Write What's On Your Mind

[Anonymous No.22936591]

Pyramids edition
previous >>22932913

[Anonymous No.22936596]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMV31MWIjLE

[Anonymous No.22936598]

I wish we could all be friends, and we are, but we're also enemies. I don't like this state of affairs, but I contribute to it anyway. Sorry frens.

[Anonymous No.22936599]

l hate my dreams

[Anonymous No.22936611]

>>22936598
shut up bitch

[Anonymous No.22936613]

>>22936598
Keep talking bitch

[Anonymous No.22936616]

>>22936599
Why?

[Anonymous No.22936618]

>>22936616
too many people from my past appear in them and l'd rather not think about them

[Anonymous No.22936619]

>>22936591
>when listening to a song, he imagines himself playing or singing

This is a telltale sign of a certain personality disorder

[Anonymous No.22936621]

Was reading reviews for the store I used to work at. One of them was about this gorgeous girl I worked with, praising her for being an angel. She was so cute. Wish I had sexually harassed her in the work place.

[Anonymous No.22936623]

>>22936611
>>22936613
Bye, frens.

[Anonymous No.22936625]

>>22936619
No it isn't

[Anonymous No.22936637]

>>22936598
I'm not your fucking enemy.

[Anonymous No.22936640]

two days i read something interesting, this character said it in the novel i'm reading:
whatever you really want, however outlandish it may seem when the idea's new to you, do it, and you'll feel better.
on the elementary level, if you're thirsty you ought to drink, it'll do you good. obvious.

blake said 'sooner murder an infant in its cradle than nurse unacted desires'.

[Anonymous No.22936643]

>>22936591
---- Solaria ----
2038
Infrastructure

A few nights ago

In bed I listened to about six faraway freight trains passing,
Each one distinct in horn and overall rumble.

About a half million tons must have whispered by
This week, while I wasn't listening,

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Shw35IT5bY0&list=RDMMZuxgRiRxzeY&index=8

[Anonymous No.22936650]

I did a thing, could you tear it to shreds? Or maybe praise it? Who knows?
ESL lit, coming through.
https://pastebin.com/k50cQz84

[Anonymous No.22936660]

>>22936650
>I did a thing
don't ever say that

[Anonymous No.22936661]

do you ever wonder if the /lit/ canon authors are friends

[Anonymous No.22936669]

>>22936661
In hell you mean?

[Anonymous No.22936679]

This board is more Christian than most from what I gather. I'm sure that we will have reading circles in our Father's kingdom soon. I just hope you guys don't make me read too much Kafka lol

[Anonymous No.22936686]

Man all I want to do is idly philosophize about the mysteries of existence. I don't want to participate in this bogus economy.

[Anonymous No.22936690]

Christianity is OVER
The Cult of American Jesus is reading Revelations under the guidance of a recovering meth addict with a 10th grade reading level named Pastor Mike who has Jew fever and Satan fever and Musim fever and is just straight up itching for a fucken apocalypse," I believe ladies in gentlemen" he says solemnly then smiles, "that these are the trials and tribulations" and then all shout "Amen" and "Yessir" and "Tell it pastor!" and the name of the fucken church is "Life Harvest Worship Community" at the end of a strip mall where Subway used to be, and I get the feeling these are the Cannibals come again from the times of old, they are in ecstasy dreaming of rivers of blood, of revenge, on their idiotic parents, on their whorish moms, on their low paying bullshit jobs, on all the fuckers who screwed them with a smile, on the fucking Mexicans and the fucking terrorists KILL EM ALL

[Anonymous No.22936699]

>>22936686
This is why we need the Middle Ages back. Autists go in monasteries or become priests, and hang out and philosophize all day, performing public services (rituals, sermons) in exchange. Men of the world, James "once-born" types, become non-usurious businessmen and patrons of the arts. Homosexuals, neurotics, and a subset of autists can become artists and receive patronage, and their idiosyncrasies are also kept in check by the priestly caste.

We just need someone to combine the Arts & Crafts Movement with esoteric Hitlerism to get this started.

[Anonymous No.22936701]

>>22936669
like all the /lit/ guys who have published books, do you think theyre buddies

[Anonymous No.22936706]

>>22936591
Got myself into a casual relationship with a cute girl over the past couple weeks. Nothing serious but I haven't really felt like this in almost 5 years, these new feelings are a little overwhelming but I'm hoping that we're taking it nice and slow. We had sex yesterday so I'm not sure if taking it slow is out the window, but I wouldn't necessarily say having sex means we're serious. I hope this works out, she seems quite wonderful so far and I definitely see us getting serious later on. It has only been about two weeks though, so I gotta keep my expectations in check.

[Anonymous No.22936708]

>>22936706
>These tomcat feelings I dont understand

[Anonymous No.22936716]

My girlfriend likes the smell of my pee. She's not the one.

[Anonymous No.22936719]

>>22936699
Truly, this world is not fit for me. When you realize there is not a single patch of this dirt that is free, free from the evils of money, when you realize that everything human is enthralled by its demiurgic power, it's hard not to despair. It drags everyone along on their courses like some invisible magnet. Nobody is free from money. Not even the rich. Nick Land was clued in about it when he describes capital being a sort of lovecraftian abberation. We're dealing with something inhuman.

Monasteries are cool , although my dream fantasy would be something like a pocket universe that only I can enter and exit. When I wish to be among lesser beings and walk the earth, I exit my portal. Otherwise I will be left to my studies and the important work of the universe in my extra-dimensional sanctum. But no, reality has to be lame. This lameness...cosmic mundanity, is its signature feature. Ever wonder why?

[Anonymous No.22936726]

>>22936686
Why not become a NEET? I've been one for 10 years now. Never had a job, never even purchased anything myself. I just ask my parents for things.

[Anonymous No.22936731]

>>22936719
This world is perfectly fit for communist retards to advance the agendas of power centralizers

[Anonymous No.22936741]

I wish I could get my big story out into the world. I suppose in theory I could just dump it onto Amazon, or put it up serially on my Substack. But I'm hesitant to be so cavalier with it. This story is my baby, and I think it's genuinely good. I don't just want to do whatever with it, I want to release it into the world in a way that people will see it and read it.

I think /lit/ would like it, too. I think you guys would enjoy this story of mine.

[Anonymous No.22936742]

>>22936726
I've done my share of NEETing, though it comes with its own share of troubles. You're dependent on the largesse of others and as a way to get through the days it becomes less viable as you age. The probability of suddenly becoming homeless increases. My parents are ailing and will likely be dead in ten years, and I would go insane living with them. What would be really nice is superfluously rich friends who see my vision and are willing to provide me a modest stipend like the renaissance patrons of the past. Alas, I've known a few superfluously rich people and most of them, like most people generally, struggle to see the value in philosophy. I wish I had the cunning charisma of a Rasputin. Persuasion is the only skill you need in life.

