Write What's On Your Mind – /wwoym/

[Anonymous No.22270318]

birthday edition

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[Anonymous No.22270333]

penis

[Anonymous No.22270422]

>>22270333
many such cases

[Anonymous No.22270437]

>>22270318
Re-reading Kafka's Metamorphosis and Welcome to the N.H.K. right before ending my 6-months NEET got me into that m o o d

[Anonymous No.22270447]

>>22270437
that building looks mad comfy tho if i owned a condo in there i would be so satisfied.

[Anonymous No.22270468]

>>22270318
there's an old man called de Mississippi, that's the old man that I'd like to be. What does he care if de world's gots troubles? What does he care if de land ain' free?

[Anonymous No.22270472]

>>22270318
Thats a rought 32 and I say that as a nearly 33 year old living with my parents.

[Anonymous No.22270493]

Everytime I go to church I see another of the prettiest women I have seen in my life. Especially since its summer and they're all wearing these cute dresses. Good God, save me from these lustful thoughts.

[Anonymous No.22270535]

Bros I am so fucking constipated right now, I feel like I've had a hernia on my right side for nearly a week and I've had about three shits in that time. One of them was the size of the fucking Titanic sub and clogged the toilet until I smashed it up with the toilet brush like a big tittied butter churner, one was the shade of dark chocolate and the other was two marble sized dark nuggets covered in mucus. I think I've got the Brock Lesnar gut fuck my life cunt.

What are we reading?

[Anonymous No.22270563]

I'm a young lad of West-Euro descendance who recently moved to a non-Western country. What steps should I take to make a successful life in such place?

[Anonymous No.22270570]

>>22270535
Rub oil on your stomach. It will help.

[Anonymous No.22270828]

There's this way of thinking, done as an expression of humility, where you see yourself as the chief of sinners and hold all you meet to be of greater esteem than yourself. Most who act this way in this age likely aren't objectively worse people than those they encounter - they may have been angry with someone, or fallen short in some way, but nothing grave.
I see myself in the same way, but it's because I really am a worse person than almost everyone I meet. I've done horrible things. If others knew a tenth of what I've done they would refuse to speak with me. If they knew all of it I might be lynched, or at least driven from my home.
It's very strange. I act normally around people, I go to work, I engage in my hobbies, but I am objectively a disgusting subhuman. I go to the store, pick up eggs, chat witulh the cashier. It's laughable.
It's been years since what happened, and those I hurt haven't forgiven me, but they have come to terms with it, more or less. We avoid each other except when absolutely necessary, but act cordial enough when meeting. It feels so bizarre to meet them in person after all that I did, like it was all a movie we were filming and we've stepped off the set for a smoke.
I feel most out of place in churches and when praying. I wonder if my hands shouldn't shake when I make the sign of the cross, or if I should be allowed to utter holy words through my dirty lips. I stopped going to liturgy a few years ago because the guilt weighed at me so much that I felt like I was tracking some filth into the building and soiling someplace clean.
Sometimes I can go a few weeks or months without remembering and I'll start to believe I really am a normal person who's on his way to living his life. It never lasts. It comes back to me eventually. I'll dream about climbing a long, cramped staircase down and down towards a cold darkness, or see myself arrayed at my own judgement and not be able to look the great Judge in the eye.
I'm barely living my own life. Ever since that time, something broke in me. Someone who does these things can't be worthy of happiness or love or honors. It's ridiculous. It would spit in the face of those who suffered because of me. What am I gonna do, laugh and smile and have a good time like nothing happened?
I tried killing myself twice but I stopped myself both times. The second one was an attempted hanging. When I put my neck through my belt and let myself swing, I saw stars in the corners of my eyes. They were some of the prettiest stars I'd ever seen.
I don't know where I'll go after this. If I could spend up my life on something valuable I think I'd like that. If I get turned away at the great gates at least I'll know I'm going someplace where I'll never hurt someone else again. That would be enough for me, I think.
Anyway, the stories and information posted here are creative works of fiction and all that. Thanks for reading my blog.

[Anonymous No.22270845]

>>22270318
this picture is me in seven years

[Anonymous No.22270848]

>kill time in work till it ends
>kill time after work to start working sooner
now this is life

[Anonymous No.22270855]

>>22270318
Why did you post a fat ugly bastard?

[Anonymous No.22270857]

I want to watch porn. I haven't in a long time. I imagine I would see some kind of serene beauty in it all now. Women are very beautiful. However, I am currently in a psych ward after another suicide attempt, and I'm under 24/7 surveilance. There is a lower-grade nurse sitting with me in my room right now, just sort of humming away, making sure I don't attempt to strangle myself with my computer charger. I can ask to have the 24/7 watch removed, but I will then likely not be allowed access to the charger. This would mean bouts of pornography in the days, I guess. It has been suggested that I undergo electro shock therapy for chronic depression or some such. I heard today on the news that the baltic sea is 4 degrees warmer this year than expected (I think it was "expected"). The planet is going, why not go with dignity? Right now I am researching how to get suicide pills (with the nurse in the room, yes). It doesn't seem that hard to get drugs, although I of course have no idea what law enforcement attempt against it. There's a research program at another hospital near me about psilocybin and depression. I am considering suggesting to my doctor tomorrow that I be allowed in that program. For a long time I've thought that a guided trip (what they do) is my best shot at a life. But it's 4 degrees up, anons. There is no "life". What I really wonder is why I didn't become a chemical engineer and work on solutions for climate change. I was very promising once, I could have made it. Now I think it's much too late for anything like that, I'm ravaged as it were. Now I just want porn and death.

[Anonymous No.22270860]

>>22270493
>cute dresses
>in church
surely there is something off about this? I mean I can't judge but I was at a choir concert in a church recently and some of the women were pretty damn undressed. Something tells me the muzzies are right about this.

[Anonymous No.22270864]

>>22270857
Lol, you pathetic bastard. You literally lost it. How could you even hand your authority over yourself to a bunch of nurses and doctors?

[Anonymous No.22270865]

>>22270857
>Now I just want porn and death.
and paradise when I die, though there is little reason to believe I'd have earned it.

[Anonymous No.22270873]

>>22270864
Something in me felt pretty vivacious in a way after the second attempt, I thought maybe I could have another go. The color has left my cheeks as the days have gone by in the ward. There was something very lively about throwing myself off a high bridge and thinking "I'm dying now". Something very capable. I really think I had potential at some point which I squandered. I felt somewhat like I imagine a conqueror feels. I was on the verge of hitting on the nusres in the ER.

[Anonymous No.22270877]

>>22270848
Based

[Anonymous No.22270879]

>>22270865
You'll literally go to hell if you successfully commit suicide. Now put on your normie mask and tell these doctors and nurses that you totally regret your suicide attempt and get released from the ward as soon as possible. You better do that before they declare you mentally ill and you'll never get out.

[Anonymous No.22270886]

>>22270879
>You better do that before they declare you mentally ill and you'll never get out.
I've been mentally ill a long time anon. A pension might be just my ticket to dignity, whatever dignity is supposed to mean now. I am a very lost, squandered, fucked up person, I think. I thought for a long time that I was a real true-blue monotheist, but then I realized that I can't accept that I lost my ex. Not accepting the passing of time = raging against God, no matter how meek you want to be about it. I have to be a lost cause. Maybe some shrooms could shake out something worthwhile is my hope.

[Anonymous No.22270887]

>>22270886
Just get out of the psych ward. Can't be that hard right? Press on your rights.

[Anonymous No.22270888]

>>22270318
Just finished Maurice Merleau-Ponty’s “World Of Perception” lectures. Apparently, culture and art are how we communicate with the world and everyone’s opinions and feelings are dictated by the feelings and opinions of others. whoa.

[Anonymous No.22270889]

>>22270887
I'm just gonna try to kill myself again anon.

[Anonymous No.22270901]

>>22270889
Just because the sychiatrists told you that's what's going to happen if you leave them doesn't mean it's true.

[Anonymous No.22270905]

i made a mistake of going clean shaven

[Anonymous No.22270913]

>>22270901
shit man am I really gonna try again? Maybe I can get that Alexander high doing martial arts? I'm 32 though. I've talked to a guy on the outside who could do a guided trip with me, an old hippie, but he's sceptical (he says you're supposed to be doing well before trying something like that, but I really don't expect I will be doing well any time soon). I tried to kill myself out of despair over my future. I really am ravaged, there's no reason to believe I can handle a normal life, I expect I will end up in some sheltered work program for aging mental cases. Work in a cafeteria or something. I don't expect I will go at life with gusto again, if I ever did. Though it really was a high in a way, feeling alive like that.

