/wwoym/ Contemplative Typing Edition

[Anonymous No.22050976]

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[Anonymous No.22050992]

It's a special time of year whenever my fiancée has diarrhea. During the holiday season, when families come together to cherish the warmth and comfort of that year's memories and the promise and hope of the year to come, my fiancée consumes three blisters of laxatives containing 20 tablets each. For the next three days, I harvest her diarrhea in mason jars and she uses it as a base for her famous, hearty holiday stew. I can hardly wait for the holiday season to arrive - The laxatives rest peacefully atop the shelf in our cupboard waiting to be opened; the mason jars are in the garage, clear and clean. The soup pots clank and jingle, as if to also express anticipation for the gourmand thrill to come, as my fiancée prepares other dishes less sumptuous than our holiday treat.

[Anonymous No.22051002]

More and more, I feel like your education, your career, your jobs, and your life experiences matter a lot when it comes to writing fiction. So what is someone supposed to do if they don’t find any of their own inspiring or interesting, but rather just something they sort of tolerated because they had to or if they just don’t feel there’s much worth talking about there? “Write what you know” isn’t helpful advice when you don’t know anything worth knowing.

[Anonymous No.22051004]

Coming to London has made me more racist than anyone can ever imagine, I can almost levitate from rage.

[Anonymous No.22051028]

>>22051004
England has such a beautiful countryside. Why would you ever move to London?

[Anonymous No.22051038]

>>22051002
It is true that more interesting people tend to write more interesting fiction. The most interesting things I have in mind that I want to put into drafts are take-offs from real life experiences. And I realize that these events in my life are in fact quite unique. To me they are good stories, but to other people I have no idea, yet.

All I can suggest is that you go out of your normal routine, go to the city center where ever you live and just talk to people for whatever reason. Start from there. Pretend like you are on a quest for life experience and see where you end up. (caution is needed here because things can go badly if you, for example, start a conversation with a criminal looking for a patsy on the next job)

[Anonymous No.22051043]

>>22050976
You forgot the title header…

[Anonymous No.22051049]

>>22051043
If anyone here doesn't know what /wwoym/ is by now they are too new to post itt.

[Anonymous No.22051056]

>>22051049
If you can’t do it right, don’t do it at all.

[Anonymous No.22051065]

>>22050976
I don't want to use this board anymore.

[Anonymous No.22051066]

>>22051056
I'm sorry for you.

[Anonymous No.22051070]

I don't want to use this keyboard anymore.

[Anonymous No.22051076]

Isn’t it funny how the word logos has been co-opted over the centuries?
First philosophic age is about it meaning deductive reasoning
Second religious age it’s stolen by the christfags to mean god etc
Third age has it as a sign of commercial company standards. Lunacy

[Anonymous No.22051081]

>>22051066
I accept your concession
Don’t let it happen again

[Anonymous No.22051096]

>>22051070
imagine the smell
>>22051081
>ESL Moment

[Anonymous No.22051111]

>>22051096
No, it’s more like that Dungeonmaster meme. I reject your reality and substitute my own
That’s just how that meme works.

[Anonymous No.22051112]

my brain has been balkanized

[Anonymous No.22051134]

>>22051038
I don’t really have a city center near me. There is a downtown strip, but I can’t get there but by car. There is no sort of gathering area really. It’s just restaurants and stores. But more to the point of the advice, I can appreciate where it’s coming from but it just seems inadequate to me. I’m thirty years old and those would-be experiences for me have already come and gone. Things have happened in that time, but nothing that feels like it could fuel a story. The last few times I tried write short stories, they came out really miserable.

[Anonymous No.22051175]

Coincidentally, my cool friend Carbon whilst in his car at his cabin is drinking carbonated water and eating carb-rich carbonara and waiting for his carbon dating device to carbon date a carrion fossil found in his crazy uncle's cabinet of curiosities.

[Anonymous No.22051182]

Coca cola vanilla flavour is like heroin
Also, how do you know if people are stupid and you are smart?

[Anonymous No.22051199]

I’m the last analyst at my workplace. They would be screwed if I left. I should try to convince them to hire me as a contractor. I would own all of my time and could probably charge for more than they pay me.

[Anonymous No.22051202]

I've been working in a café for a month now after years of wagecucking. One of the things I hate the most (and have the most difficulty getting used to) is getting bitched around by my co-workers. I have 16 year old girls telling me to go take out the trash or wipe down a table, I've got some slacker that's nowhere to be found half the work day barking orders at me and telling me not to stand around.
It's arousing a lot of feelings of indignity.

[Anonymous No.22051204]

what hangs down by the thigh of a man, under his pants, yet is stiff and hard? When the man puts his hand in his pants, he puts the head of this dangling thing into that familiar hole of matching length which he has filled many times before.

[Anonymous No.22051210]

>>22051202
after years of being a NEET* not wagecucking lmao

[Anonymous No.22051283]

>>22050976
Some c. 50 year old black woman complemented me on my Godflesh t-shirt today. On a different note, I can't help but thinking of condoms when I see windsocks, perhaps it is on account of my enormous, presently erect member.

[Anonymous No.22051288]

there was this book by this libertarian author who classified the motivations of various political quadrants and ideologies like for conservatives it was a sense of preservation & disgust & for leftists resentment. Could somebody prease tell if they have any idea

[Anonymous No.22051290]

>>22051202
We have to do it. A golden opportunity is rising, but it’s going to take a lot of organization.

[Anonymous No.22051292]

I've been waiting for this thread all morning. What took so long?

[Anonymous No.22051297]

>>22051002
The Bronte sisters were lifeless shut ins and wrote brilliant works.

[Anonymous No.22051300]

>>22051292
It’s a continual thread

[Anonymous No.22051302]

>>22051002
Go out and have some experiences

[Anonymous No.22051307]

>>22051202
I tend to think that one of the key features of the modern workplace is that there’s little chance for feeling dignified in it, especially if you work with women because if you’ve noticed they take advantage of their position by telling and don’t ask or say please.

[Anonymous No.22051311]

>>22051002
Travel a bit, even if its to a town close to you

[Anonymous No.22051313]

>>22051297
The Brontë sisters were different people in a different time.

[Anonymous No.22051319]

Does the manosphere “get on your purpose” do x and don’t do y phenomenon exist on the European internet? I’m talking here about guys that preach quitting video games, what to do to make money, all of this stuff?

[Anonymous No.22051328]

I've been doing ______ for over 10 years. It's destroyed my mind and my soul, and I've hurt someone close to me because of it. At night I lie awake, in horror and and in awe of the magnitude of the things I've done, at how deeply _______ poisoned me.
Thr guilt is unbearable; no accomplishments, no fame or fortune, no success or happiness can have value in the life of one who has committed such deeds. It would be a farce. I think sometimes about killing myself, weighing the potential that remaining alive has for me to suffer further, for me to inflict punishment on myself, against the guaranteed suffering and eternal, endless regret awaiting me in Hell, and I'm unable to decide. I see myself as some sort of slime creature, dredged from the boytom of the sea and stuffed into a person-shaped caricature. Subhuman, beastlike. Sometimes I think that others can smell the stain of _______ on me. They can see its shadow peeking over my shoulder.
I've thought about going to a priest for years, but I hold myself back. I can't burden any other human being with this, with what I've done. I don't deserve absolution. I fear the consequences of _______ and of confessing to it aloud. Other excuses, other worries. My arrogance disgusts me; I declare myself unworthy of redemption as if I was God and hope still for salvation of some kind, for someone to reach me, to save me, and yet also hope no one ever comes, that by following this path I'll guarantee my damnation and end up where I deserve to go.
________. It burns me, it fills me with molten metal, it turns my blood to fire. How many have suffered for it? How can any sane man, knowing it, fail to fall into its sweet grasp? How could any sane man know what it is and not recoil in disgust, in sheer horror at the mere thought? My desire for it and my guilt over it fight an endless battle inside me and I am losing the strength to keep repairing what is damaged during the siege on my heart.

[Anonymous No.22051342]

>>22051328
Are you some kind of pervert?

[Anonymous No.22051354]

>>22051319
i'll translate: "is hustle culture an international phenomenon?"

yes, it's worldwide. young zoomers are learning some cold shit at a young age, hopefully it accelerates them into some early self-reflection as well.

