'm already in this weird state when thinking about it and in 15 mins from now I'd probably be writing bitter nonsense down

So yeah, godspeed. You can do it though.

>> No.6214262

>>6214247
And feel free to correct my spelling and grammar if makes you feel better

>> No.6214282

>>6214155
See that's the slippery slope. What happens when you start resenting your joys because you can't find any worth in them, or anything?

I like life, but can't think of a reason I should.

Consciousness was a mistake. It prospered as it allowed better problem solving, but existence doesn't have a solution.

That or I was born to early in the evolutionary/technological piece. Imagine a day where a meaning or way to transcend physicality is found, if even it will be. That is what I will be thinking on my deathbed.

>> No.6214284

>>6214258
>I think you have me mistaken for someone else

No lol you're the retarded faggot who can't think, write or defend his spastic beliefs

>>>/b/

>> No.6214287

>>6214260
>all this projection

I don't know what pleb circles you operate in but pessimistic outlooks are as patrician as it gets and nobody I have ever met in real life was 'offended' to be identified as someone who saw life as a bad thing

read more

>> No.6214290

>>6211987
inject copious amounts of weed almost every day

>> No.6214302

>>6214287
>pleb
>patrician
>identified
>read more
>all this projecting and misinterpretation
like, what b8 score did you expect to receive?
don't say you hoped for more than 3.5/10

>> No.6214316

>>6214237
>>6214247
This is not me, I would never disrespect somebody who would give me a decent answer in this way.

>>6214219
>Sure it does. When you can't accurately convey your point it weakens your argument. Your whole post is a fucking mess. An amalgamation of various pre-programmed, embittered responses to what I can only assume are ideologies with which you've had trouble acclimating in the past.
Ok point taken, if it is a communication error then I can only strive to improve my english in the future. Reviewing my post though, I can very well see how I have misrepresented myself.

I think instead of refuting your points which if I may be humble are mostly valid, I would like to re-iterate myself, since i feel that anger has coloured my opinions in a way that I feel significantly detracts from them. I am not anti-introspection, but I liken 'experience' and 'introspection' to the digestion process, ('eating' and 'digesting' respectively) While I believe that a glutton who only eats and does not appreciate his food misses a life that can be potentially more fulfilling due to appreciating it with more depth. On the other hand, it is one who introspects too much without "eating" and trying new things to increase his pool of experience who often falls into the trap of existential depression due to excessive rumination that lacks the necessary positive stimuli to naturally bring one to a positive mindset regarding life. At this point, I'd like to make a special exception for those whose depression is cause by chemical imbalance and thus the source of the mindset as opposed to their mindsets being the source of their depression.

I also find that people who think pessimism implies mindfulness and intellectual-status tend to be pretentious in the most real sense of the word. Since I believe that life is inherently neutral, I don't see why one would resign themselves to a defeatist philosophy without trying to justify an easier and more comfortable (albeit far less satisfying) life.

I don't encourage ignorance by any means, but I believe that when it comes to such philosophical and subjective territory, then one's beliefs are essentially constructed fiction. It makes no sense to weave negative fiction, when they could make it positive, especially when either side is both valid/invalid due to inability to objectively prove these worldviews to any reasonable degree.

>> No.6214451

>>6211987
Life has no meaning and it shouldn't have one. Stop looking for it. What you should do is to see the world as rightly as you can. There's a lot of awful stuff, but there's also some nice (e.g. woman, or man, whatever you prefer). Just get outside, meet someone new.

I notice that a lot of times suicidal thoughts appear when I get to much of myself. When I'm thinking that everything is about me. At those times I try to remember that I'm here not only to receive pleasure but also to give. Go visit someone from your family, talk to them, learn something about them. Get outside of yourself.

I guess you already thought about it and decided that this is a sentimental bullshit and it won't help. But think about what's stopping you from even trying.

That's that. In the end, I don't know anything about you OP, so I just tried to give advise to myself, if I was in situation like you.

(Sorry for my bad english)

>> No.6214582

>>6214451
>There's a lot of awful stuff, but there's also some nice

I fucking hate this viewpoint

>> No.6214598

I've discovered the ULTIMATE way to live life.

I redpilled myself with nihilism long ago, BUT I maintain a steady routine of saturating my senses (such as exercising to release endorphins) to take my mind off it most of the time. I get the satisfaction of knowing the truth about existence, while not being a suicidal and debilitated NEET.

