/wwoym/

[Anonymous No.23123097]

Write What's On Your Mind
Eating a dead horse edition

[Anonymous No.23123114]

Yesterday at my college a therapy dog was being walked around the library and when I looked into its eyes it flinched and almost imperceptibly began to tremble

[Anonymous No.23123133]

Dubs and this thread is cursed

[Anonymous No.23123135]

This coffee sucks but the chick was cute if not a bit overweight. I’m glad it’s spring, hoes are out.

[Anonymous No.23123145]

>>23123133
Ah shit.

[Anonymous No.23123147]

My university is always sending out these surveys in emails to ask about student engagement on campus life and feelings of belonging. Is alienation on college campuses a major or growing phenomenon?

[Anonymous No.23123148]

>>23123133

[Anonymous No.23123156]

>>23123097
(•‿•)(・∀・)◉‿◉｡◕‿◕｡(.ᴗ.)(θ‿θ)ʘ‿ʘ(‿)(◔‿◔)(◕ᴗ◕)(ʘᴗʘ)(人•͈ᴗ•͈)(◍•ᴗ•◍)(▽)(≧▽≦)(▽)(ᴗ)ಡ͜ʖಡ(ㆁωㆁ)<(￣︶￣)>(*´ω｀*)(ꈍᴗꈍ)(^‿^)^_________^(◡ω◡)(´◡‿ゝ◡`)(｡•̀ᴗ-)(◠‿◕)(◠‿・)—◝(0▿0)◜(人*´∀｀)｡*ﾟ+(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.(;^ω^)(^_^メ)(ʘ言ʘ)(~_~;)(~_~メ)(´-﹏-`;)(-_-;)・・・(-_-メ)༎ຶ‿༎ຶʕ´•ᴥ•̥`ʔಥ‿ಥ•́‿,•̀(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)(-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩___-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩-̩̩̩)(﹏)(个_个)(༎ຶ෴༎ຶ)｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡ಥ_ಥ(´..̫.`)ಠ_ಠಠ,_｣ಠಠ∀ಠʕಠ_ಠʔ[$(͡ಠ_ಠ)$](ಠ_ಠ)━ﾟ.*･｡ﾟ(눈‸눈)ರರತ_ʖತಠಿヮಠತ_ತರ_ರಠل͟ಠಠ‿ಠಠ೧ಠ──¯\_(ツ)(ヘ･_･)ヘ━━ヘ(•̀ε•́)━︵(´_｀)(๑˙˙๑)⊂(◉‿◉)つʕ·ᴥ·ʔ

[Anonymous No.23123160]

I filed my taxes early because I needed the refund to pay my tuition. After I filed I got an email saying the W2 had incorrect information and that I would be receiving a corrected form. I got the corrected form and attempted to amend my tax return. The IRS rejected my amended filing. They then sent me a letter that they suspect me of fraud. This shit is so frustrating. I definitely won't be getting my tax refund in time for the tuition payment. All because some diversity hire in HR sent me a fucked up W2

[Anonymous No.23123171]

>>23123147
alienation is a giant phenomenon everywhere right now.

[Anonymous No.23123207]

What have I become, my Swedish friend?

[Anonymous No.23123213]

>>23123148
KEK

[Anonymous No.23123226]

>>23123145
rollin

[Anonymous No.23123235]

i wish i wasn’t a misanthrope.

[Anonymous No.23123246]

>>23123171
Your mom is a giant phenomenon everywhere right now

[Anonymous No.23123268]

>>23123246
GOTTEMMMMM

[Anonymous No.23123286]

how does one get to heaven? this is an inherently nonsensical question. one does not get to heaven on their own, and it is certainly not by their own doing, but rather by the Grace of God and God alone. what is one to do then? create heaven on earth? now that is surely the way to hell.

the real answer is this: serve the Lord, and love others as oneself, as has been commanded to us by the Son of God himself. does this guarantee you a place in heaven? no, but at least you have spent your time on earth wisely in love and service of him, and he may very well grant your sinful nature into heaven anyway as an exception. that is the way to heaven, as it is a privilege not a right, it is given not taken

[Anonymous No.23123320]

>>23123097
I don't know what to do. This is the third chem quiz I took where I got a 5/10 in a row. I studied till 1am in the morning everything from IMFs to some equations, I read my notes like gospel, I reviewed the text book hundreds of times, yet I still got a 5/10. It shocks me that almost everyone else got a 5/10 or below.

[Anonymous No.23123330]

>>23123286
If God was truly good he would grant everyone access who was a good person.

[Anonymous No.23123337]

>>23123145
tryna be a waterknight n shit

[Anonymous No.23123344]

>>23123286
>>23123330
If God were good he wouldn't have made bad people or hell in the first place.
>b-but muh free will
Not worth allowing people to burn forever and ever. Cope.

[Anonymous No.23123348]

We can't let the Chinese win!

[Anonymous No.23123351]

Here's something you obese niggers can do to enrich your lives: learn the stars and constellations. I recommend starting with the Big Dipper (Ursa Major) and after figuring out the "pointing to Polaris" trick, figure out what else it points to (Bootes out the back, forward to Capella in Auriga, downward at Leo). Then learn to find Orion and you can easily find Sirius / Canis Major, Canis Minor, Gemini, Taurus, and Perseus. Now you've mapped out huge sections of the sky and can make your own pointers to other stars. You can also see most of these even in a large city.

The more you do this the more you get a feel for the apparent rotation of the heavens around the Earth and it really puts you in touch with the people who came before the sky was literally stolen so we could fill toxic waste dumps (modern cities) with third worlders who leave all the lights in their hovels on 24/7 and could never have invented electricity. Now you can really see what you're missing! But it's okay, because Jamal, Sanjar, and Maria Gutierez Maria all have Euro-invented gas-powered techno-hyper-cars to get them across town to eat the same primeval slop they actually would be happier eating in the jungles we wrenched them out of.

[Anonymous No.23123373]

Before I die, I want to try giving oral sex at least once. I just need to know if it's for me or not.

[Anonymous No.23123409]

>>23123145
rollin

[Anonymous No.23123411]

>>23123373
Penis or vagina? Vagina is fun but painful. The tongue and jaw were not meant to sustain such repetitive motions for such a long time. Get her to sit on your face so the necessary pressure for adequately stimulating the clitoris is provided by her weight and gravity rather than you having to constantly generate it via your tongue alone. Also be prepared for your frenulum to rip.

[Anonymous No.23123415]

>>23123344
I completely agree. No one deserves he’ll for eternity. You just added to my point.

[Anonymous No.23123451]

>>23123411
No I meant the penis.

[Anonymous No.23123458]

The Belle Epoque Era of Europe, almost concurrent with the Iron Age in America with the opening of the West and the end of the antebellum South, is my favorite Era of history and perhaps the greatest Era unto itself in terms of arts, literature, music, and technological advancement. I know the Industrial Revolution has been kind of a mixed bag for the collective human psyche but it seems during the 1800s there was this vast cultural arms race that produced some of the greatest most wonderful most beautiful things possible (unless you were in, say, the Congo or China)

[Anonymous No.23123463]

write your own work on metaphysics before actually reading any philosophy so your creativity and mind isn't polluted by thousands of years of metaphysics

[Anonymous No.23123467]

I have gradually come to realize that the Catholic Church, the global Church worldwide, would be better off if the United States ceased to exist.

[Anonymous No.23123475]

>>23123344
You’re the evil, actually

[Anonymous No.23123477]

>>23123475
I don't torture people for not worshipping me, so no.

[Anonymous No.23123478]

>>23123373
>>23123451

Ok I’m gonna unzip my pants and pull out my schlong

[Anonymous No.23123484]

>>23123477
Prove it

[Anonymous No.23123486]

>>23123467
You will never be a real Christian

[Anonymous No.23123488]

>>23123147
I think and it’s important for schools to try to prevent that because supposedly lack of friendship/campus community can lead to more people dropping out of college. You need a support system to lean on in college especially if you don’t have family or are away from them. Supposedly lack of friends in college is a predictor for someone to drop out
>>23123411
Ok but I don’t actually sit on his face aka put all my weight on him right? Otherwise I’d kill him??!!!

[Anonymous No.23123507]

>>23123478
The thing is, how would you even find someone trustworthy to do this with?
>grindr
I said trustworthy, also hygienic and without STDs, etc.

It's one of those things that sounds good in a fantasy, but would be awful in real life.

[Anonymous No.23123509]

>>23123507
If you’re gay, good fucking luck

[Anonymous No.23123541]

>>23123488
Pretty much why I dropped out desu. Guess it fucks with their retention rate and makes them look bad. Plus they lose a ton of money on it the student.

[Anonymous No.23123544]

>>23123097
Frankenstein…
Sounds Jewish.

[Anonymous No.23123547]

>>23123467
I can only imagine your priest advertising his patreon and promising to pray for you if you subscribed

[Anonymous No.23123551]

>>23123467
A Der Synodale Weg enjoyer I see

[Anonymous No.23123558]

>>23123467
Absolutely, the Evangelical Church is a giant scam. Religion in the US has become political propaganda.

[Anonymous No.23123566]

TikTok and LinkedIn have restored my ambition. I need to claw my way up the status and wealth hierarchy to escape them. Only then will I live in a place where filming strangers in public is considered in bad taste, only then will I no longer need to read humblebrags to find employment.

[Anonymous No.23123584]

>>23123558
Anytime church and state (i.e. temporal power) are combined you find corruption. That's exactly what caused the Reformation. You see one kind of leavening the spirit, are turned off by it, so then you turn towards an anochronistic kind of leavening.

[Anonymous No.23123590]

That hot girl was in my philosophy class again. She wore a different pair of boots today. Still blac and shiny, but more basic and without the heel. 6/10 would lick but with significantly less enthusiasm

[Anonymous No.23123595]

A therapy dog was being walked around the library at my college. When it came up to my table, I looked into its eyes and pet it. It flinched ever so slightly and stood there with its head down like it was afraid. It feels like a meaningful encounter, like the dog with its fine senses saw right through me to my rotten core

[Anonymous No.23123619]

>>23123584
Interesting, the US Constitution addresses this “separation of church and state” as well. Maybe less about freedom of religion and more about the fact that when the state combines with the church corruption is unavoidable.