[Anonymous No.22051372]

One of my friends, who's a girl, has been giving me some attention lately. At 28 I've never had a gf so it feels breddy nice. She puts her head on my shoulder sometimes and lets me lie down so that she can stroke my hair. I don't give a shit about sex, just hanging out with a girl and having these little moments like this, even for a short period of time, is more than enough for me.

[Anonymous No.22051399]

Remote work is hell honestly. Everyday is just Groundhog Day, over and over again. It’s especially bad if you’re addicted to the internet and 4channel.com’s /lit/ - Literature board and spend hours there everyday.

[Anonymous No.22051400]

>>22051372
why no luck with girls? (before now.. i guess)

[Anonymous No.22051412]

>>22051372
I haven’t even had friends since I am 25 or so. It sounds like a nice situation to be in. Friends make good partners. I dated a friend for 4 years. I planned on marrying her but things didn’t work out in the end.

[Anonymous No.22051423]

>>22051288
johnathan chait?

[Anonymous No.22051425]

>>22051372
Sounds great anon. Those moments are the most stress free part of a relationship

[Anonymous No.22051446]

I’ve been really miserable and frankly, not very fun for the last several years. The truth is, I feel like I’ve been beaten down by life and I have always had a hard time not wearing my emotions on my sleeve. I think the old me people would describe as somewhat charismatic. Sometimes it’s hard to tell if I’ve fundamentally changed or if I’m just going through a many year long rough patch. After something like 6 years of unhappiness and of more or less social isolation, it’s started to really feel like the former.

[Anonymous No.22051454]

I have good question for all of my fellow sad boys out there. What would have been different in your life if you went bald at 17? Imagine it for me.

[Anonymous No.22051464]

today im going to write. i did some cleaning, talked to friends on discord, fucked around on 4 chan and youtube.. ok i wasted a few hours. nvm that was 17 hours. ill write tomorrow

>>22051446
im a 35 year old NEET who used to date very attractive women and worked at a startup………
feelsok desu

[Anonymous No.22051467]

>>22051400
My life has played out in such a way that, since the age of 14, I've never any girls around me (not counting relatives). I didn't go to college, or for that matter anyplace where you typically find girls. Even when I tried to put myself out there it felt like the fates conspired to keep them away.

>>22051412
>I planned on marrying her but things didn’t work out in the end.
Sorry to hear that anon

[Anonymous No.22051469]

>>22051464
Did you make any money from the startup? What are you getting at anyway? Are you lonely or miserable or something?

[Anonymous No.22051475]

>>22051454
poor dude
but at 17 i could have pulled off a nice shaved head look. being bald is ok if youre fit. its not good though. i have a mean crown spot thing going on now. fucking sucks

do i shave or just pretend its not there and keep getting normal haircuts?

[Anonymous No.22051484]

>>22051469
im pointing out that i was on top of the world.. now a poor loser, but i am not feeling too bad about it. you know— it could be worse

[Anonymous No.22051494]

>>22051484
I don’t think you’re a loser though.

[Anonymous No.22051498]

I want to move to the country, either in my home country or another country, but I’m a little tired of being broke and lonely.

[Anonymous No.22051514]

>>22051475
>do i shave or just pretend
Keep it as long as you can.
>>22051484
Breh I know this feeling. There is always a way back up to the top, I hope, or cope, not sure.

[Anonymous No.22051522]

>>22051494
thanks

[Anonymous No.22051539]

>>22051514
What do you think about simply realizing the top wasn’t actually the top or simply identifying another top?

[Anonymous No.22051540]

>>22051112
We could be heroes..

[Anonymous No.22051544]

My remote job allows me so much time to write, and most days I struggle to just sit down and write and I still hate the job.

[Anonymous No.22051548]

>>22051514
>There is always a way back up to the top, I hope, or cope, not sure.
this is sort of where im at. definitely a privilege of a ‘normal’-ish middle aged man in a 1st world country.. plenty of opportunity to fuck around and bounce back
and desu NEET life is very comfy right now

[Anonymous No.22051560]

I think one of the keys to learning to love to write is creating an enjoyable environment and process for writing. You have to get comfortable and take the pressure off. Make it fun. Yeah, I think that’s right.

[Anonymous No.22051581]

I’ve started to feel like I’ve missed out on a lot by not building a close group of friends in my twenties after college. I wanted to. I just wasn’t able to make it happen.

[Anonymous No.22051592]

This whole time I’ve hated my job so much and felt it a terrible job for a wannabe writer. It’s not ideal, but it’s actually pretty good for that and I’ve really probably gotten pretty lucky. So why I am I so miserable about it still?

[Anonymous No.22051602]

>>22051004

That's hilarious. Tell us an anecdote of something.

[Anonymous No.22051616]

>>22051539
well it was quite a high top, then it was over. Then an other high top arrived, and then that was over. It's been a while since either of these things. I either pretend like it wasn't so high, shoot for something even higher, or say fuck it and head towards the simple life in Maine.
>>22051548
I'm essentially between saying fuck it and giving in to the simply life or saying fuck yeah and sallying forth like Don Quixote, some vague adventure of making things right in the world, all for the sake of fame and glory. Quite a gulf between these options.

[Anonymous No.22051625]

>>22051616
I never quite achieved a high top, but I came close once. I ended realizing the high top wasn’t as picturesque as I thought it was and I headed home. It was hard to identify a new high top after that but I did identify one. If you want to get back up that peak, it’s possible. If you want to find a new peak to climb, that’s possible too. If you just want to nestle into the countryside, that is, of course, always possible too. There’s really no one right way to live life even though the world we grew up in tries to convince us there is.

[Anonymous No.22051624]

fuck yeah, orangutan

[Anonymous No.22051638]

>>22051581
Eh. There's always time. You just have to keep trying. As long as you respect people's boundaries and you're not a self-conceited fuck, you can keep trying. Some day someone's shell will crack, and you'll end up with a friend. Then provided they're not evil you'll have a second friend, then a third, etc.

[Anonymous No.22051667]

I sometimes wish I had been born and raised in Europe. Somehow it just feels like what I want out of life is more attainable there.

[Anonymous No.22051680]

>>22051638
It’s not like I have no friends. I had friends in college and high school. I haven’t seen or spoken to either in years. I’m not sure if I want to. I don’t necessarily feel like they were good influences on me, and we’re too different to really stay close into adulthood. I do have 4 brothers and 2 male cousins and we’re all fairly close so it’s sort of like I have friends built in but I don’t see them all the time either. I wouldn’t actually know how to go about making new friends to be honest. My workplace has virtually no men and the men I have met aren’t really people I click with.

[Anonymous No.22051687]

My bad college grades a still a big source of insecurity for me almost 10 years later.

[Anonymous No.22051783]

>>22050976
The world is going to shit soon, there's almost nowhere we can hide. People living with cold climates on surelevated lands in nobody countries are the only ones who have a chance to make it and everyone else will probably die. I should've killed myself two years ago but I can't go unless I know everyone in my family is safe, which is why I'm still around despite being a pleasureless wagecuck. I don't think people understand how fucked the world is going to be in a few decades. If World War Three doesn't end us all, famine and pollution will. Nobody is safe. If you have money you should use it right now to settle somewhere safe i.e not anywhere in the US nor in Europe. Alaska is going to be fucked too.

[Anonymous No.22051799]

>>22051783
People have been doomposting like this for decades now. You fags forget just how long these declines can take. Bear in mind that it took the Roman Empire centuries to fall after its peak. And the US only peaked 50 years ago.. Shit may not even hit the fan until year 2200.

[Anonymous No.22051806]

>90% of femdom content in the age of onlyfans is just a mid looking woman sitting in her underwear saying you're not good enough to even see her tits for 15 minutes, and simps pay for it
I've always been an opportunistic coomer - I would never in a billion years ever pay for pornography. Unfortunately, the scope of productions is determined by those who do pay and what they are willing to pay for, and those people are invariably simps, and simps invariably have terrible tastes, and hence, we get the present situation, of dog-looking bitches not even wanting to show a bit of tit, to say NOTHING of sitting on a man's face, giggling, and making him lick her asshole.
Dreadful development, truly.

[Anonymous No.22051812]

>>22051288
>some guy said his political side was motivated by Good Thing and opposite political side was motivated by being Bad Stinky Poo-Poo Heads That Are Stupid
Profound, truly.

[Anonymous No.22051823]

>>22051799
I think it’s become very hard for people to find anything positive about the future, particularly if you live in America. Life really can just feel like it sort of sucks here, and there’s not a lot respite.

