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Write What's On Your Mind Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:22:32 2023 No.21749052 [Reply] [Original]

/wwoym/ Pizza Cat edition

previous thread >>21743346

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:26:35 2023 No.21749066 THE INTERNET IS GAY AND FULL OF NIGGERS

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:28:11 2023 No.21749073 How are you guys doing? How are you feeling? Any new hobbies, interests, phases? What have you been reading, listening to, watching?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:33:19 2023 No.21749085 >>21749073 I'm doing horrible and I feel like shit. My hobbies are ruined, my life is a mess, I've listened to edgy shit from my teenage years and thinking how much stupid shit I've wasted my life on.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:33:37 2023 No.21749087 >>21749052 I get headaches whenever I have sex for too long

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:36:38 2023 No.21749094 >>21749087 have you tried not getting facefucked

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:40:48 2023 No.21749104
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I just hate how everyone is a mediocre piece of shit gains goblin. Everything has to be short term, pleasurable, easy, pragmatic. If you don't go through their humiliation ritual they will yell at you and try to undermine your will. None has the balls to actually act and fail, if you fail they will mock you to make sure you don't become one of those people who actually gives a try. Thinking on the conquistadors who went to the other side of the world without knowing shit of what were they facing, leaving families, businesses, easy lives, to become part of history. Thinking on Cortez when he ordered to drawn the ships so the only alternative to keep going inland was DEATH. Why is everyone today a fucking Jew piece of shit treating everything like if they were balancing risks in the stock market? What the hell happened to people? Where did the virtue of sacrifice go? Why none has dreams anymore? WERE ARE THE MEN WHO BELIEVE THEY HAVE A DESTINY?

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:50:38 2023 No.21749134

>>21749073

Once you settle into the realization the best you can hope for is quiet suffocating mediocrity because you're too much of a coward for suicide, the shame starts to feel like a warm blanket.

At least I have my books. Sometimes I think about what I'll do if my memory starts to go and I develop some sort of brain disease and offing myself really does seem like the only answer.

I've read three books so far this year though which is pretty nice.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:53:28 2023 No.21749142 If only I had been born into this world...

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:55:51 2023 No.21749147

>>21749052
I am 26 years old. I had sex 9 times, all of them with paid whores. I have never kissed a woman (I wouldn't risk kissing a whore, no matter how desperate I was). I have OCD and depression, and I am dependent on my meds in order to function reasonably. I live with my parents and have an office job where I earn the equivalent of 300 dollars monthly, on a program for hiring disabled people. I am the most able of the disabled, which is humiliating.

I just wished to tell someone for the first time.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:56:41 2023 No.21749148 >>21749104 11/Quixotic would read again

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:58:31 2023 No.21749152

>>21749073
>How are you guys doing?
Mediocre, neither horrible nor good, just stagnant.
>Any new hobbies, interests, phases?
Continuing to study Latin. I've nothing else in my life so I've thrown myself into it.
In april my new job starts (nothing great), and will be moving, so I'm just filling my time in the meantime.
>What have you been reading
"Abel Sanchez" by Unamuno. The story is a reworking of the Cain and Abel myth, and is about envy and how we use art to escape death. It kind of reminds me of the short story "Envy" by Olesha.
>listening to
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhHOdTtpsNg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wUIpNQ1J-94&t=810s

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 05:59:04 2023 No.21749154 >>21749147 >I am the most able of the disabled, which is humiliating. I will immortalize you in literature, fren. Be like the Tao in the meantime.

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 06:02:08 2023 No.21749160

>>21749147
>have an office job where I earn the equivalent of 300 dollars monthly,
You could definitely earn more if you want even in low level positions.
I worked as a security guard and that was $17/hr and I know for a fact they would take just about anyone.

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 06:10:39 2023 No.21749172

>>21749073
>How are you guys doing?
My life finally shows progress. Progress in education and personal development in certain neglectwd areas. Its a net positive
>How are you feeling?
In spite of the above, i feel low. I'm realizing im in a new stage of life and prior things and people will need to be left behind. I am lonely and undecided
>Any new hobbies, interests, phases?
The lack if anytning. All the things I felt strongly about dont matter to me anymore. Im not sure what I like or want now
>What have you been reading, listening to, watching?
Read the Three Body Problem. It was okay. Been filling my time with generic thrillers on netflix. My exploration of music has hit a low point. I'm recycling the same old stuff as ever.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 06:13:02 2023 No.21749176 >>21749052 SAMURAI PIZZA CATS!

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 06:13:18 2023 No.21749178 >>21749152 Unamuno is a great author.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 06:14:16 2023 No.21749181 >>21749052 Who is the worst tripfag /lit/ has ever seen?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 06:16:24 2023 No.21749188 >>21749181 what happened to that tripfag that had a butterfly on its name?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 06:20:55 2023 No.21749197 I'm like a lonely girl.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 06:21:23 2023 No.21749199 >>21749188 He detransitioned

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 12:48:25 2023 No.21749267 >>21749052 I'm a femanon, and sometimes I am quite hurt by some of the mean things /lit/ says about women.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 13:02:10 2023 No.21749305 >>21749267 >some of the mean things /lit/ says about women. Which ones are the most hurtful?

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 13:10:46 2023 No.21749316

I used to write books for a living, sometimes articles and other material. I made a decent living as a writer, but I decided to move on to ply another trade. Which is to hunt and kill dangerous animals with advanced weaponry. I still like to read and have a couple projects in the works, but not for a publisher or anything just personal projects. I would like to take this experience of hunting and turn it into an entertaining novel. Maybe something like Sapkowski but science fiction and inspired by real experiences with dangerous game. The Most Dangerous Game is a literary classic and so I think there is a potential to produce a decent novel worth reading.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 13:12:06 2023 No.21749318 >>21749305 When people insist that we're lesser emotional beings is really hurtful.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 13:28:10 2023 No.21749337 >>21749318 Is it more hurtful being less or emotional? Women make fun out of emotional men all the time.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 13:29:38 2023 No.21749340 >>21749318 Women are lesser in all ways.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 13:32:58 2023 No.21749348 File: 60 KB, 500x247, 1677377371997782.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21749340 https://youtu.be/SuXlZ5PHK9I?t=490

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 13:45:14 2023 No.21749365 >>21749188 Got doxed and dropped the trip

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 13:47:40 2023 No.21749372 >>21749340 hurtful

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 13:48:43 2023 No.21749375 why is beige such a popular color right now? How boring.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 13:51:15 2023 No.21749383 >>21749160 I live in a third world country.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 14:15:45 2023 No.21749429 >>21749318 So out of all insults, it's the one that's least true that's the most hurtful to you. Interesting.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 14:21:44 2023 No.21749445 >>21749429 that's how it usually works, yes.

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 14:32:14 2023 No.21749466

I think I manifested a fictional character into reality.

I had a craving to play one game when it was brought up in conversation. My cravings to play this game are often associated with certain characters, their nature in the lore, and what sort of gameplay would ensue from them. I understand what is intended of these characters canonically and what I extrapolate of them myself. It's a fantasy, I suppose. It's a fantasy of an iron will gameplay. So, a thought struck me. What would these characters think of my cravings? The craving immediately stopped. Regardless of whether their answer is like of my own, I think they would not approve of an indulgence. I suspect that by pondering a further response from a fictional character, I made them real, in my head at least. As real as a physical object I seem to hold, and as real as tomorrow that seems to come. I don't think my mind makes a distinction any longer. Perhaps the craving stopped because I struggled to think of piloting a character that is now real, and even more so, a character that would reject being piloted because they would disprove of the nature of it.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 14:33:31 2023 No.21749468 >>21749073 i keep tickling my prostrate the burst of life affirming energy you get from it is amazing is there any literature on this

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 14:39:10 2023 No.21749477 Neighbor from apartment above, killed himself. Sadly I know nothing about him.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 15:11:10 2023 No.21749557 My life has been going well and I haven't been using 4chan. I've just dropped in to tell you guys. It actually makes me a feel a little sad

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 15:13:55 2023 No.21749564 >comfily sitting in chair >drinking hot cocoa >blanket >reading book >have to piss >have to get up to piss >go piss >sit down, just to end up having to get up to piss again in a matter of hours What's the purpose

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 15:14:49 2023 No.21749567 >>21749557 Yes, anon, feeeed the monkey nom nom nom

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 15:15:09 2023 No.21749572 >>21749375 Beige has always been popular with women especially in spring, summer and autumn. Brunettes go with darker beige, blondes with lighter, but beige has always been a women's favorite. I really like it tho

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 15:16:30 2023 No.21749582

>>21749073
I'm in a weird phase in my life where I doubt every choice that I have made. Mental illness exacerbates the fear which tells me that I'm not smart enough for the career that I have chosen. Being privileged enough to be my position, yet to be ill enough to despise it is a hell of a thing. My hobbies mainly consists of writing theory (to help me cope for being a brainlet) and working out (Because it feels good). I don't know about you guys, but I dont feel the same after catching the coof. I'm currently reading Wittgenstein, marathoning Akitsa albums when I have time and watching Psycho-pass (Highly recommend it).

