/wwoym/ - Write What’s on Your Mind

[Anonymous No.22997282]

What’s on your mind, anons?

Last thread: >>22991356

[Anonymous No.22997309]

>>22997282
Me being ugly is on my mind

[Anonymous No.22997318]

Relapse, rehab, repeat

[Anonymous No.22997334]

>>22997282
What is the difference between pre and post Trent Catholicism? How did certain sects of Protestantism influence the societies they were apart of?

[Anonymous No.22997335]

>>22997318
Chemical pleasure is the greatest pleasure, unless you can’t control when you stop, then the withdrawal causes too much suffering for it to be worth it

[Anonymous No.22997356]

>>22997335
>never held hands with a cute girl
mgmi druggie

[Anonymous No.22997368]

>>22997356
A nice warm feeling easily replicated by alcohol

[Anonymous No.22997372]

>>22997356
Remember that time my high school gf and I were walking and sneakily slides her fingers down my palm before lacing her fingers into mine

[Anonymous No.22997391]

>>22997282
on my mind is the only word that could cross the mind of a regular basket weaving forum poster, for it is the mutt's law

[Anonymous No.22997396]

>forgot to cancel my audible free trial and now im out $15

[Anonymous No.22997419]

>>22997372
Never had a school sweetheart, but then again they were literally all gheto whores who had sex by the age of 14, did have a church gf though so all is good

[Anonymous No.22997428]

>>22997391
She was a little green
He was just a little mean
They were together all the time
Somehow no one can forget this little thing that's on her mind

[Anonymous No.22997586]

I know It's not practical or reasonable but I wish my country would go back to the good old days. Fighting for territory, pillage, beheading your enemies, celebrating holidays in weird rituals, animal sacrifice, all of that. Clicking on the news to watch some balding fuck talkign in percentages about jobs and the economy does nothing for me. There are no leaders, even the globohomo technocrats in their shadow empire aren't fit to rule. There is no strength in modern living, only slavery. Slavery to money, slavery to comfort. When every action is judged on It's merit to satisfy material desire, aversion to an entire scope of life simply because It is not comfort. People of antiquity were closer to the Gods and primarodial truth. This entire thing seems like one prolonged decline. Humanity only seems to able to go down. There is no lifting our heads is there?

[Anonymous No.22997587]

So two days of yogurt and prunes has not helped my bowel. Movements. I've tried lots of green vegetables, oatmeal, significantly reducing dairy and fat intake. I'm not really sure what to do now.

[Anonymous No.22997599]

My brainworms compel me to buy stuff I'll never get around using. Capitalism, ho!

[Anonymous No.22997604]

It's incredible how much humans are avoiding questioning what's after death

[Anonymous No.22997608]

>>22997587
Drink senna tea, take fibre supplements, or use a gentle laxative

[Anonymous No.22997629]

>>22997282
There are no incels, only volcels. Just fuck a hooker and leave america/europe lmao
You can literally start a harem in another poor country you're just addicted to the comfort of the coumtry you hate

[Anonymous No.22997632]

>>22997608
Will look into it thanks

[Anonymous No.22997634]

>>22997629
This really just affirms that there's a huge population of people who can't obtain normal and healthy relationships, but instead must purchase intimacy. That's not good.

[Anonymous No.22997636]

>>22997282
I love reading fanfiction, and I love designing covers for fanfic I like.

[Anonymous No.22997644]

>>22997599
Capitalism is based because it destroys society

[Anonymous No.22997648]

>>22997634
Sure but that's besides the point
"Incels" are just larping volcels

[Anonymous No.22997670]

>>22997648
Incel was always a meaningless buzzword intended to malign and misdirect

[Anonymous No.22997735]

>>22997629
>just leave your country and friends to insert yourself in a random world you don't belong to or fuck people for money. It's basically the same as having someone who genuinly cares for you
Do you even read what you write? It's obviously not about sex but about intimacy and a feeling of inadequacy. It's brainless holes who think every is only interested what's between their legs.

[Anonymous No.22997749]

>>22997735
Weird how travel or migration is extremely easy for many people with friends and families but "incels" who have neither always find some excuse to not do it... weird huh
Cope. There are no incels, only volcels. You can literally not be celibate you just choose to as a lifestyle

[Anonymous No.22997757]

I have slipped and fallen through a wormhole!
I find myself in unknown territory filled with unfamiliar things.
I try to make sense of this all and reach the truth!
Instead I wash away down the endless spring.

[Anonymous No.22997797]

When you think about it, rape really isn't THAT bad

[Anonymous No.22997800]

>>22997797
Rape is good when tall handsome fit men do it

[Anonymous No.22997829]

Keep pushing on.

[Anonymous No.22997831]

>>22997282
my back hurts ouchie

[Anonymous No.22997847]

Laid off. I've been sitting around at home NEETING for a bit less than a month now. Half heartedly applying to jobs; pretending to try.

My thoughts have been heavy. I've been thinking very broadly about our current culture & society in the US. It seems everyone can feel we are at the precipice of something huge and life altering, and its scary because so many people are being radicalized to different degrees and turning on the wrong subjects. Not sure if I'm getting arrogant, manic, or if I may actually be correct, but I'm starting to feel divinely inspired to try and write something life altering to help point people in the right direction so we can maybe fix our democracy and government. I'm not even traditionally religious, but I've been praying to Jesus for guidance. I feel like such a nobody, could I actually capable of such a thing?

[Anonymous No.22997879]

I would have preferred to simply never have known that things like romance existed rather than know about such things but never have them. I'd rather have been born blind than see something completely out of reach.

[Anonymous No.22997936]

>>22997797
I was thinking about this the other day. It's basically just rough sex combined with "sorry but you live with me, Germanic conqueror man now, instead of that guy, French conqueror man, whom I killed." Women are so amoral and attracted to strongmen I feel like a lot of the impact must be lost:
>they physiologically enjoy being raped and orgasm from it (unless it's gangrape or something weird)
>they psychologically like rape and fantasize about it regularly
>they love strongmen and will quickly adjust to being Witubald's new wife, women are stockholm syndrome personified
>they are basically indifferent to how they live their lives as long as they have some luxuries, and won't mind being relocated to Harem X instead of Harem Y, or Longhouse 37 instead of Longhouse 58
>they don't really have a strong sense of the world or history or politics so it's not like they can go "NOOOOOO MY UNIQUE SCOTTISH CULTURE, CURSE THESE VIKINGS" they will just be like "guess I'm a viking lady now, I like the dresses we get to wear haha"
>all men love women, even the craziest viking probably still dotes on his kidnapped wives and lets them get away with tons of shit like bitching at him constantly (women also have natural unconscious entitlement to bitch at any man and turn him into their henpecked slave)

Being raped as a woman in prehistory is basically like a slightly traumatic change of jobs. They barely mind the actual physical sex part of the rape. They barely mind the implied destruction of the social order or their families or the men they previously knew. They will convert any man, new or old, into their wallet and provider eventually.

Notice that you never hear about weird sexual fetishes among ancient men. It's always just plain old put penis in vagina rape. I bet you it's because when men could have a healthy expectation of a harmless rape now and then, they were able to dispense their desire to dominate and impose on others, but now that we're all domesticated cattle, men can only dispense that urge by acting out weird feminized fantasies of being a "master" and pissing on people's faces. There's something clean and pure about a Viking just taking his willy out and raping a woman in her vagina. It slides right in, she naturally lubricates and orgasms from the rape, two or three months later she's living the exact same life she was living before, except in this hamlet instead of this hamlet, until she gets raped by another Viking and carried off again. That's far healthier than our porn addicted society.

[Anonymous No.22997945]

my plan to die without access to a solid beam or support or access to firearms

[Anonymous No.22997958]

>>22997936
You are absolutely reprehensible for writing so much about such a disgusting subject only to reach the most retarded conclusion ever. Get help.

[Anonymous No.22997976]

>>22997958
Given your lack of counterarguments, I accept your concession

[Anonymous No.22998019]

>>22997976
There's nothing to argue with because your understanding of women and history is so fundamentally wrong, it would take 1000 pages to explain it to you. You are absolutely retarded. Please stop contributing your ideas to society. They are troglodyte tier.