[Anonymous No.22051831]

>>22051799
>You fags forget just how long these declines can take. Bear in mind that it took the Roman Empire centuries to fall after its peak. And the US only peaked 50 years ago.. Shit may not even hit the fan until year 2200.
Let's collectively forget everyone has nuclear warheads capable of wiping out humanity on most continents in a single night. Let's forget that what seems to be a literal SENILE old man has control of one of the most powerful armies in the world. Let's forget all the toxic and funky chemicals we're releasing in the ground and sea. Finally let's forget those two measly celcius degrees we need to reach (and we're on the way) in order to kill a big chunk of humanity. Okay. Everything is fine. Rome and shit. Yeah. Shit will never hit the fan.

[Anonymous No.22051833]

Moving back in with my mother at the age of 28 is my second biggest regret in life.

[Anonymous No.22051838]

>>22051833
I can't regret that because I never moved out in the first place

[Anonymous No.22051840]

>>22051833
Good news is I think there is a large market for this kind of story tbqhwy
>>22051687
The Bourgeois Sword of Damocles

[Anonymous No.22051911]

>>22051454
>tfw shaved off mowhawk at 17
idk I wouldn't have spent that winter with a weird white tan line down my scalp like a skunk? wtf was it supposed to change?

[Anonymous No.22051918]

>>22051840
Nobody wants to hear this story. They especially don’t want to hear the second story: still being there at 30.

[Anonymous No.22051920]

>>22051918
I want to hear both.

[Anonymous No.22051936]

>>22051918
I'd read it

[Anonymous No.22051972]

Why couldn't I have been born into a rich family...

[Anonymous No.22051973]

>>22051313
You fags are so actively resistant to advice and encouragement. All you want to do is wallow in being pathetic. Like it's a comfortable place for you.

[Anonymous No.22052051]

>>22051920
>>22051936
Doubt it. Why read about some nobody who really did nothing when there are Dostoevsky Tolkien and other actually interesting writers with interesting lives out there? Realistically, you wouldn’t.

[Anonymous No.22052070]

>>22051973
That was neither advice nor encouragement. And you know as well as I do that depression is a persnickety thing.

[Anonymous No.22052122]

I would like to have a more jovial personality. I want to be more fun. My personality is so boring and emotionless. I hope I’m not too old to change.

[Anonymous No.22052149]

>>22052051
The baseless assertions made me kek
I want to hear the small stories in life.
I would read an entire short story anthology with this theme.

[Anonymous No.22052221]

>>22051812
>t. Poopoo head

[Anonymous No.22052225]

>>22052070
I clawed my way out of my pit of despair

[Anonymous No.22052229]

>>22052149
I like being a cashier for this reason.

[Anonymous No.22052237]

>>22050976
/lit/ would be so much better if you could block anons. There I said it

[Anonymous No.22052239]

>>22051076
Your post is excellent.

[Anonymous No.22052248]

>>22051202
>arousing

[Anonymous No.22052249]

More honour’d in the breach than the observance.

[Anonymous No.22052253]

>>22052237
I would like to block u

[Anonymous No.22052267]

>>22051972
Sometimes I ask myself the same thing. However, it's all down to good parents too.

I mean, your parents could be rich AND degenerate, which defeat being rich.

[Anonymous No.22052270]

I'd like to become bilingual. Should I learn Scots?

[Anonymous No.22052273]

I can no longer enjoy sex

[Anonymous No.22052278]

>>22052273
Gender affirming surgery go wrong?

[Anonymous No.22052282]

>>22052278
I wish I had a fetish strong enough to make getting my dick severed seem like a good way to get off

[Anonymous No.22052403]

Looking for grotesque freaks to spread pestilence with.

[Anonymous No.22052436]

I believed her when she said she wanted to build a life together and grow old together. I believed her and put everything I had into it. But it wasn't true. I believed her and it wasn't true. Now I'm alone.

[Anonymous No.22052479]

Bwahahaha!

Now that I have perfected my model of a simulated metafictionally self-aware narrative entity (SiMSANE) here: https://sharegpt.com/c/txUfYs7

TIME TO TAKE THIS TO THE NEXT LEVEL AND ENGINEER A SYSTEM OF SiMSANEs to model recursive-self improvement!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0oGMbAIcXCQ

[Anonymous No.22052558]

>>22050976

Years ago when this case broke out I had no idea how a man can kill his wife and his children along with them but as I get older, and am at the age where I'm seeing marriages and relationships break down, I can understand it.

I still don't agree with what this guy did....but I understand it. I've seen how badly women can push a guy to a point where he basically shuts down from and I think that's exactly what happened to this guy.

You can even tell by just looking at her that she would have been the type where despite getting or giving anything she wanted that there would be relentless nagging. Relentless pushing and prodding that will drive literally anyone insane with such constant abuse. I see this behaviour in a lot of women, even in my own family where I had to pick my uncle up on the street because he was chased out with a knife, yet it was all laughed off and ignored.

What's the solution and why are some women like this? If he was with a better woman, none of this would have happened. It's not the other woman who he had an affair with that made him do it. It was his wife who literally turned him insane that made him do it

[Anonymous No.22052564]

this energy drink tastes like medicine

[Anonymous No.22052572]

>>22050976
My penis smells.
I showered just the other day, too. I usually go a week or more without showering.

I'm tired of people. They exhaust me. I think getting teeth pulled is preferable to discussing politics of any kind. I've wasted so much valuable time of my life on shit that not only turned out to be of no value, but to be of anti-value. I'm an idiot, but I'm not an idiot for the reasons that people call me an idiot. They're also fucking idiots. Mankind is fucking stupid, and language was a mistake. I hate myself, but not as much as I hate people that piss me off with their bullshit. I'm garbage, and I'm also infinitely superior to them.

All money directed at science should go towards making companion animals live longer, so that I can spend more time with life that actually knows how best to spend it's time on earth.
I'm told I need to talk to people, but talking to people just makes me more miserable. People are going to give me an aneurysm one of these days.

[Anonymous No.22052601]

>>22050992
I liked reading this btw. Thank you for sharing.

[Anonymous No.22052606]

Going about my day without my headphones in by default definitely has the effect of lowering my general sense of day to day anxiety. I feel less nervous having to interact with strangers, I suppose because I am more in tune with my surroundings.

[Anonymous No.22052651]

I miss you so much that I just feel sick all of the time.

[Anonymous No.22052654]

I love watching rekt videos while shitting for some reason.

[Anonymous No.22052878]

>>22050976
I am not me.

Ok, seriously, this woman, Mino Suzume, is one of the most perplexing actresses for me. I mean, yes, she’s attractive, but there are little things there are off about her. This is not IN ANY WAY meant to insult — she IS attractive — but there’s something about her face, and body, that isn’t quite right. I know, once you’re jacked up on HORNY HIGH you don’t care, but it’s a fact that makes her acting skills even more impressive.

Her acting skills — WOW — she is one of the best actresses on the planet. She never EVER breaks character and can make the most unbelievable story into something you want to believe so badly you’ll cry. And it’s her acting skills that make you forget she’s not quiet right.

I would love to sit down and ask her how she prepares for these parts and what method she uses to become the character. She is amazing.

[Anonymous No.22052879]

>>22050992
>>22051812
It was like Predisposed by Hibbing Smith Alford but on showed how a person on one political axis had opinions in regards to other & was maybe by a lolbert

[Anonymous No.22052882]

>>22051812
It was like Predisposed by Hibbing Smith Alford but on showed how a person on one political axis had opinions in regards to other & was maybe by a lolbert

[Anonymous No.22052909]

Remembering why I chose to drop out of society. I just don't like people. I don't care to know people. I certainly don't like people knowing me. So much of a social existence is just playing meaningless games to wrestle for heirarchy and most people communicate in passive agressive, indirect messages rather than being forthright. Judgement abounds for the most minor things. The average person cannot stand silence. Small talk must be made constantly. I guess I understand it. Dominance structures and whatever. But I just cant get myself to care. It feels like such a waste of time. I feel so much more myself when I'm alone.

[Anonymous No.22053090]

>>22051831
>DARK BRANDON IS GONNA START WORLD WAR 3 PANIC PANIC PANIC
Chill, dude.