[Anonymous No.22270927]

I mean I could try to give life meaning with drugs, pornography and shitposting in my non sheltered work programme hours. I'll become more and more of a wretch and be in and out of institutions as the drug-shit breaks me down further. It's up 4 degrees anon. Why not just leave?

[Anonymous No.22270933]

My gf said today that she considered suicide a week ago because of her depression striking harder, but it is all fine because she increased her pill dosage, andI shouldn't worry. She didn't want me to know, but she had a tearfull meltdown and told me anyway. For the first tike in years I miss being an incel.

[Anonymous No.22270945]

Or I could do the program and volunteer in a church and try to live a long life with dignity. Who knows?

[Anonymous No.22270966]

>>22270933
>For the first tike in years I miss being an incel.
why?

[Anonymous No.22271005]

>>22270318
Lonely cigarettes, long summer nights, pain and women and warm evenings have lost their luster

Brush strokes paint friends' laughter and my mind's pen strikes a forgotten lover's caress onto the page, but this ode has become a dirge

Now my palace is dilapidated, bombarded by unavoidable lessons and hard truths

My sanctuary isn't there when I call; I have to sleep outside now

I guess you could say we've grown up

[Anonymous No.22271012]

>>22270860
>Females needlessly expose themselves in ways that men never do, like exposed navels and bathing suits that show ass.
>Females feel the need to invoke lust in every man who passes by for the sake of validation

Women have dogs' brains and don't deserve rights.

[Anonymous No.22271014]

the only good thing about playing music is the women opportunities. they are seriously so psy-op'd by the most mundane retarded music if it's performed live that they'll date the short guy who fronts the band. meanwhile everyone else in the scene knows those dudes can't record shit and are dime a dozen. other than that music will leave you broke and retarded. so tldr if you're short front a shit band.

[Anonymous No.22271017]

>>22271012
>Invoke
Provoke. I also have a dog's brain.

[Anonymous No.22271031]

>>22270318
I’m 32 and still live with my parents. My mom says “you should talk more with me”. She cries sometimes. Not much I can do. I’ve tried.

[Anonymous No.22271057]

>>22271031
Dont you want to talk with your mom?

[Anonymous No.22271066]

>>22271014
Time to pick the recorder back up. It's pussy getting time.

[Anonymous No.22271082]

>>22271057
Why would I? I don’t enjoy life. Seems like a huge burden to talk to people.

[Anonymous No.22271130]

>>22271014
>the only good thing about playing music is the women opportunities.
There is no good thing about music, music is for slaves, barbarians, and effeminante easterners who would rather spend their lives thinking than doing. Your life is temporary, but the glory of Roma is eternal!

[Anonymous No.22271133]

>>22270318
The Hays Code was the absolute best thing to happen to American art

[Anonymous No.22271136]

>>22271082
>Seems like a huge burden to talk to people
based, women are time vampires, even your own mother. Just ignore them and try to self-improve your life to the point you can support yourself then cut them out of your life like I did, your sanity will thank you.

[Anonymous No.22271156]

I'm so fucking bored.
Movies, tv, anime, videogames and books aren't entertaining anymore, it's all so inane and insipid.
But there's nothing to do outside, life sucks.
How do other people do it?
I find other people boring af, I don't get social butterflies, how can they enjoy talking for hours

[Anonymous No.22271163]

>>22271156
alcohol usually helps

[Anonymous No.22271169]

>>22271156
>There's nothing to do outside
spoken like someone who never goes outside, I just went for a 10 mile hike, find something that you want to do in your life and do that. If you aren't interested in self-improvement or entertainment, the only other thing you have left is creative activities, get a pen and paper solo tabletop roleplaying game and tell your own stories or other creative options. There are solo TTRPGs that are more like creative writing exercises than they are games like One Thousand Year Old Vampire.

[Anonymous No.22271174]

I’ve wanted to be constricted and eaten by a snake ever since I was three years old.

[Anonymous No.22271175]

>>22271156
Practice meditation for a while. It's pretty boring in the beginning but since you're apparently going to be bored anyway you have absolutely nothing to lose.

[Anonymous No.22271209]

>>22271169
There is a game I'm playing that is free called HIkikomori that is basially a game with creative writing exercises. My NEET has an imaginary GF that plauges his mind and constantly tells him that he is useless and that he should kill himself. What was pretty cool is that when he was in one of his depressive moods after bumping into an old high school friend who ended up being way more successful than he was, he was sent over the edge by his imaginary GF that convinced him to kill himself. The crazy twist was that when he met his old high school friend she got to roll and "awareness check" when she met him in the 7-11 and she was able to pick up that he wasn't doing so well, which gave the MC a "savior die" (aka someone or an even that prevents the suicide if they roll high enough). So as the MC was going to noose himself, I rolled the savior die for the old high school friend and she hit a perfect cricial success and managed to interrupt him by knocking on the door at that exact time. It was probably the most exciting twist in the game. And since the MC was interrupted the Imaginary GF gets to roll a "disposition roll" to see if she becomes more abuse or less abusive, and she rolled a critical failure which means that she now actively wants to help the MC get better now instead of trying to destroy him. I really like the crazy twists that the game has been throwing at me to interpret into a narrative so far.

[Anonymous No.22271212]

>>22270857
Climate change isnt real retard, if you want dignity stop being an edgelord and get a job.

[Anonymous No.22271229]

>>22270857
>Women are very beautiful.
No they aren't, they are stunted, stubby, weak, and unproportional humans whose sole purpose in life is to procreate, with all of their brain power going towards "how do I aqcurire shit to facillitate baby" This is why so many religions damn women in some form or another. Unlike men, they are are innately died both body and soul to the material world, not the spiritual or intellectual world. Sure that might lead them to do spiritual or intellectual things but this isn't motivated by an interest in those things as much as it is a motivation to acquire wealth and to maximized baby making potential. Pornography is nothing more than leveraging weaknesses of the male mind by other men using women to make money. Its just slavery that is cloack and dagger. Its much easier to enslave someone when you convince them that they are making "free will choices" rather than slapping a collar on them and dragging them to a plantation.

[Anonymous No.22271234]

>>22270318
My wife doesn’t really stimulate me intellectually, but I married her because I know women aren’t supposed to be able to do that and men with guts accept that they will always be in a sense alone. I sort of forgot that for a while but I’m starting to feel content again. She is pretty and does all of her duties as a wife and mom. It’s nice to have someone who loves you and is loyal to you, even if it is a sort of drab version of love. She has a natural instinct for seeing through people and doesnt mind me being pessimistic and somewhat racist. Our second daughter’s eyeslids are fully epicanthic, all from her. Both our daughters will look very feminine because of her genes. Overall, even though I am geberally discontented with life, I love my wife. I like to kiss her and play with her anus.

[Anonymous No.22271233]

>>22271229
>died
tied*

[Anonymous No.22271240]

How do social butterflies do it?
I'm convinced being a normalfag is mostly genetic, Gregariousness is a heritable trait that predisposes you to being well-adjusted.
They're like fish taking to water, its just their natural environment, they don't even have to think about swimming since it comes so naturally to them.
Meanwhile I'm a cow and I drown

[Anonymous No.22271253]

>>22271240
Largely true, but do you have a lot of childhood trauma? If so that’s likely the bulk of it.

[Anonymous No.22271261]

>>22271240
Politeness is learned. That's why all the words for it relate to political systems like "court" or "polity".
Consuelo Vanderbilt's mother was an insane social climber who made her daughter wear a backboard to keep her posture and tour the garden everyday greeting and briefly conversing with every plant and tree along the way so she wouldn't suck at parties.
The idea of "polishing" manners is also apt: society is supposed to abrade you to the most refined form by interaction, and without conversation or company they cannot shine.

[Anonymous No.22271279]

>>22271253
I was bullied in high school and my parents divorced when I was 17.

[Anonymous No.22271290]

>>22271279
Any siblings?

[Anonymous No.22271295]

>>22271253
Is it possible to overcome this? I've learned to act normal enough in casual environments like work & so on. High-functioning, or whatever. But if you get fucked up enough at an early enough age is it basically >over before it even began? Think I know the answer but I would love for somebody to tell me it'll work out & for me to believe them.