It's awesome bros.

>> No.6214616

>>6211994
>wasting your coke by smoking the hcl

>> No.6214619

>>6213183
Best post on this board.

>> No.6214629

The Price Of Existence Is Eternal Warfare. If you want to be a dog, ill treat like you like a dog.

>> No.6214642

>>6213219
This doesn't make sense. You can't change reality by thought.

>> No.6214709
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You'll get through it

>> No.6214736

>>6213317
You are the chosen one.

>> No.6214753
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6214753

Make an enemy. Join a group that hates them. Sports, politics, fandoms, a clique at work or school. Doesn't matter. Hatred dissolves all worries.

>> No.6214938

>>6214582
>I fucking hate this viewpoint
Why so m8?

>> No.6214952

>>6212108
Why is Proust cutting Karl Childers' hair?

>> No.6214965

>>6214952
>Proust

It's very obviously Assad.

>> No.6214998

Shift your focus from how little you matter to how little your problems matter by virtue of being your problems. It's a matter of perspective.

>> No.6215035

>>6214998
Personally I don't find that to be particularly helpful because one of the biggest problems it feels like I'm wrestling with in regards to this is feeling like I'm shut out from something. True your problems don't matter because ultimately you don't matter but that doesn't magically remove your problems. They're still there, and at the end of the day you're still stuck with them while still having to face the fact that you don't really matter. It's like knocking someone's ice cream cone out of their hands and then socking them in the face for good measure.

>> No.6215444

>>6213317

Lolz. As a fellow theist, I can say that all things happen for a reason. God is everything.

The transcendent is not a separate entity, and no you're not 'special' that 'he' communicates with you. It is the hangover of the religious dogma of the time it was created-- of God as the master and the human as the slave. It is easy to fall into this trap of thinking, and this is why I think a lot of people today lean towards an atheist worldview.

However, the paradox is that one has to SURRENDER to life in order to transcend it. Really, as a 'mere' human there is nothing we can do to-- for example to change the temperature of the sun, or to visit to another galaxy (at least in our lifetime). In a cosmic scale we are just, very tiny conscious creatures. Once we acquiescence this fact, we let go of our search for meaning in the PAST (liberal arts) and FUTURE (technology) and appreciate the TRUTH which is THE PRESENT. Once we accept our limited capability, we find that the universe opens up to us in ways we could have never realized holding on to an egocentric mindset.

>> No.6215478

>>6211987
Concern yourself with purely artistic and aesthetic endeavors in order to attain an authentic Being.

>> No.6215493

>>6213219
Hahaha this guy has a decent point

>> No.6215517

>>6213587
I know exactly what your talking about man, and what I have to say is that philosphy did not end with Nietzche, and your world view will not end with Nihilism. Its a phase most everyone goes through at some point in there lives, and though life will never quite be the same, it wont all be downhill from here. Life is meaningless and purposeless, but meaning is ultimately a meaningless word. Youre here, and the ideas of that being a "good" or "bad" this are conpletely irrelevant at this point. If existence has no meaning, why is any less preferable to not existing? You'll be dead eventually, theres no reason to race there. Enjoy the road while your driving down it.

>> No.6215520

>>6215444
>God as the master and the human as the slave
You don't understand what that means. (Because slavery hasn't existed for a 150 years and the social context of that institution is now lost.)

The gist of that idea is the complete opposite: if you're a slave to God then you cannot be a slave to any mortal man, not even the highest and most powerful king. It's a statement of profound emancipation, not of submission.

>> No.6215523

>>6211987
Becoming a cynical asshole. It worked for me.

>> No.6215528

>>6211987
accept existence

>> No.6215532

>>6215035
Whats stopping you from fixing your problems?

>> No.6215540

>>6212456
> LSD the comic

>> No.6215541

>>6215520

I agree with you. I was trying to address previous posters' thoughts on 'the transcendent talking to him'

>> No.6215543

I want to kill myself just so I can prove I am master of myself. But i'm too weak. Now I just live stuck in life, and i don't enjoy anything. I don't have any passion, whether that be happiness or hatred. What am i supposed to do about that?

