/wwoym/ - Write What's On Your Mind general

[Anonymous No.23156511]

Køt edition
Old >>23153688

[Anonymous No.23156517]

kitty

[Anonymous No.23156533]

Je ne suis ici que pour dire à quel point he déteste la vie

[Anonymous No.23156534]

covfefe

[Anonymous No.23156538]

I hate my small life but as I look back on it, I only got the inevitable result of the choices I made. I chose a small life. I just didn’t realize I’d hate it.

[Anonymous No.23156545]

CoooooooOoooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

[Anonymous No.23156549]

Hitler didn't fail us, we failed him...

[Anonymous No.23156557]

>>23156549
Afraid so. America fought on the wrong side in WW2, and this nightmare hellscape we currently inhabit is our reward for that.

[Anonymous No.23156559]

>>23156534
Just had some earlier.

I need to get caught up on reading but my tablet is charging and once I get it charged I'm gonna dive back in

[Anonymous No.23156560]

Do you think in the age of internet it is possible for a great orator to unite and inspire millions of citizens for a single cause?

[Anonymous No.23156566]

>>23156557
Of course you couldn't tell them back then not to, FDR was too far up his own ass for that.

[Anonymous No.23156569]

>>23156560
Most orating is done digitally so that would be a feat. Though I think a lot of people are too cynical for one to have mass appeal.

[Anonymous No.23156579]

>>23156534
I need more

[Anonymous No.23156583]

>>23156559
>he has to charge his book

[Anonymous No.23156584]

Houellebecq was ruined by fame. I read Platform, Map and the Territory, and Submission and they don't hold a candle to his first two novels. In retrospect, the depression and frustration of his early work is mainly what made it good.

[Anonymous No.23156593]

>>23156559
>I need to get caught up on reading but my tablet is charging

[Anonymous No.23156608]

>>23156557
That's Hitler's fault for declaring war on the US.

[Anonymous No.23156615]

>>23156608
It's the U.S.'s fault for blockading Japan when they were supposedly "neutral" in the war.

[Anonymous No.23156631]

A rugged mountain range rears its red-tipped head. The brimstone craters' glow pulsates; skin-deep, all the way down to my nerves. Each separate volcano makes me regret taking the act of sitting for granted. I hope the salve takes care of these hemorrhoids soon

[Anonymous No.23156632]

>>23156511
Drowning Drowning up I see

Faces lacking empathy

Drowning Drowning all I catch

Are Scornful looks that then detatch

[Anonymous No.23156635]

>>23156511
I wish DFW was still alive

[Anonymous No.23156636]

I'm sorry.

[Anonymous No.23156640]

>>23156635
*were

[Anonymous No.23156643]

>>23156635
I wish Wolfe was still alive. I only found out about him after his death and now I want to write him.

[Anonymous No.23156658]

>>23156569
How do you get digital oral?

[Anonymous No.23156668]

>>23156635
>>23156643
i'm glad they're both dead

[Anonymous No.23156672]

>>23156658

[Anonymous No.23156679]

>>23156511
nice car

[Anonymous No.23156694]

>>23156560
No because access to any large audience online is restricted by the organization behind the platform. It's like you need to pay Plato five chickens every day AND he has to agree with your message before you are even allowed to speak in the auditorium

[Anonymous No.23156738]

>>23156636
For what?

[Anonymous No.23156760]

i just heard a prolonged, blood curdling scream

[Anonymous No.23156769]

I can’t take it anymore. I just came to a clip of her applying her estrogen cream. The thought of this cute, faggy boy giving into the whims of the internet by slowly feminizing himself to the point where he becomes a tranny porn star is making me impossibly horny.

[Anonymous No.23156772]

>>23156769
Rope yourself, no one cares what you stroked your dick to, faggot

[Anonymous No.23156773]

>when the GERD/heartburn/minor heart attack/angina/bile duct disease/gallstones/liver failure/kidney failure pain disperses into that warm "ok I am done making you want to kill yourself now, enjoy not being in pain for a few hours" glow
bros you simply must try it

[Anonymous No.23156778]

>>23156769
I don't understand what guys into traps see in their minds when they see a picture like this. As soon as my mind tries to do any of the stuff it does when I see a real woman, I realize, but that's a man, and thus he would smell like shit and have a dick and so forth.

It's like biting into a nicely iced cake and the inside is shit. What's the appeal?

[Anonymous No.23156780]

>>23156772
i care

[Anonymous No.23156781]

sometimes I think hiring and banging hookers is the only logical and normal way for a man to exist nowadays. the only downsides I see is that it's still slightly expensive and sometimes you have to deal with random niggers and strange situations

[Anonymous No.23156785]

>>23156773
Nietzsche and Lovecraft both lived lives filled with constant pain, both mental and physical, and they were two of the best writers in history. Honestly if you're not suffering at least 90% of the time you're probably a shit writer.

[Anonymous No.23156788]

>>23156785
Luther is another classic example, some kind of IBS/Jewish immuno-colon-problems Crohn's type thing.

[Anonymous No.23156792]

>>23156778
They are homosexuals in denial. You are normal, please try not to make sense with them.

[Anonymous No.23156811]

Read these two in tandem

https://www.piratewires.com/p/google-culture-of-fear
https://www.palladiummag.com/2023/06/01/complex-systems-wont-survive-the-competence-crisis/

[Anonymous No.23156837]

i can't even tell if i'm making this up

[Anonymous No.23156843]

>>23156837
This sentence is not true.

[Anonymous No.23156844]

I'm gonna be honest -- most literary fiction is boring. Most people who read literary fiction are boring.

Pynchon and McCarthy prove that artistic books can have mass appeal. The problem is that anyone who's a good prose writer normally makes the most boring shit imaginable.

[Anonymous No.23156849]

>>23156843
impossible to assume

[Anonymous No.23156850]

>>23156844
Are you calling Pynchon and/or McCarthy boring?

[Anonymous No.23156851]

>>23156850
No, the opposite. They're proof litfic can be interesting.

[Anonymous No.23156856]

>>23156511
I wanna go back to 2003, please just let me go back to 2093

[Anonymous No.23156863]

>>23156850
if he's not i will

[Anonymous No.23156864]

>>23156844
Literary fiction is for people in whom the Imagination (Phantasia) is predominant, who see movies in their head when they read. Women and sub-conceptual men are heavily overrepresented in this demographic. For conceptualizers (mostly white European men), reading literary fiction is a significant investment because all the effort to sustain the pretty picture show had better be worth the payoff in conceptual and symbolic content.

[Anonymous No.23156870]

>>23156785
Is there any theoretical writing that touches on effects of pain changing leading to changes in cultural attitudes or creating great art?

[Anonymous No.23156874]

>>23156870
Toynbee sort of but it's at the civilizational level, also similar to the opening parts of Machiavelli's Discorsi

[Anonymous No.23156875]

>>23156615
>hey Japan stop being a bitch or we'll stop selling you oil
>oh no I'm being blockaded, I have no choice but to attack you!
>Hitler decides to declare war on the US when he could have just done nothing and the US would have probably sat out of the western front of WWII

[Anonymous No.23156883]

>>23156778
I can see the appeal despite finding trannies disgusting and gross. Female pattern brain thinking is possibly incomprehensible to those with the tranny fetish, so they gravitate towards those that might be able to relate to them on a mental level.

