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finding the heart edition

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>> No.23430784

big dicks will rule the world

>> No.23430785

>>23430767
/wwoym/ threads are pathetically veiled /b/tards escaping their containment board

>> No.23430790

>>23430785
what are you reading at the moment?

>> No.23430794

>>23430790
The Kapital by Marx (I'm trans by the way)

>> No.23430805

I like to larp as a 36 y.o. khhv guy sometimes on this website

>> No.23430808

>>23430805
when actually you're a 37 yo khhv?

>> No.23430858

Presently feeling like just giving everything up and sleeping until death takes me. I believe the reason for this sudden disruption is the BIG, FAT, THICK breakfast I just had.

>> No.23430872

>>23430858
Also, if your skin is darker than mine then you don't deserve to live.

>> No.23430875

>>23430808
no

>> No.23430937

He's getting dragged in the comments

>> No.23430951
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23430951

I googled a girl I had a fling with on vacation years ago.
She recently got in the news because she was the first to have a kid in the new year in her town. I must say shes still looking beautiful.

>> No.23430965

I remember when you told me it's an everyday decision. But with my double vision, how was I supposed to see the way?

>> No.23430977

I think it's stupid when people talk about fictional characters as if they're real.
>Aw, X is so sweet, you can tell he has his heart in the right place.
Yeah, man, because that's how he was written, he's not real.

>> No.23430989

>>23430977
I find it even worse when it's not just their character but what happens to them. We were reading Hoffmann's Sandman in German class and the MC goes crazy in this fictional book. My teacher and the class saw this as proof that romanticism is bad.

>> No.23430990

>>23430977
you're supposed to think of them as people, not weights and counters, insensitive to the emotional qualities

>> No.23430993

>>23430990
https://youtu.be/XOzPcbNjY7s?si=eKoLD5wx59KbcpEX

>> No.23431005

The "What's on your mind?" section with a focus on finding the "heart edition" is likely a place for users to share their thoughts, feelings, and experiences related to the topic of the board, which is literature and writing. The "heart edition" may refer to a specific theme or topic within the board that is particularly meaningful or important to the users. By sharing their thoughts and feelings in this section, users can connect with one another and engage in discussions that are more personal and introspective. Additionally, the focus on the "heart edition" may encourage users to share their thoughts and feelings in a more authentic and sincere way, rather than simply sharing information or asking questions. Overall, this section provides a space for users to engage in more personal and meaningful discussions related to the topic of the board.

>> No.23431011

Please, Lord, let her be there today. Please bless me with the opportunity, the strength and courage to seize it, and the good fortune to find long-lasting success and happiness from it with which to honor your name and creation. Amen.

>> No.23431013

>>23431005
Fuck outta here with this shitgpt garbage

>> No.23431015

>>23431005
The "What's on your mind?" section, especially in its "heart edition," is a sanctuary for our deepest thoughts and feelings about literature and writing. It's a place where we share not just ideas, but pieces of our hearts. Here, we connect on a profound level, discussing the stories that move us and the words that shape our lives. The "heart edition" invites us to be genuine and sincere, fostering connections that go beyond mere information. In this space, our discussions are enriched with personal meaning, creating a tapestry of shared human experience through the lens of literature.

>> No.23431016

>>23431015
what model wrote that?

>> No.23431023

>>23431016
just the standard one?

>> No.23431034

>Fausts vibrato leads to some shimmering, more recognizably concertante, lines in the intermezzo second movement, which is all reflected glass, beams of citrine-color, and spindles of light, with passages so delicate as to suggest that musical ghosts have visited upon us, a sound light enough that one all but wonders how it was picked up on the recording. --The Weekly Standard

really?

(re: 'review' or publication comment on Isabelle Faust's recording of Schumann's Violin Concerto)

>> No.23431035

politicians and academics love to blame social media for girls having low self-esteem but the mirror in my bathroom is over the toilet instead of the sink and so i got sick of leaning over the toilet to shave to i bought one of those makeup mirrors chicks use at target to shave with and man that fucking thing emphasizes every tiny imperfection in your skin causing one's self-regard to plummet. in the bathroom mirror my skin looks fine, normal, healthy. in the make-up mirror is looks mottled and uneven and aged and haggard. i think they need to investigate these mirror companies instead of facebook if they're looking for someone to blame for the crisis of self-esteem in girls and women.

>> No.23431039

>>23431035
Most interesting thing I've read today. Neat observation.

>> No.23431055

Love is something that defies definition, like consciousness, good, evil, or free will. It is as much of an illusion as consciousness is- which is to say that it is absolutely real and self-evident. I want to love, I want to care for someone deeply, and to feel as though I don't have expect that everyone will go away in the end.

Unfortunately I am an abomination that is worse than the hunchback of notre dame KEKW

>> No.23431061

>>23431035
the rage of Caliban seeing his own face in a glass.

no yeah I had the same thing when I first used one of those, but it turns out I was actually just pretty ugly, now I look fine in that little mirror (or I'm used to it?)

>> No.23431076
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23431076

It amazes me how much I fucked up, it's not just a mistake born out of bad luck, ignorance or negligence, no, it's the result of actual effort put into fucking things up. Doing the right thing would have been easier, but I didnd't do that, I actually went out of my way to fuck everything up, and now I have to deal with the consequences. I'm such a fucking retard, I deserve everything bad that's gonna happen to me.

>> No.23431082

>https://chat.lmsys.org/
have u dudes ever fucked around with this

>> No.23431086

>>23430767
I hate how retarded my face looks. I have a major baby face. The skin looks too smooth, overly youthful. I also need glasses, which adds even more to the sperg look. Then my eyes have a permanently eye shadow from night shift and sleepless nights. And the skin on my face has a weird coloration, reddish purple all around (i suspect from over consumption of alcohol)

>> No.23431090 [DELETED] 

two people from my worm got married in the last year and they're both model tier white ppl tho they didn't get married to each in all the years i worked there i don't remember anyone else getting married

>> No.23431091 [DELETED] 

>>23431090
work*

some arabs had kids tho so assume they're married, i guess it's just white ppl get married so rarely it's like a big announcement where as indians are arabs are all married by 25 so no one cares

>> No.23431097

>>23430767
My life seems to be about to change rapidly, whilst staying the same.
Yet the only new thing that has truly appeared is my concern about the coming new path.

I'm in a constant state of paralyzed repulsiveness and pathetic reactivity which I hardly manage to control anymore.
Each waking moment grows me more afraid, more desperate.
I do not know if I have the balls, and I do not have a conscious part anymore.
What would you call conscious if it lacks possession, just a concept?

>> No.23431098

>>23431035
Interesting… thanks anon, I will look into this

>> No.23431120

I had some leftover chicken and rice for breakfast, nothing for lunch, and a bowl of cereal for dinner. Oh, and I also had a glass of soft drink. Doing pretty good calorie-wise for today, not gonna eat anything else until tomorrow.

>> No.23431123

>>23431120
that doesn't sound too nutritious

>> No.23431145

>>23431123
I feel pretty good, not hungry at all, I probably won't eat until around 1-2 PM tomorrow and it won't be anything big, probably just a toasted ham and cheese sandwich or two.

>> No.23431149

>>23431076
you're too hard on yourself, can't be that bad truly
everybody makes mistakes

>> No.23431150

>>23431145
This is a disorder man

>> No.23431153
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23431153

>have idea for a story or painting
>Think people will criticize it
>Not in a ZOMG THIS IS TERRIBLE way but in a 'meh lame weve seen this 100x before, this is boring' way.
How can I get rid of this fear of being deemed boring and unexciting

>> No.23431158

>>23431150
I don't think so, I just don't get hungry very often. Plus, I have a belly that I'm tryna get rid of, so this is good for me.