[Anonymous No.22271297]

What do you think happens when you die?

[Anonymous No.22271298]

>>22271240
it's perhaps even weirder being someone who was once what you describe but no longer is. anxiety completely raped my life from high school onward and nothing has been able to fix it. it's bizarre looking back at my old self and not even understanding who they were

[Anonymous No.22271303]

>>22270857
You read like Houellebecq. Try writing a novel.

[Anonymous No.22271305]

>>22271295
Well the older you get the more you stop connecting yourself to your past and caring so much about it. trauma always stays with you but it doesnt have to drag you down through life if you learn how to mourn it in order to move on. Youre older now, youre a totally different person. And if youre a fucked up person, well thats fine. Own it. I have bpd and an alcohol dependency from my horribly dysfunctional childhood but I still have done well for myself now at 29. Being somewhat attractive has helped though, Ive managed to keep a gf here and there throughout my adolescence and they have given me a lot of support and taught me a lot. But anyway short answer is yes you can get past it.

[Anonymous No.22271320]

>>22271156
Get some friends

[Anonymous No.22271334]

>>22271240
Its upbringing and practice

[Anonymous No.22271350]

why is /fit/ like this?

[Anonymous No.22271354]

>>22271303
More like Hemingway, if he were an incel loser. Still, I'd read Anon's novel too, assuming they give him his charger back.

[Anonymous No.22271367]

>>22271130
I guess suit yourself, more for me

[Anonymous No.22271372]

>>22271014
I just like construction of songs and making bizarre art

[Anonymous No.22271394]

>>22271367
He is kinda right, theres a bunch of fairly new research that shows people who are depressed tend to listen to music twice as much and twice as long as people who don't. They also find people who are neurodivergent (ADD, ADHD, Autism) all listen to music way more than the average mentally stable person.

[Anonymous No.22271395]

>>22270318
I work for the CIA and get paid to come here

[Anonymous No.22271403]

>>22271395
This is how I know you don't work for the CIA, because if you did you would be in /int/, if you're here your most likely FBI.

[Anonymous No.22271411]

>>22271394
That's depressing.

[Anonymous No.22271412]

>>22271403
Perhaps I should say I’m on the their payroll, I don’t know if you consider that working for them. I have a primary job and get a good chunk of side change for giving them info when asked

[Anonymous No.22271421]

>>22271412
Thats called a paid informant or w/e, and usually paid informants are paid informants beause of some sort of crime that they did was used as leverage and dropped in return for information. What kind of crime did you commit?

[Anonymous No.22271444]

>>22271421
None. You need a squeaky clean record to be in the position I have. I work in an industry that is apparently of interest to them, and it kind of bleeds into this site/board. It’s very lucrative as I don’t feel I give any crazy info, get in touch with someone very infrequently, and yet get paid as much as most middle class jobs. ‘Tis sweet

[Anonymous No.22271449]

>>22271394
Does anyone remember the monologue in The Magic Mountain where the italian capitalist dude talks about how music was basically a cope for people too stupid or lazy to get into literature

[Anonymous No.22271463]

>>22271412
>this nikkka had to explain the crocodile book to his CIA sugar daddies
Kek

[Anonymous No.22271481]

>>22271463
>the crocodile book
?

[Anonymous No.22271485]

>>22271444
>working for social media in any more
EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

[Anonymous No.22271488]

>>22271481
Lurk moar gman

[Anonymous No.22271494]

>>22271488
I'm not the gman, and I come in and out of this general... in general :^)

[Anonymous No.22271510]

Another weekend where I tried and failed to pull pussy from the apps. Sometimes it’s so easy and then you go through these bizarre droughts. Fucking algorithms. Yesterday I went to a friends party and he and another guy showed me picks of the last women each of them had hooked up with. First one was a danger hair hambeast and second one looked like the ugly office slut from that tech bro company scandal - big forehead that makes it seems like she’s balding included. Now, I understand that most men have had at least a few “beggars can’t be choosers” moments, but what boggles my mind is that they didn’t even consider these women ugly and were proud of pulling them. Is that the heterosexual equivalent of going prison gay?

[Anonymous No.22271530]

I posted about my BPD gf on the 11th of this month. She has already left me. I knew it was too good to be true. Now I am faced with the cold hard fact that for the next 50 odd years I will most likely live and die alone. Books for this feel?

[Anonymous No.22271541]

>>22271530
Thus Spoke Zarathustra
Also, modern women are sluts and for other sluts and retards. Take the philosophy pill, take the red pill, remove yourself from the matrix of suffering and realize that this is all for naught. Why suffer this much only to have children who will be indoctrinated to hate you and be groomed into being either activists or troons?

[Anonymous No.22271547]

>>22271530
Ride the Tiger by Julius Evola

[Anonymous No.22271550]

>>22271530
Casanova’s autobiography

[Anonymous No.22271553]

>>22271530
Lmao why would you be alone forever? As a bipolarfag, get another gf who isnt bipolar. That shit ruins relationships. Are you ugly or something, whats the problem?

[Anonymous No.22271555]

[Anonymous No.22271567]

>>22271555
the wall claims another...

[Anonymous No.22271568]

>>22270318
Man I miss my parents so much. Just got off a call with them and hate those last moments where I know I have to hang up and let them go but don't want to.
Ik it might be weird to be this attached to my parents, but I do love them.
And I love autistically ramblimg to them about what I'm reading and just hearing their voices again.

[Anonymous No.22271569]

>>22271568
don't worry after college when you finish your literature degree you can live with them for the rest of your life!

[Anonymous No.22271573]

>>22271569
Jokes on you I already finished my useless lit degree and am now homeless!

[Anonymous No.22271582]

>>22271541
I've taken those pills already. I have also read all the stoics. I still feel lonely and would like to have what every single one of my male ancestors had - a mate. Everything feels like a cope to get away from that fact.

>>22271547
>>22271550
Thanks

>>22271553
Not ugly, just a massive sperg. She was the only woman to gave me a chance.

[Anonymous No.22271583]

>>22271555
A live-action remake of Shrek??

[Anonymous No.22271595]

I keep having a recurring dream in which a tall, busty blonde appears out the shadows and embraces me until I wake. Last time I was super sick from alcohol and she comforted me. I think I accidentally came through my pants onto her dress, but she lulled me back into her bosom with the susurration of a wanly “shhhhh”

[Anonymous No.22271620]

So this is all nofap amount, eh? Just the curse of being permanently horny?

[Anonymous No.22271625]

>>22271130
Music is pure "doing." Literature is for paralyzed thinkers.

[Anonymous No.22271656]

>>22271595
>>22271620
Interesting

[Anonymous No.22271670]

>>22271130
what. music requires making structures and is there for active.

[Anonymous No.22271679]

>>22271582
Then try to tone it down a bit and find yourself a new gf dude. Life is long as fuck if you dont spend it laying around making excuses

[Anonymous No.22271717]

>>22271582
>Everything feels like a cope to get away from that fact
That's because it is. Also just get over it man, you were dumped after 5 days. That's just a blip on the radar, and I can tell you are young.

[Anonymous No.22271737]

I ate an entire jar of dry roasted peanuts around this time yesterday and I'm still not hungry.

[Anonymous No.22271747]

>>22271625
>Music is pure "doing." Literature is for paralyzed thinkers.
False, Music is for convicts and slaves, build aqueducts instead, not useless books and sheets of music.
>>22271670
>what. music requires making structures and is there for active.
effeminate greek/10

[Anonymous No.22271759]

>>22271394
Remember is that before the advent of modern recording/playback devices, music was something you would only hear on occasion. You'd get to hear Haydn's 35th symphony maybe once at its premiere and then never again in your life. You couldn't blast your favorite track over and over. Music was an event. You'd need to gather 2 violinists, a violist and a cellist at a dinner party in order to hear a string quartet, and then it was over. It wasn't ubiquitous and accessible as it is today, and people's relationship with it back then seems to imply a completely different experience than what we have nowadays. Mozart wasn't walking around Vienna wearing headphones.

[Anonymous No.22271763]

>>22271582
>I still feel lonely and would like to have what every single one of my male ancestors had - a mate.
unlike your ancestors you were gifted a more logical brain and if not a more logical brain, you were handed down the collective knowledge of human thought, only to conclude that your enslavement to nature is ultimately valid? Buck the trend. Thrash against the dying of the light, do not succumb to your baser urges that Mother Nature uses to enslave you to produce more offspring so she can only in the end devour them. You are being used by your biological urges to propogate a cruel suffering for the enjoyment of a higher being. Do not let your nature debase your logic, overcome it.

