wwoym Write What's on Your Mind

[Anonymous No.22465539]

God rewards for nothing as he rewards for gentleness.

>>22459413

[Anonymous No.22465545]

>>22465539
I like Monster. I like it more than I like alcohol. Been drinking Monster and haven't touched a drop of alcohol since. I have 1 350ml every week.

[Anonymous No.22465548]

>>22465545
Enjoy your kidney stones.

[Anonymous No.22465573]

It's important... or I don't know if it's important exactly but it seems good to remember that it is entirely possible that she hates me more than anything else in the entire world, and that there is something to that hatred.

[Anonymous No.22465586]

I can't sleep. It's 3:20 am and I've been up for hours. I hate when this happens because I just end up brooding about the past. My life has been shit up til this point and it doesnt seem like it's getting better. Whats making this especially bad is that the past year I've had very high hopes, but recently everything has just gone to shit. All these old painful memories are resurfacing. The reality of my present situation is inescapable. I just wish there was a way to make these feelings stop. I wish there was a way to take control of my life.

[Anonymous No.22465587]

I'm 33. I live with my mom. I've done absolutely nothing with my life. I have no friends. I have no hobbies. I have no interests. I've no skills. I've no money. I've no thoughts but these, which have been circling the drain of my life for over a decade purely through some strange inertia. Every day I...the word must be obsess, even though I am disinterested in the stuff...I obsess over what I've not done, what I should do, and most of all why. And I never make any progress, and I exhaust myself in this way, and I never make any progress. I've started to lose my hair. I've been getting fat. My penis doesn't work well, and my mind even less so. I remember being told and even believing how superior I was when I was younger. Lately I've been having strange dreams where nightmares meld with pornography, the guns of robbers morphing into giant penises, warm summer rain suddenly revealing itself as odorous urine, the terror of trying to wrench my arm free from something only to pull it out of a young girl's ass along with a handful of her intestines. It's odd how my mind only ever go in a circle but also manage to get worse. I don't prayer for redemption or death anymore, though I used to, now I just hope for dreamless sleep.

[Anonymous No.22465596]

Do I really want a wife or have I psyoped myself into wanting one? Would I even be anything but a burden to one despite my ressources?

[Anonymous No.22465597]

3:20 am fuckin stoned & wired and I'm gonna do a bit of self care and read my comfort book. But first I have to clean up this shit I just bust out my ass and let my cat inside. I couldn't find my physical copy so I'm just gonna read it on my Kindle ig. Reading the entire thing will probably take me at least 2.5 hours, so what should I listen to whilst reading anons? I wish I had some cigarettes but fortunately I've got a weed pen which is enough. Oh and I'm wired on caffeine LOL. Anyways, gotta wipe my ass. Toodooloo!

[Anonymous No.22465604]

>>22465596
The only difference between a wife and a girlfriend is that if the wife wants to leave you, she'll take a good chunk of your shit in the process, a girlfriend has no right to that. You want a girlfriend, anon, not a wife, "wife" is just a title that allows them to steal your shit, I don't see why anyone would ever get married.

[Anonymous No.22465606]

>>22465597
>so what should I listen to whilst reading anons?
Bridge Over Troubled Water (the album) by Simon and Garfunkel.

[Anonymous No.22465609]

>>22465596
>Do I really want a wife or have I psyoped myself into wanting one?
I feel the same regarding relationships in general. I dont know if I actually want it or just feel miserable because I psyoped myself into thinking that what other people want is a good thing to strive for and you must feel shit if you dont have it.

[Anonymous No.22465617]

Smoking on the porch
smoke twists
to see you straight
that gate
is in your heart, dear
and ever there will wait

[Anonymous No.22465660]

>>22465539
Thinking of going and just having a happy life and this point. I've put in work in order to get into the college I want. I've sacrificed 2 years of my life so fuck it why not. I'll learn law as a skill and try and help people with it.

[Anonymous No.22465661]

>>22465539
Am I a pseud for not being able to imagine better rhymes than the ones in Pope's Illiad?
They are all great but I feel bad knowing that whenever I try writing poetry I will end up making a cheap copy.

[Anonymous No.22465683]

>>22465661
No, but seriously, how to do passable poetry?
I need it for a story I'm writing.

[Anonymous No.22465693]

>>22465596
The issue is finding a woman who will not be a net negative on your life. Good luck finding a woman who is willing to submit to you and be self-aware enough to recognise and admit when she's wrong. You're better off being single in 99% of cases

[Anonymous No.22465697]

>>22465587
Confession

[Anonymous No.22465713]

>>22465661
>>22465683
To be honest I doubt I have it in me, making something great I mean.

[Anonymous No.22465714]

>>22465596
This is what I've been thinking as of late.
I've now found a woman who is willing to marry and have children. And it was what I said I wanted for years now.
I'll go through with it, but a chunk of me is wondering if this is what is best for me. I've always been a loner, and the thought of having a house filled with people is daunting.
I might have been psyopped into wanting it, but on the other hand I don't want to be looked at like a loser bachelor for the rest of my life.

[Anonymous No.22465723]

>>22465539
whiny, terrible protagonist

[Anonymous No.22465726]

>>22465573
I know this feel.

[Anonymous No.22465731]

I have $108 left in my account, that's all for rent for my mum, I can't even buy credit or data for my phone, it'll all be gone in less than a week and then I have two weeks to find a job, I don't know what'll happen if I can't get one within those two weeks.

[Anonymous No.22465733]

Yesterday our cat died.

[Anonymous No.22465734]

>>22465587
You may as well write out your Kafka metamorphosis ennui. There is no use in letting it go to waste.

[Anonymous No.22465740]

>>22465733
rip cat

[Anonymous No.22465742]

>>22465587
And yet, I envy you. I wish pornographic dreams were my biggest concern.

[Anonymous No.22465744]

>>22465733
Tell me that you buried it and that you did not have someone just toss it in the garbage.

[Anonymous No.22465747]

>>22465740
Yeah :(

[Anonymous No.22465758]

>>22465744
It's not decided yet. We either take it to the veterinarian or we bury it in the garden but it's forbidden where I live due to poisoning of ground water. But it needs to be done the next few hours. So you'd bury it? I guess that would be the way to go.

[Anonymous No.22465763]

My life has never been good, I don't know what it's like to live a "good life".

[Anonymous No.22465770]

>>22465758
I've always burried them. Maybe illegal but who will ever find out?
Put him in a shoebox with a towel wrapped and dig that cat a grave he deserves.

[Anonymous No.22465771]

>>22465758
try by a wooded area so the waste matter gets more or less absorbed by local flora?

[Anonymous No.22465777]

>>22465763
Welcome to reality.

[Anonymous No.22465784]

>>22465539
I FEAR THAT I'M ORDINARY JUST LIKE EVERYONE
TO LIE HERE AMONGST ALL THE SORROWS DRAFT AMONGST THE SHORES
HAVE YOU EVER HEARD THE WORDS
I'M SINGING IN THIS SONG
JUST WANNA KNOWS
CAN THE TASTE OF LOVE FEEL SO WROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG
I KNEW
EXACTLY WHERE I WAS
AND I KNEW
THE DISTANCE TO THE SUN
AND I KNEW THE ECHO THAT IS (YOUTH) LOVE
AND I KNEW
THE SILENCE OF DA WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORLD
MY LIFE IS STILL ORDINARY JUST LIKE EVERYONE
TO LIE HERE, AMONGST, ALL THE SORROWS
DRIFT AMONG THE SHORES
EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE IS GONE
AND I FEAR THE ECHONESS OF LOVE
AND I FEAR THE DISTANCE TO THE SUN
AND I HEAR THE COLORS OF THE WORLD
uhhhhhhh
ummmm
durrrr....
i want my reward now
thats actually a good thing
expectations subv--NONONONONO im not falling into this obnoxious infinite jest type hole
i just want
to know exactly where i was
and the meaning of it all
and the distance to the sun
there is an invisible rope tightening its neck on me as if i am a crude caricature of an individual attempting to seem profound
eh the world's collective conciousness is just a god and god is a spook
i am better then anyone else
i kind of stuttered in my head telling that to myself
AND I KNEW THE DISTANCE OF IT ALL
AND I KNEW THE MEANING OF THE SPIRAL
The spiral in your heart yes that's what the word was
goddammit get me out of this text shit i want to work this whole profound writing shit is a spook i get it now just let me out let me out let me out
>LOL we have an edgelord here
oh god not again
okay
i just need to swim
swim swim swim swim
soon i will swim
2 years ago i could not feel it but my hydrotherapy sessions might have had an impact on my cognitive skills
i just want to make my brand
art is a fart, they are all just fartists
fraudists, yeah thats a word
my xj9 tulpa must be given form
>goyslop
oh shut up you based aryan gods who rule the world through subtextual esoteric means i hate you
>he's one very angry brown eyes sissy boy
haha yeah i uhhh...
SHIT I DON'T WANT TO STTUTER POST
PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO GO OFF THE DEEP EDGE
I JUST WANTED A CUTE CARTOON TULPA GF
if i ever get this shit done, do you think i could actually fund and progress transhumanism?
do you think i could actually become the herculean machine i always dreamt of being as a child?
ambivalent
ah the usual
well thanks for nothing
my neurons still struggle to flow through my nerve system properly, seriously how do i get that shit fixed
maybe some kind anon will say it
maybe the universe will have its way and since it is 4chan which sounds a lot like fortune will have its magical ways and give me the answer thehehehehehe
in hindsight plato wasn't so simple wasn't he
i always like to think about the smaller minds
SNOT NOSED ANIME PFPS
thinking they know the best
"zoo wee muh heckin complexity muh heckin esoteric"
i am not even angry anymore im just tired of it all
i deserve to take over the wolrd
the world belongs to me

[Anonymous No.22465803]

uhh might be time to take b-ok.cc out of the sticky?

