Write What's On Your Mind

[Anonymous No.23034700]

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[Anonymous No.23034705]

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[Anonymous No.23034709]

Living in SoCal is funny. We get a bit of rain and everything shuts down

[Anonymous No.23034726]

>>23034700
Thank you for not posting a picture of a woman. It bothered me last thread so much that I refused to post in it.

[Anonymous No.23034733]

>>23034700
People are so fucking mean if you aren't constantly prostrating yourself before them. At this point merely existing is enough to warrant glares. I hate them, but more so I hate that it's a big club and I'm not in it, I'm too true to myself. I reserve my right to primal instinct. I endure judgment sado-masochistically, as a muay thai fighter kicks down banana trees to kill the nerves in his shins, I grow more comfortable in my nonconformity with constant emotional battery.

[Anonymous No.23034734]

>>23034700
My theism class is full of retarded women who gossip about their ex-boyfriends constantly. Why can't men get their act together and even out academia a little more so I don't have to put up with this garbage?

[Anonymous No.23034748]

>>23034734
Dunno what you're on about bro. My philosophy classes are always 3/4ths male even tho my school is 2/3rds women

[Anonymous No.23034765]

>>23034700
Fucked up majorly at work. Oh well, my retardation was gonna come out sooner or later

[Anonymous No.23034767]

>>23034748
Well I wish I attended your school. All 6 of my subjects have more women than men in the class, and for 3 of them I'm the only male in the class.

[Anonymous No.23034780]

>>23034700
I hate niggers extra this month.

[Anonymous No.23034789]

"Anxious distress" describes how I feel every evening of my life

I'm vibrating in despair and I'm gay as fuck and I want to say and do retarded things just to dispense the energy but there's too much of it to dispense

[Anonymous No.23034795]

gorgeous tendrils swirling from an incandescent void, pulsating the deepest auras of purple and vibrant blue, harnessing every fiber of eternity in its comforting grasp, condensing life itself into its purest essence, allowing for bliss to spawn and permeate beneath the folds of time.
i believe i am working backwards. it is difficult to tell what is intended sometimes. there are many conflicting aspects to my entire being that occasionally become infinitely difficult to properly decipher, but i enjoy the rush, of confusion in love, from my erratic heart to my brittle, pathetic bones. it is awfully strange being a ghost: a total nobody. maybe none of this is real. maybe i'll fade out of existence and the devil will swirl around my soul and consume me forever.
but small part of me knows that's not true. the truth is far more beautiful than that, so much so that's it's impossible to believe, even though with time i'll come to learn more and fullyh understand the weight of the decisions i've made throughout my life.
i hate myself with unimaginable intensity, that will only grow and complicate as time continues to spiral around that one fateful day where i made the only decision that really counted, for myself, possibly for everything but. who knows really. maybe this is all in my head and i'll wake up to some serene yet bland reality and forget all of this ever happened for good.
it won't though. never again. i pray and love you all, even as i slowly withdraw from everything but myself.
s

i hope that's good enough.

fags
jk

[Anonymous No.23034797]

>>23034767
You really dont wish you attended my shitty regional state university

[Anonymous No.23034818]

>>23034767
And yet you're still single. Curious.

[Anonymous No.23034824]

Meow meow cheeseburger meow

[Anonymous No.23034825]

>>23034818
Yeah. Of course I am.

Why would I want the stress of a girlfriend on top of the stress of university?

[Anonymous No.23034826]

>>23034700
ah now now that ive finished nutting i can get back to reading about how my body is a temple for the lord
I do NOT experience cognitive dissonance

[Anonymous No.23034842]

Should I startup an aerospace manufacturing company?

[Anonymous No.23034848]

>>23034700
going to my first therapy session tomorrow AMA

[Anonymous No.23034853]

>>23034700
Don't know what to do bros. I feel so aimless. I used to act in regional theaters and opera companies but during COVID that all shutdown. I was dating a girl then for two years and conformed my life around her but she dumped me last April. I was considering a few MFA acting programs to have pedigree to work at a college and get an easy HS job if need be but I fear theater is so pozzed these days that I don't even know if I want to enroll and take that investment, but it's all I ever knew: performing or being in the theater and working side jobs. But I was just in NYC to visit my sister, and every show these days approaches the work from a modern, leftist socio-political angle. I saw Once Upon a Mattress at City Center as part of their Encores! concert series and they edited the book to put in woke modern feminist jokes. Can you imagine that? Editing a 70 year old musicals books just to add modern political philosophy. You destroy the universal appeal and message of a work when you infect it with modern political thought. So sick of it. Saw the same thing in a Shakespeare production off-broadway. Adlibbing jokes about 'Patriarchy' during a Shakespeare play, can you imagine that shit? Show some respect.

There is a one year MFA at GWU in classical theater I think I would love but I worry it will be too 'woke'. Shakespeare approached his characters from an ontological aspect but Shakespeare theaters these days are so pozzed and modern that they disfigure his works and their intent. Maybe I could be the 'change' I wish to see in theater but places just bully you these days if you don't agree witht them. But there are no other programs that interest me. I don't want to get an English masters degree since I want to study the works I care about, and all I really care about regarding English literature are early American authors (Melville, Washington Irving, Brockden Brown, etc) Shakespeare, Marlowe, Beaumont and Fletcher for the playwrites, and then the epic poets (Homer, Milton, etc).

I'm fucked bros. I don't want to keep working in restaurants my whole life. The money is good but it's ungratifying. I basically just go to the gym, work, and read. My life feels aimless since the breakup, and now I worry there will be no future. At least with an MFA I could work on my artistry again, then after I could work in a school and try to educate the next generation. I just don't know what other alternative there is. I have no other skills.

[Anonymous No.23034857]

>>23034848
why are you so gay that you need to go tell a jew your problems?

[Anonymous No.23034861]

>>23034853
>theater is so pozzed these days
Buddy, it has always been so, at least for the last century. Are you not gay?

[Anonymous No.23034862]

>>23034857
I need to tell my future wife I went to therapy so she thinks im deep and emotionally content

[Anonymous No.23034863]

>>23034848
What for? Depression? Let us know how it goes. I never liked therapy personally but maybe I just had bad experiences.

[Anonymous No.23034870]

>>23034861
I'm not gay, no. But it was nowhere near this bad even in the early 2000's. They are editing classical works and books to make them more socio-political, partisan and prejudice, instead of letting the characters do the work and you form your opinion and judgement around the drama. Take it from someone who was equity and was working the regional circuit in the early 2010's, in the last 7 or 8 years it has become almost unrecognizable.

[Anonymous No.23034874]

>>23034862
that is the gayest possible response to that question

[Anonymous No.23034877]

>>23034874
do you genuinely think im serious?
>>23034863
partly for cbt partly to kill bad habits

[Anonymous No.23034882]

>>23034874
do you genuinely think im serious?
>>23034863
partly for cbt partly to kill bad habits.

[Anonymous No.23034883]

>>23034877
>>23034882
did you really need to post that twice?

[Anonymous No.23034885]

>>23034877
>>23034882
Whoops

[Anonymous No.23034889]

How do I get started with worldbuilding?

[Anonymous No.23034891]

>>23034885
It's ok anon we forgive you

*cums on your forehead*

[Anonymous No.23034897]

>>23034889
like this

[Anonymous No.23034926]

>>23034825
Fag

[Anonymous No.23034931]

>>23034877
>partly for cbt partly to kill bad habits
therapists do cbt now? Damn thats progressive as hell, how'd you manage to convince her?

[Anonymous No.23034936]

>>23034931
>Damn thats progressive as hell, how'd you manage to convince her?
I thought this was standard procedure,,,,,

[Anonymous No.23034937]

>>23034931
I have a government job, so it's covered by my insurance.

[Anonymous No.23035021]

I gave my pooch a smooch

[Anonymous No.23035025]

>>23035021
On the gooch?

[Anonymous No.23035035]

I spent my entire early 20s drinking alone

[Anonymous No.23035038]

>>23035025
No you sick fuck, on the snout

[Anonymous No.23035043]

>>23034733
>I reserve my right to primal instinct.
Are you masturbating in public?