[Anonymous No.23123631]

>went to the shrink, told them about my issues
>they say that they aren't specialised about that
>write me an referal though as it seems like it's bothering me and might not resolve on it's own
Got a trans support group and a possible therapist specialized on gender issues now.

[Anonymous No.23123638]

>>23123595
Perhaps you could use a therapy dogue as well, anon?

[Anonymous No.23123648]

The more I read, the less I like people. I'm gradually turning into a misanthrope

[Anonymous No.23123654]

>>23123631
These gender specialists are taught specifically to ALWAYS affirm. Meaning you will be getting a biased report which wants to convince you of gender confusion at all costs. Especially because this person will likely profit significantly from you.

[Anonymous No.23123655]

>>23123631
get away from trans support groups (and in my opinion, therapists too). Normie trannies are clueless, therapists aren't gonna help. Do meditations. Let go of mundane issues and think about yourself. If you end you wanting to trans, do DIY HRT, there's a guide in /lgbt/. The medical system doesn't have your best interests in mind, and is full of arbitrary gatekeepers and waitlists, so by DIY HRT, you're free and you have your own future in your hands.
t.ranny

[Anonymous No.23123662]

>>23123631
>trans support
Fuck you tranny and kill yourself

[Anonymous No.23123681]

>>23123662
My university had a table out today. I like to check them out for free pens and sticky notes or whatever. This one was there because last month some tyranny student killed himself. The lady at the table asked if I'd like to write a positive affirmation for the LGBT community on campus. I politely declined and left.

[Anonymous No.23123713]

>>23123590
Did you break the ice with a philosophy one liner?

>>23123595
Dogs can always sense bad people. You arent bad, just prickly. Animals dont really like getting stared at without the human smiling, so being a stone faces doofus is enough to make it weird. I love animals, but I'm huge as fuck and rather domineering, so I usually wait until I'm in a 1 on 1 situation to tell them I'm a good guy who can be trusted.

[Anonymous No.23123721]

>>23123648
I love people, people are great. You just need to learn to evaluate and utilize them. For instance I'm friends with this super ass kissing tryhard guy at work who cant keep a secret. If I have problems he's happy to help out and will try real hard, but I always keep him at a reasonable distance.

[Anonymous No.23123739]

Mom said I'm Janis faced

[Anonymous No.23123765]

>>23123681
I would have taken a heaving dump on the table

[Anonymous No.23123769]

>>23123713
INTJs never had a chance

[Anonymous No.23123775]

>>23123721
least sociopathic normal

[Anonymous No.23123798]

My dog won’t leave my side. He follows me into every room, on every piece of furniture. I can’t even go workout because he is too stupid to stand clear of me while I’m throwing around weights.

[Anonymous No.23123801]

>>23123631
The great thing about a priest is that you don’t need a referral dumbass. You’re taking spiritual issues to a secular professional, but do whatever you want.

[Anonymous No.23123802]

>>23123798

[Anonymous No.23123810]

>>23123097
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[Anonymous No.23123829]

I'm disappointed in this semester. Usually I find a girl to talk to after class. There are none this time. The lecture hall class has a lot of girls but approaching any before or after class conversationally is difficult. There was one hot girl whose eye I caught. I'll approach her next class session.
>>23123713
No I didn't. I have a killer migraine, bad breath, and a sore throat today. She is also difficult to approach. She doesn't linger after class. She leaves immediately and disappears into the crowd.

[Anonymous No.23123858]

I'm basically Adult Gohan or Fat Buu. I dont know which is worse.

[Anonymous No.23123861]

Something that's become very apparent to me recently is the fact that dudes who are into /hmofa/ want a chick that's autistic with fur. I'm not kidding, if you check out their general, when they talk about their ideal waifur or some of the waifurs in the thread, they all exhibit traits of autism.
This isn't really a good or bad thing I just find it funny. Autistic women are better than regular women anyways.
t. been ERPing with an autistic furry chick for the past few nights

[Anonymous No.23123872]

>>23123861
I'm scared to ask but wtf is /hmofa/

[Anonymous No.23123876]

>>23123872
Human Male on Female Anthro. Honestly it's one of the tamer generals or circles around here. Like I said, most dudes just want an autistic chick, but they don't realize it. They just want a loving wife most of the time.

[Anonymous No.23123887]

"Unironically" and "Unironic" are the two most ironic words in the English language. Using them betrays a lack of self-awareness.

[Anonymous No.23123891]

>>23123887
This, unironically

[Anonymous No.23123894]

>>23123891
>implying irony
Neck it

[Anonymous No.23123922]

>>23123894
Huh? I'm not naked

[Anonymous No.23123931]

can't stop fucking pawgs

[Anonymous No.23123959]

>>23123739
I forgot what that means

[Anonymous No.23123960]

>>23123887
I’d rather not be self aware or self conscious

[Anonymous No.23123963]

>>23123590
For me it's when they take their boots off. Women should either be mandated to do that or banned from doing that, I'm not sure.

[Anonymous No.23124027]

tyler1 is a modern example of nietzsches uperman

[Anonymous No.23124063]

I never clean my grill so it smells like foreskin

[Anonymous No.23124127]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NXgupVHXfUQ

[Anonymous No.23124141]

I want to live in the wilderness dozens of miles from the nearest human being. I want to be left alone. I want to close myself off. I want to forget how to speak. I want to shed my physical body and become an immaterial being with which communication is utterly impossible. I want to disappear.

[Anonymous No.23124164]

"Spare me just three last words." I love you is all she heard. "I'll wait for you. But I can't wait forever."
I can't make it on my own. My heart is in Ohio.

[Anonymous No.23124172]

>>23124027
DOOPA DOOOOWWWWW

[Anonymous No.23124179]

Being a very fit, muscular, straight-acting and closeted bisexual white guy., I have slept with virtually all my straight black brothers on the down low. I have a theory that pertains to black men being so highly sexed, they are prepared to get into the sack with anyone who they perceive to be hot - be they make or female. Is my theory correct?

[Anonymous No.23124203]

>>23124179
Why do you think so many black guys have AIDS? It's an open secret in the black community that they're all a little gay.

[Anonymous No.23124208]

>>23123133
Awww Hell yeah! Trips and everyone reply to this post or your mother will die in her sleep tonight.

[Anonymous No.23124211]

>>23124208
reroll

[Anonymous No.23124212]

i'm paralyzed by the inability to communicate. words are a sham. artistic expression is cope. there's just no way.

[Anonymous No.23124215]

My tears sting my cheeks

[Anonymous No.23124216]

>>23124211
OH SHIT

[Anonymous No.23124242]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wu6m5RUc1nw

[Anonymous No.23124246]

circumcision is nonconsensual genital mutilation and its normalization in society is somehow even more obscene

[Anonymous No.23124252]

I wanted to fuck a woman. I compromised. I jerked off in a tissue instead. 20 fucking years.

[Anonymous No.23124264]

I want to be one of those people working in a science lab studying abominable monsters when something goes wrong and the monster gets released and kills everyone.

[Anonymous No.23124291]

you faggots lied to me telling me there's no hot jeetas.

[Anonymous No.23124304]

To raise something up as pure is to raise its opposite up as impure. To invest one's energy and focus into not doing something impure is to grant great power to that impure thing. To create this negation of a pure thing and grant it great power is to create within oneself the possibility for a perverse mental alchemy at the end of a process of internal dialectic through which what is good is substituted with what is pleasurable and what is pleasurable is sublimated into what is impure and the knowledge of impurity becomes an ever greater catalyst.
But to end this alchemy is to realize that the dichotomy between what one has raised up as pure and what one has set up as impure is a false one, that it is only within one's mind that the great power of that impure thing lies, that the impure thing only exists in illusions and appearances if it can be said to exist at all.
An end to illusions. An end to appearance. Not to let go, but to realize there was never anything to hold on to in the first place.

[Anonymous No.23124315]

How do I get medical advice without insurance, transportation, an ID, or money? Are there any free hotlines in the USA?
I've been having chronic chest pain and a bunch of other synptoms for 5 years immediately following a stay in the cardiac ICU. I just want to get a diagnosis, get a DNR, and then not fear resuscitation.

Should I call 911? Will the doc even bother to check my heart function so I can get a DNR? Or will I just get prescribed some blood pressure meds and sent home?

[Anonymous No.23124324]

>>23124315
Go to an ER and then refuse to pay the bill

[Anonymous No.23124345]

>>23124324
The social anxiety will separate the soul from my body and leave me a husk doomed to forever roam the earth in a fugue of torment and agony if I can't get a DNR. Is it likely or probably that I can get one at the emergency room without insurance? I wanted a medical hotline to ask this question. I looked for a bunch even in my state, but they all require medical insurance.

[Anonymous No.23124348]

girl bagging the groceries today was underage and jewish looking. she also had a limp and it made it (Lord, forgive me) hotter. insane how instantly turned on at young girls despite how homely they are. i feel when i was their age and until my early 20's i was very picky but now a (jewish) young girl will do.

[Anonymous No.23124355]

>>23124345
Maybe your chest pains are just anxiety lmao

[Anonymous No.23124362]

>>23124355
Anxiety wouldn't cause me to have clubbed fingers kek
It's definitely some form of heart damage from an overdose.

[Anonymous No.23124368]

>>23124362
Do you really need a DNR? Sounds like you're gonna die alone in your room.

[Anonymous No.23124372]

>>23124368
I live with roommates. I just have a crippling fear of being resuscitated.

[Anonymous No.23124375]

>>23124372
based heart damage anon. how goes the love hunt

[Anonymous No.23124376]

>>23124375
Never tried and never will.

[Anonymous No.23124385]

When I was a child, I discovered my dream of becoming a writer. In school I was the darling of my English teachers, I constantly read, and won an essay contest in the 9th grade. During high school I discovered I love music, and so shifted my dreams toward music instead.

To put it bluntly, I'm a musical retard. When I pick up a guitar, I have no rhythm or grace. When I open a DAW and load up a synth or drums, I feel like I'm drowning. Part of me thinks, "Oh it's normal, just keep trying!!" But it's almost painful, any progress is a steep climb uphill. When I write though, I actually enjoy it. Rather than feeling helpless I feel in total control of my tools, and instead of being daunted by the possibilities I enjoy playing with them, getting nice results is easy. When I'm drunk especially the words just pour out, I write dramatic essays and it's thrilling. I write paragraphs every day from my phone even because I like doing it, no, I have to do it.