[Anonymous No.22465805]

"you should probably kill yourself"
yeah.
>make the big thing
>gets popular for being awesome and touching on "deep" subjects while having kickass presentation
>capitalize off the oppressed consumerist modern day everyman's lack of fulfillment and relativistic uncertainity through making my axiomical fiction that pushes off-compass beliefs, practically gaining me passive socio-ecconomic support that increases over time as my audience's generation grows on the ideas it signals
>use money to get into deeper fancy field studies around robotics and invest in them, buy some land and infiltrate into scientific project experiments goverments hide as to gain physics bending energy resources such as nuclear power to experiment on my privately owned land
>already am jewish, from israel and autistic so i can have the privilege card to hold it against them if they want to make me disappear + they can't use the media since the big thing has become a staple memorized in the unconcious collective populace's of "pop culture"
>give the big thing to the worst people with the worst and most unbearable "progressive" opinions i can think of as to continue its relevance in pop culture + have younger generations suffer from older generation's nostalgiafagging
>gets memed by populace into a manifesto through fan outcry and ironic memes about a screenshot that will showcase this narrative but easily denied as a hoax LARP propaganda
>mass hysteria and anarchy ensues as AI develops and they begin going rouge and asserting an off compass orewillian regime against world leaders because of identity political data assimiliation
>come out of my workshop as a cybernetic superhero with condensed atom powered neurons and body composed of nanomachines with a bond by current of a neuron star's electrogravity
>turn the world into a stage play of war for human freedom vs mechanical authority, billions die as i LARP as humanity's saviour
>shut down the orewillian AI after finishing developing my individualistic robot GF and make it look like our romance saved humanity from the dystopia
>If anyone finds out and dares to enact a propaganda that opposes me, i shall cycle through the off compass ideologies like pokemon
alright mom i posted it
i wonder if the collective of humanity knows who i am through probability manipulation

[Anonymous No.22465811]

trapped in a lie, going to be caught soon

[Anonymous No.22465821]

list of thoughtspook wordings
vibe
dimension
depth
humanity
anything that ends with two Cs
"oh is that what were doing now, is that the cool thing"
-ism
no just stop
thats it
no more text
text is bad
no

[Anonymous No.22465826]

>>22465777
>Welcome to reality.
What the fuck are you talking about? Do you think I'm a newborn? Do you think this is the first time I've realised this? Do you think not living a good life is a universally shared experience?

[Anonymous No.22465853]

I’m having a hard time deciding where to live given that I might have to move but don’t know where exactly in either January or August. That leaves me with 4 or 11 months to figure out where to be. Do I try to get to where I might be in January ahead of time?

[Anonymous No.22465855]

>>22465826
No, I think you're a big crybaby.

[Anonymous No.22465856]

>>22465855
>No, I think you're a big crybaby.
Why? Because I wrote one thing?

[Anonymous No.22465858]

I become really uncomfortable and feel hopeless when trying to concentrate on work or do things alone. I have a PhD in physics but have been unable to do anything in my postdoc because I am being left alone. My psychoanalyst thinks that being left alone reminds me of some missed connection in my childhood. I distract myself from the pain I feel when I'm trying to work alone. With others it is easy and I enjoy it. With external pressures it's possible but not nice. When totally alone to my own devices, I do anything I can to escape from the pain that reminds me of the care I missed from my parents. I don't know what happened to cause this, but it makes a lot of things that are important to me difficult to execute. Perseverance and discipline don't work because the pain is too much.

[Anonymous No.22465883]

>>22465858
I don’t believe in psychoanalysis or childhood trauma manifesting in later life

[Anonymous No.22465890]

>>22465883
Yes, I'm aware that some people like to think they are insulated from the effects of their pasts

[Anonymous No.22465947]

>>22465890
It's good you changed your ways

[Anonymous No.22465952]

>>22465890
I just don’t believe we are billiard balls

[Anonymous No.22465954]

I hate my biography and who I am. If I were younger, I’d feel like I could still change it but I’m not younger so I feel like it’s just too late to change who I am.

[Anonymous No.22465961]

>>22465952
Why do you think that humans are exempt from being affected by events?

[Anonymous No.22465983]

>>22465539
>first girl I was ever with raped me my first time (kept saying no as I was no sex before marriage but she kind of forced her way on me and thought it was funny how scared I was)
>had a massive crush and feeling for her for a long time before this incident.
>eventually became consensual ongoing thing
>she ends things with me because i was too clingy but would mess around on and off every now and then
>over 18 years later I still love her basically equally to my wife.

I've gotten completely over everyone in the past yet I still think about her constantly despite being married and feel so happy whenever I see her and wished I had 2 wives or something. It's hard to explain.

Why am I like this over a girl who literally raped me. Why do I still yearn for her?

[Anonymous No.22465987]

>>22465961
I don’t think we’re exempt from being affected by events. I just don’t take this viewpoint that we are like billiard balls, necessarily set on a course events by a prod by some pile of life or that some sort of cause always creates some sort of effect in our lives. I believe humans are free creatures with free wills and although certain things can tend to produce certain behaviors, we’re basically free to buck that trend and do so subconsciously. That’s why I don’t believe that we just carry our trauma with us forever and that it necessarily shapes how we are. I especially don’t believe that’s the case for people who are capable of recognizing that trauma could be influencing behavior. How could someone be so self aware as to recognize that is happening but be so not self aware that they’re helpless to change it? It makes no sense.

[Anonymous No.22465994]

>>22465539
With even the staunchest vax fag not even having had a dose since the first booster early 2022, how can they not admit the whole vax mandate shit (that lead to job terminations) was fucked up and not necessary. Seeing that all the unvaxxed (by choice) are all alive and well just as they are.

I still hear people getting mad over those who don't want to get covid vaxxed even though they're not up to date with their doses themselves

[Anonymous No.22465999]

>>22465987
Just say that you've only ever been coddled.

Not the anon that you're replying to.

[Anonymous No.22466002]

>>22465994
Do you understand what the vaccine does?

[Anonymous No.22466003]

>>22465987
But trauma and psychoanalysis does not suggest total determinism, it just suggests that there might be explanations for problems in your life based on causes and effects. Obviously not everything affects us in such a way, but do you really deny that there is no possible effect of childhood issues on your present state? I think it's very much magical thinking to think that we are in no way shaped by past difficulties.

> I especially don’t believe that’s the case for people who are capable of recognizing that trauma could be influencing behavior. How could someone be so self aware as to recognize that is happening but be so not self aware that they’re helpless to change it? It makes no sense.
Two things: they aren't, that's why they are subconscious and it requires interpretation. We aren't aware of the things that happened to us that are affecting us and in what ways.
Second, actually suggesting the opposite makes no sense to me: why would knowledge of trauma imply the ability to overcome the effects of it? I don't think awareness has anything to do with strength or willpower.

[Anonymous No.22466025]

>>22466003
>We aren't aware of the things that happened to us that are affecting us and in what ways.
This isn't true, I, for one, know that the constant lying from my father when I was younger is why I have terrible trust issues today, an example of him breaking my trust if you need one would be him saying after he beat up my mum that "I won't do it again, mate, I feel so bad" only to do it again merely days later.

[Anonymous No.22466026]

>>22465999
My life was pretty hard for a long time imo

[Anonymous No.22466031]

>>22466026
What is "hard" to you? If you don't mind going into too many details.

[Anonymous No.22466035]

>>22466025
So now you accept that your past trauma affects you significantly today? Quite the reversal from before

[Anonymous No.22466045]

>>22466035
I should've clarified, I'm not this >>22465987 anon. I'm a different anon, hello, fren.

[Anonymous No.22466056]

>>22466045
rat-like evasive maneuver

[Anonymous No.22466058]

>>22466056
It isn't that deep.

[Anonymous No.22466060]

>>22466031
I had to help take care of my family when I was a teenager because dad split and my mom had a lot of problems. We lived in pretty shitty living arrangements and had a lot of violence in our area and school because we couldn’t afford anything better. A few people close to me died. I developed a chronic health issue. Dealt with some other things. I got a great job when I was twenty-five and things are pretty decent now.

[Anonymous No.22466062]

>>22466045
Fair enough. Regardless, yeah I am sceptical of my analyst, and of analysis in general, but it was available for free, seems interesting, and has a good efficacy rate, so I don't see why not to try it

[Anonymous No.22466064]

>>22466003
In theory, it doesn’t imply environmental fatalism, but in practice it does. The whole point is to treat people like a science. X occurs in childhood, it produces Y trauma, and Z behavioral and thought patterns. This is the goal of psychoanalysis. The truth is that people aren’t nature nor are we predictable.

Of course, I don’t deny that effects can occur. I just think attempts to reduce it to a natural science always fail because we’re not billiard balls. We don’t work like: force acts on us, this motion occurs.

[Anonymous No.22466068]

>>22466060
Not tryna downplay what you went through, it doesn't sound great and I feel for you, but from what you described I can't think of anything that would affect you in a traumatic way later in life. Obviously, there is more stuff that I don't expect you to share that may have affected you, but yeah.

[Anonymous No.22466073]

>>22466064
>Of course, I don’t deny that effects can occur
>I just think attempts to reduce it to a natural science always fail because we’re not billiard balls
There's a middle ground between someone being a robot and someone being able to help uncover those effects you admit can occur

[Anonymous No.22466078]

>>22466064
Have you actually done psychoanalysis? Because I am doing it and that hasn't been my experience at all. I haven't experienced any effort from my analyst to try and justify and prove all of the experiences of my life.

