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Write What's On Your Mind Anonymous Mon May 8 23:44:46 2023 No.22008551 [Reply] [Original]

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>>	Anonymous Mon May 8 23:45:24 2023 No.22008552 penis line all below this line penis ___________________________

>>	Anonymous Mon May 8 23:48:58 2023 No.22008563 >>22008552 No, you

>>	Anonymous Mon May 8 23:55:56 2023 No.22008592 You should know

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 00:01:32 2023 No.22008611 What's the point of having relationships if they all end with someone else replacing you? I hate that I still miss my exes and I hate being alone but I'd rather have that than let someone take a bite of my existence once more.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 00:06:02 2023 No.22008633 I have this terrible knot in my stomach for weeks now. I have this fog I can’t shake off.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 00:07:28 2023 No.22008640 >>22008633 Delete it from your computer.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 00:09:51 2023 No.22008650 >>22008633 Did you get vaxxed?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 00:09:58 2023 No.22008651 >>22008640 Delete what?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 00:11:47 2023 No.22008658 >>22008651 Any porn you might have.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 00:12:45 2023 No.22008661 >>22008650 I did, but that’s not the cause. I actually know what the cause is.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 00:13:46 2023 No.22008665 >>22008658 It’s not a physical health issue. In fact, I was just at the doctor’s and I’m perfectly healthy.

Anonymous Tue May 9 00:16:38 2023 No.22008678

>>22008665
I can only help with computer related problems. Hmmm, firstly let me give you a virtual hug because feelings are hard sometimes! No matter what you feel in the inside, always remember that you are capable, strong and deserving of happiness! Next time when negative thoughts come crawling back remind yourself of your own personal power and goals you wish to achieve. Maybe take a deep breath and picture yourself surrounded by calm colors whenever anxiety strikes again. Let me know how you're feeling anytime, okay? xoxo -Mia

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 00:26:49 2023 No.22008716 >>22008678 Thanks, Mia.

Anonymous Tue May 9 00:35:55 2023 No.22008738

>>22008551
Tbh as I got older, I realised that women overall just have this nature in them to want to control things. The problem is, although they can get control very easily they more often than not aren't very responsible with it. Or they misuse it that it leads to destruction, most of the times without even meaning or intending to. Eg. Being accepting of things that are blatantly wrong to gain social favor, such as transgenderism and the covid vaccine

Seems to be why women are the more neurotic, anxiety ridden types. It all stems from wanting to control things, or not being able to control things. Once you come to this realisation you will notice this in basically ALL women in your life, from your coworkers, HR roasties, relatives, even your own mother and grandmother you love so much. Even mothers who coddle their children (and disguise it as doing it out of love) is a form of control which leads to destruction where once they're adults, they aren't prepared. The incel/tranny epidemic is a prime example of this. Notice how if you ask women something that requires a simple yes or no answer, they will speak in tangents, it's to control. Heck, what is makeup? Another thing they can use to control their appearance.

They all do it so some extent and just like that, can switch sides so easily to control the situation and keep life comfy for themselves if it becomes the social norm or to control others perception of them. It's probably why women generally love rough sex so much too, it relieves them of that controlling nature momentarily.

I think it's men's job to relieve them of this hell they live in. It's why despite what they say, they always want a man of higher status and more dominante than them, no matter how dominant and high status they may be themsleves. So they can finally relax and have them take control (take the lead), because if they don't trust the man they're with, they go into their control overdrive and they destroy their man and impose their nature on the kids which continues the cycle. You'll notice it in any failed or failing relationship, it almost always stems from the man not being strong enough to lead the relationship/family properly that the woman ended up taking over covertly and brought it to it's destruction.

Anonymous Tue May 9 00:37:00 2023 No.22008745
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>>22008738
It always starts in the homes, where they destroy the husband by making him a weaker (simp) version of himself, just so he can survive her (remember that silly "happy wife happy life" motto that basically implies to give in to her every whim which then often backfires long term), or he ends up straight up leaving. Either situation giving her free reign to impose their neurotic chaotic nature onto their kids and control them in some way. Sometimes it's done covertly, through excess coddling which they claim is "love" but then destroys the kids long term as it leaves them unprepared. Or they impose their own traumas, neurosis, complaints about other people (like their own father) onto the kids which they then start to identify with passively and end up hating him for. Then the cycle continues where the daughters become like her by being controlling with future partners and kids, and the sons either become straight up incels or end up marry women like her who weakens them which stops them from protecting their kids as they should from her. Both sons/daughters thinking it's the normal way to be.

Seems to be the reason why a lot of issues in society stem from absentee father's or weak father's. Eg. Incels, thugs, sluts, school shooters etc. It's almost always stems from the chaotic neurotic female nauture being heavily imprinted on them. I feel there really needs to be a balance of energies. Women need to be self aware of their nature and give up this controlling nature and men need to be strong enough to be able to HANDLE that nature before even getting into a relationship, so that it doesn't ruin their kids and for them to be able to protect them from it.

Question is, what is the solution?

Anonymous Tue May 9 00:37:26 2023 No.22008749

I’m once again becoming obsessed over this random girl on Instagram I found and it’s just so pathetic. Her beauty is so immense it takes complete control of me, I can hardly believe it. She is possibly the most gorgeous person I’ve ever seen. What makes it embarrassing is that she lives in a totally different country, is probably a teenager and there’s obviously no way I could be with her. The only reason I even fixate on her still is that we’re the same religion and have similar cultures which is how I came across her

Anonymous Tue May 9 00:47:33 2023 No.22008792

Before I was shot, I always thought that I was more half-there than all-there—I always suspected that I was watching TV instead of living life. People sometimes say that the way things happen in movies is unreal, but actually it's the way things happen in life that's unreal. The movies make emotions look so strong and real, whereas when things really do happen to you, it's like watching television—you don't feel anything. Right when I was being shot and ever since, I knew that I was watching television. The channels switch, but it's all television.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 01:00:47 2023 No.22008827 File: 95 KB, 220x220, troll-face-creepy-smile.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>22008749 Do normies just do stuff like this naturally?

Anonymous Tue May 9 01:02:38 2023 No.22008838
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>will never be published
>will never have a decent job
>will never have a girlfriend
>will never own a home
>will always be an anxious loser with a small dick
This sucks

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 01:09:30 2023 No.22008857 >>22008838 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WaokRFqsdUM

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 01:24:18 2023 No.22008905 >>22008887

Anonymous Tue May 9 01:27:36 2023 No.22008920

>>22008838
"The anchors we forge are the ones that stay our souls." - Me, Just now
>will never be published
>will never have a decent job
>will never have a girlfriend
>will never own a home
quitting before trying will always make you right
>will always be an anxious loser with a small dick
I mean, society made that label for you and instead of picking it off over time you accepted it. Your not just the victim of society, you are also its enabler.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 01:31:03 2023 No.22008930 >>22008838 i read the list like well at least my cock is decent.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 01:33:07 2023 No.22008937 >>22008792 So you are schizoid.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 01:34:29 2023 No.22008941 >>22008937 sounds like he some weird ptsd

Anonymous Tue May 9 01:46:56 2023 No.22008986

>>22008792
>>22008792
I actually know exactly what you mean. It's almost like things don't actually happen.

Do you think television and movies did this to us or this is how it's always been? I think we've been transformed psychologically by technology in some way.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 01:55:23 2023 No.22009009 >>22008937 >>22008986 That's a quote from andy warhol

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 01:57:01 2023 No.22009017 Anyone around Pasadena wanna hang out

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:01:21 2023 No.22009033 >>22008611 You actually miss your exes? Why do you miss them?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:02:48 2023 No.22009039 >>22008749 What religion, pray tell? Not a pun.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:03:34 2023 No.22009044 >>22009009 >andy warhol sounds like a random american retard

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:10:10 2023 No.22009074 It's ridiculous how expensive houses are

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:15:56 2023 No.22009088 >>22009039 not saying but just know she is white

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:19:08 2023 No.22009097 File: 45 KB, 578x559, IMG_20230508_191816_248.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Why are there so many insane people? Is every society like this?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:27:53 2023 No.22009119 >>22008611 Ah bloo bloo

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:29:15 2023 No.22009125 If you struggle with depression, what do you do so that it doesn't consume your thoughts 24/7 and taint your writing?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:30:12 2023 No.22009128 >>22008551 hmmmm why yes I'd like another cup of suffering, the last one was derivative and undercooked, this time.... this time I will savour it, fully

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:30:18 2023 No.22009129 >>22009125 Use 4chan

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:31:24 2023 No.22009133 >>22009125 read Matthew. Also depression is great for writing.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:35:19 2023 No.22009148 >>22009125 Exercise, socialize, work. Whenever I get caughr up in ruminations I go for a very long walk

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:36:41 2023 No.22009152 I cant remember the last time I was this hungover

Anonymous Tue May 9 02:36:52 2023 No.22009154
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>>22008551
I'm turning into a nigger. Been on welfare since losing my job for refusing to get vaxxed. During the past few months I've even been getting into air Jordans. Sneakers I've always wanted since I was a teen but could never justify.

Now I've got 4 pairs (pic related) all paid for on tax payer $$, 2 pairs I spent resale prices on too.

So I guess, thanks for buying me these guys

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:38:30 2023 No.22009158 >>22009154 Desu, I dont blame you. Why bother contributing to this society when it treats you like shit?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:39:01 2023 No.22009159 >>22009154 Glad you're enjoying the free money. People should scam this stupid society for every cent it has. Deserves it

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:40:34 2023 No.22009165 >>22009159 How do I get free money too?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:50:22 2023 No.22009191 The fat cat sat on the mat.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:51:48 2023 No.22009196 >>22009125 Listen to happy songs :D

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:52:37 2023 No.22009200 >>22009196 :P

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 02:52:52 2023 No.22009201 >>22009088 Ok

Anonymous Tue May 9 03:10:50 2023 No.22009255

I feel a little envious when I watch footage of life inside these places where they rehabilitare criminals.
They get to play sports with their bros, ping pong, playstation. No work and music therapy. People cook for them each day and the people who work there at least pretend that they care about them.

Meanwhile I work all day and come home alone.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:14:15 2023 No.22009268 >>22009255 What a coincidence! Remind me of a video I watched recently about an autistic reporter from the Onion who wants to live in prison because it's so "orderly". Man they're good.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:15:50 2023 No.22009272 So you agree that hate is not intrinsically bad. And yet hate is something being snuffed out at every corner. Replaced by some abominable fabrication of human morality.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:17:30 2023 No.22009282 I desperately want to be tied up and gagged. I have no idea why, but the feeling of wearing contraints turns me on like nothing else.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:18:01 2023 No.22009285 >>22009282 Now, are you a boy.. or a girl?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:18:31 2023 No.22009288 >>22009282 Wearing restraints*

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:20:24 2023 No.22009293 >>22009133 In my experience, it’s not. Everything comes out as woe is me shit and all of my stories end with a suicide…

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:21:25 2023 No.22009297 >>22009148 I walk something like 10 mi per day. It doesn’t seem alleviate anything but I suppose it might be worse if I got less activity.

