White What's On Your Mind

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White What's On Your Mind Anonymous Sat Jan 28 05:50:15 2023 No.21581759 [Reply] [Original]

/wwoym/ Vaclav of Bohemia Wearin' His Wife's Brassiere On His Head, Riding Into Battle and Doesn't Give a Single Fuck edition

Previous thread >>21577957

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 05:52:40 2023 No.21581766 >>21581759 I'm not writing what's on my mind.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 05:53:33 2023 No.21581768 I am writing what is ever on my mind.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 05:54:43 2023 No.21581771 File: 114 KB, 1572x1185, 1674432110976349.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21581766 It's optional now

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 05:55:07 2023 No.21581773

I cant figure out what piece my story is missing. Its mostly set out, but it just feels a bit soulless. Like its totally isolated. Like paint covered up by more paint, like the shitty eggshell white color.
I think I just lack emotion or maybe meaning altogether.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 05:56:33 2023 No.21581778 >>21581773 What is the meaning of it?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 05:56:57 2023 No.21581782 Covid ruined my early 20s

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 05:58:44 2023 No.21581788 >>21581778 In what sense.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 05:59:19 2023 No.21581792 I'm hungry.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 05:59:54 2023 No.21581796 >>21581782 It was a Big Pharma scam. Yeah. Buckle up. Things are going to get worse.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 06:03:15 2023 No.21581807 >>21581796 I'm ready.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 06:12:27 2023 No.21581827 I feel like Ive lost myself I am the dumb man

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 06:23:24 2023 No.21581855 I can’t even fake it anymore…I guess you can say i’m No Longer Human™

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 06:38:46 2023 No.21581890 How to cure anhedonia? I really hate everything.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 06:45:30 2023 No.21581917 File: 44 KB, 469x332, 56776742.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >tfw jerked off to blacked porn while pretending to be the woman Not a meme or a psyop. It's fucking over for me. Life is trash.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 06:46:09 2023 No.21581921 >>21581890 Dopamine detox

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 06:47:33 2023 No.21581924

Today's Spanish Wikipedia penis hacking rant copypasta

Atención, atención. Informamos que desde ahora, /LIT/ está en nuestro poder. Si quieren que nos detengamos, impondremos como condición el desbloqueo de /sffg/, /wwoym/, y recommended reading. De lo contrario, sigan chupando las vergas de arriba, serán el hazmerreír de los anons.

Venimos a tomarnos /lit/ por nuestra cuenta, saben lo que significa?. Que venimos a darles plomo a los HDP que ejercen su tiranía por aquí. Y esto no es de charla. Miren esos bebés, eso es lo que le espera a algunos de ustedes, ratas de alcantarilla. SIN MAS preámbulos:

Los invitamos al funeral de los sapos Son los proximos:

Garcia Marquez: Panameño ojirazgado achinado de mie rda deja de jod er aquí o vamos hasta tu casa y no dejamos ni al perro
Houellebecq: Maricona francesa, deja de lamer ojetes panameños y catalanes, si no desbloqueas a Diegusjaimes te vamos a reventar una bomba en el recto.
Nietzsche: Sabemos donde trabajas hijo de p, escondete debajo de la cama, porque te reventamos un dia de estos
McCarthy: Sapo acosador malpa rido, vas a pagar todo lo que me acosaste en el pasado mari queta, deja de ser tan lamecu los mandando a borrar artículos, sabemos donde vives vasquito
Nabokov/Salinger/Dumas: Vene co H P te largas de aquí y te devuelves a tu porque ría de país, me da igual que se muera de hambre, para de delinquir aquí zambo mugroso, advertido quedas
Llorenlos

PD: Cookie, porque no te casas conmigo? Te voy a poner a vivir sabroso, tanto en el día como en la noche.

te amo Elephant anon

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:00:28 2023 No.21581947 >>21581921 Explain

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:06:53 2023 No.21581958

>>21581947
Phones and computer overload the brain. Not dissimilar to drugs and alcohol. Detox from the stimulation. No screen time for a while.
Seriously, go on a camping trip for at minimum three days, outside of all cell reception and internet. You'll feel so fucking fresh. You're brain is just burnt out.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:08:16 2023 No.21581961
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>>21581759
I wrote this on a whim for another thread - thread got deleted now. I went away for awhile and reread it when I came back. I've given it a slight rewrite. Tell me, what do you think? Is it funny? How's the prose? The thread theme was: How Would You Help Her ("her" was a random cute girl staring at the top shelf in a library)?Pic rel is the girl. I will post my answer as a reply to this, and would appreciate any feedback.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:09:17 2023 No.21581963
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>>21581961
Chivalrously kneeling, I invite the lady to sit comfortably side-saddle upon my sturdy shoulder. Her supple calves slope lightly together, down to her small dovish feet in their pink velvet flats. I can feel her weight upon me - light as Heaven's gaze. Altogether too conscious of her curves, too much aware of the tiny hand around my neck, I take a silent calming breath. Cradling her gently, my mighty legs lift us both smoothly, permitting her to clearly see the top shelf. With my other arm, I hold for her any book she delights to read - dexterously turning pages with my thumb, and not needing to move a muscle anywhere else. My senses are as rigidly aware as my form; nothing escapes my knightly notice. As she is clearly a genteel lady of great worth, I will carry her throughout the library, that the drab sows which waddle there in droves might see her splendor and recall their lowly station. Should any besotted suitors be so engrossed in her beauty as to be captivated to the point of failing to recognize the great danger I pose them - an error even I am want to forgive - I will grasp their faces in my free hand, crushing their brainy mass between my fingers, and with a light toss make a ruin of them all upon the nearest wall. At my command, the librarians finish off any unfortunates still clinging to life, and heap their carcasses outside as a warning to would-be love-struck fools. When my lady has made her selection, I will bare her softly to the ground upon my Atlassian arm and hold the volumes in the other. Any who fail to kneel as she passes on foot will be blistered with the back of my hand. The librarians rush dutifully at our approach - eager to serve, eager to please, yet I silence them with a stern gaze, even as my lady beams her divine smile in Venetian mercy. For fear of offending, the books are given as a tribute and removed entirely from the library's catalogue, and it is only at this wise gesture I give the scholastics a terse, but approving nod.

(1/2)

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:10:33 2023 No.21581965
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>>21581963
My lady turns to face me directly - a bright and easy smile hangs between her pippin cheeks, and at this Aphrodisial honor a primal stentorian roar which would destroy the very building in which we stand rings out within my heart! I dare not give it voice lest the chaos should put even a speck of dust upon my lady's dainty feet! "Shall we go now?" she asks in an angel's sopranic tone. "At your pleasure, dear lady!" Despite of Vulcan's pitiless hammer beating in my burning chest, the words come easily and unstrained. It is my duty and pleasure to serve her, and to atomize every obstacle of her happiness. With deft precision I swing my umbrella over her as we step outside. Helios stares with too great a fervor to permit him behold her silken skin. Three larks peal a twelvefold hymn on the air. The breeze bears the scent of rose and juniper wood, and with a rippling tap of her heel sounding command - a faery's airy tamp which bellows as a chapel's bell to summon the faithful - we set off towards my lady's dormitory.

God save the miserable fools who get between us and it on the way.

(2/2)

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:22:52 2023 No.21581998 How is logic studied? Is it like solving problems in math?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:26:39 2023 No.21582008 >>21581998 Yeah basically. You ever do proofs in geometry?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:35:27 2023 No.21582028 >>21582008 I don't remember geometry class. I hated math and purged it from my memory.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:40:14 2023 No.21582042 >>21581759 finished gravity’s rainbow today, think i had either the same or a very similar tarot as Weissemen dealt to me once.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:44:32 2023 No.21582052 >>21582042 I’m about 100 pages in and thinking about dropping it. Don’t understand what’s going on.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:46:56 2023 No.21582063 >>21581963 >>21581965 I'm not gonna read all that but I appreciate the effort and it seems funny at the parts I actually skimmed.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:49:18 2023 No.21582074

>>21582052
you gotta mind-meld man, it’s a trip, like letting go of the handlebars for the first time. If it’s not your cup of tea the writing becomes much more conventional after the first section, it becomes an easier read, but i actually ended up missing the feel of the first section.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 07:56:44 2023 No.21582088 >>21582063 Thanks. At least you tried.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 08:00:34 2023 No.21582099
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Seriously thinking of an hero. It’s really intrusive. I can barely function. My chest is beating hard every day. Everything is telling me to just get it over with already.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 08:05:44 2023 No.21582113 >>21582099 OCD?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 08:10:06 2023 No.21582127 I'm thinking about ending my self in order to not be (in a state of non-being), but if "I" did that then what is it that's not being, that is what is it that's not a self but has a mind-body whether it's alike a rock whether a rock has a self?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 08:18:36 2023 No.21582153 >>21582127 Read Plotinus.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 08:27:18 2023 No.21582169 >>21582127 Read "I and Thou" by Martin Buber

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 08:29:09 2023 No.21582172 Im not weird enough to be an eccentric but Im not normal enough to be a socially well adjusted individual.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 08:36:41 2023 No.21582189 >>21582113 Just depression/anxiety.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 08:39:58 2023 No.21582195

>>21581759
My vices are food, sex, and to a far smaller extent, alcohol. My new years resolution was to eat pizza and drink just once - on the last weekend of each month. Today I didn't eat all day in anticipation of ordering pizza and getting a bottle of grey goose. The first five bites of pizza or so were what I was hoping for - and so was the initial rush of drunkenness paired with the kinks played through audio technicas while I paced around my house.