[Anonymous No.23156888]

>>23156874
Anything that touches more on an individual level?

[Anonymous No.23156896]

>>23156811
I've been thinking about this topic for a while. The world today is run by an extremely complex global network of engineers, scientists, bureaucrats, NGOs, etc. And no on in my generation seems like they're capable of replacing those people once they all die. Like I just cannot imagine zoomers fighting in a war or becoming a strong leader when their virtues and values are so weak.

[Anonymous No.23156904]

Nothing is possible anymore. You’ll just see the same old wojak memes, recycled garbage movie IPs, internet talking points, decline in standards of living, et cetera. In twenty years, everything will basically be the same as it is now, but worse.

[Anonymous No.23156914]

>>23156904
Build your own farm and move there.

[Anonymous No.23156920]

>>23156864
>all the effort to sustain the pretty picture show had better be worth the payoff in conceptual and symbolic content.
Yeah, I realized that a book needs to have a strong plot or theme or purpose to capture me. Most literary fiction is just a bunch of words to dazzle you, but it's empty underneath.

This is why most great novels are partially philosophical. Every year new kids discover Karamazov

[Anonymous No.23156955]

Also it's worth looking at guys like Hemingway or Goethe whose every work had some kind of point. There is a restless energy and motion to their writings, and it's no surprise Faust pt. 2 was published posthumously -- for him, it was a never-ending cycle until death. When you look at most Litfic writers though, they're extremely satisfied. Their novels contain no real themes or messages or plots, it's just a quiet stroll through the park.

Novels are dead. What they need is life. We need restless, unhappy writers who inject their hopes and dreams into them. Until then, Litfic remains a hobby for boring people.

[Anonymous No.23156964]

>>23156511
The New York subways being patrolled by the military’s show a great vase of the regime showing its hand. It cuts through all the bullshit. “Random" searches by men with rifles in public.

This proceeds accordingly from the Left presupposition that people lack agency, and society itself is responsible for crime due to social reproduction theory.

They can't blame criminals for their own crime, so they treat everyone else as guilty by presumption. This is the philosophy of a police state, everything the leftoids were saying Trump would do, they did.

[Anonymous No.23156974]

I cannot stop myself from thinking about her. She is unavailable, unimpressed, and wholly uninterested. But even as I write the words I cannot bring myself to believe them. I want her body, her resilient small body which has twice endured the traumas of pregnancy. I want to love her, to show her my admiration for her body’s strength, to help her sigh away her worries, to help her slide smoothly from this world into the infinite soft darkness of incubatory sleep.

[Anonymous No.23156984]

>>23156974
Damn I'm having a similar problem except that she is boring and uninteresting and bossy but my family is compelling me to spend time with her because my dad wants to fuck her and thinks he's doing me a favor

[Anonymous No.23157002]

The best gift of nature is the ability to observe tens, thousands, millions of people doing something in the same way, and yet still to see how it can be done differently, and often should be done differently as well.

[Anonymous No.23157003]

>>23156186
I'm too old to be sport
>>23155312
So what am I?
I am sentient in that I have all my senses. Thats all sentient is.

[Anonymous No.23157042]

>>23157003
Old sport

[Anonymous No.23157043]

>>23156974
You love a fictional version of this girl that doesn't actually exist

[Anonymous No.23157045]

Somebody yesterday posted a picture of a bombshell of a girl who was in a four year relationship with this really ugly Asian guy, as a sort of inspiration porn.
I wanted to revisit that picture but her Instagram is completely wiped clean of pictures of them together today.
Wonder what happened.

[Anonymous No.23157058]

>>23156615
Not our problem

[Anonymous No.23157060]

>>23157045
Sad to see a traditional couple go apart.

[Anonymous No.23157062]

>>23156593
The older I get the more I see Ted as a hopeless idealist

[Anonymous No.23157068]

I got a job at a university back in 2017 and they were offering to pay in full for my PhD. So my plan at the time was to work there, get my PhD on the side, and make the jump over to faculty once I got the degree. But then then the COVID shit happened, every university whatever shred of reasonable sanity it had left, all the progressives I worked with went mask off, and work became suffering. So I lost interest in academia and asked to convert to a remote position. I’ve been working remotely ever since and I still basically don’t know what to do now. Do I leave and find a new career? Do I start the PhD anyway? Do I just enjoy my remote job and use my freedom to write? I have no idea.

[Anonymous No.23157069]

>>23156964
This book might interest you

[Anonymous No.23157080]

You thought this was hell? Hah, no. This is purgatory.

[Anonymous No.23157099]

>>23156964
The military is patrolling the New York subways? Since when
>This proceeds accordingly from the Left presupposition that people lack agency
Blacks definitely have limited agency

[Anonymous No.23157115]

>>23157068

If you cannot share a work place with people of a different opinion in academia, than you're not cut for this world.

[Anonymous No.23157147]

>>23157115
First of all, you’re not going to guilt me into contributing to a partisan organization just to get along. Second, if you think it’s merely a matter of diverging but respectful opinion, you have absolutely no exposure at all to the thing we’re talking about. So if you don’t have a clue, don’t reply.

[Anonymous No.23157152]

>>23157115
Funny you should say that given Academia actively rejects and represses everyone who disagrees with it

[Anonymous No.23157155]

>>23156511
I will contribute one (1) cat.

[Anonymous No.23157168]

>>23156511
i thought that was the picture of bigfoot

[Anonymous No.23157170]

>>23157147
I'm an academic, albeit in Yurope.

>>23157152
I don't really experience that despite having pretty chuddish opinions.

[Anonymous No.23157195]

It's pathetic how unable women are of doing anything about it when you say you won't do the women work they ask you for

[Anonymous No.23157215]

I'd let 50000 Seneghalese orphans die in a flood if I could get a single good night of sleep.

[Anonymous No.23157217]

>>23157170
1) No, you’re not
2) Europe isn’t America
3) Don’t care, didn’t ask

[Anonymous No.23157223]

>>23157217
blud thought this was twitter :skull:

[Anonymous No.23157225]

>>23157170
Do you have to do yearly DEI training and declare your support in your yearly review in Europe? No? Every Academic in America has to do that. You can’t even apply to grad school without a diversity statement now. Either you are diverse or you are radically committed to diversity. No exceptions.

[Anonymous No.23157241]

>>23157225
>diversity statement
What's wrong with that?
Are you a racist?
Sexist?
Homophobic?
Other kind of bigot?

[Anonymous No.23157253]

>>23157241
It's my constitutional right to think like one.

[Anonymous No.23157261]

>>23157253
yes, but you don't have a constitutional right to be a bigot in academia

[Anonymous No.23157265]

>>23157241
>What's wrong with that?
You being alive for starters.

[Anonymous No.23157268]

>>23157195
Incapable of [____]ing

Unable to [____]

How dare you not learn this completely arbitrary distinction in my fine language, ESL

[Anonymous No.23157270]

>>23157265
Oh you poor little thing. Did I hurt your feelings?

[Anonymous No.23157274]

>>23157268
>hates English
>is forced to write in it
lol

[Anonymous No.23157377]

I'm eating her yoghurt. Should I join her book club?