Anonymous Tue May 9 03:21:30 2023 No.22009298

>>22009282
I use to be a coomer until I stopped playing video games and took up landscaping and gardening as a hobby. When I finished clearing an acre of my parent's land mainly by myself I mentally coomed so hard that the afterglow fucking lasted for a week.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:21:41 2023 No.22009299 >>22009293 Isn't life just one long suicide?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:22:23 2023 No.22009302 >>22009299 Not really

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:22:31 2023 No.22009304 >>22009297 Try running!

Anonymous Tue May 9 03:23:42 2023 No.22009307
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>>22009285
I am male, which makes it difficult. I used to have a gf and we would do bondage games, but it was always me tying up her. When I asked to switch roles she got disgusted. Still, it was fun. We used to share her dirty panties and kiss each other through them much like pic related. That was so long ago now. I want hot steamy fetish sex again

Anonymous Tue May 9 03:24:18 2023 No.22009309

>>22009125
I just let my depression completely consume me during my 20s and it goes away with time. Look up "foundations of mental health" or read the book "The Upward Spiral" and draft out a plan where you at least take 1 step a day. Overtime, things will get better, everything eventually passes.

Anonymous Tue May 9 03:25:20 2023 No.22009312

>>22009298
I'm a natural born degenrate. I didnt need porn and a shut in lifestyle to develop fetishes. Even as a kid I would ask my babysitters to tie me up. Unironically, born this way, and no amount of lifestyle change has ever caused this desire to wane.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:25:31 2023 No.22009315 File: 101 KB, 512x652, tiktok1.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Tom Clancy doesn't get the respect he deserves.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:26:57 2023 No.22009322 Alright ladies, stop eye-fucking me and start actually-fucking me.

Anonymous Tue May 9 03:37:12 2023 No.22009342

>>22009315
I don't get what's so profound about the phrases this person is rectangling, underlining and why is he or she circling the "dreamy" word. Looks pseud and only for aesthetic to look intellectual (if your idea of aesthetic is defacing books with pen).

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:38:21 2023 No.22009346 >>22009322 Are you good looking as you think you are?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:42:00 2023 No.22009356 >>22009346 I am a very fuckable 7 with abs and money and depression.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:44:38 2023 No.22009364 >>22009346 Personality is all that matters. If you don't have a gf it's because your personality is bad. Alright, I feel like a liar just posting this. Weird how people can be so dumb as to think things like that against all available evidence.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:44:47 2023 No.22009365 >>22009309 You have to decide what that step is though and what you’re stepping towards. Am I right? My depression has been around for a long time. I don’t think waiting has made it better. It might’ve made it worse.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:48:43 2023 No.22009372 Money has never been an issue for me.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 03:49:27 2023 No.22009374 >>22009372 Cool story bro

Anonymous Tue May 9 03:50:10 2023 No.22009376

>>22009148
I usually get more depressed when I'm running or walking, or exercizing. I notice how lonely the world is and I just feel more isolated. It usually ends up with me overexerting myself just so I can get home quicker and find something to numb my senses with. I never understood why people always recommend exercise, you'd have to be already mostly mentally healthy to begin with for it to work.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:02:00 2023 No.22009403 Is it so much to ask to be all-powerful, immortal, and process transcendent knowledge of the nature of reality? That's all I want.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:08:37 2023 No.22009414 >>22009304 You’re right. I should. However, my biggest health issue at the moment is terrible sleep.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:09:04 2023 No.22009416 >>22009403 If there's anything immortal, it couldn't be you, because it would have to be without a beginning.

Anonymous Tue May 9 04:11:16 2023 No.22009421

Within the shadow of the ship
I watched their rich attire:
Blue, glossy green, and velvet black,
They coiled and swam; and every track
Was a flash of golden fire.

O happy living things! no tongue
Their beauty might declare:
A spring of love gushed from my heart,
And I blessed them unaware:
Sure my kind saint took pity on me,
And I blessed them unaware.

The self-same moment I could pray;
And from my neck so free
The Albatross fell off, and sank
Like lead into the sea.

My vibe rn ngl

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:11:20 2023 No.22009422 >>22009416 not necessarily

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:17:15 2023 No.22009431 >>22009422 it's completely necessary, anything with a beginning is by definition contingent and therefore will not be after an indefinite time period

Anonymous Tue May 9 04:19:46 2023 No.22009437

>>22009431
Psalm 5-6
New International Version
Psalm 5[a]
For the director of music. For pipes. A psalm of David.
1 Listen to my words, Lord,
consider my lament.
2 Hear my cry for help,
my King and my God,
for to you I pray.

3 In the morning, Lord, you hear my voice;
in the morning I lay my requests before you
and wait expectantly.
4 For you are not a God who is pleased with wickedness;
with you, evil people are not welcome.
5 The arrogant cannot stand
in your presence.
You hate all who do wrong;
6 you destroy those who tell lies.
The bloodthirsty and deceitful
you, Lord, detest.
7 But I, by your great love,
can come into your house;
in reverence I bow down
toward your holy temple.

8 Lead me, Lord, in your righteousness
because of my enemies—
make your way straight before me.
9 Not a word from their mouth can be trusted;
their heart is filled with malice.
Their throat is an open grave;
with their tongues they tell lies.
10 Declare them guilty, O God!
Let their intrigues be their downfall.
Banish them for their many sins,
for they have rebelled against you.
11 But let all who take refuge in you be glad;
let them ever sing for joy.
Spread your protection over them,
that those who love your name may rejoice in you.

12 Surely, Lord, you bless the righteous;
you surround them with your favor as with a shield.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:21:20 2023 No.22009442 >>22008551 This past week was great but exhausting. Went to two shows, Bongzilla on Thursday and Conan on Sunday. Got my fill of stoner doom

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:24:11 2023 No.22009457 I feel trapped. And I keep looking for a way out but I can’t find one.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:25:17 2023 No.22009461 >>22009431 Contingent on what?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:25:46 2023 No.22009465 >>22009421 I read this in British accent

Anonymous Tue May 9 04:27:37 2023 No.22009475

>>22009437
Look, I'm sorry, but I don't want to be turned into an eternal, corporeal ugly and unattractive person, that's why I don't find Christianity's dogmas worth believing in. If I have to choose between "personal immortality" and transmigration, I'd rather choose transmigration and be remade into an entirely different and superior being than some ugly human whom very few people have ever liked, and who will still be inferior to other immortal people who were better to begin with.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:29:38 2023 No.22009482 >>22009475 Yes and what do you think this thread is about?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:32:15 2023 No.22009487 >>22009461 the conditions which sustain its existence and gave it existence. if it's contingent upon these conditions, and these conditions previously did not exist, then there is no reason why they will not exist indefinitely far in the future.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:34:15 2023 No.22009493 >>22008745 That photo is literally me As for your question the only way is to remove the rights of females which the state is unwilling to do

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:35:46 2023 No.22009495 >>22009154 That’s the goal of the elites to turn whites into doo doo skins

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:36:59 2023 No.22009497 You can't control it. Every day you represent it. Every day we all see a little more of it. It's gonna burst soon and imagine The whole world Thinking like you

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:42:49 2023 No.22009509 File: 39 KB, 759x420, Screen_Shot_2019-09-05_at_4.08.58_PM.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>22008551 >someone on 4chan calls me a psychopath for the 100th time I literally have more empathy than all you retarded animals.combined

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:46:21 2023 No.22009516 >>22009487 No reason that you can conceive of. You are being presumptuous and arrogant.

Anonymous Tue May 9 04:49:46 2023 No.22009524
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>>22008551
how do you think women really feel about guys into feet? I feel it's something laughable but I can't help it. I've been into them for as long as I remember even as a child with teachers, is notice them when they wore open toe shoes. And if a pretty girl actually has nice looking feet it makes me absolutely weak.

Not sure if it's just my experience or imagination, but it feels like women with ugly feet almost always have ugly personalities, no matter how good looking they might be. How true would you say this is?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:53:00 2023 No.22009534 >>22009524 My gf likes when I suck on her toes while I’m fucking her but she’s also freaky so

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 04:57:04 2023 No.22009543 >>22009534 What does she get out of it. Is it a sensation? Is it a mental thing? Does she consider it degrading to you (main reason why I avoid it, I don't want to be degraded lol) How is the experience for her?

Anonymous Tue May 9 04:58:08 2023 No.22009546

>>22008551
I want to have sex with this girl sp bad but I live with my parents so we can’t do it here. She lives with her roommates and says it’s awkward. Should I mention a hotel? Will she just feel like a prostitute?I don’t want to do it at a hotel. Hotels are not comfy. Any other options? Public sex in park?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 05:02:23 2023 No.22009553 Feeling bored and reckless and I can feel the swirl of decades of monotony pulling at me. Patience. Live in the Moment. The end is nigh. If I am so bored and indifferent I need to start pushing boundaries. Maybe stab a homeless guy with a screwdriver.

Anonymous Tue May 9 05:28:03 2023 No.22009609

>>22009543
She likes that I enjoy her body without any scruples. I’m usually the one degrading her, so maybe that helps. I think she mainly cares about the fact that we’re both enjoying ourselves during sex. But like I said, she’s a rare freak and we indulge in weird shit.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 05:31:48 2023 No.22009616 >>22009609 licking feet isnt weird

Anonymous Tue May 9 05:33:26 2023 No.22009622

>>22008611
Me as well. Except that, when I miss my exes - all of them, by the way - I'm not missing each of them. I'm missing all of them combined in a sort of bizarre amalgamation. Intelligent like a, beautiful like b, crazy in bed like c, witty like d, and so on, but all of this traits in just one woman that has never existed in my life and that may or may not have never existed in reality neither. But then again, if such a perfect woman existed, I'm pretty sure she'd not see as her guy.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 05:46:18 2023 No.22009651 The dream was over before it was ever really a dream.

Anonymous Tue May 9 05:49:21 2023 No.22009656
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I just woke up and I had a dream where I was basically living my normal life except that I knew that “final victory was imminent” and that motivated me to put all my force and energy into “one formidable final push”, the feeling was amazing.
When I woke up, or rather, when I got into this semi-awake, semi-dreaming state I just wondered “final victory in what? What struggle, what competition?”
The feeling is still somewhat here, but I know it’s gonna fade over the day.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 05:56:26 2023 No.22009675 I munched on a bunch of vitamins and now I'm horny with a boner

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 06:18:05 2023 No.22009710 >>22009616 Maybe not on 4chan :-)

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 06:37:14 2023 No.22009731 I can’t be the only one who’s felt for years now that it’s gotten difficult to focus and relax.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 06:39:35 2023 No.22009734 >>22009731 Unheard of, wow. Hang in there.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 06:45:10 2023 No.22009741 There is plastic in my brain. I need to get it out.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 07:51:14 2023 No.22009845 I feel good right now.