Now I'm lying in bed with dull heavy disappointment that I knew would be waiting for me the moment I ordered the pizza. For those with an artistic temperament, the only pursuit in life worth chasing is the creation of a masterpiece, in any medium (to paraphrase Cyril Connolly). Everything else is nothing; we must spend every ounce of energy we have towards creating something meaningful, there is no other point to our existence. God, please grant me the strength to do what I need to do in this fruitless life

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 09:20:04 2023 No.21582265 File: 244 KB, 640x667, NQB-1vNmIIs.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] GIVE ME YOUR IDEAS...NOW!

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 09:25:25 2023 No.21582271

>>21581961
>>21581963
>>21581965
Not badly written.
The parts I chuckled at were
>I will grasp their faces in my free hand, crushing their brainy mass between my fingers, and with a light toss make a ruin of them all upon the nearest wall.
And
>Any who fail to kneel as she passes on foot will be blistered with the back of my hand.
Because they were sudden and out-of-place violent interruptions in an otherwise light story.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 09:30:56 2023 No.21582275 File: 121 KB, 614x518, 1673873833313995.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >love beautiful feet >nearly every woman has had her feet irrevocably destroyed by wearing high-heels Is suicide really the only way out?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 09:38:08 2023 No.21582279 The meaning of things, the taste of the world, is only for continuation’s sake. Being born is nothing but wanting to go on on: men live in order to live, in order not to die.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 09:41:11 2023 No.21582282

My name is Edda. There is much about me which amounts to not-so-much. I lost my left arm in a car crash when I was 9. I am fatherless. I was taken with origami when I was in secondary school. I never went to college. I began working at a McDonalds when I was 18. I am now 27 and four-hundred and thirty pounds. The question of suicide is no question at all. It is the resounding bell of answer and my head vibrates in the dome of everpresent wishes to self-terminate.

But what do I know. I'm just fatty fatty one-arm who never knew their daddy.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 09:46:01 2023 No.21582291 How come all the buildings and vehicles in my dream are like 10x bigger than they are in real life?

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 09:57:28 2023 No.21582306

It's really annoying when my housemate brings his girlfriend back to ours. Not that I mind her, I just don't get it. She is much older and literally owns her own home not very far from our place. We are two 20 somethings who live in a crappy apartment that is falling to pieces. Why would she ever want to spend the night here? Why don't they go to her place more often?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 09:58:00 2023 No.21582308 File: 21 KB, 811x608, футфетиш-ero-футфетиш-closeup-7427410.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21582275 Tomboys is the answer. They only wear comfy shoes

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 10:17:34 2023 No.21582328 File: 303 KB, 1256x1480, 1661170478362.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21582275 >>21582308 I can fold a paper hat with my feet

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 10:26:34 2023 No.21582337 File: 76 KB, 1280x720, maxresdefault.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21582308 >>21582328

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 10:42:38 2023 No.21582359 >>21582271 Thank you. I genuinely appreciate it. I was going for an absurd comedy - a story made humorous by how ridiculous it was. He's like an ultra-exaggerated form of white-knighting simp, yet a chad at the same time. That was the concept anyway.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 10:44:47 2023 No.21582364 >>21582306 She has a fantasy of being railed out by a bohemian artiste loser and gets extremely wet just thinking about getting fucked like a dirty slut in a shitty and dingy apartment.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 10:48:14 2023 No.21582368 https://youtu.be/OcrVQQH2G98 "Sweet hot cum"

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 10:50:24 2023 No.21582373 i need to find a new internet hangout spot, /lit/ is just too fucking overrun with plebs these days, but i can't find a good replacement yet.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 10:58:48 2023 No.21582389 My future is to become a bald, ugly old faceless ojisan.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:03:01 2023 No.21582394 >>21581759 >been unable to work for almost 2 weeks >may continue even longer >rent is going to go up by 600 >my plans are de facto set back by 2-4 months How shit

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:11:00 2023 No.21582405 What are some contemporary lit that should be read in order to stay with the times. I like my classics but I feel like I should make more of an effort to read what is coming out these days.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:28:56 2023 No.21582438

>>21582405
>Shaquayquay's be illin on tha nite (wypipo bad) with an introduction by Shlomo Rosenberg
>Me and My 34-inch Dilator: Diary of an Oppressed Womyn
>Medieval Story (White people bad)
>Percy Jackson and the Greek Mythology
Try Houllebecq. Honestly modern literature is so shit that even the normies I've spoken with don't read it. The most common normiecore lit you're going to encounter today is genre fiction and Paolo Coelho

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:34:59 2023 No.21582447

Man my family is so weird. I don't even know any of them really, none of them like to spend time around me. I overheard my brother and brother in-law laugh calling me stupid

I don't really understand what the fuck is wrong with these people. I don't even speak or say anything around them unless I have to. I just show up to be polite and somehow they still find a problem with it. Anyone else the same?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:35:43 2023 No.21582449 >>21582405 Knausgaard, Houllebecq, Handke, Ferrante.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:37:35 2023 No.21582453 I never get a fucking (you) for the good posts I want (you)s for. I only get (you)s for posts I don't give a shit about. Why. It's so fucking irritating.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:37:44 2023 No.21582454 >>21582447 >guy on /lit/ is unlikable and unintelligent many such cases

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:38:47 2023 No.21582457 >>21582453 one time i got quads and no one said anything. life is so unfair.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:39:55 2023 No.21582460 >>21582454 That's the problem, I don't rant, nor rave I'm practically mute Yet somehow it's wrong or showcases my apparent 'stupidity'. Leave me alone jackass

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:41:13 2023 No.21582462 >>21582438 >/lit/tard gets mad at insane straw-men >recommends old depressed guy that fucks teenagers and complains about it you can't make this shit up if you tried.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:43:05 2023 No.21582465 And just saying. I haven't shared my honest opinions or real views on anything with my family in years. They would hate that. So I know not to go there, that's why I am mute around them

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:46:02 2023 No.21582469 >>21582373 I have tried Reddit, IRC, Matrix, that Fediverse thing, oher imageboards like Lainchan, Discod groups, it's no use, it's all fucking shit no matter where you go. I only feel OK in this shithole

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:49:27 2023 No.21582473

>>21582457
There's a board where I'm a regular and I contribute by making OC, I swear to god that not even once anyone has given me a fucking (you). They will reply to the laziest shit and rearded porn images but not my posts. Sometimes I swear it looks like a bunch of bots replying to each other. I'm fucking done.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:54:13 2023 No.21582479 >>21582308 nice. not a footfag but I got a chubber >>21582328 stubby goblin feet

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:54:59 2023 No.21582484 >>21582473 i feel you dude. i've noticed it too. i think 4chan is just as fake as any other social media site.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 11:57:48 2023 No.21582492 >>21582484 It's because normalfags and trannies have flooded every website.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 12:03:44 2023 No.21582504 you ever just actualize your sense of being? that you're like, an animated entity and not an object. that's fucking crazy, man

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 12:17:56 2023 No.21582523 >>21582364 My housemate is as supremely normie as they come so I don't think that's it

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 12:25:09 2023 No.21582542 If you want to be a good writer, you'll need to understand all kinds of people. That doesn't mean you should be a people pleaser, agreeing with everyone, but you should extend even your worst enemies the maximum amount of empathy you can muster.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 12:27:33 2023 No.21582546 >>21582542 I just want women to suck my dick because they got wet from reading my short stories about incels living on the edge.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 12:28:57 2023 No.21582548

>>21582542
that how to win friends and influence people book about just agreeing with people actually helped me the other day. we were chatting with the boss and he said something that was just completely wrong about something not work related, and i just let it go. if it was work related and could actually affect out department of course i would have been like dude no thats wrong, but if he has a wrong conception of some historical thing, i don't care. it just makes life easier not being a "well akshually" sperg.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 13:01:33 2023 No.21582646

The firm I'm working for haven't paid me for three months straight. It's about the third time or so it happens. I have put up with that in the past because I felt really sorry for our clients who are mostly elderly people and I know whoever replaces me will not be as careful with their cases as I am (because this firm's reputation for payment problems is already well known in our field so no one good will want to join unless they're a sucker like me). But this is it, I'm done this time. But I feel really sorry for the clients though. I thought about talking to them and going solo, but I doubt they'll be willing to pay a second time.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 13:26:33 2023 No.21582720 I think this website made me do something illegal