[Anonymous No.23035122]

>>23034937
>I have a government job, so it's covered by my insurance.
Lucky i wish the gov'd perform CBT on me. I have to do it myself

[Anonymous No.23035135]

i was a fine child but they changed me

[Anonymous No.23035137]

DESPAIR

[Anonymous No.23035148]

>>23035135
Me too. And by they I dont mean society or school. I mean my shitty family

[Anonymous No.23035155]

>>23035148
if i ever talk about my family like this on 4chan, someone please shoot me

[Anonymous No.23035169]

>>23035155
Well la dee da mr gucci loafers. If your mom was a meth addict who killed your brother you'd be complaining too

[Anonymous No.23035173]

>>23034726
Why did it bother?

[Anonymous No.23035193]

>>23035169
what you telling me for, that's family business

[Anonymous No.23035203]

>>23035173
Threads with female OP image are lower quality by who they attract, so I refuse to support them.

[Anonymous No.23035209]

>>23035203
wish he'd used a picture of a girl in op to keep out faggots like yourself

[Anonymous No.23035214]

>>23035209
Not a nice thing to say is it

[Anonymous No.23035224]

>>23035214
ah, but honest and true

[Anonymous No.23035233]

I had a lot I wanted to say to you and ask you, but thank you for reaching out nonetheless. I'm going to think about this interaction for a long time. I do not think you are detestable. I'm sorry if my description of my fascination with "case studies" came across as pejorative. I don't look down on them at all; in fact, I relate heavily to them, which is what motivated my overarching cause. I truly related to everything you said in your last email and felt deeply for you and your lived experiences. Thank you again. I know it was likely anxiety-inducing and draining, so I appreciate that you even took the time to reply in the first place.
P.S. Your writing style is endearing, and I would have liked to see it unrestricted. You don't need to apologize.

[Anonymous No.23035237]

>>23034700
Squeezed another bookcase in my library room. I’ve now got 6 and I don’t think I can get any more in. Soon I’ll have to purge some books. Sad times

[Anonymous No.23035238]

I don't think I have what it takes

[Anonymous No.23035251]

>>23035193
I'm writing what's on my mind

[Anonymous No.23035252]

>>23035251
keep it in the family you mug

[Anonymous No.23035255]

>>23035252
No

[Anonymous No.23035257]

>>23035255
christ whatever issues your mum had clearly runs in the family

[Anonymous No.23035263]

>>23035257
Yeah no shit, she killed my brother. I dont owe her anything.

[Anonymous No.23035268]

>>23035214
That's the lowercase tranny. He frequently says vaguely gay things, defends tranny viewpoints, and posts lowercase meanspiritedness in a gay way. He's 20% of the posts in any wwoym.

[Anonymous No.23035332]

>>23034700
So what’s up with the anon spamming interracial threads? Going by how many fast replies the threads are getting I’m guessing an anons worst nightmare is finding out his girlfriend/wife/oneitis/waifu took black pole

[Anonymous No.23035336]

>>23035268
Schizo

[Anonymous No.23035355]

my ma killed my baby brother

[Anonymous No.23035360]

>One day as he was teaching the people in the temple and proclaiming the good news, the chief priests and the scribes came with the elders and said to him,
>“Tell us, by what authority are you doing these things? Who is it who gave you this authority?”
>He answered them, “I will also ask you a question, and you tell me:
>Did the baptism of John come from heaven, or was it of human origin?”
>They discussed it with one another, saying,
>“If we say, ‘From heaven,’ he will say, ‘Why did you not believe him?’
>But if we say, ‘Of human origin,’ all the people will stone us, for they are convinced that John was a prophet.”
>So they answered that they did not know where it came from.
>Then Jesus said to them, “Neither will I tell you by what authority I am doing these things.”

audibly kek'd when i came across this passage. how smug was JC when he made that ebin comeback?

[Anonymous No.23035362]

>>23035355
Abortion? My mom did the same thing.

[Anonymous No.23035383]

I am getting way to emotionally invested into the fictional alien species and their inability/the author's unwillingness to change from being complete fucking assholes. Not simply that they stagnate as nigger-tier cunts but that he actively rewards them for refusing to change and gain any redeeming qualities that aren't immediately contradicted by their far more massive flaws. It's wish fulfillment for a fictional species.
I am angry

[Anonymous No.23035387]

i hate women bro wtf

[Anonymous No.23035389]

>>23035383
Read C S Lewis's Space Trilogy.

[Anonymous No.23035399]

>>23035332
Discord trannies and subhumans. They have spammed every board for years.

[Anonymous No.23035404]

>>23035399
Why do anons fear the black dick so much?

[Anonymous No.23035412]

>>23035387
what happened now

[Anonymous No.23035416]

>>23035389
How would this assist me in no longer seething about space cats not getting the rope?

[Anonymous No.23035417]

>>23035416
It has good aliens

[Anonymous No.23035430]

>>23035404
Why do subhumans think spamming about penises all day is interesting?

[Anonymous No.23035431]

>>23035412
i cant even get into it honestly to complicated

[Anonymous No.23035434]

>>23035431
too

[Anonymous No.23035451]

>>23035431
Give us a TLDR

[Anonymous No.23035474]

>>23035451
Damn I guess he's not literally like me fr

[Anonymous No.23035482]

Trashiest wwym thread I've ever seen, everyone in here should speed over a cliff with a pick up truck and die.

[Anonymous No.23035486]

>>23035482
>everyone in here should speed over a cliff with a pick up truck and die
>(you) are here
>(you) should therefore speed over a cliff with a pick up truck and die
played urself

[Anonymous No.23035488]

>>23035482
boards dead faggot, move on

[Anonymous No.23035489]

>>23035474
Eh, he was a sensitive young man and that's good enough for me

[Anonymous No.23035499]

>>23035451
>been hanging out with hot woman
>fail erection during sex
>she becomes distant but continues leading me on
>says she couldnt hang out today cuz she was "lowkey raped" but thats its fine??
>now she's the one engaging me & asking to meet up
So basically ive kindof been a simp but also want to sleep with her so i can repair my ego but also im disgusted by her behavior cuz im guessing she was just acting whorish or smthn. idk i have mental pain rn. i wont be pursuing her anymore tho. need to retain whatever dignity i still have

[Anonymous No.23035522]

My hands are chronically dry and the only moisturizer I've found that really helps is REALLY expensive ($40 for a 150ml bottle). At least my hands aren't as dry as my buddy's, who likely has an actual skin condition (as opposed to me, whose hands are dry mostly because I wash them a tad obsessively). I've told him to get some Kiehl's hand salve (what I use, described above) but he's like nooo I don't need it. Fuckin guy, his hands are terrible looking. He picks his cuticles too.

[Anonymous No.23035534]

Sometimes I look at myself and say, you know what, I'm a fuckin genius. And that excuses everything. Nothing can ever it take it away. It is immortal, godly, beyond me. It's a fleeting moment mind you, and then I go back to feeling like a piece of shit. But I am grateful for such moments.

[Anonymous No.23035543]

>>23034700
Why is everyone so fucking anti-social these days?

I'm an introvert, so I'm used to mentally prepping myself anytime I go somewhere to meet new people. I consciously prepare for the "Hi, how are you, what's your name?" etc, etc.

But the past few times I've gone out that preparation has been useless because everyone is so fucking unfriendly. No greetings, no asking for names, no asking how you are. Everyone gives off this misanthropic vibe nowadays.

It's miserable.

[Anonymous No.23035564]

>>23035543
I caught a cab home after work last week. I was talking to the driver about his experiences with passengers pre and post covid. Apparently it's night and day and it's not just him who attests to that. Before he'd be extremely busy on Friday and weekends. People would strike up conversations with him, make jokes and just be generally jovial. Now apparently no one talks or wants to make conversation, people are rude and his busiest nights are mid-week when he's picking up white collar wagies like me who have been back working late.

[Anonymous No.23035579]

>>23035543
>>23035564
I really think there are some compounding issues in terms of lack of public spaces that people can go to so they can meet others, learn things, do sports, discuss ideas all without having to pay money or be part of a club. Without stuff like this people increasingly feel like they aren't part of a community, they aren't part of anything other than series of schemes to remove them from their money. I think part of the reason is the growing homeless crisis means stuff like this increasingly gets used up permanently by those in need, part of it is declining public education means people have less of a foundation to build off of, an interesting way that the system unexpectedly bites back against itself. But people also just don't believe in the idea of investing in their communities which is obviously an idea that in practice just means your community decays as all the stuff that made it a community falls apart from neglect.