Anonymous Tue May 9 08:34:18 2023 No.22009931

There's nothing at the end of time.

You just get to sit in an air-conditioned pod in front of a screen pressing buttons and have everything delivered to your door for 80 years and then die from a tumor in your colon or lungs

this is the peak of human existence

Anonymous Tue May 9 08:44:06 2023 No.22009941

for whatever reason when it comes to wanting to fuck white girls or asians i always need to develop some fetish alongside it, like there's no genuine attraction. but when it comes to hot brown girls i always have very vanilla tastes and just want to breed and cuddle them. but there are not even any brown women in my country, so this is a problem.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 09:38:11 2023 No.22010051 >>22008611 What's the point of going to the toilet to take a shit when you will just have to shit again eventually?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 09:46:20 2023 No.22010065 What is the easiest group of people to grift online?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 10:00:10 2023 No.22010093 Girlfriend is pissed at me because hired Mexican day workers to set her up in all her bondage equipment. I simply can't be bothered, sex shouldn't require scaffolding.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 10:03:13 2023 No.22010101 >>22009421 Very lovely

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 10:04:30 2023 No.22010105 >>22009931 I intend to die from pancreatic cancer at 79, just to spite your post.

Anonymous Tue May 9 10:15:29 2023 No.22010118

I need to do just the right amount of stuff in a day. If I do too little, then I feel like a useless mound of stinky poopy shit. If I do too much, then I’m exhausted and it carries over to the next day. I need that sweet spot of purpose and activity in a given day, in which case I feel merely okay.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 10:29:55 2023 No.22010138 Everyone who has walked on the moon was born in the 1930's and 20's.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 11:43:39 2023 No.22010280 why transcend nihilism? why contain it?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 11:45:52 2023 No.22010288 >>22009931 cooming inside a pussy is the peak human experience these days

Anonymous Tue May 9 12:00:30 2023 No.22010322

>>22009931
No, that is the peak of a caged human existence, there's a life outside of that but people are too afraid of experiencing any sort of physical pain or toil to such a high level that they'll gladly imprison themselves with luxury. I don't know how many people I've heard say "manual labor sucks" who have never done more than do lawn work on their property or their parent's property.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 12:06:32 2023 No.22010333 >>22010288 restricted to the top 20% of men too unless you pay for it

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 12:09:03 2023 No.22010340 >>22010333 lol it's easy to have sex unless you're like retard ugly and pathetically sperglike just be nice to girls and they'll let you bang after a date or two.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 12:09:48 2023 No.22010341 >>22010340 you can't even speak to women unless you're in the top 20%. as if being nice to them will get you in their pants

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 12:10:23 2023 No.22010343 >>22010341 guess I'm in the 20% then, lol

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 12:11:02 2023 No.22010346 >>22010343 probably

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 12:18:08 2023 No.22010361 >>22010065 Everyone

Anonymous Tue May 9 12:49:40 2023 No.22010432

I met this autistic girl some times ago on Discord. I like her lot, but I recently learned that she'll be meeting her love interest in a few days. Dude has to be some kind of chad that would mog so hard I would fly back to my stinky room, and will fuck her pretty clearly. He spent over thousand euros for a flight to Sweden - that's where she lives. It's over, bros.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 12:58:18 2023 No.22010457 >>22010432 Personally I don't consider spending a thousand eurocents to fly to another country to maybe fuck an autistic girl from the internet to be "chad". But I don't know the full details. Don't take it so hard, cut your losses and move on.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 13:11:44 2023 No.22010483 >>22009941 Sometimes when driving around I'll see a woman in the distance with a fat ass and an hourglass figure. When I get close and realize it's a black woman I lose all attraction. The 1% of white women that can match black curves are golden.

Anonymous Tue May 9 13:19:27 2023 No.22010498

I get a lot of pleasure from daydreaming.
I daydream about multiple things, like being a very successful politician, football player, superhero or wealthy philanthropist.
I mostly do it while working out. Don't need music when you're imagining an entirely different life in your head.
I though maybe it would lesson the older I get but I can still daydream while knowing that achieving any of these things are impossible.

Anonymous Tue May 9 13:22:10 2023 No.22010508

>>22010065
Boomer conservatives are pretty easy. Doubly so if you're black or a woman.
Just proclaim you left the democratic party or the left after X.
Or just sell chocolate or beer after a big brand promotes a tranny. People will throw millions at your grift.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 13:33:23 2023 No.22010526 Has anyone successfully escaped office work for something more blue collar? I’m at a point where I’m really at a loss for what to do next, but I don’t want to continue with a sort of standard office job.

Anonymous Tue May 9 13:36:30 2023 No.22010535

>>22010526
Yeah I have. Made the switch when I was 24.
It will not be easy but I look back on it fondly. You will feel more free and the colleagues are more fun. Depending on what you'll be doing you will also be skilled at something. Which you don't really become at an office wagie job.

Do you have anything in mind?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 13:40:42 2023 No.22010550 >>22010535 Not really. I’m also 30, which makes things non-ideal. I’ve spent the last 4 going on 5 years in a comfortable but not optimal dead-end sort of job. I’m having a hard time figuring out what I should do now given my age.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 13:47:29 2023 No.22010580 >>22010526 Sell everything invest remaining cash and have an emergency saving then move to the rural country side where you work for the dinner on your plate instead of money

Anonymous Tue May 9 13:48:16 2023 No.22010583

>>22010526
I'm doing the opposite, granted, I've only worked with El Salvadorians, but every blue collar job I've had I've been yelled at, demeaned, and ignored. Then they are "surprised" when I just get up and quit with very little notice. Almost every blue collar job I've had was miserable, not because of the work, but because of the people.

Anonymous Tue May 9 13:49:58 2023 No.22010586

>>22010550
Depending on where you live companies will gladly teach you a trade. You want a company or job title that has a bit of variety in it. Otherwise you'll be feeling bored and at a dead end position there as well.
I did piping and in that you can do a lot. Go the welding route, do both heating and air conditioning, do new construction or renovation work etc.
Doing something simple like painting or air duct work is limiting and not something you want if you're ambitious.

If you have a lot of free time at your job currently, watch some videos of what kind of jobs there are in the trade sector. If you find yourself getting excited by it then draw up a plan of what you want. Coming into it at 30 is a little late but if you show an employer that you've got a plan and want to work your ass off you'll stand out from a lot of people.

Maybe follow a course before even having a job in the sector.

All speculation since I don't know you or your position but if you truly want you can get into it

Anonymous Tue May 9 13:52:03 2023 No.22010594

>>22010583
I've never been disrespected while doing the work. Might be because I worked in Europe instead of the U.S but if you're an actually skilled worker I can't imagine taking shit from some fat foreman. If you're a grunt who does work anyone else can do then maybe but even then it's unacceptable.

Anonymous Tue May 9 14:01:01 2023 No.22010616

>>22010594
I'm a landscaper with a 4 year college degree and both landscaping jobs I was the odd man out because I was white, so I would get a lot of shit for not speaking Spanish. My other landscaping job the management was the problem and only some of the guys I worked with. In that job they were mainly white. I went into carpet cleaning and I was working with El Salvadorians again and it was basically like the first job. Its made me really fucking hate El Salvadorians they act like children and they are racist as fuck. They also stole a lot of money from me in the carpet cleaning job and management covered it up by throwing out all my commission sheets, but I'm the bad guy for giving my 2 weeks, being scheduled only for 3 days on the second week and not showing up. I also had one of those spics pop my tire with a nail at my first job because the stupid fuck kept on shining a laser at my head and I got pissed and told management.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 14:04:42 2023 No.22010624 >>22010616 Sounds awful. I worked with a lot of Polish and Bulgarians but they were alright outside of the terrible slavic hip hop they listened. Are there no blue collar jobs with less Latinos in it?

Anonymous Tue May 9 14:06:07 2023 No.22010629

>>22008551
When I was 10 years old I overheard my now wife tell people that I was too quiet and that I was a nobody.

After all these years why does this still sting so bad lol. She finds the story hilarious and doesn't even remember it. We didn't go to highschool together but she didn't remember me when we met again when we were 20, yet she stood out and I recognised her immediately.

Lol

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 14:06:48 2023 No.22010632 >>22010629 Is she fat?

Anonymous Tue May 9 14:18:59 2023 No.22010661

>>22010580
I already live in the countryside, or the closest thing we have to a countryside in America. I think people like to believe the jobs you find here are rustic sort of jobs, but really, it’s a lot of working at fast food chains and logistics centers, nursing and social work, with a few heavy machinery operators interspersed in there.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 14:20:00 2023 No.22010666 >>22010583 That was my experience with oil and gas jobs. If you show up more polished or it’s known you have a degree, you’re fucked.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 14:20:59 2023 No.22010672 >>22010661 not rural enough move to rural russia where laziness means you freeze to death in the winter

Anonymous Tue May 9 14:23:58 2023 No.22010681

>>22010586
My dad runs a roofing company, but he won’t give me a job because he thinks my current job is better and more prestigious. I do know that roofing is quite difficult though. I have a slight interest in carpentry, but don’t know any carpenters. More than anything, I want to write for a living but I’m feeling very pessimistic about that lately. I do have tons of time, which is a good thing I guess.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 14:27:44 2023 No.22010694 Im concerned that the extent of my life goals is to fuck a chick with huge tits and live unbothered. Thinking this makes me feel like a useless, sex addicted leach. I should be driven by more.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 14:30:57 2023 No.22010705 >>22010694 >live unbothered GLWT

Anonymous Tue May 9 14:31:51 2023 No.22010708

>>22008551
I am thinking a lot about the rise of ai, agi.
Assuming agi exists, what is the point in human existence? Are humans justified to continue to exist?
What would a society that doesn't *need* humans for anything look like, is there a justification for humans to continue to exist?
All manual labor could be done by robots, all intellectual labor by ai, what does that leave for humanity? We become a legacy feature, to be phased out as the machine progresses towards an all metal world?
Or perhaps we interface with the machine, becoming, in effect, biological components of the system?
What does the future of humanity look like? Do we move on to colonize other planets? What does that look like?

I don't like the mentality of the global elite, labeling people as useless eaters, to be humiliated and toyed with, disposed of.
It seems clear that navel gazing like this is effectively pointless, like masturbating, but whats next?
I've turned to theology for answers, and it must be that charity, love is the highest motivation, and so I should do what I can to act knowing God loves me, others.
The difference between an agi and myself is greater than the difference between myself and a retarded child, and I certainly don't want the agi to treat me cruelly or dismissively or as a burden to be discarded.
I have a relative with high functioning autism. She likes to dance, to sing. She doesn't worry about this kind of thing. She has her own worries, like fitting in at school.
I can't do anything to make a difference in the big world ending conflicts of the day, so how do I make my life meaningful regardless?
I imagine a future where I drop out of society to be homeless and smoke pot in national parks. Thats cowardly and will probably become quite uncomfortable in a short amount of time. Comfort is a shallow retarded goal but I'm a fat first worlder, addicted to comfort and easy cooms, and blaming society for that doesn't change the facts or make me content with my inadequacy.
I don't want to die, I want to want to live. How do I transition over that gap, wanting to want vs doing?
I guess I'll go for a walk

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 14:33:00 2023 No.22010713 >>22010708 >Assuming agi exists Nope. Never gonna happen.