>> No.6215546

>>6213567
that's what the stranger would be about if it was written by sartre, you fucking plank

>> No.6215548

>>6212385
/Thread

>> No.6215549

Deny the existence of a problematic existence
Surrender to that through wich your self stablishes its identity
Forget that through which your self stablishes its
Embrace grief

>> No.6215558

>>6212385
>taking antidepressants
Weaklings

>> No.6215560

I don't get the point of making yourself better

if you want to die, then do it, no one but you should be able to convince you otherwise

everyone says that it must be a mental illness and take meds and have therapy but dying sooner rather than later means nothing, so why not do it if you want to

>> No.6215562

>>6215549
well thats some vague bullshit

> Surrender to that through wich your self stablishes its identity

Identity can come from a million different sources, usually social. So surrender to your mom and dads religion and start believing in the zombie?

>> No.6215568

>>6215560
Cus you wanna kill yourself cus u dont enjoy life but its very possible to enjoy life if you do something about it. Therefore, improve yourself instead of moping around and writing edgy anime poetry.

>> No.6215585

>>6213713
>>6214005
>>6214029
How do I get to know more about buddhism? Do you have any books to recommend?

>> No.6215732

>>6214054
cant but who are you??also there was only 1 l

>> No.6215782

>>6214022
you can absolutely change up the card deck/your hand anon. pretty much everyone is too afraid to face the unknown and the consequences of doing so.

>> No.6215783

>>6212026
Mah nigga.

>> No.6215790

>>6213657
This. So much this. Run as fast as you can away from all the quacks that call themselves "therapists". Not even bankers or lawyers are as big of hypocrites as these assholes.

>> No.6215794

>>6213713
Buddhism is not without its legitimate criticisms, but I give it credit that there is tremendous insight in many of their beliefs. It is definitely worth studying in depth to gain a greater insight into the human condition and how to approach it.

>> No.6215812

>>6214598
There's something to be said for this. I think that nihilism is ultimately the only philosophy that can be scientifically justified as real and not just some wishful thinking bullshit.

That said, nihilism is not a very good way to live one's life. So know the truth, but do whatever you must to take your mind off of it.

>> No.6215830

By reading and finding meaning and purpose through the accumulation of knowledge and the appreciation of the art of fiction.

>> No.6215887

>>6212263
This.
I would even say that this was dealt with in the bible.
The book of ecclesiastes for example.

>> No.6215899

>>6214616
>implying he said cocaine HCl

>> No.6215931

>>6212263

Could we please stop using emphasis phrases like "full stop"? It makes you sound like you're timid, and don't expect to be seriously listened to.

>> No.6215946

>>6213183
don't listen to him.
I smoked some salvia extract an year ago and now I am messed the fuck up. I think that our reality is a part of a bigger one and that the world is actually different pages of reality ( which I saw) that represent your life choices, being turned all the time. DO NOT INTO HARD HARD HALLUCINOGENS !!!

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>>6213317
It doesn't have to be divine intervention to be meaningful.
Things can only happen one way, God created the universe to be so, and not only has he created the universe, but he exists here and now, and permeates our entire being.
Everything that should exist, does exist; nothing exists that should not exist, and nothing has been left out from creation.
It's like the grandest song.
Maybe to an atheist there is a such thing as coincidence, but I never saw it that way.
"Coincidence" brings into play a mental picture wherein some other event could have occurred instead of the one that did occur.
This is one of the hugest pitfalls of relativist thinking.
I am not being fatalistic here either, God gives us a sovereign will for a reason as well.
Everything is as it should be.
And no I'm not saying this to make myself feel better, in fact, this line of thought has thrown me into an existence where every day is like some hellish nightmare.

>> No.6215994

>>6212350
Good point camus

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>>6213144
>>6213158
>>6215540

>>6213157
I feel like it's a meta interpretation of the comic itself, as the reader is the equivalent of an audience watching a play; very René Magritte

>> No.6216008

>>6212171
>i almost feel like ANY pursuit is, at it's root, an attempt to limit consciousness, to turn your back to the void.
that was the crux of the only acid experience i've had so to read that sentence just gave me sketchy flashback vibes. it was terrifying and miserable and probably the 'most real' thing i've every felt

>> No.6216022

>>6213183
Good luck trying to get some outside of South America or maaaybe Central America. Powdered DMT is much cheaper and easier to come by. Take it with a MAOI inhibitor and you'll have a trip comparable to ayahuasca. Harmala is a popular MAOI.