[Anonymous No.23035582]

>>23035564
I think the social distancing and constantly covering our mouths for 2 years did a number on the social health of the world. No one can be bothered to be cordial or receptive anymore.

[Anonymous No.23035593]

>>23035564
Correlation doesn't always equal causation. Have you considered people may be more rude to Indians in recent years because of the massive influx of them to the English speaking world in the last 4 years?

[Anonymous No.23035596]

>>23035593
what a weird fucking way for you to find an entry point for your xenophobia

[Anonymous No.23035599]

>>23035596
>xenophobia
You say that like it's a bad thing.

[Anonymous No.23035620]

Read the rum diaries today. First I hated lefties for most of it, then I hated women, then I hated niggers, then I hated women and lefties, then I hated lefties again.

When I read fear and loathing last year I thought wow this guy is a hack, but reading this I had a profound sense that hunter s thompsons personality itself is a hack and that lefties are not mere creations of the jews but a convenient pre existing resource for them, which i guess I understood already but lost somewhere along the way. Not even in a cheap establishment hating way, like these people would be different in a different regime, it is more like a kind of easy misanthropy that they all fall back on to give their stupid selves a sense of being intelligent and cool. You can see how women easily fall for it, because they are stupid and to them a veneer is as good or even better than the real thing, and how they easily simp for women because they have no real standards for themselves either.

[Anonymous No.23035621]

Quiet, except faint noises in the distance
Cold, even with three blankets around me
Alone, except for this rat I'm on the watchout for

[Anonymous No.23035629]

>>23035593
Maybe, guess I'll have to catch another cab with a white driver and ask him. At any rate, Indian taxi drivers isn't what's stopping people from going out more generally. That issue is more of a question of the laziness and debt/wealth transfer which developed over covid

[Anonymous No.23035631]

>>23035582
Caught the bus home today and there was some middle aged white woman still wearing a mask. Normies have been mind-broken to varying degrees

[Anonymous No.23035633]

>>23035620
Sarcasm are is this the actual brain you life in? It's like the mine or a 5 year old

[Anonymous No.23035641]

>>23035579
>an interesting way that the system unexpectedly bites back against itself
All of the decay that the system has sought to introduce over the past few decades has started to rear its head. Will be interesting to see how it plays out. Part of me wonders to what extent they regret opening Pandora's Box. Probably not a lot, these people calculate such things in advance.

[Anonymous No.23035645]

>>23035633
I thought the same thing lol

[Anonymous No.23035646]

>>23035620
>it is more like a kind of easy misanthropy that they all fall back on to give their stupid selves a sense of being intelligent and cool
Leftist will never understand picrel

[Anonymous No.23035651]

>>23035646
That's a nice sentiment, unfortunately the ever increasing amounts of meanness and stupidity surrounding me on a daily basis becomes ever more difficult to endure without becoming jaded.

[Anonymous No.23035659]

>>23035651
Don't blame you, nor would I conflate the avoidance of cruelty with some flabby and effeminate passivity. Often the merciful thing is to fight against evil. As for personal enemies, the ideal is long-suffering - something which I sorely lack.

[Anonymous No.23035701]

I like the ads in old Playboy magazines. You will get stuff like a guy leaning back listening to music on head phones and an angry woman in the doorway with a caption that basically reads "Thank's to the latest surround sound technology you will think your bitch wife is finally dead".

[Anonymous No.23035718]

>>23034700
My mind has been consumed by this girl. I don't know why, it's not like she's conventionally attractive or anything but I can't stop thinking about her and fantasizing. It's so fucking all-consuming I don't know what to do. We don't know each other at all but I can't stop thinking about her. She's a few years younger than me and as such the relationship may not be viable and that is even if I had the gall to try and approach her. Her existence speaks to me in a way. I don't know what to make of these feelings and am crippled by the real possibility I may live in a reality where I let her slip, regardless of the improbability of being with her, that my brain has gone into circulation failure and I can't bring myself to read anything.

Why do us men think so much over women when they don't think of us at all or can't even comprehend the bliss we feel when we look at a girl we like?

[Anonymous No.23035729]

>>23035718
What's so good about her

[Anonymous No.23035738]

>>23035718
Do the Schopenhauer way - propose to her on a boat

[Anonymous No.23035743]

>>23035718
Infatuation.

Cut contact and try your best to distract yourself. The feelings will fade in a few weeks.

[Anonymous No.23035751]

>>23035729
She seems more real, more attainable. She dresses a bit like a 'tomboy' with hoodies and blue, baggy jeans combo. She has short, bob style auburn hair and smiles a lot. She laughs a lot. She's a bit shorter than me and I like that. I don't know, I just don't know. You'd look at her and see nothing there but my brain is filled with butterflies when I look at her. I'm very autistic so that probably influences my perception. Deep in me, I think she's the kind of girl I've always wanted. Feisty, full of personality and interesting quirks. Sensitive but also headstrong and stubborn about some things, in a cute way. All in all, it's sure that I am experiencing severe one-itis. What should I do? I don't know her, there's an age-gap and I am just a wreck socially.

[Anonymous No.23035753]

>>23035751
>What should I do?

See>>23035743

[Anonymous No.23035774]

>>23035753
It's been going on for the better part of a year. Even more. I don't know, my heart feels heavy at the thought of dropping my feelings towards her. It's the most alive I've been in years. The most alive I've felt. It's not even that I have any kind of contact to cut, I don't know her and just look at her from afar. I'll try to wipe my brain of her but it's an addictive feeling.

[Anonymous No.23035778]

>>23035751
Idk man you might just be growing up, try not to spill the spaghetti and know that if you do there will always be other women even if your retard brain won't let you see that fact for awhile

[Anonymous No.23035787]

>>23035774
Or just make a move.
What kind of age gap are we talking about?

[Anonymous No.23035789]

>>23034700
There is no greater neuroticism than that of a corporate woman

[Anonymous No.23035806]

>>23035787
Let's just say we're two years apart each on the legality scale. Not much of a gap but also not anything that'd be universally allowed socially. You know how pedantic people can be about these things and it's one big reason why I may just give up and drop it. It's so frustrating, too. She goes on about her interests sometimes in class (trade school, alternative to normal highschool) and she's actually a reader as well.

[Anonymous No.23035810]

Do you have tattoos?
What made you decide to get them?

I feel many things are beautiful because they're past or passing, so making them as lasting as your body robs them of their beauty.
Then again, some tattoos are cool.

[Anonymous No.23035824]

>>23035486
I have never denied myself in that regard.
>>23035488
Stuff a huge cactus inside your anus and die horrendously.

[Anonymous No.23035827]

>>23035824
>I have never denied myself in that regard.
I admire the intellectual consistency

[Anonymous No.23035835]

>>23035806
>on the legality scale
stop being so cryptic mate, it makes you look odd more than mysterious
>I don't know her
well, here's an easy solution to your problem: spend time with her
ask her and her friends if they wanna do something like bowling after school, or go to a bar if that's something you do at your age, or grab a few beers at the supermarket and drink them together at the park, or any other group activity where people chat and shoot shit at each other and whatnot
if you don't even know each others' names then find ANY excuse to go and talk to her, tell her you like the hoodie she's wearing, or ask her whether it was really her you saw the previous day [anywhere] because you thought it was her but weren't sure... and then, after she answers, say, "by the way, I'm anon, nice to meet you" while extending your hand
then either walk away like you just spilled your spaghetti and spilled some dick cheese in your underwear or keep making small talk until the teacher arrives, or the bus arrives, or whatever else

if it doesn't work you can try again in a couple days
if that doesn't work either you can rejoice in the fact that you made some experience and you'll be better equipped to approach the next girl you're interested in, because, as a friend of mine used to say, the sea is plenty of fish

[Anonymous No.23035838]

A few months ago I was a worthless neeting loser reading Oblomov, my only pride me not taking neetbyx.
And poof, I suddenly have a whole five jobs.

[Anonymous No.23035849]

>>23035718
>Why do us men think so much over women when they don't think of us at all or can't even comprehend the bliss we feel when we look at a girl we like?
Because men are the real romantics. Normies need not object

[Anonymous No.23035854]

>>23035751
Bro either ask her out or move on. This level of obsession is pathetic. I say this as someone who's been through it

[Anonymous No.23035860]

>>23035835
I just turned 21 and she's 17 in a few months.

[Anonymous No.23035890]

Spent the entire day gooning to fart porn again.