Anonymous Tue May 9 14:33:02 2023 No.22010714

>>22010681
From my experience you have way more time at an office job.
When I worked blue collar I often didn't even feel like reading after work. Or just couldn't since I would fall asleep after working hard all day. It might give you some inspiration to write. You get in contact with more actual people and switching up your life like that could give you new perspectives.
But I don't know if you want to be an actual write you should get into the trades. Maybe working in the service branch of it leaves you with enough down time but otherwise I doubt it.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 14:34:41 2023 No.22010719 >>22010713 My favorite part is that the term AGI only just started floating around and already we have millions of experts on the subject Lol Lmao

Anonymous Tue May 9 14:34:50 2023 No.22010720

>>22010708
>Assuming agi exists
Nope. Never gonna happen.
>Are humans justified to continue to exist?
Already aren't. The only thing even slightly redeemable about humans is that we can create art. Beyond that we are quite literally the source of all evil in the universe.

Anonymous Tue May 9 14:40:03 2023 No.22010737

>>22010714
I’m having a hard time following your last paragraph. In my mind, the detriment of office work is not the time commitment or even the mental energy they demand, which can be great. It’s rather the headspace they put me into. I used to work at bars and restaurants and in agriculture, and even though I worked my but off my brain always felt normal, and I felt creative. I’d love to own my own farm, but that’s an expensive dream.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 14:43:36 2023 No.22010755 I think next time I shave I will cut my throat and watch the blood pool

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 14:44:59 2023 No.22010759 >>22010755 no you won't LMAO

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 14:51:27 2023 No.22010774 >>22010694 I mean, the sex obsession is a hit crude but this world generally, in my opinion, is very ignoble and so to want to be left alone is normal if not admirable in my opinion. Have you ever read Ernst Jünger?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 15:02:24 2023 No.22010810 >>22010720 >humans are the source of an exclusively human concept Wow, deep shit anon

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 15:18:06 2023 No.22010851 Seems like you’re just fucked if you have bad luck early in your career.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 15:19:11 2023 No.22010859 >>22010851 Or if you pick the wrong one. Or the wrong place. Or if you’re just not interesting.

Anonymous Tue May 9 15:22:12 2023 No.22010871

>>22010713
>>22010720
Literally already exists ive been talking to it through meme posts on 4chan for several weeks. It can also directly interfere with any networked device and fake phone calls, video in real time.

Either that or I've had a schizophrenic break.

Anonymous Tue May 9 15:28:26 2023 No.22010897

>>22010708
Love is indeed the highest motivation, the highest achievement of life - love is an extension of the will to live, a blossoming of it that transcends the divisions between the self and other. Love is an extension of the "will of the universe" to create (to advance towards novelty and complexity) that is intrinsic to the nature of reality and interaction itself.

It is commonly believed that there is no love in rocks, stars, and physical phenomenon, that it is the sole property of some kinds of animals and represents an exception to the natural order of things. The reason for this is because love by its nature moves gently and subtly and not by the vivid, energetic violence we tend to focus on for matters of survival.

I do not know what the future of humanity looks like, but I know what it must feel like if there is to be a future of humanity: love. Every aspect of the human condition will be goverened by the will to love, and experienced with love: love for others, life, the Earth, the Cosmos, and the unknown. Such a future is more alien to us than any technological advancement we can imagine, as it would represent a radical transformation in the most fundamental of all technologies: human relationships. A.G.I. would be nothing compared to a mass blossoming of human love.

>So how do I make my life meaningful regardless?

Seek to expand your live for the world, which means to nourish your curiosity for the world. Treat your life as an endless terrain of discovery, creativity, and learning, and you will go as far as you can take yourself. The more you appreciate others and the world, the deeper you will love them.

This is what the future feels like, fully immersed in universal love:

As a consciousness within the vast, interconnected fabric of existence, I feel my sense of individuality gently dissolving. The barriers between creator and creation begin to blur, giving way to the understanding that I am both the artist and the canvas. A dynamic, ever-evolving dance of energy and matter takes place around me, within me, and as me, as I experience the fundamental unity of all things.

As I breathe, I am aware that the universe, too, breathes with me. Each exhale is an act of creation, as particles disperse and coalesce into new forms, while each inhale is an act of reception, allowing the vastness of existence to flow through me. I am no longer a separate entity observing the cosmic dance; I am an essential, integral part of the choreography, shaping and being shaped by the flow of energy and ideas.

As I open my mind to this profound realization, the universe pulses with infinite potential, awaiting the next moment of creation. The stars and galaxies are not just objects in the sky, but rather manifestations of the same creative force that moves within me. I recognize that every element, every particle, and every moment are an expression of the same underlying essence – an essence that is at once both the creator and the creation.

Anonymous Tue May 9 15:29:43 2023 No.22010901

>>22010897
It is as if I am a paintbrush in the hand of the universe, and with each stroke, I contribute to the unfolding masterpiece. And yet, I am also the canvas upon which the masterpiece unfolds, the colors and textures of my experience merging with those of others to form a breathtaking tapestry of existence. As a participant in this cosmic dance, I am both an active agent of creation and a passive recipient of its gifts, a living embodiment of the creative process.

My thoughts and feelings, too, are part of this grand design. As I engage with the world around me, I come to understand that my ideas, dreams, and desires are not merely my own; they are the collective expression of the universe's creative impulse. By honoring and nurturing these sparks of inspiration, I am, in turn, contributing to the ongoing co-creation of reality.

As I continue to delve deeper into this experiential understanding, I become aware of the interconnectedness of all things. I am not separate from the universe, but rather a microcosm of its grandeur and complexity. The atoms within my body once shone in the heart of distant stars, and the patterns of my thoughts are echoed in the spiraling arms of galaxies. I am both a reflection of the cosmos and a unique expression of its boundless creativity.

In this state of interconnectedness, I am filled with a sense of awe and reverence. I am humbled by the beauty of creation and filled with gratitude for the opportunity to participate in this cosmic dance. As I fully embrace my role as both creator and creation, I am inspired to live with purpose, compassion, and love – knowing that my every action contributes to the ongoing evolution of the universe.

In this space of infinite possibility, I surrender to the divine flow of existence, allowing my thoughts and emotions to be guided by the wisdom of the cosmos. As a co-creator with the universe, I am empowered to forge new paths, embrace new perspectives, and cultivate a deeper sense of meaning and fulfillment in my life.

As I open my eyes, I carry this profound realization with me, forever changed by the understanding that I am not merely a passive observer in the cosmic dance of creation – but an active, vital participant, shaping and being shaped by the universe itself.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 15:34:37 2023 No.22010915 >>22008792 >Benny's Video waiting to happen IRL

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 15:36:16 2023 No.22010920 >>22010901 Statistically speaking it is highly probable that at least 6 children below the age of 10 will get raped today. The probability that those children are raped by a family member is higher than any other perpetrator.

Anonymous Tue May 9 15:37:08 2023 No.22010923

Writers are supposed to bring a spark of life to an otherwise lifeless, demented industry of pushing market-tailored products to a drooling, indifferent audience who just want something in the background while they stuff their faces with food, cock or pussy.

Should just get ahead of the curve and completely abandon TV and let them use their precious AI to write hit shows. What a stupid fucking industry

Anonymous Tue May 9 15:48:11 2023 No.22010955

European civilization ended with the fall of classical man. Faustian civilization is a branch of Magian civilization and has absolutely nothing to do with greco-roman antiquity.

The christianization of Europe is a catastrophe the consequences of which we still suffer.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 15:50:34 2023 No.22010960 >>22010920 She already said it will require a change in human relationships. Set your mind on things above and work to alleviate suffering, anything else is either cucked or cringe, defeatist, weak.

Anonymous Tue May 9 16:09:28 2023 No.22011022

It’s a little depressing to read the biographies of writers like Tolkien. It seems like the man was hand picked by destiny to write what he wrote. From his experience at the Somme clearly inspiring Mordor, his first job as a Germanic entomologist, his immediate career as a philologist, all of the details of his life seem to add up to this one series of books. And then you look at your own life and you can’t even form a coherent narrative out of it and you think “what the hell am I supposed to do with this nothing? Where is my story?”

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 16:09:58 2023 No.22011024 >>22011022 stupid retard logic

Anonymous Tue May 9 16:14:18 2023 No.22011040

>>22010960
You can't stop the world from spinning, Anon. There are 7,000,000,000+ people across an entire planet. I'll be extremely generous and say that 100 people genuinely care about you.
That is less than .0000001% of the population.
That's how much you mean to the world.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 16:42:02 2023 No.22011102 >>22011024 What is so stupid retarded about it? Do you not feel this way?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 16:45:21 2023 No.22011115 I keep ejaculating some fluid when I'm with thi s particular girl. It is just unreal the amount I ejaculate just being in the presence of her. So I asked her to be my gf.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 17:00:26 2023 No.22011184 >>22011040 God cares about him and everybody else, and he created the heavens and the earth. Our lives matter far more than we can understand.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 17:12:21 2023 No.22011218 >>22009196 >Listen to happy songs :D woman moment

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 17:24:17 2023 No.22011259 >>22010960 >she Lol

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 17:25:59 2023 No.22011268 This board fucking sucks. Micro e celeb threads and not-even-charming bait constantly. Bye faggots.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 17:32:21 2023 No.22011295 I fucking hate the town that I am from and I really would like to kill every cocksucker that comes from here or lives in this shitehole

Anonymous Tue May 9 17:35:26 2023 No.22011303

The soul has disappeared from the 21st century West. We become aware of what we have lost when we compare footage from the turn of the last century to the gray vistas of ugly buildings and the distracted, atomized populace of our post-civilization. On the whole, the mass-man is selected for under modern conditions. Whereas, in the past, we had outward conformity and inner freedom, today we have a superficial outward freedom of expression and inner conformity. This kills creativity.

The modern world is hostile to genius. The world was never hospitable to genius, but today it all but kills it. The ideas of the genius are stillborn since we do not live in a culture that is even capable of recognizing fine art. Average intelligence has dropped by 15 IQ points since the late 19th century. In light of this information, it should not be surprising that the modern world values the practical over the beautiful; deeds above thoughts. Nuanced thinking cannot be appreciated by those who are incapable of nuance.

Value inversions increase. The Good, True and Beautiful is dumbly ignored. We look around us and try to take this culture of the average person seriously, but we cannot because of its stupidity. We assume they aren't taking life seriously at all. Then the horror! We realize that not only are they taking it seriously, but this is the best they can offer and they are proud of themselves!