[Anonymous No.23157437]

>>23157002
I'd say it's the capacity for joy in tranquil conditions, a certain kind of subtlety at apprehending one's surroundings. I haven't always been successful in pursuit of the quiet life, but have the least regrets about going in that general direction: It's the primordial form of foresight, or the artist's sense of life.

[Anonymous No.23157460]

I want to watch the name of the rose but now I wonder if its better to read it instead...

[Anonymous No.23157463]

>>23156904
okay Mark Fisher you can kill yourself any time now.

[Anonymous No.23157467]

>>23157241
"Yes"

[Anonymous No.23157472]

>>23157261
you should, THOUGH. private property conflicts with freedom of speech, either get rid of all property so I can say 'nigger' wherever I go, or keep private property so I'm constantly oppressed. your choice.

[Anonymous No.23157521]

I have a very public facing job and I’m always worried that some embarrassing social media posts and group chats from when I was a college student are going to be made public ruin me. One of them wasn’t even me. It was a friend pulling a prank by pretending to be me.

[Anonymous No.23157545]

>>23157521
Didn't your parents teach you not to use your real name online? Fuckin people are clueless now

[Anonymous No.23157546]

Test

[Anonymous No.23157549]

>>23156511
---- Solaria ----
4012
Dance Music

I prefer to sit around to it
And let sightly scenery reel as it will

On lawns or in parks
Where what there is to see is a little dizzying

To the comprehending eye.

[Anonymous No.23157569]

>>23157545
Facebook forced me to use mine after going under pseudonyms for over twelve years

[Anonymous No.23157574]

>>23157545
No because this was in 2012 and my parents didn’t even know how to use the internet

[Anonymous No.23157584]

Staring at qts is good for your health

[Anonymous No.23157595]

>>23157584
Agreed, same for anything of remarkable natural beauty.

[Anonymous No.23157602]

>>23157595
Pleasant architecture isn't bad either

[Anonymous No.23157604]

>>23157584
It makes my underwear smell bad.

[Anonymous No.23157615]

>>23157604
Eat more pineapple?

[Anonymous No.23157627]

anyone of you listen to imbred?

[Anonymous No.23157684]

tell me about yourself anon, who exactly are you? what do you do? where do you see yourself in this world and how do you fit in it? are you particularly proud of anything you've done so far, or do you look forward to doing great things in your lifetime? what is the your story?

just want a conversation with more meaning than the bloody weather

[Anonymous No.23157698]

>>23157684
>more meaning than the bloody weather
It's all smoke and mist, anon, weather's all we got

[Anonymous No.23157723]

>>23157602
Absolutely agreed.
>>23156511
Sometimes i can't believe how much is in my social memory. Shit as I am at names, there must be about 1000 I could cite with decently accurate character and temperament and appearance and background portraits. Somehow none of my friends had any such aptitude, but that's one of the things I enjoyed about their company: Gossip is a lot of fun, but there are other things to do.

[Anonymous No.23157777]

If you’re someone who knows what they want to do with their life, I want to hear from you. How did you decide?

[Anonymous No.23157830]

>>23156875
>US would have probably sat out of the western front of WWII
No they wouldn't.
They were already supplying Britain with arms and planes, breaking the neutrality act years before.

[Anonymous No.23157860]

>>23157777
I read a book

[Anonymous No.23157914]

I should jump off a bridge.

[Anonymous No.23157924]

>>23157684
I don't know. Nothing. Nowere. No. I can't find anything.

[Anonymous No.23157929]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gG62zay3kck

[Anonymous No.23157949]

>>23157777
To live comfortably with enough time to listen to music of my choosing, and rarely have what others like imposed on me. Decision was never a factor. Finding ways and means were my main concern.

[Anonymous No.23157953]

>>23156511
Hurdy Gurdy Man

The opening scene of Zodiac is great

[Anonymous No.23157966]

There's this one girl I'm interested in, but I know her one friend a bit better. Would it be retarded for me to message her one friend, asking what I should do if I'm interested in the girl she's friends with?
What are the chances this would be make a pariah or seem like a desperate creep? I really don't have the reputation for being an incel creep, which is a plus.

[Anonymous No.23157972]

Please don’t be angry

[Anonymous No.23157973]

>>23157966
Women’s opinions don’t matter

[Anonymous No.23157997]

>>23157966
Just masturbate before you do anything.

[Anonymous No.23158002]

>>23157973
The point would be that she would probably tell her friend and then if she's not interested, she can tell me to fuck off and I can move on with my life.
>>23157997
Already did that today, saar

[Anonymous No.23158009]

>>23158002
>aleady did that today, saar
Good, now do it again!
(and post results)

[Anonymous No.23158072]

I woke up at 0530 to the sound of my alarm after a deep sleep with vivid dreams. I’ve had two dreams now of J--. Abstaining from weed for the past two weeks has made my sleep much more restful. I was drooling, and when I went to the bathroom to clean my mouth-guard I noticed that a deep line from my pillow was engraved down the left side of my face, running across my eye like a dueling scar. I filled my mouth-guard container with hot water and dropped in a dissolvable denture cleaning tablet with the guard. I doubt it does a great job of cleaning it, but I don’t really give a fuck. Brushed teeth, put lotion on dry face and arms. My eyes remain chronically bloodshot. I think I ruined them with over-the-counter red-eye-relief drops. They’ve been red for over a year now. The doctor diagnosed me with ocular rosacea; it’s uncurable. The best I can do is heat up a bean-bag for thirty seconds in the microwave and plop it on my eyes for a few minutes to get some juices flowing; it doesn’t help much. It’s hard to make eye-contact when you can see people looking at your eyes.
I didn’t feel like making coffee so I drank pre-workout. at 0630 there is still a line running down my face from my pillow. Why is this taking so long to go away? Maybe I should start eating food with more collagen.
Black boot, black jeans, grey shirt, black hoodie. Work-phone, ID-card, transparent backpack containing: laptop, laptop power-cord, cellphone power-cord, ethernet-cord, wireless mouse, allen wrenches, fab-approved notebook, black pen, wireless earbuds.
I took the stairwell down the four floors to the parking garage. The Mexican janitor was, as usual, breaking down cardboard boxes at the dumpster. We exchanged greetings. These fucking assholes refuse to breakdown the boxes from their endless deliveries. There are signs on every floor, at every trash-shoot, that ask people to flatten out the cardboard and carry it down to the recycling dumpster, but every morning I see him with bins full of unflatten'd boxes diligently preforming his menial and thankless work.
I live five minutes from the factory. My car doesn’t even have time to warm up by the time I pull into the parking garage. I crossed the bridge, grabbed a coffee, and went to the pass-down room for the morning meeting. A--, who just returned from an assignment in Germany where he was working on some old tool that nobody else on the planet has his expertise on, brought donuts. He brings donuts every ‘Friday,’ I haven’t figured out why exactly yet, psychologically speaking. I didn’t eat any; I had been fasting for the past two days and somehow wasn’t hungry. Maybe abstaining from weed was suppressing my appetite. I had also been trying to see what it felt like to starve. I had been meaning to start writing a story about a factory-worker who starves himself to death, and wanted the raw experience.

