why does any piece of writing i write reads terrible after a few days but not at the time of writing? How to prevent this?
>>22740277it always feels like that. i distinctly remember being twelve and reading eragon and rushing to write a page about dragons, and then reading it the very next day and thinking about what a fucking faggot i was.
>>22740277Lack of self confidence and conviction
>extremely lucid thought about my nature while I'm not journaling>go to journal it and it feels contrived
>>22741026Tfw I could have been a talented author but I have no self-esteem because my parents constantly insulted me as a child.
>>22740277What I do is I shit myself and then hit myself in the head with a brick while eating sawdust. After a few days my memory of the event is infinitely less painful than the event itself.