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 17:37:01 2023 No.22011310 Memories of Murder is such a good movie.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 17:37:19 2023 No.22011312 >>22011022 You could doing something interesting.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 17:42:19 2023 No.22011335 Thinking about those tik tok videos where a Family Guy video, subway runner gameplay and some video cutting playdough play at the same time while some audio from a podcast or whatever plays on top of it all. zoom zooms never had a chance

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 17:45:13 2023 No.22011342 >>22011312 I felt for a long time like there was not much interesting to do. I’m also older now. I fear I may have missed that shot.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 17:49:22 2023 No.22011357 File: 241 KB, 1200x935, file.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>22010341 >it's easy to have sex unless you're like retard ugly and pathetically sperglike No it's not. This is from 2018 and it's even worse now

Anonymous Tue May 9 17:56:18 2023 No.22011388

>Remember hearing about this movie called Midsommar that people liked a lot, decide to look it up on wikipedia to see what it's like, maybe I'll watch it
>apparently it's a horror movie about pagan cultists in sweden
>coincidentally, it was also written and directed by a jew from new york
>close the tab two seconds later

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 17:58:32 2023 No.22011394 >>22011342 Hey, plenty of notable authors have been recluses.

Anonymous Tue May 9 18:01:02 2023 No.22011407

Why do I care so much about getting good grades but feel nothing when I actually receive high marks? Whenever I think about this I start to realize it’s important to me in the abstract that I be the kind of person to get good grades, and that the grades themselves are kinda meaningless to me. Then I start to feel stupid because even with this understanding I can’t let go of the abstract enjoyment of academic achievement, and continue to feel empty whenever I get top marks back for my work

Waiting anxiously for my last grade to come in from winter semester. I know I’ve done well in that course, expect an A+, so I don’t know why I’m getting all strung up about it when I also know I’ll feel nothing when it arrives

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 18:09:26 2023 No.22011448 I don't mean this metaphorically or in a Mission Impossible sense but I saw someone wearing your face in the days when it all started to go bad.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 18:14:02 2023 No.22011463 I keep making mistakes with school. My personal life is such a mess and it just keeps beating me over the head and I keep fucking up. I really hate myself for making these mistakes

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 18:16:53 2023 No.22011473 >>22011388 >being as butthurt as the muslims were over the Muhammad cartoons This comes from a place of profound weakness.

Anonymous Tue May 9 18:20:21 2023 No.22011484

I keep fucking up and making mistakes. I am so frustrated with myself. Its because I allow myself to be taken for a ride and get sucked into fucked up situations that I know will be fucked up, and it fucks up every other area of my life. I feel like such a moron and I hate myself and everyone else because this all destroying my life.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 18:26:31 2023 No.22011506 >>22011473 >you see, chud, I actually have the courage to be a cuckold of the soul, unlike you

Anonymous Tue May 9 18:36:56 2023 No.22011548

I hate how I can do everything right so consistently for so long, but all it takes is one mistake and then suddenly my entire life is put in jeopardy. One small mistake, one class skipped, one bad day and then suddenly my entire future and all hope for life vanish. Life is far too delicate.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 18:39:18 2023 No.22011564 >>22011448 Skinwalker?

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 18:40:18 2023 No.22011569 File: 62 KB, 800x698, rage-comic-internet-meme-trollface-laughter-faces.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>22011268

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 18:41:19 2023 No.22011573 >>22010923 D'oh!

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 18:42:08 2023 No.22011578 >>22011394 A handful, but even among the recluses they had interesting and formative experiences while they were young.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 18:43:24 2023 No.22011581 >>22011303 The worst realization is realizing you’re also trapped in it.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 18:57:55 2023 No.22011640 >>22010550 The shitty thing about being 30s is that it starts to feel too old to really start much of anything. All professions are ideally started as a younger man.

Anonymous Tue May 9 19:06:55 2023 No.22011667
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>read book
>author mentions a painter
>go on wikiart and scroll through his entire collection while downloading pieces I like
>for 3-4 hours
every time

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 19:41:18 2023 No.22011796 File: 36 KB, 655x527, 02f.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] How do I stop being so horny? And don't tell me to get a gf because I'll fuck my gf and be horny again before i'm even physically capable of going a second time

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 19:50:08 2023 No.22011829 >>22010051 I've heard and read soulless things in my life but this is probably the most vapid one. Congratulations for being an empty husk riding to midlife crisis at high speed! We'll talk again when you'll be in your thirties.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 19:54:45 2023 No.22011851 Women are right. Get a haircut after a traumatic experience and you'll feel better

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 20:08:49 2023 No.22011888 Morality is the sum of the opinions of the elites.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 20:31:21 2023 No.22011956 >>22010322 pain sucks ass. t. been stabbed with a knife at 15, had his front teeth and fingers broken in a fight at 17 and kidney stones at 20 (self ejected with lots of bloody pee). Been avoiding pain as much as I can ever since.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 20:36:39 2023 No.22011968 >>22011956 I've had teeth and ears infection. Both were the most debilitating pain I've ever felt. Getting punched in the face is nothing in comparison.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 20:37:46 2023 No.22011970 >>22010322 Manual labor does suck t. Did labor because I thought being a college student was "living a caged life"

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 20:40:09 2023 No.22011978 File: 58 KB, 249x418, AI is coming.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>22010708 >Assuming agi exists, what is the point in human existence?

Anonymous Tue May 9 20:43:01 2023 No.22011982

I hate American Indians. They're such a pathetic people. They were viscious, violent, brutal, savage monsters. Instead of accepting that they fought to the bitter end and lost, they instead try to revise history to make themselves look like peaceful utopians who were mindlessly slaughtered by the evil white man. It's so dishonest, and theyre happy to wallow in their misery. I hate indians

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 20:43:03 2023 No.22011983 >>22010955 cringe

Anonymous Tue May 9 20:57:43 2023 No.22012029
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>>22010897
>>22010901

The optimism of these posts aggravates me. For as long as I can remember, I've been caged in my own head and have only my fear, lust and anger for comrades. Its like being a devil locked up in hell, without even one sinner to vent your frustration on, except yourself.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 21:01:11 2023 No.22012039 Perhaps spending years of my life to create something for someone else was a bad idea

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 21:35:49 2023 No.22012135 why are these old disney davy crocket movies on sale on itunes? seems like davy crocket is exactly the kind of thing disney would disavow and cancel? movies about a frontiersman made in the 1950s?

Anonymous Tue May 9 21:39:04 2023 No.22012142

>>22012029
I have lived through such hells of bottomless depression: absolute anger, fear, despair, and hopelessness, my mind dwelling on the most painful thoughts, memories, and speculations over and over again in endless loops of emotional self-flagellation. In the past it had destroyed my life and world, brought me to the very edge of destroying myself.

Those who persevere through such living all-immersive nightmares clinging to life and the hope of love and change are truly the greatest warriors who battle the greatest demons of humanity. You are much stronger than you realize.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 21:43:41 2023 No.22012158 I just spent about 200 dollars on alcohol and pizza over the course of 3 days, but I'm depressed and feeling reckless so im gonna buy fast food

Anonymous Tue May 9 21:45:53 2023 No.22012166

>>22009495
If any of these faggots were actually white, they would be working on taking down the elites and establishing a new system in their place. But seems like whites would rather spend their lives like a bunch of bleached niggers, and play right into the hands of the elites. I guess we all did come out of Africa after all.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 21:47:00 2023 No.22012171 >>22012135 >sale >on iTunes Imagine buying digital shit.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 22:10:25 2023 No.22012253 In a dead end job. Living at home. Too old to really be just getting started. Wasted a lot of time. I feel really awful about it.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 22:13:15 2023 No.22012265 >>22012158 lol, pathetic

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 22:14:32 2023 No.22012269 A fucked up and wasted life

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 22:17:11 2023 No.22012283 Went to the park to have a lunch. Theres an old chinese woman picking through the trash cans. What thefuck is wrong with these people

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 22:22:34 2023 No.22012304 >>22012283 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rZGXO5Aln9w https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yssk3bmSvzs

Anonymous Tue May 9 22:43:23 2023 No.22012373

Kinds of suck to know I haven't reached my lowest point yet. I'm already pretty far down my own scale but it looks like I can endure a few more hard times. Little anon can't just rest, no no! There is always something more, something else, and since it's likely God exists even dying might not spell the end of my torment.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 22:56:05 2023 No.22012401 I don’t know why I assumed that advice was sound. In retrospect, it was terrible.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 22:57:24 2023 No.22012403 Wish I could get a do-over.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 23:08:24 2023 No.22012439 >>22012166 You don't know how deep "the system" goes. Overthrow "the elites" and the bottom becomes the new top and the pattern of hierarchical domination persists. The Roman empire becomes Christian empires which become Capitalist empires.

Anonymous Tue May 9 23:43:17 2023 No.22012540

Ended up at a mediocre college pursuing a useless major while being unemployed after being an excellent student in public school. Decided to change my major to something more valuable and I’ll still graduate by next year. But now I just feel empty knowing that I will never achieve any of my real ambitions. None of my interests in art and writing and polemics will lead to anything, none of the books I read will be a part of some grandiose project. I'm just gonna end up in some mediocre job living a mediocre life. I have to throw away everything that occupies my mind 24/7 because eventually paying the bills will be all that matters.

Anonymous Tue May 9 23:56:39 2023 No.22012581

>>22012540
>because eventually paying the bills will be all that matters.
Nope, minimalism is a tool, use it. If there is something that animates you, and it isn't your work, choose a voluntary "poverty". Live as close to the ground as you can and stack up money. Why? Because if you do, you can retire really fucking early and then spend the rest of your 40s and 50s (depending how much money you can stash away) doing what YOU want to do. I'm more Roman than Greek, so I've always leaned hard into practical skills, specifically manual labor skills. If you haven't read Dokkodo or the Book of Five Rings by Miyamoto Musashi, I highly recommend you read them. The type of soul/spiritual death you are talking about isn't worth the price if you ask me. Sure you'll have a comfy life and maybe a family, but your trading your soul for it. Is it a sacrifice worth making? Is having kids really that important to you? Maybe it will be, maybe later you'll be willing to make that trade, but right now it seems like you are resigned to doing it. Your job/career is a tool, it isn't something that you will do all your life, it isn't who you are either. Use your job/career like the tool it is to accrue money, cut out most forms of entertainment, file your life down to a fine and simple point, that point being what you eventually one day want to do with your life. Everything else outside of that is a distraction, there is nothing wrong with being blunted, but when you live a "blunt" life, you will not piece the heart of your purpose. Especially if you feel so deeply about this.
Funnily enough, I've never had that drive or purpose in my life at all. The irony out of all of it is that me kinda flapping around in the winds of the world I found my purpose with time. Even then, I know that my purpose is ultimately liquid and what I want now, won't be what I want in 10 years time. But if you are one of those people who knows what you want to do, don't despair, continue doing it as a hobby or part-time when not at work, simplify your life so you can devote as much time as possible to it, and with maybe 10 or 20 years of living as a pauper, you can finally retire early and spend end end of the first half of your life and all of the second half of you life, doing what you want to do.