>> No.23431159
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23431159

Featureman.

His videos are getting very low effort now. From fun concepts with thoughts into theme to shaky 'budget cooking' videos, coupon chicken and veggies, bad editing in a dim kitchen. His new house looks smaller. He knows though if he were to stop, he'd be dead, nothing left to do. Or perhaps harder to deal with, everyone would immediately comment 'he's DEAD.' He sees it everyday.

Trapped. Why'd he choose to end his 80 year spree this way, his happy little life, unlucky, unfulfilled, but never huge or terrible, now ends up in moderate popularity on this alien medium he can never fully understand.

>> No.23431162

>>23431153
You should be making art for you, not other people, who cares if they enjoy it? Rapper Lil Yachty has stated that he only makes music that he enjoys and he does massive numbers.

>> No.23431169

>>23431158
i wouldn't say good for you.
counting calories is such toxic advice

>> No.23431176

>>23431169
>counting calories is such toxic advice
>He's fat.
I'm also not actually counting them, I just have a rough idea of how many I've consumed so I'm assuming that I'm in the safe zone.

>> No.23431184

>>23431153
You can't please everyone, no matter what someone will criticize your work. Best to just accept that.

>> No.23431189

>>23431176
you'll lose weight (also muscle), it's just not a healthy way of eating

>> No.23431194

>>23431189
NTA: Rather look good than feel good as I always say!

>> No.23431196

>>23431189
NTA but I wouldn't say it's that unhealthy.. On days I drink coffee I bcan go almost the entire day running on almost nothing.

>> No.23431198

>>23431189
>it's just not a healthy way of eating
If you do it wrong, sure. Every serious bodybuilder counts their calories, and you don't see them losing muscle.
>B-but that's because they work out.
Yes, good job.

>> No.23431199

>>23431194
what you eat contributes to every aspect of physical development

>> No.23431201

>>23431196
yeah it's poison you're stressing your adrenal glands

>>23431198
bodybuilders count all their macros. so they're making sure they get their protein in as well. which is more than just CICO

>> No.23431216

>>23431153
The best way to to just shorten the path between thinking you want to do the thing and doing the thing. For me that took the form of carrying around a pocket notebook and pencil (I don't like cell phone touch pads). For you it might be hanging around your paints and canvas for a little bit every day. Shortening this time decreases the window that thoughts about contingent shit like peoples opinion or how your skill set will effect the work can spring up in your mind, and the more you manage to hop to it, the less those doubts creep in. Of course this all assumes that you actually enjoy the act of creating. If you dislike the actual practice "whats the point" is going to creep into your mind while you are doing it no matter what, and that will snow ball into doubts.

>> No.23431219

>>23431201
Is it impossible for regular people to count their protein intake?

>> No.23431224

>>23431153
>How can I get rid of this fear of being deemed boring and unexciting

It's pretty simple - which will you regret more? Making your art or not making your art?

>> No.23431240

>>23431219
a ham sandwich and cereal?
anyway my point was 'just count calories' isn't good for you - is starving yourself healthy

>> No.23431241

>>23431224
Excellent advice. I've started living my life this way as of late -- do you want to live in the world where you didn't do X thing or the one where you did X, even if you failed? -- and it's helped me a ton.

>> No.23431273

>>23431240
>He thinks you have to starve if you count calories.
Lmao.

>> No.23431282

>>23431273
calorie restriction? yeah more or less

>> No.23431288

Time moves so slowly when you're looking forward to something and so quickly when you are dreading it. One of my latest life tactics is when I find myself in the former situation to try and come up with any possible unpleasantness in the upcoming event, no matter how minute, and then fixate on it in order to flip the switch in my brain to the latter scenario.

>> No.23431292

>>23431288
https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/496826-dunbar-loved-shooting-skeet-because-he-hated-every-minute-of

>> No.23431301

>>23431199
I bet that’s how you got muscles by chugging gallons of semen I take it?

>> No.23431306

>>23431301
er, good one

>> No.23431316

>>23431292
Lovely and moving passage, thank you.

>> No.23431322

>>23431301
Whether or not you "take it" in reference to semen is none of my concern. No one asked.

>> No.23431339

Drawing looks of desire from girls is a pretty good self-esteem booster, but even it pales in comparison to looks of envy from other guys.

>> No.23431343

>>23431241
I used to think like that, then I landed in the hospital because I collapsed from exhaustion.

>> No.23431345

How many translated books do you read before you just say fuck it imma learn this language?

>> No.23431350

>>23431339
For 2$ a month you can sign up to my only fans where I only upload images of me looking at the camera with envy. And for a few bucks more I will even privately stare at you with murderous intent over how much better you are than me over zoom.

>> No.23431356

>>23431350
lol I should send you money for how good a laugh this post brought me, thank you.

>>23431343
Oh, what happened or how did that come about?

>> No.23431368

>>23431339
I wouldn't know how either feels, I don't know if I care to find out either. If they happen, they happen, if they don't, oh well.

>> No.23431391

>>23431339
there is nothing more satisfying than being objectified by a woman.

>> No.23431422

Do you think flies get concussions when I whack them out of the air with my hand?

>> No.23431433
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23431433

Ratniggers keep shitting under my kitchen sink
Violently murdered four so far with traps but apparently this is the best fucking toilet in town since they keep showing up

>> No.23431477

>>23431433
If you got four full blown rat nigger they got lots of little rat babies who you're gonna have to kill before their families take over your building with a whole ass dynasty

>> No.23431479

>>23431433
I had a bad mouse problem at my last place, their existence didn't bother me, I even learnt how to ignore the scratching and fighting sounds in my ceiling, what really annoyed me though was when they got into and fucked with my cereal and giant chocolate bar.

>> No.23431506

>>23431201
>yeah it's poison you're stressing your adrenal glands
I doubt it. I've been eating lite for years and years and have yet to notice any effects.
The body needs very little to run effectively.
I also after eating less/fasting alternate back to eating normally for a week.

>> No.23431531

>>23431506
Nta but you're probably mostly surviving on the fortified flours they need to enrich because people with shitty diets aren't going to work out a niacin source by themselves. Not so much worried about those vitamins but I hope you drink orange juice or something equally vit c and folate dense during these lower intake periods

>> No.23431559

>>23431506
fasting is starvation, which naturally no human enjoys. it's problematic because when you use the word fasting you start associating it with something else. who says 'i starve 3 days a week/i starve for 24 hours to be healthy'? because everyone knows that starving isn't healthy

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23431564

>>23431559
He's still throwing around the same dipshit argument that he was throwing around last year, and who knows for how many years before that. I've seen you type out this exact thing word for word before.

>> No.23431565

>>23431559
>fasting is starvation, which naturally no human enjoys
Not him but fasting produces feelings of euphoria, energy, cleanliness, and purity. There is a reason why humans have been doing it for religious reasons forever, and why anorexics do it to feel superhuman.

>> No.23431569

>>23431565
so does cocaine

>> No.23431570

>>23431569
Yeah and people love that too

>> No.23431573

>>23431288
>just suffer in order to live longer

>> No.23431576

>>23431570
also very healthy

>> No.23431577

>>23431576
Yeah if you get the medical grade official stuff, it's one of the cleanest topical painkillers.

>> No.23431588

>>23431577
sort me a 50 anon

>> No.23431591

>>23431588
Nice numbers but i'm not your ENT

>> No.23431613

I'm losing my virginity this year or I'm killing myself.