[Anonymous No.23035892]

>>23035860
I've seen worse.
Doubt you should go for her though. Not because of the age gap buy because you spent an entire year lusting over her while doing nothing. That's weird. Go for it or let it go. There are no other options.

[Anonymous No.23035909]

>>23035892
How do you approach a girl you have no relation with whatsoever? How do you do it? Just drop in and ask her out or say something that's just a thinly veiled attempt at the same thing? In this day and age? I'll try, though. It's too over for me to care for failure at this point. Worst that could happen is that she blows me off and thinks I'm a creep.

[Anonymous No.23035910]

>>23035909
compliment her shoes

[Anonymous No.23035919]

>>23035909
nudge her arm, lean in and point at someone, say 'that guy looks like a pedophile'

[Anonymous No.23035920]

>>23035910
Well, that's a nice place to start. She wears these nice sneakers too. Thanks, anon. I hope that I can return with some kind of progress.

[Anonymous No.23035923]

>>23034700
Why is Rachmaninoff's 2nd so beautiful?

[Anonymous No.23035937]

>>23035860
Wew lad, did you not graduate?

[Anonymous No.23035956]

>>23035937
Dropped out a bit to work because of my father's wage not cutting it (the economic situation was dire and I needed to earn) but things were patched up and I went back to finish my school.

[Anonymous No.23035964]

>>23035233
I took no offense at all, don't worry. I'm sorry if my language was ambiguous.

[Anonymous No.23035982]

I know it's over, and still I cling...

[Anonymous No.23036000]

>>23035982
What happened bro?

[Anonymous No.23036024]

>>23035860
I'm not aware of any relevant country where a 21y/o having sex with a 17y/o constitutes statutory rape, let alone holding hands, you're apparently rationalizing the fact that you've never spoken to her and you never will already
you're not going anywhere with that attitude
>>23035909
it's written right here >>23035835, furnished with a few examples no less

[Anonymous No.23036036]

>>23034700
sad. have no friends, bored with life. nothing to do but im chilling. just doomscrolling and watching films. wish i could get some balls and do something to improve my life tho

[Anonymous No.23036047]

being a 911/999 dispatch agent must be horrific when you think about it

[Anonymous No.23036063]

I wish it was 2007 again.

[Anonymous No.23036066]

>>23036000
It's been like, three years

[Anonymous No.23036101]

>>23036024
Yeah, it's definitely true I am putting way too much emphasis on our age difference to deter me from trying. I will give it a try. I guess I have realized it may be the most beautiful story of my life and that if I miss out on it, nothing will ever consolidate my soul and i'll slowly die by the regret and sadness.

[Anonymous No.23036121]

>>23036036
at the risk of sounding overly simplistic, I'd like to inquire about the research you've done regarding possible activities in your area, from an office job at the nearby big company headquarters to an apprenticeship at the local bakery to free classes at the nearest community college to volunteering for some good cause to morning tai chi at the park

[Anonymous No.23036131]

¡Oh, Reina y Señora de Santas Legiones!
Esclava de Dios, sin pecado nacida
Volviendo a latir con amor corazones
tus ojos nos muestran caminos de vida

Tuviste una espada clavada en el alma
al ver a tu Hijo sangrando en la cruz
y es tal tu clemencia que ruegas con calma
Por todos imploras volver a la luz

Los crímenes crueles de hombres perversos
cayendo a tus pies arrepienten amargos
y tú los recoges y sanas con besos
que dulces y tibios regalan tus labios

Atenta a los pobres, mendigos y ancianos
esparces la suerte de ver cosas bellas
Y cuidas de niños el manso descanso
soñando con ser caballeros, doncellas...

Tú tienes por manto al Cosmos entero
y son las estrellas adornos lucientes
Suspiras si escuchas decir un 'te quiero'
Con mil chiquilladas riéndote asientes

Y aquellos que llegan al fin del viaje
del tránsito efímero andando esta tierra
reciben tu abrazo y pueden marcharse
al Buen Paraíso y felices se elevan

Princesa del Cielo, bendito tu vientre
Consuelo al ocaso, lucero del día...
Que hoy si te busco a solas te encuentre
y limpies mi llanto, ¡Oh Virgen María!

[Anonymous No.23036150]

>>23034705
congrats! :D

[Anonymous No.23036156]

>>23036036
Stop believing in or waiting for "balls", "motivation" or a "compelling reason to". They don't exist

[Anonymous No.23036160]

>>23034700
I have treated every relationship with a woman as a chore were i am the father and she is the brat that needs constant care and affection all of these relationships turned into a burden and a trap because i didint push back and set expectations for her.

Now that i am 24 i have a job, inhereted my grandmas home and a car i am fully ready to settle down but i dont want to i cant stomach going through all that again,i think i understand why my boomer coworkers spend most of the day at the site.

I have it all but i also dont want anything.

[Anonymous No.23036163]

I wet the bed last night and was able to stop mid stream while still dreaming. Interesting how the human body works.

[Anonymous No.23036192]

>>23034700
Ever since I moved in with my girlfriend I no longer find her attractive and have fallen out of love with her.

But I can't move out yet. Firstly, because we've booked an expensive vacation with each other this summer. Secondly, my parents have split, live apart, and no longer have the means to put me up. I don't have the money to buy a place on my own.

[Anonymous No.23036193]

>>23036163
Time to start wearing diapers to bed little anon. Don't worry, you'll get used to them quickly enough, plus there's no harm in trying them out, it might do wonders for your comfort and sleep.

[Anonymous No.23036222]

Getting older, think it's time to stop all the femboy stuff and just go back to being straight. Have no intention of ending up like picrel

[Anonymous No.23036263]

I can't remember the last time someone in real life actually showed me how to do something or illuminated how something worked

[Anonymous No.23036290]

>>23036263
ywnbaw
>>23036222
nice trips

[Anonymous No.23036348]

Would cream cheese go good on a blt?

[Anonymous No.23036361]

>>23035499
>fail erection during sex
lol fag

[Anonymous No.23036371]

>>23035631
I live in MA, and I still see people wearing a mask while driving alone, regularly. The meme coof hysteria really exposed an ugly, retarded side of humanity.

[Anonymous No.23036375]

>>23035860
YOU SICK FUCK nah I'm just kiddint. I'm 38 and my last gf (last year) was 17 (legal in my state). Who gives a fuck?

[Anonymous No.23036381]

my dad always likes to tell people about his Catholic aunt who, later in life, attended a Korean Presbyterian church because it was the only church within walking distance, and how even her funeral was presided over by a Korean presbyter. the idea of an old Italian lady going to church with a bunch of Koreans is pretty funny, but i now realize that the truly bizarre part of the story is actually that a lifelong Catholic would go to any Presbyterian church, Korean or otherwise.

[Anonymous No.23036384]

>>23036375
38 and 17 is weird.

[Anonymous No.23036392]

>>23036384
You've been brainwashed by bitter feminist dykes and other jewish homosexuals.

[Anonymous No.23036403]

>>23036392
Would you be happy if your 17 year old daughter was dating a 38 year old man?

[Anonymous No.23036457]

>>23036403
As long as he was white, sure.

[Anonymous No.23036487]

>>23036457
Retard

[Anonymous No.23036496]

>>23036487
I didn't ask what your profession is.

[Anonymous No.23036509]

>>23036496
38 childless loser who creeps after 17 year olds.
Only thing of importance to him is being white.

[Anonymous No.23036515]

I don’t know what to do because I want to study law school but I don’t want to have to quit my job to do it, and if I wait until I’m older it will just be that much worse when I do go.

[Anonymous No.23036520]

>>23036509
Now type that without crying.

[Anonymous No.23036527]

I got my /lit//filmbro friend into physical fitness and he’s become much more conservative and disillusioned with the art world since then. He finds it’s filled with people who have no work ethic and are overly concerned with form rather than function. Even his dating interests have changed. He tends to shit on all the art-hoes who, post Palestine and pro-trans media on instagram. It’s kind of funny because I’m actually still kind of a libtard.

[Anonymous No.23036531]

>>23036520
No one is crying. Your parents think you're pathetic and the father of that 17 year old should beat the shit out of you

[Anonymous No.23036553]

>>23036531
>No one is crying
>*continues to fill the thread with gay, indignant tears*
k keep me posted

[Anonymous No.23036554]

Ive really been struggling lately. I am not happy with my life

[Anonymous No.23036556]

>>23036531
Furious spinster hands typed this post

[Anonymous No.23036570]

>>23036553
>>23036556
People think you're a pedo and I wouldn't be surprised if some zoomer from her class stabs you if you have the balls to walk in public with her.