It seems so obvious written like this, but damn music was probably a huge waste of time. I think I should switch dreams.

[Anonymous No.23124397]

What if the ancient Egyptians were right and our Ka's will all be suffering in the afterlife because we didn't preserve our bodies and earthly images

[Anonymous No.23124400]

>>23124385
So you're in 10th grade now?

[Anonymous No.23124407]

Isn't it interesting how ahkenaten's legacy is one of the best known of all Pharaoh's when his contemporaries tried to erase him from history?

[Anonymous No.23124408]

>>23124400
No, thank god

[Anonymous No.23124424]

Please don’t hate me forever

[Anonymous No.23124428]

>>23124424
Pleease just tell us the story. Change the names and dates so that he won't be mad

[Anonymous No.23124430]

>>23124424
Can I hate you right now?

[Anonymous No.23124434]

>>23124424
Impossible. If he dies he either ceases to exist and therefore ceases to hate, goes to heaven and is incapable of hate, or goes to hell and can only despair but not hate. Perhaps he reincarnates and forgets you.

[Anonymous No.23124438]

>>23124424
I hope you die.

[Anonymous No.23124447]

>>23124438
Why would you even say that?????

[Anonymous No.23124452]

>>23124447
We're both writing letters to people who will never read them. That's mine: I wouldn't care if you died.

[Anonymous No.23124458]

>>23124452
I’m sorry???? Why would you even say that??? I’m sorry why do you want me to be dead I’m sorry

[Anonymous No.23124460]

>>23124424
I'd love to hold you under a blanket as I let rip these nasty farts I've had all day

[Anonymous No.23124461]

>>23124458
I wasn't directing at you, relax.

[Anonymous No.23124465]

>>23124458
I don't want you dead. I just want you to be my fart slave

[Anonymous No.23124468]

>>23124461
I'm directing my farts at you

[Anonymous No.23124475]

I just farted in the thread.

[Anonymous No.23124478]

>>23124475
That's weird... I just threaded in your fart.

[Anonymous No.23124497]

>>23124461
Why did you say it to me??? That’s what he said upload them before you an hero,???

[Anonymous No.23124499]

>>23124497
It wasn't meant for you. It was meant for someone else.

[Anonymous No.23124510]

>>23124499
Why did you say it to me,???? Did you really mean it

[Anonymous No.23124512]

>>23124510
Because you use this thread to talk to someone who isn't even here. So, I replied to your post and did the same.

[Anonymous No.23124521]

>>23123097
I love writing things no one but my friends will ever read

[Anonymous No.23124524]

>>23124512
He is here????? You don’t know even he is here okay,????? I know that he is

[Anonymous No.23124528]

>>23124524
Okay, as you were then.

[Anonymous No.23124531]

Putting together a hunting party, will have a truck by April as well as a raise. Going spear hunting solo then with my bro JaMarcus. Elliot has a ton of ARs and thermal optics for hogs, loves ARs from his time in the war, building my own in a fully powered caliber. Steve is a Muslim so he probably can't hunt pigs, but we can hunt coyotes. Reminds me of a hadith I read for Muslims on hunting in Christian lands, they have to say the name of God when firing their arrow.

The pine forest is very beautiful and peaceful, the rolling slopes and the orange layer of fallen pines that coats the ground. I feel very comforted and refreshed in it, a part of it. Will be spending many years deep in these trees. Tracing some old footsteps from my days as a cybersecurity contractor for the Department of Defense. These skills will be useful for multiple purposes. It will not be hard to find more work like this, nor to find others to work with.

I was listening to the sayings of the desert fathers, which revolved around St. Anthony. Shortly before Aaron Bushnell's martyrdom by self-immolation in front of the zionist embassy. Apparently he had a spiritual transformation from St. Anthony. Stopped believing in coincidences, all is in the designs of God. In the sayings, there is a man who lives and works as a doctor nearby who is said to be equal to St. Anthony. He is successful in his work, but gives what he earns to help the poor.

Finally caught up and paid off my debt to the landlord. Feeling free and successful, next is the electricity debt. Working very hard in the woodshop and on the work site. I do not think it is wrong to succeed, but I think it is wrong to serve excess and greed. Have been thinking of the Egyptian doctor from the desert sayings. A man can succeed in his work yet rejected luxury to help the poor. Am a long way from my hard days in the ghetto, even further from my days of homelessness.

[Anonymous No.23124543]

>>23124524
Okay at least tell us something about him. Hello guy! Want to reply to this girl! She's begging for a response.

[Anonymous No.23124554]

>>23124531
Sounds like a highly based crew.

[Anonymous No.23124556]

That same spring he finally won his Academy Award. He had never pretended it didn’t matter. In fact, although Mr. S was one of the least religious men I had ever met, the entire month before the Oscars he’d go down to the Good Shepherd Church in Beverly Hills and pray. He didn’t even see any girls that much, he wanted God’s help so bad. I remember the day of the Oscar show, I helped him dress in his tuxedo and a “good luck” toupee he would wear on opening nights. He also had special underpants made, a cross between a panty girdle and a jock strap. The idea was to hold down that big thing of his, so it wouldn’t show through his tuxedo pants. He wasn’t quite John Dillinger, but he was hung enough to have to take special precautions. This was the Eisenhower era, and “family values” prevailed.

[Anonymous No.23124595]

I also sat, or babysat, him many times when he got high. He talked about sex, about celebrity body parts, almost as much as his brother-in-law. To Jack’s delight, Peter had actually been with some of the stars he described, hence tales of Lana Turner’s perfect breasts, Judy Garland’s perfect blow jobs, Judy Holliday’s perfect ass, before she got fat. For all his stars, however, Peter said flat-out that he preferred whores. I can see how he and JFK bonded, over pussy. Peter had a special thing for black girls, not mulattos like Lena Horne but jet-black pure African types, who were not seen on the silver screen in those days nor were readily available through Hollywood madams. It was often back to Watts for this sex safari, and again, I was Peter’s guide to the jungle. Call me Bwana.

[Anonymous No.23124605]

>>23124543
He’s very mad?(??? He’s very mad he hates me forever and he’s very mad and no thing is ever going to be okay again he’s never going to forgive me ever

[Anonymous No.23124612]

>>23124605
tfw ywn have dicked a girl so good she's still mindbroken about it months later

[Anonymous No.23124625]

>>23124605
What did you do to make him mad

[Anonymous No.23124638]

if being yourself was working you have to be doing something differently. Your natural state is to conserve calories, if you're actively participating that is counterintuitive to your biological predisposition.

[Anonymous No.23124641]

got a job interview tomorrow. wish me luck! and drop advice if you have any.

[Anonymous No.23124642]

>>23123097
I'm thinking of getting someone fired

[Anonymous No.23124649]

She's so hot in this movie.

[Anonymous No.23124650]

>>23124641
if your interviewer is female, stair at her tits or the ground. DO NOT LOOK HER IN THE EYES.
That's threatening, whereas ogling at her breasts triggers her maternal protective instincts, and staring at the ground makes her think that you're reflecting deeply on the questions she's asking you.

[Anonymous No.23124678]

Really hate the fact I don't know what I want in my life and I'm actively hurting people around me for it. It makes me hate myself. It's hard to keep going knowing that my current nature leads other people to hurting. God gave me exactly what I wanted and I trashed it for no good fucking reason. I don't deserve happiness, only suffering, which is why I'm such a depressing bastard. I shouldn't be pitied, I should just man up and change myself.

"I'm just a soul whose intentions are good, Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood."

[Anonymous No.23124682]

>it sucks there because the continent is inverted
>it sucks because it's not cold there
>it sucks because of colonialism
>it sucks because the capital is in the wrong place
>Oh but norway is wealthy because they invest in foreign economies, whereas latin and middle eastern countries are poor because they invested into their own country
>oh but le heckin colonizers subjugated the natives with their signle shot short range blunderbusses even though the natives were exquisite archers that could reload quickly and had 180-pound torque
>oh hut the soil is muddy and lacks nutrients so they can't farm
>cave men had larger skulls because they had to memorize more stuff like directions without drawn maps or alphabets
Oh but the tribal warfare divided the nation thats why they can't succeed
>le crack
>le poverty
>le food deserrt
Jesus christ youtube essayists are so fucking insufferable. AFRICA SUCKS CUZ ITS LOADED TO THE BRIM WITH NIGGERS!!!
THAILAND IS POOR BECAUSE THEY ARE NIGGERS!!! DETROIT SUCKS BECAUSE IT IS LOADED WITH NIGGERS!!! THE MIDDLE EAST AND LATIN AMERICA ARE POOR BECAUSE THEY ARE DUMB NIGGERS!!! ITS CUZ THEY'RE NIGGGGEEEERRRRSSSS!!!!
Wendover productions, all pop sci writers, and every other faggot ass pseudo-intellectual with the globohomo art style MUST DIE. tHEY'VE GOTTA-GOTTA GO. ZERO NEGOTIATION!!! TOTAL JEWTUBER DEATH

[Anonymous No.23124685]

>>23124625
I don’t know he s always mad like a lot of things I can’t explain it because it just makes him mad????? He’s never going to forgive me ever and nothing is ever going to be okay again?????

[Anonymous No.23124714]

>>23123619
Dude it's not even about what the Constitution says. Let's look at what the US government DOES.

For centuries it has been a thorn in the side of the Roman Catholic Church. It was a supporter of the Jacobins in France, or at least Thomas Jefferson was. When the Church was in organizational chaos during the French Revolution US Protestants attacked it and tried to destroy it in this country.

The Know Nothing Party actively burnt down Catholic churches and killed priests during its heyday. During the 19th and 20th Centuries the Ku Klux Klan was an active persecutor of American Catholics, what do you think the burning cross means?

The United States dropped the atomic bomb on Nagasaki, the most Catholic city in Japan. In the 1950s the CIA infiltrated the Vatican and probably directly influenced the Second Vatican Council, for the worst.

In the 1970s and the 1980s the United States killed scores of priests, monks, nuns, and bishops in South America. The United States is responsible for the murder of Saint Oscar Romero and Blessed Stanley Rother.