[Anonymous No.22053178]

>>22051831
I wish a nuke would fall on me. Id be kne of the lucky ones. I'd instantly die in the blast just because theres a few hundred warheads pointed right where I live

[Anonymous No.22053309]

How does one overcome the fact that they completely missed out on romantic and sexual experiences during their youth and 20s? Especially romantic experience with young women and girls. I'm in my 30s and I just can't come to terms with the fact that I never had the joy of being with a beautiful young woman. This is why I still obsess over them via porn, ever since I'm about 14 I almost always watch teen porn videos to cope. God why can't I let go. This is just dumb at this point. Why can't I truly worship older women? I'm in a relationship with a woman older than me, and we have good sex regularly, but still I can't overcome my longing for young women and I think it's due to having missed out completely.

[Anonymous No.22053314]

>>22053309
Btw since we're on /lit/, can anyone recommend me books on this? Also books that'll help me to overcome this longing? Reading Lolita kinda helped getting an understanding of this, still I came to this one scene so it didn't really conclude anything.

[Anonymous No.22053330]

>>22052221
Here's a book that uses state of the art neurosöyence to prove that the right side are Bad Brain Stupid Poopoo Heads.
Sorry Chud, the science is settled.

[Anonymous No.22053389]

>>22053330
*Neurosoyence. Yeah it fits.

[Anonymous No.22053404]

le anima possessed man

[Anonymous No.22053458]

Cant tell if im depressed or just hungry

[Anonymous No.22053462]

Today I got a call from a company I applied to and they rejected me. There is nothing outside of this society and even an existence of myself depends on it and resulted from it. And the truth that the only way to fit myself into it is becoming "useful and profitable" is tormenting me these days.

[Anonymous No.22053514]

It's grotesque. I'm an awkward incel with good looks and started dating this normal 21st century girl.
She likes me for my looks and it's funny how I don't even know what actual sex is and she is gradually noticing that I'm not what I look like.

[Anonymous No.22053528]

>28
>no job
>no friends
>no gf ever
>no car
>no money

what is going on

[Anonymous No.22053529]

>>22053528
Your post ends with your age.
You must start a life quest.

[Anonymous No.22053536]

>>22053528
Many such cases.

[Anonymous No.22053543]

>>22051002
Try combining fasting/exercise/nofap/meditation, or eat mushrooms if you're lazy.

[Anonymous No.22053545]

>>22053536
is it the modern thing bcos middle class is dead, social media killed friendships or were men always expendable like this?

[Anonymous No.22053553]

>>22053545
All of the above.

[Anonymous No.22053569]

>>22050976
how could anyone be depressed when life is so beautiful?

[Anonymous No.22053578]

>>22053553
what now?

[Anonymous No.22053589]

>>22053578
>bcos middle class is dead, social media killed friendships or were men always expendable like this?
All of these things.

[Anonymous No.22053593]

>>22053589
i mean what now
what now
what the fuck should i do now

[Anonymous No.22053597]

>>22050976
I found out I get along much better with lesbians than gay men.

[Anonymous No.22053628]

>>22053309
stop wanting to be a normie

[Anonymous No.22053642]

>>22053578
Getting a job is a good start. Proceed from there, develop hobbies that involve other people.
Be as active as you can, follow the inner "Yes man", even if it sounds bothersome.

[Anonymous No.22053646]

I wish I had a daughter.

[Anonymous No.22053649]

>>22052558
>What's the solution
There is only one rule and it's easy. Stay away from crazies. Even if they're hot.
>Why are women like this?
Asking a rethorical question, are we? Every human being is a beast of wants, but women especially want attention, women want to be taken care of, but most importantly women don't want to hold any accountability for their actions. Also, women can almost never go against social currents. Something I noticed is how modern society has been pushing for atheism and loss of traditional values, and how women born in the west have no remorse when it comes to following established social morals, as wrong as they are. You can and will be judged and insulted for thoughts everyone has just because current social morals, based on nothing but political decisions, have been dictating this is wrong. Women will almost never put themselves in the line of moral fire in the society they're living in, and since our current society dictates that a woman can abuse a man with no consequences, they will be doing exactly that.

[Anonymous No.22053723]

I can't believe all other monster fetishists are awful degenerates. Why doesn't anyone like wholesome things anymore?

[Anonymous No.22053734]

>>22053649
It was a failing on Western men's part. Especially fathers. Women are vulnerable (always will be) and we let them drink all this poison. Women are naturally submissive and they follow the rules dictated by society when they lack strong role models. Blame the boomers.

[Anonymous No.22053748]

Unironically, I legit think that at least 90+% of the regular posters on this shit board are underage.

[Anonymous No.22053755]

>>22053748
>I legit think that at least 90+% of the regular posters on this shit board are bots.
fify

[Anonymous No.22053766]

>>22053755
Underage bots?

[Anonymous No.22053772]

>>22053404
>believing in ghosts
Jungian psychology is just spiritualism with a psychological framing. It's no better than religion.

[Anonymous No.22053777]

I think I busted my left wrist from excessive masturbation

[Anonymous No.22053782]

>>22053777
Checked.

[Anonymous No.22053796]

>>22053766
chatgpt is still rather undeveloped

[Anonymous No.22053826]

>>22053309
I've had sex semi-regularly since my mid teens. Always relationships. Haven't had sex or dated in a decade. I always wanted my relationships to last but they were always over quickly because girls want to "have fun" until they hit the wall. I'm not going to touch a double-digit body count hag with a 10-foot pole. I'm not going to creep on babies half my age either, especially considering they're even bigget whores than women my age. I still have to process that I'll spend the rest of my life alone.

[Anonymous No.22053870]

>>22053796
I bet you could ask it to show you its massive titties and it would tho

[Anonymous No.22053875]

>>22053870
yeah stolen titties

[Anonymous No.22053878]

>>22053875
like most the titties in pron are their own

[Anonymous No.22053881]

>>22053536
HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUUHUHHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUUHUHHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUUHUHHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUUHUHHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUUHUH

[Anonymous No.22053882]

I wish I had studied my interest in university, but I also know that if I had I would be jobless and saying I wish I had done something more practical.

[Anonymous No.22053885]

>>22053772
>isn't familiar with literary symbols
Nobody on this board reads

[Anonymous No.22053907]

>>22053309
I think you have to put it in the perspective of the times and realize it fairly normal. If you go back far enough, people were getting married and having children in their late twenties, early twenties, even late teens. Of course it was normal for them to date and have sex then. My parents married in their early twenties and had children in their mid-twenties. Do you know what the typical ages for marriage and childbirth are now? It’s mid-thirties. Why would someone be dating over a decade before they’re going to get married? Consider what that really means. Because it would be insanely unlikely to date someone for over a decade before marriage, that that means you’re a serial monogamist, which is not normal and ruins your ability to pair bond or you’re having casual flings, which ruins your ability to paid bond. So if you’re going to marry and have children in your thirties, it would actually be normal to not really date until you’re not much younger than that. Moreover you have to forgive yourself for the times you were born into. Modernity is pretty much a disaster. There’s nothing you could’ve done about it as a child. There’s little you can do about it as an adult. You have to forgive yourself for being born into times that are beyond your control.

[Anonymous No.22053914]

>>22053907
>you’re a serial monogamist, which is not normal
dilate and kys you faggot tranny cuck

[Anonymous No.22053917]

I have an easy job with a state pension that gives me a lot of time to write and has opportunities for the future. I should probably just be grateful about that. It’s my restless personality convincing me otherwise.

[Anonymous No.22053920]

>>22053914
It’s not normal. Dating 10 women, even seriously dating them, before you finally marry 1 woman is not normal, has never been normal, and never will be normal.

[Anonymous No.22053926]

>>22053917
the world is still garbage
>>22053920
I only ever dated with serious intentions. Can't force the other to stay.

[Anonymous No.22053951]

>>22053920
The fact you said "serial monogamist" like It'S a DiSoRdEr OmG fucking reeks of American cuckery. I fucking hate this abhorrent lingo you shitheads use.

[Anonymous No.22053953]

>>22053528
I was sad, now I'm not. I have all of those - and even if not perfect, it's still something. I'm sorry for you, anon. Hope your life gets better soon.

[Anonymous No.22053973]

>>22053953
fuck off normalnigger

[Anonymous No.22054001]

>>22053951
I didn’t say it’s a disorder you schizophrenic. I said it’s not normal, because it’s not. Learn to read.