[Anonymous No.22998025]

>>22997945
Don't make some poor faggot coming home from his late shift job find your corpse, go do it out in the woods or something

[Anonymous No.22998036]

>>22998019
I think you for your acknowledgement of your inability and/or unwillingness to counter my argument. My position holds the board and wins by default. Not very satisfying but I'll take it.

In the future, try posting something more than your emotions. This is an anonymous forum. You can't have me fired or ostracized here. You have to actually think and argue!

[Anonymous No.22998065]

>>22997847
Nobody will do anything
You'll just turn into Mexican

[Anonymous No.22998069]

>>22998036
You're speaking for people in the past when they were just commoners and didn't even have the ability to share their thoughts and feelings to us. We are talking about 1000s of years of human development, and you choose to project your retarded justification for rape in a modern environment. I promise you, we are a far cry from those times. We both know your some scrawny dude sitting at your computer jerking off and eating junk food all day. If you were transported back and time to share those words with actual Vikings, they would laugh and then disembowel you. Get a grip, anon.

[Anonymous No.22998073]

>arguing about women
Who cares lol

[Anonymous No.22998078]

>>22997749
>travel or migration is extremely easy for many people with friends and families
Dont know where you're getting this from. Traveling is not easy at all. For anybody.

[Anonymous No.22998088]

>>22998078
Like literally pick up your stuff and rent a place nigga hahahahaha like just pay for it online in 5 minutes

[Anonymous No.22998089]

>>22998065
>turn into Mexican
Please elaborate

[Anonymous No.22998091]

>>22997797
My ex liked to roleplay as if she was being raped. One time we played this game where i told her to hide somewhere in the house and I'd go find her. Like hide and seek but with sex. Found her hiding in the hallway closet, duct taped her mouth and hands, dragged to her to my bed and then took the tape off her mouth and made her beg not to he raped.
Ever since we broke up I haven't had sex because to be quite honest I feel disgusted with my sexual fantasies.

[Anonymous No.22998098]

>>22998089
Demographics + spic culture

[Anonymous No.22998100]

>>22998091
obese female hands wrote this post

[Anonymous No.22998105]

>>22997282
Got ghosted and it feels so absolutely awful. I don’t blame her, she was out of my league and I definitely acted like a freak, but it still is absolutely heart-breaking, confidence shattering. I’ll feel fine in a week, but definitely ashamed of myself for now

[Anonymous No.22998106]

>>22998100
She was anorexic actually. Havent seen her in 8 years so she may well be fat at this point

[Anonymous No.22998114]

I keep racking my brain about if and why I failed to become the man I I think I should be at this age and where I went wrong, if anywhere, but I really am not sure what I should have done differently.

[Anonymous No.22998123]

>>22998114
It's society bro. Just roll with it

[Anonymous No.22998126]

I fucking hate being autogynephilic. The solution is literally there: Trans out. But it's fucking shameful.

[Anonymous No.22998129]

Moshi moshi, pls give job capitalist kun

[Anonymous No.22998132]

>>22998126
Just stop watching porn and lift weights

[Anonymous No.22998140]

I've read a story... A man goes to the doctor, he tells him that he is depressed, that life is hard and senseless, that he feels alone in a labyrinthine world made up of infinite invisible walls, that he wants to find a breach to escape from that fictitious reality... The doctor says: <<The cure is simple, the novel "La Marionetta" has recently been released in which the protagonist, called A., similarly to you, perceives his life as an absurd existence within of a surreal modernist work. Read it, it will do you good >>.
The man bursts into tears:
<<But doctor... I am A.!>>.

The book ends, is closed and finally placed in a library, for eternity.

[Anonymous No.22998151]

>>22998129
No
Starve

[Anonymous No.22998153]

>>22998126
Why don't you like being a man? What makes you think: "Damn, I wish I was a girl."?

[Anonymous No.22998160]

>>22996763

I am thinking of my grandfather

Before I left home for work, I forgot to hand deliver ginger ale to my grandpa. I told my mother to hand it over.

Only my grandfather:

He used to ride his scooter around town until a decade or so ago when his sight and strength was poor

He got 4 heart attacks in the last 7 years.

His heart by the end was functioning at only 10-20%

He had his children (my mum and uncle) by his side when I passed. I couldn't see or talk to him

He used to love fizzy drinks. I used to get him ginger ale every so often and he would be so delighted

He loved cricket and he loved reading classic thriller books, like James Hadley Chase

I have a memory. My little sister (4yo) goes up to our grandpa in tears and asks him when our father will come back (he travels abroad every few months and she missed him) and he just hugged her and wiped her tears and told her not to cry and that he will be back.

Once in 2021, I was just chilling out in the yard. It was quiet and nighttime. Everyone else had gone asleep. I just strolling, calming myself down after a bad work meeting, my grandfather comes out and join me. He isn't supposed to be walking anywhere but he made it all the way here and stood next to me. We mostly stayed quiet until he told me that his childhood friend had died. He told me that it was last living friend and they were on the phone last week. Everyone I know is dying. He then went to bed. I didn't know what to say so I didn't say anything at all.

Before he passed he asked my mother to bring him home cooked food because the hospital food was ass

He passed in his sleep a few hours ago

Oh god I wish my mother had given him that ginger ale, more than anything in the world I wish he had a sip of the drink he loved, that I bought for him because he loved it. I wasn't there when he passed and I wish he knew i cared for him and loved him and that for even the slightest second, something I did brought him a moment of joy and happiness before he left us. I hope that he had a sip of the ginger ale I forgot to give him

[Anonymous No.22998163]

>>22998160
Damn bro I never knew any of my grandparents

[Anonymous No.22998164]

>>22998069
destroyed that retard

[Anonymous No.22998168]

>>22998105
Tell the story

[Anonymous No.22998180]

are you a bad enough dude to pound my ass?

[Anonymous No.22998185]

Why are there so many ugly women?? It should be illegal

[Anonymous No.22998202]

>>22998185
Eugenics solves that I think

[Anonymous No.22998204]

>>22998185
>>22998202
Don't worry lads, I'm doing my part by not fucking any ugly hoes

[Anonymous No.22998208]

>>22998204
And women are doing theirs by not fucking you

[Anonymous No.22998212]

You just lost the game

[Anonymous No.22998213]

>>22998202
Hope so
>>22998204
Based
>>22998208
Also based, ugly women should be alone and childless

[Anonymous No.22998256]

>>22998132
NoFap doesn't help and I hate the gym.
>>22998153
>Why don't you like being a man?
I don't "mind" being a man but I would prefer being a woman. Being refered to as a woman, dressing like one, being treated like one.
>What makes you think: "Damn, I wish I was a girl."?
A extensive need and like for the female form, basically the fact that I have AGP. I like wearing female clothes, I like being talked to as a woman, I like being female sexually. I don't want to grow up to have male pattern baldness and have hair all over my masculine body with a wife that I hate and kids that inherited that from me.

[Anonymous No.22998259]

>>22998256
>I hate the gym.
Damn you are gay

[Anonymous No.22998290]

>>22998088
weak bait.

[Anonymous No.22998291]

gf was physically abusive again, she's so cute though and was so sorry afterwards just like last time

[Anonymous No.22998300]

>>22998291
Punch that bitch right in the nose

[Anonymous No.22998317]

>>22997282
I feel like i can't turn my life around. I'm stuck in a cycle. I have been unemployed for over 3 months.
I alternate between drinking coffee and alcohol every other day. On the days i drink coffee i usually drink too much and end up not sleeping at all and fixate obsessively on doing 1 thing usually obsessively checking 4chan for 8 hours straight.
Then the next day i take a break hoping to reset my sleep but never manage to successfully. My eyes are extremely bloodshot. I look terrible
Shit just piles up. I don't understand how people find the time and energy to live life normally. I can barely find the time to even keep my dresser organized, i keep the drawers half opened stuffed full of clothes because it's too much work to properly put them away
The cage for my rats reeks cause i haven't cleaned it in 2 weeks
Weird smells naturally accumulate no matter how hard i try to clean and keep them away
Even just eating enough for the day is honestly a chore
Usually one day a week i get this tremendous burst of energy and complete a bunch of chores but it's always short lived.
I honestly don't mind but i just wish I had something in my life i truly cared about, whether another person or a cause
I am going to go the gym later in a couple hours just so at least it feels like i did something today.