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 13:28:06 2023 No.21582724 >>21582720 The law isn't real. Jews murdered Justice 80 years ago.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 13:41:55 2023 No.21582772 >>21582099 >My chest is beating hard every day. Your body is telling you it yearns to live.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 13:48:35 2023 No.21582796
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>>21582492
>>21582484
>>21582473
Ok, reply this.
When we speak about literature, there are two types, spanish literature and everything else. This is the only division that we can establish, when we speak about literature, we talk about spain, is impossible to talk about it without knowing spanish and about spain. For this reason, the Anglo-Saxon world and the contemporary postmodern Anglo-Saxon people tries tu suppress literarure, and in this way, take down reality. That's why they supressed literary studies, transformed them into cultural studies. Culture is the invention of the folk without literature. Anglo-Saxon people don't know what to do with literature, because they can't understand it, they cannot deal with it.
Literature is a Greek invention, an Homeric invention, that has experienced a decisive transformation trough Italian literature reaching her apex with spain and with spanish literature. Everything else is imitation, i'm sorry, we are just the best,no one else have a Quijote, you can't have it, never. In no other tongue you could have a Quijote, is impossible, you don't have the tongue to write a Quijote. Best of cases, you could have an intelligent translator that could make you see from afar what is El Quijote. You either know spanish or you can't taste it, something like that can only be tasted in spanish, there are things that can only be known in spanish.
Plus Ultra.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 13:50:25 2023 No.21582804 >>21582796 You sound unintelligent.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 13:51:39 2023 No.21582808 >>21582282 or how about you just go jogging

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:00:19 2023 No.21582835 File: 438 KB, 1061x1101, IMG_20230128_105754.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21582804 Ok.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:01:40 2023 No.21582839 >>21582835 pretty sure I typed random words into that engine and got consistently 140+

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:03:57 2023 No.21582849 >>21582835 Low IQ, t b h.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:05:41 2023 No.21582855 >>21582839 >>21582849 Still no reply to the long post. Care to enlighten this low iq anon?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:08:32 2023 No.21582867 File: 68 KB, 1152x669, Screenshot_2023-01-28_09-07-51.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21582835 The tool only calculates word complexity. An idiot can use big words.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:11:31 2023 No.21582873

>>21582855
There's no such thing as Spanish literature because Mexicans speak Spanish and they're ugly little brown goblins who stink. They don't do books and you know it. Never seen a Mexican reading once in my entire life, and that's how I know your post was nonsense without even reading it.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:13:59 2023 No.21582885

>>21582867
The algorithm assumes that when writing the text, the author put thought behind every sentence he wrote. Furthermore, it assumes that the author didn't purposefully attempt to dumb himself down and is sufficiently fluent in English as to not be restricted in his choice of words. Ideally, you should paste in a paper, article or another document that you have written and are proud of. Note that the algorithm is meant to be equivalent to an IQ test for adults, so if you are under 18 the result will likely be significantly lower than your true IQ score.

If you don't possess a text fitting the requirements, you can attempt to answer the following prompt to create one: describe one way in which the world will be different 30 years in the future and explain your reasoning to the best of your ability.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:17:44 2023 No.21582899

>>21582885
You don't seem to understand that being aware of certain words and using them doesn't make you an effective communicator, which is what the purpose of language is. And someone actually intelligent would be using a tool like language for its intended purpose, communication. And to use words that aren't common to most people is the opposite of effective communication. When you say some shit that you think is interesting, but everyone was else glazes over inside their brain while you're saying it, you're being a bad communicator and that makes you a dumb dumb faggot.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:17:45 2023 No.21582900 >>21582873 I'm talking about Spain, the country located in the iberian peninsula. El quijote is from the spanish golden age, again, in Spain.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:20:00 2023 No.21582906 >>21582900 Everything is connected and the future informs the past. Spanish being the language of Mexicans now, in the current year, makes Spanish two hundred years ago low rent and lame. We are literally rewriting reality as we speak to one another.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:23:00 2023 No.21582919

>>21582899
Wich word i used that is not common? Apex? There's literally a videogame called apex legends. All the others word i use are common enough for someone like me that learned english as a second language. You are just avoiding answering to the long post i made about El Quijote(this is literally the name of the book).

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:24:24 2023 No.21582923 >>21582906 Are you a bot? If not read this https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spanish_Golden_Age..

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:30:14 2023 No.21582935

>>21582885
An algorithm doesn't "assume" anything. Algorithms do not think. They simply perform their task when prompted and may adjust their behavior if machine learning (oxymoron) is applied. It is incredible that people can think that algorithms and artificial intelligence have any agency or intelligence to begin with. They simply perform a task as they are coded. And this particular algorithm gives an arbitrary score based on words and sentences.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:32:57 2023 No.21582939 >>21582935 Unrelated slightly but why do you reckon people automatically assume that the models such as mathematic algorithms we build to comprehend the world around us are equivalent to the actual world?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:36:20 2023 No.21582945 >>21582935 You are just frustrated. The algorithm is man made, therefore saying that the algorithm asumes simply means that the person that created it, did, assuming x.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:36:35 2023 No.21582946 >>21582939 Could you give a concrete example of what you mean by that? Do you mean to ask why people assume mathematical theories accurately portray the way physics actually work in the real world?

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:37:22 2023 No.21582950

>>21582939
Because human beings can only understand the world through analogy. This is why simulation theory exists, reality is too big for people, so they need to shrink it down to a model they can understand. Nowadays it's video games and computers, a few thousand years ago it was tapestries and thread weavers. Humans are dumb monkeys who don't know shit.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:41:40 2023 No.21582960

>>21582945
I'm glad you undertand that. I hope you also understand, then, that the algorithm you used to try to prove your intellgence quotinent is based on the false assumption that you can deduce a person's IQ based on the words and sentences they write. It's ludicrous.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:44:32 2023 No.21582965 >>21582939 Are you talking metaphysics?

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:53:08 2023 No.21582977

>>21582960
As accurate as one would expect such an algorithm to be. As "proof" I have run the algorithm on a few examples, and you can see that the results aren't surprising (nor should they be).

Stephen Hawking, using his last paper as the sample, achieves an IQ of 151.
Alexander Hamilton, using Federalist paper number 6 as the written sample, achieves an IQ of 166.
Testing different CNN reporters using their articles, I got IQs ranging from 102 to 127.
Testing different 5G-coronavirus conspiracy theorists using posts from one of their Facebook groups, I got IQs ranging from 75 to 89.

Since you didn't answer the long post i'm gonna dumb it down even more, just for you, enjoy. El Quijote de la Mancha is an spanish literary work wrote by Miguel de Cervantes during the so called spanish golden era. The book itself is a critic against idealism, idealistic people and alike. To really understand it you need to know about spanish history, the reality, the author and so on. And most importantly, you need to know spanish, reading a translation(Quixote) is not enough to taste it. That's why i say Anglo-Saxon people can't understand literature. Also i'm implying that all literature translated is subpar to the original work,even the greeks. If this is not dumb enough for you, i'm sorry, for you.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 14:54:49 2023 No.21582982 Was looking at my reflection in a dark room I was standing still but my reflection moved on its own.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:01:08 2023 No.21583001
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I think I've reached terminal coomerdom. Last night I was looking through videos of pretty women forcing men to lick their assholes, and found one that starts just like that, thought it was hot, but then the woman squats over the man's face and shits on it - and I am talking absolutely ridiculous amounts of shit, she's a normal-sized girl, very attractive, but the amount of matter pouring out of her asshole would clog any toilet in the world, several kilograms without a doubt. Anyway, I am watching it, not really aroused since (or so I thought) I am not THAT much of a coomer, but then it happens, she starts masturbating with her hand while this endless stream of shit is pouring onto the face of the schmuck below her, she starts moaning and pissing on him as well, and that does it for me, I am now into that, the siren call of a woman's anus opening to reveal her foul-smelling gift no longer falls on deaf ears.

Just wanted to let you all know, stay on NoFap or semen retention or whatever you all are doing, the memes are real, there are no brakes on the coom train.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:01:19 2023 No.21583004 >>21582885 It estimates the vocabulary of the writer which correlates with IQ. It's not some complex algorithm or IQ test. https://youtu.be/h8Rf24KdOBw

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:09:13 2023 No.21583028

>>21583004
Who said it was complex. You guys argue juat for the sake of arguing like wtf. You would do everything, shit post even, to avoid replying to the important post with effort behind. (>>21582796) still you would so, oh man this board is full of commers and people who put no effort. Yet you haven't collaborated on anything. Even if you are u educated or low iq, just put some fucking effort, and then you will have the right to whine about the quality of the board and it's users. It amazes me how some people can comment without even reading the actual book in question

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:11:49 2023 No.21583036 >>21583001 Yes, the abyss is bottomless.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:12:29 2023 No.21583037 >>21583001 Whats the next station for this coomtrain?

