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Feels like I died several years ago and now just my body remains like a zombie I walk around and every day it's like a blur, no emotions, no highs, just waiting around to die. Without the prima materia my body has been slowly withering away and I can already feel my organs starting to fail. I also quit all stims and drugs last year and now there is this type of calm that's taken over me like when you know it's over and there is nothing left to say or do because the inevitable draws near.

>> No.22954505

>>22954503
Welcome to your 30s.

>> No.22954515

>>22954503
Jannies got the last one lmao

>> No.22954523

>>22954503
pray to Jesus
acceptance is good anon, but pray and be saved

>> No.22954528

>>22954503
Would you be so kind to give the directions to your tumblr? This post seems out of place for a board like this

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>>22954528
It's right at home here

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>>22954503

>> No.22954651

>>22954503
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tV5fU_P9C-8

>> No.22954700

>>22954503
Do you guys ever think that your continued posting of and identification with stuff like this traps you in this mindset?

>> No.22954765

>>22954700
If you found some dude welded inside an iron cube in the town square would you give him self-help advice?

>> No.22954774

>>22954641
this is a psyop

>> No.22954783

/lit/ - Literature

>> No.22954790

>>22954765
Your "iron cube" is just a story that you tell yourself

>> No.22954807

You could be suffering from a serious medical condition right now
I'm not telling you to get therapy, I'm telling you to go to a doctor to make sure you aren't about to die

>> No.22954812

>>22954807
>If you don't enjoy modern life you are ill

>> No.22954822

>>22954503
Life is so fucking shitty. How can anyone get out of bed know that it's' statistically likely he'll have to do the exact same bloody thing like 18000 more bloody times. Fuck it's dreadful.

Why can't I get the courage to kill myself? Even when mildly drunk as now (I dislike overindulgence) it still seems as impossibly scary as when sober. I just want to fucking sleep forever. What gave anyone the right, the moral gumption to draw this thread-of-life from the abyss? It's just all so shitty. God I wish I had a friend.

>> No.22954838

>>22954765
Are there any trollies involved?

>> No.22954880

If I die, I die. It will be no great loss to the world, and I am thoroughly bored with life. I am like a man yawning at a ball; the only reason he does not go home to bed is that his carriage has not arrived yet.

>> No.22955301

>>22954503
Are (you) a Jehovah's Witness? This is a major aspect of that religion's theology.

>> No.22955305

>>22954783
/thread

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>>22954641
This is the first step of regeneration. The next step is to begin fasting, praying (particularly keeping the Liturgy of the Hours), going on retreats to monestaries, meditating, contemplation, reading the Greeks, reading the Patristics, reading the Saints, tithing, sleeping in the floor, and ultimately it culminates in monastic vows or marriage. These are the most important steps, the first true steps towards illumination, theosis, and diefication.

Think about all the neet/incels who could have had lives filled with beauty if they had realized their fate and chosen to become Cistercians or Carthusians instead? Rather than looking at their 23rd hour of porn in a week they could be contemplating the Beautiful, the Good, and the True, the divine and eternal Logos.

Pic related, Thomas Merton's hermit shack.