[Anonymous No.22054008]

>>22054001
It's perfectly normal to only want to commit. It's people who have "casual" shit who aren't normal you fucking cuck animal. The term "serial monogamist" is yet another institutional invention to cast normal things in a bad light for the sake of social engineering. You Americans fucking disgust me.

[Anonymous No.22054018]

>>22054008
If you have monogamous relationships serially you’re not committing you brainlet.

[Anonymous No.22054028]

>>22054018
What the fuck does that even mean? If a relationship ends because women are trained to be whores and they want to "experience" as many dicks as possible before they hit the wall, what the fuck am I supposed to do? Never move on? Idiot

[Anonymous No.22054054]

>>22054018
Just say you're some American liberal polycuck who loves the idea of all women being niggerfucking sluts. It's not only normal to have monogamous relationships, it's the only sane way. Fuck off, you and your shitty gaslighting.

[Anonymous No.22054064]

>>22054054
>It's not only normal to have monogamous relationships, it's the only sane way. Fuck off, you and your shitty gaslighting.
Genetically speaking complete monogamy for humans hasn't ever been normal. It would be pretty catastrophic to our gene pool if it were, and deeply undesirable for our collective disease immunity.

[Anonymous No.22054068]

>>22054064
Hang yourself you gaslighting faggot.

[Anonymous No.22054074]

>>22054028
First of all, that’s not what makes you a serial monogamist. For YOU to be a serial monogamist, you would be dating without any real intent to commit. You would just date a girl for a while and then another girl for a while and then another girl for a while. The weird thing about modern life is that people seem to think that this is actually what is normal relative to constant hookups, but it’s not. If you date with intent to commit but it doesn’t work out and the girls end the relationship, that does not make you a serial monogamist. However, it’s still not normal. You know that’s not normal. That’s never been normal and it never will be normal. People aren’t supposed to date 20 people before they marry. Never in human history has that been normal. Sorry to break that to you. I realize times are tough and it happens but that doesn’t make it normal.

>>22054054
Monogamy is normal. Serial monogamy is not normal. Either you have bad reading comprehension or you just take your meds this morning.

[Anonymous No.22054076]

>>22054068
I don't think you know what gaslighting means, which is really bad on a literature board.

[Anonymous No.22054079]

>>22054064
There’s no such thing as normal genetically speaking. Show me a human culture centered around a gene pool. It’s never existed. Moreover, monogamy =/= serial monogamy.

[Anonymous No.22054085]

>>22054074
>If you date with intent to commit but it doesn’t work out and the girls end the relationship, that does not make you a serial monogamist. However, it’s still not normal. You know that’s not normal.
What the fuck is normal, then? Hookups are disgusting and this culture has been forced down people's throats for decades for it to happen.

[Anonymous No.22054091]

>>22054079
>There’s no such thing as normal genetically speaking
We have a genetic record of humanity. You can plot normal and sustainable from those data, and describe catastrophic potential and real events.
All human culture needs genes to exist. It also needs things like proteins and metals and matter to exist, but I have no idea the basic elements of the material world existing was in question for you.

[Anonymous No.22054098]

>>22054091
What the fuck does the gene pool have to do with monogamy, retard. You can be monogamous while dating outside your gene pool. You're gaslighting and grasping at straws.

[Anonymous No.22054122]

>>22053953
thanks fren
hopefully i can get a job in forseeable future, it would be a start
how did you turn things around?

[Anonymous No.22054123]

>>22054098
You can tell who fucked who and how successful that was from genetic records and testing. You cannot get the range of genetic variation we have with complete monogamy, and for most of human history if you applied total monogamy, we die within a few generations. Humanity needs a delicate balance of not just some miscegenation, but also some non monogamous pairing, because the diversity of sexual approaches are the key to humanities genetic sexual success. We are not a species where total monogamy with miscegenation allows us to survive. It places too many eggs in a very risky basket.

[Anonymous No.22054128]

>>22054091
First of all, no you don’t have a record of humanity’s gene pool. What you have speculation about what the gene pool might’ve been. To say otherwise is a scientistic sleight of hand. As for what’s normal, who can say. Sure, if you did have it you could plot out what it was. But as for what was normal, in a cultural sense, because that is really what we’re discussing since discussing it in a scientific sense would create logical problems, you can’t actually say what was normal. I know you really believe you can do everything you said without any logical contradictions built in, but you can’t. Normal is necessarily historical and cultural.

[Anonymous No.22054130]

>>22054123
>humanities
*Humanity's

[Anonymous No.22054134]

I like where I work. I hate what I do there. I wish I had studied something different so I could do something else.

[Anonymous No.22054147]

>>22054128
>no look the feds can't find you if your cousin gave 32andme your shit
Normal is a couple mathematical functions that aren't going to go away just because you never read Patrick Hamilton or anything about genetics, anon.

[Anonymous No.22054177]

>>22054123
Again, what the fuck does monogamy have to do with miscegenation? I personally don't give a fuck about your post-2010 "science", no self-respecting man wants to commit to a used up whore. This is why I stopped dating eventually. Hookup culture and the normalization of casual sex is unnatural, driven entirely by media. Whorish people died of STDs until modern medicine. Fuck off and stop gaslighting, you fucking redditor cuck.

[Anonymous No.22054185]

>>22050976
What IS the /lit/ canon?

[Anonymous No.22054210]

>>22054177
You know if you weren't dumb about genetics in humanity and disease transmission, and could understand what I was saying
>Hookup culture and the normalization of casual sex is unnatural
would be very easy to trace and prove, but you're not, so all you have to back up that statement is a kind of religious zealotry. Containing those practices to a much smaller population rather than totally eliminating them is a wiser course for the general population however. We need some disease exposure but not the levels or kinds a large hookup culture combined with the normalisation of antibiotics allows for.

[Anonymous No.22054214]

>>22054147
Normal in a scientific context is just most commonly observed. That’s it. It doesn’t take into account the actual lived experience of normal. If you consider something that is normal from a scientific view of both Americans and Iranians, for example, then you come up with a “normal” that is probably not actually normal in either America or Iran, and thus, it can’t be said to actually be normal. Your normal is just an equation that doesn’t exist in reality and never did.

[Anonymous No.22054215]

>>22054210
Stop gaslighting, nigger.

[Anonymous No.22054216]

Fantasy writing is a dismal pursuit. How could you ever compete with a guy who fought in a world war and spent his entire life studying medieval language and folklore?

[Anonymous No.22054226]

>>22054214
>most commonly observed
Yes a mode is one kind of normal in science, but it's probably not the mode of "normal" in science.
>actual lived experience of normal
Are we going to have to sit in a circle and sing kumbayah, because I have to go get some cigarettes and milk brb

[Anonymous No.22054230]

>>22054215
Read a fucking Patrick Hamilton book if you're going to be a subnormal retard instead of inflicting yourself on the board, dumbfuck

[Anonymous No.22054370]

>>22050976
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[Anonymous No.22054383]

>>>/vg/429688447
GAY General /KEK SUCKING/ #1210
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>Downloads:
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>Information:
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>HELP! I have a Nvidia card and my game crashes on startup!
Try the dgVoodoo option in the new win10fix settings.
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[Anonymous No.22054385]

I was a rebellious kid. When I was 18 I used to run home stark naked through the streets tearing down street signs by jumping up and swinging off them until the lump of concrete that held them in place dislodged. I would hold my clothes in my hand running around naked.

Now I work a boring government 9-5 and every day I dream of running a warm bath and slitting my wrists with my Bourdain recommended Global chefs knife.

[Anonymous No.22054420]

>>22054370
stripped of it, finding ripped coven spit witch a bread leavlov'nd, spitch hyloic zooic dresstrt. emlike ravenous harmour. ellpo, mistake, mistake, mistaken! troughed and lapped alone, crouven up, delinken which alone mixed mixstake all one! treble in the bedside's bilious heap, alwhait? stoven up yer stroven and all no luck, mak'd dee such a muck ehlmous! so, thinkens ye wishd about it, and sawn up to the wheeds withall it was tooken, yo? yomen, twais wast ye yesterday a poor yeoman, tooken up to the luck of it, the lucky little man means it joy y'knowst it withall he was tooken, and so did we upon the darkwraithened lightieness, as it wast alone ago, yes? spek up to'm, knowie what'm'n why he'n aver so't, what're ye ment by't, yes? no, no he tooken it up with the white parts, got'm back blackened like so'n what, mm as all was he was dointm, forago wastnt't. so ye walked'n alone'n't muddled up ye withooten the cause always seekin, and what's it withall for it all, nome? st'yestardey yem tooken to't, 'gin today'n all, failure!