[Anonymous No.22271806]

>>22271747
Pure larp

>>22271759
While you have a point, you're overstating the scarcity of it. It's well known that audiences in the classical period would talk over orchestral performances. Every upper class party had a string quartet (what else would you dance to?)

>>22271763
Cope

[Anonymous No.22271809]

>>22271625
>>22271670
If you guys didn't know the "model citizen" in Ancient Rome was basically a freehold farmer. He might not be able to quote you the most recent play or Aristotle, but he knows how to do practical things, such as ploughing a field (or your mom, ayy lmao) or how to build a structure from scratch. Its probably the most early from of "Rugged Individualism" that we have in the West.

[Anonymous No.22271813]

Browsed some hooker forums from my city and almost every review mentions kissing and cunnilingus. Why would you stick your mouth into a hoe’s wholes? Now I think that if I ever decide to hire one she’ll give me bad service after I refuse to kiss the petri dish she calls a mouth.

[Anonymous No.22271816]

>>22271806
>Cope
If you think freeing yourself from the system that governs you, makes you miserable, and ultimately doesn't give you want you want is cope. Then there is no hope for you, you are a slave and will always be one. Some reamed out 40 year old thot will probably be happy to marry you, cheat on you, and abuse you; all the while you suffer and ask why you deserved such a fate. In the end, Mother Nature does not care for you or your wellbeing and she will eithere devour you on your deathbed or while you live, its all the same to her.

[Anonymous No.22271818]

>>22271813
>Holes
For fuck’s sake, I need to get some sleep.

[Anonymous No.22271829]

>>22271806
>Pure larp
The incel Greek shreiks as he strikes you

[Anonymous No.22271841]

>>22271816
You'll die too. And after a lifetime of what? Also working, or otherwise feebly avoiding work, leaving no family and no memory, thinking that this makes you free. Totally pathetic.

[Anonymous No.22271843]

>>22271829
Go dig a ditch

[Anonymous No.22271848]

>>22271841
>thinking that this makes you free
I'm already in my 30s and I have retired early, yes I will leave no family, because I respect them too much to allow them to suffer in this world. You call me pathetic yet you are governed by the same urges the thots are, you are no better better than an animal wearing a human's skin. Spending your days neglecting your intellect in favor of fantasizing about copulating. If you choose the path of suffering instead of freedom its not skin off my back.

[Anonymous No.22271858]

>>22270828
You(r character) mentioned going to church, lithurgy. Have you tried confessing?

What's in my mind is - Nick Cave's Nocturama isn't as bad as people make it to be. Or, rather, even his worst album is better than a lot of guy's best albums.

[Anonymous No.22271865]

>>22271848
>I respect them too much to allow them to suffer in this world
They don't even exist, how can you respect them?

[Anonymous No.22271892]

Good video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x3lypVnJ0HM

Just saying this used to cause you to be mocked

[Anonymous No.22271905]

Psychiatrists and mental health professionals deceive with the pretense of helping others when the entire history of their field is characterized by unimaginable cruelty.

[Anonymous No.22271908]

My next birthday I'll be turning 30 and I want to have a truly epic birthday party. I have enough friends where I could make this happen and I want to have a concert where myself and some other artists go on stage and we celebrate underground music and art. The obstacle here is that I live in a psyche facility that feels far away from civilization. But I've been outside enough to know that the real world is attainable. I played a show in Chicago which is far away from this energy trap, they like to treat this place like it's outside of the working universe and their laws have impenetrable power but it's so easy to see through them. I'm a poet with a published book and I've been trapped in the system for years but this entire year I haven't had a home of my own without these wobbly psyche people invading my attention. They really don't deserve it and I can see the life I'm going to have when all of these training weights they think are going to chain me down melt away. Have a blessed day.

[Anonymous No.22271929]

>>22271892
>comments still full of sexless "The West Has Fallen" troglodytes
lmao, the lack of self-awareness is their ultimate failure

[Anonymous No.22271935]

>>22271929
lmao!

[Anonymous No.22271946]

>>22271905
Can you give me modern exemples? I only know about decades old shit like electroshock treatment a hellish insane asylums.

[Anonymous No.22271957]

>>22271865
I respect them by not bringing them into this world, are you retarded?

[Anonymous No.22271959]

>>22271929
>Lives in the Matrix
The West has fallen and you are so geneologically wanting that you aren't even aware of it. When economic collapse happens your genetics will be filtered.

[Anonymous No.22271961]

Tfw no boyish looking tard gf

[Anonymous No.22271966]

>>22271394
Cause and effect are mixed up. Music is an escape from depression, not the cause of it

[Anonymous No.22271967]

>>22271865
Read the Geneology of Morals, those who don't reproduce are generally the more moral than the rest because their thinking comes from an attempt to reduce suffering rather than perpetuate it because "I had to suffer, now my kids have to suffer and this is fine." Its the same logic as "I was beaten when I was a child, now I will beat my children.".

[Anonymous No.22271973]

>>22271959
like clockwork

[Anonymous No.22271974]

>>22271957
It's an empty gesture

[Anonymous No.22271975]

>>22271966
>Music is an escape from depression, not the cause of it
Actually the research says the inverse, those who listen to music for longer periods of time actually report feeling worse later on than those who were depressed and didn't listen to music. They think that this is because people who listen to music secrete more dopamine than those who don't, causing a "downward spiral" where people who are depressed listen to music and secrete more dopamine, causing down regulation, which causes them to listen to music much more often and longer, thus prolonging their depression than those who don't listen to music.

[Anonymous No.22271976]

>>22271967
There is much more to life than just suffering

[Anonymous No.22271978]

>>22271974
>The only world that exists is the material
very feminine thinking, I wish you luck, you are going to need it.

[Anonymous No.22271984]

>>22271973
>like clockwork
I accept your concesssion of defeat.
>>22271976
No there isn't, that is what all major religions talk about, the only reason happiness or non-suffering exists is due to suffering. But because suffering exists, it innately taints the world and consumes it. There is way more suffering than non-suffering in the world your trite comment is akin to saying "Well my house is on fire, but I'm currently eating an ice cream so this is fine." Suffering is a fundamental point of life that we all go through.

[Anonymous No.22271986]

>>22271978
If imagining that you're sparing the spirits of your family from being eaten by the demiurge makes you feel like less of a failure, then more power to you

[Anonymous No.22271993]

>>22271986
Iunno, i'm not the one sacrificing my flesh and blood on an altar for selfish means, am I?

[Anonymous No.22271996]

>>22271984
>I accept your concesssion of defeat.
keep seething """"""""outside"""""""" of the matrix you sexless troglodyte

[Anonymous No.22271998]

>>22271986
The Cathars were ultimately right, if Earth is the sin of Adam and Eve eating the apple, the only moral choice is to not procreate. Everything else is Satan tempting you to teather yourself and your family to this world. In the words of the Cathar All-Fathers: "This world is tainted, this world is evil."

[Anonymous No.22272005]

>>22271996
>blue pill seething because they have no arguments
Shouldn't you be spending your time finding "your true love" you deluded simp?

[Anonymous No.22272012]

>>22271984
This is such a shitty thought loop to get stuck in. Of course if you think suffering is everywhere, you're going to suffer a lot. Even people in refugee camps can sing and play soccer, how come all these young American guys are so sad?

[Anonymous No.22272013]

>>22272005
>sexless troglodyte seething because they are a sexless troglodyte
many such cases
also amusing that you think you're not "part of the matrix" yet so obsessed with pills and "simps". sad!

[Anonymous No.22272015]

>be me
>Plan to read Vanity Fair
>Watch porn instead
I just can't stay still and read for hours. I used to be able to. I feel like reading has become pointless even though I know that's not true.

What do guys?

[Anonymous No.22272022]

>>22271967
Pretty stupid considering people with this mentality live it up go clubbing drinking fucking and all that. Being miserable is a side hobby, the rest of the time they are boosting that dopamine and loving life. If what you say is true then these people would all kill themselves.