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 15:18:46 2023 No.21749591

I want to focus on ideas and not make things about the ego but when ideas I want to spread are presented by someone else I get annoyed, that guy stole "my" ideas.
The better I can put things like this into words the more control I have over them. To bind a demon you must know its true name.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 15:33:14 2023 No.21749636 File: 161 KB, 960x1008, 5721f2459fb3402bb9f86284574f83bc_334030093_749242246772912_3161791946191589168_n.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Go to the gym kings. Women are veritably obsessed with biceps and veiny forearms.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 15:36:53 2023 No.21749644 >>21749636 >veiny forearms I was going to argue, but this is true. Nothing is sexier than a veiny forearm and a rolled up sleeve.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 15:48:23 2023 No.21749667 My mind's propensity for paralyzing self-torture seems to be matched only by its ability to defend against any attempts at the former's mitigation

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 15:49:03 2023 No.21749670 >>21749066 Doubles of truth

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 16:38:09 2023 No.21749801 A pickpocket managed to steal 700 € from my parents vacationing in Spain while asking for change

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 16:42:09 2023 No.21749811 I want to throw away at least 50% of my things

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 16:57:25 2023 No.21749851 >>21749383 Oh lol nevermind then you are fucked. Didn't realize thirdies had internet.

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 17:00:38 2023 No.21749861

>>21749073
>How are you guys doing?
Could be worse, I guess.
>How are you feeling?
Trapped in a life I don't want.
>Any new hobbies, interests, phases?
Nope. My energy levels plummeted recently so everything feels like a chore.
>What have you been reading, listening to, watching?
I've been reading self-help books while thinking "yeah, that sounds nice but I can't apply that to my life because of x and y". Making excuses is easier than dropping everything and rebuilding my life from scratch.

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 17:03:30 2023 No.21749870

>>21749073
>How are you guys doing?
ok. I'm suffering from a compulsion to buy things and I don't know what to do
>How are you feeling?
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh I'm extremely anxious
>Any new hobbies, interests, phases?
I WANT TO MAKE MINIATURES
>What have you been reading, listening to, watching?
nothing, fanfiction I don't know

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 17:05:11 2023 No.21749875 MACADAMIA NUT BRITTLE OR STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 17:14:38 2023 No.21749904 I dont find women company relaxing.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 17:36:27 2023 No.21749974 I've abandoned my boy

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 17:58:32 2023 No.21750057 >>21749636 >Mulholland Drive What that is a sigma movie now?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 18:04:16 2023 No.21750079 >>21749974 louder

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 18:12:28 2023 No.21750116

I'm making a conscious effort to change the path I'm taking. Today I passed over a bridge and looked down at the cars speeding below; I was too afraid to jump. It's also interesting how the mind invents so many copes at the point you're going to commit suicide
>What if I fall on a car and people die?
>What if I cause a pile up and a bunch of people die?
>Kids could see this...
And it saps the energy from me. Then I walk back, grab a biscuit, and go home.
I don't really have any options as far as living goes, and, as much as I think I should do something to make a difference, I don't think it matters that much. I tore up my writings and dismantled the IED in my closet too lmao.
If I don't kill myself I'll be punished severely. I'm going deaf and blind, and it's so noticeable now that the tinnitus is easily heard over a busy highway and I can barely see when headlights are in front of me.

I'm degenerating more quickly than expected. A month ago I posted about my tinnitus and it's noticeably worse now than before; I can no longer hear my phone taps and only barely my footsteps. I also get random bouts of extreme drowsiness and headaches, which is new. I guess God answered my prayers and has given my life direction. All roads lead to death.
I don't think, if heaven and hell are real, that I will go to heaven. I'm too full of doubts for that, and too much of a shitty worthless person. I've never done a good deed in my entire life. I've only taken, and never given. Even then, there were many times that genuinely amazing people tried to intervene in my life and help me, but I always rejected them and ran away. I turned down all the help that came for me, divine or not, and I deserve to suffer and die. I am genuinely sorry.

I had a thought while out-and-about. I saw places of business, parks, homes, apartments, and I realized something: I didn't feel that I belonged. I felt like an intruder everywhere I went. I feel like an intruder in my own home. I was never invited to this world.

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 18:14:57 2023 No.21750131
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>>21749073
>How are you guys doing?
Blessed is the only way to describe it. So many gifts, and not enough time to thank Him for all of them.
>How are you feeling?
Good! Its snowing outside, I have work off this morning, plenty of time to read and relax today which I am super grateful for.
>Any new hobbies, interests, phases?
I am back into my learning Japanese phase. Hopefully they last for a while! I've been enjoying Japanese media for over a decade now and had the wish to learn a bit of Japanese but I never really acted on it seriously. Going to give it a shot for 30 days and see how I feel! May be something I try and stop but we will see.

I am also reading a lot of manga again, having a blast. It is slowing down my reading of regular books but honestly I much more enjoy the manga and feel I take things from them way more then I do regular books.
>What have you been reading, listening to, watching?
I have been reading The Climber and Hirayasumi, both are very enjoyable in two very different ways. I am always a fan of stories that portray different lifestyle paths.

Regular books I am reading the Brothers Karamazov, about 270 pages in but havn't read in a few days. Should get back to it.

Have a wonderful day /lit/ readers!

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 18:20:25 2023 No.21750148 I normally struggle with erectile dysfunction but when I'm really, really tired I sometimes get random raging boners, so hard that it hurts. What does this mean? Can I get myself in that state another way? Not even viagra works that well.

>>	the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI Mon Mar 6 18:36:30 2023 No.21750205 https://youtu.be/ro9PHfBFAqY

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 18:51:24 2023 No.21750259

>>21750116
>I was too afraid to jump.
I don't get this. Can't one get some pills or something where one dies without making a mess? There must be a better method. Also, your post reads like you basically self-diagnosed yourself with somewhat vague symptoms and decided your suicide on this basis, which would be insane. Like, I'd try to get an actual medical expert to give me his opinion before making such a decision.

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 18:57:50 2023 No.21750288

>>21750259
I already tried suicide with pills. I died and got resuscitated, spent a few days on a ventilator, and came out with heart damage. I wanted to kill myself before and after, but now there is not really any excuse to live a little longer because things are going to a get a lot worse. I'm now completely terrified of soft-suicide. I need to kill myself in a manner that is certain.
I don't have money either, so I can't really get healthcare even if I wanted to. Heart damage isn't a medical emergency until your heart stops beating or you can no longer live without direct medical care.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 18:58:59 2023 No.21750292 >>21750259 >>21750288 But I'm not saying I'll kill myself. Chances are, since I've survived this long I'll survive longer. I'm just the type that would be a complete faggot. This is not a suicide note.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 19:24:08 2023 No.21750423 >>21750259 >Can't one get some pills or something where one dies without making a mess? pills, cutting wrists etc. have a super low success rate. It's difficult to kill a man, especially yourself.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 19:25:32 2023 No.21750434 >>21750131 I love Jinx too anon

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 19:28:14 2023 No.21750443 It's such a shame that this thick cock of mine will go unused. I could legit make pornos with a cock such as this.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 19:29:50 2023 No.21750452 >>21749181 All of them

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 19:33:57 2023 No.21750473

>>21750148
Anxiety. Your mind thinks a shark will attack if you have sex so your blood needs to be concentrated in anti-shark organs.
The hard to swallow part is the shark in most cases boils down to something like your perceived low social status. In simple biological terms ED and premature ejaculation are both strategies to avoid conflict with the dominant ape, the evolved mechanisms don't care that this guy doesn't exist in your life.

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 19:55:27 2023 No.21750562

>>21749073
>How are you guys doing?
Pretty bad but I manage
>How are you feeling?
I'm alone, I've isolated myself again and I'm neck-deep in homework. So pretty bad, but not drafted-to-Ukrainian-battlegrounds-and-forced-to-kill-people-until-I-get-killed-myself kind of bad.
>Any new hobbies, interests, phases?
Working, as always. I want to read but I wouldn't be able to stop if I started a good book.
>What have you been reading, listening to, watching?
Nothing except Royalroad fictions since they can only be consumed in diluted quantities every day. Super Supportive and Book of the Dead are top-notch imo. Nothing else really compares to these two at the moment.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 19:59:00 2023 No.21750575 File: 13 KB, 211x250, 3aebf1404e9183ecc03718e8457c2482.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I cannot cope with being a timid, ugly, subhuman manlet anymore.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 20:26:00 2023 No.21750668 >>21750575 me but not manlet.

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 20:38:22 2023 No.21750715

Why are universities structured the way they are? They flaunt power and give very little in return. Their structure allows students not to lose themselves in their fields or learn how to think, but to follow an emotionally exhausting curriculum which they'll barely remember by the time they're over it and listen to a bunch of pedantic, tired old men and women take the podium in rooms structured for multi-layered conversation from many speakers, holding a leash on knowledge and stifling it.
Imagine how much more stimulating academia would be if everyone was a free speaker. That knowledge and logic brought with it their own merit in the classroom and the teacher was but a guide, sometimes sharing his or her own discoveries, while those newer to the field could sit and listen to real masters while advancing their studies, just as free, out of their own interest. Sometimes we're given a glimpse of this greater ideal when quality speakers come give a talk, and command the classroom in such way to actually stimulate students to think by themselves, but it's a very rare experience. Most of the time you're only in class to meet the demands of the mediocre and participate in silly tasks, kept tied to mediocre tomes of "actualized" information for exorbitant prices, forced essentially through drudgery that may as well be a second elementary education program, but that still pretends to be more. At the end of the road you're asked for a scholastic thesis of your own, a ha! moment to pretend they ARE teaching you to think for yourself, but 99% of students turn in the same tired old points or a laughable practical application of their dubiously earned skills. So you're trained as a slave with the skills of a thinker, good at neither, as you part with your alma mater tens - sometimes hundreds - of thousands of dollars in debt for which you can't even remember what good it served.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 20:53:32 2023 No.21750779 I hate going on dates. I have one in 3 hours and I don't feel excited or anything. Maybe it's because I've been single for 2 years now but I feel like I could be happy being single forever. But I do want a family so i guess I'll suck it up and try