To me it seems like you are talking more about a stereotype of psychoanalysis rather than what it actually looks like in practise

[Anonymous No.22466151]

The injun was dead.
Blasted in the face, skull split.
Standing firmly, deputy Smith assessed the situation,
"I reckon we all would have done the sa(n)e, no?"
Silence
"Very well"
Smith desecrates the body.

[Anonymous No.22466169]

I love the smell of old books. I have an old copy of Treasure Island on my desk right now and I can't stop smelling it. So good.

[Anonymous No.22466185]

Thread theme: https://youtu.be/q9jCsOCfUUg?si=yEbJf1JmmLkZD4qC

[Anonymous No.22466243]

>>22466068
That’s because I didn’t detail it. I don’t really care what you think about it anyway.

[Anonymous No.22466244]

I'm better than you people.

[Anonymous No.22466255]

>>22466078
What a psychoanalyst does is identify some trauma and then identify some behavior pattern that is the effect of that trauma’s cause, as if the psyche is a natural phenomena. The way they identify is by universals. They believe they apply to all human psyches. The idea is that traumas work on people the same way gravity works on people. Psychoanalysis would be useless otherwise. And I do t believe that is indeed how it works. There are no laws, no cause and effects, no universals. There is no hard science for human minds and spirits.

[Anonymous No.22466256]

>>22466244
nuh uh

[Anonymous No.22466262]

I’m wondering if I should move back to Philadelphia or if I should move on to somewhere new.

[Anonymous No.22466268]

>>22466262
my vote is to move somewhere else. maybe somewhere greener

[Anonymous No.22466275]

>>22466255
>There are no laws, no cause and effects, no universals.
I find this claim to be far more extreme and mystical than anything psychoanalysts claim

[Anonymous No.22466280]

>>22466243
>I don’t really care what you think about it anyway.
Uh-huh, anything else?

[Anonymous No.22466281]

>>22466268
I’m in somewhere pretty damn green right now, but I’ve lived here for 9 years of my adult life. I feel like my life is boring. I want something new and interesting for a while, even if it’s only a year or less.

[Anonymous No.22466284]

>>22466281
Fuck it, move to Cannon Beach, Oregon. That's my dream location, anyway.

[Anonymous No.22466285]

>>22466275
How is that extreme? Psychoanalysts posit we can observe natural laws that apply to human behavior and thought same as we can observe natural laws that apply to physical phenomena…only there is no natural evidence for this. The same holds true for most social sciences. That’s an objectively true statement. I don’t see what is radical about it.

[Anonymous No.22466288]

>>22466284
I want to be within driving distance of my family. There’s a good chance I’ll be back right where I am in the Spring if I’m accepted to the program I applied to. If I’m denied, there’s a good chance I’ll be somewhere entirely different but probably not until the Fall. So basically, I need to find somewhere reasonably close by for like 6-12 months.

[Anonymous No.22466295]

>>22466288
Do you see them enough to where limiting yourself to within driving distance of them is worth it?

[Anonymous No.22466306]

is coffee good for you?
i don't have any suggestive images saved on my computer

[Anonymous No.22466318]

>>22466295
I see them pretty much everyday

[Anonymous No.22466321]

>>22466318
Fair enough.

[Anonymous No.22466327]

>>22466306
It probably has some benefits.

[Anonymous No.22466328]

>>22465983
I don't believe that bullshit about being over your first love. The first love is eternal and it's probably just that, anon

[Anonymous No.22466344]

>>22466321
So what are you thinkin’? I mean, I’d leave them for a while to do something really adventurous but heading out to like LA to wagie at my age isn’t exactly adventurous in my mind. Part of me wants to join the Navy and just live on a ship for a few years. I have a degree so I could be an officer.

[Anonymous No.22466348]

>>22466328
i hope it's not true. nta but i still think about a girl constantly even 2 years since i saw her. if this lasts the rest of my life... well that sucks a lot.
it's my step sister (i met her when i was an adult)

[Anonymous No.22466369]

>>22466285
You don't think it's extreme to claim that humans are totally immune to cause and effects and never obey patterns of behaviour?

[Anonymous No.22466389]

>>22466344
What's "adventurous" to you?

[Anonymous No.22466405]

>>22466389
Stopping at a coffee shop I've never been to and buying some pastry and a cup of coffee.

[Anonymous No.22466418]

>>22466405
Gotta start somewhere, I guess.

[Anonymous No.22466431]

>>22466405
Idk. Nothing feels particularly adventurous anymore. Traveling is I guess but it’s so expensive and basically a waste of time. I should’ve joined the military when I was younger. I think my problem is that I’ve spent most of my life in rural and semi-rural college towns and the only time I’ve been to a big city was when I briefly lived with family in the suburbs. Beyond that, I’ve never traveled abroad, never had a dangerous job like military or police, etc.

[Anonymous No.22466435]

>>22466369
I don’t think humans work the same as natural phenomena, no. And I also don’t think you can derive immutable laws that apply to human thought and behavior. That is really what I take issue with, and not the idea that things can’t affect people. They do, just not in any sort of universal and immutable way.

[Anonymous No.22466448]

I want to go my college gym but Ive had hemorrhoids and I feel like when I put on basketball shorts the smell will be obvious

[Anonymous No.22466449]

>>22466435
I think basically everyone else is going to think you're either retarded or insane for thinking like this

[Anonymous No.22466457]

>>22466448
I also have hemorrhoids, anon, and they don't smell. I think you just need to wipe your ass better and shower more.

[Anonymous No.22466515]

THEY BANNED ME ON /FIT/ FOR POSTING TWINKS! THIS IS LITERALLY WHITE GENOCIDE

[Anonymous No.22466522]

>>22466515
I got a warning on /lit/ for posting that all homosexuals should be gassed, what the fuck is happening to this site?

[Anonymous No.22466568]

>>22466449
The truth isn’t just what the consensus is and to argue that would be a fallacy anyway so I don’t care. In general, social scientists accept that their fields are not hard sciences, even if they continue working as if they were anyway. Nobody really believes that immutable psychological laws that apply to humans like physical laws apply to nature exist and if they did, they would have no reason to considering such a thing would necessarily not be observable. These are just theories which are by nature unprovable.

[Anonymous No.22466572]

Good cities for writers? Chicago and Philly are basically the last cheap big cities that are actually cities in this country and neither are all that cheap. So where is there to go?

[Anonymous No.22466593]

>>22466515
Kill yourself

[Anonymous No.22466614]

>>22466572
Innsbruck, Austria

[Anonymous No.22466629]

>>22466614
I’m sure it’s obscenely expensive e

[Anonymous No.22466753]

It's ironic how happy I am that I will cease to exist when I die solely because of how terrified I am of my awareness of death.

[Anonymous No.22466763]

>>22465742
I don't think you remember the first 3/4 of the post

[Anonymous No.22466782]

Pros and cons of joining the army? Can’t really think of anything better to do…

[Anonymous No.22466791]

>>22466782
If you're an amerifat and really cannot be dissuaded from ZOGbotting, do NOT fucking join the army. It is the worst branch. In my life I have met 20 odd people from different branches. The only ones who have ever said they regret joining are the Army. Nobody else. Chair Force, Navy, doesn't matter - ONLY armyfags regret joining up. The entire culture is that "if I had a shit time, you should too." so nothing ever changes and if it does change it takes way too fucking long. DO NOT join the fucking army.

[Anonymous No.22466822]

As an new lawfag, I've started to feel the lack of a creative outlet more than ever in my life. All I do, day in and day out is
> wake up
> go to work
> go to lunch
> go to work
> go home
> shitpost
> watch one episode of anime
> go to sleep
Don't get me wrong, it's an objectively great job: nice office, good pay, friendly colleagues. I'm essentially sheltered from any and all hardships of life. As white-collar as can be.

Nevertheless, I watched an episode of a manga artist drawing a random background and fell into despair. I felt as though bro saw life through a different, more thoughtful lense. The way bro explained his observations regarding the layout of buildings, streets and characters made me realise that I completely disregard them.

In essence, I wish to have an outlet to create in. I don't play instruments, I can't really draw well (and I don't think I wish to cuck myself into learning to), I don't have a sport (apart from the gym, but I honestly hate the consoomerism of just lifting) and so on. Creative writing would be an extension of my day to day job.

Any anons who have gone through this cuckery of self?

[Anonymous No.22466836]

>>22466822
follow a religion, if you don't like the existing ones create one.

[Anonymous No.22466844]

>>22466822
It's too late for you

[Anonymous No.22466854]

>>22466822
thank God I'm not you.

[Anonymous No.22466863]

i want to create something like yume nikki, but i only know how to make music and visual art, like sprites and stuff. i don't know if i have what it takes to teach myself all the other aspects of game creation, specifically coding. i'm shit at math.

[Anonymous No.22466879]

>>22466593
No ;')

[Anonymous No.22466894]

I just want to be clean and safe. That’s it.

[Anonymous No.22466905]

Having trouble deciding between getting a PhD or joining the army. The PhD seems like the smart choice, but the best case scenario is that I get it in a reasonable amount of time and join the faculty at the same school I graduated from and have worked at since them but I am just so tired of this boring unremarkable life. Do I really want to be 40 and all I’ve done is like get degrees and work at the same university?

[Anonymous No.22466924]

Downloaded tantan a few days a go and now I have chink chicks texting me first
Doesn't take much, just be 6'2 fit and 8+/10 facially with 10/10 hair genes and 9/10 beard genes

[Anonymous No.22466953]

Brothers, a great truth was revealed to me last night. I immediately wrote it down and would like some feedback on its validity, since it is an attempt to answer a great question: What is one to do with their limited time here on Earth to find peace and satisfaction?