[Anonymous No.22272026]

>>22272012
>This is such a shitty thought loop to get stuck in.
aka this is too hard for my sensitive mind to deal with.
>Of course if you think suffering is everywhere, you're going to suffer a lot.
untrue, you reduce suffering by revoking involvement within life. You need to read more.
>Even people in refugee camps can sing and play soccer, how come all these young American guys are so sad?
You do know that refugee camps tend to riot a lot right? You do know that a lot of people tend to off themselves in these camps too right? They aren't exempt from what I'm saying.
>>22272013
>Still no arguments
*yawn* let me know when you actually say something that isn't refutable...

[Anonymous No.22272028]

>>22272015
>Plan to read Vanity Fair
whats that like

[Anonymous No.22272030]

>>22272022
>hasn't read the book
go read the book then come back and realize how dumb you sound right now.

[Anonymous No.22272031]

>>22272026
>>Still no arguments
there are no arguments for you being a sexless troglodyte, it's entirely your own fault

[Anonymous No.22272033]

>>22272031
>Still no arguements
Its a sunday night and instead of talking to women you are talking to me, you are failing yourself at this point.

[Anonymous No.22272037]

>>22272031
>projecting this much
lmfao

[Anonymous No.22272040]

>>22272033
>>22272037
>samefagging
kek obsessed

[Anonymous No.22272042]

>>22272033
Not him but why would any sane person talk to women of all people?

[Anonymous No.22272046]

>>22272028
It was like "Hmmm, gotta read this new book, I heard it's good. Hopefully it'll help me in some ways someday".

Then proceed to leave the book on the table. and doing useless shit!

[Anonymous No.22272047]

>>22272042
My point exactly, good job anon!

[Anonymous No.22272052]

>>22272046
lmao i thought you meant the magazine
well either way get to reading anon

[Anonymous No.22272055]

>>22272052
Hahaha! Kek that's a good one

[Anonymous No.22272056]

>>22272030
Well your argument is more indicative of schoppy, whom was admittedly very smart and based but he would also probably tell you it is stupid to derive your mentality completely from certain philosophers. Live life dude. Sometimes it sucks, yeah. Have you ever been in love though? That shit is fucking awesome. And it isnt an absence of anything, it exists in and of itself.

[Anonymous No.22272059]

>>22272040
>so insecure that everyone that disagrees with him is the same person
Sad!

[Anonymous No.22272063]

>>22272059
>taking the time to photoshop images
kek
also its monday in the civilised world, fatty. go to bed

[Anonymous No.22272066]

>>22272056
>An actual decent refutation
Yes, I've taken a lot of Schoppy, but I woudl rather abstaine from the sin than participate out of morality. But I appreicate the attempt.

[Anonymous No.22272069]

>>22272063
>coping this hard
kek obsessed

[Anonymous No.22272072]

>>22272069
>seething this hard
jej obsessed

[Anonymous No.22272073]

>>22271946
Not him but it's to be expected. Firstly, any vulnerable population will attract people who like that uneven dynamic to abuse people. If you have somewhere with a lot of vulnerable people (schools, care homes, prisons, psychiatric facilities, charity) then people who want to abuse those who will probably not be a reliable witness will flock to it. It's the same principle that sees a lot of arsonists become firefighters.
Secondly, doctors are being put in a position where they have no proof anything works, especially not anything they could implement. People wanting to believe they are helping the disadvantaged is part of every psychiatric disorder and treatment advertising, not just to doctors but also direct to consumers. That belief is going to take a while to step down. Most of the drugs which fueled the proliferation of psychiatric prescriptions since the 1990s settled all their cases for damage that their false advertising and corrupting doctors did years ago. But it is very hard for a doctor who wanted to help people, and did believe they were helping people, who believes they saw they were helping people, to take on board an open admission by most major pharmaceutical producers that no real positive effect would be expected from their own data. It's the same principle that makes cults come up with some weird woowoo explanation for their immortal leader dying.
Psychiatry is somewhere near chiropractor for "dude trust me I know shit"

[Anonymous No.22272080]

>>22272072
>still not arugment
I'm waiting for that scathing take that will reduce me to tears anon, or do you not have this take instead of "hurr durr muh penis" like the weakling you are?

[Anonymous No.22272082]

>>22272066
Well youre obviously a smart guy and I think it would be a real waste to kys out of the idea that it is a noble thing to do. It leaves everyone behind and makes our suffering here worse. Yano philosophy and intellect and reasoning all that is great but your emotional state by fact has a massive impact on your thinking and the way you interpret the world. We are subjective being and someone who is pessimistic toward life and someone who is optimistic toward life can both be rationally correct.

[Anonymous No.22272084]

>>22272080
>literally obsessed
lel

[Anonymous No.22272089]

>>22272084
I'll take that you don't have an argument outside of "muh penis" then. Very intellectual anon, your future kids won't be retards at all!

[Anonymous No.22272098]

>>22272089
you wont even have future kids because you will never get pussy kek!

[Anonymous No.22272100]

>>22272098
I know because unlike you, I won't have kids that will be legally retarded, thus freeing resources up for your potatoes, you should be thanking me desu.

[Anonymous No.22272103]

>>22272100
>I know because unlike you, I won't have kids
could have stopped there, we already know that jej!

[Anonymous No.22272116]

>>22272100
>>22272103
both of you are faggots.

[Anonymous No.22272121]

>>22272116
literally obsessed

[Anonymous No.22272124]

>>22272082
I never said I would kill myself, also I never experienced "love" before because I don't think that that feeling exists outside of it being a chemical that compels you to have sex. I'm going to live out my days self-improving and hopefully in isolation in the countryside far away from culture and civliziation.
>It leaves everyone behind and makes our suffering here worse.
Good, evil deserves to suffer.
>your emotional state by fact has a massive impact on your thinking and the way you interpret the world.
I don't know why you would assume I'm emotional, this is all done with a sober realization of the world and the people within it. Any emotion you project on it is from you, not from me. This is the way that the world is.
>We are subjective being and someone who is pessimistic toward life and someone who is optimistic toward life can both be rationally correct.
Incorrect, through pessimism you can experience optimism, not for the world but for yourself. The most rational way of being, at least as far as I can estimate, is to detatch from current day society as much as possible and focus on yourself rather than a failed and dying society that is ultmiatelly irredeamable in its sin.

[Anonymous No.22272126]

>>22272103
>>22272121
read the file name, usually I don't say so, but I felt the need too just incase the point elluded you.

[Anonymous No.22272129]

>>22272121
>Still has no arguments
Shouldn't you be posting on /tv/ or /sp/?

[Anonymous No.22272134]

>>22272126
>"elluded"
>more photoshopped images
kek

[Anonymous No.22272139]

>>22272134
see this anon's post >>22272134

[Anonymous No.22272142]

>>22272129
shouldnt you be posting on r9k you sexless troglodyte? jej!

[Anonymous No.22272146]

>>22272134
>>22272142
samefagging

[Anonymous No.22272148]

>>22272146
ok samefag

[Anonymous No.22272149]

>>22272134
>>22272142
>sex haver has no argument
and thus, the suffering is perpetuated due to selfishness.

[Anonymous No.22272157]

Is there an incel causing trouble here?

[Anonymous No.22272158]

>>22272148
cope

[Anonymous No.22272162]

>>22272149
>muh suffering
lel sexless troglodyte seething over being sexless, youre the only one who is """"suffering"""""

[Anonymous No.22272163]

>>22272124
Im not saying you are emotional by character, but every human being is by nature ruled by those chemicals you are speaking of. You are influenced by your emotional state, like it or not. How old are you? I was nihilistic for a long time and still am pretty pessimistic, but am now no longer a materialist, because materialism just doesnt make as much sense as its alternative. This understanding usually comes with age. Consider consiousness. There is no real need for it in a strictly materialistic/ nihilistic world. Why are we “alojg for the ride”? Why are we not just robots, fucking and warring in black nothingness?

[Anonymous No.22272165]

>>22271813
If they're clean enough to stick your dick in why would you have reservations about kissing them?

[Anonymous No.22272166]

>>22272162
>Projecting this hard
Its sad to see sex-havers cope so hard. Weird considering that they consider themselves "better" than others. Weird...

[Anonymous No.22272168]

>>22272158
rope

[Anonymous No.22272173]

>>22272166
more sexless cope qeq

[Anonymous No.22272178]

>>22270318
Today /wwoym/ is one day old

>32
I'm twenty years older and look better than that by far.