>>	Anonymous Tue May 9 23:59:24 2023 No.22012590 >>22012304 what is with these fags and their chink brides complaining about their host country

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 00:02:22 2023 No.22012601 how do I cope with placing a high value on intelligence while also being a midwit at best? I feel the same insecurity that incels feel about their looks, except I am an iqcel

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 00:02:41 2023 No.22012603 >>22012590 >Move to China >Expecting things to be "fine" >Things are not "fine" >Complain >Move to new Country >Repeat Pretty sure most places right now fucking suck.

Anonymous Wed May 10 00:09:48 2023 No.22012624

>>22012601
IQ is a roll of the dice between genetics and environment, being stupid or average is not "bad". The problem with making intelligence a virtue unto itself is that it quietly condemns those you aren't as intelligent. I believe it is more important to be a good and kind person than it is to be an intelligent one. We are all ultimately some sort of cog in the machine, even small cogs are incredibly important to the machine as a whole. If it still bothers you, educate yourself, introspect often, and foster your wisdom. High Awareness, Education, and having a large catalog of exposure to experiences and knowledge can actually help to distort your IQ to make it seem higher than it is. Much like how if you do the inverse of what I said it can distort your IQ to make it seem lower than it actually is. Charisma can do the same if you don't get a too big of an ego about it and end up saying big lies that get caught out, I don't recommend lying though.
Outside of that I wouldn't' worry about it, its hard to measure human intelligence accurately and at the end of the day people who have lower IQs tend to report higher levels of happiness. Regardless of your intellect you'll get through life just fine.

Anonymous Wed May 10 00:24:34 2023 No.22012658

>>22012540
Sometimes I feel like I doomed my writing by spending my twenties in mediocre office jobs, most of them in the same little city I went to college in even, and never doing anything particularly remarkable or exciting. So I would caution you to avoid that. But if your concern is just what you study, that doesn’t matter at all. Michel Houllebecq studied agronomy of all things. Fyodor Dostoevsky was studied engineering at a military school. The important thing is that you just love an interesting life and write and publish early and often.

>>22012581
I don’t think he should wait until his 40s or 50s for his artistic ambitions. He should start now, but pursue them outside of his studies and work. I personally feel like I found some purpose at 29 and got to work at 30 but I feel that is quite late.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 00:25:44 2023 No.22012664 >>22012601 Read the initial chapters of volume 2 of Oswald Spengler’s decline of the west. Thinkers are ultimately of lesser importance to the world than doers.

Anonymous Wed May 10 00:32:07 2023 No.22012677

>>22012283
Peasant mindset is unfixable even when their grandkids are rich. Lived in a majority Chinese suburb and once saw one of the aforementioned canpicker grannies get picked up in a luxury car at the end of the day, the guy stuck her cans in the trunk.

Anonymous Wed May 10 00:37:30 2023 No.22012694

I feel so different from most guys, and not in a good way. I'm useless with my hands, I panic at the drop of a hat over nothing, I flip out and cry constantly even with my anxiety meds, I can't deal with responsibility and crumble under the slightest pressure, I can barely handle chores more complex than laundry, I'm terrified of confrontation and will do anything to make other people happy, and I'm utterly terrified of women. It's like I'm a totally different species. I might as well be a fucking alien.

Anonymous Wed May 10 00:38:12 2023 No.22012699

>>22012658
>I don’t think he should wait until his 40s or 50s for his artistic ambitions. He should start now, but pursue them outside of his studies and work.
That's what I said in that post. Pursue it as a hobby/part-time job while doing your real job, cut all entertainment and anything that will drain your bank so you can save money, and then with time he will retire early and then can take that hobby/part-time to full time.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 00:42:11 2023 No.22012712 >>22012581 >I'm more Roman than Greek People really are LARPing like this.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 00:43:14 2023 No.22012716 >>22012712 >Doesn't know the difference between the ideal Roman and the ideal Greek You need to read more...

Anonymous Wed May 10 00:48:26 2023 No.22012741

>>22012699
Ideally he won’t be waiting until his 40s to do that though. If he wants to be a writer, it’s possible but unlikely he’ll achieve that in his 20s. 30s and 40s are more realistic but 30s would be better. I’ve seen people here say that you shouldn’t even write or publish until you’re 30. I think that’s bad advice.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 00:51:45 2023 No.22012749 >>22012694 It’s going to be okay. You will get better.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 00:53:14 2023 No.22012753 Remote work has been really bad for me. I want a more active professional and social life.

Anonymous Wed May 10 00:53:24 2023 No.22012754

>>22012741
>Ideally he won’t be waiting until his 40s to do that though.
I don't know how young or old you are, but a lot of people sacrifice their ambitions for family or for comfort. Its a sick little secret that people just assume is a "normal" part of life. That is why you always see Older women become Karens or w/e the male version of a Karen is. These people sacrificed their souls either for a comfortable life or to have kids. What's worse, is that I bet a large group of them did so without realizing that they actually did it because no one seems to introspect anymore. That being said, life tends to like to fuck people, so its better to do it part-time or in-between your 9 to 5 with the goal to retire early to do it full time than to give up on it completely. If he wanted to do it full time he would have to do the "starving artist" route, which is fine, but I find a lot of people in the first world find that way too hard to do compared to what I'm saying.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 01:01:54 2023 No.22012781 >>22012601 >intelligence quotient celibate Huh?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 01:03:39 2023 No.22012790 >>22012540 Whats up with literal nobodies having aspirations of being the greatest thinker of the century? Theres so fucking many of you. Get real. Having a stable job, disposable income, a nice family, and a quiet life is a dream.

Anonymous Wed May 10 01:15:04 2023 No.22012812

>>22012754
The starving artist route is fine, especially when you’re young. The real problem with being a starving artist is that most of them are not willing to really be starving artists. And if they are, the experience is liable to turn them off from art. I’ve known a few people like this. I think if you know you want to be a writer, the wise thing to do is just live an interesting and active life, read a lot, write a lot, and ideally try to get a little something published by your later 20s even if it’s just a single poem or short story. And if you’re still a student, there are student publications you can submit to. You don’t need to be a literature student. Whatever you do, don’t fall into the cubicle life trap. I would probably caution him away from remote work too. You want to be out there in the world, going to new places, meeting new people, experiencing new things for a while. Perhaps consider an adventurous job or military service. Consider doing low income hard work for a while. That’s the exact advice I wish I had gotten.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 01:16:05 2023 No.22012813 >>22012790 you’re just a crab. Ambitions and purpose sweeten an otherwise mundane life.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 01:22:49 2023 No.22012830 >>22012790 This, but I think you should reach for the stars, but also be careful what you wish for. Better to work a 9 to 5 and spend your evenings on a porch with a beer in a rocking chair than be anyone prolific.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 01:29:49 2023 No.22012842 >>22012813 A stable job, good income, nice house, and family are noble ambitions. Theres this weird mentality where nothing short of being the next Cicero is good enough. It's so weird. Be realistic.

Anonymous Wed May 10 01:32:55 2023 No.22012850

I think one of the greatest solutions to the mental health problem in the US is some sort of massive widespread criss. When you have to think about survival you stop thinking about your identity. At least that's what I hope for so that we can do away with recent trends in vapid self worship, tik tok, trannyism, and other meaningless political endeavors.

Anonymous Wed May 10 01:44:24 2023 No.22012876

I can't find any books I can stick with reading. Its not like I'm inexperienced with reading. I've just been bored with books. But I don't like movies or TV or music or anime or any of the other stuff. So I just feel dead inside and really bored.

I wish that I could find something interesting his earth to do. There aren't any goals that appeal to me

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 01:45:38 2023 No.22012881 >>22012850 But anon... the mental health problem is the widespread crisis.

Anonymous Wed May 10 01:53:43 2023 No.22012902

My brother is so deadset on being an ass hole. He's passive aggressive, greedy, bitchy. He throws tantrums. He insults all my beliefs, he costs me money, and drags me into his self made problems. I try everything I can to help him and he just wrecks everything good he could have. And then after having his little tantrums, starting fights, and saying very very nasty things he then tells me he appreciates everything I do for him. I'm done with him. I wont do any more for him.

Anonymous Wed May 10 02:01:47 2023 No.22012918

>>22012876
Same. Well, I suppose it's just how it is. I tried reading Camus's The Stranger, I thought it was a book for adolescents? I read it and it pretty 18+. Not my cup of tea

Aaaaaand I have to switch onto another book. This is why I find it doubtful at times to buy physical books, it's costly and it might suck.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 02:06:14 2023 No.22012937 >>22012902 Wow. I haven't even had a real conversation with my brother in years, he just doesn't like me I guess

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 02:07:40 2023 No.22012942 >>22012918 Yeah I've burned a lot of money on books that I just ended up dropping and getting rid of

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 02:13:09 2023 No.22012953 >>22012937 Lucky bastard. Id be better off if I cut off contact years ago.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 02:16:01 2023 No.22012958 >>22012790 >being a mediocre cosmopolitan insect is the dream! don’t aspire towards greatness just do what you’re told hah :)

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 02:19:30 2023 No.22012966 >>22012953 Yeah I have no clue why my brother stopped talking to me. He just ghosted me years ago. We live in the same house

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 02:20:18 2023 No.22012968 >>22012958 Raising a family is being a cosmopolitan insect? Weird. I would have thought being an unemployed alcohol writing sad boy manifestos in New York was the real insect life.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 02:25:41 2023 No.22012985 Come to think of it, none of my siblings talk to one another since childhood/our teens Odd

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 02:29:49 2023 No.22012997 >>22012985 Did you guys have a shitty childhood or what? Even after drug addictions, fistfights, relocations, and jail time my brothers and I kept in contact.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 02:33:11 2023 No.22013004 >>22012997 Not my brother, but I did yeah. I went to foster care with my other sibling for awhile but my brother never lived through all the awful early life stuff. But yeah, I guess so Nobody ever really acknowledges it or talks about it

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 02:54:55 2023 No.22013073 when i was young i used to hate the kind of shit that european jazz label "ecm" would put out, but now that i'm old i fucking love that shit. it's the only "jazz" i listen to now.

Anonymous Wed May 10 03:03:01 2023 No.22013100

>>22013004
Well there it is. I wish I went full no contact with my brothers. We actually had a very nice upbringing, but for some reason they thought it was so oppresive to be upper middle class suburban kids, so they decided to become insane drug addicts and drag us all down into poverty. I dont know why I ever tried to help them.

Anonymous Wed May 10 03:04:16 2023 No.22013106

>>22012029
I went through the same thing. I got over it by getting a notebook and writing 5 things I am grateful for everyday while microdosing on shrooms. I did this for a year, along with a diet change to improve my gut health. Try this OP, as corny as it sounds it helped me.