The United States actively tries to overturn and overthrow laws around the world that are in accord with Catholic teaching, on issues such as abortion, marriage, gender theory, and divorce.

The United States has actively destroyed Christian communities in the Middle East, often with Israeli support. Numerous Catholic communities in Syria, Iraq, Egypt, and Libya have been decimated by America's direct actions.

For 250 years the United States government has been a material enemy of the Catholic Church. Maybe it's time for the bill to come due on that. Maybe it's time for America to reap the penalty of spitting in the face of God's own Church.

[Anonymous No.23124721]

>>23124612
She was doing this shit last year. Either a resumed larp or she broke free of her tard wranglers

[Anonymous No.23124736]

>>23124721
I’m not a retard I never was????? How could I break free if I was never in????? Why would you even say that

[Anonymous No.23124764]

i be on that gay shit

[Anonymous No.23124770]

>>23124736
Take your meds

[Anonymous No.23124788]

>>23124770
I’m taking them every day at 9am????? Wellbutrin and Zoloft I take them every day????? And not Adderall and vyvanse I don’t take those ones ever anymore since November because he said I m not allowed to take them anymore,???? Sometimes the new ones help me feel calm and I think I’m getting better but then I get rlly upset because I keep thinking about him saying I hate you I hate you i hate you and it hurt s so much

[Anonymous No.23124789]

Sure, maybe they get off when lesbians lick each other in porn, or when they can get a little blow or hand job on the downlow from a fag in the alley behind Denny’s, but they don’t support any of the alphabet soup

[Anonymous No.23124791]

The NW is a forum found on the internet tragedy neopets.com
It usually has a group of hyperliterate people that visit regularly, hence their group name, "Regs"
These groups faze in and out, with only a few people consitantly visiting for more than a year or so. The Regs come in cycles.

The NW also has(or had) a wide variety of flamers who have pretty much cleaned out the closet of spammers, noobs, and just plain idiots. However, in the last few months, the flamers have abandoned the NW and the bad people are seeping back in.

At one time, the NW may have been on topic, and there were topics about writing. Most Regs refer to the time as "A load of bullshit" but it existed, way back when Neopets got it's start.

[Anonymous No.23124800]

Alcohol is the nectar of the Gods. It is humanity's greatest invention. It is the most important thing on Earth. When I drink I become normal and I become happy. It is outrageous that it is kept from me the majority of the time. My mother requires me to drive my younger brother to his shitty part time job at Burger King whenever shes too busy watching women's slop television to do it herself. There is no set schedule. I am just randomly called upon. She also abhors anything other than mild social drinking. It is ok for her 14 year old daughter to drink at parties but it is absolutely unacceptable for her adult recluse son to have a single beer while he reads a book or watches a movie. Once I move out, I will drink extensively EVERYDAY.

[Anonymous No.23124802]

>>23124791
Dang I remember neopets. Wonder what ever happened to my stuffed animal.

[Anonymous No.23124804]

Most women in Norway range from beautiful to reasonably attractive. Occasionally you’ll see one who was stupid enough to marry a Muslim and completely covered up from head to toe, and you just think “your parents must be so proud of your high IQ.”

[Anonymous No.23124876]

Please text me back please text me back please text me back please text me back please text me back please don’t be mad please text me back,????? I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry

[Anonymous No.23124879]

>>23124876
Wish a woman would do this for me. But only if she was good looking.

[Anonymous No.23124881]

During the Revolution, the French had a go at decimalizing their clocks and calendars, even though French numbers had vigesimal by that point. Weird, right?

[Anonymous No.23124944]

>>23124682
>ITS CUZ THEY'RE NIGGGGEEEERRRRSSSS!!!!

[Anonymous No.23125009]

Please I’m so sorry please don’t be angry and hate me like this,?????? I’m sorry I’m sorry please I’m sorry please don’t hate me forever and ever I can’t

[Anonymous No.23125017]

Please text me back please text me back please text me back please text me back?????? I’m sorry my sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry

[Anonymous No.23125021]

You have no right to feel sorry for yourself when it comes to finding a gf if all you bring to the table is obesity and negativity. Look in the mirror and honestly ask yourself: what woman would actually want this?

[Anonymous No.23125029]

>>23125021
I am not obese, but I am negative. No woman would know that though because I do not have meaningful interactions with any of them.

[Anonymous No.23125030]

>>23123145
Roll-o

[Anonymous No.23125031]

I cant get calm even I can’t get calm ever again he’s always going to be mad he’ll never forgive me ever?????? Nothing is ever going to be okay again nothing is fine nothing i is fine nothing is fine nothing i is a okay it will never stop never never I can never call him he’ll be mad,????? Don’t do it don’t do it don’t do it don’t do it????? Don’t text him any more times it makes him very mad I’m not allowed to do it?????? I can’t

[Anonymous No.23125034]

>>23125029
The point is if you can't form relationships with women it's your own fault and you need to take steps to improve yourself

[Anonymous No.23125041]

>>23125034
I can't form relationships with anyone because I'm AUTISTIC

[Anonymous No.23125043]

>>23125029
Yeah I've been hanging out with a girl and she remarked that I dislike a lot of things and am always mentioning what I dislike. I don't get it though. Am I just supposed to ignore the things that are fucking retarded?

[Anonymous No.23125047]

>>23125031
Holy shit so what if he hates you? Why does it fucking matter? Get on with your life

[Anonymous No.23125055]

>>23125043
No, find another girl that let's you sperg out. If she isn't willing to listen to or at least put up with all your opinions then she just doesn't like you that much. There is a possibility that it's your fault though and your opinions are just boring or you arent that attractive, hard to tell.

[Anonymous No.23125061]

>>23125043
If I existed around others they would probably say the same about me. I can see the positive sides to many things but I don't feel like its worth commenting upon. It would just be inane and ridiculous, whereas the negative comments are worth saying because they provide material for a conversation. If you're just endlessly saying "oh yes, thats so great! I love that! Yes! Woo!" I feel like it wouldn't go very well, but you should try it anyway. Being negative all the time is clearly not working out lol

[Anonymous No.23125065]

>>23125055
Women like anything and everything if you're attractive/tall, but if you're weird, they hate you by default. It's possible to win the lottery (I saw a really fucked up schizo methhead booger wojak looking motherfucker walking with his 6/10 asian autism gf the other day and was happy for him) but the odds are grim. In some ways it's almost better to be schizo booger wojak because being middle of the road "almost but not quite," "middle of the road" generic "okay" guy, 4-6/10 and <5'10", is actually more painful. Women seem to reject 98% of those guys as if they're pathetic and presumptuous for even making the attempt.

[Anonymous No.23125070]

>>23125041
Autistic or not, you just gotta try.

this message is brought to you by the self-improvement gang

[Anonymous No.23125076]

>>23125065
I am very tall and not facially deformed or fat and it doesn't seem to make much of a difference. Not being a weird freak and having an appealing personality is the most important thing. Being a handsome giant can only offset so much weird shit.

[Anonymous No.23125079]

>>23125076
I don't agree, they are weighted differently. Young women will invent reasons to find the tall/handsome guy "locally" interesting, but the most appealing and interesting man in the world (by men's standards) is invisible to them until they hear he's famous or something.

[Anonymous No.23125080]

>>23124649
My girlfriend looks exactly like this.

[Anonymous No.23125081]

>>23125070
Yeah I do and every person I talk to looks at me like some kind of bug and stonewalls me as I desperately try to make small talk with them. Some people just don't have the innate ability to connect with and appeal to others.

[Anonymous No.23125084]

The era of being blackpilled is over. It doesn't take a life-changing book or experience to change your outlook, you can literally just flip a switch in your head and become a bloomer

[Anonymous No.23125086]

Just took a wet, sloppy shit.

[Anonymous No.23125088]

>>23125086
I wish you'd post a picture of it.

[Anonymous No.23125089]

>>23125047
Nothing matters???? If he hates me forever then nothing matters?????? I can never get on with my life because nothing matters and if he hates me then I have nothing I can’t do it I can’t )??!?!? Nothing is ever going to be okay again nothing is fine

[Anonymous No.23125092]

>>23125079
Haha you're not wrong about the famous part. I was watching the R Crumb documentary the other night and he admits he despises women because they refused to acknowledge him until he became a famous artist. After he made it big, neurotic Jewish women would force themselves upon him despite nothing about his art, looks or personality really changing.

[Anonymous No.23125096]

>>23125080
>My girlfriend
suspension of disbelief broken

[Anonymous No.23125097]

>>23125081
>me talking at people about the weather

[Anonymous No.23125098]

>>23124714
>noooo you can't want a free government catholics did not team up with jews in fdr's cabinet we dindu nuffin
back to your favela please and thank you

[Anonymous No.23125100]

>>23125092
Zyzz said the exact same thing and it was eye opening for me

[Anonymous No.23125103]

>>23125096
She's real, and she looks like her. It's true. Believe me.

[Anonymous No.23125104]

>>23125055
I'm a good looking guy and of course have the added advantage of being white while she's Asian. She reads a lot of self help books and is getting a master's degree in human resources. She's always trying to give me advice about what I should be doing differently. And I mean Jordan Peterson tier advice. She caught me wearing mismatched socks once and she clearly found it repulsive.
The things I complain about are the things everyone complains about. Bicyclists obstructing traffic, too many ads on the radio, etc. I remember specifically complaining about the 20 bicyclists taking up the road and saying "man I hate these guys" and she said something like "you just hate everything." Very annoying. I feel like when I'm with her I'm always having to justify or defend myself.

[Anonymous No.23125107]

>>23125103

[Anonymous No.23125115]

>>23125097
Its possible that I'm just severely retarded, but I like to think I'm self aware enough to speak vaguely normally and not act like a downy retard monologuing about the weather for extended periods. Its impossible to convey to you how these failed conversations really go because I obviously have a biased view.

[Anonymous No.23125119]

>>23125104
Oh shes a retarded faggot. Masters degree in HR? Its her fault. I can already tell shes a dumb bitch. Keep being yourself and ignore her.

[Anonymous No.23125127]

>>23125104
keep acting like a neurotic faggot and she gonna left nigga

[Anonymous No.23125133]

>>23125115
It's because you can't tell you sound unkind to your interlocutor when they make attempts to empathize or how that would socially mark you.