[Anonymous No.22936753]

>>22936731
Are you one of those touched "recognizing how deranged and stressful contemporary capitalism makes someone a communist" guys?

[Anonymous No.22936758]

I keep thinking of my ex girlfriend. I don't think anyone ever loved me as much as she did and I left her for God (she wasn't religious and I have trauma with atheists gfs). She was kind, funny and loving. I hate myself sometimes. Most of the time, maybe.

[Anonymous No.22936764]

>>22936716
you might want to consider getting your blood checked

[Anonymous No.22936771]

>>22936753
>communist retard thinks because communist retards have a million different words for being a communist retard means he is not, in fact, a retard
What do you know about economics at all

[Anonymous No.22936775]

>>22936591
---- Solaria ----
2039
Sensuous

The feeling of being one with machinery
Almost lithe as the human eye
Or its wishing.

The incredible ornateness of ordinary summer fields
Or any glass relaxing into frost
Finer than all couture.

[Anonymous No.22936779]

>>22936764
No she's just gross.

[Anonymous No.22936787]

>>22936771
Enough to know things could be different, better.

[Anonymous No.22936789]

>>22936787
Yeah ok dumb commy retard hide away like the retard you know you are

[Anonymous No.22936793]

>>22936789
Shouldn't you be asleep wagie? Or maybe go buy another NFT with your life savings. :^)

[Anonymous No.22936795]

>>22936591
Zoomer literary culture is quite interesting to say the least

[Anonymous No.22936797]

>>22936795

[Anonymous No.22936799]

>>22936793
Shouldn’t you be killing yourself? You really should kill yourself. And I don’t mean that in like a lots of people are bad but you, you in particular should kill yourself kind of way. I mean that in a lots of people should kill themselves and you are one of them kind of way. Imagine being so fucking stupid like you and going on like you actually have some semblance of intelligence. I mean that in a if you weren’t so retarded and could see what a retard you are you would tell yourself to kill yourself too kind of way you should kill yourself kind of way.

[Anonymous No.22936802]

Buddhism categorizes the entirety of phenomenal existence in the Untouchable caste. "Universal compassion" is just sublimated contempt.

[Anonymous No.22936803]

>>22936793
Shouldn’t you be killing yourself? You really should kill yourself. And I don’t mean that in like a lots of people are bad but you, you in particular should kill yourself kind of way. I mean that in a lots of people should kill themselves and you are one of them kind of way. Imagine being so fucking stupid like you and going on like you actually have some semblance of intelligence. I mean that in a if you weren’t so retarded and could see what a retard you are you would tell yourself to kill yourself too you should kill yourself kind of way.

[Anonymous No.22936805]

>>22936799
Go watch Andrew Tate. You bore me.

[Anonymous No.22936806]

>>22936805
>>22936803

[Anonymous No.22936809]

>>22936805
What entertains you you brainless sack of popular media guzzling shit

[Anonymous No.22936814]

Literally why don’t leftists kill themselves, what keeps them going on their sneaky hide away lives, knowing they cannot ever put themselves forward about their beliefs where they can be challenged? What encourages them to continue to try and put forth their thoughts and way of life that cannot hold up to the slightest bit of scrutiny? What motivates these rat like people to try and even have thoughts while protecting themselves from any falsifiability? Are they just confused? Do they see people thinking real thoughts and assume they have some inborn right to join?

[Anonymous No.22936825]

ME AND MY FUCKING GUN

[Anonymous No.22936829]

Reminder that this sort of thing
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/qoENBmbtOA0
will replace all human culture very shortly, and that what you consider to be "normal" is 5% of world culture at best and quickly dying

The future of humanity is minorities going XDDDD!!!! JUAEJUIEAUHEJAHUEA XDDD AIIII XDD >_<!!!! XPP!!!! and making fart and slap sounds

[Anonymous No.22936857]

>>22936829
The future of humanity is war.

[Anonymous No.22936879]

>>22936591
---- Solaria ----
2040
Home Theatre

It's a bit like being Marie in a bed by a balcony
Because you can leave it on all the time
Attenuated as you will.

It's a bit like living just aside a dream that never ends.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8E4DLUIVPLA&list=RDMMZuxgRiRxzeY&index=4

[Anonymous No.22936882]

Should I go shave?

[Anonymous No.22936892]

>>22936882
Probably.

[Anonymous No.22936895]

>>22936892
Already did
instantly looked half a decade younger despite it not being that long.

[Anonymous No.22936954]

>>22936591
---- Solaria ----
2041
Strange Bacchanal

Conditions in my rooms are so frozen in their mildness
That it's a kind of ecstasy to loiter where

Heat and light seem the same.

[Anonymous No.22937044]

>>22936591
I wonder how many things are just lost in jungles, deserts, and tundras. How many cities, forts, burial, treasures, peoples, and entire civilizations have been swallowed by the sands, the snows and the roots?
I wish to one day find at least one of these lost things. Adventure is not dead yet.
>>22936690
Nothing is ever over
There is no closure
no fullfilment, no release
You'll have to trust me on this.

[Anonymous No.22937049]

>>22937044
>I wonder how many things are just lost in jungles, deserts, and tundras. How many cities, forts, burial, treasures, peoples, and entire civilizations have been swallowed by the sands, the snows and the roots?
A lot, here's one example. https://www.smithsonianmag.com/science-nature/lost-cities-of-the-amazon-discovered-from-the-air-180980142/

[Anonymous No.22937057]

If I said "disco ballbag" would you laugh?

[Anonymous No.22937073]

>>22937044
I wonder if in the future when looking back at our current century
they'll just see a steep drop in information as data don't persist like physical things
so it'll be like this void of information that's just missing and unobtainable forever

[Anonymous No.22937075]

>>22937049
The biggest buddhist temple ever built was lost in the Jungle for the better part of a thousand years until it was found by an expedition sent by a brit who heard there ruins in the Jungle.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Borobudur#:~:text=Borobudur%20is%20the%20largest%20Buddhist,Vesak%20Day%20at%20the%20monument.

[Anonymous No.22937081]

>>22937073
I don't like to think aboout that. It's best to be optimistic at times.
>>22937057
No, Harrier DuBois, I would not.

[Anonymous No.22937086]

>>22937075
This sort of IRL Indiana Jones shit is so cool to me.

[Anonymous No.22937089]

>>22937044
I’m certain there’s an absurd amount, hell, how much is still just sitting a few feet under the foundations in Rome alone? I hope there’s a cave somewhere filled with lost manuscripts, no reason to think there isn’t

[Anonymous No.22937104]

>>22937089
I woul give my kingdom for an entire copy of the epic cycle and Claudius' Etruscan dictionary.
Something I really do hope to see is that we find a cave with the Manichean holy texts stuffed in a barrel somewhere in South China.
There is still a lot to discover.

[Anonymous No.22937133]

All of human knowledge rests just on sand and ash
but its not polite to say so in these parts.
Kuhn, he got the science and Godel got the math
so it seems that all we're left with is the arts.