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:13:45 2023 No.21583041
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>>21582835
>>21582839
>>21582867
>>21582885
>>21582977
I dunno guys, I have to agree with anon who says it is accurate, I just let it test me and it is spot on.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:24:40 2023 No.21583080 I used to work in an industry that I hated and found immoral, but it paid really well. Sometimes I think about going back because being broke and watching the family just get by sucks.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:28:05 2023 No.21583088 If Mary isn't holy and stuff why does she have such a cool theme song? Checkmate protestants. https://youtu.be/b4FqLQjX0oI

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:28:26 2023 No.21583090 >>21583028 blame yourself for trying to prove something with that retarded algo in the first place.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:39:42 2023 No.21583113 File: 9 KB, 299x346, shadow.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21582982 Evil doppelganger Omen

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:49:15 2023 No.21583140 >>21582389 ganbarre you ugly bastard

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:49:35 2023 No.21583142 >>21583037 dang ol little engine that could man talkin bout choo choo talkin bout IM CH-CHOOOOMING

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 15:57:49 2023 No.21583159 You know what they say: All toasters toast toast

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 16:09:04 2023 No.21583182 >>21583159 seem’s reasonable

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 16:26:26 2023 No.21583227 File: 13 KB, 750x125, B218BC91-ACBD-449D-ABA6-1C5A4782F5AE.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google]

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 16:27:05 2023 No.21583230 >>21583037 I'd guess either tranny porn or cheese pizza.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 16:38:20 2023 No.21583247 File: 53 KB, 1024x966, 1649172324407.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21583227 Stop this

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 16:40:59 2023 No.21583259

>>21583037
>>21583036
I was never big on it but I've pretty much quit porn because vanilla doesn't exist anymore. It's all weird, violent, c*ckshit, degrading, and it all reeks of evil and it turns me off. I just wanna think about making love with a wolf anthro girl.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 16:58:52 2023 No.21583308 The Rammstein Whiskey sucks

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 17:10:00 2023 No.21583338

>>21581759

Religion is the codification of spiritual force. Its media are poetry, song, mantras, sayings, etc. Meter is the a method whereby violent spiritual movement can be bound and extended across time, for re-access and future use in pursuing the human Good.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 17:29:52 2023 No.21583394 >>21583159 Broken toasters don't toast. https://youtu.be/P6kd0FQhd5k

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 17:44:34 2023 No.21583436 drinking again

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 17:53:21 2023 No.21583463 >>21581759 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mybz7rXDZCs

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 18:14:34 2023 No.21583519 >>21583394 ok, how u know?

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 18:20:54 2023 No.21583545

>>21583259
>I was never big on it but I've pretty much quit porn because vanilla doesn't exist anymore. It's all weird, violent, c*ckshit, degrading, and it all reeks of evil and it turns me off.
Porn, like most everything else, peaked in the 90s and turned to shit in the 2000s.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 18:22:35 2023 No.21583548 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PvT8Kx1WC64 it's still brilliant

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 18:37:19 2023 No.21583608

>>21583548
Yup. Both soundtrack and game has a special place in my heart. They really kind of fucked up with V, it's not nearly as memorable and has zero SOVL compared to IV.
It'll be interesting to see what they'll do with the next GTA. RDR2 was an absolute gem, but I think much of the talent has left them since then.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 18:37:30 2023 No.21583609 >>21583519 It's a matter of definition, what they say.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 18:37:31 2023 No.21583610 >>21583259 Yeah I'm a pervert who liked bondage but even I think porn is out of control. All bondage stuff is tinged gender bending at least and straight up tranny shit at most. It wasnt always like this.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 18:39:03 2023 No.21583614
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The rodents and pests have devoured my remains
Frail rotting skin turns to bright glowing bone
Now nothing more than fistfuls of dust alone
quiet wind disturbs what's left and it starts to rain

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 19:19:42 2023 No.21583761

I don't think I ever gave this motherfucker my number so asking
>hey is this still your number
When people who I actually know don't know that number was a fool move. You went looking for that info and there's a very small pool of people you could ask.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 19:30:56 2023 No.21583810 You know what they say Toasters toast These sages must have been away The day the toaster broke

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 19:33:01 2023 No.21583815
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Do any of you have experienced a phase in which you just shut your brain due to some repressed trauma and start living like a zombie, making it day to day?

Is it good? What is the solution?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 19:42:54 2023 No.21583859 >>21581788 Damn if your unable to answer the meaning of your story then why are you even writing it?

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 19:43:00 2023 No.21583860

>>21583815
Kind of. I've had fairly intense derealization pretty much constantly since 2015.
>Is it good?
No. Pretty much everything in my life became significantly worse since it started and my IQ has probably dropped by 10 points. My pain and cold tolerance are higher, but in exchange I've lost enjoyment for many things and my relationships deteriorated a lot or failed completely.
>What is the solution?
I won't kill myself due to my beliefs, tempting as it is, but other than that I'm not sure if there really is one. For a less severe case, like temporary mental shock or regression due to trauma, therapy will probably help, as will eating well, exercising outdoors regularly, finding things you can be passionate about, your faith if you have one, and maybe some mental introspection and examination - nothing as intense as what Jung was up to but something in that vein, where you use your temporary state of dissociation from yourself to take a more objective look at things and sculpt yourself into a better form, if that makes sense.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 19:54:08 2023 No.21583907 >>21583815 How the fuck is that guy only 23? He looks like he's 35 and has been sitting in a cubicle 9 to 5 for 10 years.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 19:56:56 2023 No.21583920

>>21583815
When i was 14 going through a lot of trauma I basically zombified. I ignored everyone, wouldnt talk, would do everything mechanically. The only thought in my mind was "damn, I can't wait to go back to sleep tonight"
I just shut out the world and pretended it didnt exist and receded pretty deep into my mind. I felt like I was lookjng at everything through very long tunnels, like my vision was set back far behind my eyes.
It was okay. I still remember the day I "woke up" so to speak. I noticed that everything had color and wasnt black and white and I thought something like "oh, huh, I forgot about that."

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 19:58:39 2023 No.21583925

I saw somewhere that doing "self therapy" is a symptom of borderline personality disorder. I find myself often imagining that I'm explaining my problems to someone else very much the way it would occur in a therapy session. Am i mentally ill for doing that?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:04:43 2023 No.21583942 >>21583907 Welcome to the human race. Some people bald early.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:04:55 2023 No.21583943 File: 34 KB, 326x301, 1541187292316.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I will never find love

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:06:52 2023 No.21583953 [DELETED]

The night is deep
Beneath her veil
She longs so strong to rescued be
Her tights are tight and slimy snail
Is bathing in her fragrant sea

I had to leave all heavy tomes
I had to leave my searches and
To join the legions of unknowns
To thread the path to nowhere land

Sometimes she smiles and then I see
How innocent and pure she is
More frequently, alas, she sleeps
And all my magic disappears

I am but a madden blameful fool
Who's mumbling chants under the rain
I cannot grow past middle school
Remaining painfully the same

Heed to my word and don't forget
The pussy's magnetism is strong
And if you slip away, my friend
You will be taken to the throng.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:10:35 2023 No.21583968

>>21583610
I think there's still plenty of vanilla stuff being made, especially by amateurs, but yeah, the market has shifted, and that probably has to do with vanilla people not wanting to pay for porn, whereas everyone with an outlandish fetish absolutely will, meaning the market for outlandish shit is disproportionately large compared to people's actual preferences.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:12:39 2023 No.21583979

>>21583860
>derealization
Oh, so that's the name of it. I heavily related to you have written so we have experienced same thing.
>I won't kill myself due to my beliefs, tempting as it is, but other than that I'm not sure if there really is one.
Yes, I think about suicide everyday and I don't have faith like you. I make plans to live more "consciously" and pursue everyday like a warrior in a battle. But then the thoughts of futility and death grip me by the balls. So before sleeping I say, what's the point of doing it? Life doesn't worth this much active struggle and all for what? Dusty death. The cycle repeats over and over.

>IQ has probably dropped by 10 points
I have also noticed this decline. I sometimes stumble across my posts in the archive from few years ago and it's surprising how how well put together those are in comparison to whatever bullshit I write now.

Suicide is probably the only way for me. I don't really like living or like/enjoy anything and I consider these self improvement techniques as fads. I live in poverty ridden 3rd world shithole with no chance of social mobility and even a decent before getting butt fucked by the market for good 5 to 6 years. So you can't even eat properly in the mean. It is just animalistic survival. They feed you just enough so you can come to the job next day. Grim.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:16:58 2023 No.21584007 >>21583920 That "awakening" just clicked out of nowhere? Don't you think that feeling life more intensely makes it difficult and puts lots unnecessary baggage on your shoulders?