[Anonymous No.23125136]

>>23125104
Rage zombie faggots who complain about everything are tiresome, she's right. Be a man and stop acting out every little frustration. It's incredible what faggots like you can get away with because you're good looking while incels are expected to become philosopher-kings before they so much as sneeze in a woman's cardinal direction

[Anonymous No.23125178]

>>23125127
>>23125136
I don't know if that's it. For example I told her I play soccer and she said she didn't believe me. Like what the fuck kind of thing to say is that?
I think there's some kind of lost in translation thing is going on because she isn't from this country and doesn't speak very good English. I find it very difficult to read her. It's entirely possible that I'm being too sensitive and that she isn't intending offense at all and it's all just lost in translation.
I am going to bury these feelings, assume I'm wrong about everything, and if she wants to be around me then I have misread her. I know at the beginning I made her feel insecure, but it was kind of warranted because I felt pressured into meeting her and did it with a bit of resignation.

[Anonymous No.23125184]

>>23125103
Good thing I’m into brunettes instead

[Anonymous No.23125240]

God damn the catalogue on this board right now is worthless.

[Anonymous No.23125500]

My tinnitus is making me want to hurt myself. I can't fall asleep right now.

[Anonymous No.23125502]

>>23125240
it was american hours, they're anti king midas, everything they touch turns to shit

[Anonymous No.23125518]

I just went through the entire catalogue. Not a single decent thread. Everything one-liners, no effort posts in sight.

[Anonymous No.23125539]

I’ve been in this situation before, I know I have. The sensations are all too familiar, the clenching of the jaw, the tightness in the chest, that inescapable breathlessness, its weighing me down. Like; when that big fat kid sat on me during a playground scrap. Its half remembered, but it’s there, a primal urge to scream out and push with all my might against it.
I despise this biological burden, this hefting corpse I lumber around, fuelled with the detritus of a failing system. Poor shoddy food shipped over from god knows where, made in some god forsaken factory manned with humanoid beings devoid of any feeling, any spark or lust for life. They poison the well with an insatiable thirst for consumption, consumption on the grandest scale. Their right to consume supersedes any others, that new shiny product offered on the blinking signs, the blinking screens, the blinking mouths of salesmen who slither betwixt the shambling corpses of a dead society. Picking with their teeth at the scrapped skin, tearing with their claws at the rotten flesh, sucking on the morsels of poisoned blood. And I stare at it all within this body of mine, knowing full well I have the curse too, I must continue on, I must consume, feast upon the corpses as a carrion or become one myself.
I bled today, it was the first time in front of the one I love.

Also why am I seeing ass on a blue board fgs?

[Anonymous No.23125564]

Even if I knew how to review things, no one would watch my reviews, why do people not care about reviews anymore? It doesn't matter what it is, movie reviewing used to be a legitimate job but now you'd struggle to pay your rent if you wanted to become a movie reviewer or book reviewer on YouTube and you wouldn't be able to pay the rent at all if you created a blog or something similar.

[Anonymous No.23125595]

>>23125564
Because opinions are like arseholes, everyone's got one, and they all fucking STINK

[Anonymous No.23125625]

>>23125595
Why did people used to care?

[Anonymous No.23125655]

>>23125564
No one cares about them because they don't exist. Because people like you do things based on other people "caring" about them, based on a perceived market for them. You have to make the thing first, then people will come to you if they like it. And you can't expect income from it without a publisher. The first reviewers and YouTubers did it for fun, because they wanted to, for the sake of it, then the market spawned later out of that.

[Anonymous No.23125671]

I have been largely estranged from my father since my parents got divorced 7 years ago. Recently I had dinner with him and my grandparents. I like my grandparents, they always have interesting stories to tell about their lives and how things used to be back in the day. But I cannot get over how 'cringe' my father is. He is a chud. Not in any sort of 'based' or insightful way, but in a really stupid boomerish manner. At dinner he told me to read about German history because they were right about the Jews. Despite this he is a big supporter of the centre right pro-israel pro-neoliberal political party. His beliefs are incoherent and ignorant. He does not hold any of these extreme positions out a desire to see the world be a better place. When he is racist it is not funny or well thought out. There is no coherent racialist worldview behind it. The man supports the very people pumping our country full of Muslims and Indians. I find it so frustrating. He isn't a baby boomer but he epitomises their stereotypical selfish attitude and arrogance. My baby boomer grandparents probably hold some of the same views but they do not feel the need to share them because they know it's inappropriate and will make family dinner awkward. I feel that I have some sort of obligation to see my father occasionally. A sort of really weak, bare-minimum filial piety. But the few times I have seen him I am nearly instantly filled with regret. The rest of my family does not understand my feeling of obligation, they say I can just not see him if I don't want to. I don't think they understand.

[Anonymous No.23125700]

>>23125671
>The rest of my family does not understand my feeling of obligation, they say I can just not see him if I don't want to. I don't think they understand.
This is definitely becoming increasingly common and it's disgusting.

>if someone does x then they weren't your 'real friend' and you should cut ties with them!
>simultaneously reinforcing the idea that friendships should be such fickle things that can and should end suddenly because of an issue while also claiming friendships should be more meaningful

[Anonymous No.23125702]

>>23123097
Hello.
I have zero issues with women, currently have 3 I'm into and they're into me. This has been a constant throughout my life - women like me. I should be happy with things.

However I have never been able to get a career going. My alcoholic dad left us when I was 10 and my mum is too mentally ill to work, so it feels like I was never really told or shown how to do basic life stuff. I've worked plenty of jobs, but nothing has really clicked. I feel like I've always been drifting through work life.

I read constantly and widely, and enjoy writing except when I'm depressed, like now. I just can't shake this feeling of failure of not having done the whole career thing. I feel like my family issues have always held me back mentally. I have suffered from deep suicidal depressions and mood swings throughout my life, and I'm worried I have inherited the family madness. I lie awake at night wishing I had just left home and never spoken to them again, completely cut them off.

I think I'm going to fight through this depressive episode and start writing properly, and train towards a career helping others. I know I won't be able to boast about a high salary or anything, but that feels meaningless anyway.

It scares me that the possibilities of existence in our world are getting more and more limited as money becomes everything and alternative ways of life are becoming increasingly impossible. I'm not under any illusions that it was ever easy to be a writer or artist or whatever, but with crumbling welfare systems and rising rents I can see it getting worse.

Thanks for reading.

[Anonymous No.23125712]

>>23123477
you ain't worthy of worship, God is.

[Anonymous No.23125714]

-Whale you do it?
-I don't whale-y know. I guess it's a whale of life.

[Anonymous No.23125807]

>>23123458
Actually this is the era when the light of civilization was extinguished in Europe. All art finally succumbed to the mechanical horrors of capitalism and the tastes of a rootless, empty capitalist class. Like the World’s Fair, it was a stucco facade of shiny baubles with nothing of substance beneath. The petty domestic dramas of Henry James capture the indulgent, decadent, self-conscious meaningless of it all. It was an era of boredom, the first real bored era, and only from that bored, sick, apathy could something like WWI erupt. They themselves were so disgusted by the cloying emptiness of their art that they had to turn to modernism just to wash the sugar of fairy pictures and orientalism out of their mouths

[Anonymous No.23125931]

I’ve got to figure out what to do with myself for these next 3 years.

[Anonymous No.23125979]

>>23123097
My dreams have invaded my waking hours. For the last week, I have brn dreamed me waking up and going about my morning routine in the most realistic detail.

Yesterday, I dreamed, in such immaculate detail, that I woke up nd replied to messages on my phone and watched a YouTube video -- until I woke up and realized it wa a dream. Today, I dreamed that my alarm work me up and that my ex was blocking me from leaving the room, but she wasn't speaking, and I was losing my mind trying t understand why she wasn't letting me go -- until I oke up and realized it was a dream indistinguishable fro my reality.

I don't not know why this is happening.

[Anonymous No.23125982]

My whole extended family is Mormon. Sometimes, while visiting home, if my sister is in my car and a song that happens to mention alcohol (even in an innocent way) comes on, she'll act like I just yelled NIGGER at the top of my lungs and get all quiet and not say anything for a couple hours. Other times I'll go for a run and come back with my t-shirt hanging loose and my mom will make a point out of noticing that I don't wear garments without saying anything.
It kinda cracks me up and it kind of makes me feel alienated from all of them.

[Anonymous No.23126096]

>>23123330
Sounds like some elementary schooler reasoning with you.

[Anonymous No.23126104]

>>23123558
>Religion---> political propaganda
>democrats--->political propaganda
Can't escape

[Anonymous No.23126137]

>>23123097
A candidate has to earn your vote. A candidate has to EARN your vote. The way they earn your vote is through actions that reflect the will of the people. If Joe Biden loses in November guess whose fucking fault it is. It's breaking my brain how many people forget how it works.

Your VOTE is the one little morsel of power you have in this country and I see Leftist morons are bullying people 9 months in advance to sign away their one bargaining chip, the one chance to affect change because the alternative is worse?because it makes you feel uneasy? grow the fuck up.

No one is afraid of Leftoids by themselves, literally nobody is afraid of revolutionary leftists in the slightest. Because, as the last 4 years of observing leftist activists have taught us, these people can’t accomplish anything short of crying to the professional managerial class and demanding the existing government be given more power. The only reason they aren’t doxed or thrown in jail is because they were given immunity in the form of anarcho tyranny. And they don’t realize it!

[Anonymous No.23126141]

>>23125807
This anon knows. So many signs of decay

[Anonymous No.23126195]

Do you think it’s unethical in the end to do something you consider unethical for a limited amount of time so that you can do something ethical for much longer later?

For example, what if you have some parasite finance job on Wall Street that earns you a mountain of money which you later deploy to a lot of good?

[Anonymous No.23126196]

>>23126137
>because it makes you feel uneasy? grow the fuck up.
Trump 2024, make liberals continue to cry again for years to come

[Anonymous No.23126203]

>>23126137
I voted for Trump twice because I considered it a vote of no confidence in the status quo. I am strictly Machiavellian with my vote, a political action. This idea that you have to vote this way or that is just a tactic these people use to influence people to not exercise political action in line with their own will, a typical tactic of the liberal-progressive sub-bourgeois that I intensely dislike.