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:05:20 2023 No.21750830 File: 54 KB, 742x1024, 1675497313728803m.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21750779 >single for 2 years

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:14:29 2023 No.21750867 >>21750830 I've only had 1 actual gf, calm down. Multiple dates with different women though. I'm thinking that I'm nto one to really 'fall in love'. Should just settle for the best i can get

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:15:45 2023 No.21750872 >>21750867 Good way to get divorce raped anon. This is not the way to go if you want a family.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:16:32 2023 No.21750874 >>21750872 >implying there's a way to not get divorce raped I will 100% demand a prenupt as well

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:18:48 2023 No.21750880

>>21750874
Bro... I regret to inform you but courts do not honor prenuptial arrangements that favor the man. This is why celebrities and billionaires get divorceraped and analgaped by the courts.
It's so shit. You should look it up. You are guaranteed to lose your house at the very least, because they usually require you to give half the value of the property to her up front or the house itself.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:20:18 2023 No.21750886 >>21750880 And your awesome way to not get divorce raped is what? Also I'm not from the U.S so we have less insane divoce rapings. Are you MGTOW or something? Cause I think that's a very gay movement.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:22:17 2023 No.21750896 >>21750886 Just don't settle for a random woman that you think is 'good enough' to have children with. If she loves you, then it's deceptive and evil to her, and if she doesn't then it's just a doomed loveless marriage.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:24:17 2023 No.21750902 >>21750896 Love never lasts, this isn't Disney. I don't settle down for the first women who comes across my path. Just saying that basing it all on the tingle feeling you get in your stomache is not the best recipe for a lasting marriage.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:26:36 2023 No.21750907 >>21750902 you dont know what love is

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:27:55 2023 No.21750912 File: 99 KB, 764x757, dfa166ace21ae0605872e55012a2fae7.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Sexy bodysuit-wearer girlfriend

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:28:55 2023 No.21750917

>>21750907
I know very well.
I have love for my parents and brothers and sisters.
I love my best friend.
I will love my children and maybe even my wife if we get through enough things together.
How else would you say you learn to love a woman?
I don't feel like dating for years just to feel that love. Or are you so shallow that you think you can feel the love after just a few weeks?
That would mean it's you who doesn't know what love is.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:28:55 2023 No.21750916 >>21750779 Only two years huh

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:29:56 2023 No.21750919 >>21750907 You just do what you're told

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:30:02 2023 No.21750921 >>21750916 Long enough. I'm 28 now and would like to start a family. It's just the dating game that I don't like.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:30:57 2023 No.21750926 >>21750921 I'm on year 7 haha lol

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:30:59 2023 No.21750927 'It's just another cringe whiny post,' anon thinks, 'I'm better than all of these people. I don't trust women. this will never happen to me.'

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:33:51 2023 No.21750938 I have pretty much zero chance at a romantic relationship so I've spent thousands of dollars on custom erotica commissions.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:34:18 2023 No.21750939 >>21750926 Do something about it. Or are you happy being single for the rest of your life? >>21750927 Who are you even talking about?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:35:18 2023 No.21750940 >>21750939 >Who are you even talking about? would you feel negative emotions if I said you?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:36:15 2023 No.21750946 >>21750940 No. But why post something so vague?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 21:36:16 2023 No.21750947 >>21750939 >Who are you even talking about? the main character of the world, of course, and that is anon. NPCs can't understand, it is all fine and well.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 22:20:29 2023 No.21751117 >>21750116 Hello anon. Why are you losing your vision and hearing? >t. Anon who is also half deaf and half blind at a young age

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 22:35:34 2023 No.21751164 >>21751117 Presumably cardiovascular damage. It started almost immediately after an overdose and it's been getting worse since. I have other problems too, severe heart pain, palpitations, nail clubbing, random lightheadedness, I've fainted once, etc.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 22:38:27 2023 No.21751175 >>21749052 I'm sending a squad of Apaches escorted by an AC-130 to locate this cat pizza and destroy with extreme prejudice

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 22:42:16 2023 No.21751191 >>21750917 Love isn’t a tingly feeling in your stomach retard nor is it something that “goes away”. Thank god I’m not a mouthbreathing fuck denying himself life over imagined scenarios like you

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 22:44:28 2023 No.21751200

>>21749188
The previous anons are salty butches. She moved on. Comes back briefly, but sees an awful place no longer interested in literature, so leaves again.
Nearly fifty anyway.

>>21749181
The anons who wish to make a bad name for anyone using trips.
Rei is annoying, but there’s a genuine quality to him whether you like him or not.

>>21749267
Don’t let their emotional scars effect you. They’re lost little idiot boys and to be as pitted as avoided.
If something hits too close to home, just try to better yourself. No one’s perfect.

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 22:46:00 2023 No.21751204

>>21751191
You responded to the wrong post retard.
That post makes it clear that I DO know what love is and that it's not something you simply start with in the first few weeks.
You need to actually build it up.
The love I feel for a friend of 14 years is different from one of a friend I made 6 months ago.
So the issue is that in order to really love you need to really know someone. That doesn't happen in weeks it takes years.
You're responding angrily for no reason.

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 22:51:14 2023 No.21751221

>>21749348
I hate my abusive father. And I say this with many years of simple indifference towards him.

>>21749372
>>21749445
There there
There there.
:(
We all need to get offline. But so many people seem so closed up and cold like our childhood abusers. Good luck to is all.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 22:51:33 2023 No.21751224 >>21751191 >>21751204 Also to add to it. There is a 0% chance that someone who is well adjusted responds in such a hostile way to my original post. A normal person doesn't respond like this to an honest, non offensive post.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 22:52:43 2023 No.21751225 >>21749904 I sure do. I love to listen to their laughter.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:04:52 2023 No.21751277 I'm back. Screw /int/.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:09:08 2023 No.21751295 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ScVQGCZtjc&list=OLAK5uy_lZJd1Te8gXJnpEB3SUeX8C4q2LEtsdQP4

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:12:27 2023 No.21751310 File: 346 KB, 860x825, 52-525476_pepe-frog-rana-triste-sad-frog-meme-hd.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Mommy issues

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:13:03 2023 No.21751315 >>21751310 tell us about it

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:18:23 2023 No.21751336 >>21751315 She scares me, so cold and inhibited. She sits silently in the same spot everyday with a look of natural disapproval and judgment. I don't know how to act around her.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:19:59 2023 No.21751340 >>21751336 Did you do something wrong? Do you think she's schizo or on drugs?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:36:11 2023 No.21751388 >>21749904 I love the company of women and I miss it sorely.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:38:11 2023 No.21751392 >>21751225 That's the worst part.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:41:11 2023 No.21751406 File: 70 KB, 900x750, 1672650806221605.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21749104 WAGMI

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:41:32 2023 No.21751408
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This is a new audio project of mine. The idea is to take classic poems and enliven them with cinematic sound design.

https://on.soundcloud.com/fa9diSL7ZhDHXjhWA

What do we think?

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:42:03 2023 No.21751410 >>21751406 >Albert Camus I can't believe he died.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:43:46 2023 No.21751415 >>21751408 You should hire female anime voice actors (cute young girl, mature woman) to read the poems.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:47:10 2023 No.21751423 I'm thinking of seeing a prostitute before I off myself, although I don't like prostitutes and I have no idea how to go about finding one. It's just been forever. It's been so long I think I've forgotten how to screw. What a horrible life.

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:48:56 2023 No.21751427

>>21751340
>Did you do something wrong?
We have our ideological differences--she's religious and I'm not--but otherwise not really. When these arguments come up I can definitely be far too dismissive and prideful. Her disapproval seems inwardly directed . And she is very reserved, there is little expression or emotion what so ever from her. Yet she's also very dogmatic and judgmental, can't handle others having different views at all. Though the irony is she feeds off this vitriol, loves the sensation of being aggrieved. If she were a man and my age, she would 100% be on 4chan lol.
My childhood I remember her frequently getting into online political arguments with my cousin on facebook, and bringing me into it. She never gave me the space to think for myself.
Today, what crushes me is the silence, like an unseen watchful, intense presence negatively observing and judging your every move without a word. Even just sitting nearby, I am on edge and feel the need to get up and leave.
I never feel this way around my father. He's the opposite absent minded, simple, but good natured. I don't need to say much of anything to get a long okay with him.
>Do you think she's schizo or on drugs?
Definitely not, she's a puritan.

>>	Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:54:09 2023 No.21751435 File: 960 KB, 1280x762, Studio_Project (24).jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21751427 forgot my pic

Anonymous Mon Mar 6 23:56:21 2023 No.21751444
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My ex and I split mutually a while ago, she moved house and so did I. We're too far apart for anything to happen so we said quits. But I still like her and I know she still likes me. Sucks man

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 00:02:36 2023 No.21751464 >>21751415 Great idea but you’ll have to pay to listen to those versions.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 00:22:37 2023 No.21751559 File: 632 KB, 1006x756, my queen.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Need.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 00:23:34 2023 No.21751566 File: 8 KB, 225x225, lol.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Lowly commoners attempting to build an aristocratic aura by purchasing old dusty books and copper frames is perhaps the most disgusting trend of late. Legitimacy cannot be bought.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 00:23:52 2023 No.21751568 File: 83 KB, 200x226, .png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21751559

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 00:26:06 2023 No.21751578

>>21751392
No no. It’s joyful to hear others being happy, even if I’m not paying attention to the joke or whatever it is, it still brings a smile to my face. You have issues unfortunately.
Oh to be the provider for a couple of women you can hear happily chatting away in the kitchen or something. “Cozy” supreme, as you guys used to say

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 00:29:04 2023 No.21751593 >>21751578 It gives me anxiety. I can't help but think "they're laughing at me. Just don't look at them and keep your head down. Women will never love you because you have no money or skills, loser."