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:18:19 2023 No.21584015
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Went to a pub alone, to eat. The pub was really crowded and the only place to sit at was at the counter, where the waitresses poured drinks, entered orders and printed checks. I liked it, because it increased my chances of striking up a conversation with one of the servers. There were 4 waitresses. First the new girl. She only brought out food from the kitchen and returned the dishes. When a customer directed a request towards her, she had to pass it on to one of the veterans. She wasn't hot and she seemed uncomfortable amidst the cramped pub. Then there was the pleasent 45 year old lady. She was a real pro. She was probably the shift manager. She took my order. Then there was the 35 year old most unnoticable waitress. She seemed to know what she was doing, but she had a plain face. She was short and had fat legs. She also spoke Russian. Lastly, there was the tall, young and beautiful mademoiselle (victim in French). She was hot and cute at the same time. She had braces. She navigated the pub in a quick and graceful manner. Let's call her Lizy. I larped as a polite young gentleman who was busy and wanted a quick bite. As I was waiting for my order I played sudoku on my phone because this makes me less self-conscious. As I was waiting and playing, Lizy had just received an order and was pouring 2 glasses of beer and two glasses of juice (mixed juice) in front of me. I pretended not to notice her. As she was pouring juice into the last glass, she dropped the juice box, but caught it quickly so she didn't make a mess. I tried to think of a witty comforting remark but pretended not to have noticed the whole ordeal instead. I timed the finishing of my meal in a way that only Lizy would be behind the counter, so she would have to deal with me about settling the bill. I paid in cash and asked her, what are these seeds called that were in my duck salad. She said she knows what they're called but can't remember. She asked me if I wanted her to go ask from the kitchen. I said if it's no bother. She ran to the kitchen and ran back and told me what the seeds are called. She didn't seem to be repulsed by my presence or my humble request. I thanked her and bid her goodbye. I don't remember what the seeds are called. I'm considering visiting that pub more often and eventually asking for her number.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:19:08 2023 No.21584020 >>21583942 Its not just his hairline. My brother had similar hair at that age but holy shit at least his face still had youth. My brother is about 28 not, basically bald and still looks younger than that cave troll

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:23:59 2023 No.21584044

>>21583907
>>21583942
>>21584020
He probably eats a lot carbs and sugars. He is skinny fat. I have few friends who after going through the trauma of blading in their 20s, kind of gave up on life. My "chad" friend took this blow to his heart the most. Life is fucking brutal.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:24:59 2023 No.21584050

>>21584007
>That "awakening" just clicked out of nowhere?
It was a slow process. Life started getting back to normal so the worst of what I was avoiding had passed. I remember the day it happened Iw as walking with a girl after school, so I think increased social contact and validation helped bring me to life. I remember looking at a bee buzz around a flower and saying "whoa that's colorful."
Then i looked qt the sky and said "wow it's so blue, and the trees are green"
The girl looked at me like I was crazy.
>Don't you think that feeling life more intensely makes it difficult and puts lots unnecessary baggage on your shoulders?
I'm not sure I really understand. Not feeling anything is like being dead already. It was very unpleasant. I'd rather feel pain and stress than be numb again.
>puts lots unnecessary baggage on your shoulders?
I'm a beast of burden. Give me my yoke and I'll drag it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:24:59 2023 No.21584048 >>21584015 meds

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:29:09 2023 No.21584069

I don't even know why I write. It's natural to do so, but it's also natural to dwell on how bad my writing actually is. I hope that one day I may be able to write something that is not shit (and I hope not to off myself before that). The grinding is so tiresome.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:29:26 2023 No.21584072 >>21584050 >I'm a beast of burden. Give me my yoke and I'll drag it. Good luck friend.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:35:03 2023 No.21584092 Here it is again, that deep sense of peace. Ever feel like you're watching yourself from above?

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:37:47 2023 No.21584101

>>21581759
Not me, it's just from some Nabokov's book.
More and more often feel severe urge to bite. This desire gets more and more intense and so natural, there's no inner conflict, shame or fear when feeling it, like it was before. It feels like wanting to drink water or to eat, so essential and natural. I tried to find more info about it, scientific studies, i.e., during sex couples usually bite each other, but I wondered how far can this instinct go. There was a young wealthy guy who ate a man's face and body parts while high on acid, cops found him over a body as he was biting off pieces of flesh like a predator. I don't take acid or alcohol, just feel an increasing hunger to eat out her slender throat and feel last impulses of life with my teeth and tongue, just want to rip off her tiny budding pies until ribs show up, then tear off her soft kitty. I understand why pitbulls never ease their jaws once they get a bite, they go deeper and deeper, feeling every heartbeat of their prey with their jaws. There's a reason why nature made us this way, but we have to hide our true natural needs and suppress them, which only makes them more uncontrollable. Sex is absolutely nothing compared with pleasure of literally turning into a beast and just ripping to pieces that blossoming sweet creature that inspired Lewis Carrol, Balthus, and many others.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:42:44 2023 No.21584123 >>21584048 Thanks for reminding me, brother.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:43:23 2023 No.21584125 >>21581759 Thinking of getting circumcised for hygienic reasons. My balanitis always keeps coming back after a while and I'm sick of it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:46:29 2023 No.21584137 File: 273 KB, 1980x1320, jordanpeterson1.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21584125 >The most common cause of balanitis is related to inadequate personal hygiene in uncircumcised males.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:50:28 2023 No.21584153 >>21584125 Try cleaning yourself regularly. It's only sensible for dirty goat herders with no access to regular bathing.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:50:51 2023 No.21584156

>>21581759
I would like to reflect on the absurdity of the occasion of writing in this thread. Whenever I try to write in these threads, for some odd reason, the consciousness of what this thread in this board in this website represents stops me in my tracks as if I have encountered a predator. The very meaninglessness of this act is comprised in the lack of visibility or attention that any such posts get. We write and form ideas in a dialogical process at all times. We internalize a language that comes before us. We use expressions that aren't of our own making, and we use metaphors and images that are not of our own thinking. We model our internal thought in the form of a conversation. We are social animals though and through. We write for readers, and whenever there is certainty that there is no reader out there, any impetus for writing is lost as well. My very writing this contradicts what I am trying to say.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:52:30 2023 No.21584161 >>21583259 Without going into specifics, I can confirm that even in the most degenerate fetishes, a similar degradation has occurred. Even a decade ago it was more "vanilla".

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:55:27 2023 No.21584173 Flirting with the cute indian girl at 711. I think she likes me <3

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:55:49 2023 No.21584174 >>21583815 >>21584044 Went bald in HS and would have done anything to delay it until my 20s. When my book is out I hope you fags buy it.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:57:36 2023 No.21584182

>>21583979
I wish you the best. If your condition was caused by trauma rather than just appearing one day you have a better chance of reversing it so keep struggling on. If yours is like mine then one of my copes is the thought that if things can still get worse, they can change, and if they can change they can hypothetically get better again. Good luck.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 20:59:48 2023 No.21584190 i can't take this anymore, my lifeis a mess and i'm no close to unscrewing it i want to light my shoulders from the burden of my mistakes

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:08:47 2023 No.21584228 I wanto to be like a crab and cast off my morality, social relations and limitations like a shell. Anabolic steroids might be the way to do this. Ecdysis

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:12:03 2023 No.21584238

>recently started wet shaving because cartridges are a scam
>get a horsehair brush for my own autistic reasons even though everybody uses badger hair or synthetic these days
>use it one time
>after drying for a little while it now unleashes extreme horse stank

god i hope the smell is gone by tomorrow morning

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:16:00 2023 No.21584254

>>21584137
>>21584153
I developed it during a trip innawoods, ofc the hygiene wasn't perfect there.
Now I shower daily, including the shlong obviously, but it always develops again after a while? Anyone know if I can have unprotected sex with it and not infect the girl?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:20:52 2023 No.21584269 O wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death?