>> No.23431616

>>23431613
Why does losing it matter to you so much?

>> No.23431635

>women women women women women
God these threads are dogshit in the spring. That guy who said you're all as sex-obsessed as normies was absolutely right.

>> No.23431638

>>23431635
r graves said it's the one subject (and one subject only) of all real poetry.
water to water, ark again to ark,
from woman back to woman

>> No.23431639

>>23431616
because I am horny all the time

>> No.23431642

>>23431635
I am way hornier than the average normie.

>> No.23431658

I thought that I was looking for passionate people who shared similar hobbies to mine and cared about personal growth and self-improvement. It was only years later, after taking real steps to find this community, that I had ADHD and I was essentially looking for other neurodivergent people with my interests.

I don't experience any excitement or wonder from creating, and I think it's because after I finished the rough draft of my first novel, writing stories was no longer a mystery to me. Also, I no longer have hope of finding a group of people like me to double or mirror to collectively encourage one another.

>> No.23431666 [DELETED] 

I am so sick of sycophancy. When I was a young boy I watched a youtube documentary about street gangs initiation killings and I was very scared after that, but everybody is just like that. And I am so sick of large groups of people that don't know how to fucking walk in public. Get some crowd control back out here you cheap bastards for fucks sake!

>> No.23431687

it's raining

>> No.23431692

reading the wikipedia entry for "cunt"

>> No.23431695

>>23431687
It just started to rain here too, maybe you're near me

>> No.23431708

>>23431695
maybe

>> No.23431715

Having a wank in my workplace bathroom

>> No.23431717

>>23431715
Need a hand?

>> No.23431718

>>23431635
I'm not sex obsessed per se, I'm love obsessed. Besides, the rest of the board is for literature and other serious topics of discussion, though I do post other hopefully insightful musings and observations in here too.

>> No.23431727

Should I lie to women about my age? I seem to mainly attract younger girls, like 18-25, and I'm 29 but look much younger. Then again if it turns into something serious it'll result in a seismic blow-up that could ruin the entire thing. Hmm.

>> No.23431729

Yesterday I maxed out at 6 shits. One shit so far today. I wonder what today's tally will be?

>> No.23431735

>>23431729
I don't get people with such a BM schedule, I got like once a week, twice at most.

>> No.23431737

>>23431727
i'm 24 and when 18 year olds flirt with me the age gap freaks me out
to answer your question; probably not

>> No.23431744

>>23431737
I'm just insecure because of my lot in life, I spent my 20s doing fuck all. But yeah you're right. And really? What's the problem with that?

>> No.23431751

>>23431737
Same with me when I was in my early twenties, I'd get hit on by high school seniors at my job doing dishes and it made me so flustered lol. I'm an autistic sperg tho so I'm khhv at 30 still. I realize now I should have capitalized on all the young girls liking me at the time but alas.

>> No.23431757

>>23431744
a lot of people get weird about their age in their 20s, i'd resist that urge personally.
and yeah i don't know it just feels jarring to me. i remember what i was like at 18/19.

>> No.23431763

>>23431751
you didn't even get the kiss?

>> No.23431766

Do you think you just are who you are by your 30s? Can people have personality changes after that or is it just solid for the rest of their life? I can’t think of anyone I’ve seen change dramatically in their 30s or beyond but I have seen people change dramatically in their 20s.

>> No.23431818

did you know that there's a tunnel under ocean blvd

>> No.23431880

maybe I should grow a neckbeard

>> No.23431892

>>23431729
update?

>> No.23431898

half of me wants to remain chaste until marriage. other half wants to fuck every single female I see.

>> No.23431902

>>23431892
Doing coffee righnow and I can feel #2 brewing.

>> No.23431910

How good is sex really? I have seen it destroy the life of my most esteemed friend, a parishioner at my church, when he unknowingly caught HIV from a prostitute and gave it to his wife. This was a man who always achieved the highest marks in school, donated money to cancer research and gave birth to and raised a son that relinquished me of my cynicism with his kind-hearted and thoughtful nature. I used to reproach him for his folly, but for the past few months I've wondered, "How could a man who seemingly had the perfect life destroy it all for one night?"
I eventually discovered that it was not just for one night, and this was a frequent pastime of his that he would discreetly engage in at his favorite rental house with his favorite set of whores. He confessed this to me recently through a series of text messages, calling the vagina "a marble fountain that exuded liquid gold", and if I ever entered one, I would surely agree. He even seems unworried about making reparations with his past life. I have been invited to his next "night of fun", where he intends to set me up with a lady, who I must admit has both a dignified air and look. He says he has never touched her and she is new to the profession, looking for clientele. She seems interested in me as well, for he has shown her my picture and she called me "handsome". Nobody has ever used that word to describe me, and I am charmed. I actually think I might be in love with her, but hate the fact that she is a prostitute. Perhaps, we shall save each other. Her name is "Shaquana" and she costs 60 dollars an hour. Is it worth it anons?

>> No.23431920

I feel like my friend is upset, not so much with me but ore at his situation.
I moved a year and a half ago and am now getting married and expecting a child.
After sharing the news of the pregnancy he's been stand offish. Gave a very weak congratulations and when we spoke last it was all business.
After sharing the news of the wedding he talked at length about his ex he was supposed to propose to this year and how he's not over het despite having a new gf and it being 1,5 years ago.

I'd like to tell him to lay off the weed and get serious, but I have a feeling it wouldn't go over well since he's had this lifestyle for well over 10 years now.

>> No.23431923

>>23431910
Sex outside of monogamous, heterosexual, committed marriage is adultery, anon. Don't do it, you'll never get that back, and it will make you ineligible to other, pious, Christian women. Don't do it!

>> No.23431932

>>23431910
I don't know if I'd trust this guy to set me up with a hooker, since the one he had gave him AIDS
Sex is pretty good but I don't get how people can lose everything they have just for that.
I can sympathize with a drunk or a drug addict, but just sex?
My brother is like that. So many dumb decisions just for some pussy. I don't get it and never will. Literally just crank one out and you'll no longer want sex that day.

>> No.23431933

>>23431910
>She seems interested in me as well, for he has shown her my picture and she called me "handsome"
She's a whore. They call everyone handsome, retard.
>I actually think I might be in love with her
You have never met her, idiot.
>Is it worth it anons?
It's not worth getting AIDS over, dumbass.

>> No.23431935

>>23431923
No one cares about staying a virgin as a man.

>> No.23431936

Boston
• Have a word with yourself
• Think about look-alikes
• Listen to secrets

>> No.23431938

>>23431932
>Literally just crank one out and you'll no longer want sex that day.
Not true. I've jerked off twice today, and I'm still horny.

>> No.23431941

>>23431923
A man and woman in bed are closer to each other than they can ever be to God. Perhaps you think I blaspheme. What if I do blaspheme? You blaspheme the name of man and woman. And while we live, man and woman compose the world.

>> No.23431946

>>23431936
what is this enigma

>> No.23431947

>>23431938
Chimp

>> No.23431949

>>23431947
being horny is based and tradpilled

>> No.23431955

>>23431949
>based and xpilled
Wow cutting edge humor, well memed my dude!

>> No.23431965

>>23431955
thanks

>> No.23431973

>>23431946
Magnetoferroelectricity to be used to power robots!

>> No.23431976

I know what I have to do, and I know it'd be rather easy but tedious, and I still can't be fucking assed.
Why am I like this?
Why am I a such a bum?

