Anyone else started involuntarily death rattling?

[Anonymous No.23316537]

When I try to speak to people or even just sitting around I make these hoarse, weak breathing sounds. My skin has begun to fall off, I can feel it, it's not attached to anything beneath and it'll never go back if i pull it too hard. I'm getting tinnitus all the time and I can barely see, like black spots and bright lights flashing. Doesn't really matter as there's nothing I want to see anyway. I'm just so fucking tired all the time I feel like I could sleep and never wake up, I want that and I'm too tired to hide it anymore. This ugly skin just keeps moving around, I'm afraid it could pull on the nerves and break them, that could never be fixed if it did happen, just another thing permanently broken. My skull's getting soft too, rub it too hard and it'll crack. Fall and it'll definitely break. Taking the blackpill has been the worst choice I ever made, I'm embarrassed and I'm ashamed.

[Sage No.23316573]

*cracks your faggot skull*
Faggot.

[Anonymous No.23316770]

>>23316537
Decent writing until the nuclear cringe of "blackpill". I fucking loathe people who give themselves narrative driven depression.
You should be ashamed to the point of making changes. Don't show your faggot face even in the role of observer anywhere online before you stop being so embarrassing.

[Anonymous No.23316830]

>>23316770
Are you ok?