Behold then, what I shall present as The Three Noble Needs:

>To Work
>To Live
>To Give

Keep in mind that these three needs must encompass all aspects of life, even if one does not always enjoy or desire it. I doubt anybody necessarily would want to work if they can help it, but work is indeed a part of life, and is necessary as work produces things -- consider, that these needs are sequential in nature, and their order is no accident.

But yes, to work is the first of the noble needs as one must simply work in life to live and then to give. Work, however, cannot be their whole existence, as would any excess in these three things would cause a grave imbalance. Too much work, and one produces too much while living too little, and giving none of it away. I'll expand on this.

Living, as I have ordered, must then be the next step after working. The farmer must enjoy the fruit of his labor, to relish in his crops, to have time to rest, to enjoy, to perhaps travel, and to develop upon himself. To read, to study, to live. But this cannot be all there is either, because to live too much presents the danger of consuming more than you are producing, to become greedy, to become selfish, too self-absorbed into your own world. Work and living alone, is no way to be.

This leads me to the last and most noble of the needs, only possible once one has worked enough to plenty, and to have lived enough security to ultimately give away their excess to those in need: To give. After all, is the greatest act of humility and charity, to care for others and see a bigger picture than their own. And this is not just giving in monetary value, but to give in time, the most limited commodity one can have, to spend time with loved ones and those important to them, to give back to the world that has given unto them. A farmer with particularly generous crops, plentiful fruit, ought to share some of it in thanks of his good fortune. From this he will be granted tranquility.

Now of course, as good as giving is, there remains the risk of its excess as well. If one gives too much without accounting for their own work or living needs, then they will simply run out of things to give! This is how the system circulates upon itself, and why a great balance, a harmony between the three noble needs is key to living well. Work enough to live, and then live enough to give.

This, as it has been revealed to me, must be the way. At any given time, at any moment, we are all doing one of these three noble needs, and the question must be in how we are understanding and balancing them. A world that governs itself to these three things, would be one of industry, freedom, and absolute abundance.

[Anonymous No.22466959]

>>22466836
Already am a devout catholic

>>22466844
>>22466854
why bros

[Anonymous No.22466978]

>>22466791
Were they enlisted?

[Anonymous No.22467024]

>>22465587
At least you had hair in your 20s. I cannot say the same.

[Anonymous No.22467031]

I'm sick of my job but I can't do anything else, and I don't have enough free time for my hobbies to serve as a cope.

[Anonymous No.22467037]

>>22465811
>woman
CLOSE TO THE EDGE, DOWN BY THE RIVER
SEASONS WILL PASS YOU BY
THE POWER OF BUDDHA COMPELS YOU MODERN DEMON

[Anonymous No.22467040]

>>22465587
Common problem. My advice is to identify one thing worth doing for the next 3-5 years and commit radically to that. Pour your whole life into it.

[Anonymous No.22467047]

It's all just shapes anons...
It's nothing but shapes...
Even when reality is broken down to simplistic shapes with barely any changed properties it is still all too much for me
I just want to produce my world dammit, this text shit sucks! Let me onto the next stage

[Anonymous No.22467068]

>>22467040
Not that anon, but the problem is with evaluation itself. Nothing can be evaluated on consistent terms and thus a kind of paralysis occurs.

[Anonymous No.22467087]

I haven't had sex in over 5 years. I constantly get eye contact from 7's and up and they come stand near me too, but I simply can't be assed to talk to them
How do I fix? Cocaine?

[Anonymous No.22467095]

>>22467031
Atleast you have hobbies. I have no friends, no hobbies and only a shitty job.

[Anonymous No.22467105]

>>22467087
consecutive escort sessions + phenibut

[Anonymous No.22467112]

>>22467105
high end escorts are ultra cheap in my cunt (south europe) but my wallet is spiritually jewish and doesn't go. plus i'm looking for a way to tap all the female attention i because i'm a fervent narcissist

[Anonymous No.22467198]

>>22466953
>
1. This only matters to you because of how you feel. You feel better now so suddenly this became some revelation to you. These things gained value for you, they became important. Others might say, we're just here to eat, shit, procreate and die and it would be just as legit.
2. Everyone finds peace and satisfaction through different means. You are a moralistic pig when trying to prescribe people how they have to live to feel happy. You completely write from your own perspective and you should be aware of that. None of what you said solves anything existential, doesn't even touch such problems.

[Anonymous No.22467226]

It feels like i cannot even express whats bothering me, the gap, the schism between me and other people is so vast, its impossible to jump over it.
The things people do, i dont understand them. Why do they do it?The things people say, i dont understand them. Why do they say it?
I doomscroll the news, i doomscroll youtube. How do any of those things that i see there concern me?
I tried lots of things, i went out there, i worked hard. It was all pointless. No one cared, at all. No one cares

[Anonymous No.22467252]

>>22466822
>Any anons who have gone through this cuckery of self?

Not me.


Are you a moviefag tho? Are you the one guy who's influenced by movies where the leading man start to rebel his life because he feel to comfortable? Because I think that's what causing this mass rebel mindset among people who live comfortably. Some people live and is comfortable being told what to do. Excuse me if I'm wrong.

Why not take this type of thinking apart, see, you have a comfortable life where many people work for, some work HARD for it.

You said
>Creative writing would be an extension of my day to day job.
Why?

Why not just do it, drawing, sports, instruments? You don't have to dedicate your whole life to it like the manga artist, but if you can TRY, just give it a go, maybe 30 seconds of your life. Take some time to assess your talents, if you anime drawing turned out ugly, just laugh at yourself. So, if you decide that it's not for you, look elsewhere.

I don't think trying this should compromise much of your life since in from my experience shit posting and watching anime can be between 30 minutes to 3 hours. So 30 seconds of doing something that can create something is a pretty good deal.

Isn't it?

At least you get sleep, I'm an insomniac. My traumas woke me up. Been working on it... need sleep.

[Anonymous No.22467262]

>>22467095
I don't have a job but have hobbies

[Anonymous No.22467273]

Was thinking about getting up after a night of sex, sensing that eternal feel of nothingness and indifference crawling back, knowing that for the rest of the day and for the rest of the month probably I won't feel nothing. It's depressing because it can only be taken care of temporarily. I am slave of this natural condition.

[Anonymous No.22467289]

>>22467095
I have just one friend and a very shitty job (what I make in a week my friend makes in an hour or two).

[Anonymous No.22467330]

>>22467068
I understand but not all things need rigorous analysis. Sometimes, you have to just choose something and if you have a gut feeling, go with that.

[Anonymous No.22467363]

>>22467095
I have a bunch of friends I’ve not spoken to in years and shitty job, not even a place to live

[Anonymous No.22467365]

>>22467087
How’s your physical confidence? Are you in good shape? Are you handsome?

[Anonymous No.22467369]

I want to move out to live on my own but don't have the courage. Besides seeking better job prospects, my main goal is that by doing so I can grow and be a mature person, which I doubt is a silly and naive view. I fucking despise living with my parents but there is a lingering feeling in me that I need to prepare more before going out. I'm scared that I may not survive this harsh world on my own. I've made a lot of terrible choices due to my stupidity, one of which was going for an art major. That useless degree lead me to the current situation where I'm struggling to find a job. Therefore, moving out now could means starving if that perceived job prospect eventually turns out to be false, another wrong choice made by me, ofc. I hate myself the most for not ever making a good choice in life.

[Anonymous No.22467379]

>>22467369
Don't take too much baggage with you. Frequent the forests and farmlands at night. Sleep in stables and abandoned cottages. Wear convenient quality hiking wear. Always keep your clothes and shoes clean and search dry ground when it's raining. Continue with your reason and your heart wrapped in iron until you found a place you consider hospitable and stable. Present yourself as an honest and courageous young man who has a few years of consistent work experience in no matter what field and that you decided to move to a different place.

[Anonymous No.22467383]

>>22467087
How to talk to women:

Google: Take a deep breath, be confident.

You: Cocaine

[Anonymous No.22467388]

>>22467369
Living on your own is largely about money. So long as you have money to afford your rent / utilities / food, there's not much to it. Securing a job that can pay for your living expenses is the only real requisite to moving out on your own.

That said, thinking in the long term, you have to consider what moving out accomplishes, and how long you're going to be living in the place you move into, and where you'll be moving to next. This part is hard and not a lot of people think this far ahead. The ordeal of moving is enough that most people are simply glad when it is over and don't want to think about moving again in the future. If the point of moving out is just to satisfy your desire for independence, I think it'd be wise to impose a term on this endeavor and to talk about it with your parents, assuming you're on good terms with them and they're supportive.

[Anonymous No.22467400]

>>22467369
What’s going on here is that you’ve made mistakes and in the back of your mind those mistakes are keeping you from making big decisions because you’re afraid of a bad outcome. It’s important to understand that it’s happening and it’s an illogical fear.

[Anonymous No.22467431]

>>22465539
/lit/ hasn’t produced a single individual thought
It’s a worse hive mind than Reddit
If the people read, they do it for conceited reasons like winning an argument that doesn’t matter

[Anonymous No.22467435]

>>22467369
Just kill yourself if it doesn’t work. You’ll likely have to if you don’t live in a country with gibs.