[Anonymous No.23158084]

>>23156511
Went to a seedy massage parlor. Shit was gross. I don't know how anyone can get off to it
The woman was like 50. The actual massage was ok but when she tried to give me a handy I instantly went flaccid. The entire thing just felt really gross and wrong
Never again

[Anonymous No.23158094]

>>23158084
I ended up stopping her after like 5 minutes of her trying. I don't think i have ever been as little aroused in my life

[Anonymous No.23158100]

I'm having a midlife crisis (I'm not old just average)

[Anonymous No.23158109]

>>23157684
Well I'm a Californian so weather is pretty exciting. We just got this crazy thunderstorm that blew in. Sky was blue, sun was out, and suddenly the sky went black, lighting flashed everywhere and a massive downpour began while I was on the freeway. The freeway even flooded and I got a text alert warning me to shelter in place due to flash floods.

[Anonymous No.23158110]

I wish I had better relationships with my sisters. Some people are really close with their siblings and hang out with them regularly and some people have siblings who rely on them a lot and I'm jealous of both types. I see my sisters once or maybe twice a year when I visit my parents and outside of that I might as well not exist to them. Not even on some weird shit, I just don't have any close relationships whatsoever and I wish that the relationships I was born with didn't wither away as I got older.

[Anonymous No.23158114]

>>23157574
Bullshit. As far back as 2007 my fucking elementary school was giving lessons about how dangerous it is to post personal info online.

[Anonymous No.23158120]

>>23157241
I am bigoted about things you've never even heard of

[Anonymous No.23158122]

>>23158114
>2007 my fucking elementary school
brb kms

[Anonymous No.23158126]

>>23158084
>The woman was like 50
This. There are few places nearby and they all employ old women. It's fine for an actual massage but all these places also do happy endings and body on body.

[Anonymous No.23158135]

>>23158114
Are you stupid? That all changed suddenly with the emergence of facebook and others.
Somebody post that screencap of youtubes guidelines regarding use of real names from before 2010 and after 2010

[Anonymous No.23158138]

>>23158126
She looked alright i guess for a 50 year old and i was actually aroused during the massage part i think in part cause you don't see the person during that part.
Happy ending just felt disgusting and i also felt bad for making this old women do that when she's obviously desparate
Total waste of money

[Anonymous No.23158139]

>>23158122
Yeah bro you're fucking old. I'm 25.

[Anonymous No.23158143]

>>23158135
My middle school from 2011 to 2013 taught us not to use our real info online and warned us to be careful about what we say on Facebook. You just lived in retardville where they didn't teach you basic shit

[Anonymous No.23158155]

>>23156511
---- Solaria ----
4014
Favorites

Victor giggled when I showed him Saturn in a telescope for the first time.
Rochelle was rather familiar with Catalina Island.
Sultan was a perfect angel.

Marcus, I know you're still out there.
RIP Russell, you magnificently hilarious fat Viking-looking bastard.
Two Craigs come to mind--

The beautiful looking one
And the other, adorably awkward fuck
who dropped me off in some

Elysium I wish he knew.

[Anonymous No.23158161]

>>23158139
>>23158143
It was a thing way before that. Back in the long ago, in the time of the external modem, the one with the oldfag screechy noises, when nobody bought shit online because who the fuck gives their credit card info to the internet, they were telling kids not to give out their real name or address and that everyone you're talking to on the web is secretly a 45 year filipino male with an interest in abduction and white slavery.

[Anonymous No.23158187]

>>23158161
I definitely talked to those guys as a kid

[Anonymous No.23158225]

Social media has opened up new avenues for writers and yet nobody seems to know or care because the only people writing are boomers and MFA grads

[Anonymous No.23158269]

My mind is a panopticon.

[Anonymous No.23158271]

A few days ago I spent a night at my cousins' house. One of them is a little girl. 6 years old. I told her to wake me up in the morning so I could eat breakfast with her. I woke up before she did and laid in bed thinking. Eventually I hear a light knock on the door. I pretended to be asleep. In she comes on her tippy toes, trying to be as quiet as possible. Before she could yell in my face to "WAKE UPPPPP" I yelled "BOO" making her jump off the ground a little. She gave me a hug and then sat on a chair facing me. We talked about the pet chickens in her school classroom. I think that was probably one of the greatest moments of my life. Stuff like that is the reason for living. Imagine coming home from 9-5 and your cute daughter runs to the door to give you a hug and say hello. "Daddy, you're home!" Must be the greatest thing in the world. It sucks to be a weird, awkward 20 something year old man. I don't have a single female acquaintance. I will probably never experience that. At least my cousin is too young to realise or care about what a subhuman I am.

[Anonymous No.23158283]

>>23157684
I am no one. I don't do anything. I see myself as a lesser being. I am immensely ashamed of my life and have nothing to be proud of. I dread the future. That's my story. It's a warm day and the sky is blue.

[Anonymous No.23158290]

>>23156511
Just ordered Big Sur and Visions of Gerard on a whim. I want to read more Kerouac. Sucks he’s famous for On the Road as that’s probably the worst book of his I’ve read

[Anonymous No.23158291]

>>23157684
I believe I will be a world famous figure despite being a complete loser at 27. I will not have to work a wagie corpo job either. I will attract women and be the greatest human ever, and I won't even have to try.

[Anonymous No.23158298]

>>23158271
I always cuddle with my niece (she is 11, just the right age), because I have done it so many times she is quite used to it and doesn't mind when my hand wanders to certain parts of her body...

[Anonymous No.23158304]

>>23158298
That is disgusting and you should get help or kill yourself.

[Anonymous No.23158310]

>>23158225
There are two school chums I used to trade rather a lot of posts between, but don't any longer, not because I don't like or trust them, but only because they're too involved with social media as such. I'm not even particularly involved in the local community, can take or leave socializing for socializing's sake, but know my neighbors far better than either of them do. Never underestimate the value of face-to-face meetings, particularly outdoors or where where no arrangements have been made, and no serious obligations pertain.

[Anonymous No.23158318]

>>23158304
I find it very pleasant and she also doesn't seem to mind it and even enjoys it, I am not seeing anything disgusting here except maybe some creep on the internet telling others to kill themselves.

[Anonymous No.23158323]

>>23158318
God is gonna get you buddy.

[Anonymous No.23158329]

>>23158323
Is it even a sin according to the bible? The main issue I see here is that we are not wed, but that's a very minor sin.

[Anonymous No.23158354]

>>23157684
A loser i am like the underground man, except not even that interesting. I know I am boring unremarkable and seethe inwardly at how little I have achieved and my inability to be accepted anywhere
I spend my free days listlessly browsing 4chan reloading threads
I work in security in a patrol vehicle overnight

[Anonymous No.23158357]

>>23158329
Matthew 18:6
“Whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in Me to sin, it would be better for him if a millstone were hung around his neck, and he were drowned in the depth of the sea.”

[Anonymous No.23158398]

>>23158357
Next time I see her I'll ask her if she believes in god, if not then it's all good but if she does then I might have to conveet to islam or something.

[Anonymous No.23158434]

>>23156511
I can still feel occasional heartaches. That's gotta be pretty good. Maybe things aren't all that rotten.