[Anonymous No.22272177]

>>22272163
>How old are you?
32, soon to be 33
>? I was nihilistic for a long time and still am pretty pessimistic
I'm not nihilistic or pessimistic unless you are talking specifically about society.
>but am now longer a materalist
I never was one but okay, good for you.
>Why are we "alojg for the ride"?
Because of God and barring that a quirk of evolution.
>Why are we not just robots, fucking and warring in black nothingness?
Because human beings are one part divine and one part animal, whe have one foot in both worlds. But just because we have one foot in both worlds doesn't mean that refuting our ability to reason for animalistic instincts is a virtue.

[Anonymous No.22272181]

>>22272173
i don't seem to be the one coping here buddy, since I haven't heard a single good argument from you yet.

[Anonymous No.22272184]

>>22272177
I see, so you just find mankind irredeemable? Have you read City of God? You would probably love it.

[Anonymous No.22272188]

>>22272181
nobody is here to argue were just here to laugh at sexless troglodytes
its much like a family trip to the zoo, but at least those in the cage actually have sex jej!

[Anonymous No.22272193]

>>22272188
i accept your second delcaration of defeat.

[Anonymous No.22272200]

>>22272184
City of God? No, when I searched it I got a Portuguese Crime Drama Movie?

[Anonymous No.22272202]

>>22272193
nice argument sexless troglodyte

[Anonymous No.22272203]

I need a cigarette, but I don't smoke.

[Anonymous No.22272205]

>>22272188
>He doesn't realize he is in a cage of his own ignorance

[Anonymous No.22272210]

>>22272202
its all thanks your lack of being able to argue that i owe this victory too!

[Anonymous No.22272213]

>>22272205
>he thinks he is outside of the cage
oh no no no matrixbros....

[Anonymous No.22272217]

>>22272210
>too
american education shines through as always lel!

[Anonymous No.22272218]

>>22272213
>I should have a gf
>Doesn't have a gf
>Spends time arguing with anons who think he shouldn't have a gf
You lost as soon as you started, lmao

[Anonymous No.22272221]

>>22270318
>it’s another argument where anons hurl insults and not an argument’s for dozens of posts

[Anonymous No.22272225]

>>22272217
>american education shines through as always lel!
>american doesn't understand the difference between to and too
many such cases!

[Anonymous No.22272226]

>>22272218
>anime tranny
>"lmao"
cagebros...

[Anonymous No.22272227]

>>22272200
Yeah thats some brazilian movie or some shit. The book is by Saint Augustine. It’s pretty great and does not hold back on what mankind deserves. Almost tells us to be grateful for our suffering because we deserve much worse.

But I would just keep in mind, most people are afraid of what they consider negativity or mystery of character, and so if they sense it from you they wont offer themselves up to you, in friendship or whatever else. And this is a trait you have every right to scorn, but you should keep in mind that if you are more patient with them you are more likely to see their better nature. As Solzhenitsyn said, the line between good and evil runs between every heart. If you make an effort to undergo some of the stupid social bullshit barriers we go through in society, you would soon find in some people traits that really are admirable.

[Anonymous No.22272230]

>>22272226
huff that copium lil bro!

[Anonymous No.22272231]

>>22272225
resorting to ironic comedy in the face of your own linguistic failures wont save your dignity you sexless troglodyte, kek!

[Anonymous No.22272235]

>>22272226
>lame anime guy shitting up the board as usual
that guy is like 30 something no job no education and lives with his mom. i guarantee he has not had sex. total case of projection.

[Anonymous No.22272237]

>>22272221
>argument’s
>>22272230
>copium
go back to twitch lel

[Anonymous No.22272239]

>>22272235
>responding to yourself
very sad!

[Anonymous No.22272242]

>>22272237
“Not an argument”’s, as in the plural

[Anonymous No.22272244]

>>22272235
many such cases

[Anonymous No.22272245]

>>22272237
see my current post for help, anon! >>22272230

[Anonymous No.22272247]

>>22272239
later you'll post a stupid mopey post about how you haven't gone outside in years and will never get laid and use one of your stupid anime pics and we will all smirk

[Anonymous No.22272246]

>>22272235
>>22272244
>Imagine samefagging yourself and projecting this hard.
Life is hard for you, isn't it? Don't worry you'll find your unicorn girl one day! Just keep on paying for tinder prime or w/e dating app you are subscribed too!

[Anonymous No.22272249]

>>22272245
back to twitch, manchild!

[Anonymous No.22272254]

>>22272247
>this amount of projection
lmfao

[Anonymous No.22272255]

>>22272246
>sexless troglodyte believes that dating apps are the only avenue for acquiring sex
it writes itself, kek!

[Anonymous No.22272259]

>>22272247
>>22272249
>>22272255
samefagging again, sex-haver can't catch a break can he?

[Anonymous No.22272260]

>>22272254
are you trying to make this thread hit the bump limit cuz op's pic reminds you of yourself? lmao we know you're lame but are you also FAT? oh jesus seek help

[Anonymous No.22272265]

>>22272259
>sexless troglodyte is coping this hard about getting btfo
jej!

[Anonymous No.22272266]

>>22270318

[Anonymous No.22272272]

Funny how adults are considered more logical and rational, but adult life all boils down to trying to satisfy one's primal urges by thrusting your meat rod in a flesh hole until you spurt out some white goo. I get this feeling when watching porn too, that the people there are just like dogs humping eachother.
Maybe I've been buckbroken by Christianity, idk.

[Anonymous No.22272274]

>>22272272
idk if christianity buckbroke you, but something definitely infantilized you.

[Anonymous No.22272283]

>>22272272
this

[Anonymous No.22272287]

>>22272260
>>22272265
samefagging, still trying to catch that break huh?

[Anonymous No.22272290]

>>22272272
Growing up is realizing adults are children

[Anonymous No.22272291]

>>22272287
seething, still trying to catch that break kek?

[Anonymous No.22272293]

>>22272272
Its because actual adults are harder to control than infantalized children, so that is what society promotes. Adult children that are easily taxed, easily controlled, and easy to take money from.

[Anonymous No.22272299]

>>22272291
>can't even come up with their own insults anymore.
Damn, did I break your spirit that easily?

[Anonymous No.22272302]

>>22272299
>doesnt know what an insult is
american education strikes again lel!

[Anonymous No.22272304]

>>22272302
see >>22272302

[Anonymous No.22272307]

>>22272304
seen it

[Anonymous No.22272308]

>>22272274
>but something definitely infantilized you.
What could have done this? I am sort of a bitter incel, my parents divorced when I was young, I was sort of bullied in middle school and did some bullying too, and I always felt like I've had a chip on my shoulder like that I need to make up for my inferiority somehow.
Any of these things?

[Anonymous No.22272313]

>>22272307
but did you comprehend it? Probably not, see >>22272302

[Anonymous No.22272314]

>>22272313
comprehended it

[Anonymous No.22272316]

>>22272165
Have you ever heard about something called a condom anon?

[Anonymous No.22272317]

>>22272314
I highly doubt that, see >>22272302 again.

[Anonymous No.22272319]

>>22272317
seen it again

[Anonymous No.22272342]

>>22272319
but you didn't comprehend it, see >>22272302

[Anonymous No.22272343]

>>22272342
comprehended

[Anonymous No.22272345]

>>22272316
Using a condom is spiritual castration. If you can't afford clean women to bust nuts in there is more dignity in jacking off

[Anonymous No.22272348]

I love shitting women. I love seeing them shit.

[Anonymous No.22272609]

My life is finally starting to make sense, bros. I feel like I'm finally gonna make it.

[Anonymous No.22272617]

>>22272609
Really? Nice to hear that. Are you going to keep coming here though?;

[Anonymous No.22272688]

>>22271967
This is cope for the childless. Having children (intentionally) is the most fundamental moral act. It requires more selflessness than any childless person I’ve ever known possesses.

[Anonymous No.22272703]

>>22272688
This is cope for the selfish act of bringing another being into the world to suffer. Disregarded, should have made better life decisions.

[Anonymous No.22272704]

>>22272703
sexless cope lmao

[Anonymous No.22272705]

>>22272688
>has children instead of adopting them
>"look at how selfless i am"
lol, no, what a delusional take.