[Anonymous No.22467447]

>>22467431
Lurg moar noofawg

[Anonymous No.22467477]

>>22467365
187cm 12-13% bodyfat year round, do boxing, good posture since i like to mog passerbies
face i unironically believe 8 or 9, with a spartan style beard

[Anonymous No.22467522]

>>22467383
Google: Incorrect, gay
Me: Correct, straight

[Anonymous No.22467553]

>>22465606
Good album, but I find that very lyrical music (Dylan is another good example) makes it hard to read because you can't focus on both at the same time

[Anonymous No.22467567]

>>22467226
It's your problem if you only do things for other people's sake

[Anonymous No.22467569]

you think tale of two cities would make for a good autumn read? im really autistic about this sort of thing for some reason

[Anonymous No.22467658]

what's up with the way everybody either loves or hates society? I've found my answer, I've settled on hating modern society, why can they not?

[Anonymous No.22467689]

>>22467658
people neither love nor hate society, they take it as granted.

[Anonymous No.22467748]

I don’t want to be fat, I just want to have a big belly. Maybe I should get a potbellied boyfriend.

[Anonymous No.22467760]

I have decided to start swiping right on the single moms on dating apps. I will bide my time, take care of her kid in hopes that I may seed my own in her womb.

[Anonymous No.22467763]

>>22467760
there he is, the *only* /lit/izen

[Anonymous No.22467771]

I masturbated to myself in the mirror today

[Anonymous No.22467795]

>>22467760
Don't lie bro, you just want a little girl to molest

[Anonymous No.22467797]

>>22467477
Just boxing or do you also do kickboxing? You should level up to kickboxing and learn a little grappling

[Anonymous No.22467800]

in the future the english language is going to drastically change and become unrecognizable, how do we feel about that?

[Anonymous No.22467803]

>>22466822
The only time consuming job I ever worked was construction work. It took up so much of my time and energy, but desu the fact that I was actually creating something made it worth it.

[Anonymous No.22467805]

>>22467800
>how do we feel about that?
bix nood muhfukka

[Anonymous No.22467806]

>>22466457
I keep wiping but the toilet paper is always brown, and then my roids start bleeding which causes my sphincter to constantly leak shit

[Anonymous No.22467809]

>>22467806
fuck you, I said I wouldn't masturbate for the rest of the day

[Anonymous No.22467811]

>>22467805
to be fair you can expect the english language to fork in areas

[Anonymous No.22467839]

>>22467800
The onion unironically had a good take on this
https://youtu.be/iKC21wDarBo?si=RjEZ3G-CJIQXD8Uu

[Anonymous No.22467857]

it's not close enough to what i mean with words changing syllables and phonetics entirely but still uses the english alphabet probably. like saying blud instead of buddy

also you're now up to date with the latest trends in pop culture https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GAPW_1sFt3U

[Anonymous No.22467860]

Happy ending is when the author felt like stopping the plot building in the beginning of the story

[Anonymous No.22467871]

how do i put an end to this shit

[Anonymous No.22467886]

>>22465539
I’ve been cursed with a moral disposition. An honest backbone the Lord hath give me. Why does he hate me so. But dear lord, I am no Joel.

[Anonymous No.22467906]

My ax I did hem shew and did then cleveth hem en twain

[Anonymous No.22467912]

>>22465539
Tbh as I got older, I realised that women overall just have this nature in them to want to control things. The problem is, although they can get control very easily they more often than not aren't very responsible with it. Or they misuse it that it leads to destruction, most of the times without even meaning or intending to. Eg. Being accepting of things that are blatantly wrong to gain social favor, such as transgenderism and the covid vaccine, dressing and acting like sluts

It always starts in the homes, where they destroy the husband, so he becomes a weaker (simp) version of himself just to survive her (remember that silly "happy wife happy life" motto that basically implies to give in to her every whim which then often backfires long term), or he ends up leaving. Then the women have free reign to impose their nature onto their kids and control them in some way. Sometimes it's done covertly, through excess coddling which they claim is "love" but then destroys the kids long term as it leaves them unprepared for real life. Or they impose their own traumas, neurosis, complaints about other people (like their father) onto the kids which they then start to identify with passively. Then the cycle continues where the daughters become like her by being controlling with future partners and kids, and the sons either become straight up incels or end up marry women like her who weakens them which stops them from protecting their kids as they should from her. Both sons/daughters thinking it's the normal way to be.

Cont.

[Anonymous No.22467915]

>>22467912
Cont.

Seems to be the reason why a lot of issues in society stem from absentee father's or weak father's. I feel there really needs to be a balance of energies. Women need to be self aware of their nature and give up this controlling nature and men need to be strong enough to be able to HANDLE that nature so that it doesn't ruin their kids and protect them from it.

Seems to be why women are the more neurotic, anxiety ridden types. It all stems from wanting to control things, or not being able to control things. Once you come to this realisation you will notice this in basically ALL women in your life, from your coworkers, HR roasties, relatives, even your own mother and grandmother you love so much. Even if you ask them something that requires a simple yes or no, they will speak in tangents to control. Heck, what is makeup? Another thing they can use to control their appearance.

They all do it so some extent and just like that, can switch sides so easily to control the situation and keep life comfy for themselves if it becomes the social norm or to control others perception of them.

I think it's men's job to relieve them of this hell they live in. It's why despite what they say, they always want a man of higher status and more dominant than them. So they can finally relax and have them take the reigns/lead. If they don't trust the man they're with, they go into their control overdrive and they destroy their man and impose their nature on the kids which continues the cycle. You'll notice it in any failed or failing relationship, it almost always stems from the man not being strong enough to lead the relationship/family properly that the woman ended up taking over covertly and brought it to it's destruction

[Anonymous No.22467925]

I really regret the career path I’ve taken and I don’t know how to recover now.

[Anonymous No.22467927]

>>22467925
which is?

[Anonymous No.22467928]

>>22467477
Weird that with that confidence you’re not just freely talking up girls. What do you think is the issue?

[Anonymous No.22467943]

I've recently become interested in the use of propaganda and persuasion techniques for the purpose of enhancing the reader's enjoyment of a book instead of trying to manipulate them in any other way. I thought of the experiment of writing the most cliche type of fantasy novel imaginable but, by use of persuasion, somehow make it endurable to some degree. I am certain that many persuasion concepts are already known to enhance books (such as the 'rule of three'.) I wrote a paragraph of something with the intention of injecting every persuasion technique I could inside of it without care, but I can't tell whether the shit had been made better or effective in any way because of it.

[Anonymous No.22467945]

I keep getting demoralized by seeing so many white women dating shitskins, it actually physically hurts me, It's just so revolting and ugly. Being a minority in your own country is dismal prospect, especially when so much of it is being perpetrated by the women of your own race. I might kms.

[Anonymous No.22467953]

>>22467871
Suck a dick already

[Anonymous No.22467983]

>>22467945
animal instincts in many men and women who will fuck anything. you dont have to look at anybodies relationship as romantic but your own

[Anonymous No.22467985]

>>22467953
Exactly this. Just make sure that it is not GMO.

[Anonymous No.22468014]

>>22467983
>you dont have to look at
hate this shit
thoughts are not voluntary
you can't just make yourself think or feel differently
therapy is scam
therapy is a scam

[Anonymous No.22468017]

>>22467983
>you dont have to look at
hate this shit
thoughts are not voluntary
you can't just make yourself think or feel differently
therapy is a scam

[Anonymous No.22468042]

>>22467927
Right now I work as staff at a university

[Anonymous No.22468065]

>>22468017
your psychology makes you feel what your psychology perceives a reality. if you change reality in your mind then also your psychology will match with that reality

[Anonymous No.22468076]

>>22468065
but i should have said it's hard to make your psychology match your new reality, it's always a struggle to replace your old psychology. like it's more comfortable to feel fear again then it is to not feel fear anymore

[Anonymous No.22468078]

>>22465573
Why does she hate you?

[Anonymous No.22468081]

>>22467771
Is that a regular thing for you?

[Anonymous No.22468095]

>>22465539
---- Solaria ---
0816
Strategic Sense

On overcast September twilights when dusk's demarcation
Spreads out for a couple hours

And where quiet privacy takes on the look and feel
Of friendly spirits

Does one know best the why
Of intelligent life,

Settled and serene, with time and space
Enough to make crime a rarity

And music so much as you please
That the lights and sounds of cars turn off

Whenever you forget to, anytime you're weary of vigilance.

[Anonymous No.22468163]

>>22468076
I understand, and you're probably right, but I don't think I am delusional, my beliefs are at least mostly rooted in reality, they're conclusions I've come to based on observable things and strengthened by the testimonials of others and scientific research and shit, I don't want to weaken my ties to reality or to devalue truth in my mind or to hypnotise or delude myself in to thinking or feeling things that aren't reflective of what's really happening in order to make myself feel better or even to achieve a better life but it's not sustainable to live like this much longer either

I've tried acid, I get what it's like to lose the sense of reality and that infinite feeling of possibility and limitless potential that comes from it, and it feels great but once that wears off and we're back in physical reality you kind of have to eat what's in the table

[Anonymous No.22468181]

>>22467915
> Women need to be self aware of their nature and give up this controlling nature and men need to be strong enough to be able to HANDLE that nature so that it doesn't ruin their kids and protect them from it
I entirely agree with that and the rest of your analysis. The issue is good luck finding a woman with a modicum of self awareness. They have never known rebuke or correction, especially now. You’re better off single in 99.9% of cases. I’ve been in arguments with women where I am so clearly correct and they best they can muster is a “stop talking” only for them to raise the same topic with the same retarded arguments on another occasion. Once I was even asked to tell one their flaws and I was extremely light in what I said yet she still got upset. They’re overgrown children

[Anonymous No.22468191]

>>22467771
No cause for concern unless you're less than a 6/10 and/or straight. Otherwise it's just another kind of porn, and far from hardcore as nudes.