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:31:13 2023 No.21584312

>>21581759
Where is the fallacy in my thinking? Whenever I see someone (+unknowingly) damaging their body for example by eating and drinking only trash I basically want more authoritarian control or at least annoying reminders for people not to engage in that. Is that wrong? How is that in anyone's interest, to let people freely ruin themselves especially if they don't really know what they are doing.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:32:15 2023 No.21584313 >>21584312 It means you're morally good and not oversocialized by society to turn a blind eye to the sufferings of others.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:38:43 2023 No.21584339 File: 3.58 MB, 512x254, pc.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] You should know this.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:40:27 2023 No.21584344 >>21584254 Fake and gay. Probably not even jewish, just a common troll

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:41:11 2023 No.21584349

What is to be done with Anon?
He knows what is true and what is right and yet he does that which is not right. He knows what he ought to be doing, but creates a thousand excuses and contrivances to quell his conscience as he goes his own way. And yet he knows to his bones that the day of reckoning will come, that he will be called to account for every minute of his life, that nothing can protect him.
Does Anon do these things because of a monstrous sense of divine justice? Does he hate himself so deeply as to ensure his own suffering, his own destruction, placing a millstone around his own neck?In the ages of ages, will he hold the doors of Hell shut from the inside and beg those who knock to leave him be, that he deserves it, that he deliberately chose not to repent as a means of ensuring his own punishment for all time? Such a creature is either a supreme narcissist, taking the role of God in his own Judgement, or surely guilty of some hideous crime which he has kept secret. Which of these is Anon? Does he know himself?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:42:57 2023 No.21584364 >>21584312 Wanna dominate me? I'll wear a collar and only eat what you allow.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:45:51 2023 No.21584382 >>21584349 Awesome post. What inspired it?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:52:03 2023 No.21584402 >>21583810 hell yeah anon. i like this a lot.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:52:15 2023 No.21584403 >>21584349 Read Romans 7

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 21:58:49 2023 No.21584426 >>21584092 i wish i could feel that way. what's the secret?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:01:48 2023 No.21584434 >>21583614 good

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:09:54 2023 No.21584465 >>21584382 Guilt.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:10:09 2023 No.21584466 I'm shitting with the bathroom door wide open. Its so liberating

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:11:10 2023 No.21584473 >>21584465 Read Romans 7 and then 8 for answer to your question and peace for your guilt.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:22:29 2023 No.21584512

i have no thought, drive, motivation or take any decision anymore, completely lost control over everything
i just let fate move me toward the abyss, dragging me through the dirt, i watch the collapse and i feel nothing, nothing but a faint pain and quiet desperation
i lost my faith, i lost my life, a dead body

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:30:38 2023 No.21584538 WHY WON'T THIS ANXIETY GO AWAY HOLY SHIT I'M FEELING AFRAID FOR NO REASON AT ALL

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:33:57 2023 No.21584549 File: 77 KB, 616x540, gettoblaster.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] chudjack's dad is a chicago booty bass producer?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:34:30 2023 No.21584552 >>21584403 >>21584473 I did, but Paul filters me pretty hard in that whole epistle. I can't follow what he's trying to say about the Law and sin.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:51:33 2023 No.21584599 >>21584344 No I'm not Jewish and never claimed to be. All I wrote was true.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:52:25 2023 No.21584601

>>21584552
He's saying that he knows, mentally, philosophically, and doctrinally that the Law is good and he should keep it. He wills to do what his mind says he should. But he is unable to keep the law, not because he is lacking in knowledge of it but because his will is defected by original sin. The flesh compels him to do what he doesn't want. It is impossible by his own will to overcome itself, so we must instead rely on God's grace.
>8But sin, taking occasion by the commandment, wrought in me all manner of concupiscence. For without the law sin was dead.

>17Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me.
This is essential to understanding grace and redemption.
More esoterically he establishes a kind of dualism. Do and Do Not. When the Law prescribes "thou shalt not covet" it immediately generates its opposite which is to covet. The opposite of the Law is sin, which indwells the flesh. Supplement this reading with Galatians. By partaking of the Spirit and grace we are no longer under the law, hence the dualism no longer condemns us. The sin dies to us with the flesh upon redemption. This is easily signified by the two trees in the Garden. When under the law we live according to the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. When under grace we live according to the Tree of Life.
In any case, dont feel bad about the continued sinning. Redemption is a regenerative process. It slowly brings us out of the Law and condemns the sin in flesh independent of our own being.
>2 Corinthians 4:16
>“For which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man is renewed day by day.

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:54:57 2023 No.21584611

>>21584538
Me too, but for the past month or so.
Everything went uncomfy and each night when I go to sleep, no matter how exhausted I am, I always ruminate for another hour and have a bad sleep. Sometimes I wake up with a swift twitch.

Anyone here have experience with the initial stages of a mental disease? I feel like weird connections are developing in my brain that have no business there.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:57:42 2023 No.21584623 I passed a few hundred subs on youtube, debating whether or not to seriously put effort into it. Kinda afraid of using up all my good ideas early

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 22:58:33 2023 No.21584627 >>21581759 I want to put a bullet through my high school bullies head and i cant stop fantasizing about it.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:07:06 2023 No.21584660 >>21584015 Good post.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:10:44 2023 No.21584681 >>21583041 This is old. You're reposting another anon's work.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:12:52 2023 No.21584694 >>21582835 Lol, even with all that effort to cheese, a mere 122. This estimator is better than I thought.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:13:03 2023 No.21584695 >>21584349 In still water met a spirit called I A fragment of the eternal divine On the back of a beast living a lie I know many selves of mine

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:13:43 2023 No.21584701
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This sounds weird but does anyone know what the deal is with that look in a girls eyes when she really likes you? It’s like a square of light and it’s always a dead giveaway that a girl is really into you

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:15:37 2023 No.21584716 >>21584701 I have no idea what you're talking about. I have never seen such a thing.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:20:53 2023 No.21584736 >>21584701 Tiny details in body language are felt more than consciously seen. Pupil dilation is probably a factor in what you're noticing. God works in mysterious ways. https://youtu.be/7qUKiHZbVwc

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:21:49 2023 No.21584739 >>21584701 morphic fields. telepathy is real.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:24:32 2023 No.21584752 >>21584736 >>21584739 Yeah it’s a very interesting phenomenon. I can always tell when a girl is head over heels for me simply by the way her eyes look. I can’t describe it well but it almost like a gleam or window of light

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:27:56 2023 No.21584767 >>21584752 The light sources seem brighter reflected in the blackness of the dilated pupil. Stars in her eyes. https://youtu.be/2RkhQsGCXco

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:39:52 2023 No.21584817 I NEED A FUCKING GF NOW HOLY SHIT AAAAAAAAAA

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:42:21 2023 No.21584825 >>21584767 The dilated pupil lets in more light so in that fleeting moment what she's looking at glows like the stars in her eyes.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:42:37 2023 No.21584826 im so fucking mad at everything

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:45:58 2023 No.21584833 >>21584767 >>21584825 Interesting. Thanks

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:50:57 2023 No.21584851 >>21584826 Even me? What did I do?

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:52:06 2023 No.21584854 Xi, I know you're lurking you candian twink. Come out and show yourself.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:52:50 2023 No.21584858 I hate drunk people so much it's unreal.

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:54:13 2023 No.21584862 >>21584858 Damn I'm drunk right now

>>	Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:57:22 2023 No.21584875 is Kanye West an avatar of William Blake?

Anonymous Sat Jan 28 23:58:11 2023 No.21584879

I am confused as to how people like GK Chesterton or Sancho the Fat managed to become morbidly obese pre-introduction of HFS or calorically dense foods being made common placd and easily accessible. Was it a case of not enough movement? I understand being fat, owing to their high social statuses, but somehow managing to become borderline morbidly obese is beyond me.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:00:59 2023 No.21584886 My mom keeps saying I was descended from royalty. Yea I'm pretty sure everyone is technically descended from royalty going back far enough, mom. It literally doesn't mean anything. Sheesh.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:03:03 2023 No.21584894 >>21584886 It does if and only if you're in unbroken patrilineal continuity to the royalty.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:03:31 2023 No.21584898 >>21584886 that just means nobody is living up to their potential. Why do you instinctually resist being inspired? It is because you are weak.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:04:10 2023 No.21584902 >>21584886 No, royalty bloodlines typically don’t dilute with peasants. Maybe turn into nobles over time, but that’s it.

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:05:34 2023 No.21584906
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>>21584879
He didn't even grow up fat. But he spent his adulthood as a full time writer. Sedentary work + beer, cheese and bread (his favorite meal) will make someone obese over time.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:09:29 2023 No.21584919 >>21584902 Are you saying the natural selection of royals selected for genes that are perennially dominant?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:12:09 2023 No.21584927 >>21584886 Yeah dumb normies claiming "the Queen is my 13th cousin!" annoy the shit out of me

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:12:52 2023 No.21584929 >>21584898 I'm already inspired in intellectual pursuits for my own cause.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:13:11 2023 No.21584930 >>21584906 look at him, he exudes vitriol - he is a snake, who draws power by making others weaker.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:23:58 2023 No.21584961 Even a peasant can become the Wizard King.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:24:26 2023 No.21584966 >>21584826 She is everything you love and the star in her eyes is someone who is not you. Life is wonderful.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:36:38 2023 No.21585011 >>21584961 Wizards aren't real.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:50:14 2023 No.21585041 >>21585011 Oh yeah, then why am I a 30 year old virgin?

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 00:54:56 2023 No.21585057

>>21584906
Why is it that bread and cheese is such a supreme combination of foods? I have never been more satiated, content, and ready to work than after having a nice meal of bread and cheese. This is one of the few meals where I’m willing to forgo meat entirely.