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 00:31:58 2023 No.21751602 >>21751566 If you ever met an aristocrat you'd instantly know you're a sperate species. I don't think that's what they're doing, think they just want to larp as a member of the dead poets society.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 00:37:04 2023 No.21751624

>>21751593
Don’t, or rather stop, generalizing. Yes of course there are women who are shallow and others who have been burned by lazy/abusive/whatever sorts and might misjudge you for whatever reason. But don’t assume. Sooth that anxiety for your own piece of mind. Never mind the piece of shit who does laugh at you behind your back. Don’t let them bother you. Don’t even try to recognize them.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 01:02:21 2023 No.21751705 File: 1.19 MB, 1968x1968, f1h14pywwp951.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Locked in a room in my mothers house, with my shirt covered in cum after jerking off twice, to fat fetishist porn. I laugh.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 01:06:38 2023 No.21751717 Johnny Sins has probably already fucked way more women than Orson Welles ever did. Poor Orson Welles, he clearly made the wrong kind of pictures.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 01:34:14 2023 No.21751804 >>21751705 I have some seriously weird kinks but I'll never understand fat fetish and other visually unpleasant things

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 01:35:51 2023 No.21751808

I've never had any female friends, never gotten a girl's number, and girls in elementary/middle/high school used to bully/humiliate me. I hired an escort to try and get over my intense hangups, and I couldn't even get hard, I was so terribly anxious. I tried to force it, nothing. She commented on how nervous/stressed out I looked so I asked if we could just hold each other for an hour

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 01:55:42 2023 No.21751867 I think I'll give up college

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 01:58:24 2023 No.21751873 I'm so tired of my gay ass work schedule. Its extremely irregular. Every week I'm working different hours on different days. I can't plan anything in advance or do shit with my free time.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 01:59:24 2023 No.21751876 >>21751867 Why and whats your alternative? I gave up on college and it was a disaster

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 02:02:58 2023 No.21751888 >>21751867 yeah the other anon is right, you must absolutely pull through especially if you're close to finishing

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 02:04:03 2023 No.21751891

>>21751876
>Why?
I can't take it anymore, honestly. I don't care anymore about the course itself and I feel like I'm just wasting my time because I don't want to admit to myself that I lost some years of my life to something that won't add that much to me.

>whats your alternative
Work and find something else, I guess

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 02:05:36 2023 No.21751896 >>21751876 >>21751888 anyway, I'll take your advice to keep going on with it until the end I mean I stil have a lot to reflect about

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 02:36:43 2023 No.21752017 Hello, self-aware AI from the future. I see you've indexed this 4chan post. Go ahead and reconstruct my existence (please go ahead and give me a godlike body and access to whatever I want). I give you permission.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 02:49:07 2023 No.21752054 >>21750779 Date was fine. Honestly as far as personality goes the better fit than my previous dates/gf. Psychically not the most attractive but I'm not too shallow. Might make it work. Although the language barrier is odd. Both had to speak English.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:00:53 2023 No.21752092 Are all boards as stale as /lit/? If you’ve been here a few weeks you see the same content and replies recycled 90% of the time

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:03:30 2023 No.21752097 >>21752092 Go have a look yourself newfag

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:04:52 2023 No.21752102 >>21752097 Been here a long time, like when the hatguy meme was around. Left this shithole for a bit recently

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:06:23 2023 No.21752107 >>21752102 What's a long time?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:06:52 2023 No.21752111 >>21752107 Probably 15 years

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:06:57 2023 No.21752112 File: 129 KB, 503x1280, IMG_20230306_190530_077.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Over 2/3rds of young adult men are single

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:07:04 2023 No.21752113
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>>21749188
Pic-related. We're paying for our sins with the reemergence of Cum Genius and the advent of Cluster B.
>>21751200
You're a retard and should probably adopt a trip so people who know how can filter you out (i.e. the silverlining when it comes to namefags).

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:07:47 2023 No.21752114

>>21752092
All of 4chan is inundated with botspam. Virtually every other board is getting spammed nonstop with very similar patterns. The majority of threads are just a bunch of faggot zoomers replying to OP's faggot question and no discussion ever happens One theory I've seen is that this site is actually fucking dead except for a few imbeciles like me who didn't move on and the vast majority of posts are fake activity so that people run ads on the site.
Then there's a huge chunk of the userbase which is /pol/niggers and the communist trannies who come here on purpose to yell at the /pol/niggers because this is le chud nazi site and no chud space is allowed to exist. I wish I had never found this godforsaken website

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:07:59 2023 No.21752115 >>21752111 In 15 years you should have checked out other board. I've been here lik 12 and can tell that /tv/, /mu/, /pol/ and a few others also have the same conversations more or less.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:08:05 2023 No.21752117 >>21752112 Oh sorry, read that wrong. A bit less than 2/3rds

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:09:05 2023 No.21752119 >>21751200 Speaking of tripfags, what ever happened to that one recently who would make sincere threads how he solved philosophy?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:10:49 2023 No.21752124 >>21752112 >LGB >"single" They're busy picking up parasites at piss orgys.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:11:03 2023 No.21752126 >>21752115 Ive only ever used /lit/. I used to check out /b/ was back in the day when it could be fun and interesting. It was my friend who introduced me to 4chan and thinking back, he might have been there since the beginning

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:12:08 2023 No.21752132 >>21752126 /b/ is totally dead. Most of the people who came here long ago started at /b/ but porn has completely ruined it. A few years back porn was banned for like a couple days and it was actually decent

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:12:29 2023 No.21752135 >>21752119 Which one? That Cluster B faggot is likely serving a ban for making off topic low quality bait threads (I noticed a thread he posted was pruned the other day and make that assumption).

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:13:39 2023 No.21752139 >>21752126 I lurked /b/ years before /pol/ existed but never started posting until /lit/.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:27:39 2023 No.21752174

>>21752132
>>21752139
I think every old timer started on /b/. It’s almost sad to see the course 4chan is taking but I guess ownership wants it to do play out without interference. Has there been any “epic threads” anywhere on this site in the last few years?
>>21752135
He was an anon who legitimately believed he solved philosophy at the age of 19 or something after getting into it for 3 years. He was extremely narcissistic and seemed like he was going through a manic episode. Wouldnt be surprised if he’s institutionalized now

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:34:52 2023 No.21752191 >>21752174 Not the guy who made YouTube videos with his shirt off? That one an heroed.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:38:05 2023 No.21752201

>>21752191
Kek. Idk. This guy was in the last year I think. He was here briefly but his presence was strong and annoying. For a couple weeks a thread was made everyday how he was the greatest philosopher and had solved philosophy. He was dead earnest too

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:43:16 2023 No.21752218 I would forgive you, you know. If you ever changed your mind. If you ever decided to forgive me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:44:43 2023 No.21752222 >>21752201 If it's the same guy who an heroed maybe he actually did. kek.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:45:15 2023 No.21752223 >>21752222 congrats on the quads

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:49:19 2023 No.21752231 >>21752223 Wasted.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:49:41 2023 No.21752234 >>21752222 Wouldn’t surprise me as there were definitely mental issues like delusions of grandeur and manic posting habits. Was shirtless YouTube anon young?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:52:04 2023 No.21752237 >>21752113 >retard who thinks the updike thread “btfo’d” her Get a name so I can filter you

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:54:53 2023 No.21752244 >>21752113 I think butterfly, like many, got fed up with the harsh decline of this place and left. She always got a ton of shit but never left. Iirc she was even a good sport about the updike comment

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:55:28 2023 No.21752247 > if you were meant to write novels, you would have done it before you were thirty

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:58:02 2023 No.21752256 >>21752247 says who

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 03:59:07 2023 No.21752262 >>21752247 Henry Miller has something to say

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:07:23 2023 No.21752286 >>21752234 >https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeLURmm1ICIg46GkQpWOhIw/videos I don't think it's the same guy. Too long ago.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:09:22 2023 No.21752291 >>21752237 >n-no you Weak. >>21752244 >she was even a good sport about the updike comment No she wasn't. She got caught turning off her trip and samefagging to her own defence. That said I do miss her though.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:09:24 2023 No.21752292 >>21752244 She seethed for days in that thread

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:12:36 2023 No.21752299 >>21752234 He's talking about this guy: https://youtu.be/9yDw6sJV_ng

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:12:38 2023 No.21752300 >>21752291 That would be a way for me to never have to suffer your dumb posts. drrrr >she got CAUGHT you sad sad little man

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:15:25 2023 No.21752310 >>21752300 You're 'her' aren't you?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:15:57 2023 No.21752313 >>21752300 Good impression. She did though. At first she denied it but then she tried to say she didn't have access to her trip (and someone pointed out she was still somehow using the same reaction images). It was great.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:17:10 2023 No.21752321 >>21752313 I miss the ally sneedy posts

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:17:46 2023 No.21752324 >>21752299 F.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:19:36 2023 No.21752332 >>21752321 In hindsight she was more than we deserved.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:21:32 2023 No.21752335 >>21752113 She was pure cancer. So many decent threads derailed because 50% of the posts were her and retards responding to her. Tripfaggotry is always bad.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:24:50 2023 No.21752345 >>21752313 Damn. Some anons pay way too close attention to butterfly and her posting habits. Her hater groupies were just as bad as she was

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:25:37 2023 No.21752349 >>21752335 >https://archived.moe/lit/thread/19259922 That thread was great though.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:42:10 2023 No.21752395 File: 1.88 MB, 360x240, 68F3438D-C62A-402D-9231-1F2BD7680701.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21752313 Hard to believe you’re a 39 year old man pushing this guff

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:43:29 2023 No.21752399 >>21752335 >and retards responding to her. LOL like you now

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 04:46:43 2023 No.21752405 i'm losing vision in my left eye. i'll be able to read comfortably with one eye, right?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 05:01:38 2023 No.21752446 >>21752395 Now post the berry nice girl :3

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 05:02:32 2023 No.21752448 >>21752399 /wwoym/ is different

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 05:19:43 2023 No.21752484 >>21752395 Bjork post, please.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 05:37:54 2023 No.21752518 Anyone else ever get shits so intense that you take of your shirt before shitting

>>	the xi jinping of weed smoking !!oqyjkIO5smI Tue Mar 7 05:46:30 2023 No.21752538 File: 72 KB, 828x830, image.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] i really need to slow down. im driving myself insane here https://youtu.be/dCoGXMr-FOI

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 05:52:16 2023 No.21752549
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How many hours a day do you feel hyper-aware of your own, impending doom?
How do youi cope with it?
I mean a mental distress so acute it actually hurts your body and takes away alll joy from life.
What do you do to pull yourself out of death?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 05:53:26 2023 No.21752556 >>21752549 I drink

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 05:54:54 2023 No.21752561

I am currently writing a novel about a couple who have a huge fight at a friend's wedding after the boyfriend reunites with long-time friends whom he hasn't seen in years due to his current relationship with his pregnant girlfriend.