[Anonymous No.23158447]

>>23156511
---- Solaria ----
4015
Concourse

Nothing so formal as
As an agora, nothing to trade,

Where one is completely out of suits
Yet so potent in the weave of place it feels as if

Nothing bad can happen, ever.

[Anonymous No.23158464]

The chief characteristic of the neurotic person is lack of a normal sex life. Sexual satisfaction is the key to happiness.

[Anonymous No.23158469]

>>23158434
That is very good indeed.

[Anonymous No.23158471]

>>23158464
I satisfy myself.

[Anonymous No.23158483]

>>23158464
true i am basically a turbo virgin incapable of being loved or loving anyone. I may try a whore soon just to see what I am missing

[Anonymous No.23158488]

>>23158471
Same here, for the most part. More would be nice, and sometimes has been. For the most part I let chemistry take its course.

[Anonymous No.23158492]

>>23158271
That's beautiful, anon. There's nothing absolutely denying the possibility of you ever reaching that ideal. You're in your twenties. Just try to be a good man through it all.

[Anonymous No.23158510]

Anyone else suspect their very comfortable and easy remote job is bad for them? I suspect mine is bad for me. I also find it a bit regrettable because it’s like somehow just letting life pass by.

[Anonymous No.23158511]

>>23158471
Masturbation allows you to indulge in sexual fantasy, which will relieve some of the emotional tension that the sex drive inflicts, but over time one's satisfaction with the simulation of sex dwindles and is replaced by a deep shame over awareness of the self-deception. Without real sex, you will never experience emotional tranquility

[Anonymous No.23158547]

When I comes to prose writing, I believe that I have a hidden schizo mode which 99.9% of people can't access. This allows me to write phenomenal prose, but the catch is that it's a very unpleasant feeling. My brain enters a state of very loose association, and it feels like it's sliding backwards into madness. I've only recently discovered I can do this, so I won't post examples. But I believe I can take this somewhere great.

[Anonymous No.23158571]

>>23158510
Don't let your job be your whole life

[Anonymous No.23158572]

It's my 21st birthday. Drinking alone in my room. The same as the previous years, only difference is I didn't care then. What the fuck went wrong?

[Anonymous No.23158632]

Today's Wordle is clone if anyone is interested

[Anonymous No.23158643]

>>23156511
The new Fallout cash grab looks weak. Maybe I’ll torrent it instead.

[Anonymous No.23158655]

>>23158139
In 2007 I had been out of high school for six years

[Anonymous No.23158656]

>>23158571
My brother is like this

[Anonymous No.23158672]

>>23158656
Why aren't you drinking with him?

[Anonymous No.23158689]

>>23158672
Nevermind

[Anonymous No.23158715]

I coughed and it made me fard and I worry I shid myself a little

[Anonymous No.23158726]

>>23158715
Hmm?

[Anonymous No.23158727]

>>23156511
---- Solaria ----
4016
North Loop

I rode around here, usually,
Like a prince who, speaking in a legacy language

Belongs and will arrive
Where life is sweet as what you will.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5jDW8wHYjk

[Anonymous No.23158750]

>>23156511
All I ever need to realize my weakness is to remember how I felt during a couple of tiny moments with my ex-gf: Her telling me that i'm a liar after I told her I was doing well, ''I know you'', she said ; And her telling me how much she missed me once. Mundane yet makes my soul ache deeper than ever. I will remain a pathetic fool for as long as I keep myself shackled by this need for -I don't know what to call it- feminine reassurance or validation or care. It's too close to being a little boy. I must move past it. I must stop thinking of a woman's caresses every time I go to sleep. Weakling bullshit. I wish I felt as strongly and was as obsessive with other aspects of life.

[Anonymous No.23158753]

I have been beachcombing for the most unusual and interesting rocks I could find at the beach where I am visiting for a few months.
I found a beautiful piece of carnelian/agate/chalcedony that is a perfect representation of the golden sunsets here, complete with clouds.
Here is a video I took of a sunset here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A8SXQx7Wv2c [Embed]
So all the beauty and meaning in such sunsets is impressed deeply into the meaning of this stone - it is enchanted.
It is the most priceless treasure to me, an extraordinary piece of geological art sculpted by the hands of the ocean and shore.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUosSQZSw5c

[Anonymous No.23158755]

Nothing like a cream puff after pumping iron.

[Anonymous No.23158757]

>>23158727
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yscFHkfGtFY

[Anonymous No.23158789]

>>23158753
Unbelievably based anon. You're the man. I should pay more attention to the rocks next time i visit the local mediterranean beach.

[Anonymous No.23158794]

My peanus is small.

[Anonymous No.23158806]

didn't get a single (you) today

[Anonymous No.23158821]

I think a woman "crying" and acting all histrionic is one of the most disgusting and irritating things to see. I put scare quotes around cry because I don't think they actually cry, although with their evil animal brains convincing them of their own lies I am sure they think that they are really crying. But just in general, the gasping wheezing spastic blubbery runny nose act is awful to behold. There's something so entitled and narcissistic about how they know instinctively that it will work, they really think someone will just let them off the hook for burning down an apartment complex if they start sputtering and wheezing and boogering. Women should not be allowed to talk without a license they have to renew every 4 hours.

[Anonymous No.23158825]

you don't look anything like an airport but the thought of a 747 landing on you is not at all disagreeable

[Anonymous No.23158826]

>>23158806
Erm... erp.. uh

[Anonymous No.23158829]

>>23158826

[Anonymous No.23158835]

Toriyama gone. I can think of like 20 countries that could realistically have a day of mourning tomorrow for that guy.

[Anonymous No.23158857]

I wish i could get over my burning hatred of the male sex some of you guys are pretty cool

[Anonymous No.23158880]

>>23158857
this but women

[Anonymous No.23158885]

>>23158880
>nietsczhe thinks women are a monolith

Based

[Anonymous No.23158888]

>>23158885
>thinks
I've met them, they largely are.

[Anonymous No.23158902]

>>23156511
I've decided that if the world does not respond to my calls of will, the problem is with the world, not with myself. Insist on this method and you will succeed, or you will at minimum become a pest to forces which do not deserve to exist. Harry and oppose the barriers of the false order.

[Anonymous No.23158908]

>>23158888
I feel thats the way with most ppl tho or maybe im just talking to the wrong ones idk

[Anonymous No.23158912]

>>23158885
What the fuck is it with women and "generalizations"

[Anonymous No.23158917]

>>23158912
They have to make sure someone knows that they are one of the "good ones" or sm shitt

[Anonymous No.23158923]

This is a good Stirnerian anthem, whether deliberately or not (though probably deliberate)
Declare war on the world. If your life matters to yourself, it means it matters. It's metaphysically and perhaps metaphysically indisputable. Nothing can touch you but your own vision. If your vision happens to conflict with mine, we'll have to sort that out. But there is no other law, no other true, natural condition.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4aIYWFu1w7k

[Anonymous No.23158924]

Just my heavy heartbeat and loud tinnitus keeping me up. I want to kill myself so bad and joking around on 4chan doesn't help. All while making my shitty edits, there's just a voice in the back of my mind (kill yourself right now. shoot yourself. go ahead. do it, before you end up worse.)