>> No.23431978

>>23431902
nice pun

>> No.23432002

>>23430767
My father has made me a horrible person

Every time he does something actually bad to me, he never apologises or acknowledges his problems. Three examples: he recently moved my bookshelf without asking me and ruined a special pre-1900s copy of Moby dick (my fav book, I cried when I saw it in this condition); he recently nearly ran over my foot while getting out the garage; he forced me to eat something against my wishes in front of my extended family (which resulted in me getting food sickness). All three times when I told him maturely that I did not like these things and do not appreciate them. His reply was always “So?” I mean what kind of fucking father is this? This is mental manipulation, right? He’s clearly in the fucking wrong and then acting as if me bringing it up is wrong?

I have so much rage against this nigger and it’s manifesting in terrible ways recently. My dad has a collection of coasters from various bars and restaurants he’s eaten at around the country. I recently took couple ones closest to heart and literally tore them to little pieces. I hate the kind of person he has made me but there is literally the only salve to my soul. I think I will start ruining his things again and then call him insane if he ever blames me. Horrible people need to be treated horribly.

>> No.23432014

>>23432002
This is great, keep us updates on your feud.

>> No.23432020

>>23432014
Give me some perspective anon

>> No.23432034

>>23432020
I suggest sabotaging him in little ways.
Cut off a bit of his shoelace, eat the food he just bought for himself, drink his drinks.
Take the toiler paper from his bathroom and empty his body wash/toothpaste.

>> No.23432060

I can't wait to see her today :D

>> No.23432071

Eyes on rafah

>> No.23432072

>>23432034
Don't do this lol

>>23432002
Hmm I'm sorry to hear about your situation, anon. My perspective on such matters is family is one of the most important things in life and, barring some certain exceptional circumstances, they ought to have your eternal love and loyalty. So, while it sucks the way your father has treated you in those moments, and I'm sure plenty of others, don't do anything ridiculous like 'getting back' at him. I know, it's your 'only salve' but he's still your father, you should never be thinking in terms of getting even when it comes to family. All I can really offer is maybe try and have a serious sitdown talk with him where you express your feelings and don't let him get away with a mere callous, aloof 'So?'

>> No.23432087

>>23432034
Yo are a fucking g, yes I will do that

Another thing is that he always takes my club soda. It's not that he drinks it (that i don't mind), he takes the bottle, let's the gas out, takes one sip and keeps it back, half closed on the counter, not even in the fridge. And he NEVER reuses a bottle he opened. It's always a new one. No one can fucking drink it. And he wastes so much of shit i pay for. I told him to put it in the fridge or drink the same thing. He response is always "so what?" as if I'm the crazy one. I want to add salt or something to his opened bottles but he never drinks the same one again. Gotta figure out how to fuck him up

>> No.23432088

>>23432072
You're setting him up to get mogged by his dad.
'Serious sitdown talk' is stupid, did you learn that from your therapist?
If he moves your bookshelf without asking you, tell him to keep his old hands off your stuff.
He also can't 'force' you to eat anything. You sticking it into your mouth is your decision, don't come whine to him when you get sick.

>> No.23432092

>>23432087
Rub something sticky like syrup on the club soda.

>> No.23432093

The voice in my head calls me "nigga".

>> No.23432110

>>23432093
The nigga in my bed calls me "faggot".

>> No.23432119

>>23432002
You need to work on moving out. Did you let him know he damaged a book you cherished? And if he’s literally forcing you to eat something that makes you sick in front of extended family you should have thrown up on the table

>> No.23432129

>>23432002
Move out you stupid retard

>>23432072
>My perspective on such matters is family is one of the most important things in life
I get where you're coming from but this is a two-way street. If his dad doesn't act like family is important, why should anyone else?

>> No.23432132

>>23432072
Thank you anon. Please can you help me figure this out. I completely agree with you that one should always aim to be open hearted and loving with one's family. But my father's behavior has completely ruined my and is making me into something i do not want to be

>you should never be thinking in terms of getting even when it comes to family.
Wholeheartedly agree but my father is exactly like this. It's always about getting even against perceived wrongs against him. He used to only behave like that against my mother, but he's become like this against me as well now that I'm well into my 20s. How do you tackle someone who operates on a completely different level to you

>All I can really offer is maybe try and have a serious sitdown talk with him where you express your feelings

Anon I wish more than anything in my life that my father would actually sit down and have a constructive conversation where he actually listens openly to my feelings and thoughts. I have tried to be open and mature and honest with him multiple multiple times in the past and it has only resulted in him getting defensive or insulting me or minimising legitimate concerns of mine. I don't think he views me as a person of concern anymore, much less as a son worthy of care.

That thing above about him making me eat food that gave me food poisoning? Well I puked the whole day and he got angry at me for ruining his vacation. When I shouted at him back, he started insulting my future children and mocking my stuttering speech and hairline (I'm balding prematurely). Is this a father? How one must deal with him I do not know

>don't let him get away with a mere callous, aloof 'So?'
I have tried to keep him accountable but he either lies or gaslights or shifts the blame into me. The book thing? He blamed some handyman but my mother and brother confirmed only my father mother my bookshelf. The garage thing? He said "oh I put my foot under the car" (i didn't, he drove out in a weird angle). The food poisoning thing? His response: "oh I cooked the food?". All extremely callous dismissive ways. I can't stand this man. How do I deal with such a horrible man

>> No.23432150

>>23432132
put his toothbrush in between your ass cheeks

>> No.23432158

>>23432088
How in your opinion do i deal with a father like this?

>>23432119
>>23432129
Trying bros, got laid off a few months back so temporarily back home. I love being with my mum, she's calm and kind and intelligent but my dad ruins every moment of peace in the house

>> No.23432161 [DELETED] 

>>23432002
He's trying to dominate you. You can either move out like anons are saying, or you can reduce the surface area he can attack you on until he either gives up or it frustrates him into assaulting you, then you can get the authorities to deal with it. Every time he barks, growls, or does some petty shit you just need to ignore it and wait until you have a good opportunity to terminate his behavior.

>> No.23432162

>>23432132
>How do I deal with such a horrible man
Leave! Just leave, man. Save some money so you can move into an apartment, or crash with friends for awhile if you must. As it stands, there is no dealing with someone like this. If everyone in his life abandons him, then maybe he will reflect on his behavior and realize what a piece of shit he's been. But probably not.

>> No.23432168

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I want the sun to expand tomorrow and set the atmosphere on fire. I want there to be nothing left. I want the planet to burn black and charred and then into fine white dust. I hope an asteroid falls on Los Angeles with ten times the force of the Chixculub Impact and sterilizes the biosphere.

>> No.23432170

I just keep drinking in spite

>> No.23432175

rooting for israel in south carolina

>> No.23432179

>>23432158
If I were in your shoes I'd do what I already put in that previous reply.
No way am I eating something I don't trust, especially if it comes from a bonehead like dad.
Be straight with him. Don't touch my shit, watch where you're driving and you can't cook for shit, I'm ordering a pizza.
If it's just for a few more weeks you'll get by doing that. I think a dad would respect a son who just tells it like it is instead of doing some weird 'sitdown' or passive aggressive action.

Just make sure you don't need much from him in the coming weeks. Don't rely on him

>> No.23432201

>>23432168
No need to be so mad about sex, man. If you don't want a $20 premium onlyfans then don't buy it.