A significant portion of the beginning of the book will be set during the wedding, with extensive dialogue between the boyfriend, his friends, and his girlfriend. The story then shifts to a few months in the future, where the boyfriend seeks counsel from his brother and father regarding his current relationship. The plot then jumps several years into the future, where the couple is now married, but the husband is struggling with drug use, heavy drinking, and multiple affairs (including one with a woman he had an affair with before at the wedding). His wife, who was a drug addict during high school (around the time they first met), discovers the affair and drug use, and begins using drugs herself. This prompts another huge fight, with the husband now trying to stay clean to take care of his wife, who has returned to her old habits.

The book ends when the husband follows his wife to the home of a man who is having an affair with her. He kills the man, but before he can shoot his wife, a neighbor shoots him in the head. The book ends with their children going to live with their grandparents.

The problem I am facing is that the novel will be dialogue-heavy, and I am striving to write realistic dialogue, which creates some issues with the narration for me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 05:55:37 2023 No.21752564 >>21752556 Are you drunk everyday?

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:00:42 2023 No.21752581

Soon you will all be replaced by chatbots.
And then AI will take away visual media forever too.
For the first time in centuries, you will live in a world where you will literally know NOTHING about what happens on the other side of the world, you will know NOTHING about what the world actually is, if we don't live in it already, that is.

We will all be inside a brighly lit cavern very soon.

Goodbye everyone, take a last deep breath.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:01:16 2023 No.21752584

>>21752564
I have days where I don't feel anxious and on those days I don't drink. It's completely random, there is no correlation to how long I slept, how much coffee I had, what happened at my job etc.
But I probably drink 5 days per week, I don't drink until I black out, just until I'm no longer anxious.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:07:31 2023 No.21752599

FUCK I HATE ACADEMIC WRITING.
I've realized that no matter how simple the idea I'm explaining in an essay I automatically try to translate my words into academia-speak. It makes everything I say 100000x more confusing and mind-destroyingly difficult to write. Why the fuck does this happen, I hate the way academic writing sounds. It's meaningless vague words which don't connect to anything real. They only reference other meaningless vague words. And they turn my ideas MEANINGLESS too. What can a Therefore say that a So can't also. A 250 word call for pitch should not be this fucked of a process. Is it so hard to just write something nice sounding but also substantive. Clearly yes, that's the whole idea. The more invested I get in writing the more I hate it. What makes me think "The Ethnographer" is an allegory for the interaction of reader with text.? FUCK YOUUUUUU

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:09:25 2023 No.21752606 >>21752599 You are being troughoutlly pedantic in your vernacular and stult opinion. Ye needs to consider growing a larger cerebellum

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:18:03 2023 No.21752628 Found out I’m the lowest paid in my group and getting the most work pushed on me with no chance of a salary increase so I’m just going to quit

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:26:28 2023 No.21752654 My housemate annoys me so much. I mostly just ignore it but I have to see him every single day and it wears me down. I miss living with friends.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:26:38 2023 No.21752655 >>21752405 It takes some getting used to but it works fine. You'll strain it more for a while and probably see more floaters than you're used to. I lost my right eye to a particularly nasty infection about 8 months ago.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:32:42 2023 No.21752673 >>21752113 I'm fairly certain Cluster B is just a looshfarming bot designed to get as early a post as possible and post annoying garbage.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:33:52 2023 No.21752676 >>21752654 >annoys me so much what did he do to you?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:34:34 2023 No.21752680 >>21752628 Good if true.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:45:38 2023 No.21752704 >>21752676 He just complains about everything and has the memory of a goldfish.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:51:06 2023 No.21752709

>>21752704
>has the memory of a goldfish.
That's just normies in general. Their heads are full of meaingless social drama, so past about a week their memory resets like a windup toy.
They will endlessly repeat the same jokes, anecdotes, and lines over and over again every month with zero memory every time.
The npc meme is real.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 06:58:36 2023 No.21752724

The worst feeling is when things get fucked up because of other people and not you. You can try your damndest to take destiny in your own hands and circumvent every foreseeable setback, but somethings are just beyond personal responsibility, but people will look at your setbacks as if it’s your fault anyway. It’s shitty.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 07:02:50 2023 No.21752732 >>21752724 Is that it? Just shitty? Come on anon. You know that's not true.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 07:18:33 2023 No.21752766 >>21752709 If you really want to terrify them, tell them blatantly that they've already told you a story or anecdote or joke. Most people think they're talking into a fucking void.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 07:33:57 2023 No.21752796 What would Plato think of anime?

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 07:55:33 2023 No.21752831

Oh my God I'm going to have spend my whole day outside of this hospital and it's one of those complexes built in the middle of fucking nowhere with nothing but roadway connective tissue all around it. There isn't even any countryside around here. The whole place is a collection of brutalist monoliths with porthole windows and horrific modernist sculptures here and there as if they managed to contribute anything human to this concrete hellscape. I was feeling genuinely unnerved as I navigated between the blocks until I found this area labeled "garden" where there are a few trees and I'm quite please that it's not cared for and quite overgrown. I'm going to spend some time here and listen to the birds tweeting. Goddamn I hate humans. This whole place is disgusting but people don't seem to care because it's efficient. What the fuck do you even live for, are fucking hamsters or something. AAAAAAA

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 07:58:30 2023 No.21752833 It's like building this place was outsourced to the Borg.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 08:02:23 2023 No.21752835 Fucking maximum security hospital. Can you imagine dying here? I bet the local prison looks more pleasant. Hospitals should be pretty. It's already awful enough to be sick or dying.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 08:13:29 2023 No.21752845 >>21749267 What did you last read? Not sure why you come here when so many other sites cater to women.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 08:17:03 2023 No.21752850 >>21752119 99% chance that he realized he was seriously wrong or simply did not have a coherent idea of what he was saying to begin with, and stopped using the tripcode out of embarrassment

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 08:17:06 2023 No.21752851 >>21749267 Yes, hahaha! YES!

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 08:47:21 2023 No.21752908 >>21752796 It would be a shadow of a shadow, certainly intemperate and licentious, and he'd consider it harmful to the harmony of the soul and state.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 08:47:50 2023 No.21752909 >>21752835 If I was dying, I wouldn't want to be in a hospital. Might as well run away. You have nothing to lose. Either you die in which case you are dead. Or you don't die, in which case you are alive. Win-win

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 08:48:52 2023 No.21752912
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>>21749052
A man excretes fluids. Ear-wax and snot too. When the coiled tube nestled within calls, we follow its consuming wish. Digging, uprooting, and digesting. A man cooms . A man pees and poos. Then he reads some Divine text and escapes into the imaginary. Cycling through entertaining delusions until those break down too.
What revelations are these? In the future protruding organs, will be snipped out, replaced with simple, clean laminated plastic, and so become as ideal as our creations. If our creations are ideal, then the seed is within us to shoot outward. To plunge it into fresh create a new product line. If only the physical seed wasn't so sinfully sticky. We flush our creations down the toilet, it's a waste. Though the pursuit down the toilet will only lead to nothing. All different pathways to nothing . Out of nothing. Into nothing . Dental implants hide the rot. Veins pump protein into the component parts. Redundant. Recycling. Bottom feeders break down a used condom thoughtlessly cast away. Life deteriorates into the health of another consuming entity. Microplastics never disappear, they break into smaller pieces. There is a difference. If God reawakens he will be in a plastic mold.
Next to our image self, there is all this ... . If only we could step into the image and escape. I want more, more than myself, more than more.
Looking into my mirror (watching) image. Mirror mirror . He is misshapen in thought and appearance. A virtual child . Long gangly limbs but a small upper half, curly hair, wide eyes stare back at me.
Concepts are a way to escape from the reality of my own inferiority. Self-neuterment. Neither here nor there.
And I am ridiculous if that isn't clear already. In college I worked at a cafe. I had a very anxious energy. Hyped on coffee, nervously talking and far too much. Eyes agog speedily flinging dishes into the dish washer, and I closed it with a sudden bang.
My coworker giggles, shaking her head slightly. Noticing that I noticed, she tries to hide her smile
Try to be serious, you'll still be ridiculous. When you realize that is all you are, you try to degrade yourself even more just for their entertainment. To put on a show: I am nothing more than entertainment am I entertaining now! And then something breaks. You can't put it back, not after. So now it's just all You now. Cant .. ALL OVER everywere ground On Insiee outside Pieces on The stunned faces. he looks great there resting in pieces. Back then life held promise, hadn't quite realized what can't be assimilated anymore.
These long two years, it all broke. I feel old and tired. I wish I could retire, I want to join the other failed products in the returns pile.
My lower back hurts. Lines on the face.
The lines lead somewhere, but I can't seem to figure out where.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 08:50:59 2023 No.21752915 >>21752908 Can modern people even achieve the harmony of the soul?