Husserl he said one day, the dream is done and through,
but some fools kept it going for a couple more years...
Then everybody worth a jot fled in world war two,
instead of apodictic science, we got tears.

Quine mucked up our meanings and Sellars got our eyes,
and the French guys mostly made me real confused...
Its probably the problem with problems of this size:
What's your proof there's anything we need to prove?

[Anonymous No.22937138]

>>22937104
>Manichean holy texts
Please do tell.

[Anonymous No.22937155]

>>22937138
Just a full copy of the holy texts of Manicheanism. I hope they do appear, some day. Pretty sure it's one of the few holy books to be both written and illustrated by the prophet it's about. Or would be, if we have complete copies.

[Anonymous No.22937187]

>>22936814
They live for a Black person to give them a fistbump and say
>you one of the good ones white boy

[Anonymous No.22937216]

A job application is asking me if I can work Sundays, I think I'm gonna write "I am not able to work on Sundays due to long outstanding pre-established personal obligations" Really it's just that I want to sit around and watch the UFC.

[Anonymous No.22937225]

The man who usually drinks his bread has gone from sitting across from me to besides me.
My heart rate just shot up when he started eating/drinking.
I'm impressed I didn't storm out of the office.
Also came to the shocking discovery that he doesn't even drink tea or coffee when his mouth is full of bread. It's just some juice which makes it even worse.

[Anonymous No.22937258]

>in work environment where I'm surrounded by 18/19 year old girls
>explicitly banned from any non work related contact with them due to position/rank and workplace policies against fraternization (military)
Im gonna go insane

[Anonymous No.22937314]

>>22937258
Shieeeeet. I guess it does make sense, you are in a position of power over them. My condolences.

[Anonymous No.22937321]

>>22936591
I am desire hamborgar and onion ring with big coka-col.

[Anonymous No.22937324]

>>22937225
>drinks his bread
What does this mean? He has a lunch beer?

[Anonymous No.22937348]

I need to have my balls crushed by a qt petite blonde girl.

[Anonymous No.22937372]

>>22937321
Sir, this is /lit/

[Anonymous No.22937436]

You think it would be fruitless to start a small publishing company? Obviously, platforms like Substack are occasionally ultra-successful but for the most part, literary magazines, even exclusively online are struggling.

[Anonymous No.22937458]

>>22937324
No it's a guy who takes a bite of his sandwich (can be anything on it from cheese to strawberry jam) and then immediately takes a big sip of his drink while the bread is fully in his mouth, not a piece swallowed. You barely see him chew so I it's big chunks of bread being drank.
It disturbs me

[Anonymous No.22937461]

>>22936758
You did right in the long run, methinks

[Anonymous No.22937470]

>>22937225
Say it to his face, coward.

[Anonymous No.22937473]

>>22936758
Is she still single? Why don’t you want to reach out to her? Did you just figure it was an impossibility that she would ever come to the church?

[Anonymous No.22937479]

>>22936699
> combine the arts & crafts movement with esoteric hitlerism
What the hell does this have to do with medieval monasteries, which by the way, did not offer a life of sleeping in everyday and pondering about God until night. It was a strict regime of service that included manual labor and even fighting if necessary.

[Anonymous No.22937483]

>>22936686
The closest you can get is a successful writer. Even tenured academics have obligations to research and teaching.

[Anonymous No.22937488]

>>22937470
I looks like something he's been doing since he was very young. I don't see it going well telling him I think it's revolting to look at.
I just try to not be in the office when he's eating. Either going on the site or go to the bathroom and play bloons 5 until I think he's done eating.

[Anonymous No.22937492]

>>22937458
stop fixating on this guy. look away dipshit

[Anonymous No.22937516]

>>22937492
I'm not fixating. We're in a office container (we're in construction) so it's small and there is no other place to look.
I'll get by just leaving when he eats but sometimes I can't and I'll vent here.

[Anonymous No.22937524]

>>22936598
I have no enemies. *kisses you*

[Anonymous No.22937526]

The currently highest rated novel with over 1,000 reviews on Goodreads is a damn fantasy novel written by Brandon Sanderson.

[Anonymous No.22937528]

what a cop out. Steppenwolf talks to a girl and has sex and now life is OK. holy fucking cope. you ain't fooling me Hesse.

[Anonymous No.22937530]

>>22937473
I think you could have worked it out better, like respecting each other's creeds and not invading each other's spiritual spaces. If you think things can still be fixed you should try reaching out to her

[Anonymous No.22937539]

>>22937528
No really thats all it takes

[Anonymous No.22937544]

Ive been ridiculously horny the past few days

[Anonymous No.22937545]

>>22937526
Is goodreads good place for discussion or its just an echo-chamber?

[Anonymous No.22937567]

>>22937545
Don’t know. I don’t use it. I just check lists and reviews sometimes.

[Anonymous No.22937569]

>>22937530
The spiritual space is not some subjective personal space. You have a personal relationship with an objective God. A marriage between a Christian and atheist will never work, and is not even sanctioned in a Christian context. A marriage partner need not be a zealot or a professed believer, but to profess the antithesis renders it totally untenable. It excludes mutual understanding of the very nature of reality.

[Anonymous No.22937571]

>>22937528
Europeans are extremely materialistic and shallow, far more than Americans actually. I wouldn’t be surprised if he really thought getting laid was the cure to an existential crisis.

[Anonymous No.22937583]

>>22937539
yeah every 50 year old hermit should just find a 20 year old manic pixie dream girl prostitute to do opium with, that will fox every problem forever and isn't a delusional spiritual cop out

[Anonymous No.22937586]

>>22937571
>far more than Americans actually
impossible

[Anonymous No.22937621]

Sometimes I think about how cathartic it would be if when I'm dead my friend finally reads that book I've wanted him to read for ages.

[Anonymous No.22937623]

>>22937583
in a way.
it's the one subject (and one subject only) of all real poetry.
water to water, ark again to ark,
from woman back to woman

[Anonymous No.22937626]

>>22937583
I think that if I got a girlfriend I could be happy for a good number of years before it gets old. Shes probably over it all already just by being a girl though and would dump me for being just happy.

[Anonymous No.22937634]

>>22937621
What book do you want him to read?

[Anonymous No.22937647]

>>22937583
Hesse writes a bunch of Indian bullshit. he is a liar and just coping with the reality of nihilism.

[Anonymous No.22937648]

>>22937634
Brothers Karamazov

[Anonymous No.22937653]

>>22936591
There is this strange impulse among certain right wingers on the internet to become a sort of cosplay of some previous thing. Whether it be a moderate pretending to be a cowboy and gatekeeping what's acceptable, or some anonymous account affecting the views and demeanor of a WASP nativist, Le based catholic Crusader, a pious germanic Lutheran, a Jihadist, Dharmic pagan, American exceptionalist, or a British imperialist, they are all guilty of grave robbery. They dwell in the past and pointlessly interpret a role from a time that has long since passed. It's an utterly sad state of affairs. I think it might be over for us at this point.