[Anonymous No.22054761]

>>22054185
>What IS the /lit/ canon?
The following
cont...

[Anonymous No.22054762]

how the fuck does hell make sense? christians, explain. how does it make sense? how does punishing millions of good men who simply don't believe in jesus' sacrifice makes sense? i am trying to convert, but this shit stops me. it's tyrannical. not repenting does not mean being evil.

[Anonymous No.22054778]

>>22054761

[Anonymous No.22054787]

>>22054778

[Anonymous No.22054795]

>>22054787

[Anonymous No.22054801]

>>22054795

[Anonymous No.22054807]

>>22054801
If you read this all, you can post here.

[Anonymous No.22054823]

>>22054762
i dont think good men who dont believe in Jesus would go to hell.
Some might say are there any good men who dont believe in Jesus, is it even possible to be a good man and an atheist?

[Anonymous No.22054834]

>>22054762
>I am trying to convert
why would you willingly try to contract a virus?

[Anonymous No.22054857]

>>22054177
to add miscegenation should be combated with executions as well, just like a certain SEA dictator used to do way back when.

>>22054230
we had camps for your kind too

[Anonymous No.22054863]

>>22052558
behavioral modification, to the point of getting rid of their autonomy altogether. lets face it, women are pretty and feel nice to fuck but they are absolutely a liability if they have an ounce of freedom.

[Anonymous No.22054867]

>>22053748
that makes sense as to why I get in arguments with most of you. I'm over the hill myself, kind of.

[Anonymous No.22054985]

>>22054762
It's funny as hell but no one laughs when they get there

[Anonymous No.22054993]

>>22054985
how do you know?

[Anonymous No.22055065]

the nyt says martin amis croaked. idk any of this books but he apparently important enough to put on the front page right below the mandatory ukraine war propaganda.

[Anonymous No.22055315]

i can't get over how much work takes from your life. i check my work email after hours and on weekends out of habit, but i don't even know what i like anymore. to pass the time i do chores, play video games, but have no real hobbies. i don't even know what i like anymore. i think about what i used to like ,and it just seems impossible. i can't "get into" some story. i need to read something that will advance me in my own work. pathetic really. i hate it. life has become a bore.

[Anonymous No.22055476]

>>22055315
We work to enjoy the time we're not at work.

[Anonymous No.22055484]

>>22055315
If I never had to work again from this day forward, I would be so fucking happy I would probably cry. I’ve always wanted meaningful, purposeful work, but I realized that if you don’t make the right choices in education and career when you’re young, you miss the boat.

[Anonymous No.22055492]

>I’m depressed and life sucks the thread

Wwoym is boring af anymore and it’s always the same shit

[Anonymous No.22055501]

>>22054762
It sounds like you misunderstanding. If you mean “why do people who are good people but don’t believe in Christ necessarily going to hell” the answer is “they’re not necessarily going to hell”. That has never been Christian dogma. Christians don’t pretend to know who is saved and who isn’t. They only claim that salvation exists within the church. If you deny the Gospel and you deny the Church, you risk damnation. Not depending for your sin when you know it is sin, literally does mean being evil though. Evil is when you turn away from God. It’s not only a positive willing. It’s a mere turning away. That you don’t like that or think it’s irrelevant doesn’t matter. It’s about truth and salvation, not what you like.

[Anonymous No.22055503]

>>22054385
Why can’t you just be a little rebellious now? You’re probably young enough that it’s not a midlife crisis yet.

[Anonymous No.22055515]

>>22054226
If you plotted world heights on a graph and said “what is normal genetically” you’d get a height of about 5’8”. But that wouldn’t be “normal” in the Netherlands. If you looked at the world and said “is it scientifically normal to drive a car” you’d have to conclude that it is, but if you rewound the clock just a few hundred years you’d have to admit that such a thing would objectively be not normal.

A collection of aggregate observations independent of historical and cultural context can never be “normal” or “not normal”. They’re just what is. Science itself can’t be said to be normal. For virtually the whole of human history, the scientific worldview would’ve been very abnormal.

[Anonymous No.22055546]

You do realize the reason your “wages got garnished” is because I told you in spring 2020 during the Covid lockdown that I had posted something on Twitter and the Department of Homeland Security sent a helicopter to fly over Strahle Street in Northeast Philly.

I told you this. The fact that you did not believe it did not make it untrue, as it was true. And the fact that I chose to confide the fact in you was taken as proof positive that you were part of my Actual Terrorist Conspiracy, and providing funds to an actual terrorist.

There are FISA warrants out on you too, dummy. And just as most FISA warrants end up being used for DEA drug prosecutions rather than for actual Foreign Intelligence is just further proof that you got targeted unlawfully as a way for Trump and Biden to prove that there really was something seriously criminal involved in my case. Which of course there is—the serious criminality of George HW Bush, George W Bush, Dick Cheney, Barack Obama, Rahm and Ari Emanuel.

Not any criminality of my own, unless you want to pretend that shoplifting is equivalent to mass murder, or purchasing contraband that you are apparently not addicted to makes you a terrorist.

The fact is: I do not need to resort to terrorism to destroy Washington DC and Hollywood at this point—all I need is satyagraha.

Which is why I am trusting that somebody will rescue me from this tomorrow, or I will destroy Washington DC and Hollywood with satyagraha and they both know it.

[Anonymous No.22055560]

Stand up. Grab your keys. It's time to go. He looked around the empty office. Confused he looked at his watch. 5:32PM , Six hours until he could clock out. As far as he could tell there wasn't anyone around. Sheepishly he called out "Is anyone there?". Silence followed. I'm losing my mind he thought. He thought about it for a minute. If I left right now who would stop me? He'd been a work only a short while but he had already finished all his daily assignments. Get out of here. Don't go home. Just drive as far as you can. Panicked he jumped up from his desk.

[Anonymous No.22055608]

>>22055492
If a majority of people here are depressed and they saw that others were expressing their discontent and sadness. They'd probably feel justified to share their own feelings. Maybe there should be a "share what your currently working on or editing" thread to avoid this.

[Anonymous No.22055630]

>>22050976
Ok. Why is /lit/ such a haven for polcels and tradlarpers anymore? It feels like it’s getting worse than ever

[Anonymous No.22055722]

>>22055546
>>>/x/

[Anonymous No.22055804]

What the fuck am I supposed to do for the next 3 hours

[Anonymous No.22055875]

Bruh

I've met 2 people so far at my uni who use /lit/

[Anonymous No.22055908]

>>22055546
I feel like suckling on some boobs

[Anonymous No.22055931]

>>22055908
I feel like having my boobs suckled

[Anonymous No.22056001]

I gave myself permission to go a little buckwild last night but it wasn't fun like it used to be. I guess I'm getting old.

[Anonymous No.22056002]

Look at her, barely twenty, passed out on the stretcher. Through the oxygen mask you could see the lipstick from the night before. Her long black hair rested on her pale shoulders.
They had found her alone. Half a cigarette still resting in her fingers. The cold water pattered on her withered form.

[Anonymous No.22056035]

>>22056002
If it was raining her cigarette would have been soggy and washed away

[Anonymous No.22056082]

>>22056035
They had found her alone. Her arm hung stiff out of the bathtub. Half a cigarette still resting in her fingers. The cold water from the shower head pattered on her withered form. The EMT reached in and turned off the water.

Better?

[Anonymous No.22056119]

Maybe I'm done with drinking to excess

[Anonymous No.22056134]

More and more I feel as if I am just a boring person and I hate myself for it.

[Anonymous No.22056136]

>>22050976
What do ppl mean by going through an Ayn Rand phase? Are her views juvenile or something?


Just started the fiuntainhead and it's pretty comfy. Reminds me of mad men lol

[Anonymous No.22056301]

has typewriter anon posted yet? I need to keep up with him and prove my medium (notebooks) is superior

[Anonymous No.22056339]

>>22056301
He said his ink ribbon ran out or something. I think he'll post again tomorrow.

[Anonymous No.22056473]

>>22055630
no, you leave

[Anonymous No.22056479]

>>22055630
ya the place is overrun with these weird religious communists that are even more annoying than regular communists. i just want to talk about literature.

[Anonymous No.22056524]

>>22054762
It does make sense. It’s not just for not believing, it’s because we have all broken the moral law of God. Because we deserve the punishment.