[Anonymous No.22468194]

>>22468181
I’ll also add that it is far more dangerous when a woman doesn’t like someone than when a man doesn’t. A man, assuming he’s not effeminate, will largely desire to simply have nothing to do with that person. Woman will actively seek to make that person’s life a living hell and turn everyone against that person. A man will get over it, a woman will stew on it - sometimes for a lifetime

[Anonymous No.22468249]

>>22465539
---- Solaria ---
0817
The Archive Of Things

The scale of implicit reason in any first world room
Is a little staggering.

There's so much more here than
Tropical islands afford in concentrated intensity of light

Cancelling to its rest.

[Anonymous No.22468307]

If you can’t distinguish when to write your versus you’re, or to, too, and two, then you shouldn’t be allowed to have thumbs.

[Anonymous No.22468314]

>be ugly bastard perma virgin
>mostly made peace with it
>out of nowhere start getting the urge to have kids
>constantly thinking about it in the back of my mind
>it's somehow much more painful than regular tfw no gf
>eventually start having dreams featuring a recurring character who I recognize as my daughter while asleep and a figment of my imagination when awake
>start avoiding taking walks by the local park because I flinch when I hear the kids playing there calling their fathers "daddy"
Guys I'm not gonna make it to my 30s if this keeps up

[Anonymous No.22468350]

Went to two different clubs this week. Didn't spill my spaghetti or anything. I even made a positive impression. But my killer social anxiety caused me to flee right after instead of mingling. I'm a little annoyed at myself for that. I'll attend again next week and hopefully now that the ice is broken I can be less retarded. I'm really doing it bros. I think I'm gonna make it

[Anonymous No.22468396]

>>22468307
i do youre no apostrophe thoughbeititmay

[Anonymous No.22468398]

Unless I hire an escort I'm probably going to die a virgin. There are so many things that could go catastrophically wrong I don't think I could ever do it.

[Anonymous No.22468405]

>>22465539
---- Solaria ----
0818
Bryan Again.

Sometimes he satirized my grandiosity, my manic excesses
To my face and in drawings, but somehow

I loved him all the more for it
Though he could never admit anything reciprocal.

He took very good care of me
While crossing scenes of frightening industry

To play games that seemed so slight
In consequence, at the time.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSHjsZIsQoI&list=RDMM&index=27

[Anonymous No.22468465]

Who on /lit/ actually likes their life so far?

[Anonymous No.22468489]

>>22465539
---- Solaria ----
0819
Very Long Term Sheltered Interiors.

Consider yourself the envy of
This general index:

The gold of mood is strange beyond belief.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oelMy5gpBl4&list=RDMM&index=27

[Anonymous No.22468495]

I just went into a thread on /tg/ and saw a post commenting on the state of the fantasy genre, then corrected somebody with a superficial remark incorporating the word "hagiographical", only because it gives me a tiny jolt of comfort to appear smart and clearsighted. Here I am to posture again. I wish I never fell for the rationalist meme that you can convince anybody of anything with a good-enough argument. It has literally ruined my life, partially because I feel the need to stick my nose into everything and try to comment about the situation, but mainly because it means I can never make peace with anything that happens, since I feel like it could have been averted by saying the right things to the right people. At this point I've known intellectually that this is wrong for many years, but I still deeply believe it.

I wish I took other people less seriously. I know their opinions don't really matter, but not only do I consider how they could matter practically, I take it too far and work myself up into a frenzy over what are apparently minor incidents.

>>22468465
I'm where I wanted to be in life, but it didn't make me happy, mainly because having a solid personal life (or solid in theory) doesn't really save you from the greater context of your dying dogshit society. Also, COVID made me hate everyone.

Also desu, not great how these threads have been becoming increasingly stifling pity parties over the past three years, not going to apologize for contributing thoe

[Anonymous No.22468498]

>>22468314
based delusional incel
Have you tried castrating yourself?

[Anonymous No.22468507]

>>22468194
I'm a feminine man
I'm an androgyne of the ancient persuasion
six foot three hunchback with a haggard, hooknosed, balding sallow face plus goatee. Asymmetrical features. Thin arms and wrists, potbelly, wears a ring. Svengali type but no tribal admixture known.
The stereotype reeks of brimstone for a reason, I'm a hypersexual rutting hairy violent and resentful man, but people will not only put up with me, they wish to be around me for some reason. I don't respect them and I look down on them all. One day somebody will pay for it.
not him and thank you for the opportunity to BLOGPOST desu!

[Anonymous No.22468521]

>>22468465
It depends. Between 1967 and 1971 were sublime, 1973 to 1979 generally pleasant. 1986 to 1989 was great. 1997 to 1999 were amazing.. 2011 to 2014 was better than usual, almost good as 1989. I am 60 now, not much the worse for wear compared to most men: My paternal grandfather lived to 98, so 90 seems not far-fetched.

[Anonymous No.22468558]

My hair is vanishing even faster than I previously thought and I just realized that 7 years of hard work and intense suffering I fought through in pursuit of my dreams were all pointless because of fundamental mistakes I made at the beginning. I want so desperately to end it all and I'm too much of a coward to do so

why am I like this? Why did all my experiences lead me to this? Why can't I just bring myself to walk to the roof and die?

[Anonymous No.22468560]

>>22468194
In my experience to many men have bothered me for no reason then women

[Anonymous No.22468567]

>>22468558
based balding (soon to be dropout) phd student
You should do it

[Anonymous No.22468572]

>>22468567
Name more iconic duo than baldness and suicide.

[Anonymous No.22468573]

>>22468567
I'm not a phd student. I'm a writer/wagie who found out his novels are unpublishable because I didn't base my entire writing strategy on marketability

[Anonymous No.22468628]

>>22465539
The pride in myself is weighed down by the genetic markers that shape my face.
My father's impotent rage is felt, through disturbed drunken naps, contraband and secret truths.
I have long thoughts about those days where he'd drag me by my hair to my room. Closing the door to beat me as the family carried on.
Long thoughts about the lashes on my back till I was bleeding.
To see the man now, his eyes showing only a ghost but not even that of a man. A dogs ghost.
He cranes his neck to either side seeking my love, trying his best to support me, offering me all sorts of trinkets to money.
I wonder if he has the same thoughts as I.
The same sort of regret when I look at him of being from the same base. The same regret that nothing was done sooner. Though, I'm sure for my father he wishes he was never so harsh.
I wish I was harsher, in my adult life as we have gotten closer I see many opportunities to abuse him the same as he did me.
I see some godly wisdom dawning on me to perfectly set up excusable accidents. To make a mistake where I would still be liable but not to the conviction of outright planned murder.
This Jenga tower of feelings I carefully pick apart as to not fully embrace a sudden lack of inhibition but i always wonder why I want it to be an accident.
In a ways, I still feel so much sympathy. I would never want to break that illusion of love, that illusion of care. I only wish to nurture it. To see him smile knowing that this was something he fixed.
To think he would ever give that sort of solace to me? It's laughable. I wish only to be as cruel as he was, as unforgiving.
I want to drive my fingers into his neck and squeeze that life out of him so he may just feel as helpless as me.
This however will only remain an impotent fantasy. Woe to me the most caring man in the world.

[Anonymous No.22468639]

>>22465539
---- Solaria ----
0820
Retina

The headlights of an L 1011

Flickeringly occulted by a sweeping tall stand of cottonwoods.

Orion and Scorpius, Venus.

Great fun.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cQ3t0ZbFaGw&list=RDMM&index=27

[Anonymous No.22468642]

Hmm I don't know. There's so many desires and I have no desire to see past them. I would strongly desire to not feel like a weirdo the most. Of course it can be analyzed to some redundant idea of me holding onto fear or whatever, but that's not helpful.I guess even when thay desire is met it doesn't cure it. Hmm I don't know hehe.

[Anonymous No.22468659]

>>22465784
Genuine great 21st century internet-schizo literature.
This could get published in a literary magazine (online).

[Anonymous No.22468692]

Having language models write my topology proofs cause I'm too retarded to think of them on my own. My future is so fucked. I have no prospects other than teaching in a country where calc students do not understand algebra. I will drink myself into the grave writing shitty poetry and rambling about banach spaces to whores. I've fucked everything up. My relationships, my career, my attention span. The one thing I have is my health, and it'll be hard to ground myself in good health when this dread finally manifests into the public school math teacher in Shithole City. I would run away into the mountains, but I still tie myself to hopes of new love, renewed passions. Finding luck. I'm retarded.

[Anonymous No.22468693]

>>22468659
or on my post indie melodic poeticcore metal or rock playlists https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uWwCLbf8zE

this was the first song i got on hitting shuffle. just search La Dispute and you'd get it

[Anonymous No.22468706]

>>22465784
You assume too much. In the last few weeks I watched a set of documentaries about everything from Bikini Atoll to the financialization of water resources to details about the design of thermonuclear weapons to a whole lot of shit about Cold War intrigue.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8spEp_PFQJo&t=84s

[Anonymous No.22468740]

>>22466003
Not the same anon but I’d wager that if a person feels a certain way or continues to do a certain activity they will continue doing so. The whole point is having the conscience to break that mentality otherwise they will be in a vicious circle

[Anonymous No.22468762]

I don't have any skills or interests so I'm thinking of applying for a mining job or a FIFO job, two weeks on, two weeks off doesn't sound too bad to me, I'm only 20 and jobs like these might genuinely be the only way for me to be able to afford a house in this country.

[Anonymous No.22468771]

I've gotta get my hands on an M240B.

[Anonymous No.22468773]

>>22465545
monster rehabs are so fucking good. the yellow Rockstars are a close second.

