>In the summer after his fourth year, he describes experiencing a period of several weeks where he was sexually excited nearly all the time and was fantasizing himself as a woman and being unable to obtain any sexual relief.
>He decided to make an effort to have a sex change operation.
>When he returned to the University of Michigan he made an appointment to see a psychiatrist to be examined to determine if the sex change would be good for him.
>He claimed that by putting on an act he could con the psychiatrist into thinking him suitable for a feminine role even though his motive was exclusively erotic.
>As he was sitting in the waiting room, he turned completely against the idea of the operation and thus, when he saw the doctor, instead claimed he was depressed about the possibility of being drafted.
>He describes the following, “As I walked away from the building afterwards, I felt disgusted about what my uncontrolled sexual cravings had almost led me to do and I felt humiliated, and I violently hated the psychiatrist.
He is literally me
>TFW fantasize about having a wife and kids
>Also have degenerate AGP fantasies