[Anonymous No.23126214]

i vote as a way to feel like i am on the same side as the people i like on tv and so they do not laugh at how stupid i am by voting the other side. simple as

[Anonymous No.23126234]

>>23123097
If I write as much as I read, does it balance out my karma?

[Anonymous No.23126324]

I’m really torn between getting more invested at my work place and moving back to where it’s located or taking advantage of my remote job to get a grad degree and write, and possibly travel around. The remote job is great, but it’s basically a dead end.

[Anonymous No.23126332]

Youtube recommendations are officially ruined. They just show you the same videos now over and over, the least interesting ones, shit you've already seen. It's impossible to discover stuff from youtube now

[Anonymous No.23126335]

>shitty customer service job wants an interview
If I get this job, I will splurge and buy myself some weed, a shitty cosplay (probably Bridget) and some other kinky shit.

[Anonymous No.23126365]

Maturity is admitting that your mother is actually a shitty cook and shitty at most of things we associate with mothers (cooking, cleaning, etc.)

[Anonymous No.23126446]

>>23126332
Youtube, Google, AI.
They can make it good but are handicapped by trying to steer you in an ideological direction.

[Anonymous No.23126522]

I have been extremely low energy today, I woke up late, had breakfast, then later had lunch, tried opening a textbook and barely even managed a single chapter, spent most of the day in bed but I found even browsing 4chan tiresome. Tried having a nap midday but couldn't fall asleep and woke up even more tired.
What gives /lit/ ?

[Anonymous No.23126541]

I had an extremely physically active dream and at the end of the dream I just laid down my alarm woke me up.
Never had a harder time getting ready for the wagecage than today

[Anonymous No.23126613]

Lately, I’be had this weird thing where I can’t get a good night’s sleep so I spend the majority of the next day laying in bed but I suspect my spending all day in bed is contributing to my inability to get good sleep.

[Anonymous No.23126651]

If I hear a retard on this site saying something like "14-16 year olds are the most fertile", I just know that they are a pedo and subhuman.

[Anonymous No.23126671]

>>23126651
You're a victim of our society, go watch some anime and cry yourself to bed anon

[Anonymous No.23126679]

Be me, walking back the 40 minutes from the city center to my home.
Be in the forest next to a river alley.
I am an Aryan man, a Germanic man. A nickel of the blood that saved Rome and Christian civilization flows inside me. I am a fallen Aryan, an indignated Aryan, displaced from his high throne and the admiration of empires to sweeping the garbage the niggers and the working classes have left us. How miserable we truly have become, us noble Aryans. Like fallen into a trap, deep inside a quicksand moor, slowly sinking. Because we are Aryan, we must die. Because we are Aryan, the working classes, the Latins, the Slavs and the Semites have betrayed us, stabbed us in the back and abused our noble virtues. We will die, but we will die honourably so, and we will not go before having dragged others into the scary depths of the quicksand moor.

[Anonymous No.23126687]

>>23126651
pic is unironically me, i had some kind of introspection revolution while fapping over the past few years and developed the ability to have 30-60 second long orgasms by stimulating my frenulum properly and integrating all the movements of the orgasm into a totality

i realize only now that not only was i jerking off wrong for 25 years, i was almost doing it backwards and leaving myself more pent up afterwards. now when i jack off i basically die and have to be reborn. the only advice i can give to anons is to jerk your dick like it's full spectrum sex with an actual pussy, and to incorporate a twist at the locus of your frenulum into your stroke. and do it while standing or lying down, and make sure to thrust back into your hand. NEVER SIT TO CUM.

if your cum just dribbles out like blurka blurka blurka, you are treating your dick all wrong. i can't give you any more information than i already have.

[Anonymous No.23126749]

>>23126687
imagine the level of decadence you have to reach in order to treat jerking off like some kind of art where you are refining techniques. the thought of someone having typed this sends shivers down my spine

[Anonymous No.23126763]

>>23126749
it gets worse, whenever i have a gf i stop jerking off because i don't want to diminish the experience of sex for myself and thus my performance and enthusiasm for her, but i am bored of sex so i just look forward to going back to the days when i can jerk myself dead every evening

i never goon, i don't even know what gooning is. i just cum so hard from a normal fap that i die.

[Anonymous No.23126767]

>>23123097
Will reading Plato improve my rhetoric?

[Anonymous No.23126768]

>>23126763
Can you take this shit somewhere else man

[Anonymous No.23126771]

>>23126768
like /g/? why would /g/ want to hear about this?

[Anonymous No.23126781]

>>23126771
Im so sick of you I dont know why you think its okay to talk about this stuff here. I wish this site was like it use to be.
>inb4 we were always like this
Not on fucking /lit/

[Anonymous No.23126788]

>>23126781
>use to
more disgusting than anything i have said by far, have some respect for the language

[Anonymous No.23126809]

>>23126763
niggers like this get regular girlfriends

[Anonymous No.23126819]

i'm officially old. something happened to my ass which has rendered me almost completely bedridden. i only get up to use the restroom and literally waddle down to the pharmacy for my prescriptions.

[Anonymous No.23126827]

>>23126819
describe your stool

[Anonymous No.23126844]

I'm lonely...

[Anonymous No.23126858]

>>23126651
>pedo
>14-16
don't use words that you don't understand

[Anonymous No.23126892]

Well lads I finally got a big boy job. I'm going through all the emails, the district website, the zoom schedules, the training modules and I already just want to go back to mixing concrete for minimum wage

[Anonymous No.23126903]

>>23126892
I work a comfy factory job with a 401k now, but I sometimes miss towel-snapping waitresses' asses in the kitchen.

[Anonymous No.23126941]

I’ve had a major problem with eating sweets all day. My brother pointed out that I reach for sweets when I’m most tired but that I always look tired lately. He’s right. I can’t remember the last time I woke up feeling well-rested.

[Anonymous No.23126945]

>>23126892
It usually takes about 3 years to get used to office life because it sucks so badly

[Anonymous No.23126954]

>>23126687
While I won’t implement this advice, I’m curious enough to ask for clarity. This jives with something I heard about Wilhelm Reich recently.

[Anonymous No.23126990]

all my friend became christian and they're now happy and i'm still depressed

[Anonymous No.23126994]

I live on a homestead, started farming, going to work with a prolet-aryan mindset, always improving, spending several hours of the day sunken in dinner table philosophies, gained some self-respect, and always get a good-night sleep.
Yet, I don't feel an inch less miserable than I did before. If I have become more of an independant man, more enlightened, I have realized that the 'conquest' I made has brought me any closer to the life of a noble-mannered man who runs an own economy, an own government and respects himself.

[Anonymous No.23126998]

>>23126994
Ai bot

[Anonymous No.23127001]

>>23126998
Dubs and it is not so

[Anonymous No.23127014]

>>23126994
it's *independent

[Anonymous No.23127018]

>>23126332
I disagree, sounds like a (You) problem. I'm discovering new things every day, the algorithm even likes to pepper my feed with videos from random channels with literally 5 views every now and then, which is a fairly recent thing that I find interesting. Either way, my experience is the opposite of yours. It's also still my favorite way by far of discovering new music.

[Anonymous No.23127026]

>>23127014
Subs and you are wrong

[Anonymous No.23127036]

>>23126990
Really happy to see this major shift back towards Christianity

[Anonymous No.23127038]

Brother and his wife fucked off to Montenegro, where they're going to try every single trick until they manage to get citizenship. I don't really care, but my mother really wants to visit them and has done everything in her power to drag me into this. Fastforward to today and three months of wage were sucked out of me so that we could buy tickets there and back, for me, my mother, and uncle. There's some problems though, I don't want to waste my time going there, and I want to entirely cut off my family. Permanently.
I decided from day one of this nonsense that I absolutely won't go there, as I could not care less about my brother or Montenegro, and if I dare to touch down on that land he and his wife will force me to visit the local great monuments of "supermarket" and "mcdonalds", then force me to stay at home with them for a few days, silently scrolling through social media on phones all the way until the evening, which is when everybody will be forced to drink until they shit themselves. It may not sound too bad to you, but to me it would be absolute hell as I have absolutely zero interest in these people. I don't even know the name and surname of my brother's wife, and it's been a long time since they first started going out! The same goes for my brother, I know almost nothing about him. I do not care for these people and when our mother doesn't do anything retarded me and my brother meet up a whopping once a year. We know nothing of eachother. I do not like him, his wife, our mother nor our uncle, so something like this outing would only make me suffer, hence why I decided from the start to never do it. My mother was going to get the tickets about a week from now, and I was going to tell her tomorrow that I will not be going. On some great genius on her part though, she decided to get them today instead. On account of a night spent drinking a shitload of alcohol, a mere three hours of sleep, as well as various other deep problems I was unable to offer any serious resistance to this and now all my money has gone poof for this shit. The tickets have been bought. I don't really mind this, but a few days from now I will tell her(for real this time) that I will not be going, and all hell will be let loose as everybody in our family shits on me violently for not wanting to visit my brother. It'll be a fucking bitch, all I wanted was to sit at home and have fun.

[Anonymous No.23127041]

>>23127038
As for the second problem, that of saying that I want to distance myself from my family, I will tell them this at the same time. It's something that I've been thinking of for over a decade now, I have not once felt that this "family" is a real one, all members are lacking in familial love towards others and I personally have no love or hatred of any kind to any of them. If I were to hear of anybody getting married, killed, conscripted, migrating etc I would simply not care. When we found out that my mother has throat cancer I felt nothing, the same when my brother's throat was cut very deep and he had to undergo surgery. From my perspective, all of these people are just strangers that have taken up debased versions of normally great and "holy" positions such as that of mother, father, brother, sister, and so on. That we play this game of "family" thus disturbs me greatly, I don't fucking care about them in the slightest but I must show concern, talk and associate, help and be helped, and deal with them in many other ways. Imagine if some random dipshit took up the title of your mother one day, and you had to deal with her deterioating mind and body everyday until she dies, that's more or less how I feel about all of them. Why should I bother at all for this random person? I will cut myself off from them so that I never have to bother with them again. It'll be an absolute bitch to get this through to them, and it'll be a bad move in general as I'll have ripped my sole supporting pillar off, but I am now sure that this is best for my mental health.