>> No.23432202

>>23432158
Was your dad always like this or is he just getting spiteful because he thinks you’re freeloading? Do you get emotional or angry when interacting with him? If you do sometimes level headed matter of fact speech will get you further than getting heated or arguing. Lots of people get defensive. I don’t see how someone can force you to eat food that will make you sick, especially if you tell them calmly before that “I get sick when I eat __”. Or saying something like “can you let me know when you want to move my shelf? I can do it myself. A book I really liked got damaged”. It’s hard to analyze without actually seeing the interactions and family dynamic

>> No.23432203

I think I'm done with reading fiction. I used to like it as a kid but now I just don't care about some random characters and a random story unless it has some interesting implications. Reading The Player of Games now and it's just boring, when it started out it seemed like it would explore some interesting topics, I'm almost finished with it and it's just a story about characters doing things, there were moments where the author could've touched on some interesting topics but no, it's just plot moving forward. I'm just going to read non-fiction from now on and get my fiction fix from movies.

>> No.23432217

>>23432203
Based take anon, I rarely read fiction now too, mainly non-fiction. The truth is apparently more interesting than fiction.

>> No.23432218

I can play vidya for multiple hours a day nonstop. I decided to stop because I thought I could spend my time doing better things. Turns out, I (unsurprisingly) used vidya as a form of escapism. Now my mind is being inundated with horrible thoughts and I feel miserable. I’m considering volunteering at a local fen and getting a part-time job, but my mind feels too brittle to handle responsibilities like that. I feel so emotionally disconnected from people.

>> No.23432230

>>23432168
You only see this stuff because you look for it

>> No.23432263

>>23432202
>Was your dad always like this or is he just getting spiteful because he thinks you’re freeloading?
He was always like this with my mom but spared me this behavior when I was younger. Not so much anymore. Also I'm not freeloading. I pay for myself and do my own chores and even help them with grocery and electricity payments.

>Do you get emotional or angry when interacting with him? If you do sometimes level headed matter of fact speech will get you further than getting heated or arguing. Lots of people get defensive.
I've always tried to stay neutral and be straight about the facts when I spoke to him about these matters. He always takes it personally and starts victimizing himself. He is incapable of just accepting he didn't do something good. It's like he can't seperate his ego from any of these matters to see things clearly.

>I don’t see how someone can force you to eat food that will make you sick
I did anon, but he pointed it out loudly and even involved my cousins in making me eat the food,. It was a very weird family situation that i won't get into.

I think he's just the type that can't take any criticism or anything that goes against his wishes.

>>23432179
>think a dad would respect a son who just tells it like it is instead of doing some weird 'sitdown' or passive aggressive action.
I thought so too but the man cannot handle any criticism. A straight "don't do this" or "i don't like that" always makes him respond in a negative combative manner. Being around this man for months straight has ruined my standard of good, respectful relationships

>>23432162
Will do anon, will do

>> No.23432269

>>23432150
This is the best advice in this thread! I am in a similar predicament as the op, and I think I will do just that! Thanks you!

>> No.23432272

>>23432269
>similar predicament as the op
Share your chronicles

>> No.23432281

my style is impetuous

>> No.23432295

>>23432281
my defense is impregnable

>> No.23432301

>>23432201
>>23432230
That's not the point. The future of sexual relationships and sexuality is totally fucked and these are just the beginning of the horrors to come. No group or entity is safe from the atomizing, individualizing, algorithmically optimizing force of Techne as it sandpapers away human relationships, to replace them with hyper-addictive personalized content stretched beyond the boundaries of ordinary sexual forms into ur-arousants enormously more stimulating than anything mankind was ever equipped to deal with by Nature. Microtransactional predictive content-based machine learning algorithms broadcast 24/7 onto Apple Vision Pros locked to the shaven heads of millions of incels inside Matrix-esque pods as far as the eye can see, receding into soft-edged red shadows. Subscription-based femininity. Large Prostate Stimulation Models. Fetishes invented for individual subscribers. Subliminal ASMR.

>> No.23432306

>>23431941
This is theologically sound in a lot of Christian faith because the one flesh thing was taken as legit. That's why everyone for half of modern literature is calling their brother-in-law "brother" because they think the marriage ceremony and consummation made them direct blood relatives. Hence Hamlet thinking that shit is incest and against God.

>> No.23432313

>>23432087
Shake new sodas you think he'll open soon

>> No.23432319

>>23432301
Maybe Virgin aren't paying you enough to listen to their corporate lines

>> No.23432342

>>23430767

My sister's baby died. Her doctor put her on zoloft. Now three weeks later she's happy and bopping around like nothing horrible happened at all! What a wonderful world we live in where even grief can be cured with a little science and American know-how.

>> No.23432363

>>23431635
the post that broke /wwoym/

>> No.23432369

>>23431910
dont throw your life away anon you are better than that. your friend is a cautionary tale

>> No.23432373

>>23432301
>hyper-addictive personalized content stretched beyond the boundaries of ordinary sexual forms into ur-arousants enormously more stimulating than anything mankind was ever equipped to deal with by Nature
Honestly man people have been saying this sort of shit about internet porn for my whole life but when you get right down to it there's nothing that feels better than cumming inside someone. I don't see that changing.

>> No.23432375

>>23431941
>And while we live, man and woman compose the world.
and who composes the world? what of life after you stop living as well?

sentiments like these are pure and absolute shortsightedness

>> No.23432377

I've been thinking on writing a closet drama about two friends encountering an supernatural entity that grants wishes. But I don't know how to start the story.

>> No.23432391

>>23432373
Yes, everyone knows this, which is why it's so easy to exploit that desire, or the image of that desire, or the illusion of the fulfillment of that desire. Concurrently, as social forces make it more difficult for the average person to access physical intimacy (your typical /r9k/ incel shit about the 90-10 principle and whatever plus mass incentivizing for people to just e-whore themselves to get ahead economically plus fracturing of moral and social bonds which normally somewhat regulate such things) or make it less appealing (blackpill shit, "hoeflation" and the tinder dating game, bla bla whatever you already know) the perceived attraction of easy, cheap simulated sexuality will only rise. And an attempt at a counterculture? A reaction against artificial intimacy? Smothered by opium fumes of comfort and individually tailored experiences more stimulating than another person could deliver.

>> No.23432400

>>23431910
>gave birth to
>man
I believed your little story at first, until I noticed this. Fuck you, anon. Get aids and die!

>> No.23432408

>>23432281
>>23432295
*hits level die*
*kicks you into the milky way*

>> No.23432433 [DELETED] 

Women and children first,
Then the faggots and the niggers.
Line them up against the wall
And pullyourfucking triggers.
Women andchildren first,
Then the Jews then theniggers then the faggots.
I went to Istanbul
And came back with this t-shirt.
Keep the young white men
We might need them.

And when I sang these words
Of my hatred I was purged
Then it came back fifty times worse.

>> No.23432439
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>>23432218
>volunteering at a local fen
Sounds ideal. Go for it. Commune with the wildfowl. Wade in the slime.

>> No.23432440

Women and children first,
Then the faggots and the niggers.
Line them up against the wall
And pull your fucking triggers.
Women and children first,
Then the Jews and the niggers and the faggots.
I went to Istanbul
And came back with this t-shirt.
Keep the young white men
We might need them.

And when I sang these words
Of my hatred I was purged
Then it came back fifty times worse.

>> No.23432475

i turned myself into a gadfly, Euthyphro! i'm gadfly socrates

>> No.23432484

>>23432400
your brain has been warped. people use that phrase when a married couple has a baby, because their body is in union and the wife needed the husband's seed. it is clear and obvious men cannot give birth

>> No.23432494

>>23432391
>individually tailored experiences more stimulating than another person could deliver
Until fully immersive VR with smell and full-body touch is a thing that is widely available, no algorithmically generated porn content (or whatever your cyberpunk fantasy actually is) will be more stimulating than the real thing

>> No.23432543

i don’t like gore. i never laugh when people wipe out or get hurt. but thanks to the internet and my curiosity i’ve seen 100s of people die, and in the most insane and brutal ways imaginable

>> No.23432561

I love my ereader. I didn't know if I would like it or not, but man is it nice to be able to fit an entire library in my pocket. I spent $80 on a refurbished Kobo Clara HD and it was so worth it. Also, shoutout to the anons on here who told me about koreader. It's essential.