[Anonymous No.22998325]

>>22998317
Bro just wait til you discover mixing alcohol and caffeine. Pour some whiskey in that coffee

[Anonymous No.22998329]

I will try to describe something I feel regularly as clear as I can. I usually feel like I don't have a personality. I feel like an empty, closed box. No light from outside gets in and as a result, it is pitch black inside. I try to build my personality around my hobbies, around what I like to do, but most of the time I can't even tell why I do what I do. I do things regularly because I can't sit still.

This isn't what I want to write about, though. I want to write about a sudden energy that I sometimes feel at night. And the defense mechanism my mind activates against this energy. It is hard to understand this energy. It is pure. It feels like a call to action. I don't know what action, at least not yet. But it feels like the closest thing I have to a personality. Shortly after this intense energy manifests in me, I start feeling this pressure in my brain. Like there was a rope tied around it and it kept getting tighter. I believe that it is not caused by the energy directly, but by my inability to understand and use this energy. I think that my minds simply tries to shut it off. To extinguish the fire. But I don't think it's possible. All it can do is contain the energy for a while, until it tries to break free again. I feel like by succeeding in setting this energy free and integrating it in myself, I could stop feeling like an empty box. There is no air in the box. It's impossible to breathe. This energy is air.

[Anonymous No.22998333]

I think it's really gay that humans and dinosaurs weren't alive at the same time.

[Anonymous No.22998336]

>>22998317
A lot of days whatever i choose to be the 1 thing i want to do is what I'll end up doing for the entirety of the day.
I'll spend half a day just ferociously masturbating. Or playing a game
Like I can never pull myself away from what I am doing.

[Anonymous No.22998343]

>>22998325
Mixing the two ruins the experience of both.
I usually make a decision if i have coffee at any point in the day i won't have alcohol.
And then on the days I am recovering from coffee, i have alcohol

[Anonymous No.22998351]

>>22998333
They were. Earth is 7000 years old

[Anonymous No.22998355]

I found my father well despite him being in the hospital after a recent surgery and waiting for another.
He complained about nurses a lot, and while they don't appear blameless in the slightest from a couple of interactions I witnessed, it makes me wonder why my father is so standoffish with people who he's not familiar with.
I get the discomfort and the occasional cunt nurse, but it doesn't cost anything to politely state that you'd like to keep some medicine you brought from home with you instead of impolitely running circles around the issue (and not getting to keep the medicine).

[Anonymous No.22998397]

>>22998300
I like her too much.

[Anonymous No.22998421]

>>22998343
Lame

[Anonymous No.22998423]

>>22997334
Protestants now are just as bad as the hate they put on Catholics I suppose for influence on society. I think I've seen more liberal Christians trying to defend with scripture why they should accept LGBTQ in the church. Kinda wild.

[Anonymous No.22998436]

>>22997334
https://youtu.be/xHjVsNFE60U?si=icZUcW5Gh_a8N6nA
Nice little intro

[Anonymous No.22998465]

What do you think people that hate themselves should do? When someone thinks about themselves or looks in the mirror, and hates it, what should they do? Is there a book you think they should read?

[Anonymous No.22998466]

Wow, ok. She makes fun of my empty fridge, and it's hilarious; I make fun of her empty womb, and all of a sudden I'm the bad guy?

[Anonymous No.22998483]

>>22997282
You know a lot of you guys are younger than me (I’m 41) and to be fair, if it weren’t for this board I wouldn’t have much of a social life. I may not know your names or know what your faces look like but banter aside I enjoy the company (give or take a few users). I get whole “tf when no girlfriend” thing too, I’ve been through seven women and modern women are just absolute pieces of work. And my real life buddies passed me up in life and got married and had kids of their own. At least here I can be myself and get good book recommendations when I can. Because the real world, well, it’s just not for me.

[Anonymous No.22998532]

>>22998465
>what should they do?
For myself, Mr anon, I try to find one quality that could be pleasing to others and be kind of greatful. I don't hold myself to highest esteem anyways but I heard like I have beautiful eyes so I take it and be kind of grateful for that.

[Anonymous No.22998538]

>>22998483
Same. I'm glad to meet the anons of 4chan sometimes instead of feeling like I lost 30 iq points for socializing in real life.

[Anonymous No.22998556]

>>22998538
Oh tell me about it. Lotta real idiots out there, can’t talk about much except sportsball.

[Anonymous No.22998572]

>>22998483
Whats your current read

[Anonymous No.22998600]

>>22998436
Tanks fren :D

[Anonymous No.22998792]

>>22998532
Yeah I mean most people who hate themselves still have attribute they like but it doesn’t quite solve their problem.

[Anonymous No.22998805]

Obese people were right. They are healthier.

[Anonymous No.22998854]

who are you fighting against?

[Anonymous No.22998900]

>>22998854
Your mom

[Anonymous No.22998905]

Born too early to explore the world
Born too late to explore the universe
Born just in time for Japanese women to start growing big tits

[Anonymous No.22998913]

>>22998854
Whatever's in front of me

[Anonymous No.22998914]

>>22998854
food

[Anonymous No.22998938]

>>22998854
Carbon monoxide

[Anonymous No.22998957]

>>22997282
I think India should be bombed. Country full of illiterate street shitting scammers.

[Anonymous No.22998959]

Thinking about going back in time to the USSR and trying to explain the concept of "gooning" to a soviet girl using only english and broken russian.

[Anonymous No.22998962]

>>22997282
Updated yearly reading itinerary

Philosophy Of Art:

Tolstoy, Hegel, Pater, Wincklemann, Gasset, Von Hildebrand, Collingwood, Sartre, Croce

General Humanities:

After Locke (already finished) read stuff on crowd psychology, first Le Bon (currently on), then Trotter, return to political philosophy with Luther and Calvin (optional)

Read Jung (3 works, “Man And His Symbols”, “Psychological Types” and “New Aspects Of Criminal Psychology”) then symbolic/interpretive anthropology, first Geertz then Turner then into Lewis Mumford (both works) and then Michel Foucault (both works), Erich Fromm, then Francis Fukuyama

Optionally read Claude-Levi Strauss

French Revolution history:

Burke, Carlyle, Taine, Belloc

Russian Revolution history:

Figes, Faulkner, Pipes

Poetry:

Pound, Eliot, Yeats, Coleridge, Shelley, Byron, Frost

Military:

Mercenaries, Guerillas, Spies, Police books

Religious:

Scotus, Tauler, Suso, John Of Ruysbroeck, Bacon

[Anonymous No.22998966]

>>22998572
Look here >>22998962

[Anonymous No.22999010]

Going to put in a bid for my first house next week.
I like it but it needs work done. Been listed since June so I'm going to bid heavy under what he's asking. Wish me luck

[Anonymous No.22999025]

I tried killing myself a few years ago but decided to live on instead. I'm not sure if I made the right choice.

[Anonymous No.22999045]

Can you imagine flying over that with a wingsuit seems pretty fun and dangerous

[Anonymous No.22999053]

>>22999045
Over what?
put some effort into your post

[Anonymous No.22999137]

>>22999025
You did bro. Embrace life

[Anonymous No.22999154]

>>22999025
Same. I don’t really regret living but I never really resolved my issues if you know what I mean.

[Anonymous No.22999159]

>>22999154
Not too late. Identify your problems and figure it out.

[Anonymous No.22999162]

This enchilada with crab meat is pretty good.

[Anonymous No.22999170]

Francis and Dominic die in the 1220s right as Bonaventure and Aquinas are born/kids

Bonaventure says he met Francis

Bonaventure Albert the Great Thomas Aquinas

Reconcile theology with the Aristotelian ideal of a science in the 1250s because the Muslims made it look so cool

Albert is 50, Thomas and Bonaventure in their 20s

Lecture on Peter Lombard's Sentences

People are reading Liber de causis (Proclus Elements) and Pseudo-Dionysius in the light of Muslim Neoplatonism

Averroism, eternality of the world, and determinism freaking everyone out

1270 and 1277 Aristotelian philosophy censured

Thomas and Bonaventure die in 1274 at 49 and 51, Albert outlives his own students

Roger Bacon is roughly same age as Aquinas and Bonaventure but lives to 1292

Robert Grosseteste (Robert BIGBALLS) straddles late 12th and early 13th

BIGBALLS and BACON did not hang out with Albert

[Anonymous No.22999233]

>>22998329
Odd question, but do you have any autoimmune disorders? I actually relate to that feeling/experience a decent amount.