[Anonymous No.23158935]

There is no other defensible law or government but mine, metaphysically speaking. This is borderline mathematically true. My despotic government (America ™) mightr beg to differ, but anyone who disagrees to me, irreducibly, mathematically, is ultimately just a slave to some ego that outranks them. I'm right despite your witch hunt

[Anonymous No.23158941]

>>23158908
You're not wrong. All bitches are hoes. But there's a lotta bitch-ass niggas out there who are also hoes.

[Anonymous No.23158942]

I must become a thing to be feared or else I am not allowed to be happy.

[Anonymous No.23158947]

>>23158924
You ever try bupropion + dxm? new med combo that's saving a lot of people

[Anonymous No.23158952]

>>23158942
It's a dog-eat-dog world. And I'm the chinaman.

[Anonymous No.23158953]

>>23158947
don't care about getting better.

[Anonymous No.23158994]

>>23158952
Are you actually Chinese or is it stolen valor?

[Anonymous No.23158997]

I AM THE ONE
OGASMATRON

[Anonymous No.23159014]

>>23156511

[Anonymous No.23159039]

>>23157225
All chuds like me should form our own university where being bigoted is required

[Anonymous No.23159040]

>>23157830
Why do we even help Britain in the first place?

[Anonymous No.23159043]

>>23159040
Cause the elite are british, the british have been ruling this country the entire time it all goes back to the british connect the fucking dots

[Anonymous No.23159044]

>>23159039
Long chortle.

[Anonymous No.23159045]

>>23158997
Fuck yea Motörhead

[Anonymous No.23159057]

Honestly I need to master the blade.
I have always been a natural. When I swing my katana I feel one with all being. I'm Miyamoto Musashi or some equivalent historical grand master could eviscerate me in a blink of an eye. I have no illusions about the historical masters, whose whole reputation rested on such ability. But in current age terms, I would make a terrifying and determined opponent swordsman in contest. That I know for a fact.

[Anonymous No.23159062]

>>23158994
storen varol

[Anonymous No.23159063]

>>23159057
That's the whole point I'm making. We should bring back the tradition of being able to resolve their disputes by hacking each other apart by the sword. We're missing out on a lot by the tradition of dueling. Most, if not all our our societal disputes should be decided by a contest of brain and brawns, preferably to the death, because that's how you know nobody's faking.

[Anonymous No.23159065]

>>23159057
haha gattling gun go brrrrrrrrrr

[Anonymous No.23159095]

>
Miyamoto Musashi's swordsmanship style is known as Niten Ichi-ryū, which translates to "Two Heavens as One" or "Two Swords as One." This style is characterized by the simultaneous use of two swords: the katana (long sword) and the wakizashi (short sword) or kodachi.
Duel wielding is considered to be a disadvantage to all but the most skillful swordsmen. In his manual Musashi describes his strategy for containing multiple enemies at once (for he was known for slaying multiple foes at once). Swipe both at both sides of the enemy formation, until they form a line. Then cut down each individual foe as you would. Force them to form a line, such that any deviation from the line would receive your strike.
I'm not crazy dude/ This is what we have to base our political society on or we're doomed to be ruled by cowards and weaklings somehow content to send the brave to their deaths.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z7ynnRnQHLw

[Anonymous No.23159108]

there's too much going on in my life and i don't know what to do. things are falling apart. i've made too many commitments to too many people to build more positive relationships, and now there's schedule conflicts and impending relationship strains. i'm not cut out to be a socialite, i feel like my time is robbed away from me now when spending time with people i care about should be a joy. years ago i was essentially a hermit and enjoyed my own company, now i have all these problems

how do normies deal with this? is this what life is for the majority of people? i feel so stressed, it's one thing after another, there is no end to it. the solution seems simple but obviously painful: just stop caring and let some relationships fall to keep others. yes i know it's my fault for accepting invitations but at the time i really did have nothing else better going on. welp it is what it is

[Anonymous No.23159110]

>get on scale
>44.3 kilos
>member how almost faint on a daily basis once the clock rolls 12
>member how limbs are perpetually cold now
>starting to show signs of iron deficiency
>decide to do the sound thing and cook a decent breakfast
>protein loaded oatmeal with a bunch of seed powders
>eat and be merry
>like clockwork, begin to feel acutely aware of my ass and my arms
>parade in front of the mirror back and forth examining how fat I look
>forearm in the window s reflection has a phantom like ability of appearing both grossly fleshy and unnaturally narrow
>confusion.jpeg
>sneak an extra couple of teaspoons of the oatmeal and feel even more of a fat disgusting piece of shit.
>haunted by the memory of yesterday s lunchinner (I dont eat dinner)

Good christ, no wonder troons are dysmorphic. Everyone tells me i look emaciated but when i stand in front of the mirror I see someone so impossibly wide and pudgy. I keep pinching where my love handles are supposed to be to assuage myself that they didnt grow in an instant of inattentiveness.

[Anonymous No.23159113]

I want to get into poetry but have no idea where to start. Does anyone have any poetry books to recommend?

[Anonymous No.23159118]

>>23159113
Milk and Honey by Rupi Kaur

[Anonymous No.23159125]

>>23159118
What's good about it.

[Anonymous No.23159133]

>>23159113
No, I don't.

[Anonymous No.23159161]

Look, I'm an agent of God. I'm not happy about it but I am. Turns out (spoiler alert) God wants you to push you beyond your current state. Boo hoo, it hurts so bad, I know. God knows. Everything Knows. Your suffering is part of the creation of being, God suffers alongside you. Purity of heart is inerasable,, total, pure, :your life matter and needs no sacrifice or donation. you are god's child.

[Anonymous No.23159170]

I hate working from office. It mentally affects me.

[Anonymous No.23159179]

>>23159170
Why do you work?

[Anonymous No.23159182]

>>23156778
they're adorable when 2d, but often uggo as 3dpd. then again that can be said of women as well.

[Anonymous No.23159209]

>>23159110
Are you a woman?

[Anonymous No.23159280]

I want to die so badly.
I still wonder if I ever had a chance. Was I born to suffer?
If I could have felt love for even a moment ever in my life, I believe it would have all been worth it.
I am nothing.

[Anonymous No.23159282]

>>23159280
I don't want to die. I'm not suffering.

[Anonymous No.23159306]

ME AND MY FUCKING GUN

[Anonymous No.23159311]

>>23159110
seed powders aren't good for you bb

[Anonymous No.23159318]

>>23159311
I just ground chia and flaxseed into a powder. Are these not healthy? I have a teaspoon besides.

At my wits end. The demented fucks online write that a plausible cure for iron deficiency is to cook with an iron skillet. As if the streets are lined up with utensils.

[Anonymous No.23159331]

>>23159062
Thanks for the potential band name

[Anonymous No.23159342]

>>23159318
shouldn't really be eating seeds in general it's cringe.
are you vegetarian or what? for iron have red meat

[Anonymous No.23159348]

>>23159342
I think anon's probably long been vegetarian/vegan for anorexia purposes

[Anonymous No.23159351]

>>23159348
Why would someone willingly make themselves anorexic?