[Anonymous No.22937658]

>>22937623
my problem with the book is that he is writing it like it isn't just the sex and opium that is changing the Steppenwolfs perspective on life. he isn't being honest.
he sets up this intellectual cynic with the intent of setting up a path to redemption through unification of some 1000 part soul, but it's a cheap resolution, I'm more convinced by the wolf's thoughts than whatever Hindu hippy shit Hesse tries to preach. the steppenwolf was right in his contempt for the world.

[Anonymous No.22937671]

>>22937653
What about the Aryans?

[Anonymous No.22937680]

>>22937671
Cosplaying as an aryan barbarian is probably twice as sad as cosplaying as a Puritan. Unless you are talking about something else in which case please explain.
>>22937653
Addendum, maybe a few of the legitimate old types still exist. Even though I doubt it, the possibility is always there.

[Anonymous No.22937681]

>>22936591
I woke up this morning realizing just how long it's been since I've had sex. Very strange.
Nah it can't be that long I thought, then I did the math and yes it has been that long.

[Anonymous No.22937687]

>>22937681
what? like a month?

[Anonymous No.22937688]

>>22937648
Have you suggested that he listens to it in audiobook form?

[Anonymous No.22937690]

I would do anything to be able to do things differently

[Anonymous No.22937695]

>>22937680
> Unless you are talking about something else in which case please explain
Aryan means honourable man, a man worth of dignity and respect and who knows how to get it when he doesn't receive what he is owed by the others

[Anonymous No.22937697]

>>22937583
It would fix my problems desu

[Anonymous No.22937703]

>>22937653
I just want my taxes low, the immigrants gone, and china cucked. Is that too much to ask for?

[Anonymous No.22937705]

>>22937658
Okay incel

[Anonymous No.22937712]

>>22937695
>The readiness to sacrifice one's personal work and, if necessary, even one's life for others shows its most highly developed form in the Aryan race. The greatness of the Aryan is not based on his intellectual powers, but rather on his willingness to devote all his faculties to the service of the community. Here the instinct for self-preservation has reached its noblest form; for the Aryan willingly subordinates his own ego to the common weal and when necessity calls he will even sacrifice his own life for the community.
hitler called aryans retards lmao

[Anonymous No.22937715]

>>22937688
I brought up the idea of using AI to narrate it with the voice of one Youtuber he likes. He'd listen to it only then. I'm unironically making that but the result isn't satisfactory yet.

[Anonymous No.22937716]

>>22937712
Only women and niggers are selfish, I see nothing wrong here.

[Anonymous No.22937718]

>>22937716
The chinese are the highest form of aryan, clearly.

[Anonymous No.22937720]

>>22937695
That type of man is pretty much extinct.
>>22937703
No, and I think it's a fairly decent game plan as long as you don't start jerking off about muh WASP nashun n'sheit.
But to be fair the "Immigrants gone" thing would probably take a while.

[Anonymous No.22937727]

>>22937720
I come from a long tradition of an Irish family wishing it was English. I think I'm the most qualified to larp as a wasp.

[Anonymous No.22937728]

>>22937703
China is the only hope for the future, and they aren’t a very good one.

[Anonymous No.22937729]

I wrote this as a joke in a McCarthy thread, but I'm really starting to like it. I can't write like this in my native tongue. Does anyone know how that nigger-book with a word count if 40% being nigger ended up?
>The nigger left his hermitage and walked down the downtrodden path along ramshackle tincan dwellings and destitute fences and wired clothing lines on his way to quench his negro thirst among his fellow negros at the pumping station. Obsidian scion, cursed to wander the earth. 30 silver dollars slapping against his hip, witness of his grand betrayal yet the promise of salvation. Knoxville reeks of nigger piss condom in the river dead cat kicked by worn boot bats flattering around negroes singing their antediluvian chants suck ass dick ass nigger. The white man's burden

[Anonymous No.22937732]

/lit/ is extremely pretentious and gay

[Anonymous No.22937734]

>>22937729
I liked it too

[Anonymous No.22937737]

>>22937718
'The Chinese' why not 'the Chinese man' hmm something doesn't add up here
>>22937720
> That type of man is pretty much extinct
What should replace it?

[Anonymous No.22937739]

>>22937658
clearly not

[Anonymous No.22937741]

ordered a pizza from this place but i just remembered their pizzas are shit !

[Anonymous No.22937752]

what are you listening to?

[Anonymous No.22937755]

>>22937727
All I was saying is that as long as you don't try to fight battles your great-grandparents lost it would be fine. Not that you shouldn't do some wasp-larp.
>>22937737
I don't know. Isn't that the magic of this new age?

[Anonymous No.22937756]

>>22937752
Taylor Swift music

[Anonymous No.22937758]

>>22937756
which track
shocked and disturbed by how much i like cruel summer, antihero, karma

[Anonymous No.22937765]

>>22937737
You're right. I forgot the traditional term Chinaman.

[Anonymous No.22937766]

>>22937755
> I don't know. Isn't that the magic of this new age?
Specifically if you can't be a self-sacrificing, honourable Aryan what are you?

[Anonymous No.22937768]

>>22937752
Styxhexenhammer rambling through the daily news

[Anonymous No.22937773]

>>22937765
dude, chinaman is not the preferred nomenclature, asian-american, please

[Anonymous No.22937782]

>>22937773
Not all asiamen are chinamen you fucking bigot

[Dylan No.22937789]

I wish people would stop assuming that I'm named after Bob Dylan

[Anonymous No.22937796]

>>22937782
its a line from a movie

[Anonymous No.22937800]

>>22937796
What moobie

[Anonymous No.22937814]

What colour are my eyes

[Anonymous No.22937828]

>>22937814
Blue. If you want to be gay about it you could say aqua. What about mine?

[Anonymous No.22937830]

>>22937752
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjiQX74gqpk

The track 'Lightsleeper' is hypnotic

[Anonymous No.22937831]

>>22937752
https://invidious.drgns.space/watch?v=ke3LtfDnlJY

[Anonymous No.22937858]

you might get cancer if you never masturbate

[Anonymous No.22937860]

>>22937800
big lebowski

[Anonymous No.22937862]

>>22937858
My supplement addiction is either going to give me cancer anyway or make me immune to cancer

[Anonymous No.22937867]

>>22937828
green, but really both our eyes look more grey

[Anonymous No.22937868]

>>22937858
Its okay I plan on seppuku anyway

[Anonymous No.22937869]

>>22937858
How many men are there anyways who haven't coomed for 30+ years to substantially verify this made up bias?

[Anonymous No.22937871]

>>22937867
I can kind of see what you mean, but your blue has too much depth to be gray.

[Anonymous No.22937888]

>>22937869
I got ED after spinal surgery. If I live for 30 more years I'll post results.