[Anonymous No.22999235]

>>22999233
CHECKED AND SNEEDED

[Anonymous No.22999253]

>>22997282
There's no way in hell that was carved out in a year

[Anonymous No.22999297]

I really hate life LOL

[Anonymous No.22999324]

What does it mean to have a personality? There are things I enjoy. The books I read. The music I listen to. The movies and shows I watch. Yet it seems I do not have a personality. I cannot really fathom what it means to have one. I do all this stuff and yet I have never been able to talk to anyone in real life about any of it, I can only discuss with anonymous strangers on the internet. Honestly it seems like there is some kind of global conspiracy against me because all I ever hear people talk about is related to work and school. Work and school. Work and school. They never talk about ANYTHING else, at least not when I'm around. Every person I've ever met must be in on this conspiracy to exclude me. I don't think the problem is poor hobby choice, even though mine aren't particularly unique or interesting. How does being an amateur rock climber give you a personality? Even if I was achieving great rock climbing feats I would probably still have nothing to talk about with other people. The only conclusion that makes some sort of sense is that personality stems from inherent charisma. A charismatic layabout loser has an immense advantage over the constantly busy, autistic, champion rock climber. Is this incorrect?

[Anonymous No.22999348]

>>22999297
Why?

[Anonymous No.22999379]

>>22999348
Because 99.99%of it is truly ugly. Goes for everything. Art and people.

[Anonymous No.22999386]

Gonna go see that viet girl super hungover tomorrow. Oops.

[Anonymous No.22999388]

>>22999324
>What does it mean to have a personality?
To put it pessimistically, it's to have irrational quirks. To put it optimistically, it's to own and embrace your flaws and to not be ashamed of your talents.

A perceptive person will notice the issue, having a personality stagnates you, it locks you in place somewhat, the self content isn't conducive to growth, subconsciously people focused on self improvement try to fill the void in their personality by making the quest for improvement their new personality.

All in all a personality is really a seemingly paradoxical mix of being content with who you are while also requiring a lot of validation (a need to show other people this and like you for it). I personally think the latter dominates, these people with a lot of personality are usually insecure and their confidence/extroversion is usually a way to cope. Become a recluse, fuck their games and the social hierarchy.

[Anonymous No.22999393]

I practiced delayed gratification today. I wanted to play Palworld and mindlessly use my time to have fun on a video game; instead, I read more of Ulysses (I will be making a thread about it tomorrow) and I know that the time I spent reading will benefit me more in the future than spending hours on a video game would have.

Perhaps one day I can find a balance but now I don't know how.

[Anonymous No.22999396]

>>22999393

[Anonymous No.22999398]

>>22999388
I cannot stand life as a recluse. I endlessly pine after the life those types with personality lead. So far it has been impossible for me to psyop myself out of this rut.

[Anonymous No.22999409]

I'm falling down a rabbit hole of watching true crime videos on youtube and it's making me realize how amazing cops and detectives are as an institution. We just assume "well, every era probably had town guard guys who try to stop thieves or whatever." But these guys have built up whole ways of life around catching evil people and taking them off the streets.

[Anonymous No.22999413]

The hype was actually real, True Detective season 1 is abnormally good. Not surprised to learn a writer was responsible for the show. More profound and artistic than most films made this century.

[Anonymous No.22999418]

>>22999409
There has never been a worse time than the present to be a criminal. Imagine how easy it would be to commit a murder and get away with it in medieval times.

[Anonymous No.22999421]

>>22999413
ending was kinda weak but its a lightning a in bottle type of season. the season 2 takes an interesting approach but it lacks in impact. season 3 is just trying to recreate magic of season 1 but its just a pale imitation.

[Anonymous No.22999424]

>>22999418
Honestly the more I look into it the more I am puzzled by the fact that criminals were more "basic" in olden times, and that they're more demented and weird now. It's like how most prosperous European countries between 1950 and 1990 had murder rates of effectively zero.

I'm kind of amazed that more people don't notice this. When I was a kid growing up in a smallish city, crime was unheard of. There was one "bad area" and it was just hookers and a few drug dealers. Now, it's a hellhole like any other American city. Robberies and violent crimes are common.

[Anonymous No.22999430]

Fucking cunt mods in cc beibg so trigger friendly with the lifetime bans. That is not a way to conduct an imageboard. What a joke.

What does that leave me with? Complaining to cunts on here? Fuck you.

[Anonymous No.22999434]

Can you help me occupy my brain?

[Anonymous No.22999464]

How do I quit c0oming? How do I stop being a c0omer? Help me

[Anonymous No.22999466]

>>22999464
It's the human condition there is no escape
Human sexuality is an aberration.
Give in

[Anonymous No.22999468]

God, after reading it, I can see why Anna Karenina is so highly regarded. I stopped in the middle of a chapter and had to just acknowledge to myself that I was reading the work of a genius. I have never been so immersed in a story. The characters are like my friends. The level of detail and sensitivity is incredible. And the confidence of the prose makes it all feel so effortless, like he's not even trying to write a story. It's like he's just describing life as it is but I know it's fiction.

[Anonymous No.22999472]

>>22999418
Yeah, shit must have been so easy in medieval era. You just run away to the wilderness around the corner and you're basically scot free

[Anonymous No.22999474]

>>22999468
I felt the same way reading it. It's my favorite book.

[Anonymous No.22999484]

I guess it’s better to grow up underweight than overweight.

[Anonymous No.22999487]

>>22999434
Yes

[Anonymous No.22999501]

Everything just feels so pointless.

[Anonymous No.22999511]

>>22999484
Only if you're a girl

[Anonymous No.22999518]

>>22999418
It was also easy to be executed for a crime you didn't commit. A neighbor doesn't like you? You're a witch. Get fucked.
The way they tortured and punished criminals was way more fucked up. And they did it in front of the public for entertainment.

[Anonymous No.22999547]

>>22999413
It's literally just the same show running from "Lost". Throw as many crazy mysteries and characters into the show as you can so the audience is left wondering how it can all come together, and then by the time you have to come up with some explanation for the entire twin peaks worth of shit you've conjured up they've already watched the entire show so here's a blue tornado of light, go fuck yourself!

[Anonymous No.22999558]

Mucho gusto
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VME-CO4cpWM

[Anonymous No.22999571]

I have no home in this world. I have shelter, food, water, entertainment, friends, sex, drugs, even epiphany.
but a home this is not. who can bear it here? who can love this place?

[Anonymous No.22999580]

>>22999571
>friends, sex
ok normie

[Anonymous No.22999587]

>>22999468
It’s so fucking good. I actually teared up reading it.

[Anonymous No.22999609]

>>22997282
My life will continue indefinitely to worsen immeasurably. The food I eat is poisonous, the air I breathe polluted, the water I drink is magnetic, the medicine sickens me, the thoughts I have are worthless, the life I live is miserable. All is vanity and the world of itself is anathema to my divine origin. An angel cast into this pit deserves the same sympathy as a child abandoned by their father. If you die with the mind of an animal you are rebirthed as an animal, ergo I will degrade my pedigree to a feral state, and I will hate every moment of it. Only so I may one day live as a mastiff capable of tearing man asunder. After that I will become a lion and I will eat poachers. Then a shark, in my last moment I will use my dying breath to tear the head off a fisherman as I choke to death on plastic. I will finally reach a point of permanent unreachability, where my soul will be lowered into an infinitely expanding opaque void, only then will I be truly alone, in my lapse of memory, absence of being, and non existent feeling, only then can I be truly apathetic in all that I do(n’t). This will mark the death of my soul and an erasure by fire. I hope that the incineration of my energy will disrupt the balance of the universe and cause more bad things to happen on a cosmological scale. All I can hope for is that the suffering I feel now will cause greater suffering in the future and that the degree to which my pain affects others is so prevalent as to become unbearable.
I would like some feedback, preferably harsh and telling me to kms

[Anonymous No.22999620]

>>22999580
you have no idea what you're talking about. the last sex i had was intentionally unprotected with a woman who admitted to having herpes.