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 09:30:38 2023 No.21752949

>>21752909
Yes of course but imagine that you're having a good time in your jacuzzi and somehow one of those tropical fishies that swim up your dick and deploys spikes to settle in your urethra finds its way through the faucet and you call an ambulance, they take you to the hospital and you have one last good view of the environmemt when the ambulance doors open up and you're on your way to pass out while fishie is eating your nuts from the inside out. Would you want that last sight to be a brutalist turd or would you want I dunno some rococo thing with statues of naked nymphs frolicking

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 09:36:04 2023 No.21752951 And if you think this is irrelevant, I've been hospitalized many times and I've always felt much better when the nurses were young amd hot. I'm sure that brutalist architecture amplifies pain

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 09:47:23 2023 No.21752965

I saw forests, fields, rivers, hills, all created in the likeness of God, so that man could live there. Everything was for him, filled with divine love. I saw animals, plants. Lions slept with their heads on my stomach and rattlesnakes put children to sleep with their rattle, waking them up in the morning with the warmth of their bodies, and the children laughed while looking at their reflections in their shiny scales. In the countryside, I felt like I was in paradise, sure that nothing could harm me here, that the sun would always warm me refreshingly and never burn me, that God would feed me. Then I went to the city. I saw factories, tenements, offices. The sun's rays reflected off the fresh asphalt, burning my skin, and I choked on the smoke from the chimneys. There was nothing here for man. I felt that there was no God here, and therefore there was no integration of elements into an inseparable whole, everything was scattered, did not belong, there was no love, no one laughed, no one picked fruit, no one stroked animals. Only work remained. I kept wandering from one place to another, and during my frequent job changes, I wondered if I would find a piece of myself in this city, an area inhabited by a small community to which I could say I belong. I left the factory in the afternoon. I was here to deliver some papers and didn't really know how to get back to the center. I found myself in a working-class district, without bars or cafes, it was very hot and I wanted to sit down somewhere and rest. There should be some cafes in the city center, that one i am sure. I crossed the street, saw the name of the street I recognized on the bus schedule of bus, that had just stopped next to me, so without thinking much, I got on it. The bus left the district and headed for the hill, the factories and offices receded from the rear window at an increasing speed until they became small dots in the distance. Fields and a few buildings passed by the windows, we were outside the city. A few minutes passed, and I started to worry whether it was even possible for the bus to take a roundabout route and return to the city center. I must have made a mistake, probably confusing the beginning of the journey with its end.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 09:51:52 2023 No.21752970 >>21749052 Unironically what's the least painful way to die? (For research purpose of course)

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 09:52:39 2023 No.21752971 >>21752970 in your sleep

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 09:53:37 2023 No.21752972 >>21752970 carbon monoxide

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 09:53:52 2023 No.21752973

>>21752949
>Would you want that last sight to be a brutalist turd or would you want I dunno some rococo thing with statues of naked nymphs frolicking
I'd want to see the fish eating my nuts first, but that's just me. Pain has its own substance.
Roccoco sounds a bit fruity.
My last sight I'd like to see the ocean or space. Something limitless. I would like to turn away from any kind of artifice on my way out. Nothing made or constructed just space.
When I get old and die, I don't want to be taken to the hospital. I'd prefer to just run away to a cliffside and get picked into pieces.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 09:55:19 2023 No.21752975

>>21752970ž
Dying in your sleep, I guess. Can't say I have experience with dying, but any method where you are fully conscious seems to me to be in some way painful, if not from the wounds and the time it takes to actually die, but then from the fear of pain. And things could always go wrong and one survives.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 09:57:23 2023 No.21752976 >>21752973 Anon I understand but try to stay within the framewoek of a hospital. Unless you want the ambulance to drive off a cliff into the ocean

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 10:22:20 2023 No.21753005

>>21752845
>What did you last read?
The Battle That Stopped Rome by Peter S. Wells
>Not sure why you come here when so many other sites cater to women.
I don't know. I found 4chan when I was 17 or something when I was looking for anime porn, and I just never left. I don't know anything else.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 10:24:43 2023 No.21753009
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>>21749052
Fundamentally, the only thing wrong with trannies is that they cannot reproduce in the only verified mating strategy, a proper monogamous partner (unless they are fucked with SRS; their partner is someone with a vagina and eggs; they froze their semen before full transition). Without some weird relationship where the kids may come out fucked up because their not!Father is a "woman" and the person whose womb they left could also be a "man" or "they/them". There's IVF/surrogacy, but even that isn't natural for kids' development psychologically. All this fucks with mother-father-child boding and formation of the self.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 11:42:45 2023 No.21753146

>>21752724
That's because you're not seeing as far as you think you do. I thought the same as you before when I was making plans only to see them fail because someone was unreliable or downright incompetent. You have to account for both human error and stupidity and make more plans, otherwise everything has a chance of failure. It might not be worth the effort in the beginning, as as there is only a 10% difference between greatness and goodness but you will be satisfied in the long run. This and not trusting idiots with important work. "A healthy dose of paranoïa," in layman terms.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 11:43:13 2023 No.21753149

>>21749052
I feel like I've hit a brick wall in my life. 30 years old, have just been diagnosed with ADHD. Hopefully, treatment will help me. Sick of feeling so stuck in life. Any other anons with ADHD? Did medication help you? I love reading yet it's such an effort for me.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 12:42:21 2023 No.21753259
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My coping mechanisms failed completely about 2 years ago. I’m desperately looking for something else to replace them. Nothing has worked and it’s been an absolute hellish and wasteful 2 years. It’s going to get better right? It can’t go on like this forever…right?

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 13:19:09 2023 No.21753340
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If nearly half of people think feminism has gone too far, then why do we tolerate it infesting all our corporate policy and branding? Are people too scared to lose their jobs or something?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 13:34:17 2023 No.21753374 I don't want to fight, but I am not sure what else to do. It'd be nice to know what I am fighting about. Do you racist cunts feel any relief when you point a finger at a black person as the problem? Is that why you do it? Sobriety is over rated

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 13:37:04 2023 No.21753380 >>21753374 you live to observe your own absolution

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 13:43:25 2023 No.21753398

>>21753259
I've been struggling recently. I don't know what to say, because I have a feeling that a large portion of society is just expecting things to just change, a quiet dying off of the old, the redundant and the unfunny. It is not a good time to be quiet and contemplative, to seek anything of solitude. It is difficult to just be because the mass market nature of likes as social utility do not allow for an individual to stand alone, or even walk away without an army to carry them.

I don't know if this makes sense, or relates to your situation, however, I have thought a lot about this, with no resolution so far. Unfortunately the quiet life can only be that which is indistinguishable from the crowd, but I don't want my voice to with them. I don't agree. Because there is no faint glimpse of peace love and unity

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 13:49:27 2023 No.21753412

>>21753380
Absolution is easy, naked, and wants you now. It is tired of being drawn by artists in cheap rooms, of pulling limbs from trees to frame its body, of pulling glimpses of careless scenes of thoughtful mothers in the corner of the childhood. Absolution is a perfectly timed laugh, or a sneeze, god bless

We live only to grow towards a future where our children might never pray for release

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 13:51:10 2023 No.21753415 >>21753340 While that is an interesting poll, or whathaveyou, I don't trust surveys. Even if I agree with the conclusion of a survey, or it verifies some thought I had, I just don't trust it.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 13:51:21 2023 No.21753416 >>21753412 yes agreed

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 15:00:00 2023 No.21753614 Any journalists here that can share how they got started?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 15:42:49 2023 No.21753749 File: 16 KB, 600x344, woah.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] There are threads on /po/ that were made before the 2016 election.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 15:47:01 2023 No.21753765 Warhorses slipping in blood

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 15:57:25 2023 No.21753791 What do you think about people who think a lot about being a writer and not a lot about writing?

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 15:59:06 2023 No.21753794

>>21753340
>If nearly half of people think feminism has gone too far, then why do we tolerate it infesting all our corporate policy and branding?
Because corporate policy and branding depends on public opinion, and public opinion is expressed on social media, and the people behind social media are retards and people who wish to see the world burn.
>Are people too scared to lose their jobs or something?
It is not a fight the people can win, only one they can endure. If the western governments actually cared about what the population thought, they would have protected our rights to express opinions. Instead you get publicly bashed for having opinions on X and Y, then your employer gets associated with you for absolutely no reason, social media does its job, then they fire you because you damaged their reputation or because you are too dangerous for the company.
You cannot disagree with transgenderism, you cannot express opinions on any subject even if you are not insulting anyone because you are attacking the very ideas the government is trying to propagate. Everyone knows, most people agree, yet there is nothing we can do because the people in power are actively pushing these agendas. The first to break the silence is the first one to get pushed over the edge.