>> No.23432584

I kinda hate u ngl

>> No.23432592

>>23432584
me?

>> No.23432617

I want to fuck Alanis Morissette in the 90s.

>> No.23432731

>>23432592
Yeah

>> No.23432768

2 shits down today.

>> No.23432780

>>23432263
>makes him respond in a negative combative manner.
Who cares?
Sounds like you're over wanting him to like you, just go for him not touching your shit and disregard his food.

>> No.23432786

Lolis are the current iteration of the Nymphs of olde.

>> No.23432800

Starting to dislike religions but dislike atheists more

>> No.23432802

I see myself in the Underground Man, and I feel personally attacked when people lambaste him online.

>> No.23432811

I wish I had a voice in my writing. Everything I write feels so ridiculously pretentious.

>> No.23432812

>>23432786
Did anyone ever write anything about getting femdomed by a Nymph of some kind? And before you say Calypso and Odysseus, I meant something more graphic that focuses on the good parts...

>> No.23432822

>>23432494
If you're advertising to people who have never experienced the real thing, it doesn't matter. What you offer will be more stimulating than anything they have.
I'm purposefully being le blackpilled doomer here but I think the danger of this kind of thing becoming a reality is greater than people believe. There's millions of people who are into turbofucked stuff like sissy hypno and extreme fetishes, and the Internet has vastly accelerated how quickly they develop/fall into those things, and I foresee this trend only accelerating further.

>> No.23432858

>>23432811
I have the same problem. But the more I write, the more bits of 'my voice' I start to see. Sometimes it's only one good, genuine sentence in a whole story. But it feels good, feels like it makes it all worth it. Weirdly, reading more of other writers seems to have accelerated this.

>> No.23432880

I want to be creative, but I just get stuck on every single idea. Nothing ever comes out

>> No.23432927

I wanna play a good game

>> No.23432971

>>23432858
That makes me hopeful. Thanks, anon.

>> No.23433045

I lowkey hate you tbqh

>> No.23433082
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23433082

>nice Christian girl I've been talking to on a dating app is willing to potentially be in a relationship with me but she wants me to quit weed
Not sure if I can do it bros. I should be ecstatic but instead I just feel depressed. I always feel depressed though.

>> No.23433099

I took two Ativan earlier this afternoon because I had an appointment to get bloodwork at 3 and I’m rlly scared of needles so my doctor said take Ativan and that will help but now the Ativan is wearing off and I feel all disoriented and the bad scratchy tearing feeling is back

>> No.23433107

>>23433082
you should quit weed regardless

>> No.23433116

>>23433082
She is doing you a favor. You're retarded if you let this slip away.
>>23433099
Just imagine a cute vampire girl from an anime is biting you. Works for me.

>> No.23433119

>>23432812
Hylas getting raped?

>> No.23433122

>>23433116
>Just imagine a cute vampire girl from an anime is biting you. Works for me.
Nta but you have very good ideas thank you

>> No.23433139

>>23432584
I kinda love you ngl fr ong

>> No.23433154

>>23433099
I'm the exact same way bro. Haven't gotten my blood drawn in 9 or 10 years. My doctor gave me Xanax but I still haven't done it.

>> No.23433160

>>23433082
Tell her that's your way to get yourself into ekstasis and being able to reach God, the nun prays feverishly to get herself into a ekstasis just to name an example

>> No.23433164

>>23433116
>You're retarded if you let this slip away.
You're right bro. I think I got this.

>> No.23433187

>>23433082
Weed is fucking retarded

>> No.23433206

>>23433045
Tell it to the mirror

>> No.23433227

Do you like to read while sick?

>> No.23433313

>>23433164
i made a promise to a girl i'd quit weed. i broke that promise and the relationship spiraled. that was 10 years ago and i'm still smoking. it never did anything for me. there were no great epiphanies, no final, lasting satisfaction. all it did was convince me i should have done it sooner. i think a little weed can help you light the fire to become a better person but it'll never ever take you there. don't be me, man.

>> No.23433349
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23433349

3 shits down today.
>>23433313
I'll take your word for it. I've been trying to cut back lately anyways (with some success, at the very least) and quitting for a relationship doesn't sound like a bad deal at all.
>>23433187
Weed is nice if you have no tolerance. And even when I've taken a tolerance break (longest I've done was 3 or 4 months) it's never like the first time again anyways. Not saying I'll never ever do weed again, but I'm by and large quitting.
Pray for me anons.

>> No.23433354

>>23433349
yup, it'll never be like the first time. those days are gone forever

>> No.23433358

>>23433227
A cold, sure. The flu or a heavy cold, sometimes but mostly not. When I got COVID it was just horrible and I couldn't do anything but just lie in bed and feel miserable. When I get sick with a cold tho it lasts like a month and as a result I have ample opportunity to read.

>> No.23433359

>>23433139
fr fr no cap?

>> No.23433380

>>23433359
Word (^_-)

>> No.23433381

One day I will leave this country. It is our promise.

>> No.23433387

>>23433381
This isn't a country. It's a website.

>> No.23433404

>>23430767
Weather forecasts where I live have been bizarrely heavier on precipitation and violent winds than the actual outcome for the last two weeks. One could do with a bit more rainfall, but May overall has been like living in some kind of Elysium bubble, this week most particularly: Last night's sunset ornate with a vivid double rainbow as the sun set in placid skies that looked different in every direction, this noon spectacular in perspective of uniformly even cumulus to the the horizon on long rural drives, this afternoon ornate with almost every possible cloud type or atmosphere possible in single sweep, and just now, a blue even dome overhead, a few altocumulus almost granite-still and sharply defined on the last few degrees above the horizon, 100 miles away, in the still intense light slanting onto massive banks of faraway trees across the lawn. I don't believe in God, but it sometimes seems like he's on my side. One of my favorite running jokes is with with the word "assert". She asserts that Coleus used to be a weed in North America, until bred for color. Where the fuck did the silly bitch get that idea?

>> No.23433419

my pops is weird. why is he weird

>> No.23433450

I lost my virginity to a fat hoe last night, and not a little fat either, like, it was bad. I did not let her stay the night and made her leave immediately. I felt disgusted when I was looking at myself in the mirror while brushing my teeth just then.

>> No.23433474

just finished No Longer Human
pretty much what I expected
he even lived a decent social life imo
it could be a lot worse jap man
you can take a lot more than he did
whatever

>> No.23433496

I made out with an Indian girl. I'm not sure whether I liked or was disgusted by the aroma of her perfume with undercurrents of curry that emanated from her pores.

>> No.23433497

>>23433450
been there, done that

>> No.23433504

>>23433450
you have to start somewhere. you can only go up, anon.

>> No.23433505

>>23433496
>>23433496
been there, done that too
she messaged me wanting my dick later for one or two months and I kept refusing
I was disgusted not so much by her (the sex wasn't bad actually) but by her appartment. How tf does someone so unclean live without catching a million diseases? There was mud all over the place, not a single fucking cup or plate was clean, the bathroom was a horror-room.
Otherwise I'd have fucked a lot, great tits

>> No.23433510
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>>23433450
folks, start posting em

>> No.23433512

>>23433510
wat

>> No.23433513

>>23433510
these are so funny.