[Anonymous No.22999627]

>>22999620
self-destructive normie. got it.

[Anonymous No.22999629]

Perhaps being schizo isn't really a matter of fundamentally misconceiving reality but rather mishandling the atypicality of the capacity and sharpness of the mind's eye. It is a curse of the merely weird rather than the exceptional, who possess the insight to see what normies cannot but not to take it all in or understand.

[Anonymous No.22999632]

>>22999629
Except they always just do the same kind of retarded biblical numerology and pascals triangle type shit.

[Anonymous No.22999641]

>>22999627
so any sex at all means one is a normie. i see that you're a retard.

[Anonymous No.22999673]

>>22999641
takes one to know

[Anonymous No.22999737]

Why

[Anonymous No.22999769]

>>22999233
As far as I know, I don't.

[Anonymous No.22999780]

>>22999233
I am>>22999769
As I said, I don't think I have an autoimmune disorder. But do you? What's your experience with it? I don't know much about them

[Anonymous No.22999783]

Do you consider yourself attractive? Do you even try dressing up nicely to leave your computer?

[Anonymous No.22999798]

>>22997309
god how i wish i had a pistol right now, or a shotgun

[Anonymous No.22999810]

>>22999783
No and yes. Too bad clothing doesnt matter if the face is ogre tier ugly.

[Anonymous No.22999811]

>>22997604
rebirth duh

[Anonymous No.22999812]

Trying to cohabitate with a woman is a terrible idea. I wish I had just got myself a fleshlight and an anime bodypillow insead

[Anonymous No.22999822]

>>22999783
For my ages, Yes, if only for being in shape in my mid 30s. No, I'm not looking for wife or care about how random see me.

[Anonymous No.22999829]

>>22999812
u r evolving backwards

[Anonymous No.22999837]

I'm trying to learn stress in English, but what I read is too vague. Stress is louder, but how many decibels louder should it be?

[Anonymous No.22999876]

>>22999783
More so than in the past. Mostly because the climate and outdoor culture where I live scorches people's skins so you have tons of people 25+ with the skin of a 50 year old.

Being a hikki has spared me that at least.

[Anonymous No.22999890]

>>22999783
I consider myself unattractive but am told the opposite.

[Anonymous No.22999904]

>>22999837
i trust google with questions like these

[Anonymous No.22999977]

>>22999890
I have actually have the same experience

[Anonymous No.23000345]

I think I far too gone with sarcasm and cynicism to be honest.

[Anonymous No.23000368]

>>22997396
This happened to me yesterday but it was Uber Eats

[Anonymous No.23000376]

I turned 30 recently and I'm really depressed. I haven't been this depressed in several years. I want a job to give myself some dignity but I just sleep all day instead of being productive or applying for jobs. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow tho and I'm gonna tell him I want to see a therapist who can help me get my shit together. I've been reading Bukowski however, who has been somewhat of a balm to my soul in this phase of my life.

[Anonymous No.23000396]

>>23000376
I was in your shoes when I was 30 last year.

[Anonymous No.23000401]

>>23000376
What does your psychiatrist do? And why do you want to find a new one?

[Anonymous No.23000431]

/v/ and /a/ are the most obnoxious boards of this website. Even /pol/ is better

[Anonymous No.23000436]

>>23000376
I don’t understand why you would be depressed in old age, just relax your fight is over now

[Anonymous No.23000445]

>>23000436
anon, he's 30 not 80. what old age?

[Anonymous No.23000463]

>>22999418
>accused of heresy circa the middle ages
>auto da fe
>kill several dozen people today
>three hots and a cot for the rest of your life, or at the very least a few decades as the glacial legal system tries to execute you

[Anonymous No.23000483]

The NEET existance...so grievously beautiful, yet greivous. I can't stop seeing my castlle crumble to dust. I blink and already know; I was seeing a nightmare. A imagination. But why do I see it to begin with? So lost, I can't tell why I'm here; so purposeful, I handle my matters like they were made of glass. I fidgit internally at every turn, but I look like i'm thoughtless. I dare not call it a madness; to throw away all I've learned like the plastic wrap off of a packed sandwhich.

What is the sandwhich? What is that wrap anyway exactly? if i'm going to make complex metaphors, I need to, at least, know what it is i'm grasping at....right? I mean, I do "know", I just don't have it in words.

Huh.

[Anonymous No.23000509]

>>23000445
People should kill themselves at 30 or just relax as if they are old and life is over because it is. There is nothing left to achieve in life in terms of happiness once you turn 30, you cannot for example still get married and have kids in any respectable way at 30, women your age are already disgusting and used up and probably have kids from other men and are generally just the dregs of humanity personality wise, you probably are too. You have either achieved everything by 30, that is a wife and kids and a respectable resume promising a gainful future, or you have nothing and there is no chance to get it anymore. There is no reason to be depressed at 30, only leading up to 30 or not at all, maybe some idiot can make it to their 40s not realizing the fucked it all up and have to experience their late 20s depression then, but that is just because they are stupid and thoughtless.

[Anonymous No.23000511]

>>22999609
Passion af senpai, 4/5 stars.

The question of, "why so serious" comes to mind. You could take it easy and still burn hotter than the sun; just more efficiently. Just my opinion though; you do you.

Take it easy, and happy writing~

[Anonymous No.23000552]

I like to listen in on men talking to their girlfriends/dates when I'm out. That any of them manages to get laid is nothing short of a miracle. But they do, because women are desperate for love (not dick, that's you projecting your male lust onto women). Most aren't even good looking.

[Anonymous No.23000554]

>>23000552
Lmao, stop being retarded, women drown in attention

[Anonymous No.23000558]

>>22997282
Feet. How the ignorant and lowly multitude despise and neglect them, how they conceal them from the public eye, how they blush and fret over them, and how they deem them unworthy of any particular regard. But the gentleman of taste and refinement aspires to more than what is vulgar and ordinary; the gentleman of taste and refinement pursues a degree of intimacy which is not shared by all men. For it is no remarkable thing for a wife to grant the usual favour, but it is a rare and exquisite thing indeed to grant him her feet, to admire them with the genuine ardour of Eros.

The cultivated admirer of a woman’s feet craves this rare and exquisite intimacy, this intimacy above the lowly labourer, whose feet are coarse from toil, and who wish to love their lover’s body everywhere; from head to lovely, tender toes. It is no mystery that the cultivated man is a lover of feet: For the illustrious Alexander Pushkin wrote: “To lie at her feet, in peace again! How I longed to be those seas Kissing her dear feet as they please!” And even F. Scott Fitzgerald confessed his love for beautiful feet.

What more can I say? The mob may brand us as depraved, they may shun us, but no man can deny that the true object of a refined, cultivated, patrician are the beautiful feet of his beloved.

[Anonymous No.23000562]

>b-but society needs laws to function muh order
>noooooooooo you can't just do what you want you need to pay the customary tithe plus tip
>nooooooo you can't shit and masturbate in public the hecking children will see
>what if everyone acted like you do?
Why are moralfags like this?

[Anonymous No.23000566]

>>23000554
Lel, not him but you can see a lot of men cutting off women they're on dates with mid sentence and the look on the women's faces are priceless because it's always like Napoleon calculating the cost of the battle vs the war.

[Anonymous No.23000647]

>>22999609
Lame duck self pity posing as self hatred

[Anonymous No.23000868]

>>22997282
I should have it just because I want it more than everyone else

[Anonymous No.23000934]

>>23000558
most women will grant you their feet like anytime you're watching or laying together to rub them or basically do whatever you want with them. You sound starved for intamacy and experience anon. Every girl I've ever been with has let me do whatever I want with their feet, not to mention theirnentire body.
But of course you're just a feet fag contriving a poem.

[Anonymous No.23001032]

>>23000934
>Every girl I've ever been with has let me do whatever I want with their feet
Does it make you feel good? To kick us when we are down like this?

[Anonymous No.23001046]

>>23001032
No I'm just trying to give a reality check to you incel feet fags that some woman 'letting' you have their feet isn't unusual. One you are in a commited relationship, by nature, a woman offers you up every part of herself, and you do the same with yourself. It isn't some unimaginable thing for a woman to let you touch her feet when you're dating her. They often want them rubbed.