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 01:03:34 2023 No.21585078

>>21583968
>that probably has to do with vanilla people not wanting to pay for porn, whereas everyone with an outlandish fetish absolutely will, meaning the market for outlandish shit is disproportionately large compared to people's actual preferences
There's a pretty horrible implication to this. Look at what happened to art - not porn art, regular art. Nobody wanted to pay for normal art, at with the internet it just became a fact that you were just supposed to post it online for free, so at some point people started drawing porn and the market for porn increased. Now normie art sites are filled with barely SFW ads made by porn artists who want to sell porn. And now vanilla porn doesn't seem to be profitable anymore, so vanilla porn has become the non-porn art, you're just supposed to post it for free. Nobody's really making normal art anymore, it's all that weird smearshit propaganda or just drawing tranny flags everywhere. I'm pretty sure that with AI the few people who were still chasing the "I wanna work at Blizzard" pipe dream have given up as well. Most art in general is just pretty girls with big tits, even on professional sites. The market slowly transforms the general taste of people.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 01:04:35 2023 No.21585082 >>21585057 >bread and cheese add pears to this

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 01:10:39 2023 No.21585106

if it's true that the primary character of human cognition is intuition of space, then it makes perfect sense that intelligent life would be able to evolve in oceans. Humans are the only bipedal animal with front facing eyes, i.e, who are at least partially predators. it's predators who evolve intelligence as a means of survival, but they also need to be able to walk upright in order to develop the intuition of space - walking upright creates a three dimensional world rather than a two dimensional one. But all sea creatures except the bottom dwellers live in a purely three dimensional world.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 01:12:19 2023 No.21585114 >>21585078 The lowest common denominator and the path of least resistance mainstream the most carnal of human inclinations. The corruptibility of human nature is boundless

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 01:13:37 2023 No.21585119 Aren't humans wonderful

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 01:19:32 2023 No.21585137 Regret and rumination are consuming me. All I can ever think about are my losses and mistakes

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 01:37:16 2023 No.21585182 >>21584906 >Sedentary work + beer, cheese and bread (his favorite meal) Chad taste I should read this guy

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 01:40:12 2023 No.21585191 I'm going to the corner store to get some SODA.

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 01:43:45 2023 No.21585205

>>21581759
how does one stops talking about their life? the fact that I can't prevent myself from talking about my life when something exciting happens is becoming clearer and clearer. I try to keep things to myself but I happen to slip or something like that every time. I have the feeling that if I manage to control this and truly accept my own shortcomings (unrelated but I can't stop justifying myself for everything I do wrong) I would become a better person.

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 01:49:58 2023 No.21585226

It's 03:47, I'm enjoying some Gouda cheese and crackers. I have two types: chili and mediterranean Gouda. An involuntary smile creeps its way on my face as I take the first bite of a cracker with a hefty serving of Gouda on top. My brain fires up electrons and chemicals in elation. My spine tingles, my skin gets goosebumps. The taste spreads in my mouth and leaves a creamy, mellow aftertaste. I am genuinely happy.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:09:34 2023 No.21585297 >>21584858 They're intolerable, especially older men who go to concerts alone, get hammered and try to chat up younger attendees while acting like insufferable douchebags.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:17:14 2023 No.21585327 >>21581759 >White fucking hell!

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:21:39 2023 No.21585346 >you need more commas it's like how bout you get bigger lungs you pussy ass bitch

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:28:26 2023 No.21585365 I feel very left out

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:31:11 2023 No.21585373 i hate it when target is sold out of my deodorant. i don't want to have to use a different brand as a stopgap and last time i ordered it in bulk from amazon some shithead sent me the wrong flavor/scent/whatever and i had to return the shit.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:31:17 2023 No.21585374 I feel very left out but I cant tell anyone that I feel left out because then I would come across as needy and demanding. Is it really so much to ask that I be invited to things?

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:40:03 2023 No.21585404

>>21585205
I don't know your circumstances, but more often than not I like listening to what other people are doing in their lives. As long as they are talking about positive things, that is. On the other hand I dislike it when I have to listen people dumping all of their emotional baggage. Especially if they don't know when to stop.

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:40:23 2023 No.21585408

>>21585374
I'm an awkward fuck, so I don't know how normal people do it, but I do it. I just come to people and ask them if I can come with because I like [thing they're planning to do] and was looking for a [team to play with/people to go with]. That's about it. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. In the second case scenario they politely say they are full or something.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:42:38 2023 No.21585416 >>21585408 The problem is that I dont know what anyone is doing until after they do it. Then they tell me about it after the fact. It sucks. Feeling excluded makes me feel like a kid again. I hate the feeling.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:42:53 2023 No.21585418 File: 599 KB, 750x518, CD0130CF-C193-49BC-BDF8-1EEAF24A85FE.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21585365 it’s by design

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:45:15 2023 No.21585424 >>21585416 >hey, are you planning to go out the coming weekend? If you are, mind if I come with?

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:47:23 2023 No.21585431

>>21585404
You seem like you have a nice personality. I don't talk about negative stuff unless I get prompted for it and usually say something like [do you really want to talk about this or should we move on?] because I hate it when people have leverage on me. Whining in itself is something I've sworn I won't do again, so I don't know. Some people do get entertained when I get excited talking about stuff but I'd really enjoy to keep some things secret and avoid the alternative of [I'll just wait till it's over then tell somebody] sometimes.
How do people even manage to keep secrets to their grave and not tell a single soul? It's completely maddening.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:49:07 2023 No.21585437 >>21585424 That's it. That's about it. Just act casual and if you succeed once they'll invite you by themselves the second time.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:50:13 2023 No.21585442 >>21585424 Ive reached out like that before but all I've received is static. I think I just need to make different friends.

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:55:39 2023 No.21585452

>>21585431
Yes, whining is insufferable and only makes me annoyed. Of course if there are problems that I can help solve I will gladly help, but listening to negative things for the sake of it only serves to make the whiner feel a bit better at my emotional expense. I'd much rather share in my friends' excitement and elation, and learn from what they have experienced and done. At best it even inspires me.
>secrets
I don't keep many secrets personally, but I find that if I need to talk about them, I can always tell the secret to an unrelated third party (like a family member) in passing. No harm done. Of course, if the secret was something serious like "my friend murdered a man in cold blood", things would be quite different.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 02:57:55 2023 No.21585460 >>21585442 like 3/4 of the people on 4chan are total wackos, are you self-aware enough to tell if you're a wacko or not?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 03:00:41 2023 No.21585464 >>21585460 ...would a wacko be able to tell? Quite the conundrum

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 03:01:15 2023 No.21585465 >>21585191 I got my SODA.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 03:04:19 2023 No.21585472 >>21585465 didnt see you at the soda store today, anon. what gives?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 03:06:50 2023 No.21585481 >>21585472 Nonsense. I was just there!

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 03:11:07 2023 No.21585489 my therapist is in love with me and i am in love with her and we have had sex but she refuses to start a relationship with me because i am her patient fucking headcase

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 03:13:46 2023 No.21585498 >>21585481 uhhhhh i don't see anything on the cctv footage. are you sure you're okay man?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 03:15:31 2023 No.21585506 >>21585498 He's a vampire! A soda vampire!

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 03:16:45 2023 No.21585511 >>21585498 I have a Coca-Cola in my hand right now motherfucker.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 03:30:31 2023 No.21585561 >>21585489 she could just recommend another therapist and date you afterwards. I'd suspect the heck out of her if I were you, and would actually tell her to cut the shit and date me or be clear about her intentions.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 03:30:35 2023 No.21585563 DUMMY YEAH

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 03:53:47 2023 No.21585629 >>21585489 yeah like the other anon said seems like she just wants to take advantage of you. She wants money and sex from you, nothing more.

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 04:29:29 2023 No.21585720
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went to this coffee shop for a year now mostly reading whispering dialogue out loud to myself in a corner like an insane person and today i squeezed past the usual crowd of people blocking the door, past the usual people not knowing what they want to order, and as i came out of the mass this girl that works there said my Name, and (unlike everyone else that works there) even spelled it right on the receipt . . .

im just a completely deranged man, aren't i, and absolutely should not under any circumstances ask this girl on a date?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 04:31:57 2023 No.21585726 >>21585720 >im just a completely deranged man, aren't i, and absolutely should not under any circumstances ask this girl on a date? go for it, worst case she looks at you weirdly and says no and you'll have to suffer an awkward situation

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 04:32:07 2023 No.21585728 While I don't regret sleeping with other people's wives, I do feel I have no right to ask my wife to be loyal to me. Like if she ever cheats it'll just be karma and I'll just take it

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 04:32:08 2023 No.21585729 living in the present, the future, and the past all at the same time - that is the secret. Treat the future and past as just as real as the present, because everything is real. nothing ever dies.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 04:34:27 2023 No.21585732 I only have the inspiration to write while I'm working. When the weekend comes around and I have the time I got nothing.

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 04:35:09 2023 No.21585735

>>21585728
>While I don't regret sleeping with other people's wives
You should
>Like if she ever cheats it'll just be karma and I'll just take it
Tell yourself this till it happens to you. It's like people saying dying isn't a big deal and despairing when they learn they have cancer. You have no clue

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 04:37:30 2023 No.21585740 >>21585735 >It's like people saying dying isn't a big deal and despairing when they learn they have cancer. Anon, with all due respect I think death is a little more serious than your missus spending a couple hours at a hotel with someone else

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 04:38:46 2023 No.21585746 >>21585740 It's not.