[Anonymous No.22937890]

I live alone, eat meals alone, come home from work alone, work out alone, participate in my hobbies alone, and go to sleep alone. I think I've become to used to it that anything else is highly improbable. I might be objectively ugly and repulsive or I might be objectively fairly attractive but I'll never know because I don't really have the social functions to even find out. Other people fascinate me sometimes, infuriate me sometimes, I care about them and their wellbeing, but I simply don't have the understanding necessary to really have relationships with them the way other people seem to.

[Anonymous No.22937895]

>>22937766
Me? Nothing in particular, I'm just waiting to die at this point. I hope something better comes though. Time always goes forward, fortunately.

[Anonymous No.22937900]

>>22937890
>to used to
so used to**

[Anonymous No.22937901]

>>22937895
So you admit that you are worthless untermensch?

[Anonymous No.22937907]

>>22937901
>t. Unemployed teenager who just discovered evola

[Anonymous No.22937914]

>>22937907
Weak projection.

[Anonymous No.22937925]

>>22937914
What do you do for a living

[Anonymous No.22937929]

i still believe in your eyes

[Anonymous No.22937934]

drinking again

[Anonymous No.22937935]

You can't hide your lyin' eyes

[Anonymous No.22937941]

Need to get the creative process flowing and growing. Not talking about my penis. Any good boooks on overcoming the blockades?

[Anonymous No.22937949]

>>22937925
I'm a tradesman in physically taff and dangerous jobs, for small pays and unreasonably long overhours.
What do you do?

[Anonymous No.22937951]

>>22937901
Yes, most people are. You might be too. Most people in societies like these are yeast or some other type of malformation. Including the people robbing corpses to cope with the current state of the world. The re-ordering of the world will be damn painful.

[Anonymous No.22937956]

>>22937949
Lol and you call others "untermenschen"

[Anonymous No.22937957]

>>22937949
Not him but.
Haha, farm animal.

[Anonymous No.22937958]

>>22937949
So you're a common day laborer. Sorry Jose, you may not use my baño. Get back to work.

[Anonymous No.22937959]

>>22937951
I envy people in the future. I wish I could see what the world will turn into.

[Anonymous No.22937960]

I feel like the US is in for a rude awakening when every other virile young man considers themselves the protagonist in their own movie above menial work unbefitting their grand ambitions and idealism they struggle to even articulate, if not out right pampered laziness.
Have you talked to middle aged parents? Seems every suburban family has a fuck up shut in son that just "likes going on the computer" and has a degree they don't use.
I just see so many jobs and occupations held by aging boomers and I look around and have no idea who the fuck is going to step up and replace them even they had the competency to do so which they don't. Next 20 years gonna be interesting. Decade of the Jamaican nurse and all that

[Anonymous No.22937965]

>>22937687
More like 1 month x (high number)
This new perspective of mine may go a long way in getting me to do something with my life.
I think part of my problem was that I was a sex haver for a long time on a very consistent basis, then it stopped, so I honestly wasn't missing it that much. Now I can safely say it's been too long.

[Anonymous No.22937981]

>>22937960
There really isn't much for them out there anyway. Or me, truly said.

[Anonymous No.22937982]

>>22937956
>>22937957
>>22937958
The sjw faggot untermensch seethe.
I'm a self-sacrificing Aryan gaining philosophical insights while you get to have a nice office workplace you can be a faggot ass in.
Win win ;)

[Anonymous No.22937986]

>>22937982
Good goy. Be sure to pay your taxes.

[Anonymous No.22937993]

>>22937982
I'm a student, my workhorse friend. Work has no philosophical insights, only aching muscles. Socrates might have been accussed of being a boor, but he wasn't.

[Anonymous No.22938009]

>>22937986
>>22937993
It's funny how house goys make fun of the field goys while they are virtually in the same position. Still doing work, still paying taxes.

[Anonymous No.22938018]

>>22938009
Quick turn around from "you're an untermensch!" to "um ackshually we're just the same."
Theres nothing impressive about being a day laborer.

[Anonymous No.22938026]

>>22938018
No, there's not, but doing dangerous, life-risking jobs is more Aryan than sitting in some faggot office drinking latte.

[Anonymous No.22938027]

>>22938009
Sounds butthurt.
ANyway, I don't have anyproblem with manual laborers. But Aryan Ubermenschen they are not.

[Anonymous No.22938038]

>>22938026
Some fine intellectuals on Shitter.com would disagree and go "Umm akshually back breaking physical labor is for pre-aryan EEF matriarchal bugmen".

[Anonymous No.22938042]

>>22938026
Patching drywall isn't dangerous

[Anonymous No.22938047]

>>22938038
> matriarchal
Never existed, there has never been such a thing as a 'matriarchal' society. Definetly not in a wide-scaled sense.

[Anonymous No.22938061]

I don't enjoy reading very much, but I feel forced to enjoy it as people will think I am a retard if I tell them I don't enjoy books.

[Anonymous No.22938082]

>>22938047
pre-greeks were

[Anonymous No.22938094]

>>22938082
You asked for it, they were finnfuck aboriginals, but they definetly weren't matriarchal. That's Jewish bias made up in the last 20 years, quite ironic that slopchanners were the first to fall for it.

[Anonymous No.22938115]

Just finished reading a 1000 page tome and now I feel empty

[Anonymous No.22938120]

>>22938094
robert graves wrote about it 70 years ago

[Anonymous No.22938121]

>>22938115
empty?

[Anonymous No.22938172]

>>22938120
I think Robert Graves is full of shit.

[Anonymous No.22938195]

>>22936599
I don't think ive ever had a bad dream in my life, its always amazing shit. Sometimes even feels like ive had an epiphany waking up

[Anonymous No.22938242]

The faculty union has decided to call a strike starting the first week of classes. Nice, I paid four thousand dollars so tenured communists can take a vacation while demanding I pay more.

[Anonymous No.22938315]

Their dread cruelties in vast array are unfolded daily before my eyes

[Anonymous No.22938344]

>>22936591
SAME OLD GAME
LOVE IN VAIN
AND MILES AND MILES AND MILES AND MILES AND MILES
AWAY FROM HOME AGAIN

[Anonymous No.22938359]

being khv in 30s.. hurts

[Anonymous No.22938395]

>>22938061
Why are you here?

[Anonymous No.22938423]

Just posted on /sci/ telling them not to post on /lit/. There's too many of them here. Get out.

[Anonymous No.22938447]

>>22936591
I genuinely wish that every single time I looked I didn’t find a Jew behind all our problems. I really wish that, but it’s every. single. time. They truly are this monolith. They are this monstrous force of history.

I wish I could make them all Christian. I wish I could undo all the animosity between us but I can’t, they won’t let that happen.

[Anonymous No.22938458]

>>22938359
preaching to the choir brotha, try not to think about it. repress it as deep down as you can. bury it. pour cemet on top. irradiate the land and move far away.