[Anonymous No.23127047]

>>23127018
>the algorithm even likes to pepper my feed with videos from random channels with literally 5 views every now and then, which is a fairly recent thing that I find interesting
mine too, been watching weird little slice of life videos, addicts doing livestreams, actual schizophrenics. it's amazing

[Anonymous No.23127056]

>>23127036
>major shift
>bunch of loners

[Anonymous No.23127064]

3 years ago i was pretty fat now & now i'm skinny and i've got no idea why

[Anonymous No.23127067]

>>23127064
it's probably because you lost weight

[Anonymous No.23127076]

>>23127014
Dubs again and you are double wrong

[Anonymous No.23127084]

>>23124252
20 fucking years

[Anonymous No.23127086]

>>23126994
Enter politics or write poetry and emulate a Roman aristocrat

[Anonymous No.23127090]

How do you cope with knowing the poor choices you made from 20-29 can effectively bar you from achieving certain things in life?

[Anonymous No.23127091]

This website has become trash. What is this "wait 60 seconds to post" garbage? Is this new?

>>23125084
>you can literally just flip a switch in your head and become a bloomer
Maybe if you have the right external circumstances

[Anonymous No.23127104]

>>23124650
>whereas ogling at her breasts triggers her maternal protective instincts

[Anonymous No.23127106]

>>23127091
That’s only for laptops. Use your phone and it’s alright.

[Anonymous No.23127109]

>>23127106
>phone
zoomers like you is why this website is trash

[Anonymous No.23127110]

>>23127090
Then just achieve the other things.

[Anonymous No.23127114]

>>23127090
Shits fucked so i'm just trying to do the best i can with what i have.

[Anonymous No.23127120]

>>23127091
you waited 60 seconds to post this?

[Anonymous No.23127123]

>>23127056
With Christ, no one is alone.

[Anonymous No.23127144]

The Wonka Experience story has a very similar drip-feed and trajectory to Raoul Moat and Find Kony.

A tale that explodes out of nowhere and only gets weirder.

We haven’t heard the last from the people behind it.

[Anonymous No.23127145]

>>23127056
Those bunch of loners about a third of young adults as rates of loneliness and friendlessness are higher than ever before. You can cry about it all you want but Christianity is making a comeback.

[Anonymous No.23127152]

>>23127090
yeah but even if you make the right choices you can fuck it up with the choices you make 30-39.
you have to carry on making good decisions.

[Anonymous No.23127163]

>>23127014
Dubs and you are quadruple wrong

[Anonymous No.23127173]

>>23127090
How do you cope with the fact that the decisions you make from ages 13 to 18 effectively bar you from achieving certain things in life?
How do you you cope with the fact that the choices you make from ages 8 to 12 effectively bar you from achieving certain things in your life?
How do you cope with the fact that whichever cunt bore you can effectively bar you from achieving certain things in your life?

[Anonymous No.23127175]

>>23127014
Dubs and you are sixty-threetuple wrong

[Anonymous No.23127177]

>>23126767
No but you should still read him anyways.

[Anonymous No.23127179]

>>23127090
Rational actors don't waste focus on things outside their control.

[Anonymous No.23127187]

I just want a gf. Preferably one who likes me.

[Anonymous No.23127189]

>>23127014
Dubs and you are seven hundred and seventy tuple wrong

[Anonymous No.23127190]

Thinking about buying property with the ultimate goal of building a small horse farm on it. 10 acres for a small stable would suffice.

[Anonymous No.23127196]

>>23127090
Indemnity or imprisonment? You’re fucked. But, otherwise you still got a shot in your thirties. Get sober, try to be nice to people. You’ll feel better.

[Anonymous No.23127200]

>>23127173
>whichever cunt bore you can effectively bar you from achieving certain things in your life?
Don't remind me, it boils my blood

[Anonymous No.23127203]

>>23124650
Define “maternal protective instinct” and how it relates to staring her bewbs.

[Anonymous No.23127206]

>>23127014
>>23127026
>>23127076
>>23127163
>>23127175
>>23127189
Dubs and you are five thousand six hundred and fifty six tuple wrong
> verification not required

[Anonymous No.23127211]

>>23127187
That desire will pass

[Anonymous No.23127215]

>>23127211
Nope

[Anonymous No.23127217]

>>23127196
A shot at what though? You generally don’t see any Presidents who worked at Arby’s when they were 29. Whether they had indemnities is irrelevant. Not to say that President is the goal, but you get what I’m saying? Practically speaking, some things are just off the table.

[Anonymous No.23127219]

Dubbies and I go to sleep

[Anonymous No.23127222]

Should public schooling be eliminated? Lately, I’ve been thinking that schools should be made either entirely public or entirely private. The problem with making them entirely private is the cost, but if you auctioned off public schools to owners then you’d shore up that supply and bring the costs down across the board.

[Anonymous No.23127225]

>>23127196
Do you have any idea how far away I am from being human

[Anonymous No.23127230]

>>23127217
Only a total loser is so unskilled as to work in Arby's at 29
This is like saying that no porn actor has become president
Something is severely off if you aren't at least working a skilled trade by 29 or have a college degree and a white collar job

[Anonymous No.23127236]

>>23127222
Yes. In America we do not make the effort to do a good job which causes more harm to children than if they did something else

[Anonymous No.23127241]

>>23127230
Well hi thats me

[Anonymous No.23127242]

>>23127222
Digitize every single piece of writing in every educational facility in the world and upload them all to the internet for free, then proceed to burn all educational facilities together with the employees.

[Anonymous No.23127244]

>>23127230
Obviously, I picked an extreme case to demonstrate a point. You don’t see many Presidents that were market research analysts either, and market research’s analysts are obviously more skilled than Arby’s workers. It doesn’t really matter which one you are, the fact remains that you didn’t do some range of acceptable things and so certain possibilities just realistically aren’t on the table.

[Anonymous No.23127247]

>>23127242
No. Please.
Thsts awful.
Digital learning does not work for everyone. It doesn't work for most people

[Anonymous No.23127251]

>>23127217
A shot at a decent life. The world shrinks with age, anon. Of course things are off the table and the vast majority never were on it to begin with. Chances are we’re only here once, try and enjoy the ride for a change.

[Anonymous No.23127253]

The crazy thing about the relentless commitment to diversity as a value in Western society, is that I actually can’t think of a single case where the values that were socially normalized at an institutional level later were abandoned. The sense is that the commitment to diversity is here to stay. When you see that Americans seem to largely want this and more so every year, you get a really clear sense that this is just the prologue to the future.

[Anonymous No.23127255]

>>23127225
No, this is an anonymous message board.

[Anonymous No.23127256]

>>23127251
I'm miserable

[Anonymous No.23127260]

>>23127247
It's still a lot better than blasting through ridiculous amounts of money just to trap children in concrete shitholes for 12 years.

[Anonymous No.23127261]

I spent the last 5 years cultivating my entire personality around the guy who shouted nigger on that plane.

[Anonymous No.23127262]

>>23127244
The president of the US has no real function, much like the viçampati of the primitive Hindus and the Drottin of the ancient Scandinavians, he resembles a merely elected magistrate who's authority is very limited in reality and very restricted in regards to the ones who put him in power
I only pity the man with such a scepter at hand

[Anonymous No.23127263]

>>23127260
Maybe there's a 3rd option

[Anonymous No.23127266]

>>23127253
It's the epilogue, not the prologue.

[Anonymous No.23127267]

>>23127263
What would you suggest?

[Anonymous No.23127270]

>>23127266
That doesn't make the sense you think it does

[Anonymous No.23127271]

>>23127267
I don't know but personally I'd be worse off if I was in your all digital world than in this one and I don't think this one is good either

[Anonymous No.23127272]

>>23127253
I just got this boom that was published back in 2009 and even he makes very salient commentary on what he calls the diversity cult. Either this diversity thing has been around for longer than I realize or this guy had some serious foresight

[Anonymous No.23127275]

>>23127270
There's not much time left for humanity, death is near. Or at least that's what I think.

[Anonymous No.23127276]

>>23127261
Was that seriously 5 years ago? Holy crap

[Anonymous No.23127280]

>>23127275
Ok don't care

[Anonymous No.23127283]

>>23126687
Leftoids are more of a threat to themselves, but their narcissistic of bringing down the whole culture down with them is why they’re hated.

If you unilaterally disarm yourself the other nation will still have guns. If you deconstruct your own identity the other nation will retain its own. If you adopt some racially blind utopian morality the other nation still sees race.

Leftism is a death cult for these reasons.

[Anonymous No.23127292]

>>23127256
Well, I tried. Good day.

[Anonymous No.23127293]

recommend a good book that's also funny. not a funny book, but a good one that's funny.

[Anonymous No.23127294]

>>23127253
If I was a native British with current personality and knowledge I'd have lost all respect for the government at this point
Imagine being a proud native European and being governed by a literal shitskin
If I wasn't bluntly not paying taxes already, I'd be throwing trash on the streets, saying racist remarks in public, disrespecting ethic co-workers to the fullest if not quitting my job and refusing my further participation in a society that has become gangrenous. I'd be joining clubs that only allow straight white men inside, heckin plans how to save the West.
Luckily I am only an expatriate Swiss man so I still haven't lost all respect for the government. In fact, I have a profound honour and respect for the Swiss government and how it managed to reconciliate a modern, liberal legislation with keeping non-Swiss people fully away from governmental power.
So I only have to take half of the measures I'd take as a Brit, like moving out of the country to not pay taxes for globohomo.

[Anonymous No.23127295]

>>23127276
I've literally done nothing for 5 years. I'm just more suicidal now

[Anonymous No.23127297]

>>23127283
That's why leftoids try to infect the entire world with their illness. Can't have an Other to outlast you if you eliminate the Other. They've been pretty successful mainly pushing anti racism. Your average American conservative or moderate has a very shallow concept of identity.

[Anonymous No.23127299]

>>23127280
Yeah but you're a fag so I don't care if you care or not

[Anonymous No.23127305]

I'm the anon who talked about inheriting money a while ago. I've begun the arrangements to give it all away. There's no turning back. I've felt too awful for too long. Like I said I'm not a genius philosopher. I have no way to support myself. But I just can't live like this anymore. I don't think a single person around me will ever understand how I feel or what I've been going through. I hate money.