[Anonymous No.22272712]

>>22272704
>coping for a cope
hypercoping is real

[Anonymous No.22272718]

>>22272712
>hypercoping for a cope
omegacoping is real

[Anonymous No.22272721]

>>22272705
The face that the sex-havers have to violently disagree instead of raising their kids or finding women to marry is proof enough that their premise is ultimately wrong, they lose nothing allegedly by you not having kids and by them having kids, yet they are in here seething like no other because inside they know they are wrong. Its their guilty concious coming back to haunt them.

[Anonymous No.22272728]

>>22272721
wrong, youre in here seething because your sexless conscience is haunting you 24/7 you genetic failure

[Anonymous No.22272732]

>>22272728
Basically proof of what I'm saying, good job! Keep it up, champ! You'll surely reporduce this way!

[Anonymous No.22272776]

>>22272272
>by thrusting your meat rod in a flesh hole until you spurt out some white goo
Yeah sex is pretty nasty when you think about it. Guess that sounds kind of immature to some people, but it really just is disgusting. Enjoyable but disgusting.
If I were to create a religion, I'd have it be entirely against sex whether married or no.

[Anonymous No.22272781]

>>22272732
>reporduce
kek the seethe

[Anonymous No.22272805]

>>22270318
A nigerian scammer i was playing with just called me a "ogba". What does this mean?
All google tells me is that it's a ethnic group in Nigeria.

[Anonymous No.22272836]

it was literally 10 o clock and now it's midnight, i've been browsing this board for the past 4 hours, it doesn't even make sense because there are never any new posts, yet i keep browsing

[Anonymous No.22272839]

>>22272836
Is there something else that you should be doing?

[Anonymous No.22272845]

>>22272839
No

[Anonymous No.22272890]

>>22272836
lmao i catch myself doing the same, just refreshing the catalog despite this being a slow board. i dont know what i even expect

[Anonymous No.22272913]

>>22272617
Ive been organically coming here alot less. I'm not doing it intentionally because I dont feel like I need to leave 4chan to make it. My life is just more full so I dont have the time or mind to post here as much.

[Anonymous No.22272918]

>>22272805
It's some Nigerian scammer meme about a vengful deity who casts thunderstrikes on people

[Anonymous No.22272923]

>>22272348
I couldn't imagine how painful it would be to shit out an entire woman. And imagine how much plunging it would take to flush her

[Anonymous No.22272970]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rDUVg-iy7ys

I love Amerifats and I love their optimism and sincerity. If there is any Amerifaggot reading this post with even the slightest twang of an accent, or who goes and shoots guns in the woods, I love you. Amerisharts are the last great experiment of the universal world spirit. There's something important and magical about big fat American optimism and sincerity in this darkening world of insincerity and defeatism.

Never stop being sincere and optimistic, Amerifats. Get as many guns as you can, grill some burgers and wave your flag.

[Anonymous No.22272977]

>>22272970
I shoot guns in the desert, but never the forest. Does that count?

[Anonymous No.22272990]

>>22271806
>While you have a point, you're overstating the scarcity of it. It's well known that audiences in the classical period would talk over orchestral performances. Every upper class party had a string quartet (what else would you dance to?)
I don't think we disagree. I just think about e.g. how Schubert's dying wish was to hear Beethoven's op. 131 (something I've listened to hundreds of times). Schubert got to hear it once, then died. Makes me feel like my other 99 listens of that quartet were superfluous and undeserved.

[Anonymous No.22273019]

>>22270318
I have writers block and an intense urge to write some ecchi-tier bullshit. Not actual porn or erotica, just like a short story about a robot chick with massive tits fighting monsters or something. This has happened before and I am very self conscious about actually acting on these more juvenile creative impulses.

Thoughts?

[Anonymous No.22273052]

Anyone else think it's weird that we refer to our parents by titles (mom and dad) rather than their names? It's like mom and dad become their names

[Anonymous No.22273108]

>>22272970
You should read Thoreau if you haven't already

[Anonymous No.22273111]

22 weeks my belly is now too large to lay on. Frustrating cause I love to lay on my belly when I draw or go on my laptop. I recently found out it is a boy and I am looking around at all the people I know and wondering what kind he will be. I am naming him herbie I think... I love him so much already. It's crazy to think you grow a human inside you and then when it pops out it's a piece of you with a separate sentience. Too wild...
>>22271156

[Anonymous No.22273112]

>>22273111
Forgot to respond to thing I meant to, I've felt like that before and usually it's a sign to go out and do something new. I started attending yoga classes and just having a new environment to do things in sort of stimulates you out of that state

[Anonymous No.22273113]

>>22273111
Herbie? Really? Are you trying to ruin his life?

[Anonymous No.22273119]

>>22273113
What's wrong with it I think it's cute

[Anonymous No.22273162]

A sensitive young man progresses to an aristocrat of the soul.

[Anonymous No.22273165]

>>22273119
Congratulations! Why did you delete your post though? And maybe think about not naming him Herbie.

[Anonymous No.22273266]

34-year-old mom and dad fag convalescing onto the chat. Nothing beats loading a bowl in your parents’ basement, eating your fat fucking feelings out to burger king, and watching Chinese girls eat (I think are mostly) alive animals on YouTube after a hard night of reading proust. It’s weird though, I left the viscous Chinese girls turned on on the upstairs telly. Father is watching it right now. I can hear it from under the crack in the door. Instead of his morning news, a Chinese eating freak biting into the brains of an alive squid. “What in Gods name are you watching?” “Anon, I need you to see you upstairs.” And as I mentally prepared myself for what I thought would pertain to the mukbangs, father, with his hands folded, now sitting across from me at a porcupine table, said he heard pornography from under the crack in the door the morning before this one. He then looked me in the eyes and inquired about the towel. Is the towel to mask the sound of pornography? The same diamond encrusted towel at the advent of the steps I use to deter marijuana smell. Unable to explain, I was involuntarily bound to nod my head. “It's not for marijuana?” No. “Because I found your one-hitter on your bed last evening.” He then placed in front of me a rainbow swirly pipe.

>mfw it’s not even a one hitter

[Anonymous No.22273411]

>>22272781
>no arguments

[Anonymous No.22273412]

Is it possible for a Nordoid to survive in Medworld? How? I like Medworld.

[Anonymous No.22273418]

>>22273411
>no arguments and still seething six hours later
kek!

[Anonymous No.22273419]

>>22272781
Lots of projecting going on here...

[Anonymous No.22273422]

>>22273418
i know, you would think you would at least go to bed at this point...

[Anonymous No.22273424]

>>22273419
>>22273422
keep seething samefag

[Anonymous No.22273493]

I fucked up /lit/. No second chances, no do-overs. That’s it. I don’t know if there’s a name for this particular feeling - this mix of sadness, dread, anxiety, incredulity and raw fear - but I do know it’s every bit as horrible now as it was back when I first felt it. Every new iteration of it perpetually echoing mistakes past and summing its own miserable melody to them.

[Anonymous No.22273596]

>>22273493
What did you do?

[Anonymous No.22273709]

I wish I'd been born a cute Japanese girl. Not in the sense that I want to become a tranny and start dressing like that. Just wish that was how it had happened.

Though I suppose if I had been born a cute Japanese girl, I wouldn't even know that I had, because I just would be me. You know? I wouldn't know that I could have been a 26 balding white dude. So maybe I am a cute Japanese girl, somewhere. Does t

hat make any sense?

[Anonymous No.22273715]

>>22273709
I had a similar thought yesterday.
But decided that if I was born a good looking female, I probably would not appreciate it and whine about something else.
After all, aren't the people who are least satisfied women? Do they not complain all day?
Now what they whine about is inane, but the feeling would be the same.

[Anonymous No.22273726]

tfw AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[Anonymous No.22273940]

>>22270318
I’ve just recently lost a whole bunch of long time friends. Nothing anyone did, it was just time to put the old dog to rest. I’m probably going to be alone for the rest of my life now. Emerson was right, souls do not in fact touch their objects. Dream delivers us to dream.

[Anonymous No.22273956]

I want to pig out for one day.
Just get disgusting with it.
Huge breakfast, eggs with everything from bacon to cheese to pancakes with maple syrup dripping. Big glass of OJ as well.

Maybe skip lunch but maybe make a great big sandwich.
For dinner just stuff myself with mexican food.
Dip quesadilla in sour cream, massive plate of nachos or fries drowning in stuff like cheese, meat, quac the whole deal.
For drink it's either Sprite or some lemonade, very sweet.
Then a big tub of haagen dazs, something with caramel in it or something with brownie bits.