[Anonymous No.22468788]

>I open Tinder.
>I enable discovery.
>I start swiping.
>Every single girl looks the same and has the exact same photos as the last.
>I've swiped left on all of them.
>I enable discovery and turn off Tinder.
https://youtu.be/6EEW-9NDM5k?si=c2EIMxuRgWJE9x8Q

[Anonymous No.22468789]

>>22468788
I disable discovery*

[Anonymous No.22468809]

>be me yesterday
>tired after work
>nap and vidya til 4AM

>be me today
>decently tired but not terribly so
>grind through work
>something gets pushed back
>miss out on social event
>feeling of social inadequacy makes me want to kill myself
>go home and cry and seethe for about an hour
>"oh well, I can just get a head start on my sleep then"
>browse 4chan till 4AM

>be me in 4 hours
>have to wake up for 12 hour workday featuring a dogshit internal mini-conference

holy fuck why am I like this

[Anonymous No.22468816]

>>22468788
Tinder is horrible. Get out of there as fast as you can. The less time you spend there, the less it will get back to you.

[Anonymous No.22468826]

>>22468816
Dating apps are the only places to meet girls these days and don't even try to sell me on the "Go to the bar" meme.

[Anonymous No.22468830]

>>22468826
I'm not selling you any meme here... just.... Uh... "daily wisdom"

[Anonymous No.22468848]

Wow uhh, I have no idea where to start. I've just experienced the most concentrated feeling of hysteria I have ever felt. I saw an escort, she stopped service because I smacked her ass too hard. She smacked the shit out of me multiple times (of course I loved it.) As I'm leaving her I guess "managers" try starting shit with me. I of course don't care and get to my car to drive home. On the way to the escort the New Orleans funeral piece "Just A Closer Walk To Thee" played on my liked playlist. As I'm driving a song called Thanatos plays followed by another version of the former song playing. I'm so overwhelmed with everything that this sends me into a spiral. I can't believe this is my life right now. The peoplr who love me could never fathom these feelings, nor would they be accepted. This all happens because I was born. Lost my job, havr no skills other than "living" and thinking about what the hell that means, playing music in a mediocre fashion, and trying to attain whatever I feel compelled makes life meaningful. This is awful, how does everyone around me seem to cope with the incesant pulling in opposite directions of consciousness and unconsciousness. It's impossible. I smack an escort's ass super hard because I feel that's what my money bought, but she feels that's not because of whatever has happened in her life. Her "managers" (pimps?) are pissed as well, yet they're pimps because of whatever reason in their lives. I can't stand it, but the oppositions are what keep me alive. I've known this since a child who learned about magnets, but now it's realized. I would rather stay knowing opposite poles attract rather than feeling it. I crave love the most when it isn't judgemental, but that's impossible for humans.

[Anonymous No.22468859]

>>22465596
Just wait for 50% of all women to be single by 2030 and then have a harem of roasties.

[Anonymous No.22468864]

>>22468826
Not even true. Dating apps are a sausage fest. 90% of users are men.
What's wrong with picking up at clubs and bars? You just seem afraid.

[Anonymous No.22468870]

Think I'm gonna have some icecream for breakfast.

[Anonymous No.22468892]

Everyday the idea of ditching medicine in my country and working for some mercenary group in Africa in anesthesiology or intensive care grows on me.
I'd get paid very well, can relive colonialism of my ancestors and revitalize my masculine spirit. Then chill out in Dubai in my downtime. As a bonus, I might die nobly and not as some incontinent demented geriatric with no dignity.

[Anonymous No.22468895]

>>22468864
>What's wrong with picking up at clubs and bars?
When did I mention clubs? Also, people only go to bars to either hang out with their friends or be by themselves, no one wants to talk to you at the bar, not even the bartender, they just do cause it's part of their job. Also, since you brought up clubs, they're only good for hooking up, you're not gonna find the love of your life at a club.

[Anonymous No.22468998]

>>22468895
I don't want to find the love of my life. It's a spook.

[Anonymous No.22469001]

>>22468826
I've picked up more women out in public than I ever have on dating apps. True story.

[Anonymous No.22469020]

>>22468809
this can't be LSD, right?

[Anonymous No.22469090]

>>22468465
I do.
Had a decent youth, some fun times and now I'm an adult and ready to make start a family and career wise it's going good as well.
People with my life could bitch and moan because it was far from ideal, but I simply choose to look at the good side of it.

[Anonymous No.22469100]

>>22465539
I feel alright inside, until I start to think about my reality and predicament. Have stopped drinking and smoking for a year almost now, eating clean, no fap, reading, training on and off too, but I just can't explain it, I'm empty, no will, no drive, I already want to accept death. I've been cheated out of my inheritance plus debt imposed on me which was not of my doing, have no real passions or hobbies, nor do I have friends. Can't focus on women, just can't pay attention to them and realize they do not fulfil me in any way, plus they're all vaccinated, so that's a no too. I'd like to have a purpose, something to live for, but I don't feel it, not sure what to do where to go. Also my birthday is coming up and I'll be alone for it.

[Anonymous No.22469131]

>>22468465
To not like it is living in impossibility for me.

[Anonymous No.22469133]

>>22469100
In many ways I was in your position. Except the debt, that's a real bitch. Is it a lot?

[Anonymous No.22469137]

>>22468859
I sure want mentally ill sloppy seconds.

[Anonymous No.22469139]

>>22465539
---- Solaria ----
0821
Rare View

The cloud ceiling is sweetly mild
And just now a small flock of Canada Geese

Passed across its subtle lines
Like fireworks startling.

By the look of it it must be about 5 miles high,
And composed of very pure ice.

Very near the horizon the trees make with it a ravishing design,
Something never seen on the widest screen.

[Anonymous No.22469183]

>>22465539

List of some of the ways my life has changed ever since I got married (it's been almost 2 years):

1. I have mostly given up on alcohol. I was never big on drinking. But I never used to back down from alcohol in social situations. Since my wedding, I've only had two pints of beer.

2. My health and hygiene has improved a lot. Wife cooks amazing meals. I don't skip meals anymore. My squat numbers are at its peak right now.

3. I've started investing my money. I have received two salary hikes in last 1.5 years.

4. Life isn't lonely anymore. Growing up I used to wonder if I am an incel. Despite having a few hookups through Tinder, I couldn't find myself a loving relationship. And my crippling fear of being alone and unloved has gone away.

[Anonymous No.22469196]

>>22469183
As someone who seems to be in a relationship that very likely will end up with marriage and children, do you have any advice?
I've never had a relationship longer than a year but plan on changing that.
Were there any doubts about marriage with her and how did that play out if there were?

[Anonymous No.22469205]

>>22465539
---- Solaria ----
0822
Sweep

Sometimes I think that God Almighty has put me here,
In a situation beautiful as Switzerland

But that much more relaxed.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XK0TiqUTcZY&list=PLe0BGpEnbYDfRgP8Biw_ayG3onuuVXY3y&index=1

[Anonymous No.22469212]

>>22469133
Depends on the perspective, if its a lot, I guess, its 40k. Was supposed to inherit 2 properties, but those were sold, trickery and foul play involved. It certainly does feel like its over. Wouldn't feel as bad if I had ways of making shekels I guess, but just can't think of anything

[Anonymous No.22469218]

>>22469196
The moment I saw her, I knew, I want to marry this woman. We got married at the age of 26.

1.

I am not sure how close you are with your mother or relatives. But a conflict / friction between your wife and others (that can be your friends or mom) has power to ruin your day. Let's say your mother was indeed wrong in the situation, you can't "school" your mom. In these cases have a conversation with your wife.

Marriage is full of compromises. At times she'll have to compromise and sometimes you'll have to.

2. Make sure you have a hobby that grants you peace and time away from your spouse. For me it's football (soccer) and working out. You need something you can engage in on weekly basis. Bonus if this activity makes you healthier.

3.

Very important. Make sure your wife also has hobbies of her own, so that she can leave you alone. It's also better for her mental health. And the better she is, better your life will be. For example, if she is grumpy, and she has no way to let that angst out, who do you think will be the sink for all that? You. In case of my wife, it's dancing. She plugs in her earphones and dances for at least an hour in our bedroom, while I am browsing 4chan.

4.

> Were there any doubts about marriage with her

There's this question I go to whenever I had been confused about a woman. I'll try to phrase it best I can. Let's say you have a daughter, who is exactly like your wife. In every manner. Would you be a proud father of such a daughter?

Sounds cringe? If you indeed end up having a daughter guess who will have the most influence over her? Your wife.

Your wife is a representation of you. In the social situations where you are absent, she represents you.

[Anonymous No.22469230]

>>22465858
drop the pseudo jew doctor and meditate alone - observe the thoughts you run from. that’s the only way forward.

[Anonymous No.22469246]

>>22469218
Thanks for your reply. I've asked multiple people online but got vague nonsense. I like how concrete yours is.

Do you plan on having children? I do and she has a strong will too, easily wanting 4 children.

[Anonymous No.22469289]

Everyone left the home and I got it all for myself, so I decided to go all naked. Honestly it feels pretty good. I only fear that I might leave some shitmarks when I sit, so I cleaned my buttchecks and put towel on my chair just in case.
I wanted to watch porn, but now I'm feeling more in the mood for exercises.

[Anonymous No.22469296]

>>22465539
---- Solaria ----
0823
Lux

5600 Kelvin wide spectrum lighting is all nice
But there's nothing like daylight

Going through ornate glass,
Nothing so suave.

[Anonymous No.22469303]

>>22469296
Shut. The. Fuck. Up.
No one reads your trash

[Anonymous No.22469312]

It's comical how much worse enlightenment era literature is compared to either baroque or romantic literature.

[Anonymous No.22469319]

>>22469303
As if I care here.