[Anonymous No.23036577]

>>23036570
>I'm not mad
>I HOPE YOU GET STABBED SHE'S ONLY 17 YOU FUCKING PEDO
lmao

[Anonymous No.23036592]

>>23036375
based

[Anonymous No.23036596]

I think I'm about to flunk out of my stupid arts degree

[Anonymous No.23036603]

>>23036596
>arts degree
the game was rigged from the start, get out while your debt is only crushing and not crippling

[Anonymous No.23036607]

>>23036603
Then what the fuck do I do with my life? I might just rope desu

[Anonymous No.23036610]

>>23036531
>>23036570
what makes people like this? being diddled? oversocialization in tranny internet spaces? just regular envy?

[Anonymous No.23036615]

>>23036607
>Then what the fuck do I do with my life?
Whatever you want, retard.
>I might just rope desu
You're going to die someday anyway, why rush it? Every day is a gift.

[Anonymous No.23036617]

>>23036607
Tnd instead is suicide, at least have a purpose

[Anonymous No.23036619]

>>23036570
No she's not an adolescent but your attractions should age with you to a degree as you get older. You don't have a developed masculine mind if a 17 y/o doesn't feel like a child to you

[Anonymous No.23036624]

The truth is that those who have nothing, cling to the success of others or their oppression at the hands of others. Women who have achieved nothing claim it’s due to misogyny. Whites who have achieved nothing cling to distant empires even though they are the descendants of trash. Black centre their existence on Racism. My advice to you is to go out and experience the world. Do your best to make an impact in any which way and hopefully your story will be told one day.

[Anonymous No.23036631]

>>23036615
It's already impossible to find employment with a bachelor's degree and all the more without one. My country is fucked.

[Anonymous No.23036641]

>>23036631
>My country
Which one?

[Anonymous No.23036650]

4chan is honestly so disgusting. All of you are pathetic and worthless people. I hate every second here and need a new hobby. You’re all subhuman coomers.

[Anonymous No.23036653]

>>23036650
shut up faggot

[Anonymous No.23036654]

>>23036554
Any happened in particular?

[Anonymous No.23036666]

>>23036650
True

[Anonymous No.23036675]

>>23036527
>when your /lit//film/ bro is going to get filtered by caligula
:(

[Anonymous No.23036682]

>>23036527
>He finds it’s filled with people who have no work ethic and are overly concerned with form rather than function. Even his dating interests have changed. He tends to shit on all the art-hoes who, post Palestine and pro-trans media on instagram
That's all very based, though.

[Anonymous No.23036690]

>>23036650
same except the opposite, everywhere else is unbearable and 4chan is the only sort-of tolerable place online. scrolling through, like, letterboxd movie reviews makes me gag. i would 100% rather interact with a wretched but recognizably human coomer than the kind of weird narcissistic pod person trying to project their painstakingly constructed personal branding that the web is crawling with

[Anonymous No.23036700]

>>23036641
Canada

[Anonymous No.23036707]

>>23036682
It is desu. The guy was a 120lb twink when I met him and now looks like a actual adult. I was kind of a normie/brute before I met him, so I guess we rubbed off on each other in a good way. He’s doing a masters at an ivy now so it’s not like he abandoned his creative pursuits.

[Anonymous No.23036712]

>>23036700
Jesus Christ how horrifying.

[Anonymous No.23036718]

>>23036707
You sound like good friends. I hope you both make it, bro.

[Anonymous No.23036760]

>>23036654
Nothing in particular lately. I just started thinking about my life, where I am, and how I got here. My life was really unstable and chaotic and I'm realizing that I went through major personality changes. All the dreams I had never manifested and I'm too old to make it happen now. I'm just sort of clinging on to what my life is and figuring it's what I'm sruck with and therefore what I should embrace

[Anonymous No.23036765]

>>23036607
Change your major

[Anonymous No.23036782]

I can't stop thinking about someone who lives in the ink in between the pages of a paperback. It's like I saw into a mirror when I opened the book, and he told me everything I already knew about the world, almost like it was me behind the words. I've never been able to relate to anyone, except someone made of words and spaces.

[Anonymous No.23036823]

>>23036577
>>23036610
The odd one out is the 38 year old with a 17 year old gf who thinks it's just fine even if it was his own daughter. That is if the nearly 40 year old man is White. Drug addict, neet, pervert, mentally ill. All is okay for his 17 year old girl, just be White.
Yes, very healthy outlook on relationships.

[Anonymous No.23036833]

>>23036823
You're so mad lmao, you're either a dusty old cunt past her expiration date or one of those faggots who thinks if he whiteknights hard enough he'll finally lose his virginity. Either way, kill yourself.

[Anonymous No.23036851]

>>23036833
Oh did I make you angry?
You cover it up with a lmao but you're not fooling anyone.
You're trailer trash who would be okay with your 17 year old girl fucking some 38 year old bum. You're a huge loser.
But maybe it' a bit of an abstract situation for you to imagine seeing as you will never procreate.

[Anonymous No.23036853]

>>23036782
I suggest reading the League of Extraordinary Gentlemen series (don't let the fact that the movie was so bad it made Sean Connery quit acting color your perception). The whole series explores the relationship between art and reality, and the speech that Prospero gives on the subject at the end of The Black Dossier is beautiful.

[Anonymous No.23036858]

>>23036851
>Oh did I make you angry?
This amount of projection should be illegal.

[Anonymous No.23036866]

>>23036858
>me saying you a zoomer in her class might stabe you
>lmao mad mad!

>you saying kill yourself
>calm and reasonable, you are simple projecting

Not fooling anyone, trailer trash.

[Anonymous No.23036875]

>>23036866
reddit space harder bitch nigger

[Anonymous No.23036925]

>>23036875
>Purposefully using lower case letters as to not come across as caring
A new low for you, trailer trash

[Anonymous No.23036932]

>>23036925
>still crying
lol faggot

[Anonymous No.23037023]

Most of the times I've been involved in an unpleasant situation it started out with me trying to help someone.
I guess I have learned my lesson, better late than never.

[Anonymous No.23037025]

Read some journals I wrote back when I was 17. Man I was depressed, lonely, regretful, and cynical back then. Nothing has really changed

[Anonymous No.23037027]

>>23037025
15 years and nothing?

[Anonymous No.23037036]

>>23037027
It's more common than you think. I guess it could have also gotten worse though.

[Anonymous No.23037039]

I'm worried this chapter introduction sounds boring. I don't know how to make my language punchier. Is it adjectives? Pacing? I don't know.

>The agent whirled around to see his boss. “No, respondent.”, the agent decided to use his official title to reassure his superior of his professionalism. “I wanted to see for myself. Just got here, not sure if it has been cleared out.”, he stepped off the platform as a team of four people quickly set about demarcating the place with holograph poles. As they set the poles down a holographic tape of orange and bright green connected between the poles to simulate police tape. The respondent snapped on blue nitrile gloves while a banging was heard above them. It sounded as though something was moving through a vent above the dance floor and everyone in the room raised their heads.

[Anonymous No.23037049]

I see gray
teal
black box, no rectangle
blue black circling to brown

[Anonymous No.23037059]

>>23037039
throw all that away, re-write it all in your own words, then let's see what you're trying to communicate here

[Anonymous No.23037067]

>>23037059
Why? It's just explaining the scene.

[Anonymous No.23037070]

>>23037067
then I can't help you. Toodles

[Anonymous No.23037076]

>>23037070
Noodles

[Anonymous No.23037081]

The racism on social media is too much for a fragile person like myself to bear. I’ll just spend my days distracting myself by working in my visual and literary craft.

[Anonymous No.23037082]

>>23037059
>>23037070
Why would anyone listen to a pompous fag like you? Rewrite your posts in non-bitchy non-faggot words.

[Anonymous No.23037103]

A friend of mine, under some serious mental distress, has deemed me worthy of the ninth circle and as the day passes I feel different. I've laughed, I've felt sad, I've felt disappointed and I've also felt the urge to break his jaw.
Is he to be forgiven due to his circumstances? Do my new circumstances also give me a free pass?

[Anonymous No.23037108]

>>23037023
What unpleasant situation is it?