[Anonymous No.22273966]

I would like to stop having takes on things that don’t matter to me.

[Anonymous No.22274031]

What fortune has made yours is not your own.

[Anonymous No.22274048]

>>22273966
So many things in this world just aren't our problem.

[Anonymous No.22274074]

The more complex person the more simple music he listens.

[Anonymous No.22274120]

>>22273596
Destroyed a good thing that was already in the bag by opening my mouth when I shouldn’t.
>>22273726
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
>>22273956
I have the same wish. One day we will man, one day we will.
>>22273966
I think that’s pretty much impossible to anyone that uses the internet daily.

[Anonymous No.22274129]

As the night settled over the sprawling metropolis, tales whispered by the fireplaces and clandestine gatherings spoke of the mysterious beauty known as the Vampiress, ruler of the realm of desire and passion, keeper of the secrets of carnal pleasures. Through some arcane intuition, she possessed the power to perceive what few dared acknowledge: that certain women carried within their delicate forms the key to rapture incarnate, manifest in the magnitude of their button-like formations. With ease, these select individuals fell beneath her icy gaze and into her seductive grasp, enticed deeper into her lair where their burgeoning passions would swell to their fullest extent beneath her lustful attentions. Enveloped in phantasmal bliss, the hapless participants surrendered to her ministrations, reduced to trembling vessels of ecstatic release beneath her hungry kisses, the velvet touch of her lips, the languid lick of her tongue, and finally the consummatory stalactite thrust of her fang. And yet, come the dawning hour, another frozen casualty joined the ranks of her frosted garden, her coveted legion of sublime masterpieces, each one molded from the rich loam of flesh and desire, fashioned by her own hands into living embodiments of her fiercely guarded fascination with femininity's crowning glory. Thus did the legends persist, passed along like illicit confidences shared at twilight, testaments to the enigmatic creature known simply as the Vampiress, mistress of both life and death, her dominion ruled by the siren call of the pulsating, otherworldly bodies beneath her tender mercies.

[Anonymous No.22274181]

>>22270318
it's amazing how strongly i've come to dislike this website and talking to people on the internet in general. you guys are the fucking worst. shame on you

[Anonymous No.22274202]

What's the deal with s𐐬y?

[Anonymous No.22274230]

I am definitely a pessimist but reading pessimist writers and philosophy is so fucking grating and unbearable. Even Cioran who I find myself agreeing with the most of almost any writer comes off as a pathetic and annoying loser when I read his work, despite my own lack of real counterarguments.

[Anonymous No.22274266]

>>22273266
How does it feel to live like a 16 year old at 34?

[Anonymous No.22274321]

Helping my father with home repairs. I have ~8 years construction experience and he has none but wants to try to teach me how to do it "right"(wrong). I might kill him. If you wanted to bond through father son lessons you should've done it before I turned 30 you fuckwit.

[Anonymous No.22274327]

I've decided to stop browsing forums, especially incels.is. But now that I'm logged out I feel so lonely. I'm spending more time on /lit/ but this place is slow and the anonymity doesn't help much with loneliness.

[Anonymous No.22274331]

>>22274327
browsing literal incel forums sounds like a very bad idea.

[Anonymous No.22274332]

The Vampiress roams the city night,
Seeking out new prey for her delight.
Her heart is filled with lust and fire,
For love that knows no boundary nor desire.

She moves among the crowds alone,
Her eyes scan each passing form unknown.
Each beat of her own fragile heart
Is matched by each stolen breath apart.

Her senses lead her to a maid,
Whose laughter rings so clear and gay.
Her beauty sparkles brightly there,
Like diamonds scattered on the ground without care.

The Vampiress closes in her track,
Her mind now set, her purpose locked.
With cunning steps, she soon draws near,
And speaks her first seductive word of cheer.

"O dearest one," the Vampiress said,
"Your laughter fills my aching head.
I wish to join you in your fun,
To share the moment as it's begun."

The maid replies with modesty,
"Why thank you milady! You see,
We maids enjoy ourselves today,
Beneath the stars in full array!"

The Vampiress smiles with glee,
"Oh how I would adore to be
Part of such a pretty company,
My dear, won't you let me?"

The maid agrees, as any would,
When offered such a chance to stand
Amongst society's elite,
With friendship found beneath the streetlight.

As they walk hand-in-hand, you see,
The Vampiress feels a sudden heat.
The warmth that rushes through her blood,
Reaches deep inside her throat.

The urge to sink her teeth under her skirts,
Into the maid's soft and supple folds,
Makes her heart race like a hurricane,
As love takes hold again.

With tenderness she lowers her head,
And whispers in the maid's sweet ear,
"Dearest maid, I offer you my bed,
If you consent not to flee till light."

The maid agrees with nervous grin,
Not knowing what the future holds.
Yet she's to become the Vampiress' kin,
As lust dissolves any fear of proaching sin.

In moments, the maid succumbs,
To love's embrace and deathly doom.
Her beauty captured by the tomb,
Frozen, deathly still, as if in catacombs.

Above her kindred, the vampire hovers high,
Eternal gaze transfixed to realms afar,
Musing on times when youth did sway,
Before cursed immortality scarred her heart.

Remembered whispers soft as silk entice,
The promise of warmth and life so rare,
An unknown name inscribed deep inside,
A love worth dying for - or undying care?

Here she stands encircled by decay,
Shadow monarch imprisoned each day,
Betwixt two states, neither fully true,
Waiting for release from lifeless hue...

Alternate ending:
...Her thoughts are lost in ages past,
When she was young and full of life,
Before the curse of immortality imprinted strife.

She remembers a lover once held close,
A tender touch that made her feel alive,
A soulmate whose name was never known.

Yet here she stands, surrounded by dust,
A queen of shadows with a borrowed trust,
Trapped between two worlds, neither whole nor just.

But still she waits, as all must wait,
For release from bonds of flesh and state,
And hope that someday she might regain her rightful place.

[Anonymous No.22274340]

>>22274331
Well...
Should've told me 3 years ago. It helps having people to talk to though.

[Anonymous No.22274383]

>>22270318
do you guys have a place you put books that you are currently reading or reference alot somewhere different or do you just slot them all back onto the bookshelf?

[Anonymous No.22274392]

>>22274074
What sort of a brainlet take is that? Some of the most complex music is classical, some of the most simple is retard zoomer mumble rap.

[Anonymous No.22274436]

>>22274327
Have you ever seen that pic that compares meme internet philosophers/coaches like Peterson and Tate with some random middle aged work colleague? The coaches are surrounded by impersonal and downright harmful advice while the old guy says things like “you’re a good lad” and “I saw you eyeing that girl across the bar the entire night. You should go and talk to her, no reason to be scared.” The point I’m making is: it’s natural to feel alone. Most of us feel like that in one way or another. But while real connections will help you not feel lonely and even improve your life their internet surrogate provides only an illusion of companionship, the kind that only brings you harm and will leave you even more alone in the long term. I get going online for connections - hell, I’m here right now because I’m feeling like shit about something and don’t wanna be stuck in my head with these thoughts - but please, please, don’t go back to those forums and try to form connections irl, no matter how hard it feels sometimes.

[Anonymous No.22274474]

>>22274383
Coffee table

[Anonymous No.22274482]

>>22274436
You know, I wouldn't have been there all that much if I had plenty good irl connection. I've noticed that when I'm busy with real life and real people I browse the internet a lot less. But I left anyway because I don't want that place to become my life, even though I made many "friends" and I was someone there.

[Anonymous No.22274566]

>>22274482
>I've noticed that when I'm busy with real life and real people I browse the internet a lot less.
Yeah, the same goes for me.
>But I left anyway because I don't want that place to become my life, even though I made many "friends" and I was someone there.
I’m pround of ya, lad.

[Anonymous No.22274567]

>>22274482
>when I'm busy with real life and real people I browse the internet a lot less.
You sound like a failed normalfag not an incel. gtfo my imageboards

[Anonymous No.22274653]

>>22274567
A lack of real obligations is what made you this way. It's not too late.

[Anonymous No.22274671]

big dicks will rule the world

[Anonymous No.22274704]

>>22274671
Small ones are more motivated to do surplus.

[Anonymous No.22274756]

>>22274567
>You sound like a failed normalfag not an incel.

I don't see the difference. Are you on incels.is?

[Anonymous No.22275024]

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[Anonymous No.22275071]

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