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 04:45:54 2023 No.21585761

I regained access to my old roblox account that i used from 2008-2011. I scrolled through my inbox and saw all the online conversations I had as a ten year old with my irl and online pals, and they caused me to gasp for air I was laughing so hard, partially because of the internet lingo that was used at the time, but mostly because I was a genuinely funny kid, and had a dry, sarcastic sense of humor at ten years old. I used to make everyone laugh all the time, and I laughed all the time. Looking back on it now, I can't help but view my development since that time as nothing more than a transition into becoming a more cold, calloused, and complacent person. I feel trapped in a prison of my own creation. I envisioned myself as always being well-liked, surrounded by friends and family, and finding some sort of passion I could make a career out of. As it turns out, I have no monetizable passions, and it's too late to find applicable meaning for my life outside of religion, or living in my inner world like I have been for the past five years. It's a stupid cycle, I have declined about 80% of the social invitations I've received through college, but it comes from an overwhelming premonition that none of these people are worth spending time with, and that I will never have any worthwhile friendships or relationships for the rest of my life. I genuinely feel that most people aren't worth knowing, dismiss them, then lament the fact that I am alone. This self-perpetuating cycle causes self-loathing, another trait that disgusts me when I see it in other people. I used to love the person I was, now I have no idea who I am, or what I am supposed to be.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 05:01:15 2023 No.21585807 I love when I see a girl for the first time and she smiles at me and blushes. There’s something so innocent and sweet about it. I wish I can hold on to that feeling forever.

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 05:01:24 2023 No.21585809

>>21585761
>I feel trapped in a prison of my own creation.
This seems to be exactly the case. You want social interaction but you reject it because of your prejudices. And as a result you have cast yourself out, and you've come to dislike what you've become.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 05:03:49 2023 No.21585820 >>21585740 >death is easy when you’ve been cucked. That’s the opening to my novel.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 05:04:05 2023 No.21585821 File: 36 KB, 530x500, 1674778609379818.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21582337 You must like tits

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 05:22:25 2023 No.21585881 i've been paranoid that i will develop schizophrenia but now that my behavior and beliefs are the most objectively bizarre i feel the most healthy

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 06:26:05 2023 No.21586021 >>21585881 what are your beliefs? i doubt that they're that strange in the grander scheme of 4chan

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 06:36:22 2023 No.21586034 >>21585809 Yeah. Don't think I can think my way out of this mentality on my own. I'll keep praying and seek help or something idk.

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 06:40:50 2023 No.21586040

>>21585761
>it's too late to find applicable meaning for my life outside of religion, or living in my inner world like I have been for the past five years
You could watch some documentaries. Maybe you find deep meaning in artic terns or the history of the teapot and never knew it?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 06:58:49 2023 No.21586083 So much pain in my soul

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 07:07:25 2023 No.21586103

>>21581759
vaclav reminded me of a poem

The Assyrian King in peace, with foul desire
And filthy lusts, that stained his regal heart
In war that should set princely hearts on fire:
Did yield, vanquished for want of martial art.
The dint of swords from kisses seemed strange:
And harder, than his lady's side, his targe:
From glutton feasts, to soldier's fare a change:
His helmet, far above a garland's charge.
Who scarce the name of manhood did retain,
Drenched in sloth, and womanish delight,
Feeble of spirit, impatient of pain:
When he had lost his honour, and his right:
Proud, time of wealth, in storms appalled with dread,
Murdered himself, to show some manful deed.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 07:13:09 2023 No.21586112 I feel like the whole world came together to fuck me over. Everything is so specific in the way it happened that it cant be by chance.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 07:22:29 2023 No.21586125 Life is like a box of chocolates. You buy it at a store, then you eat the chocolates inside the box.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 07:46:36 2023 No.21586178 >>21583925 As in loudly talking and explaining your problems to an imaginary therapist? I do the same.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 08:20:40 2023 No.21586248 >>21586178 Yes, I speak out loud

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 08:28:40 2023 No.21586263 >>21586248 Are we mentally ill?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 08:31:03 2023 No.21586273 >>21586103 >vaclav reminded me It keeps reminding me of Havel's Garden Party. I don't know where the bra comes in.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 08:36:30 2023 No.21586282 >>21586273 His helmet, far above a garland's charge

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 08:37:51 2023 No.21586288 >>21586282 Sorry I have to go retrain as a building superintendent.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 08:44:23 2023 No.21586305 >>21583925 i don't believe thinking to yourself is mental illness. seeing somewhere that it is & then doubting yourself and checking with 4chan could be something

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 08:45:27 2023 No.21586308 >>21586112 fuck u

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 08:52:31 2023 No.21586317 >>21586263 Probably. I like to think I'm just lonely

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 08:54:22 2023 No.21586320 >>21586305 I saw on 4chan that its a mental illness :(

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 09:01:28 2023 No.21586336 File: 159 KB, 766x636, 1669253605146862.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21585881 I wouldnt worry about it

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 09:05:59 2023 No.21586347 My family assume I care what I look like and always offer to buy me expensive clothes, haircuts, highlights, etc. Why would I care what I look like?

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 09:09:00 2023 No.21586351

>>21584101
'So arousing and satisfying to bury your thangs into her tender neck, and feel that warm stream of sweet blut pulsating for the last seconds until she falls asleep forever ." - Vladimir Nabokov(1921—1977) Unpublished diaries.
https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/8695121/schoolgirl-injuries-dog-attack-preston/

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 09:13:42 2023 No.21586365

>>21586347
>Why would I care what I look like?
Clothing you wear does have an impact on your behavior. I have noticed whenever I wear well fitting outfit, I feel way more energetic and active. Whenever I weal sweatpants and shirt I get lazy as fuck and don't even bother to leave my bed. Even pissing becomes a chore.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 09:16:10 2023 No.21586369 >>21586365 I feel like an idiot when I wear nice clothes, like I got scammed.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 09:20:20 2023 No.21586377 >>21586369 Don't wear expensive clothing but well fitting clothing. Buy from thriftstores and get them tailored. Expensive clothing is a scam.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 09:22:38 2023 No.21586381 >>21586365 when i wear joggers i feel like a legend, it feels a bit cringe dressing nice

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 09:27:54 2023 No.21586388 >>21586347 If you had friends you would care

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 09:33:01 2023 No.21586396 File: 226 KB, 377x1134, 1568243759768.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21586381 >it feels a bit cringe dressing nice post examples I consider pic related as a nice outfit for a day at uni. How is it cringe?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 09:46:02 2023 No.21586418 >>21586396 You look gay

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 09:48:05 2023 No.21586421 >>21586396 you're trolling

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:08:26 2023 No.21586449 >>21586418 >>21586421 boomers post outfits which you consider nice?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:15:04 2023 No.21586462 File: 178 KB, 736x1055, d27bf7f00c26741cd08e2c99e3af7663.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21586449

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:16:41 2023 No.21586466 recommend me something to read after i just smoked a ton of meth

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:18:23 2023 No.21586472 >>21586466 omegle

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:21:26 2023 No.21586476 >>21586472 im permabanned!

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:25:02 2023 No.21586482 >>21586462 (You)

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:28:30 2023 No.21586484 >>21586476 just for meth ???

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:38:32 2023 No.21586500 >>21586396 you look like a flaming homo, no offense

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:38:55 2023 No.21586501 >>21586449 No you actually look homosexual.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:43:10 2023 No.21586509 >>21584161 >YES, YES! TAKE A DUMP ON HIM, GRABS KLEENEX >"HOLD MY HAND WHILE I POO, DADDY" >NOOOOOO WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:44:06 2023 No.21586511 >>21586500 >>21586501 still waiting for an example photo

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:53:02 2023 No.21586520 >>21586511 don't really get why you posted your photo tbqh, no one asked

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:55:53 2023 No.21586525 >>21586520 that's not mine. it was my example of a nice fit.

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 10:57:15 2023 No.21586529 >>21586525 proper weirdo

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 11:03:06 2023 No.21586538 >>21586396 Todd Howard?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 11:06:57 2023 No.21586543 >>21586529 what are you trying to say? >>21586538 some anon on /fa/

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 12:53:43 2023 No.21586761 does anybody here want to be my friend ?

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 13:45:07 2023 No.21586892 next >>21586890

>>	Anonymous Sun Jan 29 14:11:29 2023 No.21586966 File: 309 KB, 1254x720, metal_guide.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>21586761 idk, I'd need to get to know you first

Anonymous Sun Jan 29 16:22:33 2023 No.21587369

>>21585720
Of course you should.
Or talk about this and that, and calmly casually inquire if she's seeing anyone.
If the answer is yes, she is seeing someone, she now knows you're interested, but it doesn't matter. Don't feel bad about it. There are other women

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