[Anonymous No.23001054]

>>22999413
>god doesn't exist bro
>everything is meaningless bro
oh yeah, so profund anon. Spoiler alert: They're mocking you with that character

[Anonymous No.23001058]

>>22998483
>41
>frog posting
>phone posting
oh, no no no no no....

[Anonymous No.23001100]

>>23001058
>A short tailed froglet foresees his future

[Anonymous No.23001118]

It took me like a month to realize that I should probably have some basic character sketches for the spirits my characters are making pacts with.

[Anonymous No.23001185]

>>23000509
It's always funny seeing the limited perspective of teenagers

[Anonymous No.23001189]

Trying to coordinate with this girl is a real pain in the ass. Dating is hard bros

[Anonymous No.23001193]

>>22999783
Yes and yes

[Anonymous No.23001264]

>>23000509
>achieved everything by 30
Ahahaha...maybe in the 1950s where one minimum wage salary could own a house and raise two kids.
Now you're most likely going to suffer or career change in your twenties.
If you're a woman who hasn't fallen for globalist and corporatist propaganda, you'll settle down in your twenties but odds are you believe that 'being a house wife is slavery', so you don't settle down and then you hit a far worse timer in your thirties (a man can always find a younger wife, but a woman cannot manipulate the biological clock).

[Anonymous No.23001407]

Fernando Pessoa was a JEW!

[Anonymous No.23001497]

>>23001407
An exaggeration; Pessoa was a descendant of XVIth century new-Christians. That doesn't make him a jew.

[Anonymous No.23001553]

>>22997282
I fucking hate white supremacists. When I told them I was a nigger they kicked me out of their group chat.

[Anonymous No.23001585]

>>22998905
major whitepill

[Anonymous No.23001592]

>>23001585
More like blackpill. What's the point of going out of your way to date a japanese girl if she isn't flat?

[Anonymous No.23001594]

>>22998256
>NoFap
Are you illiterate? He said no porn

[Anonymous No.23001599]

>>23001592
still plenty of flatties to pick from if that's your preference

[Anonymous No.23001601]

>>22998905
Proof? There is this ugly cow in porn called demora avarice who got a tit surgery where they sucked all her ass and stomach into her tits and they actually looked really good, not as good as real tits but a huge step up from plastic garbage. I thought a bunch of fat bitches were suddenly going to all go get gigatits but nothing came of it

[Anonymous No.23001604]

Life is not that bad guys you just have to uhh give it your all!

[Anonymous No.23001616]

>>22998256
>I like being talked to as a woman, I like being female sexually. I don't want to grow up to have male pattern baldness and have hair all over my masculine body with a wife that I hate and kids that inherited that from me.
more proof that modern trannies are just deathly afraid of the terrible fate and image that has been put forward for men in society. very interesting that you compare a woman in the prime of her youth to a balding guy going through a midlife crisis though

[Anonymous No.23001617]

>>22999413
>look i’m like a philosophical pessimist
That show was cringe incarnate.

[Anonymous No.23001695]

Good news everyone! Today i had my first solid shit in months. It seems like my oatmeal, yogurt, and prune diet is starting to work. Only dowbside is I'm very gassy and shitting twice a day

[Anonymous No.23001721]

>>23001695
Do you maybe have a gluten allergy or something similar? If I eat bread my ass becomes a cross between a Finnish sauna and a Paper Mario cloud enemy that shits out additional clouds every 3 turns

[Anonymous No.23001735]

>>23001721
KEK

[Anonymous No.23001767]

>>23001721
Dude if I even hint that I have a gluten allergy all my friends and family will relentlessly mock me for being a gluten free weenie.

[Anonymous No.23002058]

I wanted to leave this shithole, but then I remembered that it's the only place where I can talk freely

[Anonymous No.23002073]

>>23001695
Twice a day is good. Ideal number of shits.

[Anonymous No.23002216]

I'm Germanic.

[Anonymous No.23002259]

>cooking
>roommate walks in
>get so spooked that I just chuck what I made into tupperware and retreat into my room instead of eating it
I don't even get why I'm like this. Maybe this is what they mean when they talk about social anxiety.

[Anonymous No.23002463]

>>23002216
Yikes.

[Anonymous No.23002483]

>>23002259
Man I didn't mind being around my room mate but I hated cooking or reading with them in the room

[Anonymous No.23002507]

>>23002073
I prefer havjng my morning shit only becahse now when I'm out doing things I have to shit and its very disruprive

[Anonymous No.23002521]

>>23002259
Just this morning my roommate walked in on me in the kitchen wiping the counter and in an abnormal head angle because I was stretching my neck, so I kept constantly stretching my neck and muttered my neck hurts so she knew what I was doing, but it was awkward.

[Anonymous No.23002585]

I've been thinking a lot about how I should enjoy life. I hate everything in it right now and everyone. From an outside perspective, I'm a normal-ish 24-year-old dude with a bunch of friends but I feel empty inside. I've had girlfriends and even very long relationships but this has never made me feel complete. Everything in my life is tainted with inadequacy in ways I can't describe in a short 4chan post.

I'm tired of faking being normal and acting like I enjoy stuff to please others. I'm tired of this society, of working, of having to waste my existence in a dead-end job because I will never own a house. The realizations of inadequacy keep getting more and more frequent, even getting in the way of things I normally master, like having conversations with coworkers. I'm alright and then the next moment I want to flee to another country and never interact with anyone I know ever again. It's like being a bird in a cage, or an earthworm in seawater. I'm fucking drowning there.

I don't know how to get out and it feels like there is no solution. I know there are certain aspects of my life I should be grateful for but fuck, fuck. I recently saw a video of a guy calculating the weeks people my age have left to live (accounting for work, etc) and it has depressed me even more. I can't believe this all my life is about. Lying to others and myself all the fucking time and acting like I'm in control, for what purpose exactly? I'm forcing myself to go out and speak to people but I like maybe 10% of the people I speak to. I do stuff but everything feels like a massive waste of time. I know I'm not the only one out there to feel this. How do you anons cope with that shit? I can't do this for forty years.

[Anonymous No.23002591]

>>23002521
is she cute

[Anonymous No.23002596]

>>23002591
Yes, but she has a boyfriend.

[Anonymous No.23002608]

>>23002596
what a bizarre arrangment

[Anonymous No.23002616]

Jews have no Buddhanature, so they are undeserving of moral consideration. Moreover, it is a delusion that they can suffer since they lack to cognitive capacity to feel. They are automatons animated by the darkly spirit of YHVH-Moloch.

[Anonymous No.23002621]

Why are there always so many typesetting errors in my pirated ebooks? its always the hyphens

[Anonymous No.23002625]

Jews have no Buddhanature, so they are undeserving of moral consideration. Moreover, it is a delusion that they can suffer since they lack to cognitive capacity the feel. They are automatons animated by the darkly spirit of YHVH-Moloch.

*Reposted due to typo.

[Anonymous No.23002658]

Fucking kindle piece of shit. Showing me adds every time I open the thing. I need to log onto my Amazon account and disable the 'special offers' that I allegedly agreed to when I bought the thing. I need to pay $20 to remove add off of my fucking books. fuck. I just wanted to read, I knew it was wrong to abandon real physical books. So much bullshit with ebooks. so many typesetting errors.

[Anonymous No.23002738]

What should I do with a girl on a first date? I never leave my house.

[Anonymous No.23002751]

>>23002738
this might be the worst place to ask my man

[Anonymous No.23002754]

>>23002658
Install koreader. Learn to be more discerning when downloading from libgen, usually at least one of the versions will have unfucked formatting
>>23002738
Park/beach has always worked well for me

[Anonymous No.23002755]

>>23002738
You go the library of course

[Anonymous No.23002758]

I already said this in another thread but
>speak italian with my family
>read books in spanish and speak with my friends in spanish
>mainly use english online
I have lost any capability of writing in a gramatically correct way in any language, I cannot write a book anymore
Any advice on how to proceed?

[Anonymous No.23002769]

>>23002754
>park
What will we do? Just walk and talk and then sit and talk?

[Anonymous No.23002780]

>>23002738
>>23002769
Cinema can be nice because you get 2 hours of together time without having to do conversation, and after the kino is over you have something to talk about
It's the most cliche stereotypical date possible but that's because it works

[Anonymous No.23002788]

Noam chomsky has to be the most boring mfer on the planet. they could use clips of him talking as anesthesia.