[Anonymous No.22938461]

>>22936719
I feel like you're some kind of literal wizard, who indeed does possess the things he claims not to, wryly pointing me to something that's right under my nose but that I might go my entire wretched life without discovering.

[Anonymous No.22938493]

Aliens are real and humanity is slowly realizing it. Should be fun. We are about to learn what parts of our religions were accurate. Small minds will struggle. Christians will be on literal suicide watch and likely will lash out with violence. And Our Lady of Fatima was a mass sighting. I was getting hella bored and frustrated in this capitalist IQ100 paradise retard world we have made, I am glad things are getting interesting and possibilities are openning up.

[Anonymous No.22938522]

this new iphone is so good

[Anonymous No.22938523]

"While I jerked... Queequeg... he jerked it so, that I came"
Real quote from Moby Dick

[Anonymous No.22938555]

>>22937982
Doing hard work for low pay isn't necessarily "self-sacrificing," in most cases it's done for no real reason and is just stupidity or desperation

[Anonymous No.22938666]

>>22936591
Still searching for recc letters. I have now sent emails out to 30 some teachers in addition to trying to contact them on LinkedIn.
Out of 30, one has responded positively.
I wish the others would at least tell me if they aren't willing rather than leaving me hanging.
It's so over.

[Anonymous No.22938677]

>>22938493
Source?

[Anonymous No.22938692]

>>22938677
Not him but Charles Upton, Cracks in the Great Wall

[Anonymous No.22938706]

>>22937960
Fuck, this is literally me down to the details.

[Anonymous No.22938767]

I had another public meltdown today. At this point it's becoming a regular thing. I have an angry outburst and act like an enraged moron or cry for everyone to see at least once every two weeks. I'm a fucking embarrassment

[Anonymous No.22938777]

>>22938767
That is pretty embarrassing
>>22938706
Me too. How did you end up like that?

[Anonymous No.22938786]

>>22938767
BPD?

[Anonymous No.22938808]

>>22936591
HR departments should be strung up by their intestines

[Anonymous No.22938828]

finished steppenwolf. it sucked.

[Anonymous No.22938838]

>>22937960
>Seems every suburban family has a fuck up shut in son that just "likes going on the computer" and has a degree they don't use.
Me irl. I am the main character. And if I don't get the respect I naturally deserve, then you all will suffer with me.
Sorry that's just the way the cookie crumbles

[Anonymous No.22938845]

>>22938808
HR exists to enact humiliation rituals. It's 99% spiteful cunts relishing their petty power over others

[Anonymous No.22938850]

>>22938777
Checked, but you're an idiot if you think you know how you "ended" up the way you did.

[Anonymous No.22938875]

>>22938850
Why? Cant you trace the arc of your life to where you are today?

[Anonymous No.22938892]

>>22938767
>cry for everyone to see

are you female?

[Anonymous No.22938896]

all of my suffering, and contempt for the world would vaporize if I just had sex

[Anonymous No.22938899]

>>22938666

If all else fails, try forging some. Or let me write you one.

[Anonymous No.22938918]

>>22936591
There are at least 3 interpretations of The Devil Went Down To Georgia. Can you name them?

[Anonymous No.22938937]

>>22936599
I saw a massive nuclear explosion in my dreams. I was watching it on a rooftop at night. A flash of light as bright as midday and then I woke up.

[Anonymous No.22938945]

>>22938899
>If all else fails, try forging some.
I've considered it, but I'm fairly certain they'd find out. It's the U.S military so they have the resources to look into this shit.
If I used someone's name without their consent, they likely contact the person to check.
If i use a fake name, they'll at least look the name up
>Or let me write you one.
Maybe lol but you'd have to be willing to dox yourself to a stranger on 4chan.

[Anonymous No.22938946]

>>22936596
Oh man this takes me back

[Anonymous No.22938948]

>>22937647
Nihilism isn’t real, it’s the negation of the real you demon

[Anonymous No.22938951]

>>22936690
The problem with Christianity nowadays is too much emphasis on religion and not enough on theology

[Anonymous No.22938954]

>>22936591
>corporate life is soul-crushing
>the war to stay chaste in an unchaste world is raging on and will not cease until I'm dead
>the world desires to drag me down and forget God and His favours
>my own family will cast me out for my beliefs should they be known and there will be a time when the truth will come to light
>have no idea where the next few years will lead me
>life feels like it's currently in a holding pattern
I don't really know anymore. The holy men say that if we're not in pain then we're off the path to God. It is what it is

[Anonymous No.22938957]

>>22938845
Society was much better when women feared men

[Anonymous No.22938965]

>>22936591
I have an IQ test on the 22 and I’m nervous that I truly am sub 100

[Anonymous No.22938970]

I started contributing 15% of my income to my 401k and another 10% towards buying discounted company stock and now it feels like my paychecks are lighter than air, nevermind that I'll still need to open a roth and dump $6000 into it before april

It almost makes me not want to move out of my parent's place anymore since a $1400 a month apartment will be like 35% of my net income

[Anonymous No.22938997]

>>22938875
So you mean in the mundane sense of efficient cause. That wouldn't tell you anything meaningful anyway. The answer is always the same: "because I wanted to be here," anything else is a copout. As to why I want to be where I am, I'm not exactly sure. That's the question.

[Anonymous No.22938998]

>>22936591
I hate everything. I’m too broke to do anything. I have no power over my own life or the world around me.

[Anonymous No.22939005]

my favourite state of being is suddenly waking up

[Anonymous No.22939009]

>>22938918
>original
>jack black
>guitar hero

[Anonymous No.22939011]

>>22938946
tell me more

[Anonymous No.22939015]

>>22939005
Yeah. It's either that or dreaming

[Anonymous No.22939056]

>>22938998
here's some power - tell me what to do and i'll do it

[Anonymous No.22939092]

>>22939005
That has to be my least favorite way to be

[Anonymous No.22939095]

Uncalculated miles and years away ships are leaving through the atmosphere. You see through a man breathing for air looking up at them. In the next blink he is looking back on a whole crew of passengers. When he next inahles everything is black.

It is then a bright sunny yet windy day. A vehicle transverses the landscape quickly. The crew inside are military and are joking to themselves about their days. They approach rubble. It is then our story begins.

[Anonymous No.22939097]

>>22939015
and my least favourite is probably trying to get to sleep. something to that probably.

[Anonymous No.22939100]

>>22939092
my least favourite has to be trying to get to sleep. something to that probably.

[Anonymous No.22939123]

I shilled out the money for an artist to make a cover of my webnovel, I hope it turns out well

[Anonymous No.22939134]

Last night I was at the pub playing pool with my housemate. This guy on a date asked if he and his date could play us. They sucked, I also suck, but the girl was clearly not into him and kept giving me eyes all night. She was short and had these massive tits. I was just tipsy enough that I would have asked her number but I never had the opportunity. Kicking myself.