All that being said, don't start with DMT. It's insane even for experienced drug users. Start with mushrooms, assuming you've smoked pot before, and then maybe LSD, peyote, maybe research chems if you're okay with the risks. Then after years try DMT without the MAOI and then with one.

>> No.6216050

>>6213540
But when one actually bears witness to it as objectively as one can, the existential horror fades away into peace.

>> No.6216068

>>6215946
But there are theories that genuinely question this in Physics. I have a huge existential crisis whilst studying Physics at A-Level, when we started looking at Quantum mechanics. How stuff is never really in one place, and there is this form of uncertainty and chance. How particles may be testing every possible configuration, which is how we attempt to comprehend things.

The thing that really tripped me up, which was partially explored in Slaughterhouse 5, is the idea that time does not exist and is instead a construct that we have applied.

>> No.6216078

>>6212099
i'd like to smoke marijuana without having panic attacks because of my depression man. It's feels bad and i don't want to do antidepressants.

>> No.6216091

>>6215975

What if someone jumps in front of a train to prove to himself that he has a free will, despite wanting to live?

He´s essentially sacrificing his life to prove he has the choice to kill himself regardless of whether or not he wants to die.

How does that fit within the deterministic view?

>> No.6216126

>>6216078
Buy a bike and go cycling. Are you into music at all?

>> No.6216160

>>6212299
Cause he's spot on

>> No.6216166

>>6216126
without music life has no meaning, i like music from the 60's hahaha, but i think that i feel bad and lonely because i deny my human condition which tells me to look for a gf.

And yes, i have a bike but i never use it tbh

>> No.6216194

>>6216068
The way I saw it in salvia space is ughm
Imagine a sheet of paper, it's 2D right? Alright, now imagine that that sheet of paper is actually 3D and that you can enter it? Good. That sheet of paper is a portal to a single moment. Now, what I saw is millions and millions sheets of papers containing your life and your perception getting stacked and flipped and the weirdest shit is that you visit every single one of those and you feel this gravity wave. Also the room you are in while tripping is seen in those sheets, it's just that now you are seeing it in 4D + you are not seeing it as looking at a cube from the inside but like a weird optical illusion, that it's actually a cube from the outside.

tl;dr Salvia makes you think that ''reality'' is only a part of a bigger reality, and that THIS reality is actually sheets of ''perception/life/time'' paper stacked and flipped.

>> No.6216210

I'll let you know when I do.

>> No.6216223

>>6216091
He is willfully subjecting himself to physical phenomena that would reprimand him of his will.
This is why suicide is a sin.
As for whether or not he has succeeded in proving that he has free will, I think he has.

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>>6216166
Exercise is definitely key for trying to overcome depression. Also it can be nice to just get outside and ride around a park or by the river (assuming you have these nearby).

I know that feel bro. Part of me feels like I should be going out and trying to find a gf, but the other half of me feels that I need to sort my job situation and university first...

Here's a nice song for you: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FUkwzLeJ3YY

And here's a nice piece of artwork to look at

You should consider buying some 5-HTP. It's a precursor and intermediate in the synthesis of serotonin by your body. There isn't a whole load of research to prove its effectiveness, but I've been taking it for the past couple of weeks and it seems to have helped me out. My mood is much more elevated the majority of the time now than it was before. Even if this is a placebo, something has still changed for the better.

>> No.6216296

>>6215585
http://keithdowman.net/guestpage/patrul_advice.htm

http://www.amazon.com/Nagarjunas-Madhyamaka-A-Philosophical-Introduction/dp/0195384962

http://santipada.org/aswiftpairofmessengers/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/A_Swift_Pair_of_Messengers_Bhikkhu_Sujato.pdf

http://turtlehill.org/ths/dilgo.html

http://www.amazon.com/Buddhism-Attitude-Tibetan-Seven-Point-Training/dp/1559392002/ref=sr_1_9?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1425332440&sr=1-9&keywords=Lojong

http://www.amazon.com/Great-Path-Awakening-Cultivating-Compassion/dp/1590302141/ref=sr_1_2?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1425332440&sr=1-2&keywords=Lojong

http://www.amazon.com/Mindfulness-Plain-English-20th-Anniversary/dp/0861719069/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1425332559&sr=1-1&keywords=mindfulness+in+plain+english

http://www.amazon.com/Tibetan-Book-Living-Dying-International/dp/0062508342/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1425332595&sr=1-1&keywords=tibetan+book+of+living+and+dying