>> No.23433516

Socially stunted person here. Can I really just walk into a bakery and ask for something like a loaf of sourdough bread? Most of the bakeries I'm looking at in my area serve treats, cakes, etc. Should I just go to a grocery store instead?

>> No.23433521

>>23433516
Just go to a bakery, look around to see if they're selling it, and if they are, ask to buy one. If they're not, however, just go to the supermarket.

>> No.23433526

>>23433516
Jesus, anon. my condolences.

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>>23433512
the internet has been on to your ways anon

>> No.23433532

>>23433526
I know. I'm a very avoidant person and don't get out much. I'm trying to be better, though.
>>23433521
Thanks.

>> No.23433534

>>23433529
so there are memes about wojaks fucking fat wojakettes and looking disgusted? based.

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>>23433534
yes and it's a fairly new trend

>> No.23433551

>>23433534
they started showing up this past week. pretty funny. really seem to be hitting a nerve on some people. an instant classic.

>> No.23433557

>>23433450
How big is your cock anon? I ask this question because I was once in a "relationship" with an obese woman. We started off as friends, and I initially never saw myself falling in love with her. This all changed when she asked me if I had read Dostoevsky. "How based", I thought, as she recited the beginning of Notes from Underground. She told me she considered herself to be an underground woman and couldn't help but rage at the people who told her to lose weight. She considered them all as overly rational faggots; I couldn't agree more. She was also both very funny and cute. I kissed her on her birthday as I professed my undying love for her.
I never had doubts about the length of my penis, until the first night we had sex. I thought six inches was more than enough, but boy was I proven wrong. The first four inches barely got past her layers of fat and I could only feel the tip of my head inside of her. I essentially only had a two inch dick! I ate her pussy with all my heart and soul, but could tell she was left unsatisfied. She acted as if she didn't care, but that was last time I saw her. She is now in a relationship with a black man; I am now suicidal.

>> No.23433582

>>23433557
>How big is your cock anon?
4.5 on a good day, it wasn't that much of an issue though, got her on her back and went to town. You'd expect a virgin to cum quickly, and I think I would've if I was fucking an attractive girl, but she was so gross that I lasted I reckon about 15 minutes, still got my nut off though.

>> No.23433607

It's the falling-through-the-floor feeling again. I'm feeling like my body is descending through my chair, leaving me with a sensation of momentum or vertigo like when one rides a particularly fast elevator. My keyboard seems strangely up high and dislocated as compared to normal, and as I type I have the sensation of watching immense geological bodies carved into fingers pounding away at keys the size of mountain peaks. Now the sensations flip around and I seem to be watching myself from very high up, it's like my head is attached to a wire which trails endlessly upwards into the sky; my perspective is as a climber who was surmounted some impossibly long ladder descending from the clouds, with an ever longer length to climb further; my spine seems to float out of my torso and into the naked air.

>> No.23433637

>>23433582
>my nut
What about her nut?

>> No.23433684

>>23433637
I don't think so, it was my first time so I assume she probably didn't.

>> No.23433687

>>23433557
seething small cock anon! I despise people like you.

>> No.23433690

>>23430767
---- Solaria ----
9096
Strange Equivalence

The style to which you're accustomed
Will follow you whether or not
You want or wish it did.

Times change, but you as I stay essentially the same
In imperial affinity, survey of dreams, music
like possible wishing in its range

Of impossible color.

>> No.23433697

I would kill for a fat woman, and I would even get a dick extension if it called for it.

>> No.23433707

What seas what shores what grey rocks and what islands

>> No.23433732

“Since we all came from a women, got our name from a women, and our game from a women. I wonder why we take from women, why we rape our women, do we hate our women? I think its time we killed for our women, be real to our women, try to heal our women, cus if we dont we'll have a race of babies that will hate the ladies, who make the babies. And since a man can't make one he has no right to tell a women when and where to create one” Tupac, on women. Schopenhauer btfo.

>> No.23433750

I only have sex with skinny girls

>> No.23433752

4 shits down now.

>> No.23433765

>>23433750
>I only have sex with skinny girls
pedo

>> No.23433777
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23433777

I worked 11 hours today, which probably isn't a lot for some of you, but for me it is. Now I'm cozied up in my bed with a book and a drink enjoying the cool evening air coming through the window. Reading will always be my favorite escape

>> No.23433780

>>23433777
>t. woman

>> No.23433788

>>23433780
I could just be a twink. Men have princess beds too you know

>> No.23433789

I rlly fucking hate you

>> No.23433800

>>23432158
I agree with this anon >>23432088
. Your father sounds like a fucking asshole. You need to stand up to someone like that directly, and show you won't tolerate him messing with you.
Someone like that sees your passivity as something to be exploited. When you respond passively it signals to him that he can get away with it.
It's unfortunate that there's grown men with that mentality, but do what you have to do

>> No.23433813

>>23433777
Looks cozy, what are you reading?

>> No.23433816

>>23433813
Just started War and Peace. I'm ashamed to say I've never read it before, but I'm just now getting around to it.

>> No.23433820

>>23433707
I saw the Caribbean first from 37,000 feet, from a DC 10 window. Ravishing sight, cumulus cloud formations astonishingly small below. Best yet was the launch from Acapulco and the mountains just beyond, views of Mexico City, then snowy Illinois at night. approach to O'hare. We went over the North Loop at 8000 feet, after a lazy round over the inky dark of Lake Michigan. Great fun. Have you ever seen thousands of flying fish, or hundreds of porpoises riding the forward wave of a cruise ship?

>> No.23433827

>>23433777
this actually looks like my friends bed, and she has freaky long fingers too

>> No.23433835

I drank a lot and smoked a lot of weed in the last 10 years but I always believed that I only submitted to these vices out of pleasure and not from some pathological need for a dulling of the senses. I think now though, that I drink to fight the OCD that's been beating my ass for four years and to dull all cognition in the hope that the intrusive thoughts go away with it. I often wonder if it would be simpler if I was more delusional than I am, if I was like the average Pure O sufferer who thought crazy things like "if I don't shut the light off 3 times my family will die", that kind of shit seems so outlandish to me that I can't help but think that I would never fall prey to such intrusive thoughts. Yet I then spend 12 hours a day ruminating on my "realistic" OCD thoughts.

>> No.23433845
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23433845

Is there any where I can go to make this happen to me? I have a nest in my garage, but I'm not sure about the safety of using natural bees for this?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhOgYN5SDQg

>> No.23433857

>>23433845
brentford

>> No.23433861

>>23433845
Male sweat bees

>> No.23433866

>>23433788
We dont

>> No.23433869

I've been peeing almost every day lately.

>> No.23433881

>>23433866
Well, you don't because you're not a man.

>> No.23433886

>>23433881
I'm literally touching my balls right now

>> No.23433888

>>23433886
Doesn't make you a man. I touched my balls as a boy, you could be a boy.

>> No.23433906

gock in bussy

>> No.23433910

They say we have the Earth entirely mapped yet they still haven't found Thule, Hyperboria, along with Lemuria, as well as Shangri-La and the like, inter alia, and so on and so forth, &c…, etc., etc.

>> No.23433911

>>23433906
verily

>> No.23433916

The pre-Raphaelite brotherhood, but they write fantasy books and it's called the pre-Tolkenian instead.