[Anonymous No.22939182]

I would probably fuck a lot of hoes if God didn't redpill me so young on the true nature of relationships. I'm still somewhat thankful I could make mistakes and have exes (and sex) so I could develop myself the point I am now. However, I know it's all useless now. Everything is useless. Relationships that aren't blessed by God will not make it to the end. Children will get a abandoned. Loving mothers will turn into the whores of vicious men. I live in a windy place. I know with absolute certainty that I've stumbled upon an Universal truth. How strong will the wind blow? Impervious to the mundane, I become unbending.

[Anonymous No.22939187]

>>22939182
stress your body enough & it'll adapt perfectly to stess - and be deformed. let sins rest lightly on your heart ... and get out of the hills.

[Anonymous No.22939189]

>>22938522
You are a wretched and miserable cretin. Why don't you go suck some techbro dick you fucking loser. I bet you collect watches.

[Anonymous No.22939225]

I feel guilty and bad for being drawn to death. All these people trying to do good things in life, trying to make life bearable for everyone, doing labor work and generally working their ass off. Yet I feel suicidal. I am guilty. I don't deserve to be around humans.

[Anonymous No.22939245]

>>22938767
Why are you like this if you know that you are like this and how lame it is?

[Anonymous No.22939247]

>>22939056
Come to: 52° 10′ 40″ N, 8° 31′ 16″ O
And burn down the real estate. Free nature for everyone!

[Anonymous No.22939253]

>>22939247
i'll get round to it

[Anonymous No.22939277]

>>22939253
Dear God, what have I done.

[Anonymous No.22939308]

4chan is probably the closest thing I have to a confidant or close friend. I've posted about things here which I've never told or even hinted at to another human being. I've confessed to all kinds of things, talked about my biggest regrets, laid bare my most embarrassing moments and most laughable aspirations and dreams, posted about things that the people who know me in real life would find unimaginable for me to even know about.
4chan is the closest thing I have to a friend, but the reverse isn't true. No one ever cared about what I had to say. Nothing I posted about was very interesting or memorable. The people who replied to me mostly called me a faggot or told me to kill myself or said to fuck off. I've basically just been screaming into the void the whole time while deluding myself into believing that due to the high traffic and anonymous nature of the place, eventually someone who would give a fuck about what I thought or did or had to say would see my posts. It was a pathetic idea and I let myself believe it because I have no other options.

[Anonymous No.22939323]

>>22939308
zame except I get mad (You)'s when I post with soul.

[Anonymous No.22939325]

>had another goon sesh
I don't want to be this animal anymore but I know nothing else. There is nothing to do.

[Anonymous No.22939328]

I'm starting to write a story, and it feels pretty good.

[Anonymous No.22939331]

>>22939187
Pretty sure I only understood your second sentence. Still, wise words, anon. As expected from you.

>>22939308
I do care you nigger. And I've done the same. I've told you more than I told ex girlfriends. I've told you more than I told my mother or father. You know more about me than anyone else in the universe. And so do I know you. I embrace your existence whole, ugliness and all, because I know you will never judge me. Because you know I will never judge you. Who cares if you like tranny porn, anon? I honestly just find it funny. I love you.

[Anonymous No.22939335]

>>22939308
You are a faggot, but you do realize what you are doing here right? You hope for a recognition, but I won't give it to you. Fuck you. You're like most people here so don't expect any love. I heard you though. I gave a fuck. Take that however you will.

[Anonymous No.22939341]

>>22939325
You have to want to be the type of man that doesn't goon, otherwise you'll just give up.

[Anonymous No.22939356]

>>22939325
The pleasure you feel is fleeting and the image of sexual gratification you have in your head when you engage in the symbolic-relational process of pornography use coupled with wild fantasizing and edging is a creative falsehood which will lead you to ever more perverse things without ever truly satisfying you.

[Anonymous No.22939374]

>>22939308
You are better off this way
t. confessed my problems to real people

[Anonymous No.22939376]

>>22939123
Why not just use ai art? It can do more than just anime girls you know.

[Anonymous No.22939377]

>>22938965
You probably aren't sub 100 but you should still be ashamed of being sub 130

[Anonymous No.22939381]

>>22939377
130s are fit only to carry the sedan chairs of 140s, and 140s are merely the diligent secretaries of 150s+

[Anonymous No.22939386]

I thought of an idea for a short story. A lonely guy and a lonely girl in college decide to hook up and have sex despite never knowing each other prior. They just mutually desire a feeling of intimacy. This has interesting ramifications for when they do try to become a romantic couple afterwards

[Anonymous No.22939391]

>>22939308
This is the modern confessional. It's okay.

[Anonymous No.22939392]

it's almost 2am, i woke up around midnight after 6 hours sleep. the whole house is quiet, everyones asleep, i'm about to start drinking beer & reading. feelin fine.

[Anonymous No.22939398]

>>22939325
SO WHAT IF YOU CAN SEE THE DARKEST SIDE OF ME

[Anonymous No.22939399]

>>22939391
hail mary x3

[Anonymous No.22939410]

>>22939386
that's the plot of this film

[Anonymous No.22939414]

>>22939410
My version is depressing instead of a comedy

[Anonymous No.22939431]

>>22939414
yeah great a worse version of a justin timberlake film

[Anonymous No.22939446]

>>22939381
Yeah but sub 130s shouldn’t even bother using their brains at all and are just doing everyone a disservice pretending to be smart, these are the kind of people who get easily manipulated and become commies and the like because they can’t understand anything anyway so they assume the shit forced on them that they don’t understand must be as smart as anything else and is more justified because of logically fallacious reasonings like appeal to authority/majority

[Anonymous No.22939464]

>>22939414
Come up with a better idea for a short story right now then smartass

[Anonymous No.22939492]

>>22939381
Fucken moron, you think a Brain is Representable by a Number?? Like a brick, you can just weigh it?? You think the Brain is a Brick?? You got a Brick for Brains?? No wonder you think to measure them in kg. You are the absolute bitch of the Zeitgeist, congrats.

[Anonymous No.22939517]

now there's nowhere to run

[Anonymous No.22939564]

>>22939414
write it down, anon. what are you waiting for?

[Anonymous No.22939567]

>>22939517
Man, we have never had it great, you guys need to get over your future shock displacement from the 1990s. Just accept you were relentlessly lied to, that authority is fundamentally evil and carry on your mortal existence within what free spaces you can find/create.

We have always been heading straight for death with the apparent possibility of annihilation and lots of grief prior to it. Nothing has changed.

[Anonymous No.22939590]

>>22939567
we're standing at the edge of a cliff once again
are you ready to jump off?