http://www.bluedolphinpublishing.com/BeyondMind.html

http://webdelprofesor.ula.ve/humanidades/elicap/en/uploads/Biblioteca/bdz-e.version.pdf

https://www.scribd.com/doc/221320529/Four-Dimensional-Time-in-Dzogchen-and-Heidegger

http://www.academia.edu/1401569/The_Elegance_of_Enigma_Quantum_Darwinism_Quantum_Bayesianism_QBism_and_Quantum_Buddhism_In_Pursuit_of_a_Quantum_Middle_Way_
Buddhism is huge and encompasses various philosophical movements, it has more primary source texts than all other religions combined. These are just a start from off the top of my head. I have over 7k Buddhist texts and themed philosophy papers in my digital library, and it is just a drop in the bucket.

>> No.6216302

>>6216194
So your advice is to stay small minded and ignorant of the how the world potentially is to avoid an existential crises? lel

>> No.6216306

here's how to get over depression
step one listen to death metal
step two pace around your room and start breathing really heavily like you're about to lift something really heavy in the gym
step 2b make a business plan
step three make $10million
step four make $100million
etc.
pretty easyt

>> No.6216317

>>6216194
Have you read "Flatland" by Edwin Abbott? Sounds like a pretty awesome trip tbh.

>> No.6216324

>>6216008
> it was terrifying and miserable

that is fear of the void caused from ego-clinging and a total misapprehension of what the void is, this is a well identified stage in Buddhist visionary meditation and something that is considered a delusory obstacle

when the void is properly apprehended and one assimilates into it, there is just existential plenitude, freedom, satisfaction, and unlimited happiness

read Timothy Leary's The Psychedelic Experience, despite some of his mistakes, he got that part right in his discussion of the primary clear light.

>> No.6216330

>>6215812
>that can be scientifically justified

kek

>> No.6216587

>>6216022
>Good luck trying to get some outside of South America or maaaybe Central America.
Eurofag here, you can legally buy it in shops.

>> No.6216629

>>6216022
I am from USA and I order the bark online for the cheapest of prices, you can order the caapi too...so it really isn't hard to find at all.

Depending on where you live you can just get it yourself for free, a version of the bark is easily obtained in Hawaii and the grass is found in local parks in huge quantities where I live.

>> No.6216652

Go outside.

>> No.6216723

>>6216652
What if you live right in the centre of:

LONDON
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>> No.6216740

>>6216587
It is just as legal to purchase in shops here in U.S.

>> No.6216749

>>6216587
You must be Dutch.

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>>6216749
Correct, but I believe you can order that kind of stuff online in most countries as well without any problems.

>> No.6216841

>>6212263
How is this position not simply a form of denial? According to this, faith is what gets you out of the crisis. Well, duh. If I rationally think and come to the conclusion that everything is meaningless, then as a response to that just flat out deny rational thought altogether and claim that I am "enlightened," what does that accomplish?

>> No.6216873

I've found existentialism to be sort of comforting personally. Whenever I'm extremely stressed out about things I have to get done I just remind myself that nothing I'll do in my life, good or bad, will matter in a few decades. It usually calms me down pretty well.

>> No.6216892

Fall in Love

>> No.6216950

>>6216892
love is bourgeois

>> No.6216965

My 2cents.
Felt existential depression for about 10 years. Every single day is battle. Some battles are much easier than others.

I don't mean to sound pithy. I don't have things figured out. But I experience peace more often than I did.

Learn to relax, and find contentment with what is. If you feel anxious, feel it. Sad, feel it. Hiding only makes it chase you.
I am not totally sober, but I know that drugs and booze whip up negative mental trends in me.

My advice is design your life. Not goals so much as a way of being. A lifestyle. Than fake it till you make it. And fight like its a fucking grudge match.

Me being in 4chan right now is a mental lapse of weakness. I know this, yet here I am.

The day I strive for. Check surf/surf first thing. No surf- than zazen 20 minutes minimum. Yoga or lift weights for 40-60min. This morning component is crucial for me. I typically feel a peace for the rest of my day.

Than I write in come capacity for 3-5, usually breaking it with a lunch break.

Eat only healthy foods. If I eat shit, my mind gets depressed by the way my body feels.
I only ejaculate in the evenings. Day emission will depress me for the rest of the day.