[Anonymous No.23002798]

>>23002769
Yeah I just walked and talked, if she thinks you pass "le vibe check" you'll know pretty quick

[Anonymous No.23002805]

>>23002780
Seeing a movie for a first date is a bad idea imo, you want to talk to them and get to know them but you just have to sit for 2 hours and watch some Harry Potter

[Anonymous No.23002807]

>>23002780
I was told this is the worst first date type.

[Anonymous No.23002845]

>>23002805
>>23002807
You talk before and afterwards
It worked for me before but I guess maybe it's not for everyone

[Anonymous No.23002861]

>>23002769
Park or somewhere neutral like a park is really good for the "vibe check" as the other anon mentioned, but my recommendation is have a secondary location lined up for if you do both hit it off. It probably should be a bar, or a place to eat, but depends on you and the girl, but it should feel a little bit more intimate than location #1.

[Anonymous No.23002920]

a book about some guy getting stuck in traffic and then getting blasted the fuck out of existence by a nuke. guy finds himself staring into the mirror and wondering what the fuck happened. next second he is asked "if this was your last day of life, who would you meet one last time ?" by a disembodied voice. it doesn't feel like a dream at all so he thinks for a while and then says, "Well even if that's some dream that doesn't change anything. I'd meet my younger self from when I was still going out with my first love." the voice rumbles in laughter and agrees. everything goes dark-- the guy wakes up and realizes he literally became his younger self from when he was 17. pure isekai regressor shit, holy fuck.

after that, he calls his girlfriend and asks to hang out together. they go to a nearby park and talk to each other. he realizes he still loves her even after all this time and even after the nuke shit. in his time they weren't together anymore but now they were. she kisses him, and he knows of bliss again. that's it, he can die now, he thinks. except death doesn't come, except everything is still the same. "this is heaven," he thinks, "this can't be anything but heaven." but nothing happens, and his girlfriend's face is very up close, her eyelids are half-closed and she is expecting another kiss, so he leans in. his heart explodes in pure bliss again. everything was way more vibrant than what he was used to. it smelled like summer, and it felt like the world's energy was pouring through his whole body. he feels a hand in his hand and takes it. hair brushes against his cheeks, and he opens his eyes to find his girlfriend smiling. this is the end, the real end. the voice never returned after this. neither did death, or car, or traffic jams, or those endless hours of wageslaving. this eternal moment, whether dream or truth, lasted and still lasts forever.

[Anonymous No.23002944]

>>23002920
nice

[Anonymous No.23002964]

>>22997282
one time I got high and I just kept giggling and whispering "gay gay homosexual gay" for like half an hour, and they didn't complain even once. That's true friendship.

[Anonymous No.23002965]

What is the ontology of luck?

[Anonymous No.23002966]

>>23002944
the more I read it, the more I like it

[Anonymous No.23002979]

>>23002966
it's very relatable but finding your true love at 17 is lmao

[Anonymous No.23002989]

>>23002965
NOTHING BUT EVENTS AND INTERPRETATION BROTHA

[Anonymous No.23002995]

>>23002965
I think it was first used in the 1600-1700s, but it really became popular during one of the world wars, where it was used so often that "the word fucking just meant that a noun was coming"

[Anonymous No.23002999]

>>22997282
I finished three books last week because of a mocking soijak I saw on here

[Anonymous No.23003002]

>>23002995
That's entomology you fucking RETARD

[Anonymous No.23003006]

>>23003002
OH NO

[Anonymous No.23003008]

>Hey Coach, maybe we shouldn't draft this guy, he was arrested last month for beating his girlfriend, for the third time.
>Yeah, but have you seen how fast he is?

[Anonymous No.23003011]

>>23002621
They're planted by ebook sellers to discourage piracy

[Anonymous No.23003030]

>>23001264
Obviously some women are single at 30, but are these women worth having? Best to stay single if you hit 30 unmarried.

[Anonymous No.23003038]

>>23003011
I think they are actually left through intentional negligence by the publishing companies when they convert files to Epub, or whatever, to discourage ebook sales in general.
Every single ebook ive read has had dozens of typesetting errors. Hyphens -constantly mis -spaced. Very common forsentences to be missing spaces between words, too.

[Anonymous No.23003051]

>>23003038
It's two things I've noticed, a lot of epubs are just ocr from pdfs just done and uploaded en masse by archivists. And then there's a lot of second rate no name publishers who seem to just publish shit versions of books presumably to make a quick buck. If you download the official epub from like penguin or something there's usually no issues, also if you check all the epubs for a book on lib gen (including fiction section) you can usually find one without the errors.

[Anonymous No.23003054]

>>23002738
Take her to the local gloryhole. Women love a bold move like this

[Anonymous No.23003067]

>>23003051
I use AnnasArchive for books. I reckon I'll just need to be more selective when downloading. Still, it's very annoying, and a massive argument against ebooks.

[Anonymous No.23003078]

In the thick of the day's bustle, right there on the piss-stained sidewalk by greasy Joe’s House of Fries, stands my dear sister, Clara. Now, let me paint you a fucking masterpiece - her cheeks puff out like a chipmunk’s stash, and before you can yell "timber!" she’s hunched over, puking up the half-digested remains of what was an attempt at lunch.

As her high-pitched retching serenade reaches its crescendo, the soggy fries hit the pavement with the elegance of a garbage truck dumping its load. Instantly, like the scabby winged rats they are, pigeons dive-bomb, scuffling over the partially reclaimed spuds in a spectacle of feathers and greed. Right there is a low-budget nature documentary unfolding.

Clara wipes her mouth on the back of her sleeve, smearing mascara down her face so she's got this wonderfully trashy Alice Cooper vibe going on. She glances at the birds with a mix of disgust and unintended generosity, those goddamn freeloaders living it up on her regurgitated feast.

"Fuck off, you flying vermin!" she hollers, shooing them with flailing arms that only seem to encourage their vile banquet.

And then there’s me, standing off to the side like a bemused patron of the arts, watching my sister - hands on hips, tits practically jiggling out of her top as she plays the reluctant mother to a flock of shit-hawks. What a fucking day.

"You should charge them for the meal," I quip, grinning like an asshole as she flips me off without missing a beat.

[Anonymous No.23003083]

>>23000562
Because moral-fags enjoy feeling superior to others.
The son who doesn't steal from the cookie jar gets jealous and snitches on his brother to mommy.
Likewise when others see you shitting in the street they are jealous of your freedom so they call the cops

[Anonymous No.23003130]

If I ever get put in Guantanamo Bay and they want to torture me, just have a dork bark all night.
If I could kill this dog without anyone knowing I would. Strangle its faggot neck

[Anonymous No.23003180]

I hace this idea of a story where a modern heavily-americanized englishman discovers old English culture as if it was a foreign country and culture. Like a weeaboo, but for his own country. Has anything like this been wrote?

[Anonymous No.23003312]

Why should I care about or even show up to my faggy make work job? I feel like a cuck for even being told what to do there because it’s such pointless faggy bullshit.

[Anonymous No.23003322]

>>23003312
Money

[Anonymous No.23003328]

I made 8 chili dogs but I only had the appetite for maybe 3 or 4

A plate of chili dogs is like a reverse woman: you get the sex (the first 3-4 dogs you want), but then you have to sit through the date (the subsequent 4-5 dogs you don't). This date is going on forever.

[Anonymous No.23003343]

I'm a shitty onii-chan. I forgot my sister's birthday, didn't get her anything for christmas last year, and never call or text her.

[Anonymous No.23003351]

>>23003328
With buns?

[Anonymous No.23003369]

>>23002920
>>23002944
>>23002966
>>23002979


naaah it's not spam, leave me the fuck alone red banner.

My god, yuck. grow the fuck up guys, and don't use this board if you're below 30. I know it's usually 18 but for good measure, let's raise the bar all the way to 30 because you're fucking embarassing.

[Anonymous No.23003372]

>>23002995
pic related

[Anonymous No.23003378]

Dookie is a gay name for shit

[Anonymous No.23003386]

it is society's fault that i am gay.