[Anonymous No.23159355]

>>23159348
yeah. then they should cheat more often

>>23159351
ED

[Anonymous No.23159358]

>>23159351
Why does anyone do anything? It seems like a good idea at the time

[Anonymous No.23159361]

I recently took an IQ test and scored higher than I expected at 143, but I don't feel smart. I've always assumed I was maybe 120 at best, so my ego is in crisis and oscillating between arrogance, shame, doubt; apparently I have genius-level intelligence, yet I made C's in high school, dropped out of college, can't hold a job, and live with my parents. I don't enjoy math, I don't speak eloquently, if I'm being honest, I can't write well and don't have anything new to say. So either IQ isn't a reliable metric for intelligence, or lady luck had a miscarriage.

[Anonymous No.23159369]

I am Dildonicus, I put dildos in every hole on my body and throw dildos at a fuckin nigga

[Anonymous No.23159371]

>>23159361
>IQ isn't a reliable metric for intelligence
It's not. It's also even less reliable for anything that isn't normative intelligence for reasons that would be obvious if anyone could do math

[Anonymous No.23159379]

>>23159342
>>23159348
No im not vegan. Im just in a breakfast egg aversion phase now. Just thinking about it makes me want to hurl.
>for iron have red meat
Every day? Im not Midas.

[Anonymous No.23159442]

I failed my driver's exam. All went really well. Great visibility, examinator wasn't being a dick with too difficult and unpredictable moves, but I kept too far to the right on a oneway street. What a silly mistake

[Anonymous No.23159443]

>>23159379
the best source of iron in the world is liver if you wanna be very brave and eat that it's cheap and you'll only need it once a week

[Anonymous No.23159447]

>>23159442
all the best drivers fail the first time

[Anonymous No.23159454]

>>23159442
They always invent a reason to fail you on the first try to make more $$$ out of you.

[Anonymous No.23159460]

>>23159442
>examinator wasn't being a dick
> I kept too far to the right on a oneway street
who gives a shit if you are on left, or middle or to the right in a one way street lol

[Anonymous No.23159464]

>>23159447
>>23159454
thanks anons. just felt shitty to fail pretty much at the finishing line.
>>23159460
Admittedly I was a bit close to a parked car's mirror...

[Anonymous No.23159468]

>>23159447
Not me I made it the first time like a champ

[Anonymous No.23159478]

>>23159442
Not enough style points. Go play Crazy Taxi and take notes for your next exam.

[Anonymous No.23159491]

>>23159478
just blast this on top volume and drift every turn
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atuFSv2bLa8

[Anonymous No.23159492]

>>23159468
cringe

[Anonymous No.23159496]

>>23159491
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ropn_kwpFDU

[Anonymous No.23159503]

>>23159492
fag

[Anonymous No.23159597]

Taking small things without permission is seen as dishonourable and associated with a lower moral standing. But orchestrating schemes to exploit an entire nation's wealth is perceived as clever and intelligent.

[Anonymous No.23159608]

>>23159597
>Taking small things without permission
Easy, requires low impulse control, does not require high iq.

>orchestrating schemes to exploit an entire nation's wealth
Hard and requires high iq and high impulse control.

[Anonymous No.23159619]

>>23159608
do you really respect a guy who 'outsmarts' the tax system (your money) over a homeless dude just trying to grab your Doordash?

[Anonymous No.23159622]

>>23159597
yeah it's classism

[Anonymous No.23159635]

>>23159597
That's right, kid. It's messed up and a sad realization

[Anonymous No.23159660]

i always thought dogs were boys and cats were girls, but actually, girls are more like dogs. boys are more like cats.

[Anonymous No.23159664]

>>23159660
>internet catgirlboys take another one

[Anonymous No.23159672]

>>23159660
Dogs have a wide range of personalities.
All cats are the same.

[Anonymous No.23159676]

>>23159672
This but the other way around

[Anonymous No.23159681]

Being around cute girls gives me such a motivation.
It's like I'm immediately lifted into a good mood where I'm focused on being productive.

Too bad I'm a code monkey with no social life. Such situations happen so rarely.

[Anonymous No.23159688]

>>23159672
speaking just in terms of generalisation. dogs more loving. cats more distant, will eat your face as soon as you die.

[Anonymous No.23159704]

>>23156511
I feel like just moving to a deserted island right now

[Anonymous No.23159711]

>>23159619
Homeless people do not become homeless overnight, it is a long process and can be stopped and reversed at any time. At least in West there are like a million social programs that aim to help homeless get back on track and few of them do but majority stay homeless until they die of an overdose. I have no respect for homeless.

People who genuinely outsmart the tax system (avoid) are highly intelligent, why should they pay more tax than is legally required? People who evade tax may or may not be of high intelligence. They should still be respected because they put themselves first rather than the shitty system.
System itself is garbage, anyone who pays tax (or at least does not evade/avoid some of it) is basically a retard.

[Anonymous No.23159713]

>>23159681
Just masturbate man

[Anonymous No.23159714]

>>23159711
To be fair, if your best take on the tax system is avoidance, you're not smart

[Anonymous No.23159716]

>>23159713
Cooming throws me into a deep depression.
It has the opposite effect.

[Anonymous No.23159722]

>>23159711
Good thing I don’t have respect for you either. You’re like 22 years old at most? Get some life experience first. You’re a child. You’ll grow up.

[Anonymous No.23159723]

>>23159714
It depends. Avoidance is legal, if they find out a person is avoiding tax they can do nothing about it except ask the goverment to change the law. It's a safe option
Evasion is much better financially but it's also dangerous and can land people in jail.

[Anonymous No.23159728]

>>23159722
Mid 30s

[Anonymous No.23159727]

>>23159681
Aren’t most coders trannies?

[Anonymous No.23159732]

>>23159711
Though your sins cried to—Father Vaughan,
These desperate you could not spare
Who steal, with nothing left to pawn;
You caged a man up like a bear

[Anonymous No.23159735]

>>23159728
and still edgelord posting on 4chan

[Anonymous No.23159737]

>>23156511
Charisma comes in two basic forms. There's the common or benign kind that, somehow, however it does, makes about 1% of men and women instantly enjoyable to be near. You see one of them from from across a room and, no matter what they look like, no matter the circumstance, it's love at first sight, Sublime silliness, and profound mutual trust, becomes possible. Then there's the rare evil form typical of cult leaders, oriental despots, demagogues, serial murderers, grand scale financial scammers, and such. In every case they're personally revolting, spooky to be near, no matter what else.

[Anonymous No.23159738]

>>23159464
I never truly learned to drive and am in the worst country for it. Normally I don’t criticize America for much these days in part (it doesn’t help matters) to third world seethe on this corner of the internet but occasionally i will critique it if it directly impacts me.

[Anonymous No.23159740]

>>23159723
Both are ultimately more costly because you're not just backfilling those services from your own pocket, you're also increasing wealth disparity which requires further spending. And most people who are doing it are not rich enough to afford the consequences of either. If you are rich enough to pay against the consequences, you don't even need avoidance, because you just pay to change the tax laws. The people who do what you're outlining are precisely the people who can't afford to not pay taxes.

[Anonymous No.23159741]

>>23159728
Still older than you at 41

[Anonymous No.23159744]

>>23159732
tranny faggot

[Anonymous No.23159747]

>>23159744
chesterton

[Anonymous No.23159748]

Sci Fi/Fantasy fusion is pretty based.