[Anonymous No.22939605]

>>22939590
Life unfolds at a clifftop anon. We just don't sense the danger most of the time. I understand your fear, I feel it too. We all do. We cannot defeat the cliff, we cannot escape Childe Roland's Dark Tower. This is our condition. All attempts to diminish it will fail as the health declines and life comes to a terrible, all-too-soon close. This is why we read and make art and seek answers. We must not be morbid. The anxious mind and the depressive mind have vast pits of darkness and despair. Those who have paniced know. We must surround ourselves with life to keep the fear at bay, with love and feasting, with music and reading, with prayer, whatever you must do. The fear of death is the reminder to live, right now.

[Anonymous No.22939616]

>>22939605
are you aware if you get on that spaceship, you’re not coming back for a century

[Anonymous No.22939817]

I decided to lurk moar and read the wiki and I feel paralyzed by indecision. There are too many books out there. How do I know which ones I should read? Would continuing to read more classics in German, my second language, be good?

[Anonymous No.22939826]

>>22939564
never wrote a story before

[Anonymous No.22939829]

>>22939616
I don't follow, but would like to. Can you elaborate please?

[Anonymous No.22939848]

The only things that are actually bigger in Texas are the egos and the waistlines. I can't wait to leave.

[Anonymous No.22939854]

>>22939848
Texit seems pretty cool

[Anonymous No.22939855]

>“A special form of misery had begun to oppress him of late. There was nothing poignant, nothing acute about it; but there was a feeling of permanence, of eternity about it; it brought a foretaste of hopeless years of this cold leaden misery, a foretaste of an eternity "on a square yard of space.”

[Anonymous No.22939869]

in san fran for work, any lit places I should check out this weekend?

[Anonymous No.22939874]

>>22939826
that's no exuse and u know it

[Anonymous No.22939877]

>>22939874
It would be bad and I would be embarrassed.

[Anonymous No.22939881]

>>22939817
start with the greeks

[Anonymous No.22939882]

>>22938692
It is wild how every single approach that goes through esotericism or the occult seems to take the phenomenon seriously and explore it. Super cool. I sense them converging but it is probably a fever dream for my little brain that is reaching its capacity quickly.

[Anonymous No.22939891]

>>22939877
you can keep it a secret. Kafka wanted all of his manuscripts burned. just write it for yourself and then burn it.

[Anonymous No.22939908]

>>22939817
Fall to them as you find your stomach serves you.
No profit grows where is no pleasure ta'en.

[Anonymous No.22939916]

>>22938692
But that isn't "aliens are real" but "demons are real and take the form of aliens"

[Anonymous No.22939918]

>>22937960
There's no ladder up to the jobs these boomers have. When they retire, they get rid of them, change the job title but keep the responsibilities, and halve the salary.

[Anonymous No.22939923]

>>22936591
I’m always suspicious that there’s some secret data-collecting in this threads. It’s a more open and honest forum than most places on the internet and on 4chan in general

[Anonymous No.22939930]

>>22939855
Is this a real quote, or some anon's garbage? It seems like my own writing which makes me think it's shit.

[Anonymous No.22939933]

>>22939923
collect my balls nigher

[Anonymous No.22939996]

>>22939930
It's from Crime and Punishment

[Anonymous No.22940024]

>>22939930
It could be from The Tartar Steppe.

[Anonymous No.22940052]

Fuck me, I am so tired of analyzing my own thoughts and emotions every minute of every day and analyzing that analysis. It's been over a decade of this shit nonstop. I need to kill myself already.

[Anonymous No.22940053]

>>22939916
anon lets not derail the thread, you have to be careful who and where you talk about this stuff. the consensus is that they are not extraterrestrial but spiritual or interdemensional. please be careful with this rabbit hole. It is the most abysmal, entangled, fucked up, weird, disturbing and utterly enticing problem available to mankind in 2024. Jacques Vallee is the best. Grusch is legit. We live in a very, very strange universe, beyond our wildest dreams.That is all from me in this.Don't be afraid and don't jump on any hype trains. It is so, so easy to get lost or bewildered or fall into madness.

[Anonymous No.22940118]

>>22940052
Go the other direction then. Go out, not in.

[Anonymous No.22940125]

>>22939930
>>22939933
Correct answer. You write like Dostoevsky anon that should make you feel good. To be clear Doestoevsky is writing from the perspective from a disenfranchised, sexless, angsty college student which you probably are too. So by all accounts his writing succeeded. Come to daddy.

[Anonymous No.22940127]

Focus.
Honing focus when there is much available stimuli. I must gather my intention. I have the power of focus within me. I can choose what I focus on. I can choose what actions I take which result from my focus. I can choose what perceptions I hold. I am focusing on the words in front of me. I am focusing on my keystrokes. I am in control and I know what it is I want to focus on next. So I will go and focus on my task, and when I feel the temptation to wander, I will return to my task knowing that each time I resist such a temptation I am becoming more and more focused. And I will be so focused I will be a fucking Samurai

[Anonymous No.22940189]

>>22936690
idk, I can see maybe a drop in evangelicalism and a increase in orthodoxy in rebellion against contemporary liberalism which as gone far left for literally no reason other than
>"People have done bad things and its bad that others be better than others because they are also bad"

[Anonymous No.22940236]

a darkness weighs over my heart
like clouds to the sun
i know there is sunlight
but the clouds cannot be pierced
until they pass
and when they finish weeping

[Anonymous No.22940240]

>>22940125
>collect my balls nigher
Lel I responded to the wrong post XD
Meant to respond to
>>22939996

[Anonymous No.22940242]

>>22940236
Life, it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

[Anonymous No.22940253]

to say certain people are ill is to describe them erroneously. they are by all means functional enough -- they simply choose to abuse themselves. to call that illness is to undermine their agency of choice

[Anonymous No.22940281]

I don't want to make a new thread so can anyone recommend me any resources for critical reading of a text? Don't say Mortimer Adler. Is there anything else please??

[Anonymous No.22940359]

Eating all that oatmeal is paying off. My shit is solid. Tho desu I was super gassy.

[Anonymous No.22940368]

I don't think it's even humanly possible to watch videos of female IDF soldiers making TikTok videos of themselves dancing over ruins in Gaza with trashy pop music playing in the background like children and not have at least a few misogynistic thoughts

[Anonymous No.22940379]

>>22940368
Aren’t those just paid models though

[Anonymous No.22940399]

>>22938458
Its hard and especially when I have to interact with women everyday

[Anonymous No.22940416]

Is 4chan fucking up? Feels like certain posts are replying to the wrong people, this happened to me a few times today and I’ve seen it happen in several other threads

[Anonymous No.22940434]

>>22936591
Societies and groups in general can be viewed like a factory. There are a plethora of steams which need to be channeled in a healthy way; failure to do so will lead to catastrophe.Fret not as it could channel itself through numerous means.
Due to the failure to integrate the male psyche within modernity, I have faith that we will see masculinity become a predominant characteristic in the elites of the future.
We all have a certain amount of disgust within us that needs to be channeled. If one avenue opens, another needs to be shut. That's partly why consent, the age of consent, etc are becoming more and more polarizing issues as troonery becomes more popular.

[Anonymous No.22940523]

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