[Anonymous No.23003490]

It is un ironically easier for me to walk a dozen miles with 100 pounds of gear than to talk to women.

[Anonymous No.23003559]

>>23003369
girls are ickie

[Anonymous No.23003564]

>>23003312
It's crazy how low skilled and work avoidant the average boomer is, there is no avenue for actual work to get done as long as boomers are the majority of management

[Anonymous No.23003569]

>>23003078
nice

[Anonymous No.23003572]

>>23003564
And then when they die without teaching anyone how to do their jobs all the stuff that barely works won't work at all! lol!

[Anonymous No.23003575]

>>23003572
This has probably already happened, the hardest working boomers have all started dying of stress and heart disease so we are left with the lazy fucks who have chilled out all day everyday for 20+ years

[Anonymous No.23003591]

Should I be worried that my brother turned 30 and has never had a girlfriend? He is otherwise completely normal.

[Anonymous No.23003597]

>>23003569
gpt4-turbo

[Anonymous No.23003599]

>>23003591
nothing to worry about. it's already over

[Anonymous No.23003601]

>>23003322
It’s only enough to keep working, but not to do anything else

[Anonymous No.23003604]

>>23003597
It=Over

[Anonymous No.23003621]

>>22997282
>What’s on your mind, anons?
Death. No philosophic, scientific, or other form of cope can help me with it. Instincts too strong I suppose. Ah well, it is what it is.

[Anonymous No.23003629]

>>23003621
Me too, I need ways I can kill myself. I have about 8 hours before my life is going to crumble and I need to escape, any advice?

[Anonymous No.23003630]

Dad was such a drag..

Every day he’d eat the same kind of food, dress the same, sit in front of the same kind of games..

Yeah, he was just that kind of guy.

But then one day, he goes and kills us all!

He couldn’t even be original about the way he did it.

I’m not complaining… I was dying of boredom anyway

But guess what? I will be coming back, and I’m bringing my new toys with me.

[Anonymous No.23003643]

>>23003629
Why is your life going to crumble cookie

[Anonymous No.23003654]

>>23002585
get used to it bud

[Anonymous No.23003703]

>>23002585
What do you want us to say? you know the solutions, everyone does but you just want to pretend they are wrong to stroke your ego, you think for some reason YOU are not deserving of being a 'loser' in societies eyes even though you have no ambition for the things that constitute winning in society, you just want them handed to you, it's a very feminine mindset which makes me think your hormones/health is poor.

Eat healthier, exercise, stop worrying about feeling bad, stop caring about other people thinking you are a loser, just feel bad and get used to it. Make progress everyday to whatever your goals are whether that is simply 'feeling better' or 'becoming self sufficient' and eventually things will become more bearable

[Anonymous No.23003704]

>>23003643
To keep it brief I might end up being a real embarrassment to everyone that knows me

[Anonymous No.23003705]

Gotta remember that the people I work with are going to be bitchy little faggots sometimes, and that I can't call them faggots or tell them to stop bitching.

[Anonymous No.23003709]

>>23003599
What?

[Anonymous No.23003714]

>>23003704
More details

[Anonymous No.23003715]

>>23003709
What are you confused about? IT'S OVER. The dye has been cast. The ship has sailed. You should have been worried ten years ago.

[Anonymous No.23003717]

Ken Sugimori’s art style in the old Pokémon, and the general vibes from way back then

[Anonymous No.23003728]

>>22998259
gay men love the gym wdym

[Anonymous No.23003739]

>>23003728
It's seriously such a fucking sausage fest, but when some tall thick bitch walks by half way through your set and enables you to access the chimpanzee part of your brain and lift like a god, that's the shit that keeps me going

[Anonymous No.23003746]

>>23003715
Men date and marry in their 40s and 50s. Are you 12?

[Anonymous No.23003750]

>>22999783
i'm a hot sophisticated gay man with a big dick and an eye for fashion who works out 3 times a week and has lawyers and engineers and executives literally begging to worship my body and my mind

i also have cancer, so, you know, life gives and life takes

[Anonymous No.23003752]

Just saw a video on Instagram of some guy and he said shit like "If you feel like you're not enough, list your achievements" and "If you feel like giving up, remember the time you succeeded" so I thought about those two things and genuinely couldn't come up with anything, I've never succeeded and I don't have any achievements under my belt, I'm fucked.

[Anonymous No.23003753]

>>23003717
https://youtu.be/PMvuK60HLbw?si=enlJMldJrVMYU4qg

[Anonymous No.23003754]

>>23000566
I don't get what you're saying

[Anonymous No.23003755]

>>23003746
Not if they are 30 year old virgins you delusional fuck

[Anonymous No.23003757]

>>23000552
What sort of conversations do you hear?
>>23001189
She's probably not that interested

[Anonymous No.23003759]

>>23002738
Coffee

[Anonymous No.23003763]

>>23003754
The men talk over the women during the dates and the women look like they are wondering if the affection they will receive is worth the disrespect of being talked over. Of course this goes back into the whole bad boys discourse and do women really actually like when you treat them like complete garbage, the results have been inconclusive.

[Anonymous No.23003769]

>>23003763
Too much effort to keep talking. I just ask open ended questions and then let them talk. Ask follow-up questions or talk about a similar experience and relate to them in that way. Though, because I'm a little bit spergy, I cut them off every now and then because I can't tell whether they've finished what they're saying or I want to blurt something out before I forget it and otherwise have nothing to respond with

[Anonymous No.23003772]

>>23003755
Don’t think he’s a virgin. Think he lost it when he was a college student. He just doesn’t seriously date. All besides the point because yes, they do. I think you take doomer memes too seriously.

[Anonymous No.23003779]

>>23003772
whatever helps you sleep at night

[Anonymous No.23003780]

>>23003763
It's not exactly the being treated by garbage they like, it's the man being high status they like, treating her like garbage is just one way to trick her into thinking you have high status because it signals you have other women interested in you and don't care about her validation so she will 'like' you more just as a way to get your validation to stroke her own ego, it's not really you or the treating like shit she likes, it's the challenge. If you fake it then eventually she will sense this and not get turned on by being treated like garbage and get bored once she has won the challenge (outside a few whores with the fetish). Basically it's a cheat that can help somewhat in the short term, but to call it something they specifically want is a stretch, it's a short term psychological trick for sleeping with women that later produces huge negative consequences. The number one thing women like is you being high status, what they consider high status might vary, attractive, rich, competent, good father, masculine, emotionally stable etc. there are no secrets, just work harder.

[Anonymous No.23003789]

I made a promise to God to quit porn for good. I've only ever made one promise to God previously (and that was to quit alcohol). I am very serious with these promises. I prayed to him that I would finally rid myself of the sin of looking at porn in hopes that he sends me the perfect soulmate down from heaven. Then, last night I had a dream that I was watching porn. It was pretty vivid and I remember the porn exactly, when I woke up I was extremely relieved that it was just a dream, because I could not believe that I would break my promise so easily and quickly. Thank God it wasn't real.

[Anonymous No.23003798]

>>23003714
Im going to end up being homeless

[Anonymous No.23003800]

>>23003779
Freak

[Anonymous No.23003802]

>>23003789
God bless you and strengthen you in your struggle. Very noble of you.

[Anonymous No.23003809]

>>23003789
Good luck, quitting porn will likely be my goal for next year, i've got enough on my plate for this year.

[Anonymous No.23003837]

>>22998153
wanting to live on easy mode

[Anonymous No.23003847]

I'm doing plumbing on my sink. Ow my knees hurty.

[Anonymous No.23003857]

>>23003591

Is he of normal attractiveness? If he's ugly, I would say it's not surprising. If he's good-looking, then he might be gay. Though there are other reasons why a "normal" man of 30 would never have had a girlfriend (insecurities and so on). Sometimes it could be health issues you don't know about.

[Anonymous No.23003858]

New thread: >>23003856

[Anonymous No.23003862]

>>23003780
>theory #4263 where women get to take the role of ultimate arbiter of whats right and what pursuits are worthwhile

[Anonymous No.23003865]

>>23003798

Is it the fact that you are going to embarass them or that you are going to embarass yourself in their eyes?

Two different things.

[Anonymous No.23004249]

>>23003789
You fags are so funny
>oh god help me i saw a booby! Im so le evil!