If you start new habits, it will exhaust you. Thats ok. Do your best. Five 2 minute meditations still equal ten minutes. Five pushups add up to a hundred throughout your day. It's a fight. Best of luck. Oh, and try not to philosophize.

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>>6216950
arranged marriage is bourgeois, love is anarchist

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>>6216965
>Oh, and try not to philosophize.
Depends on type of philosophy.

>> No.6217038

>>6217012
anarchism is bourgeois

>> No.6217050

>>6217018
>try not to philosophize.
>Depends on type of philosophy.

In my experiences of practicing life, the philosophies that become self evident are much more valued than my years of philosophical speculating. A hen in the hand is worth two in the bush.

I do have a soft spot for Epicurus.

>> No.6217060

>>6214938
because nothing 'nice' that exists or could possibly exist would make the bad 'ok'. We aren't doing anything here.

>> No.6217069

how about STOP BEING A WEAK LITTLE BITCH TRYING TO 'GET OVER' YOUR TRUE FEELINGS ABOUT LIFE AND ACCEPT IT YOU CUNT NUGGET. JESUS CHRIST YOU PEOPLE ARE PATHETIC.

>> No.6217076

>>6217050
Yes, Epicurus is a practical lad and his philosophy is mostly therapeutic.

>> No.6217110

>>6211987

Get laid.

>> No.6217117

>>6217110
And risk bringing another consciousness into this world of meaningless suffering?
No,thanks.

>> No.6217118

>>6217110
>being unintelligent

top kek

>> No.6217125

>>6217110
for some people an animal act punctuated by an orgasm doesn't alleviate existential angst.

>> No.6217129

>>6211987
Why is meaninglessness depressing?

>> No.6217431

>>6217118
>implying people who get laid are unintelligent

top kek

>> No.6217478

>>6217431
No lol your reading comprehension is atrocious. I am saying people who can get over existential malaise by getting their dick wet are unintelligent, you dense, dense faggot

>> No.6217488

Quick question

So you recommend giving into bodily pleasures such as sex and drugs, but what about video games?

>> No.6217496

>>6217488
I recommend embracing the feeling of not being ok with what is happening here and to stop looking for distractions and cop-outs like the rest of the weak plebeians

>> No.6217505

>>6217488
Video games are a great distraction,that is if you can get interested enough in them.
>>6217496
What's the point of embracing the feeling of not being ok?

>> No.6217514

>>6217496
It's absurd no matter what you do, so how can one time waster be objectively better than the other

>> No.6217522

>>6217505
>What's the point of embracing the feeling of not being ok?

Doing things to make life better like informing people it's a bad idea to reproduce and talking people into suicide.

>> No.6217531

>>6217522
Those things wouldn't make life better for me,they'd only prevent future suffering.

>> No.6217550

>>6217531
yep. you're not important

>> No.6217614
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How can I learn to appreciate something?

How do I feel grateful?

How can I give meaning to my life?

>> No.6217640

>>6216194
As someone who's smoked salvia extract, I'll say that it's one of the weirdest drugs, if not THE weirdest drug, out there. My experience involved my frame of vision detaching from my head and multiplying into an infinite void (hard to describe since it's such an intensely confusing experience). But my "salvia space" and its lasting effects were fundamentally different from yours; I came out feeling baptized and grateful for life. You should remember that drugs don't contain esoteric, universal truths. The best you can hope for is learning something new about yourself, which I did.

The point is that, while I wouldn't recommend just drinking Ayahuasca, to suggest someone should not based on a personal experience you've had with a different drug is not entirely helpful.

>> No.6217685

>>6217478
>not realizing writing with implications that can be easily misconstrued constitutes bad writing
>blaming the reader for bad writing

>> No.6217720

>>6213710
>FINALLY the sun goes nova.
>our sun
>ever going nova

lel

>> No.6217997

>>6213657
The best thing about therapy is it allows people to open up to themselves, at least sometimes. I always had the problem that I never really knew my own thoughts and problems until a moderator of sorts asked me the hard questions I never wanted to answer.

>> No.6218647

What if I want to be depressed?

>> No.6218902

>>6216296
Thanks a bunch.

>> No.6219063

>>6218647
sabotage your diet, sit around watching a lot of television, work a boring job

>> No.6219210

>>6213509

BEHOLD, THE UBERMENSCH