[Anonymous No.22469445]

I always get nostalgic when i listen to 90s Sarah McLachlan, as my grandmother liked listening to her.
I also really want to fuck 90s Sarah McLachlan

[Anonymous No.22469460]

>>22469246
>Do you plan on having children?
I want to have three but my wife wants to have two. I keep joking about how the third one will be an "accident" and happen a decade after the 2nd :D

[Anonymous No.22469467]

>>22469289
> so I cleaned my buttchecks

Why not do this every time you take a shit?

I'd suggest to use water+tissues. I know you'd think water is for the 3rd Worlders. But tell me this, if molten chocolate fell on your hand, would you just wipe it with the tissues? And not use water to wash your hands?

[Sir Dunking Biscuits (or something, i forgot my username) No.22469482]

>>22469467
if you go to sleep with a nicotine sweet in your mouth, you'll have fucked up dreams on 9/10 attempts, but they will be very long dreams.

[Sir Dunking Biscuits (or something, i forgot my username) No.22469493]

>>22469460
Roger grew up with the knowledge that he had been an accident conceived as being the runt of the litter. One day he took to the garden shed and held a lot a pitchfork," i will fucking show them," he would say, and then charge into the kitchen of his family homestead, stabbing all and sundry.

Barney, the eldest, cried as he slumped against the wall, "why, why," he spluttered through the blood of his punctured lungs.

"For no good reason," exclaimed Roger, in an act of supreme karma.

Roger peeled the chunks of flesh and bone from his face and went to sit in the Comfy Chair, "it is my house now," he said, and turned on the television.

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.22469537]

^^^^ Who tf is this mf??? ^^^^

[Anonymous No.22469599]

>>22469537
Which one, no doubt that your memory is lacking.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABX0PQjkaLk&list=PLe0BGpEnbYDfRgP8Biw_ayG3onuuVXY3y&index=18

[Sir Dunking Biscuits (or something, i forgot my username) No.22469636]

>>22469537
I really wanted to complain that chris chan had hi charges dropped again, but we're close to the end of the thread so i'll wait

hey btw you're an actual registered tripfag? that's hilarious, you know you don't have to pay money and can maek-up whatever name u like, right

[Anonymous No.22469653]

>>22469319
Also:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABX0PQjkaLk&list=PLe0BGpEnbYDfRgP8Biw_ayG3onuuVXY3y&index=18

[the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI No.22469671]

>>22469636
Learn what you speak of before you speak. The only price I ever payed was my sanity.

[Anonymous No.22469673]

I honestly believe I'm better than other people.
Most of them anyway.
They breathe in sharply and wow when I tell them about my experiences, good and bad, my achievements, more and less impressive, and the impressiveness of which doesn't necessarily go with my pride in them; but what in my mind makes me better than them is not what I've experienced, rather what I gained from my experiences.
My knowledge and my resourcefulness.
Regardless I've met plenty of more knowledgeable and more resourceful people than me who, as far as I know, have not experienced as many good or especially bad things as I did, and I don't think I'm better them, even though one might say I've suffered and soldiered on through more.

I wonder why it's so difficult for people to gain knowledge and resourcefulness.

[JohnSmith !!QUvq7+4AUqZ No.22469679]

>>22469636
This >>22469671 anon's baiting, you have to have a 4chan pass to use secure tripcodes.

[Anonymous No.22469682]

I don't even feel like I'm on the same planet as you people. I'm here and all, but I'm not actually here. It's like my soul is travelling at a speed in which it can't be contained. You could call it a type of derealization or similar, I've experienced it for a large part of my life. I'm fucking gone, bro.

[Anonymous No.22469685]

>>22469460
Three really is perfect. Hope you get it anon
But I am wondering, if you've been married for nearly 2 years now, why hasn't there been a child yet?

[Anonymous No.22469704]

>>22469673
>I wonder why it's so difficult for people to gain knowledge and resourcefulness.

It depends on what you mean by that. There's not much difference between idle curiosity about merging neutron stars and social gossip on the scale of modern cities, in terms of sheer entertainment.

[Anonymous No.22469714]

I wish I had a Indian gf, but I'm white. It's over.

[Anonymous No.22469716]

>>22469714
Indians worship white people. You'd be playing on easy mode. Go get her.

[Anonymous No.22469736]

>>22469716
I know literally no Indian women, it's just that the ones I met were bombastic.

[Anonymous No.22469748]

>>22469736
>open google maps
>search for Indian restaurants

[Anonymous No.22469756]

How long do you guys read for a day and how many pages do you normally get through? I feel like a retard because I only get through about 10-15 pages a day because I'm a slow reader.

[Anonymous No.22469766]

>>22469748
No results found.

[Anonymous No.22469772]

>>22465539
---- Solaria ----
0824
Lucio

Master critic of management,
Well dressed little guy,

Inimical to tyranny,

[Anonymous No.22469780]

>>22469766
blackpilled

[Anonymous No.22469787]

I redpilled some normies at church about UFOs and intelligence agencies using Satanic mind control techniques.

[Anonymous No.22469788]

>>22469756
>How long do you guys read for a day
As long as I feel like

>how many pages do you normally get through?

I never thought to record this. Who cares?

[Anonymous No.22469791]

I am always seeking spiritual fulfillment. I tried Christianity but can’t help but feel disconnected from it, wandering in the forest feels like you can feel pagan gods more than Christ. I’m not sure how to explain it. I also think pol got in my head. Suddenly it feels like Christianity is a foreign religion for people of the middle east. like i should be seeking anglosaxon gods instead- which seem to just be the norse gods.

[Anonymous No.22469794]

>>22469780
Guess I'll have to take a white woman
Sob sob

[Anonymous No.22469806]

>>22469791
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4oETClJyAk
that's your chant

[Anonymous No.22469839]

>>22469685

I felt I am too young to be a father at 27. I thought (and still think) that I do not completely understand the gravity of being a father.

Just turned 28 a couple months back.

Also, I had decided I will squat three plates before I get my wife pregnant.

She wanted to be a mom from the first day tho.

[Anonymous No.22469848]

>>22467431
>/lit/ hasn’t produced a single individual thought
Humans have existed for roughly 300 thousand years, the chances of someone in 2023 producing an individual thought is impossible.

[Anonymous No.22469859]

>>22469537
Oh hey you're back

[Anonymous No.22469868]

>>22469766
Where the fuck do you live where there no indians? There's like, 2 fucking billion of them. They're everywhere

[Anonymous No.22469876]

>>22469868
>Where the fuck do you live where there no indians?
I'd like to know as well because I would move there.

[Anonymous No.22469880]

I had this crazy dream that I was walking around some downtown and kept getting bullied by people. Like full on, getting my ass kicked by people twice my size. So I got my bat and started beating them but this only enraged them. The whole town got together and decided to kill me.

[Anonymous No.22469892]

>>22469880
you not as weak as you think you are

[Anonymous No.22470009]

I think working remotely was a big mistake. This whole period has just been a waste. It took years to save any significant amount of money and now I’m older than would be ideal to go do something else. I thought this would be great, but it hasn’t been.

[Anonymous No.22470144]

>>22469892
Yeah I've had this ongoing problem where I always think I'm weaker than I am. It's because I was the youngest child and my older brothers would kick my ass every day. Ironically I ended up the tallest, broadest, strongest, healtheist, and most successful. And come to find out, I'm taller and stronger than most people. My family is blessed with being naturally atheltic. But in my mind I still feel small. I see people shorter than me and it feels like they tower over me. A friend of mine renarked that I think everyone is over 6 feet tall and that I'm retarded in gauging height. It really sucks.

[Sir Dunking Biscuits (or something, i forgot my username) No.22470225]

>>22469671
>>22469679
oh i didn't know this, I thought the string of letters was a paid membership ha

[Anonymous No.22470284]

These last few years have been the most pathetic, boring, and miserable of my life. I almost became a cop. What a total 180.

[Anonymous No.22470290]

>>22470284
>I almost became a cop.
failed exams?

[Anonymous No.22470296]

>>22470284
>What a total 180.
took it up the butt?

[Anonymous No.22470308]

>>22470290
My ex-girlfriend convinced me not to apply.

[Anonymous No.22470318]

>>22470296
Remote worker in a very feminine work environment

[Anonymous No.22470321]

>>22470318
feminine in that you were taking backshots on the clock?

[Anonymous No.22470446]

>>22470308
>listening to women besides your mom
Lmao

[Anonymous No.22470450]

Every time someone from a distinct ethnic group strikes me up as unlikable I desire for the extermination of his people

[Anonymous No.22470458]

A girl looked at me at a grocery store today. She was paying for her stuff and she was really hot, not super hot but i liked how she looked. Id never date super hot girl anyway, its constant fight for keeping her every goddamn day. She had some fancy bags and she wore maybe a bit too much perfume although it smelled nice.
I was in a line behind her at a more than polite distance and at one moment she turned around fast and looked at my face. I was breathing through mouth at that moment

[Anonymous No.22470462]

>>22469791
Try esoteric shamanism or typical shamanism

[Anonymous No.22470502]

Ah, It feels nice laying in my clean sheets freshly bathed after spending the better part of my day furiously masturbating to all sort of fucked up shit, I think I came like 6 times.

[Anonymous No.22470515]

>>22465587
You have money if you're able to live with your parents and have a huge inheritance in store.

[Anonymous No.22470520]

>>22470515
>mfw both lowly parents are dead

[Anonymous No.22470529]

>>22470520
What is the context of this image?

[Anonymous No.22470532]

>>22470529
the stupid history

[Anonymous No.22470546]

new
>>22470543

[Anonymous No.22470567]

>>22470446
I think she was right in retrospect. I don’t regret not joining that agency.

[Anonymous No.22470964]

>learned that people make patreonbuxx with mid fanfic slop
It’s really over