[Anonymous No.23159749]

>>23159727
Huh? No. I'd say 99% of coder "females" are trannies, but coder "females" only make up like 1% of all coders.
Most of us are techbros or chuds or incels. Like 10% are insufferable SJWs. That's the whites. Then there's loads of pajeets and asians as well.

[Anonymous No.23159751]

>>23159355
How the fuck does erectile dysfunction make someone starve themselves?

[Anonymous No.23159760]

>>23159749
Fair enough. I tried learn python, albeit I’m pretty good with internet/computer skills in general (I’m an early millennial) but the only coding I’ve ever done in my life was making useless QBasic programs on my parents Windows 3.1 shitbox as a teenager. I just gave up.

[Anonymous No.23159766]

>>23159751
lol that just made me think there's a girl ed epidemic and boy ed epidemic

[Anonymous No.23159771]

>>23159740
True but the system mostly cares about the housing, healthcare, education and illegal immigrants and their safe passage into the country. I do not wish to pay for any of these "services" therefore I will keep evading.

>If you are rich enough to pay against the consequences, you don't even need avoidance, because you just pay to change the tax laws.
That too high iq for me

[Anonymous No.23159773]

>>23159766
Nta but it is a quick and easy way to tell which side of the internet you're on

[Anonymous No.23159776]

>>23159773
haha
we're not in edtwt anymore

[Anonymous No.23159787]

>>23159771
kek, the only countries where that's true are tax havens with seriously rich illegal immigrants. You're just making sure the nurse you get has lower standards and hates their life, and you're probably not even in a country where the difference you pocketed can bribe them to get a real doctor.

[Anonymous No.23159806]

There's no way to talk about this in real life without sounding deranged but I really, really love flat-chested girls. I think a nice flat chest is on par with a great work of art.

[Anonymous No.23159815]

in a brief lapse of judgement, i decided to watch some webms that i knew i shouldn't watch. in ruminating on the horrors i witnessed, i was reminded of this clip i saw a while back where slavoj zizek said something to the effect of "to truly love someone is to accept and embrace that person without idealizing them; it is refusing to prefer the perfect caricature because, for you the real person is perfect even in their faults."
then he said "those who claim to love life should take the same approach -- love the world's beautiful landscapes, but also love the landfills."
at the time it struck me as a very admirable approach to life. unfortunately, i have since become convinced that it is impossible. some parts of life are simply too much to accept. it seems the approach is an idealization of love itself, which is rather ironic.

[Anonymous No.23159825]

>>23159815
relax anon, it was just porn

[Anonymous No.23159834]

>>23159711
You will never be an oligarch.

[Anonymous No.23159843]

>>23156511
why can't I help myself from getting into useless arguments on 4chan and the youtube comments these days?

i used to not be like this, used to just lurk and laff at cringe shit

[Anonymous No.23159848]

>>23159806
:3

[Anonymous No.23159856]

>>23159825
it was a woman getting raped, so yeah you're right lol, and it wasn't violent or anything, but it was still enough to fuck me up good. idk if that makes me a pussy, honestly i expected it to be kind of hot in a fucked up sort of way that i wouldn't like thinking about, but it was just sad as fuck. she reverted to childlike mannerisms partway through, at some point she shouted "i'm done! i'm DONE!" in a last ditch effort to... idk wake up or something, but of course it didn't work. her cries of despair and complete inability to process what was happening was enough for me. i guess it's theoretically possible to be unphased by this sort of thing, maybe even to simply embrace it as part of life, it just comes with the package. but i don't think i can come to terms with that

[Anonymous No.23159862]

>>23159856
you were trying to get aroused by a women actually legitimately getting raped? why?

[Anonymous No.23159864]

>>23159787
This is why I do everything I can to stay healthy and never go to doctors.

[Anonymous No.23159866]

>>23159862
i didn't watch it for that express purpose, i was just wary of the possibility that it might happen, some kind of lizard brain response that i would repress and forget about. i had never seen actual rape, i didn't know what it was going to be like

[Anonymous No.23159874]

>>23159866
anon it is normal to be horrified by horrific things. being numb to those things like rape and murder is a bad, inhumane thing

keep your humanity intact while you're online anon. please touch grass and hug a loved one

[Anonymous No.23159877]

>>23159843
You're still self aware enough to acknowledge it, so stop posting on this godforsaken site while you can

[Anonymous No.23159883]

>>23159856
>it was a woman getting raped
Whoa alright.
You're human anon, it's normal to be horrified like >>23159874 says. You'll have to process it (might take some time), move on and try not to watch stuff like that again.

[Anonymous No.23159916]

>>23159874
>>23159883
eventually my brain will get tired stop fixating on it, but now i will always have this memory. rape is no longer designated in my brain as "forced sex," now it's replaced by the actual meaning of those words, complete with memories to corroborate. it's happening even when i'm not thinking about it, i feel like i can't go back. it's crazy how much a short video can completely alter a person's entire outlook on life, even if it ends up being just a few days of coping. i'll get over it, thanks for hearing me out.

[Anonymous No.23159927]

>>23157460
I liked the series adaptation but I will say that it lacks a bit of the romanticism that is in the book and the story does work better with the slower burn you get from casually reading.

[Anonymous No.23159944]

>>23159927
>it lacks a bit of the romanticism
That's a good thing

[Anonymous No.23159964]

>windy day
>toy shop does not have dragon kite in stock
all my plans ruined:(

[Anonymous No.23159968]

>>23158715
Hot.

[Anonymous No.23159969]

>>23156511
---- Solaria ----
4017
Creature Comforts

Right now I couldn't ask for more
But wish, sometimes, and do, weep a little

For company that enjoys relief from slights like ugly architecture
Or tornado nightmares.

Obvious feral cat footprints
Are on the black just outdoor carpet

And I know which one it is, the big gorgeous orange one
I saw first in late February.

[Anonymous No.23160000]

>>23159113
Skip the critical bits in pic related and just read the poems to find poets you like, then buy collections of those poets. If you are looking to get into poetry writing I suggest reading Fryes "the ode less traveled" and dantes "vita nueva," the first for an easy entry into terminology and simple analyses, and the second for expounding on poetic writing method by one of the greats first hand. Plus I think both books add up to be about 400 pages in total so it is a pretty succinct starting point.

[Anonymous No.23160019]

>>23159944
I disagree but I bet we have a different concept of what is meant by romanticism.

[Anonymous No.23160114]

How do I read for longer than 20 minutes?

[Anonymous No.23160122]

>>23159179
Its either that or homelessness

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[Anonymous No.23160182]

I’m in my 30s and living with mom, not because I can’t afford to live on my own but because I work remotely and have no particular reason to live anywhere else. I think about traveling sometimes but then I realize with the cost of it how quickly that would drain my bank account.

[Anonymous No.23160208]

Why do I have these hang ups about my college and immediately post-college years? I have this sense that I made all these mistakes in regard to education and career that I just can’t overcome, but I know that’s not entirely true.

[Anonymous No.23160220]

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[Anonymous No.23160224]

>>23158655
In 2007 I had been out of my mom's womb for 8 years

[Anonymous No.23160348]

The Insight of Insanity is the Insanity of insight.
The Insanity of Insight is the Insight of Insanity.