[Anonymous No.23037135]

>>23037081

[Anonymous No.23037236]

>>23037135
Good for you, I’ll likely be ten times the artist and writer and in better physical shape by time this year ends. My life is full of too many possibilities to be wasting my ti me online

[Anonymous No.23037256]

>>23037236
So what are you doing here

[Anonymous No.23037276]

>>23037256
Telling other people so I’ll feel embarrassed if I don’t accomplish my goals?

[Anonymous No.23037343]

>>23037276
And why would anonymous posts that will be deleted and forgotten hold you accountable

[Anonymous No.23037350]

>>23037236
Every egotistical 100-115iq young man feels this exact way. The best advice is stop talking about what you're capable pf and just get to work

[Anonymous No.23037368]

>>23037343
The same reason anonymous racists posts get to me. I’m a very sensitive person , like I said. When a white person I don’t know berates “niggers” that do bad things I feel guilty. When a random woman says she hates all men, I immediately feel guilt and shame. The fact that someone has seen the post is enough to hold me accountable.
>>23037350
I’ve been a drawing at least an hour a day for the past month, so I’d say I’m good on that front. Also, 115 IQ is being generous. I’m most likely barely above 95.

[Anonymous No.23037372]

>>23037368
Sounds like you have some kind of psychological disorder.

[Anonymous No.23037374]

>>23037372
Lol, what would make you say that.

[Anonymous No.23037376]

>>23037368
You sound extremely soft

[Anonymous No.23037389]

>>23037376
Because I am. My shyness is probably the one thing people like about me the least. I remember my friends freshman year wishing I would kite drunk, because they really enjoyed hearing me speak. Of course that would only happen when is had 4 to 6 beers

[Anonymous No.23037392]

>>23037389
*would rather I be one of the narcissistic blacks that causes trouble every where I go.

[Anonymous No.23037393]

>>23034700
My mother called me today and told me that my country wants to reintroduce the military draft and that all the "epilated metrosexuals" of my generation are upset that they'll have to become men and fight for their country.

I told her that the people that want to conscript me are the reason I live in a 1 room apartment and can't afford to eat, and that nobody wants to die for multi-nationals, epilated or not, and she started crying and saying that patriotism is dead. I love my mom and I wish I didn't have to explain to her that the world she grew up in has been destroyed by jewish bankers.

[Anonymous No.23037399]

>>23037393
Boomers will never get it.
The country died while they were too bust consuming.
There is one way to get that patriotism back but it will never be allowed.

[Anonymous No.23037408]

>>23037393
Just ask her what's to be patriotic for and what the war is being fought for. Then tell her all the niggers the government imported can do all the fighting

[Anonymous No.23037413]

>>23037393
I hate all 4channers. Their talk of Jews, multi nationals and other lizard people is just a cope to justify their lazinesses and apathy. There’s no force as strong as the people. I hope you die.

[Anonymous No.23037421]

Damn I'm really far behind on all my school work

[Anonymous No.23037427]

>>23037413
You should be forced to live in a black neighborhood

[Anonymous No.23037432]

I'm in my mid twenties and I feel like I'm getting dumber and dumber. Its shocking how foggy my brain is and how long I need in order to get something.
Suffering from ADD related issue also isn't really helpful.
In general being born with low industriousness and just average intelligence is truly a deadly combination in the current year and I will probably remain a frustrated bloke for the rest of my life.

[Anonymous No.23037433]

>>23037427
You’re worse than any black person with that mentality, you suck. You’re a worm and won’t be missed when you die

[Anonymous No.23037437]

>>23037427
I would love to.
Their culture is vibrant and alive, often misunderstood by chuds. I think we could learn a lot from each other. Sadly I will not do it because I would be gentrifying it but I think I would love it.

[Anonymous No.23037444]

>>23037413
Spoken like a true bourgeois wh*toid.

[Anonymous No.23037446]

>>23037399
I'm not american and she's not a boomer. (She was born in the 70's). But she and dad grew up in a 100% ethnically homogeneous country, and she used to read a lot of period novels, and she thinks the world should still function like it did in the 19th century. They don't know what the world is like.

>>23037413
Who is sending the boats to europe? Who is bailing out companies? Who lobbies the US to bomb countries? Why is the inflation so high? Why are prices rising and wages stagnating? Why is crime on the rise? Why is there war on my doorstep? I guess it's my fault for being lazy.

[Anonymous No.23037452]

>>23037408
I don't want to talk about black people nor do I want anybody in my family or my country for that matter to see or think about black people.

[Anonymous No.23037454]

>>23037446
> I guess it's my fault for being lazy.
Yes it’s your fault for not banding together with like-minded people and standing up. You’re a literal bug man

[Anonymous No.23037455]

>>23037446
Darn right. If you would just pull yourself up by your bootstraps and stop buying avocado toast your country would be utopia

[Anonymous No.23037462]

I wrote something about how I feel being schizophrenic. Sometimes I step out of it, and don't remember what it felt like to be that way.

Tuesday night, somewhere between 12 and 6 am. I was in another plain of existence. It seemed like the space was mostly empty, dark void. I don’t know what happened before, and I didn’t know where I was going. Away I was from all my earthly life and its struggle. In the openness there was no end.

I looked forward, and saw black existence, black material. My feet where tight on the darkness, so I realized there must be a floor. Looking around in a few seconds I saw nothing but the dark. After that I could make out walls from the varying dimness that existed between the floor and the them. Such was the place I had entered on that night.

My head was not filled with any thoughts, that might arise when one is in such a situation. I listened quietly to the inner of my soul, to the deep thinkings of my heart. At last, a thought came up.
-What do you want?
-Me, I want goodness, I thought back.
At that moment my inner was rushed with emotion and I saw in my mind the situations I had been in. All of what had happened that I now deemed "stressful" or "a burden" in my life came up, of which I could at that moment not caren less, as they were more like a "problem" to me.

[Anonymous No.23037464]

>>23037454
Patriotic Alternative does charity work handing out food and blankets to poor and homeless white people. The British government has threatened to prosecute them for inciting racial hatred on account of it and is demanding they stop immediately.

[Anonymous No.23037471]

>>23037454
Canadian truckers banded together and they were arrested and had their bank accounts frozen by the government. French people banded together and the police is sent to suppress them. Arabs banded together and the US bombed them. I'd like to band together, too, but I don't want a tranny to dox my parents and harass them.

[Anonymous No.23037486]

>>23037464
>>23037471
Ok, so like I suspected you're bug men that are too afraid to lose the small comforts you have. You know they have books in jail right? I assume you’ll just miss your vidya and tendies. You don’t actually want the “Jews” to stop subverting your nations, you just think it’d be cool if it somehow happened. There are literal white westerners that convert to Islam and go to Syria to get blown up and gassed all for nothing, because they actually believe in something

[Anonymous No.23037499]

>>23037486
>There are literal white westerners that convert to Islam and go to Syria to get blown up and gassed all for nothing
Yes and you think this is better than spreading propaganda?
all you do is say bugman but you're unclear what you actually expect people tot do.
You go to jail for putting up a poster or projecting a phrase on a building.

[Anonymous No.23037516]

>>23037486
They don't send you to prison anymore. They just cut you off entirely from society so you literally can't do anything. They take away your money, your contacts, your ability to interact with others. In fact, if they imprisoned you, they'd risk making a martyr, which is unacceptable.

And even if you're doing everything right, they'll still not allow you to succeed. If you get traction on social media, they send trannies and journalists to harass you at work and harass your family. If you get an organization together, they brand you as neo-nazis. If you get a government together, the US cuts you off from SWIFT. If you survive expulsion from the global west, they start proxy wars with you. You're quite literally not allowed to believe white people should not be abused.

[Anonymous No.23037515]

People in more favorable situations than others like to claim that personal problems can be solved by working on oneself not only because it sounds good, but because it also implies that their more favourable situation in comparison is something they owe to themselves rather than any external factors, like luck or nepotism. Just as failures prefer to externalize their failure, successful people like to internalize their success.

[Anonymous No.23037531]

>>23037516
Then you’re days are numbered, I hope your making the most of these connections, society and culture you hold so dearly. At least that’s what I would be doing.

[Anonymous No.23037543]

>>23037531
What are you going to do when you're conscripted to die for Israel?