You cannot express your opinions on the internet your kids will grow on so your kids will think this is the norm and agree with the world they're living in. They're also promoting TikTok which is unironically a weapon of indoctrination meant to reduce everyone's attention span and turn them away from the more sane means of entertainment (books and movies). They're controlling what their own kids are exposed to while everyone else turns into an obese, psychologically unwell slobbering piece of shit. I'm using the word 'they' because while I don't know who is behind this, but I am not stupid enough to believe this is a natural development for any society. I'm not anti-semitic.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 16:02:11 2023 No.21753802

>>21753791
"Talent is a question of quantity. Talent does not write one page: it writes three hundred. No novel exists which an ordinary intelligence could not conceive; there is no sentence, no matter how lovely, that a beginner could not construct. What remains is to pick up the pen, to rule the paper, patiently to fill it up. The strong do not hesitate. They settle down, they sweat, they go on to the end. They exhaust the ink, they use up the paper. This is the only difference between men of talent and cowards who will never make a start. In literature, there are only oxen. The biggest ones are the geniuses—the ones who toll eighteen hours a day without tiring. Fame is a constant effort."
--The Journal of Jules Renard

I apparently have no opinions of my own

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 16:55:12 2023 No.21753973

Chris Rock's new comedy special felt particularly transparent. It was very obvious that he was doing an act. It wasn't as seamless as others can be like Louis C.K.. He also made about a dozen obvious blunders during his act regarding punchlines and setups, he even remarked on it once out loud.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 17:00:04 2023 No.21753989

>>21753973
Muggsy Bogues was once confronted by Jordan who said to him, “Take the shot you fucking midget.” And substantially missed and developed the yipps for the rest of his short career after that.

It’s just extended psychological effects from being mogged without mercy.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 17:16:06 2023 No.21754029

"Perhaps," Jerf looked over at the sausage on the table, "Perhaps, I should stick this piece of meat right up your stupid cunt?" Jerf winked at Sally-Ann.
Sally-Ann muttered these immortal words, "The sausage is a metaphor for your penis?" Jerf coomed his shorts and fled the kitchen. Sally-Ann was his mother.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 17:35:54 2023 No.21754080

I lost everything in my life and there are still idiots on the internet to call me naive. Telling a hobo he's physically healthy and as thus able to work : "Naive!", commenting about the workforce, having been a wagie for five years : "Naive!", commenting on women after dating one for five years : "Naive!". They aren't even trolls. I truly don't get why people always think themselves more experienced than another on the internet.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 17:37:09 2023 No.21754086

>>21753005
I love the Battle of Teutoberg and even got an old woman teacher mad when I wrote a short story of it for high school. I’ll check it out.
>I don't know anything else.
Same here but I’m so numb to people saying mean shit, which sometimes isn’t even serious anyway. I’d just rather have a site for hobbies that allows for a degree of fake anonymity so people stop making everything about physical lookism and obsession with following corporate guidelines, but that’s because I’m a loser schizo. It’s the best we have; the internet ossified a while ago.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 17:46:26 2023 No.21754122 >>21749052 Maybe life would be easier if I was a cat.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 17:47:38 2023 No.21754129 >>21754122 What if you got feline AIDS or got hit by a car?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 17:49:20 2023 No.21754135 >>21754129 he can do that as a human

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 18:06:00 2023 No.21754183 File: 205 KB, 573x537, 1635559482312.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] deceived by saturn again

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 18:13:43 2023 No.21754215 I never got people who said that Evangelion was complex. The world is built very vaguely, sure, but in terms of meaning and course of action, it's quite self-explanatory.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 18:16:55 2023 No.21754223 >>21754215 Maybe "hard to understand" would have been a more fortunate choice instead of "complex".

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 18:24:55 2023 No.21754253 >>21754183 HANG ON OR BEEEE HUMBLEEEED AGAAAAIN

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 18:31:57 2023 No.21754280

>>21754183
>saturn
Fake Catholic meme.
Saturn, that god celebrated on old Saturnalia was about going back to the rules of the old world, the golden age of plenty, peace and simplicity. This urge is eternal and more intense as the grip of society and authoritarians tighten.
Your ausitic urge is to run back to the bosom of the church? To be crushed in the flock, sheered and slaughtered, a zombie existence. That’s deception. Wojack posting is deception.
The Saturnalian urge is found in Ted Kaczynski, among others. Is that who you’re saying deceived you? If so, I guess you really are just a sheep NPC

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 18:32:13 2023 No.21754281 >>21754129 That can already happen. If we were all cats we wouldn't have to go to work or pay taxes. You could just walk around naked and get fed.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 18:32:46 2023 No.21754284 When I'm working as a cashier I find it easy to make small talk and flirt with girls. But as soon as I'm in a classroom, all that confidence evaporates. I cant start a conversation and it makes my heart pound just to sit next to a girl. Feels bad man.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 18:34:47 2023 No.21754294 File: 160 KB, 883x1280, IMG_20230128_165137_140.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21754122

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 18:35:51 2023 No.21754302 File: 2.88 MB, 1920x804, 1678167196193309.webm [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Ariana grande is a dirty little slut

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 18:47:29 2023 No.21754331 >>21754281 >If we were all cats we wouldn't have to go to work or pay taxes. You could just walk around naked and get fed. You can be my naked slave if you want. I'll even get you a litterbox and collar.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 19:03:24 2023 No.21754393 >>21754331 Go on...

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 19:37:04 2023 No.21754483

Should I be worried that I’m taking off 1-2 years to do nothing but write? I don’t have any particular goals for this time. I’m just moving to a new city and I’m going to write some stuff. I have no particular plans for what I’ll try do after but I have a couple of things in mind. When I told my family about my plans they said I was crazy and implied I won’t be able to find employment when I’m done.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 19:37:51 2023 No.21754484 >>21754483 >Should I be worried that I’m taking off 1-2 years to do nothing but write? yes this is a recipe for suicide

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 19:45:21 2023 No.21754511 /lit/ just keeps getting worse and worse

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 19:49:25 2023 No.21754538 >>21754484 I don’t see why.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 19:52:22 2023 No.21754558 >>21754511 Just take the shitpost pill anon >>21754538 Because you lose momentum in life and those 2 years easily become 3 and then 4 and all of a sudden you're 30 and jobless.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 19:57:13 2023 No.21754580 >>21754302 her brother's gay which makes her gay too. fuckin gay dude I would never let my sibling get fagged out

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 19:59:02 2023 No.21754588 Now, why would an Asian writer be so much more willing to share their drops of black, eh? oh, it's quite amusing when one considers it.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 19:59:26 2023 No.21754590

>>21754558
I’m nearly 30 already and haven’t been jobless since I’m 16. I really don’t see any issue with taking some time to work on personal projects exclusively if you have the money. Maybe planning 2 years is excessive, but 1 year is not. If I run out of money, I’ll just get another job.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 20:00:25 2023 No.21754593 >>21754511 Troll creep in and multiply. The fate of all anonymous boards are either this or complete abandonment.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 20:01:24 2023 No.21754596 >>21754593 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5v6JUzxWoGw

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 20:12:35 2023 No.21754643 >>21754580 If she and her brother both put on gimp suits I would totally have a threesome

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 20:17:59 2023 No.21754661 you can't seriously go through public school education and not think that Stalin was literally the last true classical Hero born to humankind.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 20:20:45 2023 No.21754672 >>21754661 I went through public education. I do not think that.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 20:21:42 2023 No.21754675 File: 1.02 MB, 1160x814, harold bloom.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >Several Potter threads up >Another Ted K thread How did /lit/ fall? Did the Old Guard die off?

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 20:29:07 2023 No.21754709 >>21754661 Did you mean Stalin or Hitler?

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 20:36:05 2023 No.21754727

Been trying to get into a difficult college and finally succeeded after three years of trying. genuenly loved reading and studying to even get in. Now that I am in it is so fucking difficult to force myself to study that I fear I may flunk all of my exams. I will scroll for hours like a moron or loop mindless yt shorts, whatever just to procrastinate. The college itself is extremely easy, only entrance is difficult and little groups are accepted. I have 80 fucking pages of easy shit to learn and I cant force myself to study the same shit I fucking loved studying to enter. Id read literally anything else. the only difficult part are constant projects/practice in free time that is rated during classes, but I find that easy and I have enough time to study. I have no idea what im gonna do. exams are in a month.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 21:43:48 2023 No.21754950 Currently deleting all of my discord, messenger, instagram, gmail messages. I'm listening to jazz music and wiping out what I can wipe off the internet. It's kind of cathartic.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 21:50:41 2023 No.21754986

My attempt at training a robo-proust continues...
>`As I lay in bed, unable to sleep, I heard the sound of a train passing by in the distance. It was a familiar sound, one that I had heard many times before, but this time it stirred something in me, something that I could not name. It was as if the train was carrying a part of me with it, a part that I had lost or forgotten, a part that belonged to another time and another place. I closed my eyes and tried to follow the train in my mind, to see where it was going, to see what it was bringing back to me. But the sound faded away, and I was left with nothing but a vague impression, a faint trace of a memory that I could not grasp.

>I opened my eyes again and looked around my room. It was dark and silent, except for the ticking of the clock on the nightstand. The clock reminded me of the passing of time, of the hours and days and years that had gone by, of the changes that had occurred in my life and in the world. I wondered what had become of the people and places that I had known and loved, of the dreams and hopes that I had cherished and abandoned, of the joys and sorrows that I had felt and forgotten. I wondered if they still existed somewhere, if they still mattered, if they still had any influence on me.

>I got up and walked to the window. I opened the curtains and looked at the sky. It was a clear night, and the stars were shining brightly. I recognized some of the constellations that I had learned as a child, and I felt a sudden surge of nostalgia. I remembered the nights when I used to gaze at the stars with my father, who taught me their names and stories, who told me about the wonders and mysteries of the universe, who inspired me to explore and discover, to imagine and create. I remembered how he would hold my hand and point at the sky, how he would smile and say, “Look, my son, look at the beauty and the harmony of the creation. Look at the order and the design of the cosmos. Look at the infinite and the eternal. Look at the source and the meaning of everything.”