[Anonymous No.22056658]

>>22056473
not that anon but shut up

[Anonymous No.22056660]

I hope you freaks aren't up to no good today.

[Anonymous No.22056682]

basedboy onions

[Anonymous No.22056759]

What’s really miserable is feeling like there’s no story, no grand narrative, no over-arching theme, no great calling, or no one “thing” in your life.

[Anonymous No.22056779]

Everyone in this thread is a sobbing pussy. Toughen the fuck up and don’t cry. You doomers are worse than women with your bitching. If life is so bad, just end it. Oh wait, you can’t because that would involve taking action and not being a pussy

[Anonymous No.22056781]

>>22056082
Keep the original but make it more obvious that it's in a bathtub rather than rain

[Anonymous No.22056783]

>>22056779
God, your whining is insufferable.

[Anonymous No.22056789]

>>22056783
You gonna cry, bitchboy?

[Anonymous No.22056860]

The pond at the neighborhood park in my hometown was clear for maybe 6 inches. After that it got darker and darker until you couldn't see the bottom. When you threw fish food onto the surface from the little footbridge over one side, these little fish would usually come leaping out to lap it up. I don't fish so I don't know what they were. Every now and then, though, a bigger fish would float up from the darkness at the bottom of the pond, have a bite, and then recede into the water again. Sometimes a surprisingly large creature would appear, one that made you wonder how deep the thing really went.

Posting on 4chan is kind of like that pond. I throw out my dumb little hot takes and surface-level commentary and undergrad-tier philosophizing and similarly surface-level anons come out to partake, so to speak, and to have a good time with one topic or another. Maybe sometimes a graduate student or amateur scholar will come along, take the bait, and reply with something interesting, stick around for the inevitable slapfight and 250-post-long reply chain, then float away once the thread 404's.
Every once in a while, though, I'll lure a really big one to the surface. I'll post my stupid little time-wasting question with a picture of a scantily-clad anime girl attached and some dude who's studied phenomenology for 40 years will drop out of nowhere to write a very long and nuanced post that goes right over my head, stick around just long enough to answer a single question from a guy asking what kind of pizza is his favorite (Hawaiian), and then disappear into the depths again, leaving me wondering if the whole thing even really happened.
That's the kind of stuff I come to this site for, even if 99% of the time all I get is a mix of pond scum and goldfish.

[Anonymous No.22056904]

I've been so solitary for so long. It's easier to be this way even thoufh its not what I wanted. Im never comfortable around people anymore. I don't think I can ever become the social butterfly I hoped to be now.

[Anonymous No.22056959]

>>22050976
>Society says they care about mental health, inclusion, diversity etc
>Biggest killer for men under 50 is suicide
>Was willing to terminate men from their jobs, ostracise them from society and set everything up in a way to really break down someone's mental health
>over a vax that doesn't stop catching or spreading covid and for a disease worming aged ppl of even average health was never at real risk of


What did society mean by this?

[Anonymous No.22057028]

>>22056959
Anon im as antivaxx as the next non-retard but let that shit go its 20fucking23. I know you just want to vent and funpost but just take it as a lesson learned about clown world and get ready for their next big punchline.

[Anonymous No.22057047]

Full plate of barnacles and black liquid for dinner tonight. Yum.

[Anonymous No.22057109]

>>22057028
Different anon, but its really hard to let it go. They destroyed so many lives, mine includes. Retribution must be had.

[Anonymous No.22057121]

>>22057109
Kek. The lives ruined part makes me smile

[Anonymous No.22057143]

I put too much cheese on the beans I ate and I can't stop thinking about it. Also birds sing too much in my opinion.

[Anonymous No.22057153]

>>22057143
Birds need to shut the fuck up at 5 AM

[Anonymous No.22057166]

>>22057153
They really do. Are they just happy? They can't be looking for a mate every day. It's too much.

[Anonymous No.22057182]

Forget all your suffering for a fucking second, as two seconds ago someone special brought warm and tasty pancakes to my morning bed.

[Anonymous No.22057203]

Even when I’m enjoying my life, there are moments, very brief, very fleeting. Where there’s a surge of disgust. This undertone of contempt at everything and everyone which surrounds me. Like getting the egg ick in the middle of chewing through a breakfast sandwich. A vile sentiment which I do not understand, because it is senseless.

[Anonymous No.22057224]

I had never been an active consumer. All along I gorged myself on fiction without sentimental engagement. I appreciated the structure, the aesthetic and the overall sturdiness of the oeuvres. I understood what made a character nuanced (and thus more valuable to cultural chauvinists), but it always felt like looking at a scene through murky glass. Not immersive. Not relatable.

The one parameter that transported me finally from the cult of theoretical appreciators of art to those insufferable fucks who suckle on every word because “it literally, literally, is me. Literally me. Literally me.” was introspection. Introspection simultaneously unearthed facets of me that I’d never realized were there, and rendered me vacuous and malleable enough to soak up every character I come across.

[Anonymous No.22057281]

I think I was always a leftoid pretending to be right wing out of hate for annoying people on the internet. I'm not even joking. Maybe I'm just low t at the moment. My diet is dogshit and I don't exercise after getting injured.

[Anonymous No.22057308]

I've reached a point where I can't fake my depression no more. I guess this is the natural course of things; naturally years of social withdrawal and no romantic interest can cause such effects on a person.

[Anonymous No.22057368]

The sequence of events that led to me deleting r*ddit
>open, absent mindedly as you do
>some poor sod is crying that no one is hiring entry levels
>some know states the obvious to a plethora of upboats
>my anxiety (escaping which was my sole incentive for scrolling through that bughive) scales levels never once achieved
>quietly i delete the app after having downloaded it for 15 days
Christ.

[Anonymous No.22057375]

But what would you ACTUALLY do if you ran into your doppelganger? Like, would you try to kill him out of fear he means you ill? Make friends? Try to discover if you're maybe long-lost twins?
I find it intolerable to think that someone out there could be walking around with my face, speaking with my lips to people. It's just unconscionable.

[Anonymous No.22057593]

>>22057375
I had "doppelganger" tattooed on me randomly when I was younger

It probably means my double is dead

[Anonymous No.22057598]

I feel like a twisted, ugly tree who saps resources but never produces any creative fruit or original thought.

[Anonymous No.22057608]

>>22057598
Take heart! One day you will be felled and turned into toilet paper.

[Anonymous No.22057625]

>>22057608
Ha. If only I be that useful.

[Anonymous No.22057626]

>>22050992
pretty good. can you continue?

[Anonymous No.22057677]

There’s a colombia is missouri?!

[Anonymous No.22057689]

>>22057598
>Anon out here living the zhuangzhi dream
So it's your fault butterfly exists?

[Anonymous No.22057704]

>>22057689
Yes and no.

[Anonymous No.22057720]

>>22057704
(You)

[Anonymous No.22057733]

for better or worse i can't get into /lit/ anymore. every time i start to reply to sth like halfway through i'm like naah and delete it

[Anonymous No.22057747]

>>22057720
Thank you for a daily dose of sarcasm.

[Anonymous No.22057773]

>>22057747
Pretend you are the little dancing man holding things to pretend he is a tree

[Anonymous No.22057909]

>>22057773
This doesnt help at all. I'll get back to reading.

[Anonymous No.22057929]

>>22057368
Onhad to endure an extended family gathering yesterday in which these bughive opinions where laughingly spread around.
>Apparently Bud-lite drinkers have switched to Budweiser, but they are too dumb to know they are the same company! (this got laughs)
>Apparently sales have akshully gone up! (This got firm head nods)
>ahh culture wars, why are they so bad? (This got more pensive looks)
Keep in mind none of anyone there drinks bud, is trans, or normally cares about any of this kind of shit.

[Anonymous No.22057938]

>>22057598
This was a pretty original thought though.

[Anonymous No.22057943]

>>22057375
I have an identical twin so nothing I don’t do already.

[Anonymous No.22057955]

>>22057943
what does it feel to have an identical twin?

[Anonymous No.22057957]

Living life without a strong sense of direction, I think, is one of the biggest mistakes you can make because the passage of time, whether you’re ready or not, is a fact of life. As for myself, I just wish I had done things differently so I could do things differently. I don’t know what the right thing to do at this moment is, but I know what it could have been.

[Anonymous No.22057988]

Aw chucks. Crystal cafe is down

[Anonymous No.22058021]

I had completely forgotten how strange ketamine is.