[Anonymous No.23037545]

>>23034767
The idea that women should have been educated at all is a preposterous idea

[Anonymous No.23037555]

>>23034734
Because grants don’t exist for men, society considers us “privileged” even though that’s never been the actual case. Everything men have done was for the sake of women, and women’s lib was a shit test.

[Anonymous No.23037566]

People used to say I was a great orator and Had a pretty large vocabulary.when Covid hit a developed serious mental issues and isolated myself for two months. After that period my mom was really disappointed in how far my speaking abilities regressed. She said “you used to be so eloquent”

[Anonymous No.23037576]

>>23037486
>go to prison for no reason or you're a bugman
What exactly is it that you sacrifice?

[Anonymous No.23037584]

>>23037566
Yeah people forfet how to talk after periods of major isolation. Happened to me before covid actually. Developed a stutter I never had before, speaking anxiety in front of crowds, and my accent even changed.
I know people irl who experienced the same thing over the shutdowns. What the architects of covid did is so evil and despicable.

[Anonymous No.23037592]

>>23037515
this, or rather the cause of this, is called "fundamental attribution error"

[Anonymous No.23037597]

To the retarded I became retarded, that I might win the retarded.

[Anonymous No.23037606]

When my nose bled from a nosebleed I myself bled blood out my nose as well and not just my nose was the one that bled.

[Anonymous No.23037612]

I'm bleeding snot.

[Anonymous No.23037687]

>>23034700
Have you ever clicked on a random music video, only to realize it's a work of art?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1B1RJiOGPUI&ab_channel=THUMPASAURUS

[Anonymous No.23037688]

I've noticed women like when you joke about abusing them.

[Anonymous No.23037704]

I'm not running, but I'm tired of running. I'm not working hard, but I'm exhausted. I'm not happy, but I think I'm still on the right tracks.

[Anonymous No.23037707]

>>23037606
There's a sublime hidden truth in this, it's at the tip of my tongue

[Anonymous No.23037716]

>>23037704
It's the crushing weight of late-stage capitalism. You have to treat yourself to little rebellions.

[Anonymous No.23037743]

>>23034700
You are all witnessing, in real time, how I have just discovered the perfect band.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ek1JehkQW_g&ab_channel=THUMPASAURUS

[Anonymous No.23037752]

>>23037688
My gfs did not like the faux beat up I gave them.
I thought they would like it but they don't. One said she was worried I'd accidentally hit her

[Anonymous No.23037755]

Last night I had experienced three separate dream sequences, and I wish to better understand them. The first involved a tsunami and house, the second military service and a cat, and the third a mall and bicycle. It all seemed so real, as if I was just replaying the memories of fallen people.

The tsunami for example, was a first-hand first-person account of an utterly massive wave toppling a beachside home. I was outside, next to one of those sliding glass doors. From a distance I thought I saw a cloud, but it seemed to be moving very fast, and the blue sky underneath it moving along speedily as well. I then realized that that was the top of a wave, and the sky below was actually the water. It was an entire wall of water, the size of a building, growing closer and closer.

I seemed to have family members during this dream sequence as well. We ran inside, locked the door, and then felt a pressure force down stronger and stronger. The lights turned out, there was no sound but simply a roar at full volume, and then the house rotated and flipped upside-down before us, I saw the shadows of furniture go up in the air and crash amidst the darkness. This happened for a while until further darkness and silence.

I would awaken drenched and in pain. I limped outside and saw the whole house moved down the street in the middle of the road, scrapped down thinner and thinner as if it was a cake smeared along a plate. There was wailing, crying, and sirens in the street. I looked around to collapse and fade away onto the next dream sequence.

1/3

[Anonymous No.23037756]

My girlfriend turned out to be more racist than I am. I’m truly blessed. I was scared of slipping up but she hates blacks and Muslim even more than I do. Getting her a ring and a baby asap

[Anonymous No.23037759]

This one made less sense to me. I found myself in a completely different room, with bags prepared as if I had just moved. A spartan room, with only a bed and table, and excitement in the air. Military service orientation is tomorrow during this dream, but in life I never served a day. I had a uniform on, and met with comrades as we talked about the day ahead.

They said we are free for the night, rest well because tomorrow will be an exhausting day. I said very well, returned to my quarters, and opened another bag: There, a kitty cat. I thought to myself goodness it must have snuck in, and then would spend the next hour within the dream trying to leave the barracks to return my cat. It was a different color than the cat I have in real life, but all the same I seemed quite attached to it, meowing, licking, cleaning itself.

The dream sequence concluded when I was in a car, and a guard asked me why I was leaving. I said I needed to drop something off, and will be back. He asked me details since it was past curfew, but somehow I convinced him and the gate was raised. I drove out, and my mind wandered. Next dream sequence.

Lastly this one was the briefest before I awakened this day, but I was in a shopping mall somewhere. Of course, like any mall the first thing you do is roam around in circles trying to find parking. Within the dream, I seemed to be in an urgent state of mind: I was missing a movie, it had already started playing and here I was unable to even find parking.

2/3

[Anonymous No.23037766]

But the strange part is I didn't seem to realize I was riding a bicycle, not even a car. Why was I looking for a car parking spot? I circled around, saw something that looked closer, and then before I knew it, lost my balance and fell on my bicycle in the middle of the mall parking street. Now cars tend to go slower since people are walking back and forth, but I still fell and crashed down. I last recall the driver looking down at me, and that's just how it ends.

I woke up tired and exhausted. It seemed to me I had just lived three lives or at least three separate memories. I had never experienced a tsunami, undergone military service, or rode a bicycle in a mall to see a movie. Such strange dreams.

3/3

[Anonymous No.23037771]

>>23037752
Reminds me of when I lightly punched my ex in the stomach and she started crying, she was tiny and rowdy lol, you gotta be careful with chicks

[Anonymous No.23037812]

It's really gay how youtube makes people censor the words rape and suicide.

[Anonymous No.23037818]

>>23037812
you have no idea, my man. I've heard things being censored up to and including "child".

[Anonymous No.23037820]

>>23037812
Un@live yourself

[Anonymous No.23037836]

>>23037812
>>23037820
use a force multiplier.

[Anonymous No.23037843]

>>23037818
It's especially annoying when the subject of the video is some crime or unfortunate incident.
What's the point of censoring baddie words then.

[Anonymous No.23037847]

>>23037752
Women like it but it's highly dependent on certain factors. It's easy to break the barrier. You have to be very aloof about it.

[Anonymous No.23037880]

I have outgrown this website. In my head I remember the extreme idealized version of 4chan where something new and exciting lurked around every corner, but the grainy lo-fi patina is gone, replaced with disengenuious bisexual lighting and an unfathomable emptiness. Like-minded people are few and far between lately, and the degenerates are more hyper-stylized self-exiling sexual deviants than weird basement dwellers and autists warped in unfathomable ways by loneliness. There is no more guro, the rekt threads are the same 150 cartel videos and industrial accidents or generic war footage, and people dont even talk about gorey horror movies. I feel like a sea of gooning normalfaggots bubbled up from the depths of the ocean of piss and replaced the raw angst with a fuck edited pg 13 diary entries, full of pathetic self loathing and whining.

I need to go somewhere else. Somewhere with like-minded people, like vintage Something Awful. But I cant leave because I dont know where else to go. I'm not some discord tranny, and I know there is a vast network of glowfaggotry designed to exploit people like me. It feels like this is an ironic punishment and I'm stuck in pergatory, searching for something I can never find again. I just want to be excited to wake up again and see my daily torrent of unimaginable fuckery almost complete. It's just so frustrating being stagnant, trapped in a sterile maze filled with the animated skeletons of my old friends. I cant find my way out and I dont knpw what to do...

[Anonymous No.23037886]

>>23037880
Site definitely sucks now, site culture has been stagnant for a decade now

[Anonymous No.23037889]

The hell is going on in The UK, while are all their PM's some form of shitskin?