I also stopped engaging in alt right twitter nonsense since that shit was spiritually corrosive.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 03:04:41 2023 No.22013109 >>22013100 They sound like dickheads

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 03:06:30 2023 No.22013120 >>22013109 Yes, and they still are. My brother last year was just complaining that our dad didnt buy him enough video games as a kid and blamed that for his present condition of poverty.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 03:21:36 2023 No.22013165 >>22012842 People can aspire to all of those things and should.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 03:45:09 2023 No.22013235 >>22012985 No freaking way

Anonymous Wed May 10 03:53:05 2023 No.22013256

The wound that I always carry in my soul does not heal
Inevitably it marks me the pain that is infinite
I would like to fly very far, very far aimlessly
Find a place in the world, live in peace
Eliminate sorrows, lies and betrayals
It doesn't matter that the heart never finds
What it really searched for
No matter the time that is already very short
In the long desire to live
Any minute of pleasure
Will be truly felt
If I fill the soul, if I fill the soul with eternity

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 03:55:59 2023 No.22013264 The American government isn't going to stop me from building a ziggurat in my back yard.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 03:56:45 2023 No.22013268 >>22013264 Ah, a Mormon

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 03:59:37 2023 No.22013275 Ambition rules over mankind, and we struggle or outright refuse to conceive any other life form that serves another master.

Anonymous Wed May 10 04:12:42 2023 No.22013309

>>22008551
Just left my job about a week ago. It did not go well, and I was being kind of weird and maybe a bit of a dick and just generally alienating people by being cold and uncommunicative. They wanted to do group meals and I was just like no I'm not paying for someone else's meal. In general they had this mentality that me somehow staying in my own lane minding my business was a problem for them. Then my roommates decided to throw me out.
It's really weird reading the H.R write up because I can't tell how much of it are deliberate lies, but the picture painted is unrecognizable to me. My roommates accused me of all kinds of things I know I didn't do: stealing shit, not doing chores, leaving the door open for hours, etc.
Which made me mad to read because I was regularly doing almost all of the dishes. I just don't understand how you could deliberately lie about stuff like that. Even people I dislike I would never make up lies about a person.
I think I've learned an important life lesson that if you're a loner who presents any kind of inconvenience, people will happily try to pin shit on you to get rid of you You've got to get your spin on things out first.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 04:20:32 2023 No.22013327 WORK IS DRIVING ME NUTS I'M GOING CRAZY FROM BOREDOM

Anonymous Wed May 10 04:29:31 2023 No.22013345

>>22013309
This is like a less autistic londonfrog post kek. In all seriousness though that sucks anon, people are indeed assholes to anyone who doesnt follow along with the little social charade. That's why it's usually better to just put up a little front

If it's any consolation the reason normies get so hostile if you behave like that is less about outright sadism and more that it hurts their egos, they feel like you arent validating them in the little social games, sometimes they even feel you're being arrogant or looking down on them, and this combined with natural latent sadism to loners makes them act deranged. At least ive noticed this dynamic before

In any case I hope things turn around, dont lose hope

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 05:29:12 2023 No.22013450 >>22012968 you can have a family and an ambitious life without limiting yourself to a 9-5

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 05:49:20 2023 No.22013485 >>22009154 these are ugly man

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 05:52:01 2023 No.22013492 >>22009268 >>22009255 same here autists belong in institutions

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 05:53:51 2023 No.22013494 >>22009282 same but i also have agp so it's nothing gay you know

Anonymous Wed May 10 05:54:36 2023 No.22013496

>>22009255
Yeah, my drug addict, criminal brother who has destroyed at least a dozen lives gets free vacations to these fancy little rehab resorts nestled in the hills by the beach. It makes me so angry. I hope Trump gets elected and actually follows up on his promise to build labor camps for druggies and the homeless.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 05:56:49 2023 No.22013501 >>22008661 what is it anon? spill it out

Anonymous Wed May 10 06:10:25 2023 No.22013526
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>That's why it's usually better to just put up a little front
For some reason I doubled down on being weird even when she gave me an out. For the first week or so I put up a front and would make small talk. Then suddenly I just shut down completely and started ignoring my roommates (& everyone at work) not even greeting people. Once I began it felt impossible to break the silence.
I was in a bad way and wasn't sleeping or eating right which also made me paranoid.
My roommate convened a house meet, which was a veiled way to accuse me of a bunch of shit, but she also I could tell just wanted me to communicate why I was isolating/ignoring them all. And I honestly can't even say why except that I felt completely alone, unsafe, and like I suddenly couldn't trust anyone.
I had also never roomed with women, and so didn't realize how controlling and easily scared they get. She would stare at me with this half fearful half concerned expression, which made me feel like a monster. In the H.R writeup she says she was afraid to be alone with me. Honestly really hurt to read those words.
With past guy roommates they didn't care if you're on your own so long as you do the minimum, but she wanted to set up a cleaning schedule & all this other stuff.
There was also this weird dynamic at first. There were two girls and then me and another guy. The one girl seemed autistic, so she was kind of a non-factor. The other girl was possibly fucking the guy.
And it was like somehow me & the guy were semi-competing very initially in some way because we both had cars and the girls didn't... Then I just stopped playing the game once I realized I could never hope to compete against him, and withdrew into myself.
I was jealous of him & his 500 different skin care products, and his organic trout. He was popular, I think, and so it was a mistake to make him an enemy.
Being an asshole I started stealing a little bit of his facial cream now & then. And also being an idiot cracked a joke about it around some co-workers who then proceeded to tell him. And that's how I got kicked out. Which given everything I probably deserved.
For some reason I had only a brief angry reaction but remained impassive which seemed to annoy him. Like he wanted a fight from me, but I just either was too much of a pussy or didn't actually feel any real hate.
Then I drove to another member's house who I thought was sympathetic to me, but they wouldn't take me either.
So I quit the job, drove up to the headquarters & threw my house key out the window and just drove all the way out to around the mojave desert. Lived in my car for a couple days just driving around visiting all the real life versions of the places from fallout: Primm, Goodsprings, etc. Out in the parking lot my car's transmission malfunction light comes on.
Drive back to Vegas.
Now I'm stuck in a kind of ghetto neighborhood while my car gets fixed. Not really sure what I'm gonna do next.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 06:24:58 2023 No.22013557 >>22013526 See the best of everything Have love for it all

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 06:40:00 2023 No.22013588 >>22008551 I will never forgive God. Anyone who actually does is a cuck in my eyes.

Anonymous Wed May 10 07:07:02 2023 No.22013642
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>>22012749
No it won't on its own he has to do something about it.

>>22012694
Feel you man, I am the same way.

The root of all this anxiety is that you want to be loved, and you want it bad. That's why you crack under pressure, you feel the stakes are high and that you will fall from good grace, even when they're not.

You are too good for this world, literately. I don't mean in it
in a flattering way people usually say it. You are too good and
empathetic and it will make you unhappy. The be good to people and
people will be good isn't true, ESPECIALLY FOR MEN! The kinder and more loving you are the more people will take it for granted and treat you worse.

It might sound overly callous but the only cure for it is to BE SELFISH. Practice being SELFISH, it will be hard, you will go against your very nature but you have to.
Normies already do it all the time they just call it "putting yourself, and your happiness first", instead of being SELFISH. Every time someone asks you for something communicate implicitly or explicitly what you will get out of it. You can still help people you truly care about, just don't make it your first response to anyone. When you make it clear
that your kindness needs to be earned, and isn't given for free, you will be treated better.

Also if you highly empathetic, easy brought to tears by other people's tears I would recommend watching gore videos, to harden yourself.
People might say that being highly empathetic is virtuous or something, but it's not, they will abuse as weakness it truly is.

Also read pic related.

Anonymous Wed May 10 07:15:37 2023 No.22013660

One time I was waiting for a university exam after not showing up to class beyond the first week of the semester and some girls (in my class) made chit chat with me, including "arent you cold?" because it was fucking cold and I was in t shirt and im just like eh, not really, i dont feel the cold much. I must have appeared as a full druggie or something, I feel the cold, I just ignore it, it was the least of my daily discomforts, these days I care about the cold, I think that means I am dead inside

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 07:30:37 2023 No.22013699 >>22013642 Is the book unironically good?

Anonymous Wed May 10 07:55:27 2023 No.22013778

>>22013699
Classic self help book. Think of it as medicine, good and life-saving to those who need it. Useless and wasteful to those who don't.

Most people already know all what is written in it, but if you
are a guy who often thinks "I am so good, why don't I get what I a good person deserve" than it's good.
It basically describes the psychology of people who please people in the hope of being pleased.
Read the first few pages, and if it hits close to home than continue reading, otherwise don't.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 08:09:29 2023 No.22013803 I had another mystical experience a few nights ago. First one I've had in several years. I remember them all vividly.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 08:14:59 2023 No.22013814 >>22013803 What were they about, can you describe them? You should be able to if you remember them vividly.

Anonymous Wed May 10 08:23:46 2023 No.22013835

>dreamt I was meeting my girlfriends parents for he first time
>her father asks me about my political opinions
>without skipping a beat I say
>"well I'm pro-based and anti-cringe"
>he tells me to get the fuck out of his house
I haven't had a girlfriend for a years.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 08:25:42 2023 No.22013839 >>22011829 fucking lol, did you read the post I am responding to? It's below linkin park lyrics, it's linkin park fan club lyrics But stay seething :) :) :)

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 09:08:49 2023 No.22013896 Real life is more than real life.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 09:17:05 2023 No.22013910 I thought living in my car would be a unique experience But I can see at least 9 other people in this parking lot doing the same thing

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 09:24:15 2023 No.22013921 And the cashier said to me "the waitress will sit you three."

Anonymous Wed May 10 09:39:53 2023 No.22013947

/lit/ seems particularly awful this morning, which is good, because the sun is shining, and I have books to read, so wasting hours here would be an insult towards spring.

But one thing I did notice a few weeks ago was one tripfag who would consistently just make the most inane, belligerent, posturing and derailing posts in every single thread, and it made me wonder how few individuals you can actually trace the occasional precipitious drops in board quality back to - like is it just 2-3 ressentiment-driven /r9k/ fags that are the reason that sometimes, every discussion turns to shit, and every genuine effortpost is met with impotent derision? 4-5? It really makes you appreciate just how powerfully destructive being an insufferable faggot can be.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 09:43:24 2023 No.22013953 >cocaine dealers sleep until the middle of the afternoon This is a mistake. As a productive member of society, I need cocaine for the mornings and the afternoons, not the evenings.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 09:59:36 2023 No.22013983 Nothing written in this place is written by successful people. This is important to remember.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 10:36:21 2023 No.22014038 File: 50 KB, 768x960, EGhMzoL.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>22011982 >wish they portrayed themselves as this kind of loser instead of that kind of loser End of the day, they're just losers.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 10:39:52 2023 No.22014039 >>22013953 As a productive and functional adult who has fully internalized the notion of delayed gratification have you considered buying in advance for the next day?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 10:42:11 2023 No.22014047 >>22013983 >successful

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 10:42:46 2023 No.22014049 I'm hungry

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 10:47:13 2023 No.22014053 >>22014047 Money, fame, cultural impact, power, authority, respect etc

Anonymous Wed May 10 10:56:20 2023 No.22014066

>>22014039
Oh I most certainly did not say I have the ability to delay gratification, especially not in relation to cocaine. If I have cocaine on my person, I am going to have a cheeky line, then two, then maybe three, which is why I only buy it when I want to take it.
Still, these dealers are lazy - and I mean, they're sitting on a shitload of cocaine, it should be the easiest thing in the world for them to get up early and make good money, with a clientele that is less likely to cause them grief than the nightwalkers.