[Anonymous No.23127308]

>>23127272
I think the diversity drive arose as a result of commercialism, but it’s been so heavily emphasized and has been around so long as this point it’s hard to imagine Western culture disabusing itself of it ever.


Lately, I’ve really felt like Western civilization is in a sense doomed, which I know is a sort of chuddy thing to say, but it’s the sentiment regardless. I don’t mean it in the way they do though, in the sense that it will literally collapse into anarchy. What I envision is basically a continued slide into something that is just worse and worse. I think the Faustian bargain in regard to economics in particular has made the most sensible solutions off limits to us, and the will to put ourselves in a position where we can have sensible solutions, just isn’t there. We still pretend we can engineer our way out climate change or off of fossil fuels, for example. I don’t foresee from that either a collapse or success. What I see is a sort of ramming it in even though it doesn’t work and makes things even worse. And that can be liable to go on for decades, centuries even.

[Anonymous No.23127315]

Dreaming dreams of rocket launchers.

Dreaming dreams of asymmetrical sniper ambushes with thermal optics, freezing their movements, frying the brain.

Dreaming dreams of small drones swarming over entire units under cover, destroying their million-dollar war machines.

Dreaming dreams of fully automatic ARs with 100 round 7.62x51 snail-mags unloading into and downing government helicopters.

Dreaming dreams of brave fighters silently weaving through mountain passages deep in the night on F-150s, motorbikes, and hiking boots.

I still remember that warm, Summer night in DC in vivid detail. The city on fire, the armored vehicles, the guardsmen shoulder-to-shoulder with rifles.

Every day I remember the bodies, more often than the shootings. Fires and graffiti everywhere, the black man dead on the asphalt, he was fat and bald.

The helicopters, the raging crowds. I walked across the river on foot, all the way from the ghetto to the white house, snuck past the security guards at the railyard.

I remember the first Sunday of the lockdowns, police in masks patrolling outside the locked down churches, my neighbors blaring Gospel music from the apartment windows.

So many things that I don't think people would even believe if I wrote them down, so many surreal stories of death and violence. The soft peppering of gunfire makes me feel warm inside.

[Anonymous No.23127317]

>>23127294
I mean, I don’t not agree. People keep talking about why young men are dropping out and I basically ask why some aren’t yet and point out that even are churches and Army battalions are a front for a jobs program for gay and black people. But even if that wasn’t the case, why endeavor to do anything? The civilization has pretty much lost the plot. Even if we could somehow rewind to the sentiment of 30 years ago, that’s basically a civilization which offers financial success as its only true endeavor in life. So if that doesn’t motivate you, or worse, is largely impossible, as it is today, why do anything? Everything is dead, fake and gay, pointless, or just kind of miserable. So it’s not really a mystery to me why these people are dropping out. We replaced organic life with a social contract life and then violated the terms of the contract.

[Anonymous No.23127318]

I DONT GIVE A SH*T

[Anonymous No.23127319]

gender is like a light switch, it is either one or the other. If your light switch is stuck in the middle and the lights are flickering, that just means it's broken

[Anonymous No.23127322]

>>23127262
Dude, you’re missing the point.

[Anonymous No.23127329]

>>23127317
To be honest there's no point in human history i want to go back to. I will never get retvrn trad guys. Which isn't too say I think current times are worth a shit either

[Anonymous No.23127345]

Should I take my neighbor's daughter to Panda Express?

[Anonymous No.23127377]

>>23127308
>We still pretend we can engineer our way out climate change or off of fossil fuels, for example
Can I borrow from someone a brainlet wojak sufficient enough to respond to this statement? Thanks in advance.

[Anonymous No.23127383]

I don't know how/where to meet girls.

I am a scientist and that's my life to be honest. Besides that I have a lot of family related responsibilities which also consumes a lot of my energy.

I don't really do much in my free time besides watching TV and browsing the Internet. What I enjoy doing a lot is going for 2 hour long walks and talking to myself. I go on hikes sometimes because I like the fresh air. When I feel like it, I go swimming. I cook every single day. I write philosophy, but I will never ever let anyone read those ramblings.

What is weird is that I do enjoy social company, but I don't enjoy keeping up with friends. I enjoy the socializing aspect in the moment only.

Anyway, besides my family, who live in another country, I live a pretty isolated life. I tried getting new hobbies but I found nothing enjoyable and I am such a honest person, I cannot fake a smile if my life depended on it.

I actually have less of a problem talking to women, but I just cannot ever meet them.

[Anonymous No.23127412]

I work at an inbound call center, and I keep getting AMSR tingles from middle-aged East Asian ladies calling in about random shit.

[Anonymous No.23127417]

>>23127329
You can’t return. So it’s a moot point. I merely pointed to the past to highlight that even before things got really fucky, life was still kind of pointless even though life inside of it was oriented towards something and it was achievable. I think we’re more nihilistic than were then. That’s why I mentioned it.

[Anonymous No.23127421]

MODS!

[Anonymous No.23127432]

>>23127421
I saw it

[Anonymous No.23127440]

>>23127432
Saw what?

[Anonymous No.23127442]

>>23127315

Overheard my coworker talking about me to another coworker.

He said I was a good man and that I had a good work ethic as well.

Would he think the same if he knew? I don't dream of harming innocents.

My Muslim friend, I taught him what Mujahideen means, he didn't know the word.

>It's an Arabic word for someone who wages Jihad, which means a holy struggle

>The highest Jihad is an inner struggle to live an upright life in the eyes of God

He is Sunni, I told him Hamas was Sunni, he didn't know. He asked questions.

>What about a couple Mike's Hard Lemonade?

>What?

>You know, Mike's Hard Lemonade?

I realized, he was asking me if it was okay for Muslims to drink just a little bit of alcohol.

He was asking me as if I was his Mufti or something, his Mullah, for me to instruct him in Islam.

A strange feeling came over. I am a Christian, and will always be a Christian. I had just studied it more deeply.

I asked him what he thought of revolution, mentioned the revolutionary anti-government militias out in the countryside.

War, lawful and honorable warfare between armed combatants.

He said he doesn't want to hurt innocent people.

>innocent people

I said, yes, not innocent people.

He grew uncomfortable and changed the subject.

[Anonymous No.23127449]

>>23127417
I know and agree. I just thought of it as I read your post

[Anonymous No.23127486]

>>23127251
Decent to an ambitious person is just mediocre

[Anonymous No.23127491]

>>23127377
What exactly do you think is so brainlet about that statement? If you think that’s possible, you’re unironically retarded.

[Anonymous No.23127493]

>>23127449
I get retvrn trad people though. I also idealize pre-modernity. So I get them completely, unlike you. I just don’t think we can return, only emulate the past. So we agree on the latter but not the former.

[Anonymous No.23127527]

I’m planning on starting this company but the more research I do before launch, the more I’m realizing how totally handicapped I am by my location

[Anonymous No.23127543]

>>23127491
Settle down Al Gore

[Anonymous No.23127552]

Time for the best part of the day, sleep. I'll get to be dead for a whole eight hours straight.

[Anonymous No.23127557]

Well it's already 2:40 and I've done none of my work for the day

[Anonymous No.23127560]

>>23127557
You're still better off than I am. I haven't done anything but wallow for the last three days.

[Anonymous No.23127564]

>>23127543
Are you retarded? That’s almost the complete opposite take as Al Gore’s.

[Anonymous No.23127585]

>>23127256
Me too bro

[Anonymous No.23127620]

>>23127486
'born yesterday' by philip larkin

Tightly-folded bud,
I have wished you something
None of the others would:
Not the usual stuff
About being beautiful,
Or running off a spring
Of innocence and love —
They will all wish you that,
And should it prove possible,
Well, you’re a lucky girl.

But if it shouldn’t, then
May you be ordinary;
Have, like other women,
An average of talents:
Not ugly, not good-looking,
Nothing uncustomary
To pull you off your balance,
That, unworkable itself,
Stops all the rest from working.
In fact, may you be dull —
If that is what a skilled,
Vigilant, flexible,
Unemphasised, enthralled
Catching of happiness is called.

[Anonymous No.23127784]

I just met someone who has 2 vaginas.

[Anonymous No.23127820]

Most of all, may you be safe, may the spaces around you that I can’t touch be filled with my love, and may you go to sleep every night believing there’s always tomorrow, and the day after that, and the day after that.

[Anonymous No.23127935]

Nietzsche failed to move past Schopenhauer, who himself failed to move past Theism. The entire history of useful philosophy can be condensed like so: "Embrace your will to the extent that it can be satisfied; If this proves impossible or too painful, reject the will and live in equanimity; If this proves too painful, commit suicide."

Buddhism isn't perfect but it's the closest thing we have to an answer. If you have a difficult life, start meditating now in case shit hits the fan.

[Anonymous No.23127957]

I'm having breeding issues.

[Anonymous No.23127963]

I’ve been watching those “come to work with me” and “I got laid off”. I know I’m supposed to take away from those that these people have or had bullshit jobs, but it’s just made me realize just how cushy my job really is.

[Anonymous No.23127976]

I’m ready to buy a house but there is just no supply. There are 4 homes for sale for less than half a million in my city. Just 4.

[Anonymous No.23127977]

>>23127935
(cont.) And on that note, it's about time to start practicing will denial myself.

When I was a kid, I remember seeing Asians and thinking they were unique and mysterious. Well, most high-achieving Asians practice a form of will denial such that they have no real agency in their lives. On the whole, this is a great thing. Society is smarter than any one individual, and like God, if you let society decide most aspects of your life it's generally going to steer you appropriately and wisely. But if you are an unhealthy person, and you lack spirituality or purpose in your life, you fall into a downward spiral which can ruin you.

So, I think most of us should find a specific outlet for our will, and then delegate the rest of our lives to whatever society and nature and God desires of us.

[Anonymous No.23127984]

>>23127935
Okay Camus

[Anonymous No.23127986]

>>23127977
You must not know any Asians personally. They have so much inner anguish and resentment.

[Anonymous No.23128016]

Wish I could undo the mistake I made 5 years ago

[Anonymous No.23128020]

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>>23128016
>>23127261
lol