[Anonymous No.23037892]

>>23037755
I had a dream I was wearing my wireless Bluetooth headphones in the backyard of the house next to my parents old house and I was taking to this girl I dated for a bit who I havent talked to in 3 years and then my mom came in the backyard and sat in a tree next to me and i told her just a second i was talking to my friend and we could go for a walk in a second, it was a nice dream, maybe from another dimension

[Anonymous No.23037895]

>>23037889
Unironically Indian people are just way better at doing the fake corporate ladder shit that white people thought they had down, you can see this in tech Indian people run laps around everyone else in terms of rising up the organization and bringing their friends up with them

[Anonymous No.23037920]

>>23037886
You're telling me. I heard of this movie Septic Man is the peak of body horror and I wanted to know about similar movies. Nothing. Not on /x/, not on /tv/, just nothing. I admit, I'm a pretty fucked up guy, but the world turned and left me here with nothing but myself. I need new content. I miss gorgish. I want to be inspired to write weird fucked up stories, but everything is just so sterile and lame. I'm too much of a boomer to use the dark web and it feels like there is no place for me on the clearnet. Where do degenerates go when the ad money has rendered everything clean by the horrible brightness of the ultraviolet spotlight?

[Anonymous No.23037933]

>>23037920
never seen septic man, but videodrome is an old classic that will absolutely make you fucking weird by the end of it.

[Anonymous No.23037937]

Starting to realize that I dont see women as people

[Anonymous No.23037967]

>>23036160
>I have treated every relationship with a woman as a chore were i am the father and she is the brat
Was that by design or by necessity/habit?

[Anonymous No.23037971]

>>23037937
Women are as complicated as you make them

[Anonymous No.23037972]

>>23037933
Classic, one of my favorites especially as a canadian. Ironically I feel a lot like James Woods, having seen unedited 2007 4chan/videodrome and I just have this unquenchable thirst for more extreme content.

[Anonymous No.23037985]

>>23037971
aint that the truth

[Anonymous No.23037986]

>>23037545
Education for a woman feeds her narcissism and often has a faux-masculinising effect on them. When I was a lot younger I wanted an educated woman. Now I find an overly educating woman hilarious and am incapable of taking them seriously

[Anonymous No.23038000]

>>23037543
NTA but I’m too old

[Anonymous No.23038008]

>>23037985
That redpill crowd which tries to guess the perfect line to say or thing to do when interacting with women in certain scenarios be it before or in a relationship is truly pathetic. You're honestly better off being a self-assured sperg.

[Anonymous No.23038010]

>>23037986
It's the same thing with men, no one wants to date some whiny dweeb going on monologues about definitions, they wanna date socrates

[Anonymous No.23038016]

>>23038010
An educated man can in some cases have an air of refinement to him rather than make it a dick-measuring contest. An educated woman comes across as a little girl who found her dad's suit and decided to try it on

[Anonymous No.23038025]

>>23034700
I’ve kind of accepted that the world outside this website is Reddit. All of it.

[Anonymous No.23038026]

>>23038010
I wanna date Diogenes. He'd take me to town hall and make me bark at people in suits with him.

[Anonymous No.23038029]

>>23038016
women in suits are super hot and you sound super annoying. do you keep getting rejected or what?

[Anonymous No.23038034]

>>23038016
I've yet to see someone in real life convince people they were "wise" with philosophy, that's what I meant about socrates. The average person into philosophy is for the most part just another nerd who cites a bunch of other writers and gets super pedantic about minor details and can't convince people otherwise

[Anonymous No.23038042]

>>23037920
>>23037933
Have you guys seen Slither?

[Anonymous No.23038057]

>>23038034
I completely agree and what you're saying is reflected in modern academia needing papers to be overly niche and filled with useless citations. These sorts of people also love name-dropping and tangental references to authors as if they're sitting in some 18th century French salon. Though I was more so referring to the professional class more generally though.
>>23038029
You're just being duped by aesthetics and personal fetishes
>corpofag

[Anonymous No.23038063]

>>23038057
Why is reality so le mid...

[Anonymous No.23038071]

>>23038057
women in suits is a taste for the refined man.

[Anonymous No.23038076]

>>23035718
You are an annoying pseud, who knows that might impress her. Trying to sound smart about your boner Jesus Christ.

[Anonymous No.23038084]

>>23038076
Lmao

[Anonymous No.23038088]

>>23038071
Perhaps the suits themselves, certainly not the professions that wear them

[Anonymous No.23038101]

>>23038071
Mommy

[Anonymous No.23038167]

My grandma said I'm a monstrosity of a man, a dwarf, fat-headed and with tiny-mole's eyes; disfigured by a short, broad, thick beard half going grey; disgraced by a neck scarcely an inch long; piglike by reason of the big close bristles on his head; in colour an Ethiopian and, as the poet says, 'you would not like to meet him in the dark'; a big belly, a lean posterior, very long in the hip considering his short stature, small legs, fair sized heels and feet; dressed in a robe made of fine linen, but old, foul smelling, and discoloured by age; shod with Sicyonian slippers; bold of tongue, a fox by nature, in perjury and falsehood a Ulysses.

[Anonymous No.23038180]

>>23038042
Slither was great, good taste anon. My personal favorites are From Beyond and Reanimator.

[Anonymous No.23038224]

>>23038042
It gave me a bonger.

[Anonymous No.23038231]

trying to into delayed gratification as opposed to my usual instant gratification

It’ll be worth it r-right??!?!!!

[Anonymous No.23038262]

Your bro invites you over to his place to discuss poetry and you find him like this, wyd

[Anonymous No.23038276]

>>23038262

[Anonymous No.23038304]

>>23038262
I mean... would it be gay?

[Anonymous No.23038336]

>>23035522
bangalore govt soap factory sandalwood oil soap bars
pajeets really delivering this time
trust me, i was a pot wash for too long

[Anonymous No.23038371]

I realized recently that I must think I'm better than others even though I'm not even who I want to be or know what I'm doing. How dumb is that.

I need to do something other than work.

[Anonymous No.23038411]

***
I am upset, not even drunk though I've been drinking since one pm and it is now late in the afternoon. Very upset. Not yet disturbed. I'm thinking of a girl I knew in SLC and thinking about flying out to see her again.
To fuck her.
Obviously.
But I try not to admit that to myself.
Actualy it's three girls, though one of them will be hard to find outside of Vegas strip clubs. I drink a beer and drive to a shopping mall and buy a cream suit that is probably too short. Deep breathes. Definitely too short. But I drive to my favorite dry cleaner slash trailor and instruct them to correct it. Deep breathes and sighs and chain smoking as I drive home. Glad I drop the suit off before I bought cigarettes.
Restless.
Second girl was almost volultuous and admitted she was a stripper in the Western deserts. Absurdly enough the third girl had a strippers pole in her apartment (though it may have been the apartment of her homosexual roommates.) but was not a stripper.
Petite.
Lycra.
These words rumble around my mind as I strip, tossing expensive clothing to the floor. Inside the shower, I max out the temperature and water pressure. I've locked the door and left my weapon on the counter.
You can never be too careful.
As I lather, I consider the second girl.
Emily.
A few years ago I would have named my hypothetical dauther that- but luckily my then girlfriend wasn't pregnant. Emily.
Petite.
Pale
Lycra shorts.
I rinse the lather and swipe the shower curtains away lumbering I unclock the door and stride towards the cabinet above the fridge. Water drips and I grab a bottle of alcohol at random and make my way back to the bathroom, locking the door behind me. I yank the curtains back into place, to protect the already saturated floor and drink deeply from the bottle. Even submerged in the water I can hear the fridge ruttling.
CHAPTER 18.
LATER. Still steaming from the shower and wrapped in a towel, I make arrangements for my trip out West. I burb loudly and don't cover my mouth. The pleasures of living alone. It's absurd. I can murder people for money but burping at dinner causes my girlfriend to leave me. Absolutely absurd. Though the flagarent cheating may have had an effect,

[Anonymous No.23038414]

new
>>23038413
>>23038413

[Anonymous No.23038436]

>>23038180
Yeah the classics are great but I was trying to find you guys a middle ground from the four decades or so difference between the two movies. There's plenty of good homages/near parodies around the millennium, like Slither going with full practical effects, but if you're not looking for something with lots of body horror effects, I loved Disturbing Behavior because it felt like they loved Herbert West too.
There's like loop of them where each generation who grew up getting freaked out by the last generation, so there's been some pretty good practical effects ones recently as kids who were probably conceived to Scream graduate and get funding to coat someone in corn syrup.

[Anonymous No.23039573]

I'm sorry if I did anything wrong. I'm not even sure if I'm attaching undue significance to this, maybe it's nothing. Still, I feel guilty, as if I can perceive that what I did was wrong but cannot express why. It's always been this way. If I did, please try to forgive me.

[Anonymous No.23039688]

>>23036853
thanks for the recommendation