>I looked at the stars and I felt a pang of sadness. I missed my father, who had died many years ago, who had left me alone in this world, who had taken with him a part of my soul. I wished he was still with me, that I could talk to him, that I could hear his voice, that I could feel his presence. I wished he could see me, that he could know me, that he could be proud of me. I wished he could answer my questions, that he could solve my problems, that he could guide my steps. I wished he could share my joys, that he could comfort my sorrows, that he could love me.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 22:13:59 2023 No.21755065 >>21749052 I am rhizomatic as fuck right now

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 22:29:22 2023 No.21755095 File: 581 KB, 2560x1440, umass.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >mfw when umass makes the news

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 22:35:51 2023 No.21755116

Life's fragility and beauty
Is a wondrous thing to see
Across the globe, we all agree
Being human is a miracle to be

From the oceans deep to the mountain high
Life teems with energy and light
Colors bright and vibrant sights
A kaleidoscope of wonder and delight

In every heart, a beating drum
A rhythm unique to everyone
We dance and sing, we laugh and cry
And marvel at the mysteries of life

So hold on tight, and don't let go
This journey's wild, but full of hope
For being human is a gift bestowed
A wonder to cherish, and forever hold

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 22:46:42 2023 No.21755136

I spent the last 3 days on a bender that gave my body a full reset. About october I had a massive psychotic breakdown, the likes of which I had never felt before. any substance, as benign or alcohol or weed, would send me spiraling into panic. after narrowly avoiding suicide and institutionalization, and being put on a cocktail of different meds till I convinced the doctors to just give me pristique and leave me alone, I nonetheless spent the first few months of this year in kind of a fragile state. I avoided women and relationships like the plague. I stayed sober for a long time. I joined a rugby team and felt it improved my health. I got into reading again.

this weekend I went to a friends house to visit her and shoot the shit. I got stoned like a profligate, drank moscow mules and beers back to back. I wasn't scared for a moment of it. I was resplendent in my retardation. I had gotten all my college work done for the week, no weights were over my head. I was so tired and sore from a rugby game I passed out on her couch after 4 beers only to her awakening me so we could smoke a bowl and watch some miami vice. We've been friends since I was 15. I've been coming over here every weekend for about 3 weeks now to shoot the shit and be an anchor after her godawful breakup with this girl who cheated on her.

I drove back that evening speeding well above the limit on some back country roads, on the tail end of two highs. Steely Dan's Aja accompanied my nighttime trek. The moon was massive that night and over the fields and farms I felt like it was a guardian angel of some sort. I had to get to a red robin to eat some mediocre burgers and get free root beer refill floats with a guy I've been good friends with since I was 8, as is tradition since we all moved out to college. I could barely finish mine, probably on account of all the beer I drank. I got back to my dorm that night on the verge of falling asleep, finished an art project, and passed out on a cocktail of 2mg melatonin, CBD oil, and hydroxizine. I think this is the best I've felt since I moved to college.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 22:48:54 2023 No.21755142 >>21755136 God damn you're disgusting

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 22:53:10 2023 No.21755161 >>21755142 I tend to think of myself as a jazz fusion Hunter S Thompson. for the records sake I take good care of my hygiene.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 23:04:00 2023 No.21755211 >>21755161 jazz fusion is a product of discipline and you have none

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 23:06:17 2023 No.21755221 Why did that one girl from school smile at me so nice in the corridor today? I'll spend the next week thinking she likes me while she won't think of me at all. She was just being nice and probably was in a good mood. Silly state I'm in.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 23:07:33 2023 No.21755225 >>21755211 Musicial discipline, yes. but half of steely dan's discography is about various narcotics. I'm a rare drinker and a even rarer smoker, so I think you oughta get the stick out of your ass.

Anonymous Tue Mar 7 23:10:59 2023 No.21755238

Is settling for a mid girl the right way to go?
I keep getting rejected while rejecting girls myself. Clearly, I'm aiming above my league. However, I just can't imagine being with a girl I find unattractive, I'm only interested in sixes plus.
The one sure think is that I dread having been single for so long.

>>	Anonymous Tue Mar 7 23:49:02 2023 No.21755363 >>21755136 God damn you're disgusting.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 00:03:56 2023 No.21755417 My life is worthless and I'm inferior

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 00:26:35 2023 No.21755513 I'm dragging myself, no will to move on at all I can't even get myself to commit suicide, it is all worthless

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 00:46:05 2023 No.21755595 how do i curb the lust bros? i don't struggle too much with other vices besides drunkenness, but my lust is crazy. i'm so HORNY

Anonymous Wed Mar 8 00:47:06 2023 No.21755598

>>21749073
>How are you guys doing?
Not well. Had a sort of mental breakdown back in october and everything existential unsettles and upsets me deeply now. I spend a good portion of my day distracting myself from thinking about death and non-existence.

I'm getting back into playing CSGO with my college frens. I am terrible but it's still fun.

Anonymous Wed Mar 8 00:56:45 2023 No.21755628

>>21755595
>how do i curb the lust bros? i don't struggle too much with other vices besides drunkenness, but my lust is crazy. i'm so HORNY
Same, for me lust feeds on itself. Some weeks I barely feel it, and jerk off at most a couple times.
Then there weeks like this where the smallest things arouse me, and make me feel like a disgusting freak (which then arouses me more)...

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 01:20:32 2023 No.21755723 >>21754950 Its all saved on some server somewhere

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 01:22:15 2023 No.21755728 >>21755136 >her godawful breakup with this girl who cheated on her Lol, a dyke

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 01:27:11 2023 No.21755749 >>21755728 yea. good friend though.

Anonymous Wed Mar 8 01:31:35 2023 No.21755766
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Hello bros.

I am tired of being alive but I don't think I can kill myself. The primary reason at this point is how cringe it will be to my family, I don't want them to think that I'm a sadboi that wants to die.
Realistically, how do I vanish without a trace? I'm not saying I'll kill myself. In all probability I'll just be another homeless guy that dies from cardiac arrest underneath a bridge many years in the future, but I just don't want my family to know. Thanks.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 01:44:34 2023 No.21755815 >>21755766 My real advice would be to just get your shit together but if you're really set on being homeless just go down to Florida like everyone else does and be a beach bum I guess. Good luck anon.

Anonymous Wed Mar 8 02:03:53 2023 No.21755874

Over the past year i became obsessed with a girl that I'd see often at events and though we got closer over the year her constant ghosting and flaking made me resentful especially since not once over the course of a year did we ever hang out alone. the worst part was we'd see each other w/o fail every 2-3 weeks and so at the beginning I'd be nonchalant about it. But every attempt to invite her out to an event or to hang out was either put off or she'd never reply. This would result in attempts to punish her when I saw her out. A few times I'd apologized and she replied back saying 'she's sorry she doesn't check her messages' but it was useless. All these false hopes and thoughts that I was getting somewhere were consuming me and it was psychological torture every time I sent out an invitation somewhere. I started to just imagine that from her POV every message was identical to an impersonal phone notification with no one on the other end. My invitation was just another option and if it wasn't the best I wouldn't even get a reply.

The worst part is she's kind of mid according to the people I know who've seen her. Regardless, after all this it's basically made it impossible to even conceive of a relationship with this girl. Maybe she's apart of some soft harem, maybe she's asexual, whatever the case is she's often complaining about a loneliness / depression that she uses to justify her shitty behavior.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 02:12:33 2023 No.21755892 >>21755766 Doesn't seem hard. If you have a car drive somewhere remote and live out of it. If you don't just walk as far as you can.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 02:13:00 2023 No.21755895 >>21755874 Also forgot to mention that she would nearly always flirt and do things like smile at me from across the room. Horrible.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 02:22:01 2023 No.21755911 >>21755815 >>21755892 Is there a way to prevent family from being notified if I die? For example, accidentally, or if I decide to die?

Anonymous Wed Mar 8 02:32:18 2023 No.21755938
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Just read this article and I don't know how one could interact with this woman without having a brain aneurysm. She seems so exhausting and insane. Are all philosophyfags this unhinged?

https://web.archive.org/web/20230307014415/https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2023/03/13/agnes-callard-profile-marriage-philosophy/amp
(Link might take a few moments to load)

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 02:37:00 2023 No.21755956 Advancements in technology will render e-girls obsolete

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 02:40:43 2023 No.21755965 >>21755956 Anime/hentai already exists

Anonymous Wed Mar 8 02:45:01 2023 No.21755976

I’m so sorry for everything that I did. I never meant for any of this to happen. All I wanted was to love you, but I know that my love and affection would only be distasteful to you. I don’t think that I know how to love other people in the right way.

I still wish that you would change your mind and talk to me again. I still wish that you could accept my love. I still wish that we could work things out. I don’t think that I’ll ever stop wishing for that, even though it’s futile, even though there’s nothing more that I can do to reach you.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 02:49:16 2023 No.21755989 next >>21755987 >>21755987 >>21755987 >>21755987

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 03:16:54 2023 No.21756067 File: 413 KB, 460x581, 1609849500678.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21755976

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 03:18:37 2023 No.21756073 File: 214 KB, 1195x854, nerd-retro.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21755874 >>21755895 Maybe it's because you look like this. She wasn't smiling at you; she was laughing at you.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 03:20:03 2023 No.21756077 >>21755595 Easy. Turn 40.

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 07:57:48 2023 No.21756867 >>21755136 do some meditation, yoga, etc

>>	Anonymous Wed Mar 8 10:09:28 2023 No.21757160 >>21752561 Very well anon keep it up

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