>> No.23433943

>>23433910
Thule will rise from the sea when Trump completes the system of German Idealism

>> No.23433944

The modern “country” or “nation” only exists in the Western world and a few other places. Everywhere else can only barely be called “sovereign” nations. Most “countries” in the world are lines on a map drawn by white people enforced by the US and Europe while the people who live there don’t actually care about them at all. Their “governments” are just minor peasant fiefdoms with insular insider power relations to keep peasants under control and a small group of people dressed up in suites to be there for the sake of taking loans and foreign aid money from actual countries. It’s like a big larp the West makes everyone participate in and lets us pretend there is such a thing as world order that isn’t just naked force by West and a few other major players. Even these countries’ currencies are usually worthless on their own, and only have value when converted to Western money. Figuring out that most of the planet is just doing a nation state larp is interesting to consider — and if it’s essentially true, why do we bother at all? Do we actually get something from making most of humanity play in our system? Wouldn’t we be better off if we just let them be animals living in medieval peasant squalor? Let the high IQ of them come over but otherwise just leave them be?

>> No.23433963

In all honesty, who gives a fuck about you

>> No.23433986

stfu you little schizo girl.

>> No.23433991

>>23433986
And suck my cock!

>> No.23434036

>>23430767
honestly if i nofap for more than week, i become a restless schizo and it's impossible for me to do work. i literally jerked it this morning and got so much (creative) work done. nofap is laughable shit i always knew this shit was a joke

>> No.23434067

I have fucked up and preformed too convincing an act at my new job. It's not exactly a new job, but I am on a new shift with fresh faces. I've ingratiated myself as a competent and cool and funny co-worker. I think I was in a mild state of mania during this 2 month period of acting. I shown too much of myself. I talked hobbies and interests and even told her I write; my God, I told her I would show her my writing.... I've been loaning her books and having hours long tête-à-têtes during down time. This is going to backfire hard. I am anti-social and depressive. I can't keep it up (pun intended). Time to pull back, create space. I'm going to small dinner party with a group of co-workers in a week and I need to remember not to get too drunk. She even offered to drive me. Perhaps I should just lean in and be myself. People tend not to react well to mood swings in my experience, but it's my nature. I'm a scorpion who stings itself. If I end up working here for the rest of my life they will see me for what I am eventually. Maybe I'll start sending out some applications....

>> No.23434069

>>23430767
---- Solaria ----
9097
Suave Roadsides

Impossibly subtle, like infinite planetary cat fur
They go by like ghostly suites
In broad daylight.

>> No.23434072

>>23433986
Don’t tell me what to do

>> No.23434076

>>23433381
I want to leave too.

>> No.23434084

Killing a bunch of commies (in enlisted)

>> No.23434093

I want attention! Reply to me, give me (You)'s! Please, pleazse God please I need attention I need it. I can't think of a provocative shitpost right now please just anything just reply with anything I ne

>> No.23434100

>>23430767
I have a corrupt spirit control me. How do I prevent myself from indulging in nasty vices?

>> No.23434111

can't sleep

>> No.23434112

How to save face.

Say you didn't do it, someone else did it.
Say it was an accident.
Convince them into thinking it didn't happen.
Say it was a joke, and deliver a punchline.
Convince them you had a justified reason to do it.
Say you've grown as a person and are no longer representative of those actions.

>> No.23434121

>>23434112
never apologize

>> No.23434131

>>23434111
Have you tried closing your eyes?

>> No.23434136

deleted photons

>> No.23434145

>>23434121
How to save face.

SOMEONE ELSE DID IT
Someone else did it.
I did not intend to do it, it was an accident.
My past, less wise self did it, who I no longer am.


IT DIDN'T ACTUALLY HAPPEN
Nothing happened, you imagined it.
I pretended to do it as a joke.


I HAD A REASON TO DO IT
I did it it because doing so grants me something more important to me.


IT'S ACTUALLY OK TO DO IT
I have convinced you your current values are wrong, and what I did is actually ok.

>> No.23434156

>>23434111
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qfFZfzPAOg

>> No.23434166

How do you push through a book? I made the mistake of watching the movie and I'm not that interested in the book anymore.

>> No.23434171

>>23434166
Harry potter ain't that deep

>> No.23434179
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23434179

Sometimes I wonder about what cool art/literature/music intelligent life out in the universe has made. I wonder if their stuff kind of converges with human art, surely they must go through the same kind of progression that we do with philosophy and all that

>> No.23434194

>>23434111
Can easily, though my dreams are unpredictable as fuck. It's almost unbelievable how inventive I am in dreams when it comes to urban environments, malls, industrial and residential complexes, cars, trains, stations, schools, parks, entire city and industrial and industrial landscapes, and residential interiors. The last one I remember took place in a massive mixed used complex on high ground, with discreet elevators in some of the high end areas. The power never went out, but my car was swept away with hundreds of others in a kind of tsunami that took place around 8PM. Some of them are very nice, and involve luxury labyrinthine hotels, weird exotic cars that work nicely, and remote apartments in huge solid buildings built to last for a century at least.

>> No.23434272

>>23434179
I do too, but wonder, sometimes, what it would be like to be seen entirely by a benign intelligence. Imagine what it would be like to be able to see anything on Earth for, say, the last 160,000 years or so. Imagine access to an archive that comprehensive.

>> No.23434343

Why is John Irving so embarrassing? I've just tried to read a third book of his and could not make it past the opener of some pudgy doctor getting a boner over falling on an Indian trapeze performer's broken pelvis. He writes things in such a daft way that even this comes across as arid and morose. Is he really considered a popular writer?

>> No.23434421

It is only the unexamined Land of Fable which is worth living.

>> No.23434425

I really wish there was a separate board for philosophy retards and the religious debate lords. Everytime I come to this board, the catalog is a stark reminder of why I stopped hanging out here.

>> No.23434476

I'm gonna start losing weight. I'll go for a walk every day and start watching what I eat. Please pray for me anons.

>> No.23434479

We\re only making plans for Nigel

>> No.23434485

Is culture becoming progressively emasculated? Or even in some way prudish?
I feel like in media from 90s-2000s was way more in your face brash and edgy. South park style of humor.
Whereas now it's this ironic passive humor, where the comedy just undermines certaintity and fails to take a side

>> No.23434558

>>23434476
I believe in you anon!

>> No.23434567

I need to wife a wholesome church going girl who would do kinky stuff only for me.

>> No.23434579

>>23430767
I want to fuck an innocent-looking chick with flowing black hair as she is dressed only in outlandishly ornate gold jewellery

>> No.23434619

>>23433387
I am not talking about this website
>>23434076
Come with me anon. It's only a matter of time till it falls apart. Like the immigrants of old, our future is elsewhere.

>> No.23434671

>>23430767
When people say to "go out" or to "do stuff" on your weekends/days off. What do they mean?

I honestly can't think of things outsidd of regular errands that I would want to do for no reason on my days off

>> No.23434673

>>23434671
Going out on the town is usually what they mean.

>> No.23434676

>>23434671
Like go to the movies, wander museums, eat at new restaurants, meet friends at cafes, check out events like concerts or speaking lectures

>> No.23434677

>>23434671
Bars, pubs, night clubs, et cetera et cetera

>> No.23434691

new >>23434688

>> No.23434824

>>23431086
I find guys guys almost too easy to read, and am seldom pleasantly impressed and surprised when they speak or act. Once in a while I'll meet one who's a wonderful piece of work, but hardly notice any other kind.

>> No.23435266

>>23434671
Hiking, the cafe, shopping, downtown, camping, shooting, the park, etc. Could mean any public space really

>> No.23435268

>>23434485
It's the problem of desensitization. If nothing is sacred then nothing is profane.