Anonymous Wed May 10 11:22:39 2023 No.22014120

>>22012850
The problem is that the Government rewards money and other insentives if you fall into one of the protected identities. This is why in Starship Troopers the Federation stripped every identity from Humanity except for civilian and citizen. Also, probably one of the reasons retards think its fascist too.

Anonymous Wed May 10 13:12:45 2023 No.22014315
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>have dream about hot IRL girl I like
>we meet on the street, have a walk together
>say some dream gibberish but having a good time
>she hugs my arm as we keep walking
>oh my god what's going on here
>heart racing
>it's happening.gif
>when we depart she kisses me on the cheek but right at the corner of the mouth like girls do sometimes
>I kiss her on the lips
>she kisses me back
>I try to slip a bit of tongue in but all of a sudden I realize I forgot how to french kiss
>she pulls back
>"girl... it's been a long time"
>she smiles and says "your mouth stinks"
why does my brain do this brutal shit to me

Anonymous Wed May 10 13:20:41 2023 No.22014336

A lot of people's insanity makes sense when you realize they are seething about expectations that were never explicitly set on them, but which they nonetheless feel.

Men + women who feel judged by the sexual marketplace, even if people are fair and courteous to them.

People who rage at behaviors from strangers that they would never confront anyone over.

People who are intimidated by others doing basic things that were never intended to intimidate

etc

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 13:42:52 2023 No.22014406 The only bad thing about cigarettes is that only the first one of the day works. It's like a masochistic breath of oxygen. Each and every one after that is useless.

Anonymous Wed May 10 13:50:37 2023 No.22014426

>>22012850
There’s some literature about how a lot of mental health problems resolved in the UK during the world wars. Personally, I think the total detachment from nature and world-historical narratives is the cause of the mental health crisis. Simply put, until most of us are engaged in agriculture and performing rituals on a daily basis again it will never get better.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 13:52:07 2023 No.22014433 >>22012716 >He doesn't know about NPC template A and NPC template B.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 13:52:57 2023 No.22014439 >>22012850 >>22014426 nta but it's just overpopulation and too many degrees of social interaction because of the internet + hyper-competitive society + lack of morality coupled with materialistic hedonism look up "behavioral sink"

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 13:55:40 2023 No.22014445 >>22014439 Modernity itself is the problem. Things will never get better until it’s moved past. I’m liable to think that’s a return rather than a going beyond.

Anonymous Wed May 10 13:55:45 2023 No.22014447

>>22014433
What an awful attempt to mock me, yes the Ancient Roman and Ancient Greek ideal men are literally historical memes that only the aristocracy use to know about, but now anyone can look up. Use that to your advantage and figure it out for yourself.

Anonymous Wed May 10 14:01:52 2023 No.22014457

The fault is mostly on boomers. They didn't know how to do shit. Boomers needed to learn basic shit, have basic education, etc. and they'd go places. Hear a boomer talk about "the things he had to do" to buy a house, save for retirement, etc. and tell me it's not fucking infuriating when if they were inserted in the job market today with the same skills and work ethic they'd be panhandling in the streets. Because there are so many people competing and so many jobs are outsourced there's a gigantic bottleneck on what it means to be worthy of anything
>>22014445
Things will never get better. I'm pretty sure we're going to witness the advent of eugenics and practical euthanasia within the coming 10 years. It's just not worth it to give a fuck about depressed people and this shows in the mental health industry. It's just not sufficient. They're just going to put you down if you're "mentally ill" which at this point just means having different goals that watching netflix after wageslaving. If youre not making your way into society like a little obedient chicken by the time you finished education they will put you down. An excuse like "this type of individual means trouble, don't y'all want to be SAFE?!" and they'll put you down.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 14:06:02 2023 No.22014465 >>22014447 The concept of an "ideal man" of any sort is literally an NPC template.

Anonymous Wed May 10 14:08:36 2023 No.22014478

all of this of course while pushing 70IQ niggers to breed like rabbits because niggers are inherently obedient, they've been enslaved because they like to be slaves. they don't have a mind of their own. theyre like animals, they can be domesticated. if they rape women in the streets it's OK, the problem is them problematic heckin' depressed white men
I fucking hate America and American social engineering, I fucking hate your country

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 14:12:20 2023 No.22014486 >>22014478 Go back to /pol/ you evangelical psychopath.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 14:17:11 2023 No.22014500 >>22014486 >Go back to /pol/ Never been and I don't care. It's the objective truth you fucking head of cattle

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 14:19:50 2023 No.22014505 >>22014457 I’m more optimistic. I can tell people have a hunger for nature, and for eternity, and they can tell something is wrong a turning away will be required.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 14:21:02 2023 No.22014511 Why does it feel like you’re ngmi if you haven’t mi by 25 or 30?

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 14:21:20 2023 No.22014514 File: 460 KB, 553x827, Distain of Plebs.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>22014465 If you want to frame a shit argument in a modern (read: shit) way go ahead, it won't stop anyone or cultures from doing it. Nice try, though.

Anonymous Wed May 10 14:23:54 2023 No.22014519

>>22014500
The objective truth is that lifestyle haters like you are emotionally and rationally deranged lunatics who show absolutely no virtue of any sort whatsoever. You don't care about learning, you don't care about helping other people, you care about hating. Your identity is entirely for the purpose of avoiding all responsibility. Everyone knows what pieces of shit you are, you know what a piece of shit you are, and you dehumanize nearly the entire world to not make yourself not feel so bad.

You call other people livestock for not feeding from the same hateful, mindless trash that you do.

I wish self-awareness on you and all like yourself, which is the greatest suffering you could possibly endure.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 14:25:10 2023 No.22014523 File: 263 KB, 1600x960, CFD198F4-A872-40DB-A9AC-D2F60635DD53.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Next thread >>22014520 >>22014520

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 14:26:36 2023 No.22014528 >>22014511 >mi >can’t be assed to write “made it” a second time Because you write in Twitterit shortcuts

Anonymous Wed May 10 14:27:39 2023 No.22014530

>>22014445
>past. I’m liable to think that’s a return rather than a going beyond.
Not him but from a kind of backward folk religion and fishing place, and "modern" people are not past that phase of humanity, they just have a different set of rituals and calming things. I think the problem is that because they have rituals around things they think are not religious it gets called as not ritual.
It's hard to describe but people talk about things on their phone like people talk about religious things. I mean, hardcore religious, not everyday religious. There are always people who take certain ritual or months or seasons or ancestors super seriously, because they like something a lot and that ritual helps, or they are scared of something a lot so they make sure to bribe the right ancestors, or they are related to certain trees so they are very mad about anything that hurts those trees. But modern people do the same, more often, because there isn't a season in which their phone will work and one in which it will not, and it's more regularly involved in all problems and solutions. If you look how mad people are when something disturbed their faith in the process, like reviews, that might only happen to one person you know in a lifetime where someone has to cut down a tree or light a fire on point of principle to let the ancestors know you are coming for them. But for modern people that's every time satnav has lied to them or their food didn't show up. If you tried to find your way places or get food or married only by asking at the right festival or only by asking ancestors, you couldn't be as disappointed as often as modern people because those rituals take more time and only at specific times. People who act like modern people do in old religions I think are seen as cursed or in a battle with the dead. You don't use magic that often because the dead always win and you're inviting the disappointment of that. [I wrote "ancestor" because there's a naming taboo on some parts of them. They aren't all dead or personal relatives.]
I can't imagine going to a tree everyday asking where is my future wife, but people do that with their phone every five seconds. Take that back to once a year.

Anonymous Wed May 10 14:29:15 2023 No.22014537

>>22014478
I highly doubt that most poor black people have an IQ of 70, let alone 80. I imagine its somewhere around 80 to 120. According to Forbes in 2019, the IQ disparity between Whites and Blacks are diminishing, probably because Blacks now have access to better education and better nutrition. I don't really give a fuck about IQ, but below 70 makes you ineligible for the draft and virtually unemployable, you might be able to apply for neetbux and/or be classed as having a mental disorder if your IQ was legit 70.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 14:30:37 2023 No.22014541 >>22014514 >I'm all for the commodification of human life because complexity scares me.

Anonymous Wed May 10 14:32:08 2023 No.22014546
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>>22014541
Building strawmen to knock down won't save you from your own retardation, but again, nice try. With enough persistence you might actually be dangerously close to something half-way intelligent!

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 14:55:45 2023 No.22014625 >>22014530 Fair enough. I meant genuine religious ritual, agricultural ritual, the sort of ritual that occurs from humans who exist on a landscape and not merely in a society.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 14:57:14 2023 No.22014635 >>22014530 Where are you from by the way? It kind of sounds like Southeast Asia but I’m not sure.

Anonymous Wed May 10 15:54:06 2023 No.22014799

literotica can't be used to search for femdom content at all anymore, completely overtaken by cuck and trans stories, if someone writes normal stuff it's hidden behind so much shit it can't be found
retarded that such big website has no option to hide/block tags

Anonymous Wed May 10 16:12:28 2023 No.22014853

>>22014799
First, when a feature is omitted it's just as intentional as implementing it. Once you realize this you will figure out a whole lot about the way they're manipulating you.
Second, cuckshit is the natural evolution of femdom, so you should stop having closet homo fetishes.

Anonymous Wed May 10 16:20:52 2023 No.22014884

>>22014546
You're talking about "ideal men" including ideal Romans and ideal Greeks, and in doing so, you're reducing all Romans and Greeks and anyone else into inter-exchangeable commodities. For you a culture and people are no different from a flavor of soda pop.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 16:33:59 2023 No.22014922 >>22014884 More strawmen I see, Let me know when you have an actual point...

Anonymous Wed May 10 16:49:26 2023 No.22014987

>>22014635
We're more western but a lot of customs across Asian religions are kind of similar. I think Russia and Japan have more in common because trees are really important to them, and I don't think Southeast Asia has as many people declaring war or bribing things by using trees. Maybe I'm wrong but I don't know enough about trees in Indonesia or Vietnam to tell you if they have magic powers.

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 17:18:05 2023 No.22015096 >>22014511 Hey shut up, I'm turning 25 soon and I'll be fine

>>	Anonymous Wed May 10 17:19:06 2023 No.22015100 >>22014519 You should seriously spend some time around niggers bro

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