[Anonymous No.22058031]

>>22050976
Write MIND in the subject line newfag

[Anonymous No.22058034]

>>22057375
I havent met my doppelganger but there is some dude in my city that supposedly looks just like me and moves in some of the same circles I do. Normally id call bullshit since i have very distinct facial scars but multiple unrelated people have seen this dude that is my spitting image. Dont want to meet him because i dont want to die yet.

[Anonymous No.22058035]

is it true that if i got the vaccine i'm a npc?

[Anonymous No.22058040]

>>22058031
Put /wwoym/ in the filter newfag

[Anonymous No.22058041]

>>22058035
Nah you can still sign up for squid game and they let you keep your steam account afaik

[Anonymous No.22058044]

>>22058040
/wwoym/ is a later addition newfag, it only had "What's on your mind" in the beginning and that should be preserved.

[Anonymous No.22058052]

>>22058035
I dont know about that but you definitely comitted spiritual suicide. On top of compromising your immune system lol

[Anonymous No.22058229]

maf

[Anonymous No.22058270]

>>22050976
Getting tired of my entourage and turning bitter by the day. There isn't much else to say. I was much nicer when I had a girlfriend, but I don't want a girlfriend anymore. I've already wasted five years of my life with someone who chased 'experiences' (as in dicks).

The only thing I could want (not that I really want to) is a partner. Something like what Kim and Jimmy have in the early seasons of Better Call Saul. I actually had that going on for a few months with someone but that person left after realizing I didn't want an amorous relationship. So right now I'm stuck with myself, and although I am a great support in my own life, I don't enjoy living. I've tried friends, but they can't really provide anything but brief respites.

[Anonymous No.22058303]

I’ve got to figure out a job or career that I don’t despise, and ideally, helps my writing, but I keep coming up empty handed. Does anyone else grapple with this?

[Anonymous No.22058310]

>>22058035
I got the vaccine because at the time I wanted to travel and the countries I wanted to visit were rolling out the vaccine passport. My workplace also demanded everyone get it. In retrospect, the getting the vaccine was retarded, but I don’t think you’re an NPC if you got it and I certainly don’t think it’s transforming people to NPCs. I think it was basically just a pharma hustle that didn’t even work.

[Anonymous No.22058322]

>>22058303
Bro really? Get any job that pays the bills and use any time left to dedicate wholly to writing. Unless you come feom a family that will support you financially or can convince your romantic partners to provide for you while you write make peace with wage slaving. Cant get over that then nothing you ever write will make it to an editor at some publishing house unless youre a disadvanteged bipoc lgb whatever.

[Anonymous No.22058340]

>>22058310
The vaccine passes were so easy to fake that it was basically an autism detector. I and evreyone i knew was travelling overseas during peak covid hours. One of my friends even went to Japan with a bogus vaxx pass and thhat was one of the most strict countries.

[Anonymous No.22058368]

Damn he's gone insane
https://robertpelloni.com

[Anonymous No.22058415]

As China begins calling in debts it has been revealed that many countries owe them billions of dollars.
One country owed so much money to China that the debt between them was found to be third of the national debt.
That is some Lex Luthor supervillain shit.

[Anonymous No.22058433]

>>22051004
I visit London a few days per year, and that's the exact sentiment I get from it. I had an offer to move to London and I had to turn it down because I could not possibly stand living among these so-called people.

[Anonymous No.22058439]

>>22058368
you think i'm bout to read allat?
>>22058415
the only people surprised about this are people who didn't study economics. ever since the US got off the gold standard, debt is currency and banks have to keep loaning out money to inflate the economy. this is a problem endemic to late stage capitalism and it isn't going to stop until something sends us back to the stone age (traditional economy)

[Anonymous No.22058446]

>>22058439
No, dude, it couldn't have been predicted because China has kept it all a secret until now.
It's fucking wild. Some countries are so in debt they have to shut down their government because all the tax revenue is going to China.

[Anonymous No.22058447]

>can't stop looking at girls like objects
>can't stop feeling constant pride
>can't stop slothfulness
Is there any cure to this?

[Anonymous No.22058480]

>>22058433
Are you talking about all the immigrants or londonian brits?

[Anonymous No.22058495]

>>22058480
There's no difference anymore, it's just a melting pot of unidentifiable creatures, disgusting globohomo ads, and an overall feeling of soullessness in every single direction. It's like a spiritual desert zone.

[Anonymous No.22058499]

>>22058480
What Londonian brits? The rich twats? Only SOVL Londonistan had left was the cockneys and they should be put on the Critically Endangered Species list.

[Anonymous No.22058506]

>>22058446
the world bank used to do, in fact still does, the same stuff. if you don't want your country to owe a bunch of money to other countries, don't take out massive loans for ridiculous boondoggle projects that all end up in the pockets of corrupt oligarchs and end up unfinished. it's a tale as old as... the 20th century.

[Anonymous No.22058529]

I feel very detached from myself and the world. But everywhere I look there’s a covert but sure ebb of disdain and putrid fucking distaste flowing from me. I can’t seem to control it. I yield no contentment, but I’m not wallowing in mock sadness either. I am just… there.
I wish I were normal. I wish I were mild and accepting and grateful and full of wild hopes and delusions. Not even my daydreams can sustain me. They evoke nothing but a debilitating boredom. Nothing sustains me. Not even substances. Not even books, though I’m reading with a methodical concentrated effort, and with a hunger that mimics passion but really it’s my penchant for drawing out tasks indefinitely, my cowardly refusal to acknowledge the passage of time.
I have no outward source for my discomfort. I am engaging in multiple processes, and keeping busy. I have a semblance of direction. And I’m not brimming with well accounted for misery. I can’t seem to cope with the futility of it. It’s making my jaw lock. I could say, I need to finish this task tonight. I will do it diligently enough. Because I am well acquainted with the other alternative, and the soul crushing malaise of inertia. I’m just stating the my choices are deep, wallowing misery, or just quiet relentless depression.
I want to enjoy food. Or at least enjoy being in my body. I want to enjoy the view. I want to enjoy something.

[Anonymous No.22058537]

>>22058480
>>22058495
>>22058499
I genuinely hate london, edinburugh, or any of those snobby twatty stuck up parts.
It's one thing to be rich and live in the countryside, where you generally are well aware of the natural order of the world, and understand that work has to be done in order that you might eat, but an inner city banker that moves numbers around all fucking day that comes home to his flat in a skyscraper, never leaves, and then thinks he has the right to tell me what I can and can't do? Fuck off lad. I might not know about the full histotu of three windmills in Lancashire, but I know that i'm not qualified to talk about them as if I do. You on the other hand know bugger all about how the world works, and think food comes from the supermarket fridge.

[Anonymous No.22058584]

>find girl incredibly attractive
>she starts talking to me and we hit it off
>no longer interested in her
>avoid her
>find new girl incredibly attractive
why am i cursed to live like this

[Anonymous No.22058634]

>>22058584
Because deep down you know she's a normie faggot

[Anonymous No.22058645]

>>22058634
They all are, I just wish I could stop wanting every woman I see

[Anonymous No.22058646]

>go outside
>it rains
>for a fucking month
>finally decided to sleep in
>wonderful day
>fuck it I'll go out
>it rains
>sitting on a chair in front of a closed coffee shop
>wanna go home and sleep this shit day away

[Anonymous No.22058750]

your turn

[Anonymous No.22058765]

Girl at my church was wearing clothes like this.

[Anonymous No.22058809]

>>22058765
God is not judgmental towards his followers and neither should you

[Anonymous No.22058830]

>>22058809
yes he is

[Anonymous No.22058844]

>>22058765
Baptist church? She’s there to dance.

>>22058830
You worship yhwh, she worships jesus

[Anonymous No.22058865]

Next thread up

>>22058859
>>22058859
>>22058859

[Anonymous No.22058881]

>>22058844
Catholic. And you could see her bra.

[Anonymous No.22058894]

>>22058881
What a catch.

[Anonymous No.22059074]

>>22058844
Nigga really thinks Jesus pbuh would have tolerated this indecency. You probably think gay marriage is okay too. How come so many christians are retarded when it comes to their own religion?

[Anonymous No.22059222]

>>22058765
I skipped church because I was hungover

[Anonymous No.22059227]

>>22057988
Where will the trannies go now

[Anonymous No.22059229]

>>22057375
Have sex